I’m only ten years old, and I’m over 100 pounds. My family keeps telling me to loose weight, and it’s mostly my mom. No one in my family acts like they love me, even though hey say they do. It honestly hurts so much..I’m still eating breakfast but I skip lunch and dinner and just go to bed. I’m still over 100 pounds. Nothings working. I think I’ve lost some weight, and I’m going to the gym more often, sometimes I sneak out during they day just to go to the gym. And my family doesn’t even know. neither my friends. I’ve chosen to stay away from my family and friends, I didn’t wanna be criticized. I feel likes it’s the right decision. I’ve snuck out a couple times at night as well. Damn it feels good to vent. Btw, this video is amazing and made me cry❤️😘😭
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
I don't evn know what to say.. You have to eat some more! It's their fault that you feel this way, and you dont have to be diffrent for them! They love you, and so do I
@kinuko54496 жыл бұрын
xIda Msp tysm, Its really hard reach teachers . I’m home schooled. :/
@kinuko54496 жыл бұрын
xIda Msp And yes I know , it might seem weird I’m sneaking out at my age..😓
@jennipawson61536 жыл бұрын
Omg babes fat or fin ur beautiful over 100 ponds = 100 ponds of love ❤
@hannas26026 жыл бұрын
Your perfect just the way you are , don't listen to your mom you don't need to skip dinner or lunch
@pixiiedusts6 жыл бұрын
2:47 - 3:12 OMFG DID HE JUST REVERSE TIME!?! OH MY LIFE GOLLY GEE POTATO CHIPS ;-;
@mari-ui9qe6 жыл бұрын
My sister basically almost had an eating disorder :) half and half. She wouldn’t eat, she’d come home from school with her lunch the same it had been when she put it in her bag in the morning. She didn’t eat dinner. She went to camp at school for 3 days. Nup, didn’t eat anything. She lost heaps of weight. Too un-natural. Her bones were showing through everything. I told her she’s not looking too good. Did she listen? Pfft no. What I find more devastating however, is how after she had lost so many kilos. About 5 boys started liking her. Then another one, another and the list kept adding more and more boys onto it. Yes I’ll admit, my sister wasn’t exactly that in shape before. and she kind of wasn’t happy about it, but she never showed her unhappiness. She still is very skinny right now. Her waist is tiny asf. Still not natural looking. I keep telling her that she’s doing better than she was, but she needs to put on just at least around 2-4 kilos. I keep telling her that she needs to be at around 50kg rather than 36kg.. Especially for a 13 year old. Yep. She’s thirteen. thir-fucking-teen.. thirteen.. And what am i? TWO YEARS YOUNGER THAN HER AND EVEN I KNOW WHAT SHE SHOULD AND SHOULD NOT BE DOING. thirteen. she’s not healthy.
@mooya21836 жыл бұрын
ItsJustMari xx Wth I'm Legit 10 and I'm like 40kg Wahtt?
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry for your sister, and I really hope she’s getting the help she needs! I’m glad that you’re being so supportive to her❤️ it’s sad that many boys only likes girls for their looks...
@AnimalLovers-ij8jv6 жыл бұрын
ItsJustMari xx im 14 and i weight 42 kg (im just 1,5 meters tho) but. Its normal but i weight 32kg before so i have gone up 10kg since februari, even tho i have hard to get up in weight
@denisabaciu56156 жыл бұрын
ItsJustMari xx I'm turning twelve lmao and I have like 36kilos and I'm not technically fit I'm quite chubby and my tummy has a bit of weight, lol, I do eat which is good. Not alot I barely neat, I only eat lunch at school :))) But I'm starting to lose alot of weight, and I'm starting to have stretch marks on my leg and tummy which I'm happy since I tried losing weight forms long time but idk if I should be happy or not 😂
@BleedingDevils6 жыл бұрын
This is so beautiful, I can barely keep it dry. Keep up the art!
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
Thanks i appreciate it!
