The fact that SHINee was so shocked when he said vacation literally proves how much of a dungeon sm is lmao

awww i legit cried when he was saying how he was five times more free travelling alone but also five times more lonely and that his members have already become such a big part of his life without him knowing..they are the sweetest boys i swear

Jonghyun is so cute. Out of all the guys, I would love to go on a vacation with Jjong. Going to Japan, eating lots of delicious food, and going to anime themed parks seems like the best vacation ever.

My heart broke at the part where he said someday he'll come back with his kids #ripjonghyun

Seeing him happy like this is giving me so much strength now, but it's also bitter sweet. As the show got closer and closer to the end I began dreading it more and more. I didn't want it to ever end because I love seeing him smile. I wish I could go back and freeze that moment in time.

Hyper, chatty Jonghyun in a country where SHINee performs in domes, wearing a loud Batman logo shirt with oversized glasses, being followed by a camera crew: "Why is there a crowd? I thought no one would recognize me!" :)

Ahh Jonghyun! How he loved to work, how much passion he had, and how important his members are to him. Music, Work and his members was his life. Watching shows, and clips of him living is healing. Even tho he is gone now, i will always look back to him whenever im feeling down, listen to his music, feel the sound of his voice so i can feel stronger too. Rest in peace

i dont understand how someone can make me laugh and cry at the same time rest in peace

May you rest in peace in a world, far away from this one. Tears are cried down here, but up there , I hope you'll find your luck. You gave many people strength to continue their way in dark times, now it's time for you to find happiness. You did well, Jonghyun. You've worked hard. My condolences for his family, his friends, the members of SHINee and everyone else. Let's hold together and stay strong for them in this dark time.

Been binge watching all things Jonghyun since his passing and it's so bittersweet. Seeing him smile and enjoy himself made my heart feel warm, but it would break again knowing he can't relive those memories 😣 He was such a kind hearted person. He cared so much about his brothers that even during his vacation he always had them in his mind & even remembered to buy them gifts. Ugh, I teared up several times watching this: When he mentioned being lonely, how much he misses his family, every time he said 'goodbye', when he made that sweet wish for his band members, mentioning his insomnia and how he composes music to help cope, and don't get me started on when he said, "someday I'll come back with my kids", I literally had to pause it to have a moment of silence cuz that literally hurt me so much. I'm sure we all wanted to see him flourish, get married & have beautiful kids... it sucks cuz now we can only imagine. Jonghyun, you were so bright, so pure, so humble, and charismatic. You did so very well. I hope you're at peace and in a place where you can eat all the takoyaki you want..we will miss you & that infectious smile forever...❤️

He said he will back to visit Universal Studio Osaka with his children... but 5yrs after this he’s already died left us here devastated..... 😭😭😭 rest in peace oppa. You worked so hard 😭😭

I've watched this video since it came out. And every year since then I watched it. Can't believe someone soo wonderful is now gone. Hopefully he is in better place and is finally at peace.

Jonghyun is truly an amazing person 💐 he deserves the bets.

I've been watching jonghyun videos for the past couple hours... i miss him too much...

How happy these boys were. Not thinking that one day, pain will struck them deeply. How each of them wish this happiness will last forever for them. My 1st Kpop group SHinee. God bless you Key, Minho & Onew. Jong will always stay in our hearts. Keep going!!! Fighting!!

A few hours after his death...had to come back and rewatch this in his honor. Jonghyun you will be missed. Rest In Peace. We love you.

His personality is so amazing...it's so sad to know he isn't here anymore...he looked so happy and joyful on the outside. It's true you don't really know what a person is going through. And i worry for other K-pop stars. As a new fan of BTS i worry that they take care of themselves and that they help each other. Esp worry about Jimin, V and Suga. I urge BigHit to please take care of all 7 of the BTS members and that i wish to never see their names and faces on horrible news stories like Jonghyun. May he rest in peace...such a beautiful smile, face and i'm sure a beautiful soul...

this is such a sad day, I can’t believe our puppy has gone to heaven RIP Jonghyun

whoever's editing this stuff is such a huge stan lmaooooo "not wasting a single cute moment" jeezus

A place where Jonghyun enjoys himself, we miss you

You spread so much love and happiness just with your presence alone.... I miss you so much, I hope you're happy now, because you did a phenomenal job while you were here. This video is so different from the jonghyun I saw at the concert but I didn't think it would be so soon... I miss you. So much..

