We have grown A LOT since January of 2013, and many of you have never been introduced to Shiloh, and many of you ask about her. So today, I decided to make a video all about Shiloh. Jan 17, 2018 will be FIVE years since she passed away. I thought it was time to make this and talk about her a bit, and introduce her to those of you who may not know who she is. Thanks for watching you guys. Hit that LIKE button and Share this video to keep this channel growing! Edit: Oh my goodness. . . you guys. . this video has only been up a few hours, and your comments are blowing me away. She has touched so many lives, she will never be forgotten, and it's all thanks to you guys. I am so glad I was finally able to make this video for you guys. Thank you so much for watching it. Thanks for being a part of our community!

I didn't know her for very long, but I loved her.

She was the dog that wasn't supposed to live but she did. Her life was amazing because of you guys. Shiloh was a beautiful dog and she lived the best possible life she could have. It made me cry to hear this story but im happy to have finally gone back and listened to it.

I remember Shiloh at least she is in heaven with Oakley

I never got to meet her, but I know everyone loved her. I bet she would have loved me too!

She was my big sister, and she used to tattle on me all the time when I was doing bad things! I loved her so much!

I always like to go back and watch your old videos of Shiloh. She was a gorgeous girl. wish she would have lived longer... My favourite video was when she ate the nox of Krispy Kream donuts.

I think Shiloh enjoyed her life with you and she seemed like a quite happy dog, despite all her health issues. You saved her, thank you for that.

Shiloh will always have a place in our hearts.

Shiloh sounds like she was the most lovable dog that anyone could ask for. Thank you for sharing her beautiful story with us all.

Beautiful tribute to Shiloh, the First Husky. Brought me to tears. So thankful for this video and to get to know her story. What a blessing she found her way to you, Jess and Jamie. Such a wonderful and sad story. You gave her a quality of life she wouldn’t have ever had without your deep love and excellent care. 💜💖💙💚❤️

Who is watching this video after Shelby passed 😭😘😭😘

I remember Shiloh She was my favorite Husky

Shiloh will always be in our Hearts! 🐾❤🐾❤🐾❤🐾❤🐾❤🐾❤🐾❤🐾 If it wasn't for Shiloh we wouldn't be a Pack, we wouldnt be a Pawdience.Jessica and Jamie probably wouldn't be on here if it weren't for Shiloh. As Jessica said it all started with a Beautiful Husky Angel Shiloh! Everyone who knew who Shiloh was knows that there is a place in our Heart for Shiloh! R.I.P Shiloh u were a Strong Snow Dog! ❤🐾❤🐾❤🐾🌨🌨🌨❄❄❄❄

She’s in a better place now. She is eternally grateful that you had decided to adopt her and made her life worth living. If it weren’t for you guys she would have been euthanized anyhow. She’s in heaven now where she can run freely, make new friends and enjoy life for an eternity. God will take care of her and I’m certain that she is waiting for you to join her. So thank you for taking care of her.

I'm subscribed since 2010 so I knew Shiloh and loved her like my own. She was such a wee lady. I had to make the tough decision to put my 12 yr old husky to sleep in November 2016 due to cancer. I didn't take it well. I went to the vets by myself, I took him home and I buried him in the back yard. I had no support. No one around me cared or understood what it's like to love a dog so much. I have a son and I loved that dog as much as I do my son so to anyone who says its just a dog, they're clueless. It resulted in me slipping into a depression, my relationship broke down and I needed counselling. It broke me. The word was never used but I suffered a nervous breakdown. I decided to look back on your journey with Shiloh and while it didn't make me feel any better, it DID help because I look up to you guys. You've been a part of my KZfaq life for so long, I trust your advice, I trust your views. So thank you Jess and Jamie, you're videos make me happy, every single one, and I wish you many many years of happiness and success xxx A long and forever loyal subscriber x

