Ezra Williams (FKA Smoothboi) - My Own Person
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Been rotating the same two outfits for three years now
Waiting for some kind of inspiration to make me feel like I’m my own person
But buying new clothes just makes me feel down
Having new style would cause me more attention and I don’t feel like I’m my own person
I just feel like some other version of me
Been talking about the same problems for years now
But nothing I do seems to make things happen I try to hard I guess I gotta to keep searching
Can’t help but think I just stand out
No matter what I do it’s bad it’s hurting and I don’t feel like I'm my own person
I just feel like some other version of me
I wanna blend into the background, I wanna be nobody and never make a sound
But I wanna start feeling like I can be myself
Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking, I try and I try but I’m not my own person
I need new shoes these ones are worn out, I’ll buy the same pair just a different version ‘cause God
forbid I put some effort in
It would be nice if I wasn’t filled with doubt
Oh I can’t help feel that I’ve got some kind of curse and I don’t feel like I’m my own person
I just feel like some other version of me
I wanna blend into the background, I wanna be nobody and never make a sound
But I wanna start feeling like I can be myself
Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking, I try and I try but I’m not my own person
I wanna be buried in the ground and I don’t want anyone to ever dig me out
And I’ve never had a sense of self
Oh the longer I stay here the more things worsen I’ll never be my own person
I wanna blend into the background, I wanna be nobody and never make a sound
But I wanna start feeling like I can be my self
Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking, I try and I try but I’m not my own person
I wanna be buried in the ground and I don’t want anyone to ever dig me out
And I’ve never had a sense of self
Oh the longer I stay here the more things worsen and I’ll never be my own person
@milzz8844 2 жыл бұрын
When you're 62% homosexual
@JeriEcho13 2 жыл бұрын
Relatable
@SirFaceFone 2 жыл бұрын
😳
@walterpsensky7809 2 жыл бұрын
63%*
@billbrown4698 2 жыл бұрын
😂 right?
@gagedevoured 2 жыл бұрын
OMG so relatable
@honey4501 2 жыл бұрын
This scene in heartstopper was so real and sensitive this song was perfect for that moment
@piedumb_ 2 жыл бұрын
What scene, please describe friend?
@illza 2 жыл бұрын
@@piedumb_ the scene where nick does the ”am i gay quiz” (:
@scarf5811 3 жыл бұрын
The worst part of identity crisis is (in my experience) not knowing which personality or traits of yourself are really YOU and which ones are just built up traits to please others. I hope you will get through this eventually and figure out everything. Thank you for making this amazing music, I really like and appreciate it.
@dinamitev7230 2 жыл бұрын
omg so true.
@frankslug9972 2 жыл бұрын
Istg i don’t even understand myself.
@xephermarie4148 2 жыл бұрын
literally this
@margaridavelhinho1478 2 жыл бұрын
yes. we've been so influenced by social media which is great but you get so paranoid bc you think you have to follow a trend in some sort of way or be some kind of way to be accepted bc don't we all have trust and abandonment issues lmao anyways good luck sorting it out guys remember that you don't have to impress anyone you are impressive yourself when you just * are *
@Ludwinx Жыл бұрын
What you said describes me exactly. I'm so tired of doing everything to please people instead of myself.
@shegowashere8624 2 жыл бұрын
I just want to say that I've never come across a song that describes how I feel this well. Every single lyric went straight to my heart.
@otherwhere1930 2 жыл бұрын
Actually, same
@nicolasjamesinga249 Жыл бұрын
Same
@cassieblake3927 2 жыл бұрын
Heartstopper ❤️
@emilycarwood2761 3 жыл бұрын
man your songs are so relatable, feels like we experience the same things at the same time, really great song
@maheletamanna6438 3 жыл бұрын
LITERALLY OMG
@aemiliadelroba4022 2 жыл бұрын
I am Emily ❤️.
@sadkookie 2 жыл бұрын
heartstopper bring me here
@gameboyDS7793 3 жыл бұрын
I recently heard this in an H&M store. Found myself holding back tears. It’s ironic because I was just looking for a new pair of jeans. This song really speaks to me
@infires7078 2 жыл бұрын
omg this really isnt a song to play in a clothes' store, i would cry too
@VioletsOnMars Жыл бұрын
Tears are part of the journey. One day you'll find yourself and whatever you put on will be _you_ . There will be a different kind of tears then. Being able to experience that difference is nothing short of incredible. 🌱🪴🌲
@high4948 2 жыл бұрын
came here from heartstopper.. this song is immaculate and really touches my soul thank you
@audi___8811 2 жыл бұрын
Thought I couldn't find any relatable songs other than numb little bug but seems like it's not and i love this so much >< Here from Heartstopper 💕
@etltropelover 2 жыл бұрын
Heartstopper brought me here, great song.
