Underrated

sounds good tho..

ghowz calm yourself we’re all here to chill lol

@@hmmm413 relax dude..

@@hmmm413 there is always one angry person in the comments of a slowdive song

It is, indeed

Same, i still get tears in my eyes.

Me too

Mr. Robot vibes

Yes same, really strange...

JD L It's the kind of tired that nothing could ever fix...

I felt that

Well stated, my friend.

@@onur7194 death will

I like black women, they are so hot

You deserve a hug! Here's a virtual one ლ(ᴗᴥᴗლ) Everything will be fine, don't worry :)

You worded it perfectly my friend......

How do you keep going? I'm currently going through this right now.. it feels like I'm sinking and i'll never find a way out. I never felt THIS bad before. I'm scared I'll never find my way..

@@dixienormous6969 there is no magical way to leave the depression and become free of its horrific pain. All i can say to you is based on my experience which i am 100% sure is completely different from yours. So what i did is irrelevant as we are experiencing depression differently. All i can say is live, please. Somedays you wouldn't be able of getting yourself up from the bed, that's fine.. other days you will feel the whole world weight is glued on your shoulder.. you can handle it.. just pass the days, day after day.. because depression is malicious, it came off as a very rational way of viewing the world, the thoughts appear in your mind as if they were real and logical conclusions. But in fact they are not thoughts, they are a disease that is consuming you and everything it creates inside of your head is an illusion disguised with a realistic perception. So here are some suggestions that might help a little. dont stay alone. if you can afford a therapy go for it. read some good self help books but don't be pressured to finish them. Start a hobby but first remove from you mind the need to master it. hang out with easy going and funny people, not necessarily friends, just people you would occasionally meet and never meet them again, like in tourism groups or volunteering campaigns.. etc. And finally give yourself time.. healing is a process not a to-do task you can accomplish during one day. I promise you, it will get better.

stay strong love

me too, pure existentialism....amazing song

@@gabrielv7048 yes

It gives me company in my pain, it provides understanding of how I feel

Right? It's that bittersweet comfort of nostalgia. Loss but also sense of content.

It makes me super suicidal

It'll inevitably hit you like a full-fledged freight train one day anyway so make sure that 870 of yours or any ammo is not anywhere near you when the time comes. Memento Mori.

i love you

Melancholia.. Nostalgia.. Some piece of everything, but I am also still wondering

drogas, Alison y cabaña en medio del bosque.

sadness

I think the average person, doesnt know. I think the person who knows, wouldnt want to.

@@koekiejam18 hell

same for me man...2 years ago i met someone special lived with her and then lost it all...this song was always on my mind for few months keep your head up 👍🏻

Oh brother.

i felt it brother. you'll have better moments that you're going to describe as some of the best in your life, chin up.

oh man. it hits.

I felt that,brother..

All I hear is reverb

Anthony Johnstone, That’s shoegaze for ya’! 😂

Me

No se lo que dice, hablo español, pero ne siento tremendamente identificado

Feeling this so much lately. When will this feeling go away?

Honestly what I tell people is this, Before suicide try drugs.....Hear me out, If you are depressed to the point of suicidal ideation what do you have to lose? You may catch an addiction but you will be happy again and at least not dead!!! I will tell you funnily enough that shooting Heroin saved my life, I wanted to die and was going to OD on Heroin and never had done it, Had a friend come and show me how to shoot it but I wanted to say goodbye to alot of people first so I just did a small shot......I immediately cried and stopped wanting to die. Life felt like it had purpose again and I did get caught in a whirlwind for awhile but I came out of it knowing drugs can make you want to live again. Although I would suggest LSD or Ketamine not what I did.....

@@koffinkat666 I've been wanting to try H for quite a while now.. I'm just scared I'll get addicted first try. I've tried other drugs like Mary Jane & disco dust etc. But never something as intense as H... I've been interested in it since around the age of 14 when I used to watch so many druggie movies at the time. But if someone were to offer me some, I probably wouldn't decline.. I don't know where to find any where I'm from though.. mostly I just do xanax now, I try not to do so much on a regular basis since the withdrawal from it is fatal but ummm yeah around where I'm from my plugs never sell H. I'd definitely have to search deeper but it's probably best if I don't. There must be another way out from this neverending dreadful despair I am feeling every single day. I don't like drugs.. I really don't. I almost OD'd on disco dust. I was so stupid. I regret that. I just don't want for drugs to be my crutch all the time for whenever something goes wrong or I'm feeling lonely and depressed. I don't want that as my crutch. I'm glad H saved you though, that's quite something to say haha that H actually saved your life, usually it's the opposite. I write too damn much lmao if you didn't read it all, I don't blame you but if you did, thanks.

