Nothing wrong with crying Soldier just shows that you care buddy

Meanwhile the politicians are sleeping well at night

Imagine the person that literally saved your life dies!! That’s the most heartbreaking feeling ever!❤️‍🩹RIP Soldier 🙏❤️

Man that hand rub when you start crying is the only place you could find some comfort.

Watched numerous interviews of this man talking about stuff I couldn't even imagine experiencing. This is the first time I've seen him emotional. All respect bro.

If the reaper is crying you know it hit him hard

My sisters fiance Sgt. Eric Snell was hit in the head by a sniper round on 6/18/07 in Baghdad. She found out one morning as she was getting ready for work they announced his name on the radio. I will never forget her screaming when she called me that morning. He was such a beautiful man. His mother arranged for my sister and I to spend time alone with him the night before his memorial service. You don't forget the damage a bullet does to the human body. It was him but his face wasn't. Gob bless every soldier in this land. 🤍

I’ve seen a few interviews with this guy now and what a genuine caring soul. Tears aren’t a sign of weakness but a sign someone truly cares what an amazing human being and wish him nothing but good health.

"I never heard anything like that before." Coming from that guy that sent chills down my spine.

When he looked left as he said "passing by" it's like he's still seeing it happen as he's saying it.

Nick Irving is a True Hero! A true warrior, I’ve watched many videos of him speaking of his time at war & the way he articulates things, the pain im his eyes as he describes the deeds he had to commit for this country, you can tell not a day goes by where he doesn’t think of the lives he’s takin & that it haunts him. That’s a true hero, living a nightmare so that we can live the American Dream! When I see how far the country has fallen men like him are the first that come to my mind, the pain these men experience watching the nation they watched their friends die in the dirt protecting just falling to shambles has to hurt them beyond belief! All they sacrificed just to watch a rich man ruin it to become slightly richer, the anger that must bring is unimaginable, not even counting how badly we treat our vets in the first place…

Hearing stories like these really angers me to see our vets out on the street forced to beg for scraps. These men and women have given their all, gave their lives, mental health only to be forgotten ❤. Thank you for your service. We truly appreciate you and all the men and women who fight for our freedom.

"Thank you for your service" doesn't even come close to the appreciation that we should have for our professional warriors.

Dont hold that back. Let it out man. Men go through tough shit. Its ok for us to have moments especially guys like this

Had a neighbor that unit found and disposed of bombs told me a story of 1 going off not harming him but desingrating his friend behind him, he struggled with what happened and why ill never forget him or the look in his eyes when he told me things. So much pain and sadness in his eyes. I'm forever greatful to you Tyler and everyone else who's sacrificed so much. I hope your wife and children will help you find some amount of peace one day brother.

Thank you Sean this has helped so many Vets. Isolation is a killer and your platform brings healing and is the antidote for loneliness depression & suicide. You're doing an incredible service for all the warriors out there because our government has failed to.

Shawn has such a compassionate presence. It’s strong yet comforting.

There are some special people in these comments. Guys talking trash that have never seen combat let alone spent time in uniform.

I've watched almost every interview this dude has done, and this is the first time I'm seeing him get emotional during telling a war story 😢 I'm like "wow this guy is BUILT DIFFERENT!" but this just made him even more of a man in my eyes 🙌🏽🙏🏽🪖🥾🇺🇸

So... "thats the guy who saved my life.." instant chills and tears... im a grown ass man and ive learned in life... thats what raw emotion is. And the realist and most genuine way to feel alive .. is to feel gods greatest emotion.

Bro wow!!!Man you’re talking some real stuff here! I was a 1 bat Ranger back in the day!! Loosing a buddy will mess your world up!! I needed to see this even though so sad! Thank Ranger for sharing and God Speed! There are no easy days!

Heartbreaking. Truly sorry.

Poor dude, seems like a super nice guy and I can tell how brokenhearted he is because his friend was dying in front of him, in the middle of a war or battle, seeing him pale and white and then having to carry his body to safety just to lose him in the process. A man can cry as much as anyone else, when I see stuff like this it breaks my heart because it shows that he and no one else wants to see these things happen. Why is there war? Why are we fighting? Why do we have to put him in that position? I don’t understand, and people keep justifying it and continue to go to war and outside of war, outside of the army, we got a lot of the rest of society being negative and insulting and hurting people. Why can we not be better as a people, as the human race, as a species? Aren’t we supposed be highly intelligent organisms and no one can see how much negativity drives the world right now? To those who are kind-hearted, good people. I love you all and I thank you for being kind in a world where many people are negative, selfish, and narcissistic, and I’m sorry for all the people who have been hurt either by seeing war either through a video or first hand in the army. To those who continue to drive to work to ruin with their negativity, and to people who support war and also people to like being selfish, narcissistic, and mean for no reason just because you think it makes you cool, I say this: I hope that one day good people realize how much negativity is really hurting us as a species, how many people have died for mean comments and hurtful actions, all for a person’s prideful behavior… and to those in charge of whether or we fight wars or not, please realize that we do not need to fight! Why can’t we solve problems as humans without anyone dying?? I do not understand and I’ve been very hopeful that we as humans would be better, but year by year it keeps getting worse.