@xxgalaxywolfxx78676 жыл бұрын
Cool
@leaf68796 жыл бұрын
Bíanca
@olivia-cj1hs6 жыл бұрын
Bíanca why am I so dirty minded ;-;
@dvbgnn43796 жыл бұрын
I love how you have not make a girl's history, I mean boys could have eating disorder too...
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
Exactly! But sadly not many notices, because they're mostly focusing on girls..
@dvbgnn43796 жыл бұрын
xIda Msp Yeah thanks for reply!❤💙😆
@fjdjsjsj16466 жыл бұрын
xIda Msp Agreed mainly because everybody expects girls to be so thick and skinny and they don't judge boys no one should be judged on their size
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
I KNOW RIGHT? So many people judges now-a-days..
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
Always!
@mspandroblox4ever9126 жыл бұрын
I feel so fat. I wish i could be a little thinner to fitin my class. I have a boyfriend and he say that he loves me the way I am.. But he lives so long away :/ one day I tried taking suicide but i ended up at the hospital :(: I just hate my body so much :’( And I love u so much 4 supporting us
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
You're not fat! And your boyfriend do love you, even though he lives so far away.. ):
@sniperwolf20076 жыл бұрын
Alexandra Larsen u got to always to stay positive I know what it’s like but think about ur parents ur bf would they like to see u in pain
@sniperwolf20076 жыл бұрын
U were given this life because ur strong enough to live it ❤️💚
@unicornbarfingrainbows75996 жыл бұрын
Being ugly is inside and that’s being evil. Being pretty is for everyone with a heart of gold. Being skinny is something we all want, but then we regret it. Being loved is having a great personality. Being a human doesn’t mean we all have to be the same, it means telling our own story. Being perfect is impossible, and even the “perfect” people have some problems
@emiliawcn6 жыл бұрын
God spared your life because you deserve to live. If you were born in the first place, that was because you deserved it. Don't think about suicide nor try to take your life, because you deserve to live. You never know what happens in the future. You might have another boyfriend that loves you, and then you might have kids. Never give up! I know it might be hard right now, but it will get better. I'm speaking from own experience. Keep on fighting! ❤️
@sugarberry79906 жыл бұрын
Thank you 💛
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
Glad you liked it
@emi-kj5oo6 жыл бұрын
I love your videos
@renevandijken13696 жыл бұрын
Super leuk
@renevandijken13696 жыл бұрын
Hihihihih ik vind het ook
@korpahuldra6 жыл бұрын
Ive been called fat so many times. i havent eated breakfast in 3 weeks :/ and i try to lose weight but its hard :/ especially when u are hungry all the time..
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
Oh my God! Sweety, you don't have to loose weight because og those people.. You're so much better than that! You're not fat at all, and you're beautiful in your own way
@neptune34656 жыл бұрын
I don't eat even when I'm hungry bc my "Friends" call me fat so the real ones always ask why I never eat but I never answer. I'm sorry you have to go through that I understand. I hope it helps knowing someone else understands ❤❤
@alicebergsskog25976 жыл бұрын
Lüshhh Msp DON’T care about Them THEY DON’T desersve ur tears or anything else!
@korpahuldra6 жыл бұрын
This made me in tears
@emmaosullivan33906 жыл бұрын
Lüshhh Msp Aw sweetie
@limelightgacha61146 жыл бұрын
I love how big our heads are in msp
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
xDD
@kinuko54496 жыл бұрын
Lmao
@mb-hn8dz6 жыл бұрын
Same we are smart in msp plus I am too smart cause i,don't date ppl c use its online dating
@aimeetheunicorn35106 жыл бұрын
true lol thats why i want the bangs so the head doesn't look so big xD
@4nge1v6 жыл бұрын
And that we only have one ear too
@kiera84316 жыл бұрын
Oh my, this is so beautiful. It’s so great to see a video spreading awareness on such a topic, and it’s amazing to see that you’re showing a male going through an eating disorder, because not many people are aware that it affects men also. Well done💕
@lottie47876 жыл бұрын
omg I cried, This is amazing and to everyone reading this you don't have to change anything about yourself! You're perfect
@manicsowder54676 жыл бұрын
This video made me cry... Its so thoughtful of you to do this... Thank you!
