Hoping the best for you, so sad to hear anyone is going through something like this.

I really have liked the change in your videos lately. Hearing the authentic, raw Bethany and Kristin instead of put-together, teaching Bethany and Kristin has been refreshing. I'm so sorry for the heartache you have been experiencing. I can't imagine what you're going through! Praying for you all. ❤️🙏

I'm gonna be honest, I don't agree with many of your views, but this just broke my heart. I'm sending love and I hope you can have a baby soon :)

I disagree with you in virtually every topic, but I really feel for you on this. I’m sorry you have to go through that.

Kristen, Zack, thank you for being such a raw example of a Godly, Christian marriage, of strength and support between spouses especially in challenging times.

I can definitely say I dont agree with their way of seeing life or religion, but I do hope they go through this frustrating journey in the best way they can, I am sitting here, honestly hoping that she gets pregnant and it succeeds.

You can hear these scriptures your whole life and nod along without truly understanding their depth. But it’s when you are really going through a struggle that those words become a lifeline. Though you do have to intentionally believe them and allow them to comfort you. This was beautiful example of how to still thrive in the midst of loss, and it’s such an encouragement to me. I love the unity between you guys. Sending hugs and prayers! ❤️

I usually have issues with them, but this is the most human and real I’ve ever seen her

I’m not a Christian, but I am deeply sorry for your trauma. I can’t imagine the heartbreak.

Thank you so much for opening up and sharing your journey. You and your husband are in my prayers. Never give up hope. ❤

Thank you for being so open. You are helping alot of people. Be encouraged, continue standing in faith. God is faithful

This was very sobering and is definitely an important conversation about some of the realities of life we haven't necessarily spoken a lot about as Christians in relation to marriage. Thank you both for sharing so openly.

Watching your strength and togetherness as a couple through everything you have been through is absolutely beautiful.

I dont agree with you on a lot of things, but I really admire how you can talk so openly and publicly about something so hard and painful ❤️. Hope you guys find your way in this storm.

I like that Psalm 23 says "Even though I *walk through* (not "get stuck in") the valley of death." We can FEEL stuck, but we can also KNOW that we're still walking forward even if the scenery doesn't change for a long time. Many prayers and blessings for you two on this difficult journey.

Also, thank you for the more vulnerable and honest videos lately. I think that people relate with you all on such a deeper level when you open up about the struggles in your personal lives!

I had recurring miscarriages at about the same 6ish week mark and it was my body not making progesterone naturally which you can't tell unless you're pregnant and measure it weekly. When I took it synthetically I carried to full term. Also, undiagnosed celiac disease is linked to miscarriage too. I was also tested for that. I know you likely have tested these things but just sharing my experience. Xx

Wow. What a story of faith. Love you guys and I'm praying for y'all. ❤

I disagree with a lot of what you and Bethany have said and spoken on, but I am so absolutely sorry. No one deserves this. I can only imagine the grief you have been feeling. I hope you are seeking help, a support group, something! You are not alone. Best wishes ❤️

while I don't agree with the messages that your channel spreads, I'm truly sorry that this happened to you

My husband and I have been struggling with fertility as well. Thanks for sharing your story, it gives me a lot of comfort.

My friend had a few miscarriages and a year ago she *finally* had a successful pregnancy and birth. We were hanging out one day and she said to me, “When I hold her, I just *know* that she is the baby I was meant to have.” Everything happens for a reason and when your baby is finally here, whether through birth or adoption, you are going to *know* that it’s right and everything is going to fall into place the way it was meant to be ❤️

Thanks so much for your openness and especially explaining your thoughts on adoption. So much wisdom that I hadn't considered but you're so right. When Abraham and Sarah didn't see the promise of a son when they expected, they took it into their own hands through Hagar, but that wasn't God's plan for them even though it was still a son. I pray that as you seek him you would receive clear guidance from the Holy Spirit and that you'll be completely satisfied in the Lord.

Must say I am not at all someone who agrees with your life standpoints and your views on religion,but...i wish you all the best in this time..honestly..thank you for sharing this and I hope your prayers will be answered one day..😊

I really needed this encouragement 💗Thank you so much for being brave enough to talk about your life with strangers. Praying for y’all 🙏🏻✝️

My heart hurts for you. Kristen, even through your pain, you speak so eloquently and you answer these personal, intimate questions with patience and grace.