I read his book really good book to be honest, he talked about his ranger buddy getting shot by a chec sniper. It was really sad.. 😢 sorry my man for your loss

These men..soldiers..warriors..heroes...we asked so much from them...they put everything into their training to help themselves survive the worst of it. It all amazes me. I pray for each of them to be able to survive the fights over there and the ability to survive the memories of it all once they get home. Bravo! Peace in your hearts. Thank you.

We know the names of SEALs who had very questionable careers, but men like this go widely unrecognized. That is why I love this podcast, it brings to light the names of heros who truly deserve the recognition. 🇺🇸

Super proud of you Nick for sharing your story and shedding light on the mental warfare that soldiers battle on a daily basis. Keep sharing your story cousin!!🤍🤍

Just imagine his thoughts when he lays his head down at night to go to sleep…. Feel genuinely bad for this man. Badass or not , everyone has emotions and I’m willing to bet everything his PTSD is insane. Respect to him and his loved ones ( along with his fallen brothers )

I'm sorry you went through that brother. To say thank you for your service, seems empty at this point. But alot of us are grateful for all you've done.

I don’t think men understand how much value they’re able to convey by being able to express emotions like that. Thank you 🙏

as I grow older I really do appreciate what these ppl do; I can't imagine what they go through man. I try to help any veteran the best I can around my city.

Thank you for serving our country.And i'm proud of you for speaking out and going through your feelings. My dad was a marine, and a lot of time, men don't talk about what soldiers go through . the post traumatic stress syndrome and what and how it affects their families when they come home. You are amazing. I pray that you keep healing and that you keep talking and helping people. My dad was angry and he took it his pain out on his family until he worked out.All those feelings that you are working out right now. That's what men do. I pray for you that you to heal and that you continue to help people work Through the hard things.

I can'timagine living thru the horrors, the tragic losses of war. God Bless our brave military men and women.

Long time coming . Glad this interview is happening

Thank you for your service! This needs to be shown on every major news channel so that every citizen & every politician knows exactly what war does to these soldiers! I think we need veterans running a lot of our govt offices. I have a cousin who’s a marine veteran with ptsd. He’s the biggest baddest bravest beast when he has to be. But he’s also the nicest kindest most creative most hard working most caring helpful give anyone anything he has to help anyone kinda guy also. I hate what war did to him! People need to know war should only be a last resort! Not an economy booster or money maker.

Brother release those tears man! I had my breaking point while in country man! So much was happening around and in my life. I tried t take my own life, but God saved me from that. Brother what you went through, no human should have to! It’s ok Brother to let it out! I know we want to hold back as much as we can, but I’ve learned that holding it in only makes it worse later down the road. You have a community of Vets that understand and relate. You’re appreciated and know your service wasn’t for nothing. RIP to your comrades that saved your life.

Why do these men come home to such disrespect? It was an honor to listen to this. I don’t think other countries have our particular malcontent towards their servicemen and women. Just know I am not one of them, and I’ll answer my 2am call.

There isn’t one thing I could say…, except HERO.

This guy has a beautiful soul

I loved this interview, one of the best yet!! When he cried, I knew he had a heart!! Great shit Shawn Ryan, constantly!!!

Nick Irving

I love how open he is, still struggling to maintain composure but raw and honest. Thank you Sir!

I’ve not been in war and lost a brother in arms but I’ve lost my brother to being shot in front of me and the pain is indescribable god bless brother thank you for your service prayers for anyone’s peace that has witnessed anything similar

Sorry for your loss, and much gratitude for your service. God bless.

I had an anxiety attack listening to this..I’ve been through something similar. This is like looking in a mirror emotionally..

Sir, whether you believe it or not, you are a Hero, as well as all your fellow brothers in arms. Some paid a higher price, but you and your brethren who fought side by side and brought your buddies home deserve respect as well. There is no shame in shedding tear's for those you have lost, and the majority of us will never understand what you feel when everything goes quiet. Respect Sir!