@@dixienormous6969 No worries, Disco dust? Is that Cocaine or? The thing about H is it seems so much more scarier than it is as long as it is real H and not phentanyl. Of course you don't start shooting it you smoke or snort it and it is an instant warm blanket of happiness, Yah the problem is some of us may get better or some not as far as being depressed so.....Trust me I wouldn't try H unless you are literally at the end and are thinking about suicide THEN it will save you like it did me but it was hell to get off of. Funny thing is you can use H the rest of your life and not die from it ONLY by overdose.

@@koffinkat666 Yeah disco dust is cocaine haha it's my favorite name for it among all the other ways to call it. I used to do it quite a lot especially in high school just so I can be and feel more confident.. so sad looking back on it now. I don't like to tell anyone about it unless it's online here and nobody I know will find this comment which I really hope they don't lol but yeah that stuff didn't help at all in the long run. I bet it caused some brain damaged for sure, not only brain but other organs. I just wanted to love myself and I always choose the wrong ways to try and feel good and be okay. I still don't love myself at all but I'm trying to work on it.. currently seeing a therapist. And yeah H seems so intimidating.. the thought of injecting it seems so much more terrifying than snorting and smoking it. The movie Requiem for a dream kinda scarred me so maybe that's a good thing but I still feel like I'd try it if someone were to offer me it, just so I can feel this "warmest blanket feeling" and "feeling so unbelievably loved" feeling people say you feel when you're high on it and if that's true, if that's how it actually feels, well then, I'd for sure get addicted because that's exactly how I want to feel now and how I've always wanted to feel ever since I was a wee lass. How bad were the withdrawals from H? Were they as bad as they movies portrayed them? How long did it take you to finally overcome the addiction? I honestly don't think that an addiction that intense will ever leave you, I feel like in some way you'll always crave it, just not as much but it'll always be there in the back of your mind. At least that's how my addictions are.

@flor de loto haha yes, I am still alive

Great to hear that people, who used to hear this 5-6 years ago, are still here

@@Cnia9 I hope you have a great life now and stay strong.

I can't remember my past my memories are really fading away fast even im 16 i can barely remember my 14s

You described it perfectly. You made this song even more amazing for me.

@@hiliax It doesn't get easier -- me, a 26yr old with zero recollection of the past decade and what I did with it.

great comparison, indeed :)

This is far from that garbage genre, this feels like some fucking song made from the graveyard

I can confirm that.

Yeah

Dude that's true!!!

I know none of you yet I wish the best for you all.

I'm officially the 69 like of ur comment

dont worry pal, i feel the same way

we didn't ask for this

Damn i feel this.... it doesn't help that i'm such a failure either....

xD

I want to die, I just don't want to do it myself

Yeah im the first one but future can't be build when no one gives you hope

That game is full of great quotes

Did he send you to the shrink?

@@buckplug2423 no haha lmao we dont do shrinks in here. u shut ur feelings up and move on

@@koubrrr Dude that's really not good. Even if it's not something "you do" you should tell him you need one. Bottling up your feelings is gonna hurt you in the long run

@@tbhon ive had multiple breakdowns in front of him. ive tried to explain to him. we come from south asian conservative country. he doesnt get 'mental health'. no parent does. barely any adult sees a therapist, let alone a teenager

relatable*

Bruh I thought you were actually gonna write the lyrics 😂

+luisaceitunofilm mine too

+luisaceitunofilm thats slowdive for you

Whats left aside from a shallow and empty shell of a human...

I tried crying a couple of days ago but just couldn't

Cringe

me too kardeşim me too

Zaten o yuzden bu sarkilarda buluyoruz kendimizi

dayanın.

