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“Memories you don’t recall” This one hit me like a freight train

This was really good! A lot of people heard the song first from Andyland's video, so I hope it garnered attention for your full song!

came across the animation first, back first when I got into a relationship, now here I am with the full song, heartbroken, and tearing, wonderful music

This is the first song that actually brought me to tears. I never was in a romantic relationship, but just the idea of a friendship simply fading away is deeply depressing and terrifying to me.

You know how singers can find the audio resonance with, like, glass cups or something and sing at just the right frequency to break them? This song did it with my soul.

Damn, that second half hits me like a knife through the heart. I get teary eyed every time I hear "Second chance that I'll never find". Feels like my own heart singing this song after my relationship ended, thank you so much for transforming these feelings into such a beautiful song, this music is an amazing piece of art by itself.

It’s hard to put into words how perfectly this encapsulates the message it gives off, the concept of relationships that can deteriorate over mere time, neither party wanting to separate, but forced into a decision that can’t be reversed. I really hope this and your other works gets the popularity it deserves.

Hi everyone! Thank you so much for giving this song so much love :) A Spotify release is in the works and coming soon. If you'd like updates/a presave link when that happens, please follow my Instagram @peachmoonn! I post the most information about my music there. Thank you all so much ♥♥ - Vania

I'm back. This now feels like the end. The first version (from the animation) feels like the story is not over, because of how the song ends with that chord, and there's something left to come. This version instead feels like someone feels guilty about something they did to a loved one, then they think there are some hope yet, and they try to fix the situation, but in the end they realize the damage is done... So there's no turn back... And like that, that final chord feels different, like... "You gotta live with it". I'm back again. As a second thought, I feel this sensation of "You gotta let go and move on". Yo! Where did that come from!? 👇

THE WAY I SCREAMED WHEN I SAW THIS YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVED THE MINI CLIPPED AND LONGED FOR A FULL VERSION OF IT

“And they lived happily ever after.” Said Yellow. Little Orange looked up at his father and spoke. “Papa, why didn’t mama stay with you? I thought she loved you!” Yellow looked down at his son, who had the telltale look of curiosity on his face. “Son, your mother and I.. we loved each other.” He put the storybook to the side, and sat closer to his son, and put him on his lap, with one arm around his back. “We loved each other very much.” Orange looked up at his dad, who looked down at him, with a sad but reassuring smile. “Then why didn’t you stay with her?” Orange said. Yellow paused for a moment, then finally spoke again. “Orange, I think you’re old enough to hear this from me. You see, some people are meant to be together. That’s why at weddings they tell you to say “Til death do us part”, because that’s true love. To be together until the end. I don’t think we were meant for each other. Our differences, they separated us, and eventually, parted us.” He reached for a tissue, and wiped his eyes before he continued. “Orange, I don’t want you to be like your mom and I. Find someone you know you’ll love forever. Don’t let differences push you apart. Try to… try to work through them. That’s what we failed to do as parents.” Yellow sat up, and hugged his son. “It’s time for you to go to bed, you’ve heard enough for the night. If you ever want to talk to me about anything, just let me know.” “I love you, daddy.” Said Orange. “I love you too, Orange.” Said the sad, but content father. He turned out Orange’s lamp, and gently shut the door. Orange slowly drifted to sleep, but Yellow lied in bed awake, remembering the good times he had with his dear Red.

This is gorgeous! The vocal layers are so dreamlike, it kind of reminds me of Because by the Beatles a little bit in a really good way. And the song/chords are really pretty, especially that unexpected chord at 1:24 that threw me when I heard it LOL. Looking forward to more!

I know this song is probably more about a relationship falling apart but I cant help but cry each time due to the fact that this song resonates so much with my life and what its felt like coming out of depression after living and almost dying with it for at least 10 years of my life. At 21 years old after so many close calls and a loss of hope I finally was able to mostly climb my way out but sometimes I sit realizing half of my life so far is a complete and utter blur of pain, I look at it and wish I could have done something different, not wasted away those years yet instead I sit here with memories I cant recall and I also have to tell myself I haven't lost it all, that there is more to do. But life feels so short and its still painful to think about. However, thank you for putting these feelings into words. I know you probably didn't mean to but even still, this helped me find myself and become more at piece with these emotions.

