To Jyoti Di and other married women reading this, if you are going through a rough patch of sadness and getting advice from your relatives, friends, family or random strangers on the internet to adopt/plan a child/bring a new life to the world, I beg you please don't listen to their advice. You need to improve your mental health, get therapy, concentrate on yourself. Bringing a new life will solve nothing. These people giving you such kinda advice won't be there to take care of you or your child. Depression before/during pregnancy can easily cross over to post partum depression which is harmful not only to you but also the child. Please get some actual help, therapy works guys, mental health is important 💟

Di just wanted to heal to. I have lost both my parents at the age of 25 and I am the only daughter , I do not have any brother or sister. My relatives tried to take away my land my house and everything, took me to court. And now I am 29 and I am still fighting that case and everything is in my favour. The people who stood beside me were some of my neighbours, my lovely friends and most importantly my boyfriend and his family. I just want to say that I have faced a whole lot of things alone. Sometimes I left like leaving the world . I used to miss my parents very much. But then I stood up and fought with every negativity and accepted the reality. People who leave early are the best because God love them. And if we cry for them they will never be in peace they will stay in the middle of human world and heaven. They will burn , they won't get peace. So I don't cry for my parents I smile and just wish happiness for them and bring good vibes to me. Please do not get depressed bring positivity in you. ❤❤❤

Jyoti as a doctor i am suggesting you to see a psychiatrist as soon as possible. Please don't consider it as a taboo. Sending lots of positivity and strength

U wake up at 3 a.m. and just sit and look towards the sky and pray to the supreme power to guide u to the right path.....I promise u will find a way out......Just try it .....

Its been 3 years I lost my mother and I still haven't healed from her loss. I still cry every single day remembering her, tiny things between us. The moment I start thinking about her, tears come out the very first second. Healing is a long journey and we just gotta take it one day at a time. Blessings to you💕

Ye sab log unsolicited adoption ki advice q de rahe hain, she just talked about feeling pressurized by our comments, so we should support her rather than again pressurising her.

I am not the right person to tell you how to deal with your mother’s lose I can’t imagine the pain you have gone for that, but what I want to tell you is, please don’t leave making videos because you are a very big inspiration to lots of lots of women out there, and of course I am one of them. I started my KZfaq channel after getting inspiration from you today I have 16 K subscribers. Every second day, I used to check your channel if there is a update when you posted the Instagram story that you’re doing a QA, I was so excited. Please keep smiling and please please vlog the vacation

Oh, I've been through this phase too, feeling Clueless, feeling lonely but not needing any company, wanting to do something but no motivation to get up and doing it, thinking about the future and not seeing anything. This feeling of not knowing how you feel and what you want and if you actually like what you have can really eat you up from inside. I've been through this and I'll tell you one thing, first of all it's a sign of burn out, not just from work, but from being strong, from being responsible all the time, from carrying the load of all relationships and friendships around you. And Good news is, you are on the right path, focusing on just yourself and doing what you want and like, major time for self care are all the things I understood very late. But at the end of this dark phase is a new you waiting for you, you are gonna look back and be amazed at how much this phase has transformed you into a person that you always wanted to be. I'm telling this from my experience, just be grateful for this time, it's the one that's gonna transform your life for the better. Happy healing, I pray for you and your heart to heal. ❤ And yes, you don't always have to be strong, just let yourself be sometimes.❤ A lot of love and good wishes❤

After both my parents passed away and struggling with infertility I was in same phase... As I always lived with my parents even after marriage....but trust me give urself time and start hitting gym daily....gym worked out for my mental health more than any other therapy....u ll see a difference.. m very stable now

Ditto…I am in my 30s and I am feeling the same, I think this is mid life crisis or may be now we have better outlook on life and we are over materialistic things and thus no running after money.

Jojo!!! ❤ My heart goes out to you!! And I appreciate your plan for prioritising yourself, that is the best thing you could do for yourself!! Just some small, small steps, and then one day you’ll feel back that happiness and joy in life!! I think more than depression, it might be extreme burnout. You have worked so much through life, when health, happiness took a backseat, and then your mother’s death - you might’ve tried some ways to heal but sometimes we never understand how much such things hurt us. It’s your body and mind asking for some importance and priority back, and now you are doing that. Trust me, you’ll find yourself again beautifully! ❤

Same case JOJO , I lost my father in last November. This has affected me, my life , my work , my body . I don’t feel like doing anything, I don’t like working now , i can’t sleep these days . Life will not be same anymore..

