Me Talking about my Schizophrenia. EDIT: 16/01/2023 Shop is COMING SOON and is in the making! Follow to keep up to date! Art Instagram: / albino.fawn
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@baepkta2 жыл бұрын
I hope she’s doing good today does anyone know?
@AlbinoFawnArt2 жыл бұрын
I'm more than okay thank you! I hope you're good also, I'm planning on returning to KZfaq in the coming months! Should be really fun & I have some art to show everyone
@Sarah-ft8jr2 жыл бұрын
@@AlbinoFawnArt I just watched this video and had a look at your channel and saw you hadn’t posted for 3 years. I got very worried about you, so I’m very happy to read this! 😊
@Nostalgia_Addict Жыл бұрын
@@AlbinoFawnArt So glad to hear that you're doing well 🙂
@thornphillips1616 Жыл бұрын
It's good to see you responded that you are doing well. Have you been painting lately?
@dagrhavarr8866 Жыл бұрын
@@AlbinoFawnArt When you saw Gabriel, what did he say to you? Did he mention trying to find the gods or David?
@DonnHowes3 ай бұрын
I got diagnosed with schizophrenia 19 years ago as a teenage. Spent my whole life fighting this deadly disorder. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
@laurj093 ай бұрын
Congrats on your recovery. Most persons never realizes psilocybin can be used as a miracle medication to save lives. Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here.
@RobertaSandra-no3dy3 ай бұрын
How do i reach out to him? Is he on instgram
@DarlingtonFrancis3 ай бұрын
I would like to know from those who have solved PTSD and anxiety, if they have solved it definitively and how to understand what quantity of psilocybin to take and when, for how long. And can you really heal without having an addiction? Thanks to everyone for helping me understand, I want to understand if it's something that can help me solve the problem (I have c-ptsd)
@nicholda4363 ай бұрын
Does he make delivery across the country?
@SharonFalcon-fj7nb3 ай бұрын
Yes! Got mine shipped here in Ireland 🇮🇪
@andrewprograms7 жыл бұрын
You're the sweetest person. I wish you every bit of luck in life
@sxunken68015 жыл бұрын
Andrew Rye I want her to be my best friend
@EI_Greko4 жыл бұрын
@Darwin Lima ignore everything trust me it can go away and go see your doctor immediately
@doubletroublerainbow106 жыл бұрын
You’re very self aware, which is one of the most important keys to mental health recovery. I promise, everything will get better if you push through. Time heals.
@thepetkeepergirl157 жыл бұрын
I'm schizoaffective and you are my hero for keeping on pushing through this illness. Thank you.
@Mallus015 жыл бұрын
I hope the best for you Hannah, I am going through many of the same things as her
@kit22505 жыл бұрын
Is an a or e?
@dmtdreamz77062 жыл бұрын
I want schizoaffective. If you have something that you really want in your life, spend lots of time thinking about it. The more you think the more ideas will pop up the more creative your gonna start to get. Your subconscious mind doesn't care if your vision is crazy. It doesnt care if you dont know how to do it. When you see a thing clearly in your mind, your creative "success mechanism" within you takes over and does the job much better than you could do it by conscious effort or willpower. A different psychedelic from a different planet every nanosecond. All sorts of dreams are possible. The human nervous system cannot tell the difference between an "actual" experience and an experience imagined vividly and in detail. Synthesize "experience," to literally create experience, and control it, in the laboratory of our minds. A vision is a very emotional image, the most powerful image that you can come up with for yourself at this time. This vision will become like a hallucination in other peoples mind and this could be the cause of them creating extraordinary things.
@truthshallsetufree12952 жыл бұрын
So someone explain that means all religion people are schizo ?
@kirstentaylor17976 жыл бұрын
I've been diagnosed with schizophrenia as well. I was 24 when I was diagnosed. I can relate to everything you say. You are so strong and brave for sharing this. Makes me feel like I'm not alone. Thank you 💛
@maymayjones99555 жыл бұрын
im with you as well
@asedafghan15 жыл бұрын
Send me what app number we can talk about I have same problem
@bleachdrinked61414 жыл бұрын
Courtney Witham it’s a mental illness
@theawakening29462 жыл бұрын
Skitzopheria is BS. People that they say are skitzo are actually just tapping into the spiritual realm. Skiitzo is just an explanation by doctors cause they don't know how else to explain it. I thought I was until I started recording the voices and got them on tape. I then realized I was hearing souls of humans that passed on. Especially my loved ones...I now xan hear my loved ones who have died of overdoses. Skitzophrenia is a lie. Made up by doctors
@Holy_hand-grenade6 жыл бұрын
She’s seems so drowsy. Poor kid, seems like such a sweetheart.
@letsbehonest42216 жыл бұрын
Holy_Hand_Grenade-of-Antioch because the government keeps her drugged up..
