Hallelujah 🎉❤

Only 6 months bro. You need to go to the meetings more frequently sooner than later... Why not start tomorrow? Try to make five a week or more

Amazing and beautiful testimony. What a Christian warrior. She gets it! Praise Jesus!

Mt. Zod you still sober bro?

I get worried when they don’t reply😔

I know this is an old post but congratulations ❤❤❤

@@emeryjones8099 it can take a couple of goes. Nice that you care, says slot about you! :)

Hey. I hope you are still doing good. If not, I hope you get help. Don't be afraid to ask for help as soon as you realize you need it. The disappointment and embarrassment you are worried about are NOTHING compared to the disappointment and pain your family will go through if you keep using.

Vanessa surfs Congratulations! Keep going!

Are you still sober?

Congratulations @Vanessa are you still stober!

Hope you are still hanging in there. If not please get help to get back on the road to health and soul rest.

I woke up to this video also, and needed it at Day 10 of sobriety, I hope you are living a beautiful, peaceful life today and I am never going back to that old way of living.

I was literally wondering the same thing!!

Thanks bro

Right?

The people who downvoted this. I regard them as (unfortunately) non-comprehensive. I do not agree with her about everything she says, but that is my overblown ego. BUT even my ego wishes the best for everyone. My ego set aside: I love her as I love you. Now I wish I could love my myself as I do love other people. I guess I feel pity for myself and I wish someone could help me with this, but I know it is only me in the end who can help me. This is not the reason I "love" everybody, I just understand and have empathy. Sorry talking about me.

That's EXACTLY what I was thinking! If you can't FEEL this ... God help you! You are LOST

✝️ ✝️

WOW! Awesomeness. Plain and simple. #BlownAway

Smile breathe and believe! Well done to you

3 weeks sober by the way

You are on the right path

Tobias I am going to advice u to pray ask Jesus into your heart find a church and a pastor who can help u practically and spiritually if indeed u are serious about getting help I know you can find a way I pray u get the support you need

@@tobiasnielsen8693 I hope that you are still doing well

You’re doing great, any step in the right direction should be celebrated. Like is beautiful, I was addicted to pain meds at the very young age of 14 & attempted suicide. I managed to turn my life around. It gets better.

bmb6 Never Ever Give Up!♥️ I’ve got two years clean time after 30 years of addiction. If I can do this Anyone Can.

bmb6 how’s it going for u??

@@BreeLocgoddess I'm still using. My life is so bad right now a multitude of problems that just get worse I hate doing this but when I tried to stop today I was so sick ,crawling out of my skin with anxiety and i have to work. Im going to have to go away I can't do this on my own. I just don't feel that my life will get better. Also tried tapering but once I start I have no ability to ration myself. It just takes over. I have no control over anything

How are you doing, if you need to talk I'm a good listener, every day is an accomplishment.

I am on 3/4 now and still crying...

I pray for you

We need you:)

j Camacho . I am praying for you. But you can do this. Read the other's ladies please. Always here if you need to chat. 💗

@@davinastanton3865 hello

Praying for you

Prayed for you cuzzin

Praise the Lord! 😭🙌🏼❤️ Today I celebrated 12 years clean! And a few years ago I started my own KZfaq channel if you ever want to watch more inspiring content ❤️

Meredith Johnson You can do this. Please believe me when I say this. Two of my daughter's were Heroin Addicts. Four years clean now. Methadone has saved so many lives. I am now a Mental health nurse and drugs councillor. Always here if you need to chat. With love. 💗

Methadone is tried and true...and its stigmatized so badly...it works...period...people also shouldnt have to jump through hoops to get it...a family physician should be able to prescribe it and Suboxone also...its crazy that they can prescribe narcotics, but cant prescribe the stuff to get u clean...something is wrong there...

@@davinastanton3865 Davina what are your thoughts on Suboxone. I'm getting started on medically assisted treatment with Suboxone but hear so many conflicting experiences about it.

