Am from india....I wanted to see shinee😔

omg same :"""( I was tearing up a bit when he said "I never imagine I'd met such atrocious depression" or something along that line

no😭

Depression doesn't occur overnight, often the person has it for many years and just learns to control it.

@@ricecurrylife It's true. I've been suffering from it since summer/early 2017 (or at least it was when I discovered it that it had been living here inside me) and also thought a lot about taking my own life. There were countless attempts, yet never succeeded. No one can really persuade you on not attempting to do so. Just one simple problem may trigger it. No matter how happy you are for a few days, just one tiny detail can chabge everything. And no one else can really help you but yourself.

@@danaakiim Sorry to hear about your situation! I was speaking from experience too. It’s developed over many years, probably before high school.

I think at this point Minho knows how depressed he was. He tried to comfort him and told him the times he had excitement in his life, etc... Unfortunately no one can saved him.

@@HangTran-kv4rx yes ur right....

It breaks my heart how thought out he had it though. Like all 2017 was spent preparing and by then it was too late 💔 I think the last time he TRIED reaching out was his last live... He knew though... that nothing could change it...

snsd Sone that's the moment gave me goose bumps... all of them were looking at him 4 a moment 🌟🌟🌹🌟🌟

I would give my life so he could be happy and see his brothers (SHINee) again 😔

I was thinking that only. He gave clues for years but we didn't get it

He is in more depression. On many videos he left out the and asked help to many like visitung doctor sending message to friend about death. I saw a video where he sends a messafe as last message to one of his friend and she showed that message to her company and ger company told about this to his company. And also he said would people love him if he express who he really was. Its like some burden to him. He wants to live. But he couldn't hold it. He said he never imagined that he would be in such atricious depression and wrote book about it. But nothing helped him to live. Being in a music industry with overloaded schedule and writting sad songs being in same circumstance while you're in depression is not good. I want to ask and wonder why SM doesn't give him a some short of rest. And change in circumstance? SM already knew this that he is going under vicious depression. Y they haven't give him a break for while? I cried dor his death many times. Because i went under depression and i knew how it is. Itz like you doesn't want to die wanna live but something pushes you to die. Its a great war within myself. And its like at every dark and every night the death angels calling out your name in your ear. Hiw long we can pretend it not like that our name was being called? How long i can avoid those voice? How long i can avoid the eye contact. But i survived well by God's grace. I too reach for help to my friends and parents but none cant seem to be understand the reason of depression as we can't say why there is a depression r reason. Because we don't know. But it's God's grace. That i changed my environmengs and routines and ask help to god to survive these thiughts and i relieved. First thing i done is, my inner says me to die I'm standing in the height i want to jump from there. But literally i kneeled and looked sky and look down and beg the god let me survive. Let me out of these thoughts. And that deep inner prayer without voice god hears it. And from that day i had a change in environment and circumstances

And i literally survuved. I wish he lives. Y he dead? Y SM entertainmeng doesn't look for his short break due to his mental illness. Y he continued to have schedules y he continued to be in a music industry. Y he psychology doctor couldn't help him. Y he become death? Y his sufferung doesn't become as testimony. People saying he is happy there he us being in peace now. This words are just to comfort themselves. He doesn't wish to die. He want to be in oeace i agree it. But why tgis eartg doesn't been a peace dor him. He literally begged for help everywhere. Y can't he survuved and veen well being now. I want him to live to overcome his sufferings in this earth live in peave in thus earth itself. Y y y y he been dead. Y he is no more? He send a last message to his sister also. Before a week. Y they haven't look for him. Y they allowed him to live alone. In one video when he went to sees his native village he said you doesn't change at all(something like he suffered and hurt) being a lyricsist wouldn't be help if you are in depression. The only death which makes me vulnerable is jonghyun's, i dont knew him when he was live. I dont knew about korean industry 3 years before. But i kbew about his story after his death and it beeaks me to tears, i gone through same part. I feel connected. Y his sufferings are not becomes as testimony. Y is suffering are been sufferings till the end. I really dont know why SM didn't give him a break and make change in his environment. More than anything a life is a precious. If i can ask god i want to get him back not because he is idol but because I can understand his sufferings. From that day on i prayed for every people who are suffering like this should overcome it should victory over their death. I smile more and being playful about my sad and depression but that doesn't mean I'm not suffering. My soul suffers every night and dark. Being live is become a great task. No one should go to mental illness. I wish at somepoint they beg to god than to beg humans. Humans doesnt know the suffers out of blue. Human doesn't have awarness of it. But god has. Jonghyun face i couldnt forget his last video before he choose to die. He says now a days i feel much weaker i dont know why. And i think its time to sleep. He saud those words abd choose to sleep forever. Y jonghyun y. Y he is not alive? 😭😭

blinggg keyk 😍😍😍😘😭😭💔

happy 2 know u feel this way, dear😊🌼 & thanx 4 ur comment🌸

To think he was suffering then... It breaks my heart 💔

🕊Jonghyung 🕊

i'm sure it's "Skeleton flower", it was just translated differently in the video.

🌼 welcome, dearie!😘

mochi deceased yeah :(

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He is going to live in our hearts forever and ever😇

@@AsadKhan-rf6jk 🙁🙁

To heaven if there is one, to everywhere if there is rebirth but will always be a part of SHAWOLS and SHINee

Iman Jda "fire place"

Señales de que?? Todos sabían que Jonghyun sufría depresión

@@gatoska1464 oh En ese tiempo no conocía este género 🙄 Por cierto pensé que nadie sabía 🙃

@@AngieAlexMoreaVergara De que generó hablas?

el publico no sabia nada. Sus amigos no sabian nada. Solo sus amigos mas cercanos sabian de su Depresion pero solo una persona sabia como de descontrolado estaba su deprecion