You're a good man, brother. I just lost a childhood friend in a car accident and I'm tore up. I cant even imagine anything you've been through ❤

Hate seeing these dudes like this. Thank you all for your service. So much respect for you guys

We all need to send prayers up for this patriot. I've seen him on KZfaq before & I'm sure he's still proud to have served his country the way he did, as he should be. That said we've been allowed to watch him grow & grieve through his storytelling & you can't help but see him becoming a little more disillusioned by the interview as his perspective changes. It wasn't all for nothing. I know he'll never see this comment but I hope the sentiment reaches him. An American. 🇺🇲💪🏿🇺🇲🙏🏿🇺🇲

People think that just because we are men, we are not supposed to cry, but shit we are not robots we are human

People have no idea that that man is one of the most prolific snipers in the world, he is truly an American soldier of the highest caliber and one of Americas absolute best snipers, absolute elite operator.

Every time I’ve listened to my grandfather who was a marine in the Korean War talk about his war stories his eyes looked the same as this man. It’s like they go right back to the time they were fighting but the brain is explaining what’s happening.

Perfect guest for this show, can’t wait

It takes a real man to share a story like this and show how he really feels about it. You’re a good man and your tears show the burden you carry for all of us.

The Best Podcast On The Internet Right Now!!! The Transparency And The Stories Told On Here Are One Of One!!

I don’t remember reading this in his book. I’m gonna have to read it again. I do remember it being an amazing book. Imagine having a life so amazing people want to read about it. We have talked about writing a book with all the funny exciting and sad stuff we’ve seen over the years as city firefighters and paramedics

I can't wait to see this one!!! Love the content. You always come through with the best interviews.

Most skilled powerful people show compassion/tears when it's time to do so. Shows humanity/love. Proven psychologically. Real men, cry. This is one's only hope ever: See Romans 10:9-13 and 1 Cor.15:3,4 and Psalm 22:16 & Isaiah chpt.53 (even in the Jewish bible). After salvation see Matt.10:28 and Mark 12:30,31 auth.kjv bible only.

Thank you so much Shawn,for allowing yourself to be a channel for such great souls to talk and pour out all the trauma and stress.God bless you.

I’m in tears. Bless you both

So many people take for granted what we truly have! God bless you. From one soldier to the next!

Ladies and gentlemen. How dare you take your freedom for granted. Thank you sir. I was in the USAF but never endured this. Thank you so very much for keeping me free.

You don’t appreciate the sacrifices others make so you can live your everyday life…..I hope this guy understands there’s nothing wrong with being emotional bc the stuff he and others who served have seen and experienced is something the rest of us can’t comprehend

Damn that’s Hard my Army BROTHER !! AND I COULD ONLY IMAGINE THE SAME FEELINGS AS MINE JUST IN A DIFFERENT WAY as we all bare the sadness of our other brothers ! Thank you for telling us your deep feelings and your not alone in your sadness ❤

Not to diminish any other operators or Vets but this man is the most humble warrior I've seen going around the internet. Doesn't brag about his kills or detach himself from the human element of war. A brave soldier with a heart of gold. The Reaper is a one of one ☝🏻

Shit is tough man when u know that a brother in arms of yours that saved your life is in dire need of your help and there's not much your able to do for him knowing that he saved your life multiple times!!!! No matter how tough you are it takes such a freaking toll on you and your unit no matter what man. My hat goes off to this man and his unit man. Also I hope his family finds peace. Also I hope this man finds the peace and tranquility that is needed to move forward with his life. Ive done 3 combat tours 2 in Afghanistan and 1 in Iraq 2009- 2013-2014 and till this day it's still really tough man. One thinks about all the things that you could of had done differently to be able to save your brothers and TBH that's what really takes a toll on ur mind but you have to figure out that that's what happened and there's nothing that you can do to change anything honestly just leave it to god abd in his hands and move on with ur life. I wish peace to all soldiers always and forever god bless you all and RIP TO THE FALLEN. ❤❤😢

That is PAIN! That will never go away or be forgotten.

I've watched so many of this guys interviews and I know he would always gloss over details, now I understand why. I hope you can quite those demons back down man.... Thank you for everything

Pain, sadness & PTSD... The famous dark trio that generally clings to you for the rest of your life... I'm so sorry mate...

I've seen this man on other channels. He's one hell of a shot. He's spoken of his time overseas but nothing in detail. I hope he's able to come to peace and forgiveness.