This is why I love being a follower of Jesus Christ. He brings us so much hope in the midst of deep darkness.

Now hitting one month since my first miscarriage (after a long time of infertility). I’m still devastated. I really appreciate you sharing your insight. Sending prayers your way for doors to open for you both.

To this day the doctors cannot explain why my dear friend cannot carry a child. After many years of running down every avenue to try to get pregnant, and no answers as to why nothing was working, they finally were chosen by a birth mom to adopt a sweet baby girl this year on Jan 3. It was the most beautiful union of love I've ever seen. The moment she called me to say they were on their way to meet their child it was like years of built up hopelessness was released and transformed into a joy that penetrated my bones. It was like watching a still, lifeless chrysalis for months on end, wondering if it was dead, and then FINALLY seeing the wings of the butterfly break through its walls, for it had not been dead, it had been transforming the entire time. Everyone's journey is different but having walked side-by-side with my sweet friend during those desert-wandering years, I can say that letting her feel whatever she needed to feel, when she needed to feel it, and holding space for her to be angry, mad, sad, lost, confused, etc was the only thing I could do and it was the only thing she wanted. I hope you have people to surround you that won't try to tell you how to feel or why you should handle this a certain way, but rather will hold space for you to FEEL exactly what you are feeling. I am praying that you'll both remove all expectations from yourselves and allow anger, disappointment, sadness, grief, confusion, hopelessness, anxiety, etc to flow THROUGH you so that those emotions don't get STUCK in you. Transformation is happening even if it has the appearance of death. (True story: I have a friend who's daughter caught a caterpillar and made it her pet. She put it in a huge jar with everything it needed. It made its cacoon and although it typically takes 2 weeks for a butterfly to emerge, this one took 9 MONTHS. For 9 months she wondered if it were still alive. For 9 months she held her breath waiting for it to emerge. She almost surrendered to the idea of death but then, finally, it made its debut. They released the butterfly as a family, remembering all that had happened during that nine months. They thought it was dead but for 9 months it was transforming.)

Wow...the Lord will bless y’all for your faithfulness to Him in the midst of this. “When you pass through the waters I will be with you; and through the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you.” (Isaiah 43:2a)

Although I don't agree with a lot of things you've said, I am genuinely sorry this happened to you two.

Psalm 138:8 (KJV) 8 The Lord will perfect that which concerneth me: thy mercy, O Lord, endureth for ever: forsake not the works of thine own hands.

Breaks my heart but it's clear how much you both love each other and you are strong to cling to each other in grief.

“Serve me right where I have you. That’s my good plan for you right now.” I was eating and when you said this, I got an instant knot in my throat and literally almost choked. I’m tearing up right now because these words are so loving and sweet coming from our Heavenly Father. Praise Him. I appreciate this video so so much. Thank you.

I first want to clarify that I am not a doctor but, I feel compelled to speak up but, I wonder if you guys have looked into seeing if you have a clotting factor going on? I only bring it up because Alex from phil and alex on youtube has a clotting factor and once her doctor was able to diagnose that issue for her she has since gotten pregnant and is coming due soon. I will pray for you guys and I am so sorry about your loss but you are two strong people for sure! x

Thank you so much for sharing your story Kristen. 💕 I’m praying for you two

I have very different views than you, but that is irrelevant when it comes down to the fact that we are all human and we all suffer and hurt. I am truly sorry for how you are suffering right now. Varying views should NEVER affect how we treat others from respect to kindness and love.

it's so inspiring how you are taking this horrible situation and useing it to help and support others who might be going through similar things ❤

I absolutely loved this video I love it when you bring Zack or Dav In its a different perspective and I’m always curious about what they think and how they feel and I just love it I love you all and will pray for you I see bright things happening for you in 2020

I can tell sharing your story is therapeutic for you. Thanks for speaking truth ❤

I noticed comments on your video with Bethany and a couple of comments already here... Why are so many people against adoption!? Ah man. Its really sad. Theres so many children in the world who deserve a family who see them no different as biological.

Wow, you two are so so strong! The Lord will help so many people through your struggles😣praying for you guys❤️🙏🏻

When you read psalm 23 I began to cry too ❤️💯 you two are so strong. My heart goes out to you for your loss, that is heartbreaking.