I wished he had known how precious and beautiful he was. I love him so much that it hurts me every time I see some pics of shinee or a headline with his name on it. He deserved every best things in this world. I wanted to tell him that having a soft heart in this cruel world is courage, not weakness. He’s done them all, dancing like a king, singing like he’s gonna protect this world with his golden voice, composing like he’s showing you his heart, writing like he loved every single person around him so bad that he didnt want them to suffer like him and wanted them to be healed from pains by his stories and lyrics, and living like a super shiny star, and an significant angel. Jonghyun, you were, are and will always be THE BEST ❤️ I love you baby 🌎

Re watch this show in the memory of Jonghyun who was bright and cheerful so everyone but not for himself. I did cried a lot thinking about life of celebrities who entertain the world but always fell lonely in their heart. Thank you Jonghyun and Shinee for their 10 years with fans and wish the members all the best.

awwww when he invited fans to take a picture together

i remember watching this video the first time when i just found out who you were. This video made me love you. You couldn't sleep like i cant most nights. I miss you so much

Jongyun would be an excellent TV presenter of some travel show, something like "Around the World" with Kim Jonghyun. It was extremely exciting to observe his adventures. His emotions are so natural and vivid that you can't stop smiling with him. He's adorable

I'm crying when jonghyun have insomnia and write a song before sleep JONGHYUN AHHHH :'(

i have no idea why.. but watching this right now makes me so sad. it is heart-wrenching to know such a beautiful soul has left us.. RIP Jonghyun ah...

He is so cheerful and full of life here. Beautiful kind soul gone too soon 😭💔

Heartbroken over the news, and my first thought was to come back and re-watch this video. Of his happiest moments doing his favourite thing - eating

watching this to relieve the pain

Hi. Now, with official statement of SM about Jonghyun, I want to remind myself about that Jonghyun I remember in 2013. Rest In Peace, Jong. 18.12.17.

i wish jonghyun never have to live alone, so he always had company

Watching this after Jonghyun's passing. I will never forget him.

When he say traveling is rest, it’s really sad now that he’s traveling forever! I hope he’s in a better place I love you and respect you so much Jonghyun

jonghyun. u will be missed❤ this was the first variety show i ever watched of u..... rip baby💔 be happy in the other world💜

you look happy here jonghyun :'). and again you always share happiness not sadness

i'm rewatching everything.i miss him already..

It broke my heart when he said “someday i’ll come back with my kids”😭😭😭😭

I can`t believe this angel is gone :( You`ll always be remembered Jonghyun...you did it good. R.I.P.

You know what pisses me off....when people talk about Jonghyun masking his pain to make others feel better like it's a noble thing. He should've felt comfortable sharing his feelings. People like you, with that attitude, make people with depression feel worse(I know from personal experience.)....Jonghyun felt forced to play that role because of the way Korean culture is and people like you. Feelings are meant to be expressed- it's not about people being happy all the time because nobody is-that's just a mask. People want to be listened to and not judged for their feelings. There are times for happiness and times for sadness. People that want others to act happy around them all the time make me sick- just remember that when you're going through shit, nobody will care because you ignored their pain and weren't a good friend. Jonghyun, I wasn't a shinee fan, but I unfortunately discovered your talent only after your demise. I'm sorry no one listened to you, understood you, or was there for you when your depression crippled you. It was not your fault and your therapist should be fired-depression is a disease, not a problem with your personality. You seem like a very kind man who fought very hard and I hope you're happier where you are. Sorry for coming too late. RIP❤.

in remembrance of the dreams finished and those unfinished

I’ve been watching his videos for the past 4 days. He looks so happy in this video. This was just 4 years ago. Still can’t believe that he’s now gone.

'someday i'll come back with my kids' this broke me.

It's beautiful to see Jonghyun so happy here, full of wonderment and excited like a little child. Always laughing that sweet, nervous laugh. When he said one day he'd come back there with his kids I felt tears running down my face. Rest in peace beautiful boy.

