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11 жыл бұрын

Venting video ... please no harsh comments. Video clips are random and are intended to be.
The past 5 years my life has been full of happiness, laughter and joy. Well that is what I have shown others. What they have really been full of is anger, depression, fear, regret and even crime.
The characters in this video represent people in my life, both good and bad. I will only tell my closest friends who is who in this video but the characters that I am trying to make stand out are Arcee, Bumblebee, Optimus, Ratchet, Raf and Megatron. the only character I will tell is that in this video I am represented by Arcee.
The beginning of this video shows my mum and dad separating and the effect it has on us and the video continues on telling our story in what I find to be scarily accurate.
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Although I have found the one thing good out of all of the misery and that is if none of this had happened I would never have become a big sister again to my always smiling baby brother; who will turn 1 at the end of this month.
I have nothing else to say except please no harsh comments or inappropriate questions. Thank you.
MidNight ♥
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Пікірлер: 55

@KiryuPrime117 11 жыл бұрын

It's understandable when a person needs to vent. Hearing this song brings out the inner emotions of a person, & really hits home. I'm sorry about your situation. But don't lose hope, for there is a tomorrow for you and your loved ones.

@k5stura157 6 жыл бұрын

Omg ! Beautiful video...I løve it ! I watching it , I cryed 😭😍😭😍😭😭😭😭😍

@norasvinsaas4343 6 жыл бұрын

Strongarm 011 are you Norwegian?

@transformerslov 6 жыл бұрын

I started to cry when i rewatched the video after reading the description. Ive seen and felt alot of pain in my life; And seeing this shows your life had this to. I apologize for all that has happened to you and your faimly. Your very brave making this and showing the world your "past." If it means anything, THANK YOU! Your talent is something you use well and you. Are. STRONG! Please dont forget that. Thank you for this amazing video and your time. Have a fabulous day/night 😊

@lookforyourstar 10 жыл бұрын

This was very beautiful, this actually made me cry. I couldn't imagine going through that. You are very strong! Keep up the amazing work, darling!

@TheHeartAlchemist 11 жыл бұрын

This video has truly touched my heart. The meaning behind it is beautiful, you're story is truly touching and sad but we can all pull through our hard times.This video has burn into my soul, the song choice was wonderful and everything was perfect. Stay strong my friend. We're all here for you.

@cindyyarbroughroberts4856 10 жыл бұрын

THANK YOU!!! I'm one of the fans that want Bee and Arcee to be BF and GF. That's why i wanted to know SO BAD. :D Again,THANK YOU!!!

@rougedeath 9 жыл бұрын

Gosh this brings back the memories of when my parents got their divorce. It happened when I was 15 and it was terrible. I had to act as the adult and look over my little siblings and help my mother hold it together. My father still effects us...and I don't know if we'll ever get over the abuse completely. But it has gotten better and I can say one thing, stay strong and believe in yourself and know someone will always care. This video was amazing by they way!

@MidNightCourtz 8 жыл бұрын

+rougedeath I know this is very late but I can emphasize with your situation, although ours are slightly different they are similar and I wish you all the best I really do ... im 19 now and these issues still affect everyone to this day .. all we can hope is to ride out the fight. Thank you for you comment and I apologise for its lateness.

@rougedeath 8 жыл бұрын

Yes the issues take a long time to heal. I don't even know if they ever truly go away. I appreciate that you commented back. Thank you. Sometimes it's nice to just release pent up emotion.

@alinarendon2099 6 жыл бұрын

You know those times, when you stress FOR the charictar. Like, when when Optimus took Megatrons servo to help him up, I go-- "OOOH HECK NO. DON'T YOU EVEN TOUCH HIM!!" Optimus: *takes it a gets up* Me: Okay. Okay everything is okay... MEGATRON GET AWAY FROM HIM!! You know?

@MidNightCourtz 6 жыл бұрын

Alina Rendon well that was random xD

@brittanyaikens5815 11 жыл бұрын

*crys in corner* so beautiful T^T

@cindyyarbroughroberts4856 10 жыл бұрын

(Crying) I'M SO SAD NOW! its not your falt...its something else. Your video is epic

@100NETTE 11 жыл бұрын

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger! Just stay strong Courtney!! luv you!! :')

@cindyyarbroughroberts4856 10 жыл бұрын

Thank you. And I'm not sure but your probably thinking this: Please don't explode because i don't see Bee and Arcee as a pair. It's alright,because if they were a pair it won't be right. Bumblebee is still VERY young and has a mindset of 12-14 year-old boy. And Arcee is some where in her late 20's or early 30's. And (i got to stop saying the word and) if your one of the people who see Arcee and Cliffjumper as a pair. That would be okay with me.