Me too abi, me too

:')

same, i miss the heart-warming love of a stable family

we never knew how precious that was... and how cruel it is, never to be able to do it again... they did everything for us and we were a pain in the ass...

I love you all keep going ♥️🕊️

Ouch I felt that.

I see what you did.

I like your attitude man.

I have control over my stupid little life yet I want to end it. It wouldn’t be national news, no one but my community would even care. It’s so insignificant and fragile.

Hey, I don't know what you've been going through- life is tough at this age for sure, but I heard your cover of Pachelbel's Canon in D, and it was seriously good. If all else fails, you have serious talent, and I hope you continue to put out more music. You're still young, there's sooooooo much time to turn the boat around- i'm stilllll working towards my goals right now and i'll be turning 25 this year

Turning 25 this year wasted 7 years on vidya still no sign of hope

26 going 27 still holding on for hope

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Good lord, you found words in the reverb? You've got a real talent! Thank you so much!

he is translating the language of gods

Thanks, Halpert

Not the real lyrics. They are writted as if made by a translation from google lmao. Slowdive are english speakers

So no one gon talk about his name?

you dont know how to download videos from youtube?

@@memberofchat2825 can you include that in a spotify playlist you're making for someone else? I don't think so

know the lie you were told, that you know.

Christian Death-Romeos Distress

Wonderful.. I'm still doing it.. since nearly 20 years.. This song took me through some tough times, I can't believe I am so old now... Sometimes I thought about suicide but then I thought about how meaningless life is and that it doesn't matter. So I just lived and lived.. going with Slowdive I wish you the best, man. Your comment made me really feel about life and how time passed

Was it you that killed me, or did I kill you?" Abel answered. "I don't remember anymore; here we are, together, like before."

Cherophobia

Tha3rdworldghost the fact that I didn’t know what this phobia is until I googled it, only to realize I may have this condition really ducked with my head

I feel that so much.

I’m sorry man :( I don’t know what to say

I'm sorry too, it is hopeless for a lot of us

"It's like a birth, but it is in reverse. Never gets better, always gets worse."

Keep going

I am such an idiot, I almost thought that was a song by the beatles

wouldn't they have had to have been prescribed Prozac to miss a dose?

GexxOn I know it will end sooner or later. But deep inside I hope that maybe it won’t be the end of my life

Few hundred milligrams of melatonin should give you a nice, long, sleep

Don't give up! Life is always beautiful, you got your chance to make something extraordinary, don't waste your time here on earth!:) )

Talk to friends, family, those you trust. Things are rough now but it will get better. There will always be someone to offer a shoulder for you to rest your head on.

Thanks friend

*why apologize like you're the one behind it all?*

It's okay, i got used to it

I think this song "sadderdaze"

thankyou.

These are the Lyrics you hear but are they the actual lyrics? Because I read along and a TON of parts the words did not match.

​@@koffinkat666no, It's not the official lyrics. It's as close as we get to the real lyrics though

@@ISawTheSun_ Gotcha, I gathered as much watching other lyric videos and many of them have conflicting words, We all hear what our inner voice thinks is right when we don't know the true lyrics which is beautiful in a way, That is why I like Early Grimes Records because she said she will never give out lyrics because she loves hearing what other's minds eye captures from the audio. TY Be well.

@@koffinkat666 True! Well written. Have a good day!

​@@koffinkat666most of the lyrics for sure is what he's actually saying so what's the point in whining?

@@a.hellion4806 come back, relive it

Checkout Sleep - Slowdive

Vapour Night-Night flower Low -Lullaby The Cure -The last day of Summer The Cure -The same deep water ...

sleep party people - notes to you sleep party people- i'm not human at all

Fog Lake - novocaine

I would say The Verve- the drugs don't work

I mean brother/ sister/ friend / girlfriend / boyfriend yes

i couldn’t of said it better myself. i want to connect with everyone who is able to feel this way, its truly special and rare

uwu

​@@chune4383 real

Also real

It’s ranging outside and I'm listening to her now

and FOG😈

Welp. Okay then.

@@hankhill5622 yep

*bUt mOmMa WouLd bE sAd*

Your pet would be confused cause they can never find you.

if i already did this?