@kaelynnendrusick66966 жыл бұрын
I used to have an eating disorder and I got treatment and survived 😊❤ this took me back...... But thank u for giving out thus video ❤❤❤❤😊😊😊
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
I'm so happy you're better now! Keep going like that (: But i'm sorry for bringing back bad memories though ):
@kaelynnendrusick66966 жыл бұрын
xIda Msp its ok:)
@dinmammam55806 жыл бұрын
This is so good and you have right ❤️❤️😇
@user-hi8bh6 жыл бұрын
The end had such a powerful message...thank you! 💛
@sophiebowron99566 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this, I love you are supporting others
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
Thank you! And tha's true!
@CoreyThomas-fi7tf6 жыл бұрын
This beautiful! It made me cry. Thank you ❤
@shaylacasey2535 жыл бұрын
Very happy you decided to have the character to be male to put out that men struggle with it as well, most only show girls but its good that you’re acknowledging men but also everyone in general, really appreciate it💕
@xidamsp61065 жыл бұрын
Thank you! I just think it's important to remember that many boys out there doesn't like their body either. I believe that there's a lot of boys out there who's not getting noticed the way girls are about ED's and I hate that thought, that was also why I made this video
@shaylacasey2535 жыл бұрын
xIda Msp yeah ik a few that are like that, it sucks thanks again for putting this out there💕
@carolinevegas58925 жыл бұрын
We are all beautiful and we have all perfect imperfection ! Incredible video !
@daizy29646 жыл бұрын
Omg this made me cry what the actual fuck .. Keep up with the good work .. And you're giving people advise to NOT hate theirselves Thank you
@elmabackstrom70786 жыл бұрын
in the end i started to cry :/ this is so beautiful...
@angelicasvensson82206 жыл бұрын
Oh frick..... I cried.... ALL THE TIME!! 😂💕 Great vid.
@kira-lynn71606 жыл бұрын
I have an eating disorder.....this is beautiful
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
I hope you're better and will begin to eat a little.. You're beautiful and deserves the world!
@kira-lynn71606 жыл бұрын
Thank you!
@keincookie93546 жыл бұрын
same same i’m already in a hospital 🙄
@cicisister63936 жыл бұрын
Kira Playz Msp same but I have a DEADLY eating disorder
@keincookie93546 жыл бұрын
Cici Sister uuh same but already escaped death the doc gave me 1 day. if i wouldn’t eat in this time, i’d have died. 🙃
@hannahm75396 жыл бұрын
I personally don’t have an eating disorder, but I think your such an inspiration, and an amazing person for supporting people with one, and replying with sweet paragraphs to all those who do. Your incredible 💖
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
Summer MSP thank you so much for saying that! ❤️ You’re amazing yourself ❤️
@msprivals28796 жыл бұрын
Awh this was cute well his sad face was cuteeee
@preetikasius78726 жыл бұрын
Only girls always so i love how u make this one about boys 💕
@ok-tf8pl6 жыл бұрын
This made me feel so good about myself since I used to get bullied about how thin I was, you are such an inspiration❤️
@piinksmsp57386 жыл бұрын
"Connor I just want to say.. that i-i.. i like you... - a latte..."
@lpsfiretail64456 жыл бұрын
Hahahh the pun
@idontfwlosingdogs6 жыл бұрын
Been like this, gone through this and still not over it, but i’m so surprised how good this is and then the ending made me cry. Thank you so much for this, it was beautiful ❤️
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
I am so incredible sorry for you! I'm proud of you for still fighting and trying to get over this horrible disorder
@idontfwlosingdogs6 жыл бұрын
xIda Msp Actually been able to eat normally for a few weeks, i’m really happy for that since my friends supported me too, and thank you so muchhh
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
I'm so glad to hear that! Keep on going, you're doing greatttttt, and you have amazing friends!
@staticforest20116 жыл бұрын
Omg i cried at this!! Thank you so much!! Like thank you sooo much you have no idea how much this means to me. Just idk what to say... thank you.. thank you so much♡♡
@rhia24916 жыл бұрын
Wow I'm nearly crying x so beautiful
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
Thanks!
