So uh my sister died 4 days after my birthday, my “best friend” said that she doesn’t know why I even care, and that our “friendship” is more important than my sisters life. And today I was pulled out of school early to get her remains. I wasn’t prepared to hold her ashes, I ended breaking down in the middle of the hospital.

It’s ok to admit that your sad. We can’t all be happy. It’s ok to cry. ITS OK

If anyone is reading this I hope you are happy after trying so hard. Trying to make everyone smile besides yourself. Trying to act like you're fine. Trying not to slink into the shadows. Trying not to ask for help. Trying not to be annoying. Trying not to starve yourself. Trying to not scream and cry. Trying to be perfect. Trying to be good enough for your parents. Trying to be a good friend/partner. Trying to last the day. Just know your doing great and feel free to comment anything about yourself or personal issues that you are trying so hard with on this comment. Now smile because I think you need one.

Listening to this while writing fanfiction, 10/10 made me get into the murdered mood.

''i want to cry but i cant get anything out of my eyes'' i relate to that so fucking much, i want to just have a mental breakdown but i can't, i stare at nothing while wanting to cry but can't. my uncles dog Buttons who was 100 years old in human years was born blind, i went over to my uncles house with my mom because i wanted to go over to meet buttons again because i felt he was going to die soon, i just sat down beside him while my mom and uncle were in the kitchen and i started to breakdown into tears while looking at him, what was nice was that even though he was blind, he wasn't deaf and he could hear that i was crying and he understood what i was feeling, he started licking my tears away and sat in my lap as i cried as quietly as i could with him on my lap and im hugging him with my arms wrapped around him. i was 8. he unfortunately soon did die, R.I.P Buttons. its so hard in school i feel like everyone makes fun of me for not being able to not learn as fast as them, im known in school as the ''dumb girl''. and also my memory is fucking shit i can't even remember fractions or addition. i used to be so good at doing them in 3rd grade but now i just cant do them.. there was some teachers who used to help me when i was in 3rd grade which was the time i didnt need any help .. wheres help when i actually need it? my friend 2 days ago said i was a heartless monster who didnt care about anyone. i did so much for him and he says that shit about me just because we were having an argument.. idek what to say anymore, theres more but yk.. its whatever

The rooftop one that scream scared the living shit out of me

0:00 pope is a Rock star 0:36 i can't handle change 1:25 daddy issues 2:07 Juliet 2:52 tree house 3:40 Ylang Ylang 4:13 school rooftop 4:54 love in the dark 5:52 the beach 6:43 still don't know my name 7:11 black out days 7:47 mirror masa 8:26 4 morant 9:17 after dark 9:48 bellyache

Just Perfect timing! Lol

~time stamps~ 0:00 - pope is a rockstar✨ 0:36 - i cant handle change🙁 1:25 - daddy issues 😩 2:07 - juliet👩🏽 2:52 - tree house 🏡 3:38 - ylang ylang 💔 4:13 - school roof top🏫 4:52 - love in the dark 🖤 5:51 - the beach🌊 6:42 - stranger🎨 7:12 - black out days ⛈ 7:48 - mirror masa🪞 8:37 - 4 morant🌴 9:19 - after dark🎆 9:48 - bellyache🤢 -enjoy *also in desc*

This is perfect for taking a test then just listing to it so relaxing

These music are relatable and calming at the same time..

4:22 that almost gave me a heart attack🤐( it's 3 am for me right now)

I am listening to these because it has become apparent to me recently that I have no real friends. They always hang out together without inviting me and then talk about how great it was right in front of me the next day. They would rather talk to each other than me. They all have best friends in the group and I’m just kinda there. They also have multiple group chats without me on and they talk about how great they are frequently. I know you probably don’t want to read this but I have no one to vent to and I hope you can’t relate. Have a good day ❤

ugh, my dog ran away 2 months ago and hasn’t came back yet.. perfect playlist. Her name was Nina, I cried for 2 days straight after her disappearance. 🤕

Vent: I have two best friends, but this past week they have been leaving me out. When I expressed how I felt they called me dramatic emo an annoying. I’m can’t do this anymore.

This was amazing but the school rooftop one scared the crap out of me💀

tears are words that the heart cannot express.

