I’m tried of giving, I’m tired of no one noticing me I’m tried of feeling tried all the time, I’m tried of having brain fog I’m tried of people thinking I’m overreacting I’m tried of acting happy I’m tried of making others happy I’m tried of people tell me to stay strong I’m tried of not having anyone I’m tried So tried……. Tried of life… Why why, why do I feel like this? I’m tried of not being loved….!

Laying in my bed not wanting to survive The knife lying beside me So easy to slide Right up my wrist right down my thigh Don’t wanna kill myself but dont wanna be alive Ye I’m awake just tryin not to cry This life is hard the days go by Into a wall ye that’s where I wanna fuckin drive 200kmh down the fuckin road A car accident ye that’s what I want them to be told It’s difficult bro when no one fucking cares I got family I got friends but ain’t no one fucking there They want the best for me that’s the worst part bro Like I speak and they listen it’s jsut, I don’t fuckin know The crazy thing is I don’t even have it bad My life’s fucking great but I’m always fuckin sad They say happiness is a choice bro I couldn’t agree less I wish there was a way to think myself outta this mess If there was a button where I’d jus disappear Like suicide ye but there’s so much fear The easy route ye that’s what they call it It’s nothin but easy otherwise I’d hav don it It’s fuckin craxy man this thing called depression I’d even be out drinkin on the session But my mind still goes like what direction You gunna go after this Gunna go home go to bed And still feel like shit Lifes impossible when ur this fucking low They say it’s a phase little do they know This pains been goin on forever yo I can’t remember the last time I felt geniunly happy I’d say I was still in a fucking nappy You’d think this shit would jsut fuckingo away Dragging me down every single fucking day It ain’t going nowhere see it’s decided to stay And ruin my fucking life, well done, fair play You’ve accomplished something u cunt of an illness Only 16 but drowning with stress It’s not jsut stress that holds me back Anxiety depression panic attacks Sounds like a lie but trust me it’s facts A teenager man I’m to young to die I’ve got to say you’ve thrown everything you could try Anxiety depression suicidalness the lot Makes me think back to when I was asleep in a cot Was I happy back then, Or just happier than now Cus happier than now is still so fuckin down Let me know what you think 👍

The man smashing the kithen ??

Wakin up just wanting to cry Don’t see why I can’t just die It’s difficult that not wanting to be alive Going through everyday beggin not to survive Swerve into a bus Jump infront of a train Anything jus to get rid of the pain Sometimes I cut myself just for fun See physical pain is the easy one It transfers the pain straight from my mind And into my body it helps for sometime The thing is u can deal with that pain just pop sum pills and you’ll be okay if only it fuckin worked on ur brain that way maybe I’d be happy for a day Not even a day jsut for an hour Maybe then I’d have a tearless shower They saying cryin helps man I don’t agree just makes me feel weak that makes me angry see I know I’m not weak I’m physically strong but mentally man that’s a whole nother song can’t go to the gym to strengthen ur brain u can go to school but that just worsens the pain It’s difficult man it really is If only there was a way to cope with this Addiction is bad but it’s so fucking easy when the drink makes something finally please ye They say stay away from the drugs and the drink but what happens when it’s the only way you can think Without being stress or depressed or upset, this illness man it has me on the brink The brink of just giving up entirely Struggling through school so fuckin tiredly Have to stick with it tho its what keeps them happy if only they knew it made me feel so crappy Feeling lik shit every single day Tryin to find a reason to stay To stay on this earth to stay alive Only good outcome is if I die Life’s fucjing shit when ur this fucjin down Sometimes i wish id jusy fucking drown throw myself in a lake or of a cliff Only time I’m happy is smokin a spliff It’s not even real that’s the worst part man my life’s fucking good I have it great Good family and even better mates I’ve let it run and now it’s to late I’m trapped in my mind like a fuckin prisoner if only Theres a way to just disappear how tf has this happened to me I should be happy awake and free instead I’m trapped inside of my brain trying to get away from this fuckin pain I feel inprisoned like a fuckin zoo animal it’s genuinly fuckin criminal the fact I’m so young but riddled with this struggling through life with no fuckin purpose see I know that this illness is fake the problem is the pain is real and that’s so fucking shit Cus it’s the pain that you feel.

The spirit is broken

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154 film anyone know ?

Which Song at 3:11?

where is the sound of the girl from 0:33-0:59 from?

Background song title?

And the lady in the kitchen who is she

1:39 what's the movie name?

What song is thei

154 to 211 scene anyone know what this is who the woman is ?? Film

Movie? 04:20 ?

Shows ???