Listening to u I can feel the hurt u have faced and the sadness that has gripped u. Look jyoti u take time to heal. And be fine then come back the way u feel

Hi jyoti ma'm....the reason why I connected with u was that I relate with u very much...and this phase of u is something that even I'm going thru ..especially the loss of sm1 dear..like u lost ur mother I lost my father very recently IN Front of my eyes and I couldn't save him....i still hear his screams ...aur mujhse bardasht nhi hota....BUT the difference is that I have sm goals..major one is looking after my family. ..proving a strength for my brother ,mother and grandfather. .SO, I just wanna say that ...u don't need to become strong..u r already strong..just realise it with the passing time...I'm sure u will find some goals ..ND u WILL BE BACK TO ROCK....Trust me...this is what life is all about I guess Jojo.. .coming back to track ND moving on ND run with a better speed....so I promise to u that I will achieve my goals ..u find urs ND achieve it and we both will shine and celebrate together...just like this...messaging on KZfaq 😂❤

Yayy!! The same old zeal, excitement and confidence in the video🎉 You are an amazing woman and everything will be alright🫶🏽

I was suffering d same I went to psychiatrist I had taken anxiety pills n therapy Dr told me I was suffering from panic attacks my mental health got badly disrupted I request u plz visit dr. N talk whatever u feel like saying him I guarantee u .. u feel start feeling much better

Jyoti di, i too lost my mom last year. This grief and pain cannot be described in words. Hugs and love to you.

Its not depression Jyoti, its just that you are in deep grief...N its totally fine to grieve for your loved one.. It takes time, but you're totally fine and its normal.. So live your life,as you are comfortable with it at this time... Much much power to you.. Take care God bless you..

Try going to mandhir for peace and try to meditate and best is to go while there are so less people and just meditate and nothing else you'll feel that scattered thoughts and emptiness slowly fading and you'll find peace

She is so fucking real and honest. Please take care of yourself Jyoti Di!

I can completely relate with you...going through same...stay strong girl!!

I wish I could give you a hug... I am also going through a bad phase like you where I am not feeling doing anything... Positivity nahi aa rahi but I know this will pass... Just stay strong... Lots n lots of love ❤️❤️❤️

Yeh video khtm kyu hui …. 😢 Bhutttt aacha lga apko itne Dino bad dekh Kar …. Bolte h na kch ese log hote h jinhe Ap jaante nhi ho lykin un k sth kch connection hota h … I literally feel that with you ❤️…. Ap jb bhi rote ho meri aankhe numm ho jati h …. ❤

Stay strong jojo ...waheguru bless u always ..keep smile on your face ....app hstey acche lgtey ho

It's ok to be upset when you loose ur loved one So cry freely Go for meditation n yoga I know it's slow process But heal you

Stay strong…take help and go for therapy

All my love to you my fellow sharer of pain..it’s okay to not be okay..hope you heal soon..and thank you for putting this out there..u don’t even know how you have helped me realise what I’m going through actually..i was not able to understand why I’m being like this !❤❤

U r very strong Jyoti 💪 take care n koi ni jab mann kre tab video bnao humne toh tumhe dekhna hi hai❤❤❤ waheguru ji Mehar Karan 🙏🙏

Stay blessed joti.. Everything will be fine..Time is the best healer ❤

Just see if you can forget and forgive whatever happened with your brother.. It is great to have family support especially when you are feeling lonely.. Life is short and few years later yeh regret na ho ki why did you not patch up.. Kids or no kids is not such a big deal - how will you take care of a kid if you are yourself not in peace..

Girl ! You have no idea how bright a smile I got and a little tears in my eyes when I see Thailand picture of you and kammu together smiling.... God bless both of you... Jay mata di. I think agar aap ek saal baad bhi video daloge tabhi wahi connection rahega Jo pahle tha❤❤❤

It feels like there are a lot of similarities between what you and I went thru over the last couple of years. Almost 2 years ago my father in law passed away suddenly which caused a lot of problems in my family and effected my husband really badly sometime before that I had a miscarriage and started having health(fertility) issues after that. All this effected me mentally and I got a very stressful job right now. Just praying hard everyday that I'm near the end of this sad phase in my life. I'll be praying for you too and if you or any of your viewers see this message pls say a little prayer for me too. I believe a lot in power of praying.