@@tinydancer2544 i know u didnt ask me but il tell you mine because i had heard so many conflicting info aswel. So they started me on it and it really does block the withdrawls also after a few days of it building up it acts as a blocker to so even if u tried to use it wudnt have the same effect because it sticks to ur receptors so there is no space for another drug. With methodone u get a drowsy not quite urself feeling that i didnt want with the soboxane tho u feel normal. What i did was try and be on it for as little as possible so as not to get withdrawls from it but if u do it right when u want to come of it lower it very little every 4 weeks or so that way ur body does not notice as time goes by. I used it for 8 months and for 6 of those months i was lowering it little by little with assistance from a doctor aswell. It really is worth a go it saved my life and from the moment i took it i wasnt sick and i wasnt drugging was such a good feeling not having to run about day to day doing all sorts. Also forget anybodys judgement this is ur life and if u need it to save urs or make the journey easier then no one else has the right to say anything, they are simply ignorant! Good luck il pray for u. You can do it :-)

The devil will never let you go... This is why you pray to God to protect and safe you. Not easy partner but doable

Brandon find someone who can teach you about the underlying trauma driving the addiction, understanding the neuroscience can help you

Mr. Dixon, she isn't talking about religion! She is speaking about the love of JESUS/GOD and a relationship with him that we all NEED!

I’ll pray you see the truth about Jesus the one and only true God mr.Dixon

Yes I somehow get why u wouldn't God made us in such a way that we can not understand why the world is the way it is. We humans go on logic what we see hear feel go through that's why faith is so so unexplainable. But I do know that Jesus is real because my lifestyle speaks for it self my story alone is full of God I mean if not God than who would save me from myself. The doctors could not save me I was on a down hill spiral. All the determination self motivation could not save me. It was when God met me his power grace mixed with my determination motivation that's when change happened. I am a different person today because of Jesus. You have obviously been through certain things for u to say u don't believe I respect that I am just sad for u that's all. By the way Jesus and religion are not the same. Religion is outwards and self reliant but has no power behinde its more harsh eg when u make a mistake u beat ur self up over and over again no compassion for ur self or others Religion is fake as in it paints a picture of look at me Iam higher than u better ect Jesus is I need u God I am a sinner I am nothing but dust I need ur grace ( un merrited favour of God as a gift) everything I have and I am is because of u. I can't take credit because Iam in relationship with the creator of the universe. I suppose ppl with dark past like me find it easier to believe in God because we no if not for God we b dead in prison or in a mental health unit for life.

Daniel u need to accept Jesus as ur Lord and saviour Find a church and a pastor to explain slowly to u about it u need understanding acceptance basically u can't do this alone and God will slowly show u The way trust me. Feel free to message me for help until u find ur feet at times I may be at work so if I dnt reply straight away I try to asap take care of yourself

I hope you stuck with it.. It gets SOO much better. And you ARE Soo much braver than you realize. Positive thoughts sent your way 😊

I just wanted to say I hope you heal and I LOVE YOU.

bmb6 have you ever dug into the Bible and read it alone, for yourself? Gods word is powerful, pray and get in the word, you will feel him.

There is no enemy only anxiety making u question yourself. You have the strength inside you no make believe forces needed.