@alichui98656 жыл бұрын
Thank you this actually made me think of what I'm doing. I'll stop :) I'll try to :**
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
I'm so happy that you will try! And i hope you'll get help to get better (:
@cereja49486 жыл бұрын
Thank you for making this because i was feeling this way of how i wasnt pretty and i lost alot of weight to the point i became 47 pounds or around 40 pounds and i just wanna say because ive been through this its not pretty at all. And all i want to say that you are beautiful just the way you are💛 and last thing when you do this your family starts to worry about you and about your health talk to your family about it dont be scared at all they will find help for you to feel better.💛Just please dont do this..
@millxemsp80766 жыл бұрын
This is so sweet ❤️I started crying the first time 😂😭but I loved probley cuz I replayed so much times in till I stopped crying but I couldn’t 💖I love ur support keep up 🔥and ur videos r amazing 😍😱
@bethaniex69016 жыл бұрын
This video is amazing it actually made me cry this is a really good way to make awareness to eating disorders wow please keep up the good work this made me subscribe :)
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
Thanks!
@aestheticx7056 жыл бұрын
You should never change yourself for anybody!! You are PERFECT. Don't let anyone tell you different (:
@ilikechocolate25756 жыл бұрын
Its good that u show that there is some boys with disorders like this too ❤ thank you for making this video
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
Rosisa00 Ponia01 always! I need to show people, that it’s not only Girls, but boys too❤️
@ashl-yc6 жыл бұрын
This vid made me cry it was so beautiful
@goaway737225 жыл бұрын
Exactly! I’m so glad u think that way girl!
@Leah-vs3ni6 жыл бұрын
Omg thanks so much my sister has two of thos things thanks for makeing this u brought tears to my eyee
@julia-chan36176 жыл бұрын
Omg this is so good! 😢😍❤ It's sad but so beautiful 💖 I love it! ❤
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
Glad you liked it! ;*
@ktmorris55296 жыл бұрын
i know what this is like. i’ve tried to starve myself, it only lasted a few days though as my family noticed i wasn’t eating and bought me mcdonalds hehe. anyway back to the point, everyone is beautiful just the way they are! we shouldnt change for what other people think 🙂! god gave u a life bc u are strong enough to live it. we are too strong to affect our lives guys! love to all of you!
@tristful66206 жыл бұрын
at the end when u said and your not alone with whatever who ur fighting with i was nearly to cry bc that happend to me xD
@marshxd63426 жыл бұрын
I love this video!!!
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
Thanksssss o3o
@gabrijelaviric68146 жыл бұрын
Food is my life,my parents tell me i need to stop eating that much,but....I CAN EVEN STOPP
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
Lmaoooo
@abigidiot7526 жыл бұрын
this is called being related to someone: SAMEEEEEE (I can't stop either lol)
@froggo45116 жыл бұрын
Food is my life I can’t live without food for a day
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
Same xD
@hannas26026 жыл бұрын
BTS TYPICAL ARMY same
@aika5376 жыл бұрын
BTS TYPICAL ARMY same ;-;
@Nina-el8ke6 жыл бұрын
Army?? 😏
@cranidv6 жыл бұрын
This is so sad and it’s beautiful 😭💖
@nicolerodriguez2076 жыл бұрын
I love it sm , its sad too ❤️
@giannaerrigo69816 жыл бұрын
The end got me so tear up I’m am trying to get in shape but honestly you don’t have to be skinny just be who you wanna be❤️
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
I feel u girl lol
@xolowelle39876 жыл бұрын
The last words made me so happy like so happy im about to cry
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
Awhhh
@xolowelle39876 жыл бұрын
Ty
@chikennugget51606 жыл бұрын
P E R F E C T ♡
@werewolfhowlers12396 жыл бұрын
;o Theres this one guy in my class I try not to stare at him but yesterday he called me fat._. So I didn't eat from that lunch time._. But i eat my breakfast!!