When did the time all pass me by Summers flew on the wings of fall Simple life and world so small (Say I haven't lost it all) Memories you don't recall (Say I haven't lost it all) Summer, winter, spring or fall Say I haven't lost it all And should you ever pass me by Promise I'd do you right this time Second chance that I'll never find Simple life and world so small (Looking at an empty wall) Memories you don't recall (Summer, winter, spring and fall) Simple life and world so small Say I haven't lost it all

Man it's crazy how hard a song can hit after you leave an abusive relationship, huh?

THIS IS AMAZING!!! I didn't even know you were working on/made a full version of the song?! This makes me so extremely happy because as soon as I heard the original version I was wishing it was longer, I just wanted to hear more of something so beautiful. ❤ Your voice, the music, and the aesthetic, you nailed them all!! I love the visuals and all the flowers too 😊 Instantly a new favorite on repeat! Thank you so much!! 😄

I'm so happy for a full version I loved the short version and the full one is soooo good

the amount of talent you have is Imeasureable, I love your voice and it's dreamlike feeling makes me express positive feelings I hope to listen to more of your amazing songs!

This song reminds me of all the friends I've lost along the way

I interpret this as 2 people growing apart because work is consuming all of their time. It's truly horrible to see obstacles like this when it's hard enough to find someone you love.

This hits hard when you're finishing school and, obviously, there's no going back to those good old days.

Listened to this while on a quick road trip, it was raining and it was 10 pm. The view was nice, the sky was that sort of blue-grey-ish tone you see only on the best rainy days. With this song in the background it became a huge core memory. Great job on making this! :)

I have never had a romantic relationship, but I lost a friend to suicide a few years back and this song feels like what I feel. I’ll break it down per lyric because I have nothing to do and no one to vent to: When did the time, all pass me by? - when did it get so much worse, why did I not even notice? Summers flew, on the wings of fall… - it felt like they were getting better before it Simple life and world so small, - they were European, I’m South American, but we still both met and were great friends (Say I haven’t lost it all). - for the first months, I refused to believe it Memories you don’t recall, - I used to spend hours talking them out of suicide, but one time I wasn’t there, (Say I haven’t lost it all). Summer, winter, spring or fall. (Say I haven’t lost it all). And should you ever, pass me by… - I was in very severe denial Promise I’d do you right this time… - promise I’d be there this time Second chance that I’ll never find. - it’s too late now Simple life and world so small, - life was so simple, but now it’s been reduced to a state of mourning (Looking at an empty wall). - pondering to follow after them Memories you don’t recall, - the memories of the day I found out are foggy (Summer, winter, spring and fall). Simple life and world so small… Say I haven’t lost it all. - hoping that there’s still a chance left

This gives me comfort for some reason. The voice is just so angelic, its comforting yet disorienting.. the song is absolutely beautiful aswell! Great song!

This song definitely makes my heart sink a bit, in the good way,, it makes me realize how important things are, until they’re gone. An underrated masterpiece

It’s impressive that one can put together a deeply effective music video without needing Hollywood levels of production

just remembered this song and im gonna cry exactly like i did listening to it two years ago 😭😭 this is genuinely such a beautiful song thank you so much

When I heard this song I broke down and cried. I don’t oven relate to this masterpiece but it weighed so hard on my heart that everytime no matter how many times I listen I cry. I don’t know why. But this is the most beautiful song I’ve heard. I love how simple the video is. No dancing, just nature. Good job.... ❤❤❤❤

Brings me back the nostalgic moments❤..

I’m not crying dude, it’s just my impeccable acting skills.

I’m gonna cry, I feel this on another level bro, you have no idea. You are one of the reasons I’m still alive right now, I have no idea how to thank you for being on this platform.

this hits me. makes me think about this year, what made it like the way it did. nothing bad happened, but it's always something to think about.