@lucasclausss 2 жыл бұрын
I just discovered this song in Heartstopper. This song speaks so much about my reality. Thank you for this amazing song. Kisses from Brazil.
@Asriel_Demayo 6 ай бұрын
viado🫂
@joshuacasinto4152 2 жыл бұрын
This song resonates to me so deeply. I can't explain how I felt when I listened to this song for the first time and hearing it in Heartstopper makes it a gazillion times much better and also I'm an introvert which makes this song so so so special to me. Thank you for this masterpiece.
@carlosmomparleragusti2001 Жыл бұрын
100% with you on that!
@gelsanomarkdave 2 жыл бұрын
Playing this non-stop after Heartstopper ep2. Relatable as hell
@allyt001 2 жыл бұрын
THANK YOU HEARTSTOPPER
@Starry_moth 2 жыл бұрын
I’ve always loved this song since it’s one of the only songs that I truly relate to, like the first time I heard it I was like, “Why does this seem familiar? Oh… right!”. I was so happy when I heard it in Heartstopper, I fucking cried, I was so shocked but like happy and I don’t know. Both Heartstopper and this song have meant a lot to me, so hearing this song was just amazing :)
@nabilaazad3541 2 жыл бұрын
awww me too🥺 I cried at the scene in the series Heartstopper. this song got related to that situation so well🥺❤
@joelcruz4224 Жыл бұрын
I'm so happy there is gonna be another season
@briannawv23 2 жыл бұрын
heard this is in heartstopper, my new favorite song :)
@sophiabeebeeboo4579 2 жыл бұрын
I have had this song on repeat for days. I relate to this song more than words can describe. Thank you for creating a song like this.
@uenoyamaritsuka2236 2 жыл бұрын
After watching heartstopper a week ago, I went and saved this song on Spotify and I've always listened to this every night before I sleep or even when I'm sleeping ever since.. It's just comforting and sad at the same time that it puts me in a mood where I could no longer think of all my negative thoughts and worries, thank you so much for this
@fatma7964 2 жыл бұрын
thanks heartstopper for introduce me to this amazing song
@MusicMixVzla 2 жыл бұрын
Temazo
@admed4544 2 жыл бұрын
Concuerdo con el desconocido
@katabelis6910 2 жыл бұрын
I heard this song for the first time watching the HEARTSTOPPER series...it's a beautiful melody, angelic voice
@markeldridge7575 2 жыл бұрын
I listened to this and thought oh my god I have lived like this half my life and then just burst into tears. Thank you for somehow being able to put how I feel about myself into words
@iestynholmes9199 3 жыл бұрын
Man this song slaps ngl
@alexx7650 2 жыл бұрын
I've never listened to a song that described my current situation that well. I have to thank Heartstopper for this
@dinamitev7230 2 жыл бұрын
heartstopper made me listen to this, apart from the show this is genius!!
@Cthulhu013 Жыл бұрын
Getting scary out there in America. Everybody stay safe.
@chiii2793 3 жыл бұрын
this is so relatable. _.
@auseridk.9690 2 жыл бұрын
this is one of my favourite Ezra songs, so WHEN I TELL YOU i had a heart attack when i heard this in 'heartstopper' -- they dont calll it heartstopper for nothing i guess.
@yasiek77 3 жыл бұрын
Why is this so underrated, this song is soo good
@Jay-rv7bj 2 жыл бұрын
Thanks to heartstopper, this song is really relatable to me. Great song👍
@juliapacheco691 Жыл бұрын
This song in heartstopper is PERFECT
@AngelMGoodwin Жыл бұрын
Omg I'm so glad I'm not the only one who nows about heartstopper and season 2 comes out August 3rd the day I go back to school
@lemonlily05 Жыл бұрын
found this song while i was being drowned by school and homework, this is also what made me watch heartstopper. still currently in the zone of being drowned, but this song has helped me so damn much, thank you for creating this amazing song ❤
@karlbalasbas 2 жыл бұрын
omg finally found it i loved hearing this song in heartstopper
@Zodiac_life10 10 күн бұрын
I think the hardest part of a sexuality crisis is googling everything and take all bit quizzes but you can’t answer because you just don’t know anything. I know exactly how nick feels ❤
@Lina._rtf 2 жыл бұрын
Heartstopper song
@imane9294 Жыл бұрын
i'm so greatful for heartstopper for putting this song on the show bc i love it
@lovefromron 2 жыл бұрын
i love how this song was played in nicks perspective in heartstopper, its amazing!!