Actually the devil is real he accuses the believers that's his job. Do u belong to a physical church and have a pastor to help u through these issues u have. U need the help of a annionted pastor to help u. The dark spirits that u are fighting with u are no match for u get beaten u need power from Jesus u need a pastor to help u. A pastor who has time and has certain qualities of a pastor I send u some scriptures to help u The Bible specifically speaks about the qualifications for those who will lead a congregation of people. These qualifications have been the same for almost 2,000 years. Jesus is the perfect fulfillment of these qualifications as the “senior pastor” of the Church. Above Reproach (Titus 1:6, 7; 1 Tim 3:2) This is the overarching, summarizing characteristic. You will find similar (but not identical) lists in First Timothy and Titus. Living a life above reproach is the first requirement in both lists and Titus repeats it. The other items on the list explain what “above reproach” means. If we peruse the two lists, as well as First Peter, we find 17 qualifications of an elder who is above reproach. A pastor must be devoted to his wife; one-woman man (Titus 1:6; 1 Tim 3:2). The pastor’s marriage illustrates Christ’s love for His church-His bride (Eph. 5:22 ff.). A Pastor must love his wife exclusively with his mind, will and emotions and not just his body. A pastor’s children must be in submission, though not perfect (Titus 1:6; 1 Tim 3:4-5). If a man does not know how to manage his own family, he will not know how to take care of God’s church. The first flock for a pastor is his own family as Pastor Dad. A Pastor’s qualification for the church starts in his home management as he leads them up in the discipline and admonition of the Lord (Eph. 6:4). A pastor is a faithful steward (Titus 1:7). Here the term used is overseer (Greek episkopos). It is not another office, but a functional title of the elder. It is what he does. He is a steward, a manager of God’s resources and Jesus’ flock. He takes responsibility, but not ownership. A pastor must be humble - not arrogant (Titus 1:7). A pastor must constantly demonstrate the gospel by admitting when he is wrong and assuming responsibility and restoring relationships. A pastor must be gentle - not quick-tempered (Titus 1:7; 1 Tim 3:3). No man will be of any use in the kingdom that is quick-tempered. The difference between how Jesus demonstrated anger is that He was angry at the abuse of others in the name of religion and the dishonoring of God. We get angry at how it affects us. A pastor must be sober - not a drunkard (Titus 1:7; 1 Tim 3:3). This is not just overindulgence in alcohol but is idiomatic for any behavior that fuels addictive responses. A pastor must be peaceful - not violent (Titus 1:7; 1 Tim 3:3). A pastor is prone to inflict violence through his words. He is to be a peacemaker. A pastor must have financial integrity - not greedy for gain (Titus 1:7; 1 Tim 3:3; 1 Peter 5:3). A pastor is to be upright in his financial dealings and not accused of pursuing money over the kingdom of God. A pastor must be hospitable (Titus 1:8; 1 Tim 3:2). A pastor’s home is to be open for others to enjoy. A pastor’s home is not a heaven on earth, but rather a place of ministry. A pastor must be a lover of good (Titus 1:8). A pastor genuinely loves what is good. He does not just think he should love it. A pastor must be self-controlled (Titus 1:8; 1 Tim 3:2). Self-control is a characterization of every area of a pastor’s life: diet, time, mouth, exercise, relationships, sex, and money. A pastor must be upright (Titus 1:8). He has integrity in his relationships and in how he treats others. A pastor must be holy (Titus 1:8). His life is devoted wholeheartedly to Jesus externally and internally. A pastor must be able to teach (Titus 1:9; 1 Tim 3:2). All of the other qualifications are character qualities. This is the only ability-based requirement. He is to be able to teach sound doctrine, not just be able to communicate in an excellent manner. His teaching can be to one or two, to twenty, to a hundred or to a thousand. Most of the churches in Crete were house churches. The elders were to defend the faith once delivered to the saints against the numerous false teachers that arose. A pastor must be spiritually mature (1 Tim 3:6). Positions of authority without spiritual maturity lead to the trap of pride. When pride grows in a man, sin abounds. A pastor must be respectable (1 Tim 3:7). That does not mean that everyone must like him or even appreciate him. It means that there is no credible witness to an ongoing sinful behavior. A pastor must be an example to the flock (1 Peter 5:3). Elders are examples of biblical expressions sexually, time management, marriage, parenting, worship, relationships and any other way. A pastor should be someone your sons could pattern their life after and the kind of man your daughter should marry. Conclusion What would you do if an elder violates one of these requirements? 1 Timothy 5:19-20 warns us not to accuse an elder flippantly. Matthew 18:15-18 gives us the steps: 1) Go to the elder alone, 2) If still unsatisfied, go with another person, 3) If still unsatisfied, let the greater eldership know. If accusations are verified and the elder remains unrepentant, rebuking that elder before all is the next biblical step. I hope that this is helpful

@@rocrhyme4199 I know alot of ppl believe that but I suggest reading the bible and finding a pastor who has been annionted with the power of God to teach u about the devil. If u not a believer in Jesus Christ then feel free to ignore this comment

Thank you thank you thank you

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