Wow. Never considered how detrimental a power outage in a hospital would be.

Thanks for giving guys like this a place to talk this stuff out.

You did your very best brother. Continue to honor your comrade’s memory with your words. Peace and love to you. Be safe and take care of yourself. ❤🙏

Best Podcast out there!!! Thank you for your service and sharing your story. I hope the family of the soldier heard this. I'm sure it offered some comfort to them❤️🙏🏻❤️

This is why war is a last resort. It stains the soul.

Real men do cry! Men who are sassy I’m stuck in their ways usually don’t! This a true man with real life experience, with real hurt and pain, with REAL tears’ thanks for your service

Nicholas "The Reaper" Irving is the LIVING EMBODIMENT of a true American hero! For those of you who haven't read his biography, "The Reaper," DO SO ASAP!!!! I'd put that book up there on the list along with "American Sniper," "Blackhawk Down," "Lone Survivor" & "Alone at Dawn" as 1 of the most emotional, moving, & poignant books about modern warfare, & the warriors who've fought IN it, that I've ever read!!! May God bless this man, & ALL the brave heroes who defended/defend our beloved Republic! We ALL owe them a debt that we can NEVER repay. "Thank you" doesn't seem NEAR enough. Whenever ppl ask me to donate to charities, I always tell them there are only 3 I give to. St. Jude's Children's Hospital, Wounded Warrior Project, & Tunnel to Towers. NO OTHERS.

Been there! Lost a buddy of mine who saved me as well, he’s no longer with us. Still dealing with it.

The only time you'll see a true warrior shed tears, is when they've lost someone real close to them, and you have nothing but respect for them, because at that moment you realize that no matter how hardcore they may be, they're still human, and no matter how good they are at supressing their feelings they still have em, my heart goes out to you Mr. Grim Reaper, and I'm sorry about your fallen comrade, i know he's in Heaven right now watching over you, and when the time is right, you'll see him again, he may not be with you physically, but he'll always be there with you, just my two cents for all it's worth.

The men you serve with form a bond that at times is stronger than family. It is always great to meet up and talk with them. But I have found it is also difficult to spend time together because it brings up all the bad stuff you went through. However, I'd still stand in front of them when the air is cracking with rounds.

It ALWASY sucks. Thanks for sharing

Talking with someone who has experienced the same things as you, will make the emotions much stronger.

For anyone one who has served from the bottom of my heart thank you. Thank you for your bravery, courage and making the decision to make it safer for me, my family and everyone who gets to call themselves an American. God bless you all

Experiencing death makes you cry like this. I think its because we realize how that chip on our shoulders is extremely vulnerable. Or maybe its the fact that the afterlife is unknown and it scares us. Death is easy. Living is hard.

That's rough man... I feel for our soldier and what they go through.. we need them and more...thank you

This was the most moving interview I've ever heard.

It takes a man crying for that man to truly get through his trauma & pain. Without those tears, he lives in a world of pain that only he can remember & relate to.

Big respect and Big Hugs

This hurts me, watching him hurt so deeply. 😢😢😢😢 my prayers go to your peace…

Im crying with you sir 😢 my tears carry no weight in comparison to yours but the weight of yours is felt! What you fought for is where and what me and mine get to live in! I am praying for your heart mind and soul....may your future be all God intended it to be! THANK YOU FOR YOUR SERVICE, may it not be in vain! ✝️❤️💯👑🌏🕊️

It doesn’t get anymore real than this

That’s the fuckin reaper baby!

Been waiting for him to get on here

That's a real man. God Bless you

Seeing a warrior shed tears like that shows how genuine the feelings are. The brotherhood is real. It's even harder once you're a civilian again. No one around you knows anything you have been through. They're not looking out for you. You have no friends for real. The military teaches you to put that uniform on. They don't teach you how to take it off. That weight is so heavy. Thank you for your service, Reaper.

The people that disavow this man DON'T know how to listen. Hearing someone's words in form is not enough to grasp the context of what is being expressed. People like this live for themselves and wonder why no one is around while their begging for help. Thank you Mr. Irvin. Please for the rest of us never lose faith in yourself.

Wow that's incredible emotional. U can feel his pain through the screen.

I don't understand how Shawn has a completely monotone voice, but also expresses genuine emotion like other hosts aren't capable of.

Crying show the truth of a warrior thank you for the vulnerability and sharing history in your stories. Thank you Shawn for continuing to have such amazing people on your show. Thank you both for your service and continued service 👊🏼🤙🏼

Reaper thanks for being a hero.