Thank you for this vlog Jyoti. Initially it seemed it’s going to be little teary vlog, but later on you made it nice chit chat old type of vlog. I’m so glad you clarified so many things and people will not intrude into your personal life. Missing your mom I totally understand because even I lost my mother n father in 2 years of time. It’s a great loss. But just remember their good teachings and lovely memories ❤🙏 Pray for your good health, peace and happiness. Enjoy your trip and please do vlog. We just love to hear from you. Do small vlogs but please do whenever you can. Feel so good to be connected with you. Loads of love ❤️ ❤️❤️

Totally relate to what you spoke about that shift. Hope you find what makes you happy ❤

I use to get up around 3 by myself . It doesnt happen anymore. I was having chronic stress. Was sad for a long time.. it happened for more than 2 years. Its scary . Be away from narcissistic people and live yourself. Stress se dur raho.

Hi Jyothi just saw your video. Trust me I have gone through this phase in life a few years back. Dealing with the loss of a loved one is not easy. The emotions that are going through like losing interest in things, not feeling like doing much, feeling lost, not liking to stay at home. I have gone through all this. As I was watching your video I could not control myself but message you. I don’t know if you will answer this comment but still there is a strong urge to reach out to you as i excatly know what you are going through. Trust me there are ways to get out of this situation. If you feel like talking feel free. Will be happy to help. 🙏🏻

I was invited to an event... And I experienced the same. It was my first event so I was sky-high excited. I managed everything to attend that and got disappointed.

I feel better after seeing you. I hope that all the problems in your life get solved. I love you Jojo 💗 very much happy to see you 💗💐

Jyoti tum khush rho. Pahle tum sad thi to meri bhi aakh bhar aayi, but last video me tumhara happy face dekhke achha laga. God bless you jojo❤ love from gujrat.

I can relate to you in the case of your mother's loss because I have lost my mother when I was in class 12th and right now I am pursuing MSC. It is very hard to survive because there is no one other than her who is selfless. Fake concern,fake care shown by people. As we grew up then we realised what you have lost.Mahadev aapko himmat de ❤❤... You are a beautiful soul. Love you ❤

I was keep checking again and again for your video. Usually I am person who does not follow and wait for any social person videos but idk why I am so connected with you, love you so much. be strong sister.

You're really amazing jyoti. Tumari videos dekh kar always ek positive vibe milti hai ,mind ekdm se fresh hojata hai❤

Honestly I have started my youtube in 2020 and itna inspire hui hu aap sab se and I have suddenly stopped vlogging and dil ni krta life me chizen hoti h ap kitna chaho but kuch krne ka dil ni krts n kamal i donno why is not the guy for u don’t know how but no!! And heal urself sb thik hoga me b ho rhi hu Let’s heal together ❤

I had been for depression for 4 years still not recovered fully but im ok now..much much better by gods grace. Dear Jyoti do not worry..take ur time..do what makes you happy .Do small things which gives u inner peace.❤ Wish u speedy recovery..hugs and lot of healings and good vibes❤❤❤❤Takecare

Sending love and good wishes for you.. I'm watching you from the very beginning..and I wish you get everything in your life..❤❤❤❤

Lots and lots of good wishes and vibes to you.....Can totally relate to you ....don't worry.. these things take time ....don't push yourself....take your time.....and live one day at a time......life is too short for taking all these pressures

Jyoti it’s a huge sigh of relief listening to you , each day we woke up to we go through so many struggles and we still hope whatever you are going through it will soon pass raab rakha

M ek hi cheez kahungi Everyone goes through many such time of issues, and what mostly therapists suggest is to NOT leave your work! U being in such a dynamic , vulnerable profession shud never ever leave ur work..Man kabhi nhi karega...Aaj jo man h voh habit for habit ek character ko define karne lagegi..it's human nature.. man kabhi nahi karega! Only pushing urself and keeping urself busy will heal you..heal hojaungi time k sath , yeh kabhi nhi hota..hum ustime ko kill karne lagte h and fir us cheez p dhyan nahi jata and usko healing kehte h..aap kaam hi karna chhod doge toh , heal kaise hopaoge???