There are a lot of things I love about Shiloh, but her eyes always amazes me. She always seemed to look on the world (and into the camera) with joy, she always looked so happy. I always felt like she was grateful for your love, and somehow knew that what you two gave her was something lucky and wonderful. It is very sad that she passed away early, but she has given you and us so much over the years, and it is something to treasure for sure ♥ (Sorry for my bad english)

This hit me right in the feels 😭

shiloh, oakley, and now shelby, i can’t help but cry

Wanted to come back here and learn about Shiloh, as never got to know her. She was a fantastic dog! I’m sure she will be proud of the Community you have built from her! 🥲 P.S Thank you for the Christmas Card exchange! We were thrilled to receive your card yesterday! Made it safely from 🇺🇸 to 🇬🇧 Orion gives you, Jamie, Memphis and Kira HUGE Paw Bumps ⭐️💙 🐾

This vid makes me cry. I loved Shiloh so much

Jess and Jamie you saved Shiloh and gave her best life possible and Oakley you rescued her from traumatic life and made her to find a puppy in her soul with your love and patience in last phase of her life. Oakley loves you and Shiloh did too❤Jess you and Jamie are True Angels sent by God💕💕💕 May you get all the happiness in this world

Shiloh was a princess...hard to see her decline....harder still for you to say goodbye...and for those of us that remember her...to hear of her passing...it truly is a labor of love

God Bless You Guys, You Actually Gave Her A HOME And Took Care Of Her. Most People Would've Just Gave Up On Her

Sad, but good story.

Uuugh. I cried again. Gosh dang it. I didn't know who Shiloh was because I'm one of the people who subscribed after she passed, but I caught the memorial video and I bawled. Gotta love lil Miss Shiloh!!!

Thank you Jess for being the kind of person who knows how to "do the hard thing." I am sure your strength and compassion has benefitted so many people - and as for me, I am glad to be better informed about Shiloh, your First Girl. Life is such a crazy combination of Joys and Sadness, and you and Jamie have shared it all with the Pawdience. I am grateful. May you and Jamie continue to have great adventures with Memphis and Kira, and someday, when you're ready, add another beautiful Soul to the Pak.

You thank us for being a part of your lives...but we should be Thanking You Jess and Jamie for taking the chance on Shiloh. Without you guys she would never have experienced all the Love and Happiness and Caring that she did over the 11 years you had her. THANK YOU from the very bottom of my heart xxxxx

Thank you Jess and Jamie for taking Shiloh home. She spent her life with the most loving family ever. And thank you for spreading awareness about puppy mills. You and Jamie are absolute angels. And sweet angel Shiloh is looking over you all. 💕

Aw ShiShi.....I actually didn't know she was in my home state of AZ before getting to Michigan....makes me all sad.

Thank you for making a poor sick dog's life a happy and beautiful one. You are an amazing person.

I have a cat that I rescued when I was 15. She's 11 years old now and she has started to show her age in her movements and being disinclined to jump as much. I dread the day she becomes sick. Animals are such a blessing in our lives and it is remarkable the amount of love and joy they bring in for the short time they are here with us.

I am a relatively new subscriber (as of November 2016), I watched a bunch of older GTTSD videos to learn who Shiloh was. And watching your videos has helped me heal my broken heart from the loss of my own husky (Snowy Shoal). She had a very similar story, she had been a likely puppy mill dog that was mistreated & malnourished, and due to that she had kidney problems her whole life. Our veterinarian told us when she went for her first physical exam & wellness bloodwork that when we rescued her that she was in renal failure (kidney failure)... we were told she may only live 6 months to a year. My husband and I were emotionally crushed, and we radically changed her diet & water intake. We did all we could to help her & slowly her kidneys struggled to function normally... all of that said she lived with us for another amazing 8 years! But all good things come to an end, and my Snowy ended up with an inoperable brain tumor also... She began to get small seizures, and I had left my job to care for her. Snowy lived for another 8 months before she had a seizure that paralyzed her from the waist down. I remember that weekend like it was yesterday... I didn’t sleep or eat, I just tried to nurture my baby girl back to health, but there was nothing I or the veterinarians could do... My husband and I knew it was her time to go take that journey home over the rainbow bridge 🌈 November 6, 2016... Snowy Shoal lived to be 13 years old, and I am and always will be forever grateful for the time we had with her!! So, Thank You for making this sweet story/video of your girl, Shiloh!! ♥️ And Thank You for all the hard work & time you guys put into all of your videos, I also am forever grateful to God for the GTTSD channel for helping me through my pain and grief... Keep up the good work, Jessica & Jaimie 👍♥️🐾