@rhys5061 2 жыл бұрын
here because of heartstopper :) this is too relatable
@cabriaransaw6903 2 ай бұрын
I’ve never had a song explain me so well…
@cl7604 Жыл бұрын
💗💗you're your own person yulia
@hallowedgaze 2 жыл бұрын
They used this in heartstopper :0
@naty939 Жыл бұрын
Awww heartstopper 🥰🥺❤️
@vostokmuzyka7961 2 жыл бұрын
the most relatable song... period....
@doono95 3 жыл бұрын
girl, this song is amazing. i litteraly listening to it on repeat. i have one issue with the lyrics that really made me sad and thats when you sing "but i never had a sense of self" :( YOU are amazing, don't forget who you are, your capabilities and your gift. im sure this is only the beginning for you. much much love.
@cheesegrater232 2 жыл бұрын
this song described every feeling ive been going through for the past 4 years, thank you for making an amazing song that makes me feel comforted.
@victorhugoswift Жыл бұрын
Hearstopper brought me this gem of a song. I love it so much. It always reminds me of the love Nick & Charlie share! 🥰
@LittlePeopleCooking Ай бұрын
S1 E3 0:00 to 1:24 HEARTSTOPPER❤❤❤❤❤
@veryconfusedlikealotta Жыл бұрын
I remember listening to this on loop not being able to find myself. A year later I’m still not my own person😂
@lasagnas6404 3 жыл бұрын
I absolutely adore the lowpass guitar
@LilyMcConvill Жыл бұрын
This song is so good blended with Sappho by frankie cosmos!!
@BobBob-up8kl 2 жыл бұрын
I needed this 10 years ago. I lived in rural Ohio with a strict, alcoholic step father. I hid, lied, covered it up and finally it came out. It didn’t go well. This show and this song just rips me apart, and brings back horrid memories.
@LilLionBee Жыл бұрын
fuck bro this is the first song to make me intense cry in a LONG while. I've always felt like I was the sidekick to my friendships and I've been dealing with a mega gender crisis the past year and just WOWOWOW as someone who is going through a constant identity crisis nightmare, you nailed this song man!! Thank you so so much 🥺
@vantuan2614 2 жыл бұрын
This really hits me hard. I’ve been in the edge because of this crisis. I still figuring things and been thinking a lot on how to sort it out.
@CrystalChrysanthemum 3 жыл бұрын
You’re so incredibly underrated :(
@MuttBat Жыл бұрын
When Nick was doing the test and this song came on I was tearing up and obsessed! 💗
@anasswiths4232 2 жыл бұрын
thank uuuu heartstopper
@MaddisonAcidd Жыл бұрын
DUDE I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH ITS UNBELIEVABLE. IM SO GLAD I WAS SO OBBSESED WITB HEARTSTOPPER OR I WOULD'VE NEVER HEARD THIS. KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK ❤❤❤❤❤
@emmalyon5433 10 ай бұрын
WHO ISNT OBSESSED W HEARTSTOPPER ISTG I LOVE IT ❤❤❤❤
@johntucker845 2 жыл бұрын
Great addition to the Heartstopper soundtrack, thanks!
@aemiliadelroba4022 2 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️❤️ I like my new person ! ❤️❤️❤️
@just_in_key 2 жыл бұрын
The lyrics are too deep oh my God, i relate with this song so much 😭❤️
@samm1143 Жыл бұрын
I love this song an unhealthy amount
@d3velon_alt 2 жыл бұрын
i did find this song thru heartstopper but i connect with in a way that i can’t explain. this song perfectly describes the way i feel about myself in such an accurate way.
@itssohotinhere4615 2 жыл бұрын
when I heard this on that series called "heartstopper" I literally looked for it's title immediately, this song is just rlly relatable :)) LOVE THIS!