It's been so long since I started watching your videos, and I wanted to let you know how much I've learned about makeup from you. Your tutorials have been so helpful and inspiring. I’ve never commented on any of your videos before, but now I feel like I should, just to appreciate your incredible work and honesty. Your passion shines through in every video you make, and I genuinely enjoy hearing from you, no matter the topic.

I think u should consult a therapist. We think we are fine but we are not. It's better to take help. My friend was also feeling the same. She is taking help of therapist

I can absolutely relate and understand when you said you haven't healed with your mother's death. My mom passed away in 2021 and I still cannot imagine my life without her. She was my only friend and I used to spend so much time with her. It was only yesterday when I was seeing all her pictures and crying terribly. I wish there was a way I could go to her or atleast I could have spend more time with her. Her absence kills me every minute. She has been so through much in life and even at her end, she suffered alot. I feel like why I couldn't save her. Why ! I don't know what to do without her !

You are such a pretty soul, and your eyes speak a lot! I love them! Lots and lots of love and positivity to you!

Loads of love jyoti …. I am also going through exactly same thing… i also used to think that nothing is big enough to shake me as i have been through so much ….its the trauma bonding relationship darling…. Tight hug 🤗🤗

Yes buri najar sch mai hoti h prhle mai nii manti thi but ab manti hoon meri life itni msttt chl rhi thi Instagram story pr bhi kuch kuch daalti rehti thi mere ek frnd h wo mujhe call kar kar ke haaye yrr kaise lr leti hoon tm toh bahut kada stylish ho gyi ho or bhi kuch log phone karte the haaye haaaye bol k sb najar lg rhi h ab mao sch mai depression mai rehne lgi hoon but Hanuman chalisa padhti hoon toh accha feel hota h

Jouti you have been my & i am sure inspiration for many like me. You are selfmade, vibrant, real, pure soul✨. As a sister i would just like to request you, that please just give 30 days to God, only 30 days every morning, chant or pray to God whom so ever you feel most inclined or connected to with complete surrender & belief. Just surrender & ask God to guide you, believe me your entire Life will change with this devotion & faith. You will get immense strength to deal with anything in life with utmost power & confidence ❣️❣️❣️❣️. Hare Krishna 🙏🙏✨✨✨✨

It is heart breaking to see you sad.. But it's ok, take time to heal. And it is ok to not really have any goals, I think we tend to give a lot of importance to productivity and a goal oriented life that when we live a slow paced life we feel guilty. Travel to new places and have new experiences. You are doing ok❤

Aap apna dhyan rkho Bht dukh hota hai aapke aise dekhte hue Aap bht strong ho yaar❤

I'm so happy to see you smiling again... Whatever is happening, will make you strong for sure... Loads of love Jyotii di. I've been watching you for so long and i genuinely want you to be happy.. ❤

Hello Diiii..... Congratulations aap ne finally video banayi. Is video ki khushi shayad vaisi hi hogi jaise pehli video ki hoti hai. Aap ko bahut saare suggestions, advice aa rahe honge abhi. I would suggest ki kisi 1 advice ko maan lijiye aur usko minimum10 days follow kariyega uske baad add the next advice or switch to another if the first one was not working for you. I totally understand your situation kyuki hum bhi abhi bahut ajib si situation se bahar aaye hai jaha kaha jaana hai yahi nhi samajh me aa raha tha. I felt yoga worked best for me especially satvic movement team yoga. Aap try kar k dekh lijiye unke channel satvic yoga par 21 day ka hai video. All the very best..... We all love you and eagerly waiting to see our Jyotii Diii back..

Jyoti u look beautiful on screen.. u should try for roles in television.. also, continue vloggin.. watching you is literally like listening to a friend.