I love her story i miss her thanks for sharing 💕 iam so glad you saved her she was a great dog i am having tears listening and watching this video hugs

We will never forget about Shiloh,Oakley and Shelby I miss them so much!!♥️♥️🐾😭😭 run free shiloh,Oakley and shelby♥️♥️♥️ your safe in heaven with God♥️♥️😭😘

I can't believe its been five years. I can't believe I have have been watching your channel that long. It seems like just last week. I started watching before Shiloh got really sick that last time. It has been an amazing journey that I feel honored to have travelled with you and that you share your lives and your dogs with us. i am excited about the future and the years to come with you and the girls. My family loves you so much.

My eyes are just taking a bath in water... thats all. I am really glad you posted this story, and i'm sorry for your loss but it seems like she lived a wonderful life with you.

Ohh gosh, Shiloh was the best. A bad start in life but you helped her live it to the fullest. She is missed.

Thank you Shiloh! For getting your mom and dad so far

She was beautiful thanks for sharing her story she was loved and had the best mom and dad she is missed

I can only imagine how hard this video was to make, Jess. You are so strong, even if you think you aren’t and even if This took a million takes to do. Shiloh is definitely proud of you and what This has become.

That's SO Sad I had no idea that they euthanize them :(! OoooohJess that's So Heartbreaking I feel your pain 😭😭😭😭What a Blessing for you guys to have each other!

I cried watching this.. I’m a new dog owner and I could never imagine losing my puppy. You all are so strong and she was too!

I told myself I wasn't gonna cry and here I am bawling like a baby. This is such a beautiful yet sad story. The amazing thing is, despite everything she was going through, she still looked like the happiest dog in the world. R.I.P. Shiloh

What a beautiful girl. I'm so glad she had your love and as wonderful a life as she ever could have. I don't understand any cruelty to animals in any way, shape or form. You are wonderful with all your dogs and I think it's amazing. 😍

''Very good story about Shiloh''....I miss her too!

Thank you for sharing Shilo’s story. She was loved very much by you guys and her you tube fans. RIP Shi❤️

It’s hard don’t get me wrong- but you gave her a life that changed her view for the 11 years you had her

Oh my goodness. I live in Arizona and my little girl that’s a dachshund was an over bred dog. My parents had bought her as a gift and later on has had so many issues with her back. We ran back and forth to the vets. My parents actually wanted to put her down. As a final attempt for my baby I bought some vetri-disk vitamins for her through amazon. She could walk again without dragging her hind quarters. I’ve had my baby, Penny, for 7 years. We have another dachshund, Pepper, who was given to me by a lady he’s 10 years old and I love him too. A couple years back on my trip to Mexico my brother got an overbred dog. Zues he’s a Malanois/Belgian dog. He got him from our uncle. My brother ended leaving for college and my father and I train and work with the dog (he’s separated from the dachshunds) 2-3 years ago when I visited Mexico again I found a kitten half dead on the street. So I took him to the vet and now he’s my other baby. Kirito, the cat, is such a sweet kitty. I live on a farm with chickens as well. I love animals and I see them as part of the family. Sorry if this is super long, I just wanted to share my animal story. Shiloh will always be in our hearts ❤️

Not gonna lie. I got a little teary eyed watching this one. Really Miss Shiloh.