@alexamartinez1529 2 жыл бұрын
i've been relating to this song lately.
@yumihisu 3 жыл бұрын
found this song a few weeks ago on the radio. i played it to my mums bf and we’re both obsessed. thank you for creating great music
@SiIIy_ 2 жыл бұрын
62%
@mcdonaldsmiente 2 жыл бұрын
Letra: He estado intercalando entre los dos mismos cambios de ropa por ya tres años, Esperando alguna clase de inspiración Que me haga sentir como que soy mi propia persona. Pero comprar nueva ropa solo me hace desanimarme Tener un nuevo estilo causaría mayor atención para mí Y no me sentiría como mi propia persona. Solamente me siento como otra versión de mi, He estado hablando de los mismos problemas por cuatro años ya, Pero nada de lo que hago parece lograr que las cosas sucedan, Intento fuertemente, supongo que tengo que seguir buscando. No puedo evitarlo, pero creo que simplemente sobresalgo, No importa que haga, está mal, Me lastima y no me siento como mi propia persona. Solamente me siento como otra versión de mi, Quiero pasar desapercibido en el fondo, Quiero ser un nadie y nunca hacer un ruido, Pero quiero comenzar a sentirme como yo mismo, Oh, a donde quiera que vaya los malos pensamientos están acosando. E intento e intento pero no soy mi propia persona, Necesito nuevos zapatos, estos ya están desgastados, Compraré el mismo par pero solo en otra versión, Porque Dios me dios me prohíba poner algún esfuerzo y sería lindo si no estuviera lleno de dudas. Oh, no puedo evitarlo pero siento que tengo alguna especie de maldición, Y no me siento como mi propia persona, Y solo me siento como otra versión de mi, Quiero desapercibido en el fondo. No quiero ser nadie y nunca hacer algún ruido, Pero quiero comenzar a sentir que puedo ser yo, Oh, a donde quiera que vaya malos pensamientos están acechando, E intento, e intento, pero no soy mi propia persona. Y quiero ser enterrado en el suelo Y no quiero que nadie me desentierre Y nunca he tenido un sentido de mi ser Oh, entre más estoy aquí peor se ponen las cosas. Nunca seré mi propia persona, Quiero desaparecer en el fondo, Quiero ser nadie y nunca hacer un ruido Peor quiero comenzar a sentir que puedo ser yo mismo Oh, a donde sea.que vaya malos pensamientos acechan, Intento e intento pero no soy mi propia persona Quiero ser enterrado en el piso. Y no quiero que nadie me desentierre Y nunca he tenido un sentido de mi ser, Oh, entre más estoy aquí peor se ponen las cosas... ¿Nunca seré mi propia persona?
@lizproctor7640 2 жыл бұрын
Gracias 💕
@kodakinegrosser 2 жыл бұрын
Lyrics to this amazing wonderful masterpiece Been rotating the same two outfits for three years now Waiting for some kind of inspiration To make me feel like I'm my own person But buying new clothes just makes me feel down Having new style cause me more attention And I don't feel like I'm my own person I just feel like some other version of me Been talkin' 'bout the same problems for years now But nothing I do seems to make things happen I try too hard, guess I got to keep searchin' Can't help but think I just stand out No matter what I do, it's bad, it's hurting And I don't feel like I'm my own person I just feel like some other version of me I wanna blеnd into the background I wanna be nobody and nevеr make a sound But I wanna start feeling like I can be myself Oh, wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking I try and I try but I'm not my own person I need new shoes, these ones are worn out I'll buy the same pair just a different version 'Cause God forbid, I put some effort in and It'd be nice if I wasn't filled with doubt Oh, I can't help but feel I've got some kind of curse And I don't feel like I'm my own person I just feel like some other version of me I wanna blend into the background I wanna be nobody and never make a sound But I wanna start feeling like I can be myself Oh, wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking I try and I try but I'm not my own person I wanna be buried in the ground And I don't want anyone to ever dig me out And I've never had a sense of self Oh, the longer I stay here the more things worsen I'll never be my own person I wanna blend into the background I wanna be nobody and never make a sound But I wanna start feeling like I can be myself Oh, wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking I try and I try but I'm not my own person I wanna be buried in the ground And I don't want anyone to ever dig me out And I've never had a sense of self Oh, the longer I stay here the more things worsen And I'll never be my own person
@Maedawg0001 3 жыл бұрын
This is my favorite song on loop rn.