Me sach batao Jyoti dii ajj me morning me apko bhut Miss kar rehi thi ki apne koi video upload nhi kiii .... Aur apne video dal diii ... ❤❤❤❤❤❤

Mam aap vrindavan jao aapko sach me achha lagega

Soo good to see you laughing while talking about Thailand ❤

Plz di video banaya kro hm sb wait krte h or apko v accha lgne lgega jis trh hmlg aapbde connect kr leti hu usi trh aap v connect kr loge ot dheere dheere busy ho jaoge to aap k liye v accha hoga mann shaant rahega

You have always been so real so raw so vulnerable, Respect ❤

Idk why but for some reason I used to think that kamal is not loyal husband... Something is not right...i can be wrong but.. Just sharing mt thought... Bdw Love you ... Missed your content soo soo much.

Love love❤❤❤ there is always light at the end of the tunnel

Oh god! Every line that you spoke is like a copy paste for me. Being a single child my mother pampered me like a princess. Lost her in covid and since that day, I haven’t felt at peace. It has been 3 years but i haven’t slept peacefully a single day, no motivation, no goal, no energy nothing. I stay away from home because diwarein kaatti hain. It all feels cold . After she left the warmth left too. And as I am typing this I am now crying. I am strong but I don’t know what to do next. That is the life. That is the feeling.

Aap ek bachcha le aao lyf me, adopt kr lo, khushi aa jayegi or strong v ho jaoge...

Try implementing rock salt while bathing, its good to overcome alot of negative thoughts/vibes/ and help to cleanse the aura❤

Hi Jyoti Di, Idk aap ye dekho ge ya nahi. I know what it feels when we loose a family member before 2 years I have lost my sister and that is also because of Doctors fault and I don't know how to move on from this pain, she has a son too we are taking care of him. What little bit helped me was a trip with 30 lady who are all unknown to each other. When I came to know there stories I felt so motivated because there was a lady of 82 years old who have no one she lost her 3 children,her husband but still she works and still she have a want to live the life if she can why can't us?❤ Lots of love...take it easy go slow but never ever leave us from the platform ❤

I feel like giving a tight hug to you. Don’t be disheartened. Look into the positives of your life. May you achieve everything that you wish for. God bless ❤️❤️

This is the time Jyoti, and I am telling you from my perspective, every person hits lows in his / her life. It's your mind which you need to train to believe in positivity, warmth, and all feelings good and truly believe it later from your heart. Focus develop karna zaroori hai life mein. Sab defocus easily ho jaatey hai. Zindagi ki bhag daud insaan ko kya se kya bana deta hai. But each time we need to bring our mind back to think right. Yehi Zindagi hai. Believe it will get better and then you see you will have joy in living. This moment is important, you in this moment is the most important person for you ok. Just being with yourself will then bring joy. Hit the gym, have a goal to be what you want to be. Don't stress. Take smaller goals for achieving. Not everyone in your life will understand you and it's ok. Atleast you be your best friend. Love yourself totally, totally. No one else will.

So glad to hear that things are better between you and Kamal. God bless you two! Stay happy and motivated 🤗❤️

Have faith in yourself and the higher power that we all have❤️ you will come out of this for sure with the strongest version of yourself.

Dear Jyoti di... Wtvr u do we love u... Take ur time.. I am sure u will heal... We do miss u here.... But u being healthy and fine is more important... The things u are suffering are worst... People who went through all these knows that shit... Just go through it... All the best. 🩷

Jyothi why don't you go to your brother's house and stay with them for sometime. These things happen when you stay alone. Or, why don't you consult a good therapist . There is nothing wrong in taking help dear

So good too see you Jyoti ma'am ....bhot bhot intzaar Kiya aapka or aapke is updated ka ....but dekh k acha lga k aap thik h ..aapke or Kamal sir k bich thik h sab kuch ..thank god and thanku so much for giving this video Jyoti ma'am....❤lots of luv 💞

Hi am a doctor and U seem as if you are not able to process your grief around your moms death, happens as she was your support system, I think you shd take professional help and therapy as it'll hep you in coming out of this dark phase faster rather than you dealing with it on your own

Yr jojo meri b age 24 hai lekin ye sb mujhe bhi bht bht feel hota hai sudden breakdown ho jata hai life me kuch hota nhi hai papa k jane ke bad changes b bht aaye hai ab sb s duri hai kuch khane pine ka man ni hota enjoy ka nui hota sb yr iske ek hi option hai jojo k bs jesa man kare wesa hi karo load mt lo kisi bhi baat ka

