"Maybe I want my anxiety to stay cause it's all I have to ease the pain "

Haven't listened to him in over 5 years and his music is still as beautiful as I remember

I'M NOT CRYING! YOU'RE CRYING! **distant sobbing in the background**

The violin adds so much emotion to this

Was great meeting you, man. Your set was incredible. Loved this video, btw.

I wish people made more songs like this nowadays! :'( Love this sm

This is amazing! I am so proud of you!

2 years and this song still means so much to me. I cry everytime

"Maybe I want my anxiety to stay, because in the end its all I have to ease the pain,". You are always coming up with amazingly meaningful lyrics Braden,

I finally understood the music video after so many years. They couldn't be together because it would hurt them (literally) but they decided it was worth it in the end when they held hands, and you can see blood drip onto their hands. They decided it was worth it to see each other one last time. 💔

This song- and video- made me cry. It's so touching and emotional. I think the reason so many souls connect with yours is because your songs are so empathetic. It's difficult to not feel the emotions that went into writing the song when you listen to it. Which is why so many people feel like you saved their lives. Through listening to your words and the melody of your soul, even the loneliest of souls will feel... Not so alone for a moment.

Lyrics: I know I love you but I won't Tell you a thing in case you don't I know I miss you, but it's o-kay I don't get depressed when I am lone-ly But I just need something to calm my nerves Preferably a cigarette, or something just as absurd Or maybe I want my anxiety to stay 'Cause in the end, it's all I have to ease the pain Of the distance that took you away I'll take a drink because I'm lost Trapped somewhere deep inside my thoughts... But If for some reason you forget Well, I'll just remember you instead But I just need something to calm my nerves Preferably a cigarette, or something just as absurd Or Maybe I want my anxiety to stay 'Cause in the end, it's all I have to ease the pain Of the distance that took you away

I can't believe all this time has passed and I still come back to this exact video

I haven't been able to listen to you for a year and I come back to all of these amazing songs. You are such an amazing musician and person all together. You're there for us through everything and your music helps us all get through our problems and see past our insecurities and I just want to thank you so much for that. I love you Braden ❤ we all do.

i can feel his pain or at last some of it

Am I the only one who can relate to every word in this song? ;_;

Literally bawled right when this started. I love you Braden. You seriously are my life safer. Your music not only speaks to me, but also speaks to other people. 💗💗💗

His best song, hands down.

Braden, i know you hear this a lot but every time I listen to your music everything seriously goes away. My cousin passed away last night and this was the song that came to my mind.

I love it the song is beautiful and the music video just adds to the story. Never stop making music its amazing.

I'm crying.. This is so beautiful..

Had a stupid fight last night with my man, and I've been aching about it all night, and day. I heard your music for the first time today, and within 10 minutes of listening to 3 songs of yours, I feel repaired. You are beautiful. Thank you for singing, and definately for being on youtube.

This song Hit really hard for someone's in a long distance relationships, Who's having a hard time and struggling with the relationship itself. Great song,and you're beautiful and very sweet too.

Braden and Leda are perfect together

My favourite song xxx ily thank you for giving me a reason to live and believe in myself xxx

And of course! I couldn't see you perform this live :c

This is so beautiful and amazing. Its so freaking emotional ;-; *hides in corner and cries for two years*

My mind is filled with demons and your music fights them away. i thank you greatly for that, i love this song. It reminds me to stay strong. I hope you see this message and all the others. you savedd me

Seeing you perform in person made me love your music more and this song is amazing!!!

I love this, not only does it connect with me, but it can connect to anyone else who watches it! I love you Braden!!

A song hurts way more when you think of someone while listening to it

Holy shit thanks braden! I always needed help with my depression. But you're making everything better. I honestly wish I could stop cutting or jumping off a building but being stopped by the thought of one person will help me. I sit on the roof waiting and crying with blood running down my neck. By then I am unconscious in a ambulance and being held onto by them. I sit in place waiting for my body to get up and go. The next thing that happens is I walk home and I protect a person from getting hit by a car. Then I am in the hospital again listening to you. You make everything better for me when I do not see the people who love me in the darkest times. I know of a girl who likes me but I don't speak. She knows when I need out. You keep up the good work.

Last night I fell asleep to this and I cried because this song helped me let it all out. Thank you Braden for making music that really speaks to me and helps me get through every day alright

My feels lord Jesus

I love this song sm

Helps when you have music to relate to when nothing else can...

