Smoking Crack & The Insanity That Comes With it

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Ай бұрын

This video shares my experience of smoking crack and living on the streets of New York City. I discuss the physical sensation of smoking crack and provide a brief overview of the challenges I've encountered while being homeless. Addiction is a serious issue, and I want to emphasize that I'm not trying to diminish its gravity. I apologize for the somewhat cheesy intro; I'm actively striving to make my videos more engaging and enjoyable for viewers.
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@GregDavidson-si8kt 25 күн бұрын

I'd like to have all the money back that I spent on crack and cocaine. I'd be a rich man! I've made a lot of money in my life, and I'd say I probably spent over 200 grand on drugs. I do not miss that lifestyle in the least bit! I'm very relieved that it's over, and extremely lucky to be alive. I'll tell you this though, believe it or not, for the 20+ years that I did it, I never one time spent a night in jail, never give my parents a rough time over it, never stole anything to get it, but I spent many times lying in my bed, begging God to take away the pain. Don't do drugs kid's! You may not be as lucky as I am.

@jenn26134 26 күн бұрын

you spoke very well -- very expressive -- great job getting sober - try to forget the past --- the new you is Awesome

@Ai-he1dp Ай бұрын

Say NO...the drug of destruction!

@carolevans5285 Ай бұрын

And familys , it destroys the family . Cause u can't have a crack addicted in ur home. My son turned into a monster when he needed money for it. He's been doing it for 20 years on and of amoungest other drugs

@Ai-he1dp Ай бұрын

@@carolevans5285 true for most I would imagine, I wish your son and your family better day's.

@dylantaft1867 Ай бұрын

I know the feeling. Used to smoke all my crack and run my hands through every inch of my carpet looking for pieces I might have dropped.

@RecoveryTalk Ай бұрын

It’s sad man, I used to drive myself insane doing the same thing.

@merk.9285 Ай бұрын

Used to do the same but the only two drugs I refused to ever try during my using days was NO PCP NO CRACK. But everything else was fine. So yeah I used to carpet surf after smoking all my crystal. One time I remembered hiding a shard in my shoe during a smoke sesh with a fellow tweaker cuz I wanted to save some for later without him knowing so I stuck it in the back of my pair of vans I had on. Being so spun out not realizing it would dissolve from my sweaty socks n feet. But once I ran out and was fiending at like 3am with an empty crank bowl. I kid you not. I spent the next 12 hours ripping apart my shoes and tearing apart the soles piece by piece trying to find the shard I hid. once they looked like a pack of pitbulls had torn apart my shoes and still not finding it, I spent the rest of the time carpet surfing for it, thinking it must have just fallen into my carpet fibres after ripping my shoes apart. Attempted to vaporize many a crumbs of chips or bread thinking it was crank til it burnt instead of vaporizing into liquid in the bowl. id empty it out n try another piece of bread crumb or whatever the hell i had collected thinking it was crank because after being up for days tweaking, my eyes would get incredibly red bloodshot as HELL with massive black dilated pupils. id basically hallucinate thinking every small white or clear piece of something was actually a shard of crystal. And mind you I hated using meth. My DOC was heroin n all opioids/opiates but the mental addiction and drive for strong stims is bat shit insane. Never had I been so ashamed out of all the drugs I abused than I did with Meth. Sorry for long post.

@merk.9285 Ай бұрын

By the end of the binge id literally have so much hair gone from my head and eyebrows becuz I'd physically pull out my hair and eyebrow hair when tweaking especially if I got stressed @@RecoveryTalk

@yankees29 Ай бұрын

Been there many times. In fact I found myself doing it again the other night. 😢

@KevinT-ps2me Ай бұрын

@@yankees29Jesus

@rossko727 25 күн бұрын

I’m an ex junkie I can listen to stories about heroin but crack I get goosebumps imagining inhaling that smoke then blowing it out sends a shiver down my spine!

@gnosferatu667 21 күн бұрын

😉That fucking blast man... 💥🥴🫠🥺😶‍🌫️🤦🏽‍♂️I still have flashbacks from my binges 2016-18 or so era.. 😏🙏🏽😇🤞🏽

@rossko727 21 күн бұрын

@@gnosferatu667😩😩

@Chris-kd4tu 19 күн бұрын

A few seconds of euphoria followed by hours of hyper-anxiety, paranoia, and sadness.

@rossko727 19 күн бұрын

@@Chris-kd4tuyes but that’s why it goes well with heroin afterwards

@MichaelDeFillippo8889 16 күн бұрын

Same here I think of all those bell ringers and I literally get chills.

@BDogs10 Ай бұрын

yeah you’re right, the naivety we have (when younger) in neighbourhoods we’ve got no business makes you shudder.