@informitas01175 жыл бұрын
Everyone that didn't need medication seems to think to know if they are good or not.
@colemarie92625 жыл бұрын
It can be the meds, but a blank affect is an indicator of schizophrenia in itself, as is over sleeping. And honestly for any of you who haven't dealt with this get the F out of here with your anti-medication bull. This disease destroys people's entire lives, it truly is one mental illness where medicine is absolutely 100% *needed* to bring a human being back to life. I've seen patients STARVE themselves to the point of needing a feeding tube from paranoia, seen patients hide magic markers inside their own torn open surgical wounds, seen patients cry in terror because life for them is what we see in paranormal horror movies......you DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT IS AT STAKE HERE. Stop, for freaking real.
@sagebias22513 жыл бұрын
It is called a blank affect. It is common with schizophrenia.
@bandygamy58982 жыл бұрын
@@colemarie9262 Indeed!!!!
@healurself69687 жыл бұрын
Hun I think u r amazingly brave to put this video up! Thankyou for being so brave and explaining to us what it's like. It must be hell to have your brain function like that. You are amazing to have to deal with that. Never forget how amazing you are :)
@healurself69687 жыл бұрын
I have a child diagnosed with autism and anxiety and sensory issues. But he's still too young to figure out what else might be wrong. He's very violent and has said his brain tells him to kill ppl and himself and stuff and when he was younger he said there were two men in his brain telling him bad things, now he describes it as a good brain (blue) and a darkness brain. I don't know if he's bipolar or has schizophrenia or something or if it's just a way of describing his difficult thoughts at his age level. He doesn't say stuff like that when it's quiet and calm for him, I think it's when he's overloaded sensory wise. But at this stage I can't tell. So as a Mum of a kid with problems like that I really feel for you and think you're wonderful for telling us your story cos it helps us to understand it and get rid of the stereo types of someone who struggles with what you do.
@speakyourheart85487 жыл бұрын
heal urself I know this comment isnt for me but it struck a chord in me. The child is very sensitive and it can be hard to understand if people around the child are not. As we grow older we disconnect from that sensitvity. Its within us all,but some of us cant. The tone of a voice we feel deeply, we feel peoples energies-we feel everything. As I said this is actually our natural state of being but in a world that has become very hard it can be painful to have it. If you can truely understand how sensitive the child is the suffering will naturally leave. When we are sensitive because we feel everything deeply we can become angry,frustrated. But remember not to treat that,its a by product if such feeling. Be as gentle as can be,love deeply and look into what it is like for a sensitive child. Beyond any diagnosis . Your child can live a more incredible life than most because they are tuned in,but the sensitivity needs to be nurtured. X
@bluestogreen16935 жыл бұрын
No and yes! Our brains are apart, but you can feel bad energy and i swear its the devil or evil. Good visions (Gabriel) is definately god. God bless man!!!
@tolget46846 жыл бұрын
My wife had it too. She refused any real treatment and I know first hand how terrible it was for her. She was a bit older than you, 35 and had a kidney transplant also. I lost her last year to it. Sorry to subject that part to you but just DON'T give up.ever! You're stronger then you think. Always ask for help, even if every part of you says not to. Pray, sing, paint...whatever it takes, keep fighting it. Good luck to you kiddo and may God be with you.
@jaylanichole513610 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry, I hope you’re okay 🙏🏽🩵 May please God be with you
@SpoiledxAngel6 жыл бұрын
You remind me of Luna From Harry Potter 💗
@vina62395 жыл бұрын
Yea!!!
@hobbygaertner4203 жыл бұрын
> Your suffering reminds me of that actress from a Harry Potter movie. Stay classy.
@greerprince43706 жыл бұрын
you are very very brave to talk about this (also I love your hair😊)❤️❤️
@PeaceLoveAndYouTu1006 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry for everything you go threw , it sounds so exhausting and hard , I could never imagine having to deal with all that. You are so pretty , I hope things gets easier for you
@Charlotte-wv1dl7 жыл бұрын
This poor girl! Stay strong! You're rlly pretty btw
@Joshua-pn5oz6 жыл бұрын
Your video helps me feel less alone. This pretty well describes my world. THANK YOU SO MUCH! Keep your head up princess
@TOM-pn8sn6 жыл бұрын
Stay strong kido.
@sagebias22513 жыл бұрын
Amen
@sarahnicole32065 жыл бұрын
Sending good vibes and love your way! My husband, my sister and both of my aunts are schizophrenic so we deal with it a lot in our family. Don’t forget you’re not alone in this!!! we are all thinking of you and praying for you sweetie!!! Stay strong love, you got this!!! Xoxo❤️ To those of you who think you know what you’re talking about and have suggested that she doesn’t take her medication, shame on you. you have no idea what this completely incapacitating disease does to the individual or their families......
