school rooftop is the song that started my passion for lofi. i luv escapism :)

anyone still here?

"The saddest people are always the nicest because they don't want other people to feel how they feel" -Robin Williams, The GOAT

The worst thing is when someone you made memories with becomes a memory.

"You'll never be old enough to understand until it happens to you" - A dude with great eyes

"The shatter of a heart is the loudest silence to be ever made"

I don't want to be alone anymore.

This melody makes those childhood memories just a bit clearer..

I wish i was free. no school. no family. no friends. just free in the world doing whatever i want.

ever fall in love with someone you can’t be with :/

so empty I can’t even cry.

You have survived every worst day of your life. At an age where you should have felt safe and stable, you formed coping mechanisms and survival skills to endure the storm around you. You built a home within yourself. You hold a power that most do not have and take decades to learn. You’ve mastered the art of being grateful for the little things (like the way it smells outside after it rains, having a genuinely good laugh, or the chills you get from your favorite music), to be alive and get through another day, while other people have everything and are still not happy. You are stronger and more capable than you’ll ever know. The demons that hurt you? Live on and prove them wrong. Don’t let them win.

here i am, 4 am, i have school tomorrow, and unfortunately it’s not online, i’ll have to see real people lol, i can’t sleep, my mind won’t shut up, my hand is all red because i keep punching the walls, i honestly don’t know what to do anymore

"Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live."-Norman Cousins

This song makes me feel that it's ok to be not loved and depressed because no matter what I'll always be sad

"boys want only one thing and its disgusting" i just want a hug and a person that i can trust and love...

Scrolling through the comments and most of them are just people venting or commenting their problems or straight up emotions, even if no one sees it, it just feels good to know that u wrote it somewhere in the world and let everything out.

I feel like I’m just sitting at the edge of a building watching people be happy while I sit alone looking at the city lights

"behind all the jokes, all the laughs, there's just a boy trying to make everyone smile." Story of my life.

Its real funny how the random people in this comment section are nicer and more relatable than family, but after all we are all here to do the same things so it makes sence.

This song plays in my mind in the middle of the night, staring at the ceiling, putting up my fake personality, and cry.

didn’t think it was possible to make this song sadder

I’m listening to this in the dark, and it started to softly rain outside against the roof and autumn leaves of the branches. It’s pretty nice.

I used to laugh at the sad Tiktoks until I really became sad myself, I never once thought I would be listening to this type of music while just sitting on my bad at 1am thinking to myself how I could have possibly made it where I am now, what went wrong? what caused everything to go south? I still don't know to this day, so I still sit here in my bed, in silence, alone with nothing or nobody but my own thoughts.

this doesn’t get me sad or anything, it just reminds me of an empty space, like i’m nothing and i don’t even exist. it’s scary but a comforting feeling.

this song makes me feel like i need to make up for all the years i lost. sneaking out, doing things i want, being impulsive, not caring, going out at night. just feeling free. the feeling that everyone longs for.

sounds like life's game over theme. everything's done. you did what you could. experienced, saw, felt, and learned a lot of things. but as your eyes fade to black, this lullaby attempts to comfort your soul, bring peace to you before you leave your body as thousands upon millions of moments flash before your eyes. it just tells you. it's over. its okay to let go.

Man, just reading a lot of these comments, i know deep down all of you are wonderful people and only deserve the best. I'm listening to this and want to burst into tears, but deep down, i know life goes on without or without that special someone. Stay strong, guys, and continue pushing through it even if it feels like it's not worth it anymore. I know one day we are all going delevop that state of mind that envokes happiness for all of us.

This song makes me want to sit in a quiet room and wish I was a kid again. Life was so simple back then.

"You were having fun, but didn't realize you were having memories."

I’m sitting on my bed crying I’m not even 14 yet and this just brings back to many memories of my old friends… the only friends I ever had.

It’s like being in an echoing room the way the song vibrates and echoes around you you feel scared but safe at the same time like a cold embrace

the most painful thing in life is to see people moving forward while u are still stuck at past with memories all alone

“A soldier fights not because he hates what’s in front of him, he fights because he loves what’s behind him”

they said "Believe in your dreams" but were also the same people who told me they were stupid

A little over a year ago I had a very painful situation happen to me. I listened to this entire thing for and hour walking until my feet hurt on that warm but cloudy day. I felt upset but also very at peace

I feel like I‘m standing on the edge of the depression pool, which is probably why I came here. Hope I won‘t fall in again..