Reminds me of how much ive lost over the years.

I love how true to life this animation is. You never know when you are going to meet a person who will be such a big part of your life, that even when you end up having to part ways, a little of their “color” will always be a part of you no matter what…

I Heard This Song First At AndyLand's Video And It Felt Like This Made The Dim Abyss In My Heart Fill In.

this is one of the songs i would listen to when the world were to about to end

Yes! We finally have a full version and it's absolutely beautiful. Thank you so much for this

I first heard this song during a time when I was worried about what might be coming. Now, as of a month ago, these lyrics hit way closer to home than they already did.

I love this song! Also I love how the bench at the end mimics the one from the andyland video, whether it was intentional or not.

Say I havent lost it all full version? My wishes have been answered! Thank you for this masterpiece, Vania. You really are so talented.

I've been waiting for soooo long OMG

This song makes me want to cry once I hear it,The voice and melody is comforting but the lyrics remind me of someone who has gone through so many things. The lyrics are the embodiment of the feeling “Grief and regret” the longing of wanting Time to stop,Even for a moment. It’s like,Missing a person. But..you don’t remember how they looked or the memories with them. This song has such a Bittersweet lyrics. I love it. I hope this releases on Spotify so I can make a playlist.

This will go right into my Aesthetics and Calmology playlist, right beside Mild High Club. :) Thanks for the vibes and the song :D God bless y'all.

The bench gets me every time reminds me of the one right outside my dead grandparents house.

This feels like looking at the sunrise and realizing theres a big hole in your heart that nothing will ever fill. I love this, been crying to it for a few days now. Thank you for sharing this with the world ❤❤

I used to have a crush on someone back then, and I still love them for some reason. I don’t know why… but one thing I don’t know why, it doesn’t even matter how hard I tried, it just kept on breaking my heart everyone I saw her now…

Thank you Andyland 🙏🙏

I feel calm but sad. Very lonely hearing this yet so chill. It's cold but soothing. Like a nostalgia yet awaken from dreams. Something I like but also makes me realize I have lost.

A full version!!! And with beautiful visuals, too. Thank you!!!!

You should be much, much bigger. This pulls at my heartstrings to the point where they're about to tear. It's beautiful

This is such a beautiful song that for some reason made me shed a tear. I loved the second half of the song

this made me cry simply because of the scenery, it reminds me of the summers and the places me and my family would go to when i was younger… makes me wanna be a small little kid again, hit real hard. im still crying

Seriously, this song explains my life, the last breakup i had is like i dont even want to be in a relationship anymore. im scared and i just wanna be alone, even without friends i just wanna be alone

Only 200k views? This deserves millions!

that end shot of the bench was a punch in the gut

When did the time, all pass me by? Summers flew, on the wings of fall… Simple life and world so small, (Say I haven’t lost it all). Memories i don’t recall, (Say I haven’t lost it all). Summer, winter, spring or fall. (Say I haven’t lost it all). And should you ever, pass me by… Promise I’d do you right this time… Second chance that I’ll never find. Simple life and world so small, (Looking at an empty wall). Memories I don’t recall, (Summer, winter, spring and fall). Simple life and world so small… Say I haven’t lost it all.

Currently listening to this for the first time... My ears and life have been blessed

My headphones died while listening to this. So emotional, like my headphones were trying to use this as a goodbye message. (this all happened months ago, sometime after january 2023)

When this comes out on spotify I'm adding it to my playlist immediately

There are so many things in this world that tear people apart, but if you can take the time to look past it all, there are some great things that bring us together, and that's what truly matters

MY FRIEND JUST RECOMMENDED THIS SONG TO ME AND IM IN LOVE ITS SO PRETTY

This is the kind of song that would make somebody cry

I fell in love with this girl back when we were both young and had no preconceived notions of what love was. She moved away for many years. Sometimes visiting for the summer but she always slipped through my fingers. I finally got ahold of her and I found out she is engaged. I guess this song can tell the rest of my story.