Ok that was a tear jerker I'm 64 and I was tearing up watching that . Shiloh she was a very beautiful pup . Some day you'll see her again . Thanks for sharing .

I never got to meet her but how sad, sold at a young age and at a petstore.. Sick and sad, people only think about money. She had a awesome life with you guys thankfully! Shiloh runs free now.

I never got to know Shiloh but thank you so much for introducing her. This was so beautiful and brought tears to my eyes.

Thank you for sharing this. I started watching your channel 3 years after Shiloh passed away. I've seen some videos with her in it. I wish puppy mills were all closed down but I guess the only way to limit that is for pet stores not to be able to sell puppies unless they come from the pound and they are only able to adopt them out like working with the SPCA or Humane Society. Shiloh had 11 great years with you and Jaime even though she was sick a lot she had the best home and lots of love.

I wasn’t around your channel when Shiloh was around. I have just watched this video now and I found it lovely and sad. She was a beautiful Husky and I’m so glad you had the chance to love her and give her the life she deserved to have - with owners who loved her and treated her with kindness and respect. Thank you for being loving and responsible dog owners.

My heart hurts to know how Shiloh suffered at the beginning of her life BUT happy she wound up with you and you made her life a VERY happy one. We lost our girl Macy exactly 3 months after Shiloh went to the bridge and pray the are playing together along with the many others we have lost. Bless all your precious furones!

I was not viewer when Shiloh was alive but Her cuteness and memories melts my heart❤... Shiloh had most beautiful face and eyes and was truly The Princess 💕

How did you make it through this video without crying Jess?? I'm just tears despite the fact that I knew her story! *HUGS*

What a sweet baby, she was so lucky she had the best family to help her through all the hard times!

Jessica this is a beautiful video. Thank you for rescuing Shiloh from what would been certain death. Thankyou for caring enough. Shiloh will always be a shining star. She led you to us your Pawdience. I'm so very thankful for all of your videos. I struggle daily with physical health issues due to Spina Bifida and Hydrocephalus. I also struggle daily with depression and anxiety and PTSD. Please don't underestimate the power of your videos to brighten my day. There are days where finding a smile is so difficult. Shiloh, Shelby, Memphis and Kira help me find it. I wish I could tell you and Jamie all this in person but I am in the UK so I hope you see this message 💖

Oh my, I need to stop crying, great video, miss you Shi!!🌈

Makes me cry so sweet Shiloh is missed :(

Thank you Jen for all your work and for sharing your life with dogs, as well as making these videos. Having the snow dog vlogs playlists helped us when we got our malamute; she and I both enjoy your adventures. It’s so strange though: Shiloh is the only one of your dogs that she reacts to. Shelby singing= our Luna falls asleep, but Shilo playing and looking into the screen=she starts to speak.

Miss Shiloh so much. Sending love and light. Thank you for rescuing her. She's the beautiful girl who started everything. Thanks Angel Shiloh!

I miss shiloh 😔

Beautiful Shiloh. My husky is my world. The thought of losing him brings me physical pain. This brought hope that it is something you can survive. This also makes me want to cherish everyday I have with him. I’ll think about that next time he wants to go out at 4 in the morning and play in the snow.....love you guys!

God bless you for saving her. She was a beautiful special dog. Such a beautiful story. She is no longer suffering. Love sharing these beautiful dogs with everyone :D

Thank you for sharing her with us.

You n Jamie are so kind to bring her home and give her happiness in her life❤❤❤❤Im so touched 😭

This video is so awesome and sad at the same time! Do this type of profile for all your dogs. Even though I’ve seen very little of Shiloh, I feel like I’ve known her forever! Shiloh sorta has a little of each dog in her. A little bit of Shelby, a little of Oakley and a little bit of Nora in her. But you know what, Shiloh is in every single video you’ve made to date. She might be gone, but if you believe, and look carefully, you can see her spirit playing with the other dogs, messing with Memphis and Shelby and protecting Oakley. You did some camping videos where you showed the tow line, it had 4 leashes on it, Shiloh was right there using the 4th one. I’m sure by now you and Jamie may have gone through a box of tissues just reading our comments including this one, but I do think Shiloh is not dead, she’s just at God’s house playing with Sunshine.