Man tell me why I’m crying reading all these comments dude not even embarrassed to say it. Hearing everyone’s pain and relating to so much of it make me think how much shit we go through in our lifetime wow man just 😕

I wanna go back, back in time, i dont care about what type of childhood i had or could have it was perfect, I was happy everyday felt golden now everyday feels like a burden.

calmed me down during my mental breakdown, this song really keeps me away from doing bad things to myself.

I watch people's stories and they tag their besties and share pictures, and im like damn and get on with life because i dont have a bestie that i talk to everyday.

I’m still young. I’m only 13, I don’t want to grow up everyday it feels like I’m loosing grip and one day I’m going to let go and keep falling until I reach the end. And nobody knows what happens at the end so it’s like life is just aimlessly falling. Until, you don’t :(

This makes me feel like sitting on a school rooftop all alone all dark and its raining.....while realizing life

The worst thing is to have no friends. I lost nearly anybody I like. They just drift away. And finding new friends is for introverts like me really difficult. Joining a bobble of people where they allready know each other or even be like classmates, get accepted by them and get you friendship on the same level to dont get left behind is nearly impossible. Life is not easy. Live to work and work to live. Its now like 1 year that Im 99% allone when I play videogames and I notice that games are becoming less and less fun. I hope you guys dont run in the same problem. Love you all.

This isn’t a song it’s a feeling.

Pov: your slowly letting go of everything..

This song is what I listen to when I’m at my lowest. It doesn’t make me feel better but it feels like what I’m feeling is understood. That, in some of my worst moments as a person I’m recognized. Seen. This understanding is what keeps me seeing the next day. Thank you.

MY favorite little song i know i dont have much time left. I been diagnosed with hypoglycemia and its getting bad they say im getting better but in reality im actually dying so whoever sees this just know i hope you have a great day :)

"I don't wanna get attached to anyone anymore, it only destroys me in the end." -Anonymous

This feels like drowning. Not the underwater bit, or that first breath after you finally break the surface. It feels like the exhale, when all the tension seems to just... dissipate. It's nice, being able to breathe again.

Reading all the interesting comments and listening to this track is the best

"The worst part about nostalgia is knowing you're never going back."

I feel like every single person that comes to these kinda safe spaces on the internet, either vents, shares positive affirmations, or just sits and listens for the vibe. Sometimes I imagine all of us ending up in the same room and just sharing each others company. I'm getting too exhausted and drained from being alone.

“Life is like a book, I guess this is the last chapter.”

"i love you, im going to bed" "okay, i love you too" *wakes up to find ive been blocked*

Why can i relate with almost every single person in these comments, but i cant find a shoulder to cry on in real life without that person thinking I'm overreacting or dramatic or just seeking attention.

I don’t wanna go to a heaven or hell. I just wanna float through space, reliving my memories. Listening to my favorite music.. Now, that’s what I call my heaven and hell..

Who else wanna have this playing when you review the memories you cherish when you die?

The problem with hapyness, is we realize we got it only when we lost it. ~Kellog, Fallout 4

(edit) i have started therapy!! ive gotten coping skills and ive been working on myself!!! this is really personal and mentions thoughts of dying + sh the other night, for the first time ever, i cried my heart out at like 1:30 am because i really wanted to die. i know i could never actually attempt because i’m too scared to, but god i really wanted to go. i don’t want to go because i think no one will care, i KNOW people will care, i want to go because i’m starting to give up. i’ve been going through it for so long. it feels like no matter what i do i’ll never be enough. not for my parents. not for my family. not as a daughter, a human, a friend, i’m just not good enough. maybe if i disappear for just a little bit things will feel better, no worries, no anxiety, no stress, i’ll just be okay. i’ve thought i wasn’t good enough since i was either 6 or 7. my parents are split so whenever i’d go to my dads house at that time, i’d put on my best behavior. one time my mom and stepdad asked why i was perfect over there and not with them, and my little like 1st grader self said “i want to be the perfect daughter for him” while in tears. i’ve lost motivation to do well in school, it’s not because i don’t care, i DO care, i just, i don’t have motivation. i constantly feel stressed and i’ve done a form of sh since elementary school, no i do not cut, if i get to mad at myself i will bite my hands, arms, and knees because after a couple of minutes the marks disappear, so no one knows. my life is okay, but sometimes i really want it to end.