@jineliscostas85606 жыл бұрын
True
@jineliscostas85606 жыл бұрын
xIda Msp u are so right!!!
@werewolfhowlers12396 жыл бұрын
@xIda MSP I still eat c: I listened to my heart 💖
@davidpitts54976 жыл бұрын
thx fot sharing this it help alot! :)
@marklixz6 жыл бұрын
b b beautiful!
@abbiehogan73336 жыл бұрын
I'm crying , but thx for the advice
@mango62976 жыл бұрын
This is cuteeeee😍
@justinsboyfriend85196 жыл бұрын
Aww this is so cute I can’t
@farachkarolland80926 жыл бұрын
You seem to be the first of many to touch up on male eating disorders. I praise you for such.
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@alessiacerys53346 жыл бұрын
This is a beautiful video, you are so inspirational and amazing ilysm, please don’t stop making yt videos. They’re so good x
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
I'm so thankful! I'm really glad that you like it, and of course i'll keep on working for you guys
@alessiacerys53346 жыл бұрын
xIda Msp yayayayyyy thank youuu, just watched the newest ep of paper crown as well :))
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
Awh thanks! ;D
@alessiacerys53346 жыл бұрын
xIda Msp nppp I must admit I never clicked on a vid so fast, I was so excited 😂 (I still wasn’t very early tho ;-;)
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
Aawhh xD It's fine, maybe next time ;D
@gracetheunicornukmsp7426 жыл бұрын
Thank you this helped me a little and gave me a little more courage, a few months ago one of my so called friends called me little miss fatty and that lead me to have an eating disorder I haven’t eaten breakfat in about 5 months and I will throw away my lunch at school and when I get home all I will eat is rice for tea, I am currently and 12 years old, 5,1 ft and I weigh 89lbs but I’m getting a little better, my lowest weight was a couple months ago, I was the same age and height but I was 74 lbs. To everyone out there with an ed you will recover, you are special, you are not worthless, you deserve to live a happy and worry free life Xxxxxx
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
GraceTheUnicornUKMsp I’m really happy that you’re trying your best, it takes a lot of courage! Just keep on going, but please tell someone, because you can’t fight this alone ❤️❤️❤️
@icanandiwillsnatchyourweav3686 жыл бұрын
I love this so much. Made me realise I shouldn’t be doing what I’m doing just to look better because in my eyes I am ugly. Also every video about an eating disorder is a girl, boys suffer too so I am happy you made the character a boy
@mrs.mikaelson22536 жыл бұрын
Tysm this Video helps me ❤
@evelyngonzalez4406 жыл бұрын
YOU MADE M CRY D: I FEEL THE SAME WAY
@lilly-cq3eb6 жыл бұрын
I love this because not only girls have these problems thank you so much.
@adrijansan76576 жыл бұрын
You helped me a lot 💘
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
Yayy! Pllease take care of yourself
@pwrrgrrl6 жыл бұрын
THIS HELPED ME SO MUCH THX ILY ive been lying i havent atend lunch in a week :(
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
Eatttttt)):
@mooya21836 жыл бұрын
Thank You this Video Helps A lot 😢😯😯
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
Always!
@eviemsp58866 жыл бұрын
💕 LOVE THIS
@Gracielalalaaa6 жыл бұрын
Thanks c:
@ronaldpetrina15406 жыл бұрын
Well i am one of those people so thank you for this beautiful video❤
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
If you're still fighting, please tell someone and try to eat a little.. You're so gorgeous and you don't have to change yourself!
@ronaldpetrina15406 жыл бұрын
xIda Msp thank you so much❤❤❤
@xx_gera_xx38266 жыл бұрын
Nice love it
@melatien6 жыл бұрын
i dont eat proper food.. i luv this
@lindaa84336 жыл бұрын
This video Made me cry so Much.
@bethany33836 жыл бұрын
I LOVE YOU
@friendzeees6 жыл бұрын
Thank you. This year ill be a freshman in high school. I went through out junior high not eating lunch or breakfast. My family knew I didn’t eat breakfast but it wasn’t such a big deal but if they knew I wouldn’t eat lunch they would be very worried and now im able to eat lunch and breakfast thanks to this [no joke this helped me a lot]
@EvelynLausk6 жыл бұрын
amazing videos.