R.I.P my best friend😢 thanks for playing this song

This song speaks a lot to those who were in a long distance relationship.. 💔

I love this song so much I been playing over and over. It reminds me of my past and the people I had to leave behind to follow my dreams. I love you so much, keep believing in yourself and do what you love to do because we love you for being you

That was breath taking ever since I had been listening to your music I felt so much good energy even though the songs are usually sad they tell a beautiful story and so do your videos

5 years later, laying in my bed at 4am, I suddenly remember this song

Omg. This was perfection, Braden. I absolutely loved it. Keep doing what you are doing, mate!

So thank you for sharing a little bit of your soul with us. We truly love you

Sweet Jesus! He has the voice of an angel! Congrats! See ya 8/8!

i know how does it feel to hate who I suppose to be.. self destruction is not I thing to do, but its feel like that is the only choice I have..

Please just sing to me every night until I fall asleep because your voice is so soothing and relaxing.

This song is just like what I'm going through

The ending is so touching Dx I wish I had someone who loved me like that

Damn this song is beautiful.

Jesus Christ, I'm crying. I love it so much, you're perfect.

I related to this song so much and it helped me through a lot so im happy to see a music video for it. Keep the amazing songs coming Braden ❤️

meeting you was absolutely amazing. keep doing what you are doing, braden.

He's the definition of perfection

Love it

This is one of my favorite song from Saywecanfly and when I saw this I just cried and this song is just beautiful

this is the most relatable thing ever

Right in my feels. Especially when it's 2 am here

Braden you are my life! Thnx for helping me. I wish i could meet u. greetings from holland.. x

I'm so in love with this at the moment.

i seriously love this song...i love all of it....

This literally brought tears to my eyes...

These songs always made me cry and here I am now at 20 crying the same way I did at 15 over the same thing that this song reminds me of

God this reminds me of how sad I was as a teenager. Good lord

This song is perfection.

Braden i don't know if you will get this or read it. But so many people can relate to your music. I love your music. I also think you are a great person. And I wish i had the chance to met you. I am sorry for who ever has broke your heart. Hope you get this.

Omg this song speaks to me. I love it so much!

Been listening to this album sense It first came out. But only now am I seeing all these music videos😭

MY FAVORITE SONG FINALLY HAS A MUSIC VIDEO. This song and Keep Holding On by Falling in Reverse are my favorite songs of all time. First time I heard it I was in love. I'm even working on fanart for it. Started before the video came out. The video is so beautiful. I'm so glad I got a chance to meet Braden and talk to him. 8 weeks clean now ❤

😢 I...I love it....it's...it's just the memories... I wish I could listen and not cry...

What an beautiful video and song I'm so proud of you Braden.and I can relate to this song and it's one of my favorites off your between the roses album actually the whole album is amazing and I can relate to every song and the songs touch my heart and help me heal with all the hurt and pain I'm going through in life right now so Braden I just wanted to say thank you from the bottom of my heart and I will always support you❤

Who else cried during the song

First time I've ever listened to this beautiful song and not even a quarter of the way into it, I cried. Curled up, focusing on the words with a heartbroken feeling, but this time it wasn't a heavy feeling in my heart, it felt so cold instead. It makes me think so much.. But I am in love with it. It's absolutely magnificent. ❤

aww i cant stop replaying this its so beautiful

music perfect ♡♥

My emo feelings are blooming through this song

your music is so beautiful, I make friends cry when I sing them...

i love this song with all my heart

This song hits harder when you lose someone

This song made me cry...

I love this song so much it means a lot to me. I love Braden so much for making amazing music, This is a beautiful video I loved it

Love this one....i lost it took forever to find it again

really cant get over this one

Braden you did amazing with the music video and the song is so amazing glad I got the chance to have met you

WHAT NO I'M NOT CRYING NO UM *RUNS AWAY SOBBING* SORRY

This song makes me want to cry every time I listen to it. I recently fell in love with someone thousands of miles away and a few years ahead of me in age. My parents decided I can't ever talk to him again. He gives me a reason to fight, to ignore the comments I get on the bus, to try and keep my grades up, to be as happy as possible. Now he's gone, and I miss him so much it's hard to breathe sometimes.

Every word of this song is relatable, literally and metaphorically.

I can't quit listening to this song

This song reminds me so much of my Papa, who killed himself when I was six. I miss him so much and this song makes me feel close to him

You keep me crying with your songs 🤧🤧

this song is to relatable for me.

Crazy talented in every way

Made me cry, such a beautiful song 😭

My favorite song on the album

not even 30 seconds into the song and I'm already crying

How can someone of his age write such beautiful lyrics?

Okay this is my favorite song now

No im not crying I swear Im just staring at onions in the corner I swear

I love this sing. Speaks to my heart.

j'adore tes musique

I cant stop watching this i simply love it