@user-uk5cu4vw7o7 жыл бұрын
good luck and i hope you get it all under control
@AlbinoFawnArt7 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@tuliopereira19965 жыл бұрын
Good luck
@fridaymornings_45147 жыл бұрын
I'm really sorry about this, I hope you'll be better. :) It is so hard, I am sure. I want to hug you, give so so so much power, best of luck you! ❤
@KatieSparkles5 жыл бұрын
You are so amazingly brave for sharing your story because it does sounds scary what you deal with. I wish you the best of luck with everything, stay strong
@andrewwalker99115 жыл бұрын
I wish I understood more about schizophrenia so I could truly empathize with people who suffer from this terrible disorder. You seem like a very sweet young lady and I wish you the best. Stay strong.
@user-kys6737 жыл бұрын
I hope you feel better, you seem like a really sweet person
@sebastiannielsen92684 жыл бұрын
Never usually comment on videos, but this was really touching. So brave of you to talk so openly about it 💪 super inspiring
@christinamartin11886 жыл бұрын
This is such an impressive video. You can feel the pain through every word she says. I really wish you the best of luck🍀
@broooowdym Жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry you’ve been struggling for so long. Please hold onto the people that love you dearly, at the end of the day they are the ones that keep us going. I love you! 💛
@evatate15396 жыл бұрын
you're so calm and pleasant. you kinda remind me of luna lovegood from Harry Potter💖
@sandravovin6 жыл бұрын
Man your eyes are mesmerizing, as if I were starting to feel it all myself
@koffinkat6666 жыл бұрын
Nice room I like your style I have Schizoeffective disorder, :( I used to think I was Evil but then realized I was thinking of horrorbile Violence without knowing or wanting to
@Rollyax6 жыл бұрын
koffinkat666 everyone has evil thoughts but we hide them even from ourselves so don't judge yourself :P thoughts come out of nowhere
@SubidubidubiDu16 жыл бұрын
@koffinkat666 as long as you continue to be influenced by satanism you are gonna be schizophrenic and depressed. The devil simply just doesn't give any comfort or hope
@koffinkat6666 жыл бұрын
Thanks for defending me
@waltersycophant87296 жыл бұрын
koffinkat666 you schozoaffective can be pretty violent from what I hear. But yeah I don't think tour evil
@koffinkat6666 жыл бұрын
Thanks
@Iheardecay6 жыл бұрын
This is the most genuine video I've seen about this subject so far. You are a very strong person! :) I wish you the best. Things will get better! :) I hope you are reading all these nice comments :)
@peroxideman52926 жыл бұрын
It's great of you to tell your story, there's not that many representatives for schizophrenic people. You probably made some of people feel alot more normal and related to not to mention less alone in their struggle. Good luck in the future
@Nixie_5366 жыл бұрын
🌈🌿🐤🐱🌟Sending lots of love, huggles ,thoughts and wishes 🌼 💕 🙏🌛Light , healing vibrations and heart cuddles 💓💗💕🙇💖🌼🐰
7 жыл бұрын
I want to hug you. This is so hard for me.
@egodeath6136 жыл бұрын
But imagine if she was a guy.
@nickthompson18126 жыл бұрын
Ego Death hugging another dude who needs a hug is 100% acceptable.
@sirdamned92726 жыл бұрын
"This is hard for me" while a girl tells you that she has a life changing disease. "Hey, look at me." Btw, your Knight disorder is showing.
@sirdamned92725 жыл бұрын
@Milla Isak how the fk do you know? All he said is "this is so hard for me"
@magnellseth5 жыл бұрын
@@nickthompson1812 aye been their.
@hellywise2542Ай бұрын
Thankfully I dont have schizophrenia but my best friend does snd my mother was severely bi polar/manic depressive with bouts of psychosis and I am so so sorry, beyond any words I can express, for anyone living with this horrible disease. I wish you peace and contentment with all my heart. Just know that there are people in the world that love you and want you to be happy. Remember that you are worthy of love, you deserve to be happy. Find something everyday to be thankful for, even if its just comparing two bad things, be thankful for the less bad option. Practice gratitude everyday. Be as positive as you can. Train your brain to be happy. I'm routing for you. Be strong 🙏
@nalanibringas4 жыл бұрын
🥺 I’m so sorry you have to deal with this. I just want to go and be your friend, give you a hug and protect you from everything. Things will get better love, it won’t always be so hard. Things will get easier, take it day by day. You got this. Also, random, but you give me heavy Alice in wonderland vibes❤️ you are so adorable.
@corymodzeleski71916 жыл бұрын
Wow you're so young to be going through this illness already. My schizophrenia didn't develop until 24.
@briantheplaystationguy78157 жыл бұрын
You're so pretty!!! You have a bright future ahead of you take it day by day.
@TheWhistlingCysts6 жыл бұрын
how are those two thigns related?