So awesome that you guys are continuing to be open about this. I hope you are able to get the child you want

Thank you for sharing and being open about where you're at. Will pray for you

I cried with you both! Thank you for sharing this with us. Your suffering is bringing so much hope.

I love that you're open to adoption. I don't like it though when people just assume it's an option for everyone, "just adopt" is thrown around too often. Love your explanation on it.

I have so much respect for the strength of both of you throughout these stream of trials with all of your miscarriages. I'm inspired by your clear faith in His providence, and I hope to strive to continually place my life in His hands just like you two. Sending support and love❤️

Aw... great testimony and love how you two stay steadfast in your faith even after three miscarriages. Plus, seeing you two worship together gives me hope. Love you brother and sister ❤

Just recently experienced a miscarriage. It hurts deep and I can't imagine what you've gone through. So sorry. True prayers for yall and your future littles.

Thank you for making videos like this. So many people are going through really hard things like this and it is helpful to know you are not alone.

WOW. That cover was AMAZING and really touching. You sing really well and should do it more often! Inspiring!

I'm so sorry for the losses you have gone through. I see so much love and hope shining through the two of you. Thank you for being so open about this. I really think this video will encourage a lot of people who are going through the season. I will be praying for the two of you

I’m so sorry to you both. Your experience is a painful one. One day you will meet your 3 babies again and you’ll be reunited for a lifetime ❤️🙏

It's ok for men to have emotions tied up in their child. I'm sorry for your loss guys I think you will be wonderful parents.

I don’t agree with your lifestyle choices, but I’m so sorry you are going through this. ❤️

This was incredible to watch. The vulnerability and faith is so so inspiring. Thank you.

The song is really touching. Thank you for sharing your story. You have so much strength in the Lord and praise him trough your life. This is great.

I’ve prayed for you both to be blessed with a baby ❤️

It’s so unbelievably brave of you two to share the difficult journey you’ve been on, and I know it is so helpful for women in similar positions. Sending so so so much love to you both 💜💜

Gosh I can relate to this! Married 8 1/2 years and totally thought it would happen without trying. (I had my daughter at 20, while not trying and using prevention) I've had multiple surgeries and some fertility treatments but ultimately realized that wasn't how our family was meant to be constructed. Wishing you peace in your soul. It took me years to get there but now I couldn't imagine my life any other way. 🤗❤️

I know how hard it can be to stay strong and keep trusting, but Gods got you! This video helped me so much honestly the song at the end was so beautiful! You guys should do covers!

you’re still parents even if your children didn’t come to meet your eyes

As someone who has recently had two miscarriages close together, I’m sorry you went through this. Hearing your story is honestly really scary. I’m having a really hard time getting over my second one and the thought of being infertile is a huge fear right now.

Wow this was so powerful💗 I will continue to pray for your family during this time❤️

i disagree with your channel, but i am so sorry this happened to you

Thank you guys for sharing your story, I send you a big hug ❤️ as a christian I sometimes don’t agree with some girl defined views but I appreciate this so much and have a huge respect for both of you for staying so faithfull in such a difficult time 🙏🏼✨

I love that y'all didn't just adopt right off purely to fill the void of a biological child. That takes true strength and humility to go through miscarriage after miscarriage and so much heartbreak, and then decide to keep trusting and putting your faith in God's timing instead. What a beautiful example. Thank you for sharing.

It frustrates me to no end that people always go to "have you thought about adopting?" when people share their infertility struggle. It downplays the struggle.... I dont think people get how nuanced this medical issue is and how hurtful it can be to "offer" a solution (adoption) like it solves everything. I'm sorry you guys are going through this...

Lost my second baby 19 weeks, lost my third at 8 weeks. I have never been the same💔

Wow, this video is so beautiful!! Thank you guys for being such a gem on KZfaq! Love you so much

Have you checked your hormonal levels? That used to happen to my mom, she'd get pregnant without any trouble and then miscarry in the first trimester. After going to different doctors it turned out that some of her hormones were really low. She also has a blood clotting disorder that wont allow her blood to clot properly and that led her to have hematomas in the uterus which was part of the reason why she would miscarry so they would give her progesterone to help her body keep the pregnancy. I would recommend you guys checking that out just to make sure. Another thing could be endometriosis, my cousin has endometriosis and she got pregnant in her early twenties and miscarried just like you guys. She was then diagnosed with endo in her mid twenties and had to go through an operation where they basically cleaned out her uterus from all the blod clots and thats when she was finally able to carry a pregnancy to full term.