Love poems: We see each other in the halls. I wave hello wanting to be friends. Now i’m in your bed, in yours arms, us sharing a tender kiss. sad poem (tw death) : We see each other in the halls, i wave hello wanting to be friends. We become friends, now we become strangers, your memory’s play in my head as i see you in your casket. weird poem: I see you in the hall, your with my friend. You look at me, i don’t like the vibe your eyes give me.. more sad poems (tw) : Why? Why am i standing here alone? In the pouring rain under this tree. Why did you leave? Why? Why? Why? Why couldn’t you just stay? Now i have to witness a rock, that says your name.. He told me to stop, i was addicted. Now i sit here, with another cigarette in my fingers. You. You? Why you? Why do i love you still? Your buried cause of them.. I need her.. i can’t be here without her. where is she? then i realized. Love with sadness: “so?” “okay ig” my flushed cheeks, turn even more red.. I just wish you didn’t go with her. I still love you though. Even though your with him, my mind will fall asleep at night thinking, what would have happened if she didn’t start that rumor.

You have very great music taste✨✨✨

I don’t know who needs to hear this but things truly do get better. I’ve experienced dark times myself but I’ve improved so much. The light at the end of the tunnel is the most beautiful thing you’ll see so keep going even though it’s tough.

this is the perfect playlist of sad songs all relating to me in some way but just yea id listen to this when im sad like rn cause i miss a friend and at the very end of the songs i know that this has made me feel better in some way so thanks i love you have a great day wherever you are

Little me: *learning how to draw and sing* Me now: go little rock star...

This Is Absolutely AMAZING! I love it! Thank you!!

Your talent for making playlist like this one definitely come from the fact that you're a Sherlock fan (saying that bcs of your pfp) And if your not Then you're just talented and that's great because I can't even breathe so... yeah-

Crying , studying , & listening to sad edit audios >>>>>>

I'm listening to this while trying to sleep and the screaming 😭😭😭😭

I lost my brother when he was just 4 years old about a week after his birthday and my family was never told what caused his passing it was something to do with heart but we never knew what and it was the most painful we have ever gone through it felt like a huge puzzle piece was gone from our family and when it was his funeral I cried for the entire thing until I pretty much felt sick and I miss him so much it’s been 5 years and the pain still hasn’t gone like sometimes I wish it was me who died and not him and it’s his birthday today and I want to stay strong for my family but it’s so hard and I just miss him so much because he may have only lived for 4 years but those were the best years of my life and the amount of people who have told me to get over it or it’s not important that he died is one of the worst things someone can say because they have never gone through what I have gone through but somehow these audios help me get all my emotion out so I’m ready for a long painful day ahead of me

After the second one I’m literally crying, I’m actually serious it just describes that one part of me when my parents yell at me

Not been having a great time recently, perfect timing ^^

Hello to anyone reading this I want you to have a amazing day. Go put yourself out there. You can change the path of your day but just stepping out into the world because you are beautiful, amazing, talented and most of all you are enough. So you go out and do you and people will love you for that

All i can say is.... WHY IS THIS SO GOOD IMMA SUB!!!!😊

2:14 man im inlove with cavetown, love all of his songs♡♡♡ this is my favorite song from him!![ima sub to you!! All of these songs are amazing and actually calm/relatable songs and not rap songs for once!!]

Perfect timing for me to find this while I find out the person I like likes my sis :))

This helps me get my emotions out when my parents want me too and I need do too.. thank you for making this sometimes people need to cry

Pov: ur sitting in a empty parking lot crying while listing to this

this playlist always gets me to tears. thank you😌

Tysm for this, i love the audios. Since others are explaing why they are sad im going to vent too: My whole life i always did something wrong, but i never really mean to. Im just always ruining something withot thinking. Some bigger things more than others. I feel guilt and sadness for this but i just feel like im not justified to be sad because i havent really gone through anything. In the past i was called a pick me boy or a person with a big ego. So i am always held back by those thoughts. I feel sad, i feel desperate and guillty because i always f.ck something up when i love someone like a crush. And the people i am friends with and surround myself with have gone through actual things and have reasons to be sad. I always hate being myself bc thats what got me here unintentionally. This always led to me being self concious about everything i do, if i think im saying to much about how i feel or what i think i always hold myself back and just think "you should stop talking". I never tell anyone anything bc of this and i dont wanna waste time and money on things such as therapy. Plus, my whole life my parents wanted the better for me, to be smart, happy, and have nice hings like clothes,a guitar and things. And i just feel horrible, other people who deserve this all bc of how much they achieved, worked, and how much nicer they are. i appreciate a lot of things now but still dont feel like that all the time even though i want to, which makes me feel fake and like im doing it just for attention. This year i wanted to have videos and pictures and memories and collages so i can look back at something that makes me feel a real emotion, one that doesnt feeedited and fake when i just thought of something i relate to that i can add to in my mind. People arent perfect but im just not perfect at being imperfect, i cant decide, i want to feel happy and better but i just feel so selfish wanting things like that for me and not my friends who went through abuse, hate, divorced parents, breakdowns, preasurre, and heavy criticism. And i just always try to get others like my friends opinions on everything, so i can know how i look and sound and seem. So i know im not just spoon feeding myself the wrong things, but if i ask to much they might think somethings wrong with me. To be honest though, i edited this comment like 4 times reading other comments and seeing that i feel the same way, adding more layers to my sob story. thanks,im sorry for making you read all this, i just have a lot i dont know how to process i geuss.