Watching this shows how much of a beautiful and sensitive soul he was. I only discovered him and Shinee after his death through BBC news. It still made me cry many times because I watched these happy moments especially his wish to return with his kids, knowing how it all ends.

this man is so introspective i love him

It's so difficult to follow along with the sub titles and view their beautiful faces at the same time!!!

Someday, I'll come back with my kids . Hurt. So. Bad. Now.

R.I.P Jonghyun

Watching Jonghyun, he seemed so happy at this time. I keep wondering.... Why? But i know none Of us will know why. You will be missed, beautiful soul and Voice. If you only knew how many people in this world loved you. Rip, beautiful ONE, and may god give Onew, Taemin, Key, and Minho strength to deal with The sadness.

44:51 - 46:46 is an absolutely hilarious bit kekeke But honestly, it hurts. Seeing how happy he was and just looking at his cuteness. It makes me sad that he felt so alone this year that he had to end it 7 days before Christmas.

7:09 I WAS DYING BC JONGHYUN (the one I like the most in Shinee) SAID HE WANTED TO GO TO THE PHILIPPINES!!!! GAHHH 😄😃😊☺😉😍😘😚😜😝😁😱😏🙌👌👊✊✌👋✋👐👍💙💜💚❤💗💓💘💋

im crying i miss him so much already

he was a really good composer! What a talent

RIP Jonghyun! I'm so glad you got to enjoy the fun part of Tokyo even just for a little bit. We the fans of yours gathered at the Yoyogi Stadium and prayed for you too. We miss yoU!

He's so smart, telling us the history behind the places he went ♡

How I wish he’s still happily eating in Japan...

thank you for chose and came to japan. we love you forever jonghyun...

It's so tragic watching this...all he wanted was to be "normal"...just like he said in his suicide letter. He didn't want to be known or collide with this world. I just... jesus christ...it's soul destroying. How the fuck did no one in his company, those closest, his manager..how did they not help him. Why didn't they give him a few months to just leave and travel and be normal. Kpop needs to change. I hope his death isn't going to be in vain. How many more idols are just holding on...how long until the next death...Jonghyun please rest in paradise

I'm sorry we all couldn't help with your suffering, but how I wished Jonghyun didn't give up and gave everything one more chance. How I wished something could happen that could've made him held on a little longer. He's such a beautiful, humble, sweet person inside out. Whenever I see pictures and videos of him smiling happily, my heart hurts so much. I wished things wouldn't have to end this way. You were worth it and always will . You did really well, Jonghyun. 2017 is coming to an end, I hope you see fireworks in heaven too, our dear Angel.

tbh im in love w this man

lets all go back to this time and stay here forever

So not only does this prove that at this time he was working on his album but it was also one of the songs in it! At 1:28:48 I think the name is Love belt? But I know for sure it was on it. This man has been my bias since day one. And honestly it wasn't because of his looks, his admiration for music is so refreshing and amazing to watch. He is such a genuine guy for everything he was to pursue in life. It's honestly so motivational just watching.

Jonghyun still feels so real to me, I can’t believe it just yet. I will miss you, for sure.

JongHyun, you did extremely well, you worked so hard to achieve your dreams. You're a talented, dedicated and amazing artist! I hope you can now freely express yourself without the judgements from others. R.I.P JongHyun

Always came back to this video when I was in need of a smile during the day. Really sad to see you gone. R.i.p bling bling you live on in the hearts of the many people whose lives you touched. Gone but never forgotten.

I've watched this right now ,and I can't belive that you will no longer eat so happily ,walk with with so much grace and enjoy your time like this! It was so great to see how happy you were in that time! I wonder when the rupture of your peaceful days was? I'll cherish forever what I've learned about you today! I wish the facts were different today ... I wish you just take a break go somewhere .... to rest and come back ... but now I only wish for you ..to rest in peace!

Everything I previously thought about Jonghyun has changed.

This makes me fall in love with him all over again. He really has a sweet, gentle heart. Also he’s just like me! We both eat fast, and are afraid of trains but will fall asleep on them!!