@iggypop19466 жыл бұрын
TheWhistlingCysts you see...she doesnt even have to try to be liked....thats how they are related...
@mawangshallhang6 жыл бұрын
TheWhistlingCysts Did he say they were related? No. So where have you got that information from?
@maialarrea43746 жыл бұрын
Wow this is horrible I really want to hug you rn :( I’m very very sorry that anybody would feel like this. You’re so brave, it’s incredible. I hope you get better :)
@noemipileri53866 жыл бұрын
What I've always wondered is if you hear the voices like another person/being telling you whatever or like a stream of conciousness...like random taughts and conversation with yourself...btw i have so much respect and admiration for you for just being able to get up and go on after all of the things that you have experienced...I really just want to hug you and be your friend...you seem so lovely x
@justmee59994 жыл бұрын
It is like sounds like someone else in the room. They say it's because you get certain thoughts that your brain can't recognize as your own
@misfitartist80327 жыл бұрын
I wish you all the strength in the world, really it most be horrible to deal with this and i will hope that one day it will get better. Until then i will pray that you have at least a few days where the voices and hallucinations aren't as bad. Courage and lots of luck to you
@earthworldserver5 жыл бұрын
you're the only person in KZfaq that I turn the bells on for - more videos pretty pleasee :)
@simonmahon93876 жыл бұрын
Great to hear your voice. Please read up on the medication you are taking. I've never been on percribed medication, but once I took what I thought was ecstasy it literally made my vision, thoughts and emotional actions become like a movie. I knew it was not real. It took 12 hours before it left. It made me realize how people live with this all year long. The best advice is eat healthy, drink healthy (no tap water) exercise, keep telling yourself you can use this to become stronger. What doesn't kill me makes me stronger. You will feel better and will give you strength. You need to rise above it. Make it your challenge. I will pray for you young woman. God bless. You have to fight it...
@colemarie92625 жыл бұрын
You look like you're doing really well!! Keep it up and just take care of yourself. And good for you for being open about what this is really like for people, so many don't understand what you have to go through.
@chaoticneutralsheep7 жыл бұрын
Hi there, sorry that you're going through some troubles, I have a friend who deals with schizophrenia too, I was wondering if wearing shades would help you as it's been recorded that blind people don't develop schizophrenia, so maybe if you have less visuals when you're upset it won't be as bad for you. A dog might help to reaffirm what is and isn't there for you and maybe someone to talk to when you're having bad times, I think music is a useful tool along with drawing what's scary and depicting stories to connect that back to reality to help. It's also good to talk to the voices and be critical of what they say to you, ask them why they believe those ideas, joke to them about it. Medicine is important and a good diet can help, I suffer from panic disorder but taking magnesium and growing my own food really helps along with a routine where you do things you enjoy, It may seem bad but you have control and I do hope you have more better days, you're doing great.
@gxldxn2 жыл бұрын
*ppl who are blind from from birth don’t develop schizophrenia
@TeeJay-er1nk3 ай бұрын
You are an amazing young lady to have the guts to talk about your condition so candidly. Just know that you are not alone. I have always thought of myself as a manly man and I literally lost it about two minutes in and cried more than I've ever cried in my life.
@elisavetamilaeva52496 жыл бұрын
Constant terror in your head.. Gosh how I wish there was a cure. Stay strong!
@Bongtasia7 жыл бұрын
She goes through a lot, don't be pricks @}'~,~~
@jay-qc5oq7 жыл бұрын
Stay strong!
@coryecho15 жыл бұрын
You really are sweet you dont deserve this illness. Hope things get better for you x
@LaurenReillyTheFreak6 жыл бұрын
You are so strong for sharing all of this so candidly with people. I think you will be a great help to many people who see this. I wish you all the best in life and in dealing with this condition.
@jackpetterson12837 жыл бұрын
My Nan had schizophrenia very bad and so did many other of my family members. I myself have many mood disorders and am failing school completely right now because of it. I'm not being negative or saying i'm in the same boat completely but i try to understand schizophrenia as best i can cause so many of my loved ones have had it. Please if you need to use nicotine like many people with mental illnesses vape and don't smoke cigarettes, my Nan died at 51 because of and one of my other family members had an heart attack. I have high functioning autism so it's hard for me to socialize very well because of it so i often lock myself away for a bit. Anyway i just wanted to say your not alone and i'm sure i'm a lot like you in many ways. Please just remember to live life the best you can and if it's not good enough for some people then fuck em.
@theuncanspan6 жыл бұрын
Well said.
@GodOfWar-9-9-96 жыл бұрын
Respect
@sparklingkittenjewels75246 жыл бұрын
Aloha and Mahalo. Stay Strong. And understand how special you are. Thank you for explaining your experiences. I can completely relate and i understand how challenging juggling your condition on top of life is. Your story will help many others take consideration and time to get to know you and others like you. Everyone is unique in their own way, fighting a battle no one knows about, until you spread awareness. Love One Another.