@wxshu6 жыл бұрын
i love it so much how the mum says urself not yourself xD
@leahchecketts73926 жыл бұрын
Now I watched this it just brought my memories back from when I wasn't eating
@nojifkeghdglp68466 жыл бұрын
this means alot xxx
@yanaprouductions69136 жыл бұрын
At least someone understands that people have problems.. even me, but thank you for supporting my problem of being fat and not to eat.. and it's not just my problem that I have but others too :) I am very sure God will be pleased to send you to heaven when it's time.. (I'm Christian xD)
@yokootersmellfunky6 жыл бұрын
I love how it's from a boys pov and not a girls, also I always feel like I am too fat and feel people always judge me. I am actually not eating at all right now and working out and I'm thinking about my decision, thank you for this amazing video 💞❤️💞
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
You're on your way to get anorexia, but please think about what you're doing, because this could be very dangerous! You're worth so much more than this, and try to tell someone how you feel about yourself
@atoz25766 жыл бұрын
You made me smile
@athinamsp1296 жыл бұрын
ahh i can’t stop crying my llamas out 😭
@cloudybunnii6 жыл бұрын
I love this so much! I cried a lot because it was beautiful! Thank you for making this. I have depression and i get bullied a lot because people say that i'm fat... One time i tried to kill myself because of all those mean people out there. Lucky my parents en my friends helped me. They said i shouldn't give up. And i didn't. (You got a new subscriber)
@anunknowngirl10876 жыл бұрын
I love how you used a boy for the eating disorder thingy, because there are more girls with this problem, but we mustn't forget the boys
@iiomqits_alexa15516 жыл бұрын
ACkkkkk another coincidence xD my Freaking name is hailey aswell xD same spelling Omg ;D Good video gurllll
@robyneliussen80786 жыл бұрын
NEVER give up on life you are beautiful just the way you are😍😍😍
@theoffice_fan123456 жыл бұрын
I found this song from you and I LOVE IT ❤
@camillagylling40036 жыл бұрын
This actually made me cry
@miriamalopez86 жыл бұрын
This made me wanna cry hard ( and i did)❤️
@unwantedlmao27546 жыл бұрын
😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I cried so much and kept watching it over and over so amazing😭😭😭
@yushieravlogs88076 жыл бұрын
For all the people with anorexia/eating disorder You are beautiful just the way you are.. There is hope, just hold on tight. Its easier said than done but it will get better, if no one will love you as you are then, i will. I know you might think you are a waste / mistake but i truly think that you are a miracle. No one should be able to bring you down , if you ask for help.. it doesnt mean you are weak.. In my opinion.. i think that you are beautiful.
@Gracielalalaaa6 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@pearbear.5 жыл бұрын
Omg this made me cry OMG Im STILL CRYINGGGGGG...
@vaaarikas6 жыл бұрын
i cried. i don't have disorder or smth but there's this boy i like..he's like two years older, almost three. i have tried eating a lil' less but it doesn't work. sometimes i consider just not eating.
@nicolabirley15616 жыл бұрын
so sad but ADORABLE
@robloxdancesolosquad30066 жыл бұрын
KEEP GOING
@SapphireMelMSP6 жыл бұрын
This is so beautiful it made me cry. I'm fat but aha I keep eating cos honestly idgaf
@yagmurdeliorman12406 жыл бұрын
Wow. I have never seen my self in a video before. Thank you so much, but I can't change this disorder.
@xidamsp61066 жыл бұрын
Sky Johnson of course you Can! You can’t let the demons win.. please search for help❤️❤️ You’re absolutely amazing and gorgeous, I can see that in your picture!! ❤️❤️❤️
@yagmurdeliorman12406 жыл бұрын
xIda Msp awe thankss
@camillealderson31036 жыл бұрын
i cried while watching this just to confess i actually have a eating disorder...