Im listening to this at 3 am, thinking about what a shitty life i have now, and that the old good days will never return😐

Imagine only being 14 and already becoming and addict and has major depression just knowing that he won't make it

Sitting in the dark on my phone just relaxing with the natural light from the window at 6pm when it gets dark early..:

This song feels like the musical embodiment of "I miss the times when we were all truly happy. Those were good times." But hey, remember, the good times may be gone, but they won't be gone forever. Things will never be great forever, but there will be good times in the future. Keep on going and being strong. I'm proud of all of you.

I miss my family I miss my friends I miss my old self I miss all the good times I miss the *happiness*

'''Im sorry, I didn't mean to make you cry. Stay here until you stop crying.''

Dont be rash in decisions. Take your time in life. Patience is key. Trust me.

This will sound so childish but I’m crying in bed thinking about playing fortnite and roblox with my friends in 2019, everything was easy, no stress, no exams, just pure happiness..

“Now we are strangers again, but this time with memories….” ~Unknown.

Have you ever felt so alone to the point it feels like reality isn’t really reality at all? Like you are almost trapped in a glass box, spectating everything that goes on in life. That’s how I feel.

I feel hollow, like i am missing something important. Regardless, i push fowards while not knowing why i do it

Ive beeen listening to this for about 2 years everytime i cant sleep, it help me to stop the rush of toughts .. I think .. this is how inner peace sound like

“If you spend your teenage years partying and doing crazy stuff you’ll regret not studying and working hard but if you spend it studying and working hard you will regret not having fun while you had the chance♋️” -MPII

I hate knowing that I won't be able to reach everyone's expectations.

I met someone very special to me just last year, and the fact that she's a senior means I don't have much time to see them during school. She is a reminder that good people do exist and that I'm never alone. It's people like her that helped me really live. even if I might not see her again after summer, I'll know that she finally helped me shed my tears.

Do not cry because it has passed...but rejoice because it has happened...Live in the present and live in the moment...we only live once

"most of those who start with you will not always finish with you." that rlly hit me hard. . .

I'm trying my best. But "my best" will never be enough. Why couldn't I have been smarter? update: ive gotten better, my self esteem has gotten better and im getting healthier. i have new friends that genuinely appreciate me. i have a long way to go but knowing what im worth is something that motivates me. i just want to tell you all it does get better, it just takes time :)

I've never felt so comfortable, and safe as when I listen to this song, it brings be peace in a way I can't explain. It brings back bad memories, but it also brings back good memories. Life feels so much more real when listening to this. To who ever read this, I wish you only happiness and good in your future, take care dear stranger.

I'm...I don't know, honestly. I'm pretty numb right now, cause of the alcohol, but I'm trying so hard to keep moving forward. But it's hard...but I have to try...I have to try...

I just want to be a kid again. I didn’t have a care in the world, it was so peaceful to have to worry about anything… if only it lasted longer.

If you have LED lights I reccomend making the color purple or blue when listening to this.( Not saying you need to do this but Wear something loose, or comfortable. It just fits the vibe better. Cold rooms are also a good way to fall asleep) This is my recommendation to people with messed up sleep schedules, coming from a person with a bad sleep schedule.

its okay to feel sad. for a long time too. but when you’re ready, do something about it.

life after school is so hard. i guess everyone is doing their own thing now. every individual is going travelling through their own paths whether that be uni or work. the absence of friends is profound. it's been 5 months since i graduated school.

This kinda feels like my life. I just watch people move on and I'm just there. Not having any place to go.

thinking about how the past is never coming back. I just got my license, and it hit me. wow, not even 2 years ago I was wondering how it would feel to drive. now i’m here. sad and melancholic about wanting to go back to simpler times.

Used to play Minecraft and Cod with a guy, we had great times until one day he got off earlier than usual, 2 years later...found out he killed himself, was scared to tell anyone about his depression, i wish i could've stopped him, I miss you man.