@littleolivefox6 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing this. I feel like a lot, for about 16ish years, and I'm scared. I'm glad I'm not alone
@adamwisecup55993 жыл бұрын
I wish you the best and I'll be praying for you. I also suffer from this horrible disease. Best thing you can do is to Keep talking about it. It has more power when you try to ignore them and act like its not there. Do as much research on this as you can. There are new amazing meds and techniques coming out. Hey at least we don't have this disease in the early 40s or 50s. We would have been thrown away but now we at least have a chance of some type of normal life. Stay strong!
@isaurobanuelos4997 жыл бұрын
youre so pretty wow
@sxunken68015 жыл бұрын
Isauro Banuelos Ikr
@larryhoover7186 жыл бұрын
I've always suspected that schizophrenia is your frequency tuning into another demention. Kind of how you have the radio dial half way tuned to one station, but still hear the other. Like she said, she feels like she's in a different universe.
@aniskrivnost436 жыл бұрын
larry hoover
@commonsense18675 жыл бұрын
... Or it is a chemical imbalance.
@LoreleiSiren2775 жыл бұрын
Uhh no.
@LoreleiSiren2775 жыл бұрын
@@h1mike2 that's what I'm saying but people really out here believe a serious mental illness is just some sixth sense shit -_-
@carterjohnkruse45285 жыл бұрын
@@LoreleiSiren277 I have it. Got the diagnosis 4 years ago. And it is more or less. The thought on how a sixth sense could be understood today rather than how it was perceived long ago is quite different. Chemical imbalances isn't really the entire reasoning for this happening. I'll agree it might be a reaction within the process that's taking place. But if chemical imbalances is all the psychologists have to go on after decades of knowing about Schizophrenia then it has failed to acquire really any satisfying confidence. They would rather create test medications than to actually research it thoroughly. After hundreds of years of this phenomenon one could possibly presume that this might be just an actual function in the body. Though if I should be one to talk about this within a realm of psychological correctness and to come up with a more scientific approach I would say this is a more Subconscious factor that is taking place here. One does not have to be unconscious in order for subconscious influences to occur. So seemingly there is a sixth sense, to say the subconscious is that sense. And also to say that "schizophrenia" is a very ultimate form of subconscious influence. If you were to think that the subconscious is only limited to moving the body and talking for the person while one is blackout drunk or when one is sleepwalking, you would have to highly reconsider your contentment. Let me ask you some things. How much control do you think you actually have over your body? When you make eye contact with an attractive stranger and the moment becomes awkward, Do you scratch your head knowing it's not itchy? Rub your nose real quick and look away? Something close like that? And you would be making those reactions willingly? I doubt that would be the case. And so it's unwillingly then.. And you don't have a problem with that? You just shake it off or seemingly try not to think about it, Right? Just like those who have voices in their heads, you have things within yourself that seemingly can't be controlled. Only difference is that they have a stronger influence and you don't, least for moment. If you accept your mind you can be capable of anything.
@YazminWright4 ай бұрын
hope you're doing well... i'm 23 and had severe psychotic episode 3 yrs ago and suffered with symptoms ever since... love the way you communicate it's very therapeutic for me to watch and relatable. love
@timothycurnock91624 жыл бұрын
You have a really calm nature about you. I share your illness but it took me a long time to realise that I had it unfortunately. Medication helps me.
@brak18277 жыл бұрын
poor you baby, i have ocd because of something bad that happened to me and it was a bit my fault. it's been almost 4 years and it's in my head hauting me in every second. i'm watching your video to understand it muhc more and to educate myself though i will never be a doctor unfortunately.
@sethcameron59637 жыл бұрын
stay strong you are very beautiful (:
@macraehiggins55854 жыл бұрын
I look at you and see how exhausting this life has been. 20 hours of psychology and never once did a professor take us through a daily journey of someone with your condition, I am very thankful for your strength to paint a vivid picture for me and those of us who are privileged. Here’s to finding a fucking cure tomorrow. And if not, then the day after, or the next one, or the next. You’ve just gotta keep going a little further and hang in there, you will find your peace.
@ramblingbootsIRL6 жыл бұрын
You’re an inspiration. You will help a lot of people with your bravery x
@andreacvecic6 жыл бұрын
''... I more see a raccoon and angel Gabriel,...'': you' re so brave!
@octavidalforcedge.40456 жыл бұрын
We wish you the best Sweetheart!,.. give her and stay safe!,..happy to see you understand schizophrenia so much!.
@emmanuellopez64425 жыл бұрын
I can here the pain in your voice. :-( May god help you keep moving forward and im sorry that you have to go thru something horrible like this
@edenshorthousesthouse1925Ай бұрын
You and your friends deserve a civil service award seriously the magnet and the glass idea is practical for using seat belt buckles for breaking the glass on windows good job you genius Heroes...