I haven’t been paying attention to Kpop anything for the past three or four years but Jonghyun got me to come back and watch Hello Baby and every video with SHINee as a group and him on his own because of everything I missed out on when I took my exit from KPOP as a whole. Even though I’m not heavily involved in it anymore I will always be a shawol. I miss you Jjong 💕✨

Its so sad that we can’t watch him anymore,😭but still he always in our heart.,may u R.I.P jonghyung.we are know that u are in a good hands of god.💐😢

thankyou for this video. Now I can remember every moment of him 😞

You did well Jonghyun⚘ Will be forever missed

Truly the most BEAUTIFUL man, inside AND out, that I have EVER seen! You're LOVED and MISSED terribly JONGHYUN!!!!! 💙R.I.P.💙

Ugh I'm only like two minutes in and I'm already dead at 1. Jong's shoes I just love boots on guys ugh 2. Tae telling key his teeth are beautiful 😭😚

He looks so, so blissful in this video. Traveling is rest to him. He said he wanted to rest this December. Wish he had travelled instead.

Today is 21/12/2017..On 18th december our beloved Jonghyun oppa left us forever.Today was the final day of his funeral. Some fans from japan said that early in the day they saw the pearl aqua green moon.Everyone claimed that it was Jonghyun oppa who give us a sign that he was okay.The whole day I was wondering about this then I find this video.I don't know what this mean.Because in this show Jonghyun oppa said that he wanted to go japan.This is confusing me so much.Is this a miracle?Or Coincidence? I hope for a miracle.Love you jonghyun oppa.You did well.Rest in peace.

1:58:00 crying real tears

I just wish that, when Jonghyun asked in his Instagram Live what he could do to change his mood, someone could suggest travelling to him. He looked so, so blissful in this video, happily eating and eating and eating and enjoying onsen. No tears in his eyes at all like he did in his last concert, Inspired, when he sang "Lonely". He did what he said he wanted to do in this video - compose and sing the songs he composed. But some of the songs that he composed before his death are so sad that makes me cry and ponder, how did he spiral into severe depression since this trip to Japan these past 4 years. If he had travelled more often, would it have helped to lift his mood? He even mentioned that he wanted to bring his kids to Universal Studios Japan. He didn't think he would commit suicide at that time. I still cannot accept that the man in this video had gone. I can't stop crying while watching his videos. JONGHYUN!!! COME BACK!!!

I am watching this again in 2017, it pains my heart, it truly does. No words can describe how i am feeling right now. For the past three days i have been crying due to sadness. I am rewatching videos of SHINee and JongHyun to hopefully ease my pain.

When he was talking about not being the other members and being lonely I felt my heart drop my babe

The way Jonghyun looked up from bridge reminds of his last picture from window!😥😥😥

honestly, out of all the members travelling with jonghyun would be the most fun and enjoyable jdbskskksks he really did a thorough research and all ++ his plans are all fun and indeed memorable 🥺💖

I m from India I really shattered when I heard of him really my heart aches but I m going to always remember him....May God bless his band😭😭😭😭😭

We're gonna miss you Jonghyun 😭😭 rip

Goodbye Jonghyun. i will miss you. decided to comment here as this was my fav video/reality show of jonghyun. used to watched this whenever i came across shinee reality show.

I love jonghyun oppa a lot. his songs his voice everything he's so cute and everything he dose is also so adorable his songs really make me feel In peace I love yu oppa I love shinee band... ✌ 😘

omg beautiful tonight was on there in the rough stages I CANNOT

Seeing them all made fun of each other lifted up my mood. Thank you. :'))

His a very deep person💙💝✨ Someone that is very calm and sincere ✨💙

my angel

Love his reaction when the shop clerk recognises him. So cute

this is food traveller👏👏👏.... jjong, you can't stop eating during in japan😂😂😂😂

You did well Jonghyun, RIP

Now he’s gone. Rest in peace Oppa 😭😭

Rest well, and be happier in your next life uri Jjongie..

Rest In Paradise lovely ❤

This video has only strengthened my desire to someday date/marry Jonghyun. I know it's impossible, but I'll keep fantasizing anyway. Wait for me in my dreams, oppa~

i remember watching this show years ago and i was so happy to see the boys have fun and resting but now it bittersweet seeing Jjong like this. One of the captions were Shining Jonghyun sigh