Sometimes life brings people together who are having the same boat to sail through. While listening to you, i could completely resonate with you. In today's world where most of the people have been busy with faking their lives, i find your this Q/A session brutally honest. One needs courage to speak out his/her heart. Kudos to you Jyoti & wishing you all the luck for the time ahead❤

Rough phase is temporary.Have faith in yourself and breath

Yoga is the best way to come out your grief & difficulties. You will find your inner happiness ...please go for it

Mam aapko nazar lag gaye hai.. pls work on it.. pls.. we love you❤❤

Also in this video I realised that ur happy taking about ur work when talking about wax candle ! I feel work can get you out of all wrong emotions!❤

V honest and real vlog unlike most of bloggers,Be happy and take care , continue blogging as we really like ur honesty

Jyoti, hearing you seems like you are telling my life story. I am elder than you but going through same situation .

Hello Jyoti, i can feel what you are feeling. I also lost my dad when i was 11 years old, lost my sister when i was 25 and lost my mom 5 years back after a long battle of illness. I totally get you. I was in the same space where i was lost, broken, disheartened. I lost faith in God. It took me a lot of time to come out of it and get hold of myself. What helped me is opening my heart to my sister. Talking to them as i knew they will not judge me. I hope you will also find someone who can help you come out. My prayers are with you.

❤❤❤❤ God bless you and Kamal jija ji . Main aapse mili hoon dil se keh sakti hoon aap sach me bahot jyaada acche ho .aap dono ko kisi ki nazar naa lage 🧿

I lost my mom and dad and was for clueless for years and was not able to do anyting ..i took professional help and my counseling helping me a lot..now iam trying to help my self ..

I literally related that.. I lose my father when I only just 1and half years I even don't know how he was looking 🥺.. and I lose my mother recently 😔 literary I'm dying, broken 💔, depressed 😔, I'm always crying in every night and day.. totally worst life 😭😭😭 totally aimless right now 😞😞 I don't know how to recover it💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

Praise the LORD....GOD bless you...FOLJ....

Meri Nani ki death ke meri mummy 7-8 mahine tak pagal si ho gyi thi har waqt roti thi...meri Maa 6 bhai behan h meri mummy sabse choti aur Nani ki ladali thi...mene dekha h unko aur unki halat kaise nikli h hum hi janate hai

Hi Jyoti, I have been exactly through this phase very similar. I lost my mom and i didnt understand for long that i didnt heal from that pain. When you have been a strong person all throughput and that no longer helps its all the previous emotions that all comes out altogether. Jyoti, just take your time and please get some help. If travel helps please do, its a big healer being in nature. Journal, when you pour your feelings in a journal it really helps. But its just a personal take, dont stay all alone all the time at very dark times definitely have someone around who you totally comfortable being with. Take care and i hope you find that peace. ❤

God bless you dear bahut jldi apki happiness vapas aa jaye I heartily pray for u

I know everyone is not made up for everything but only we know what is right for us is to patch test everything you have because obviously in any phase of life we don't have all whatever you want.I am not in your shoes right know but according to my shoes knowledge I just want to tell you as a little piece of suggestions to evolve some spritual connection form whatsoever resources you have.Because you are going through tough so what stay in tough just keep going by holding some invisible hand ❤

So happy to see you i use to come and check your channel on and off just to see whether you have uploaded something

I am not on insta rn (on a break) and never used snap. So I had no update about your Thailand trip. But, jabse tumne bola ki you are going through a rough patch, I literally prayed to god ki married life mein kuch issues na ho tumhare. And in this video, when you cleared things, I shed happy tears, Jyoti..❤❤.. And nazar wali baat, bhai sahab, main apne closed ones k saath bhi kabhi share kar leti hun kuch baatein tab bhi nazar lag jaati hai. So better to keep it private. Wish you all the happiness and good health. ❤❤🧿🧿

Jyoti dii... Your KZfaq audience is not professional they are your family and we love to see you talking and living your do bhale hi wo bahot exciting na ho but we love watching you just the way you are... Please upload at least once a weak anything ❤❤❤❤

To Jyoti and anyone facing a dark phase in their lives, I hope you heal. I hope you find your happiness. Take care of yourself ❤️