@thescribbler53006 жыл бұрын
God bless you, never quit fighting for freedom. Medical intervention will be able to cure you in your life time. Never give up.
@michaelwatson21676 жыл бұрын
Take care of yourself. I wish you well.
@evidenz1115 жыл бұрын
Well done for being so open about your experience, as I know this is not easy, especially as your recovering. Keep positive !!
@jeffwhichello39556 жыл бұрын
My grandmother was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia at age 20. she used to call the police all of the time thinking that someone was in the house. this caused a lot of trauma for her two daughters and husband. Later in life she would say that "hatchet men would come and take pieces of here at night" but when she took her meds she said that it was only a dream. this issue can sometimes be detected by an MRI .. showing the shrinking of the front part of the brain. remember always that life is just but a dream and one day today is always going to be a memory tomorrow. You are alive and that is what you should love about yourself. and never give up. - Churchill This is not a subject to hold lightly. it's vital to many, many people even my family.
@andyweb77796 жыл бұрын
It sounds like the mind is stuck in limbo between processing reality and generating dreams. Aldous Huxley talks about this in his book "The doors of perception." But how to snap out of this? I do a spot of Astral Projection and when my body is going into paralysis I hear voices, but they quickly pass. The dream mind is switching on and when complete I continue consciously into a dreamlike reality, minus the voices. If there was some way of completely snapping the mind out of that hypnagogic state... I know that certain foods can prevent you from Astral Projecting and some foods aid it. I wonder too if a patient was able to completely go into the Astral, then consciously come back would there be a reset in the brain? Whatever circuit in the brain that allows that process to happen may be reset. The brain might say, "ok, we are now back in reality... release hormones XYZ to keep us there.." Like turning something off and on again, as the IT Crowd would say. Hmmmmm!
@littlerhino20065 жыл бұрын
Foods that encourage Astral projection? Lol magic mushrooms?
@lupzbrav17636 жыл бұрын
I think you are beautiful and brave 😘
@shingles49476 жыл бұрын
Such a precious little angel. Darling, You're just so... gorgeous. Not a bad bone in her body. I wish you all the luck in the world. You're stronger than you'll ever know. Keep taking your meds & remember the condition tends to get less severe as you go through life. Hopefully you'll be able to stay out of hospital & live a normal life - you're such a little gem. You only deserve the best you poor little thing... apologies for being so patronising but I just had to leave a comment as you've taken my breath away tonight Emily. You take care.
@gabrielsnotdead69126 жыл бұрын
I grew up in an erase where depression was ignored and not really understood, it was awful. Now I have PTSD and you see horrible things that have happened on repeat. I'm thinking at least I know what's coming, I'm so glad there's help now and medication. I have accepted I'll be on mine for life because it never went away (I just hid it) a thing night have learnt is even if you feel your now ok don't stop your medication ..... so keep fighting
@sanguine19217 жыл бұрын
Your so so sweet I wish you all the best in life :)
@Blissyto7 жыл бұрын
i suffer from schizophrenia and anxiety and recently I've been hallucinating a women in the corner of my eye or when I'm in the bath or washing my face or walking so it sucks and when I wake up i hear voices or when I'm eating , normal stuff. in my situation I try and ignore them but when they get really bad it scares the hell outta me .
@AlbinoFawnArt7 жыл бұрын
yeah I know what you mean this is a scary thing sometimes, I wish you all the luck to try and ignore those voices.
@Blissyto7 жыл бұрын
Schizophrenic it can be scary and hope for the best with you aswell :) .
@AlbinoFawnArt7 жыл бұрын
Thank you :).
@thetherorist92445 жыл бұрын
ask her what she wants?...start a dialogue with the woman in the corner...maybe she is there to help
@jenoali50245 жыл бұрын
Does smoking weed will help to reduce the affects ? Just wondering since as we all or most of us knows weed makes u happy and slow things down.
@keith15135 жыл бұрын
You are an incredibly strong person I have so much respect for you. I’m so sorry this happens to you. You are giving people that go through this comfort, you’re the light in the darkness.
@DonQuixote1187 Жыл бұрын
This is really raw. Thank you for sharing.
@jenoali50245 жыл бұрын
Stay positive. U are strong person.dont give up
@dmdmorg6 жыл бұрын
The dose your on is given to adults that weigh three times more than you. I'm just saying, it seems like a big dose. Anyways, best of luck:)
@LanieDeadrock5 жыл бұрын
I think you're very brave for coming forward to complete strangers about your experiences. It takes guts to do that. I think I have undiagnosed schizophrenia. My psychiatrist says my hallucinations, delusions, and dissociative episodes are uncommon for someone with schizophrenia and that it's more likely to be my autism spectrum disorder (ASD). Has anyone else had a similar experience with the mental health profession?