Same man still finding a perfect girl to listen to this and laugh together but who cares everyone hates you if you're poor

after one year, I still have the same feeling. The planet we live means so much to us. We were born there. Almost everything we're able to grasp belongs there. However, at the end of the day, it's just another planet in the immense universe. Not as unique as we want it to be. Nonetheless, don't let this make you feel bad, this is not bad at all. Just keep that in mind that not everything we do, not all the problems we had are important. Time flies with us, catch a minute from it and enjoy.

​@@hiliaxit's tough man, I see. It's going to get better, it has to. Greetings from Turkey!

@@konstantinlevin8651 hey man it's been a year and life is going great now improve on yourself hit the gym eat great and do something that you enjoy life isn't all about money and yeah i see you're a turk im kurdish too but let's just say we should stop the hate between us turks and kurds

@@konstantinlevin8651 but remember you still have time for anything it doesn't matter you're old focus on the future and the present instead of the past everyone had bad things happened in the past the past destroy you it's something that happened and it might never come back again if you don't think about it

Attention seeker

❤

Cool

:c

❤ I couldn't relate much better.. Stay strong brother. I still live.. after some suicide attempts, but I've never made it. Life is as meaningless as the death so decide what is the best for you. Summer daze will keep in my heart until that one day when I am no longer here..

Honestly it doesn't matter to me who remembers me Or who doesn't. Nothingness doesn't scare me anynmore. . .. At this point I only wish for my pain to end. .

Same

for me in this current moment it makes me feel heavy. like a boulder is on my chest. and that is probably a reflection of my current state. sometimes i feel like slowdive is a mirror, that music is a mirror, to our little worlds in our little heads as you described it as in your comment above. i think it’s beautiful nonetheless. no matter the pain, the heaviness, or the suffocating feeling i get from this song, deep down i feel its beautiful. i dont know if its bad to romanticize these moments, to romanticize and see life as a beautiful little game filled with a bunch of beautiful little heads walking around. life is troubling but it also can be so beautiful. i exist and i hope that the latter will be more common in my life, and that soon i will be able to share this feeling i have with someone else. and we can just understand each other in the silence of music like this. to anyone reading this, if your alone im here. i wish to meet more people with this feeling in them, if you need someone to talk my discord is akajvey. this song will always be one of the most beautiful yet haunting songs and to me that is forever beautiful

Spot on

that's it!

same! It sounds like home. A walk outside, it's a cold day, 4pm sun, you can see ice in the grass. Some cars pass by, a slight breeze blows.

That’s what makes me so sad. I’ll never be able to go back.

I am in awe of your profile picture. In absolute awe.. 😭

You will survive

You fucking deleted the whole comment

I feel the same bro, maybe we could be friends

I feel you man. I'm so worthless and pathetic why do i even exist? Just to fail again and again at everything disappoint everyone including myself? What is the point of such a useless pathetic life.... I'm still alive just because i don't want to hurt those that are still close to me, i want to believe it will get better and that i will do something with my life....

You always have people you can talk to

You ok? I know it probably doesn’t seem like it but people _do_ care about you. What about your family? What about everyone you’ve ever met? Please consider seeing a therapist.

Hey. I value you. I don't know who you are but to put what you're really feeling deep down inside onto the public is a very brazen thing to do so I admire you for being so open. I really hope you're still here and haven't given up. Don't you feel like you deserve to give yourself a chance? Imagine all of the things you can do.. you don't even know what great things you're capable of. I know all of this might sound cliché but it's very true. I think you owe it to yourself to try and try again. It feels like I'm writing this to myself as I'm also going through the shittiest darkest time in my life right now. I've just about given up on myself.. so maybe I am a hypocrite typing this all out when I can't even do any of this but I at least want you to get better or try to. I think a beautiful person like yourself deserves to be happy so please, do not give up on yourself because I think your future self would be pretty happy that you kept going. Don't you think?

+Maciek Staniszewski try it and see for yourself ;)

YourLifeMustRock your rly shouldn’t say that stuff

All I can tell it comes quite, as a shadow following you, until you find the strength inside.

@@ayeyobro3748 Why not, though?

Chey Modrell you have just been le epic prank

I don't