Poor baby hasn’t had an easy life, but she is so loved and loves her life, you guys are amazing people

Bless you! I'm only three minutes in, but I'm already about crying. Thank you for sharing about this beautiful soul! I didn't find you in time to meet Shiloh. Puppy mills are horrendous. Unfortunately, around my area, they are even more common than other areas. Although you must be careful anywhere. I have always been an overly cautious. Overly anxious person, so almost twenty years ago, when we had to put my pup, Peanut, a mini dachshund I'd had from the time I was four, to sleep after she went into heart failure, and started having seizures, I took it upon myself to research, to find somewhere we could find a pup to give us love that, not necessarily replaced her, as that would never happen, but helped heal our hearts. I found a breeder about ninety minutes away, and told my family, with the understanding that it made me anxious, as while they did have mini dachshunds, they also bred about ten other breeds. Back then, puppy mill red flags weren't as widely known, but deep down, I didn't like that! My parents have never been the type to over think anything, and we actually got Peanut from a puppy shop. Needless to say, this was back in 1985, and things were much different back then, and I even remember them having the whole litter outside, along with the momma, and I chose and named Peanut, because she was the smallest one, that tended to get run over by her litter mates. And her little body fit in my mom’s palm, and she looked like a peanut. I was four... Anyway, my parents immediately called the breeder, and we went down to pick a puppy within 24 hours. We went to their home, but weren't allowed anywhere other than their kitchen, while the husband went "outside" to get two pups to choose from. Why outside, in the middle of January, why outside, even if they are in a heated enclosure? I'd want pups near us, to get used to humans, but that's me, and my overly paranoid personality. Why do we get two pups to choose from? Are their more? Why can't we see where you are keeping them? Where are their momma? Is she here? I obviously wasn't the one buying, so my opinions weren't looked at as important, it was my parents, who were just in dreamland with the puppies... which don't get me wrong, I was too, but I didn't like the situation. I would have taken them all! My biggest dream from the age of four was to have a "Dalmatian plantation" after all. We brought Casey home... me naming her again (don't know why, but I always named our family pets!) after the old Golden Retriever in the old commercial, that had trouble coming up stairs... "Come on, Casey, you can do it.", and she was my baby from the moment we got her. However, a week later, the seizures started. Which let me tell you, after having a dog put to sleep after having started having seizure, a new pup following suit is traumatic, to say the least. She was epileptic her entire life, and there is nothing anyone would tell me to convince me that that wasn't a puppy mill, and that her seizures weren't a result of that. Now my parents have Max. Again, I have my concerns...I wasn't there... but I know their breeder doesn't like visitors, and they have multiple breeds. Not quite as many, but still, multiple. And my family is touchy when I bring up the subject. Not judging, just concerned, but they don’t like hearing it. Max will be four in May, and was just put on phenobarbital. Same epilepsy meds as Case. Which devastated me, as it wasn't an easy med for her! Mom was overly nice with food, yes, but that med made her pack on weight, until she was just like a seal pup. I see pics of her now, and I just want to cry, as she wasn't exactly mobile, with her roly poly body, and her short stubby legs, but that medication was horrible for her. Max doesn't have as many seizures as she did... He just had a major one, but before that, it had been a year. This one, we had to take him to the vet and leave him there for a few hours though, as he wouldn't come out of it. He is okay now! His usual neurotic, playful self. (he was stung by a bee as a pup, and now fears EVERYTHING!! Very neurotic, but lovable) Puppy mills are a hideous thing. Honestly, I wish there was an easy solution. Even I miss the days of going to a pet store, and seeing lots of puppies. I mean, my biggest bucket list goal in life is to lay down on the floor and have puppies cover me from head to foot. lol I'm weird. Until then, I have my rescue pup, an am bulldog, am staff terrier mix, who is the love of my life. Though allergic to life itself. He's allergic to grass! And scared of lightning bugs! lol I love him though. Dogs are everything. I told my friend the other day that she loves dogs, but I am a dog person. She asked what the difference was, I told her that I could not survive without a dog in my life. Yes, she would like her dog, but animals aren’t a necessity. In my opinion, in my life, I would never be happy without at least one dog sharing my bed with me. Snoring and all. And I apologize for the length. There is nothing you can make me ramble about more than my pups.I had my cat Tommy when I was a teenager too. I got him because I wanted a rabbit. My mom thought a cat would soften the blow of absolutely not to a rabbit. This is also the woman who as a surprise bought me a pair of newts that had to be fed live crickets. She said "You always say you love all animals!" I was like "I do...all cuddly animals... and they are great, but I don't want to touch them, and I definitely don't want to touch crickets!!" If it's furry, or even feathered, and friendly, I'm good. They became her newts! lol