@1funkyflyguy6 жыл бұрын
Sounds like pure torture of the mind! Poor thing, sorry for your suffering, I hope one day soon you become cured and have no need to take medicines to function! All the love!
@davedogge22806 жыл бұрын
As an outsider it seems like your mind cannot make the distinction between reality and fantasy so that the fantasy seems real and potentially terrifying. I wonder it it's some legacy thing in the sufferer's brain from evolution, because it seems quite primitive - and by that I mean paranoia as a form of a defense mechanism from predators etc
@davedogge22806 жыл бұрын
and if anyone knows what DMT-jizz is saying then please tell us all.
@Nicolas-ll3cz6 жыл бұрын
Dave Dogge You can't drop a thought like this without doing some research about the desease first.
@davedogge22806 жыл бұрын
I have absolutely no malicious intent and I am open to people educating me on the subject and correcting my thoughts on it as it is interesting to me. Starting in the forums of KZfaq is a legitimate starting point. I did a tonne of research on toxic narcissism for example, starting on KZfaq forums and watching videos and then reading books on the subject later on as I've known someone for many years who only recently I discovered had that particular condition. There must be a reason behind why schizophrenia exists and I'm interested in knowing why; toxic narcissists for example have no borders and people who are like that can be found in different, countries, cultures, genders and races - the same I believe could be said of schizophrenics. With toxic narcissists I believe it's a primitive/ legacy survival mechanism gone haywire at the expense of others where the person with such a trait does not view other people as a normal person does, can be utterly cruel, deceptive and devious and cannot feel true love or empathy for example. There has to be a reason why Schizophrenia manifests itself in people and pervades across different groups.
@Abby-pl5xn6 жыл бұрын
Dave Dogge is right tho
@danielleweaver92056 жыл бұрын
Yeah schizophrenia literally means spilt mind so people with schizophrenia don't know what real or not
@Kivalt7 жыл бұрын
You said you hit people in the past because the voices told you to. When the voices speak and tell you to do things, is it like you have no chance to refuse to do as they say? Do you do it because it seems reasonable? Does it feel better when you obey them? Can you now, or do you think it will be possible in the future, listen to them but essentially ignore them as if they were a radio station playing in the background? In my case I'm diagnosed as autistic and it does seem that autism is almost a cousin of schizophrenia. Many overlapping symptoms, almost like schizophrenia but without hallucinations outside moments of extreme stress (apart from autism specific issues like an inability to connect with people and the obsessions, for example). I write fiction and do a lot of freewriting, and many of the stories that come out when it flows make some of the characters or situations like belonging to schizophrenia, as if the schizophrenic symptoms were happening in my subconscious but I am not conscious of it.
@dorkcicle4307 жыл бұрын
Kivalt I can't speak for everyone, but in my experience it's not about trusting the voices or anything like that. It doesn't feel good to obey them at all, but it "keeps them happy" for a while so you can feel like you've done the right thing but then you realize it's not.
@Kivalt7 жыл бұрын
I suspected something like that, that the voices are abusing the person and that you have to placate them until they start again. As if they were an alcoholic, violent parent.
@dorkcicle4307 жыл бұрын
Kivalt I suppose, I'm not sure what that is like since I've never been alcoholic, but I understand the concept. If you look at it from a religious perspective, it's similar to the devils whisper. Another thing to compare it to would be like listening/talking to your doppelganger..
7 жыл бұрын
Hi, that's a beautiful relation. Yes, voices are like an alcoholi-violent parent tellling you to buy cigarrettes or giving you alcohol to fall asleep. Then wont stfu unless you obey and it is so painfull. When you lie, when you do stuff you dont want to but just want to be quiet for a while. Most of the time I feel like it's my seld talkin inside my head but it will be so painfull to know that its me making my self be this way.
@Mephisto...7 жыл бұрын
I can ignore some voices, but some telling me i have to do things or else my mom and sister will die or someone will cut off my legs while i sleep and i get very scared and i must do what they say....
@Fishy_1998yt6 жыл бұрын
Memes solve everything. I have anxiety which isn’t related at all to schizophrenia but man oh man did I make a lot of friends through memes and even got rid of my anxiety. Now I don’t really know how many friends you have and ik that won’t exactly help with your condition but just know the weirdest things can help. What will help you? Just keep on looking my friendo. Also it’s pretty cool that you uploaded this to let idiots understand schizophrenia and it doesn’t make you insane. (Catatonic schizophrenia is whole other story tho, that one is kinda creepy though really sad)
@codygibson88756 жыл бұрын
you are so sweet.. an amazing human.. I'm sorry you have to go through this.. i wish their was a cure that would help you get through it easier.. this breaks my heart :/
@Bongtasia7 жыл бұрын
Are The Voices Familiar to You, or at-least when you 1st started hearing them.. are they voices of people you know or knew
@lostinspace51277 жыл бұрын
i want to hug you #nopedo :) i have autism and sometimes the environment sound reaches level Airplane. If this happens i go into myself and my brain makes a voice out of the monotonous airplane sound because i dont understand the expressions behind the maginal looks on me. Sorry for my grammaticle errors iam from germany. Do something creative, paint, mold, ask for a pet. if you concentrate everything 1 point there is no room left for the voices in your head. i wish you gl, you will do it you are a cute girl.