@shinnyboppers9802 Жыл бұрын
this is my song fr
@user-in3fd5tk1v 2 жыл бұрын
the lyrics are so relatable :( im so happy i got out of my identity crisis and stopped trying to label myself, i just kept doing things i like! without trying to make sure its my genre or "ME". i stopped thinking about that and just.....did stuff. you know?
@Olliesuite 2 жыл бұрын
This scene felt so real and it was so emotional. I'm so excited for season 2
@verstein1193 3 жыл бұрын
I heard this at the mall, and I do not regret stopping to try and memorize a bit of the lyrics
@iamgarnet Жыл бұрын
well this song just called me out in 5 different languages. I feel like I just pieced together different people's personalities so people can like me. I was bullied for a pretty long time and I thought if I made myself likeable maybe it would stop. It worked, but now I cant tell where me ends and the act begins. It's nice to know I'm not the only one who feels like this. I'm pretty late, but this song is really good! It feels like I'm looking into a mirror when I hear this.
@michaelreid722 3 жыл бұрын
jeez this track is just sublime
@juliagalant1634 2 жыл бұрын
i love it
@by_tiktok2243 Жыл бұрын
This song is just perfect
@Alex81409 3 ай бұрын
this song it helped me. i was having a mental breakdown last night night and its helping me feel more conferable as myself. today is the first day in a long time im wearing shorts to school.
@1dlce1 2 жыл бұрын
This song is probably my favorite from Heartstopper.
@BarknoorZ Жыл бұрын
This is exactly how I've felt for the past year
@dananabread6632 2 жыл бұрын
this makes me cry every single time. i've never heard a more relatable song.
@naoufalalaa7295 Жыл бұрын
A Blessing.
@girlingreen2227 2 жыл бұрын
this singer is extremely underrated, they need to be heard more!! wonderful song with amazing lyrics
@bethmonk7337 2 ай бұрын
I love this song so much I can't stop listening to it, the lyrics are so raw and it is so captivating and dreamy. Thank you
@strawberryjams3815 3 жыл бұрын
This is my life in a song 🥺 your songs are nice, you have my support !
@lysandremathieu7797 3 жыл бұрын
Your song plays at the store I work at and it really is the highlight of my day whenever it starts, it's so relatable too ! (I didn't realize it at the store, because of the noise but jdjdjs)
@helenlazareto6130 Жыл бұрын
Eu juro, eu amo essa música. Eu sei que é um pensamento egoísta mas as vezes eu espero que mais ninguém descubra isso, porque parece ser meu, parece ser eu. Eu só quero agradecer de coração pra quem fez isso. Eu não consigo explicar, as vezes eu tenho um sentimento específico e eu lembro dessa música, ela é incrível pra mim porque ela coloca em palavras e sons o que eu nunca ia conseguir explicar.
@harukazi5154 4 ай бұрын
Discovered this song from Heartstopper. I love this song ♥️
@danikaflute Жыл бұрын
I listen to this song everyday and it helps so much with my depression
@rgx_yaara 10 ай бұрын
Hi are okay right now?
@SamucaWaves2024 8 ай бұрын
@@rgx_yaara also curious
@HunterPanoch 2 жыл бұрын
This has became a nonstop loop in my head for the last week, thank you sm it's beautiful
@luvrsradio 8 ай бұрын
this has been replaying in my mind since I first listened to it a few months ago, I have to listen to it or It’ll be a bad day.
@statdewfrog7462 2 жыл бұрын
This is rlly amazing ❤
@ashes4875 2 жыл бұрын
I'm here because of heartstopper XDD and I do not regret it
@sfmmmo7599 Жыл бұрын
Ésta canción es preciosa 😭😭
@danielnaranjo3710 2 жыл бұрын
This song hurts 4ever
@ultra.reputation 8 ай бұрын
Crazy how much I relate to that
@oliviahaglund8978 2 жыл бұрын
Never heard a song that more accurately encompassed how I feel. Currently breaking down, brb
@elliottbrianc 9 ай бұрын
This song is me. I hate that I will be single forever. And be my own person. 😢
@weirddd469 3 жыл бұрын
This songs really hits me It really brings the words out of my head i love it so much And this is from someone who is the shy/queit kid in school
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