Thank you for sharing her story again Jess. I know it's not easy for you to talk about her. It also helps for people to hear her story so that they will adopt and not shop for their pets in pet stores. We have to get these puppy mills shut down. I know more states are cracking down on pet stores.

You guys have grown up sooo much since November that is soooooooooo amazing I will never forget you guys and all the hard work that you guys have done and whey will all ways remember the cute shiloh but shiloh is now in a better place that god is caring for her and shiloh will always be part of your family and he will care for you all day all night love you guys and Shelby ,okealy and Memphis 🐶🐶🐶🐶🐶👍👍👍👍👍👍😭😭😭😭👋👋👋👋❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ love you shiloh we will all remember you that you stared all of gone to the snow dogs thank you soooooooooo much 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🐶🐶🐶❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

I never got to meet Shiloh. She is one of the lucky dogs, rescued from horrible beginnings. You both are true heros to me!! I'm totally aware of pet shops who sell animals, HATE THEM! 😭😭😭

I remember when I was 6 years old and was a really quiet girl . But one day I stumble upon your videos and basically Shiloh and Shelby helped me reach out to others and made me smile every day.

I’m sorry you lost your husky Shiloh. She is so cute!

I love you Shiloh. You had the best family and they loved you. Shiloh: ”Hay people aren't so bad” Me: ”Shiloh the things that saved your life are called people”

I knew Shiloh was your first husky. But I didn’t know the hole story. It’s honestly as made me cry. What a beautiful story that is nowhere near over because she lives on in you, your channel and all the dogs you own and help.

We are happy to know this angel Shiloh, she is happy where ever she is now. And always looking for her family and always guiding you.

R.I.P Shiloh I miss her.... she was so so cute. Why was she sick? Like Oakley? I miss Oakley to... awww... I feel so so bad. For Shiloh and Oakley. Thank goodness Shiloh was not put down. 😍🥰😢😭 At least they both are in a better place.

I my god when I saw the notification I started crying and then I cried more during the video but I miss Shiloh I've been watching cense Shiloh was around

thank you for taking her in .. you gave her a happy and amasing life and she could not find better parents

I just recently lost my beloved Pitbull Vito. He inspired me to get into rescue. Since he passed I have rescued and adopted 2 Huskies. One of them looks just like Shelby. And the other looks like Oakley. I love them so much! And I'm so happy I am able to give them the love they deserve.

Jessica,you are amazing person. Thank you for everything you do,making our days happy with your videos. So much pure love into you... Im happy knowing that exist people like you are

I love your heart and love for your babies ❤

I kinda sorta cried watching this 😢. She’s in a better place now. Let Memphis know how awesome her big sister was!

I miss Shiloh, but I’m glad you took her in and made her life better!