@elliebondrova3171 5 жыл бұрын

My mom's parents devorced. Her dad was a cop and her mom was selfish. He left and married another when my mom was twenty-one. Her sisters are seven and ten years younger than her. I know that is a scar she carries because I am constantly reminded that I should be grateful I have both my parents. I understand that pain though I don't carry that burden. I hear it gets easier, but you never forget. I've had hard times in my life too. Socializing didn't used to seem so hard. Introvert, I know, but I find that people are unaware of how they treat others, including my family. I haven't forgotten what they did to hurt me and my family. It is a pain I carry, and unlike some people, it breaks my spirit to see what the world is today. I don't live in fear, but I get scared often. It's not hard to close yourself off when you have nothing left. Just trying to say that I understand and sympathize. Life is never easy, no matter what people say.

@Beyza-he8gp 6 жыл бұрын

OMG I HAVE TO CRY😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 This is so beautiful and sad at the same time😭😭 This is the best TFP AMV I ever seen

@MNSprime21 10 жыл бұрын

This is beautiful. I pray you and your family would stay safe and comfortable and no harm would further come to you ^^

@ninjagoCookie 11 жыл бұрын

We all have troubles.. big small.. sometimes insignificant but u need a thunderstorm to see a rainbow in the end... things would turn up well u will see :)) dont worry so much kayy??

@MariahSaint 11 жыл бұрын

And also I'm sorry for what happend to you. No one should ever go through that. I hope things get better for you.

@electroprime7491 6 жыл бұрын

Awwwww. It made me cry

@Transfromersreviews 10 жыл бұрын

This song explains what i was going through for the past 2 years ( and still am ) thx so much for posting this video

@brittanyaikens5815 11 жыл бұрын

And so sad T^T

@aura3797 10 жыл бұрын

This is so amazing! It's so beautiful! It made me cry!

@ThyBitchWezzZzzy 6 жыл бұрын

I have a lot of questions but I will not ask for them but I hope you are fine and everything is ok 💛💛💛💛💛 we are here for you 💛💛💛💛💛

@sumayyaparacha7931 6 жыл бұрын

I know I'm really late commenting on this, but I just wanted to say that I'm sorry. I know it must be tough for people to go through such things, and those who do are undoubtedly strong. Keep going Midnight. Things will be okay :)

@MidNightCourtz 6 жыл бұрын

Sumayya Paracha Thank you very much

@sumayyaparacha7931 6 жыл бұрын

Aww...your welcome. ^^ Hope you're doing better now.

@100NETTE 11 жыл бұрын

i had no idea this was going on Courtney! D: ur always so happy and sweet! i'm srry this is happeing! :((

@ninjagoCookie 11 жыл бұрын

U really touched my spark midnight:))

@TheHeartAlchemist 11 жыл бұрын

Anytime. We're here for you. ♥ ♥

@Transfromersreviews 10 жыл бұрын

I think everything will turn out fine for me and thx for all your kind words it's hard to find people with a feelings if you know what I mean BTW I have a video idea I know how much you love TFP optimus prime so I think you should do a tribute to him with the song DNA form lil mix but all up to you :D

@StormBreaker1999 11 жыл бұрын

oh and I luv ur editing

@AnnaCroft2315 10 жыл бұрын

Beautifully made.

@StormBreaker1999 11 жыл бұрын

Ur welcome and good for you Midnight :)

@ericabelshe1851 8 жыл бұрын

very beautiful and I hope everything is ok

@Beyza-he8gp 6 жыл бұрын

Erica Belshe I hope that too

@searchinggalaxies 11 жыл бұрын

Awesome.

@StormBreaker1999 11 жыл бұрын

No problem :)

@MariahSaint 11 жыл бұрын

thank you :)

@cindyyarbroughroberts4856 10 жыл бұрын

Forgot to add on: It's best to dream for that to happen. You know, for Bee and Arcee to be a pair.

@cindyyarbroughroberts4856 10 жыл бұрын

If you take requests please make a TFP video with the song wake me up by Avicii.

@sagedragon9311 7 жыл бұрын

Beautiful and personal. I know it's been since forever since this came up, I guess, but hope you're alright now. This is such an emotional creation; it's beautiful. ^-^

@MidNightCourtz 7 жыл бұрын

Thanks for commenting! I am in a much better situation now so no worries

@sagedragon9311 7 жыл бұрын

***** You're welcome! Glad you're alright! ^-^