I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH! YOU ARE AN AMAZING SONG WRITER AND SINGER!

this song feels like watching a grey sunset on a freezing winter day by yourself after losing everything youve ever loved

This song just makes the listener want to cry for no reason and feel better about something that didn't even happen. So beatifully sad and nostalgic.

THNKS, I DONT FEEL THAT INCOMPLETE FEELING, I really can, continue, I heard this song when my ex break up with me and, I really feel it, like that is not really the end(?, like something else was going to happend but, now, now I know, and I CAN FEEL, that it's just the moment for forgive all the bad things that she have done to me, and say thks for the good ones, and just.. keep going, hugs from Mexico, really strong hugs

This song is beautiful

Maybe for many people the things, the trees, flowers, all, looks so exotic, tropical, but to me, that looks so familiar, like if I were seeing my home, the place I miss so much.

hit me right in the feels

Voy a recomendarla en mi tik tok, (con creditos obiamente) espero y más personas se enteren de esta hermosa canción.

I can’t believe the maker of endcopia a horror point and click made this emotional masterpeice

This is the next internets checkpoint.

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When i hear this song i just- ✨𝐂𝐫𝐲 𝐦𝐲 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐭✨

I don't know why but this song makes me feel happy in a weird way...

The first time i heard of this song i was going through some harsh stuffs but it was only the first few seconds and now, a year later, I listened to the entire thing with a whole new chapter and a new perspectives. Thank you for this song!! :>

This song is absolutely beautiful ❤️

It’s nice to have a “we just stopped loving each other” as a reason for a break up

this song is so enchanting

this was ONEEE YEAR AGO??? WTF

This is so beautiful such an underrated song I will tell my friends and family about this song😭💖

PLEASE POST IT ON SPOTIFY!!!!

I'm going to cry with the song😭😭😭😭😭😭

it's great that you incorporate harmonizing the vocals with the music a dying trick because people are too infatuated with auto tune and slurring lyrics i love this song and i hope you make more like this

This song reminds me of some aspects of my childhood.

What this song makes me feel put into a story: "L- Lucanne... why are you doing this to me?" He was heartbroken that his now ex-wife had done this to him and couldn't really comprehend it. "Look, I didn't want to do this either but... it had to be done. Take care of Amber for me in my place." She herself knew with certainty that she did not want to do this. "We have been together for a decade and so, but for 3 years now we have each been doing other things and our relationship is dying and that is it." She still did not want to do this "I'm still heartbroken b- but *_why_* are you really doing this...?" He was hoping for a turn of events that he knew couldn't happen. "I have... been going out with somebody else, and I don't want to cheat on you behind your back just to break your heart." Another lover. Ironic. "Please. Please just do one last thing for me before you leave. I beg of you." A pregnant silence emanates through the room "...Yes?" The tension in the air spikes yet again. "Come and visit. For Amber and her happiness." She stills midway through a step. "Of course I can. I'm going to say this now that I will give my heart and soul for our daughter." The silence once again permeates the walls, only to be broken shortly after. "Goodbye. I am going to get the divorce papers and go meet my girlfriend. Good luck to you."

i love this song so much

I seriously can't get over these harmonies, and the guitar, and the mixing, it's all so great!

Honestly one of the most beautiful songs I’ve heard the chords are brilliant

I cried the first time I heard this because it brought back so many memories of old friends.

YES

This brings good memories and a little pain.

its enough to make me cry.. it just remembers me of moments of my life..

Came from Andyland, this song is great!

Utterly obsessed with the mood this brings me. Bittersweet growing up feelings 💙💙

Thank you so much for extending this piece. I loved the short version so much but was so disappointed that there wasn't a full one. Lets me keep living happy a little longer. You have such a unique style I have never heard before, it feels like melancholy reminiscing. It brings me back to certain memories I struggle to remember, some I cant tell I even lived through. I wish there were more songs that made me feel this way, but at the same time I'm perfectly happy with this being the only song that can.

My friend and I recently drifted apart after being friends for 5 or 6 years. She was not really a good friend, and some people warned me about her. I am just glad I am done with her and I made a best new friend that loves me. This song is touching my heart😢💖

How is this so underrated