What a hard but beautiful story. I'm sure u have already done this but get a second and third opinion. I had a hard time getting pregnant and finally a dr found one very small thing and I got pregnant the next month. I'm going through a different but hard season and that song is so touching. Thank you

Thank you for sharing your story. This must have been very difficult to do. I can tell there is so much love between you two and I am sure you would make really loving parents. Praying for you

Kristen, please look into the Creighton Model and NaProTechnology! It could be the answer to your prayers. Blessings.

My prayers are with you guys! Keep following our Lord.

I like that song at the end, it's one of my new favorites since last year. And this video was beautiful!

I like what you said about having a heart in the right place to adopt! Can be applied to a number of other things! Thanks for sharing this!

Hebrews 6:19 - we have this hope as an anchor for the soul 💙⚓️

Those babies are waiting for you in heaven. They aren’t lost children they are God’s children and you will meet them. Praying for you guys❤️

My wife and I had a similar story, married in 2011, 3 miscarriages and 1 failed IVF cycle. You should get checked for balanced translocation if you haven't already, that's what was causing our difficulties in getting and staying pregnant. We kept at it though and gave birth to our first child this past month. Hang in there

So blessed to be ministered to by girl defined ❤️ praying for you guys!

Please don't listen to all these mean comments💕I think you're doing amazing and I really like your channel. It really helped me in many different seasons of my life and I love you guys so much.💕Thank you so much for everything, may the Lord bless you and your family!

ID LIKE TO MAKE a public announcement in saying that I am in fact an IVF baby and a proud catholic girl. my parents could not have a baby either and decided what was best for them. I couldn’t imagine a person who shies away from this method of having a child. I am perfectly healthy and PROUD TO BE AN IVF baby and I have such an amazing support system I’m practically a celebrity. Proud to answer any questions about me and I promise those of you in a struggle (sorry bad word) you won’t regret this decision to birth someone like me. 🙂

praying for you. thank you for sharing

I'm praying for you. And I'm so thankful for You! Just know, that you are a blessing for others

Thank you guys for opening your hearts to us in this way, it means the world to your sisters in Christ❤️ your story, even the hurt in the heartache and waiting and loss, is going to really help others in a similar season. Your honesty is so needed, because pain does make us question...like David in the Psalms we can bring all our feelings and wrestlings to the Lord and trust His character and love. Love you guys, your ministry has hugely impacted my growth as a young woman for years✝ much love to you and Zack. Praying for you!!

Lots of love and support and prayers for you ❤️ Thanks for sharing your story and your wisdom 💕

One of the best videos on your channel. You are not just following the Lord for his blessings (like the counterfeit prosperity gospel), but following Him for who He is - his love demonstrated to us sinners through his death and resurrection. ❤️

Thank you so much for your honesty and openness in sharing. It really helped me. Praying for you guys!

I love this so much❤️ Thank you both for sharing your story. Your testimony will help so many people💕

I loved when y’all sang together! That was so sweet especially because that song means so much to you! I’m praying for y’all!

How biblical and encouraging. Thank you for sharing despite how recent this situation is, and for your faith.

Thank you for sharing guys. Thank you for showing us what a holy covenant looks like

My heart goes out to both of you. Blessed be💕🕯

I am going through an unfulfilled longing, and just like I'm sure I will get there I'm also sure you will. Thank you so so much for this video it was a push that I needed.

Wow. Thank you so much for your transparency. This is so hard for you two. Thank you for valuing human life so much in a world that does not value it at all. It is such an encouragement to see you trusting the Lord even when you can’t see the goodness in His plan. I am praying for you! Thank you for sharing your story so honestly. ❤️

Thank you for your transparency

such a sweet couple. what a beautiful ending. so much love filled up this video. you guys deserve so much. xoxoxo

When kristen started singing too ❤️ My love and prayers go to you both 🙏🏽 Thanks for sharing