You gained a new sub! This is SOOOO good You have a wonderful taste! 🙃💕

I've listened to this playlist Alot, I started listen during my SH and I would cry everytime Nowadays I can't cry anymore.

i love this . It brings back the past when i had my grandfather and my tia and cousin ily❤️

Me encanta escuchar estás playlist y leer los comentarios 😌💕

I love you! This helped me write my side character her breakdown

this playlist is amazing.

8:09that actually scared my because with was listening with air pods 🥲

The first one is "pope is a rockstar" But a great video still

i really needed this This has been a bad week😳😳

Damn this was so good I wish it was longer 😞✨😭❤️

*me crying* *ad* " grammerly can help!"

Adding to my playlist

I needed to let it all out and this playlist helped a lot

This is just amazing 💞

A bit late but thanks for making this,I honestly needed these.. I’m crying out all my problems and stress.. even tho i don’t know you, god bless you and I hope you have the life you always wanted too,ily. ❤️

I was sad and then this randomly pop out

i needed that thank u!

I DIDN'T HAVE TO SKIP ANYTHING OMG YAY

This made me cry so much bc my friend(crush) said he likes my other friend and I was gonna tell I like him but I didn’t want to ruin and this reminds me of it

You earned a new sub, and the music feels like my life. :)

finally a good one ty!

You came here to feel like you fit in, guess what! To the ppl that came for that reason, you fit in no matter what, you’re a human being, and deserve to be loved! 🫶

if you are reading this, yes, you, youre amazing and awesome and wonderful and sweet, and if people think of you any other way, they are wronger than wrong. it doesnt matter who you are, how you are, youre amazing and special to me. you are one in 7 billion. feel free to vent in the replies! please just smile, everything will be alright.

thank you so much!! that's exactly what I was looking for

thanks love ur a blessing

this is perfect

Just a perfect timing! I need this.

Thank you~✨

Thank you. I needed this to cry more.

Idk I sometimes just listen to theas bc they are really relaxing and help me clear my mind

This play list was made by angels 💗💗💗😭

Oml This is just amazingg

Amazing

This was nice… I just realized friend I loved and had a crush on doesn’t care about me.. I needed an audio for a vent

I love this

1:25 the lyrics literally describe my older sister and my older brother 😭

Love it so much

Love this

Wow, this is perfect for when i am having a mental breakdown! 🦋❤

Mirror masa was a bop! (Everything else was also) I used to listen to it a couple years ago, I kinda/totally forgot about it

Now you have a new sub.

DIOOS ME ENCANTAA

Beautiful

Ty i needed a vent playlist to vent

bro that scream in the school roof top audio scared me lol

The hand though.. It reminds me of someone in particular. I will not say who, but please if ur reading this, I hope and pray you’ll get better. If you’re suffering you aren’t alone in that suffering. There’s a deep rabbit hole that someone else has fallen into.

Great audios for venting! I might use one for sum that happened. :]

Perfect edit audio!!!!

it was very nice thank you

I’m lovin’ the photo

The picture hits diffrent..

Avesome!!! U got a new subscriber👌

i love this and ofc i sub. and liked

5:51 I absolutely adore the instrumental to this song and i’m so thankful it was added in..

*there are timestamps in the description, anyways..have a nice day, stranger*

This just always good like your make so good ❤️❤️❤️

I have been feeling super down lately starving myself and doing sh and tomorrow is my birthday and I don’t know what my life is anymore and the only thing to feel something is through music

these edit audios hit hard for me :c 🥺😞😭

My volume was max in this 4:23 😭

i still love this playlist

Really giving me 2020 vibes

perfect timing for thinking about people

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