@yankees29 Ай бұрын

I was never really naive. I’ve walked around some really dangerous neighborhoods at 4am and I never had a problem. I’m white but I’m also 6’2” and I grew up in the hood. Spent many nights wandering around Hempstead on Terrace Ave and East New York Brooklyn. Glad I’m still alive.

@Chris-kd4tu 19 күн бұрын

Craving drugs makes you fearless! And shameless, too.

@Ghost-zf8lk Ай бұрын

Yeah that feelin you can’t talk is crazy. Smoked it a couple of times. Never been really into it like that

@yankees29 Ай бұрын

That’s how my wife catches me. I can’t talk after a ringer.

@cooliobroski3008 15 күн бұрын

Just had this video come up in my recommended. Nice video

@rickwidener7133 25 күн бұрын

The good ol ear ringer..lol

@kevinkargle7160 8 күн бұрын

Great story

@Khaki-wk5my Ай бұрын

That feeling when you carpet surf & pick something up put it on the pipe then burn it only for it to turn black 😢

@yankees29 Ай бұрын

Once in a while it doesn’t turn black and it is actually rock though.😂

@RecoveryTalk Ай бұрын

This comment made me crack up NGL 😅 I hope you're still sober and doing well my man 😄

@tomtroy3792 2 сағат бұрын

The taste of a mistaken peace is so disappointing

@Khaki-wk5my Сағат бұрын

@@tomtroy3792 😂😂

@headbangerministries 26 күн бұрын

I do enjoy the high but the come down is horrible! I have to drink tequila with salt and lemon and then try to sleep but it takes a while. The high is intense, I do like it, the come down is rough. I also smoke it all alone unless they are also alone and into getting your freak on.

@1whocs486 25 күн бұрын

That's interesting I heard people say there was no physical feelings coming off Crack, that it was mentally hard . I believe you , thank God I never smoked it ❤

@Chris-kd4tu 19 күн бұрын

😆 Bro stop that shit! It's not good for you.

@mikebucur8461 Ай бұрын

Nice video.

@user-ne2uw8ji7h 27 күн бұрын

I've never indulged thank god but i know that feeling.Not my kind of high, I'm a mellow fellow, a couple of Js some music Bob's your uncle.I feel so sorry for anyone in addiction a living hell 27×7.✌️

@LyricsHaven123 27 күн бұрын

You never smoked enough of it to get that feeling? No compredai

@jamesmckeon9139 Ай бұрын

Felt like cheap yay. Been in some weird situations though with it. Felt like the Michael Douglas movie the game? I still don’t get how people can get stuck on it. I’ve cooked cracked and been around it. Still doesn’t seem like sh1t to me.

@RecoveryTalk Ай бұрын

Consider it a blessing

@davidmerrifield2891 Ай бұрын

I always puked after the first hit.then it was always off to the races after that.

@ED-209UHD 11 күн бұрын

One blaze we all had there was a dozen of us round a mates house I was around 25 and I’d bought the most! I bought two 50 stones and by the end of the night I was so spun and tweeking off my nut my mate Ben who’s dead now was desperate for another hit and I had some left in my sock and I threw it at him and said smoke up and I left in the morning at around 5am and I had work at 6, put it this way I never made it to work I was so anxious off my head rocking under a cover on my sofa thinking shit man this is the end! I continued to smoke crack on and off until I was around 40! Moral of the story do not smoke crack/meth it will ruin you!

@outoftheblue6587 25 күн бұрын

Ive had problems with cocaine/crack so i keep usage to once a month or so.

@RecoveryTalk 13 күн бұрын

You’re the first person I’ve ever heard from that can use crack recreationally…please be safe ❤️

@outoftheblue6587 12 күн бұрын

@@RecoveryTalk thanks, yeah it took a few years of sobriety to now have the ability to do it for one night only every month or two. Stay busy and pursue your passions is more fulfilling.

@lexremillard2549 Ай бұрын

How long have you been sober?

@lexremillard2549 Ай бұрын

How long have you been clean?

@RecoveryTalk Ай бұрын

So, I've not touched fentanyl in over a year since the march before this last one. I drank in december - so, I'm nearing 5 months...I know its not much and thats why I try to focus on just sharing my experiences with people instead of giving "advice."

@RecoveryTalk Ай бұрын

@@lexremillard2549 I get it, being clean and living sober are 2 different things.

@lexremillard2549 Ай бұрын

Not much! I remember when I couldn’t get clean no matter what. Being clean is amazing. I hope you have a good program. Recovery works. The key is as time goes on to help others when it’s inconvenient and to continue to remain honest and grow. Keep going.

@lexremillard2549 Ай бұрын

@@RecoveryTalk that is also true. In the beginning when I was abstinent I was sicker than ever. Once I got a program of accountability and started taking direction from others who had changed I could changes before that it was impossible. Anything you need reach out. There are plenty of us who have done this for a while and we too need to stay in the game.