@kybescythe2916 жыл бұрын
i'm a fellow schizophrenic too. you're doing well it looks like and hopefully more than this awaits you in terms of controlling your schizophrenia. we will command that special kind of power to control this illness with better ways in the future to come, to destroy voices and stuff so easily. it may be confusing right now in our knowledge of it all compared to the amount of knowledge in the future of the diagnosis but in time we can better explain the nature of schizophrenia and mental illnesses in general.
@vinnytnecniv6 жыл бұрын
Wish u had more videos , u give such a good feeling and real interpretation of this mental health problem , your the best and most real on youtube for this, u should do more videos, well done 👍🏼X
@jakgit8586 жыл бұрын
You're a brave girl
@KatieKillsjoy6 жыл бұрын
I dont mean to be disrespectful or anything but she seems so dead inside, i wonder if its just because shes sad from the topic or if its the medication. im only just learning about schizophrenia and i feel so bad people have to go through this.
@alliemae266 жыл бұрын
Dibidibidis MyNameIsMinho Yeah she looks exhausted and maybe a bit depressed. I'm glad that she made progress though and I bet she'll continue to get better over time (:
@Metal6Sex6Pot66 жыл бұрын
Dibidibidis MyNameIsMinho it's the meds and the schizo that slows down soeach because she has to do more thinking than you. And her life isn't always so happy go lucky.
@sullivanw82656 жыл бұрын
Medication + symptom of schizophrenic is disorganized speech or alphabet soup
@DesiPanda6746 жыл бұрын
alphabet salad not soup but you are right.
@Aflowerinthewind6 жыл бұрын
Its the meds...serquel makes me like this. Luckily not on it anymore, so a bit better as current meds not as strong. BUT has always been worst side effect for me
@misscritter40386 жыл бұрын
This video just came up as recommended to me. I noticed it's been a fair few months since you uploaded...7 to be exact, & I thought I'd type this in hopes that if you needed to, you'd see it. I just wanted to let you know that you seem like such a dear girl & you did a very good job explaining some of your life experiences up to this point. In fact, I'm SURE there's someone out there, struggling with mental illness, feeling less alone for having watched this. I am hoping you're finding yourself healthy & well & I wish you nothing but the best. Btw- don't EVER pay any mind to those voices telling you things like you're worthless! I am fully aware of how absolutely real they are to you, as I am a licensed therapist, but they are most certainly NOT correct! You are a sweet & valuable young lady who deserves happiness & health & anyone or anything telling you otherwise is just WRONG.😊❤
@format.73155 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your experiences. It's not to easy to talk about these things. I wish you the best in life. Things will get better!
@jupiterinaries61506 жыл бұрын
Shadow people you witnessed? eeeekk scary!
@Rick_Cleland6 жыл бұрын
Hat Man!!
@scifiaudious26 жыл бұрын
Was really hoping you weren't American, wish granted People, this isnt about beauty...the comments are halfway useless This shits real- Have you had any dental issues? PANDAS can do some crazy things to young minds (convinced its all around an issue)
@spencer198116 жыл бұрын
You're an amazing person. Not so long ago your issues were perceived to be so bad but nowadays people with mental health issues are much more accepted. Keep up the good work I wish you all the best! Stay classy!
@abrahamseed215 жыл бұрын
Brave girl I also went through the same.i felt my parents wanted to kill me.so I could not eat their food,selfpity,dreams and visions,voices,i could fee l my head heavy and th hings like snakes walking on my head and people wanting to kill me.it was depression,anxiety plus schizophrenia.but God helped me Iam still alive
@peasley96 жыл бұрын
What a poor tortured soul. Wish you the best
@SupesMe6 жыл бұрын
Poor little thing.
@joshuatraffanstedt26955 жыл бұрын
Would you say the same if she were a guy?
@sxunken68015 жыл бұрын
Joshua Traffanstedt why dose that matter
@joshuatraffanstedt26955 жыл бұрын
@@sxunken6801 idk. Ask society.
@rahuljoshi35999 ай бұрын
Hi, Thank you for sharing your story. I've been on-off medications for more than two years. I hear voices 24/7. Did your auditory hallucinations entirely go away with meds? Thanks again.
@adamrogers28855 жыл бұрын
Your so brave I was diagnosed with schizophrenia at age 17 I'm now 33 and have had similar experiences. My only advice as a good coping strategy is to exercise and eat properly, also meditation, reiki healers etc. Your so young and there's so much you can do.