I wasn't subscribed back when shiloh was around, but it's 4am rn and I'm crying. This was really nice and sad like I don't even Know how to respond

I’m not crying! You’re crying! LEAVE ME ALONE!

Jess, you say thank you to us for watching the videos of Shiloh, but we need to say thank you to you for saving her from the horrible condition she was in. You saved her life. Thank you for doing that. I never got to see her videos and I'm having a hard time finding them, but I hope that I can eventually find all of them and watch them.

This video made me cry. She looks so sweet, beautiful and wonderful and all the positive ful's you can think of.

Rip Shiloh u will be missed 😭😭😭😭 I almost cried

R.I.P Shiloh and Oakley 😔 I loved them and everyone else did

You know I've always been a dog lover and at 64 years old this story actually made me cry . I started to think about my dog TIPPY who I had as a kid for 13 years . Well anyway you have 3 very beautiful and very lucky dog . Thanks for sharing your story about Shiloi .

What a story! Bless that beautiful, sweet Shiloh! You gave her the love and healing she so needed and almost never had. Shiloh is up by the rainbow bridge watching over you, Jess and Jamie, and your pups, for the rest of your lives. You were her angels and now she’s yours 🥰🐕🌈

I cried. 😭

We miss you alot princess Shiloh, run free with Oakley and shelby :3 ♡♡

Shiloh will always have a special place in our hearts ♥️ here’s the story of my dog Roxy, and hold on tight: it’s sorta a long one. So it all started when my mom met my step dad which wasn’t until I was about 7. At the time I didn’t live with my mom due to personal problems. But- my step dad had a dog. An adorable 9 yr old (at the time) Purebred Pitbull. And this isn’t your “stereotyped” pitbull- man was this dog the biggest mush I ever met 😂 she was protective in all the right ways and so gentle with babies. Especially when my lil bro Konner rolled on in our lives on September 2, 2014. I was 8 in third grade and my mom and dad weren’t even a smidgen worried about Roxy with the baby. When we brought him home while he sat in his rocking swing Roxy would lay there next to him almost as if protecting him! When we moved when I was 9 going into 4th grade Konner was 1 and had the skills of crawling. He would jump, push, lay, walk etc. all over Roxy and she never moved an inch. But here’s where the sad part comes, over time it became harder for her to control her urinating so my mom and dad took her to the vet and this is now about Summer 2016. The vets put her on some medication and all was fine for a month until- it hit bad. So every month I go visit my family and friends In Massachusetts in the summer due to the fact I used to live their like I said earlier. Well about a week before I left it: it got REALLY bad. She was not in control of her urinating. She layed in one spot all day shaking- occasional whimpers and could barely lift her head to drink some water or eat. Seeing this broke my heart in two. She would have her good days where she could walk and her bad days, where she could barely lift her head. The day for me to leave for Massachusetts was sad for me, but little did I know that would be the last day I saw her. Before we left I pet her and hugged her and kissed her and told her I loved her very much. When it was time to go was hard for me. As I was the last one to go out the door I looked back at her one last time and waved goodbye and oh God. The look of pain in her eyes was horrifying. I hated it but I loved her so much. Fast forward a month later I meet my mom and dad halfway between Florida (where I currently live) and Mass at Virginia Beach. We get in the car we start driving and I start to utter the words “hey mom if we ever do get another dog..” but then she says “honey do you know?” and then I said “no, what?!” She says the worst and LAST words I could have ever wanted to hear: “Honey Roxy went to Heaven” I started Bawling my eyes out. I wasn’t even making any sound I was crying so hard. Turns out they put her down (due to a brain tumor) while I was Mass. we lost our beloved Roxy on July 16th, 2016. After we had her cremated. She’s in a beautiful wooden box on my mom and dads top bed frame with a rose over her. I miss every day even though it’s been 2 years and I’m in middle school (6th grade) ❤️ rip Roxy and Shiloh we love and miss you every day 😭😘 (PS she was 12 when she passed away)

I miss her this made me cry I will never forget her