I wish I could just be in a small but comfortable bedroom with a window showing the outside world while raining with me all by myself thinking about my life.

I'm about to graduate from highschool, and I feel so lost I guess, and alone, I hope this isn't all I'm going to feel for the rest of my life

I’m in 12th grade atm and listening to this makes me remember all the fun times i had in school and it is kind of weird tbh ,leaving something that’s been with you for 12 years is kind of sad and depressing since i dont have any social life outside of school its kind of scary, but i hope it will be fine even tho i know it will be hard from now on ,it feels like ending a game you have been playing for 12 years with all the hardships and fun times and then leaving it for good ,it’s funny how your life can change in a moment and you can not do anything about it , but I don’t think that it is necessary bad just weird.

This song is like a see u soon but the soon isnt really soon and makes it very nostalgic

POV: it’s the middle of the night, you lay on you’re bed, unable to sleep, when this song starts to play. Instead of just laying there you get up and mindlessly walk outside and sit on a chair outside. The moon gently illuminates the scenery around you, the sky adorned with millions of shining gems, the world around you slowly fades off and now it’s just you, you’re thoughts and the song, playing over and over, and just for a moment you feel a sense of calm, as if you’re finally home, just you, the music, and the stars...

it has been 2 months and 24 days since i lost her. i will never forget her. i feel her presence with me all the time. it's comforting, but it's also the biggest burden i carry among all the other stress and suffering i've experienced thus far. no one should ever lose their girlfriend to suicide, more so being 17.

I lost a friend of 4 years I will probably never see him again. He was a good friend too helped me with my homework we played roblox together. The memories...

You know what's a great emotion we've all felt? NOSTALGIA, yes, time is limited, but yet you make great memories. It's a bittersweet feeling that can simultaneously bring tears to your eyes and a smile to your lips. Nostalgia has a unique way of tugging at the strings of our hearts, reminding us of moments long gone, and filling our souls with both sadness and happiness. When we think about nostalgia, we often associate it with the past, those moments that have slipped through our fingers like grains of sand. It's the laughter of childhood friends, the warmth of a long-lost summer, and the innocence of days gone by. Nostalgia transports us to a place where time stands still, allowing us to relive cherished moments, even if just in our minds. There's a profound sense of melancholy that accompanies nostalgia. It's the realization that those beautiful moments, like the vibrant colors of a sunset, are fleeting. We can't turn back the clock, and as the years pass, those memories can become more distant, faded, and sometimes even embellished. The people we once knew may have moved on, the places changed, and the world transformed. Nostalgia, in its purest form, is the manifestation of longing for a time and place that can never be recreated. Yet, there's also an undeniable happiness that nostalgia brings. It's in the tears shed for loved ones no longer with us and the smiles exchanged with old friends. Nostalgia is a reminder that life is a beautiful, complex tapestry woven from experiences, and it's a testament to the joy we've experienced along the way. The sadness of nostalgia is like the shadow behind the sunlight; it enhances the beauty of the memories.. Dont be sad that it's over, smile because it happened. With that being said I wish you all the best, peace.

“Ur too young to be depressed u haven’t matured yet” maturing isn’t abt age it’s abt experience

honestly, why can’t the pain just stop? being told I “act too bitchy” “i’m too quiet” “I don’t eat enough” “i’m acting like a pig” “my grades aren’t good enough” “i’m just not trying hard enough” “smile more” “your teeth are gross” “I miss the old you” “why do you always wear black” “you can’t look like that, you’re representing me.” “it’s just tough love, it’s not that big of a deal” “i’m just looking out for you” and of course, “I do this because I love and care for you, if I didn’t I wouldn’t care” we all have our struggles but sometimes one will take it too far, don’t act this way, in the end you won’t get rewarded for your behavior

Crazy how time is constantly going, and you are constantly aging. Just like how you will never be the exact same age you were when you started reading this again.

I wish i never went thru what i did as a kid and that my life wasnt so miserable. I just want people to care about me

I’m trying to be better but everyday I wake up and cry because I can’t stand being here. My procrastination won’t let me do school. My anxiety won’t let me tell my parents about all of this. My intrusive thoughts won’t let me have fun with friends. I’m dying inside and no one knows.