Amen! Prayers for a brighter tomorrow.

I understand your pain. The waves of grief will knock you down. It never goes away. I lost my mom 5 years ago. I'm praying for you. I definitely understand. My mom was my rock and my life.

My Mom died when I was 23 She was 48 My Maw Maw was murdered when she was 78 home invastion by A 22 year old man. I had a 11 year old sister to raise My husband died 2 years ago after 43 years 4 month of marriage I'm now 72 God has been my strength EVERY STEP OF THE WAY !!!

Love these inspirational videos when you share your faith. Life is so hard, but God is 💯 percent FAITHFUL❤

It seems we never get over missing our love ones but to me that only means how much love we had for them & they for us.❤Keep the Faith!

I am praying for you Stephanie. This was such an uplifting video. Thank you for this!

My Mom was 22 months old when she lost her mother. She lived with her grandmother until she was 13 yrs. old, her grandmother passed. My Mom was passed around to live with relatives. Her Dad put her off on them. My Mom made it because she's a strong person and a determined woman. She is the sweetest person you will ever meet. You are a strong person, Stephanie, and you have come so far. Keep praying. God takes care of us and knows our needs. You will always miss your Mom and grandmother and they are watching over you, and your Dad too. I wish you much happiness and peace. God bless you!! 🙏😌

I believe that our loved ones that are gone can still hear & see us & I believe they are always near. I talk to them all the time. If we believe in the Resurrection of JESUS & that he is alive then I believe our loved ones are alive in HEAVEN & I truly believe they are always near. I know exactly how you feel. KEEP SHINING 😊

Sweet gal, you are touching the hearts of so many people with your honest difficult moments. Thank God you know where to look for help. God is loving and will always be there for you. Keep your chin up, and your prayers flowing…..God will continue to bless you. ❤❤❤❤

Just look at your kids you are blessed

Amen. Prayers for you sweetie. Love you

God truly knows what we are going through and he gives us strength to get through it🙏🏽❤️

Hi Sweet friend. 2020 I was diagnosed with stage 2 cancer in the middle of covid. I contracted covid right before I started radiation. (after surgery) I am Cancer free now PRAISE JESUS!!!! Love ya TYFS your heart 🤗

Steph,You are such a sweet,caring,loving young lady,love you darlin'!😇🥰💕💜

Hello Stephanie 👋 thanks for sharing👍your not alone,I also lost my parents when they were young. I lost my father when he was 39yrs old and I was just 16. Then my mom passed at the age of 43. I was 22yrs and had just given birth to my first born, she when to see my baby girl at the hospital, and a week later she passed. I was a wreck it felt like my world came to a full stop. from time to time I think of them and it saddened me too. And yes God is your no.1 healer, your everything 🙏 praise the lord!🤲

You definitely have complicated grief symptoms, one of which is ruminating over loved ones years and years after they've passed. Praying for you.

Honey I am not saying this as meaness but for some reason you deep inside haven't dealt with your grief. I lost my parents, grandparents and older brother. I know you're hurting but Jesus is the one who you call on and until you really put him first get back in church and use your gifts for him and listening to the messages from men of God to get your strength and spiritual food for that strength you will be spirituality weak. Pray for God to bless you with a right church and you will have a church family. My church family means more to me than anything. They love me and we do this journey together. Praying for you Honey. ❤😊

Thank you, Stephanie Stay strong, God Bless you. Sending prayers 🙏

My mother passed 5 years ago I dream of her every night. You’re so sweet your mother is looking after you! 🙏🏼🫶🏼❤

Prayers 🙏

Stephanie I'm right there with you. You are describing myself. My mom and dad are gone too. And those waves hit me too when I least expect it. It is so hard. I think if we had a partner I think it would help for someone to be there for us and a shoulder to cry on. I don't have a partner but I wish I did. So I suffer alone. I. Keep it to myself until it passes but it's hard. I speak to the Lord too and it helps me feel better. I pray you get thru this. Don't pay attention to the nay Sayers. They don't understand unless it happens to them. Like you I have thought about going to a counselor or someone to talk to but I haven't taken that step. You think about it but do what you need to do for yourself.i love you and I will pray for you. ❤

God bless you.

I totally understand the waves. I lost my dad this last February, and it actually hurts my heart sometimes. Like a punch to the gut. I ask for strength everyday from god to just get through the day. I’m so sorry you’re hurting sweetie. Sending hugs ((((❤))))

God bless you girl, I know exactly how you feel. I've lost both my parents and have hurt everyday. I am now 66 years disabled and struggle everyday with not able to pay my bills and to but groceries ...my ex-husband chose drugs over me and our daughters. And some days I am so angry at him for that. And I cry out to JESUS everyday for guidance and help. Thank you for sharing. And keep being kind and sweet. 😢

I know what you mean feelings just get the best of you your just in the moment be there and inbrace it love you be blessed be brave be in the lord if your feelings you amazing love 😍 the day your in 🦋🌟💐🙏😇🦋🐞🌻🌈

The bond you had with your mom is the bond i had with my dad, anniversary of his death was 7/9 its been 2 years now, he died too young as well and it truly is the worst feeling when it washes over you like a wave just at any moment and cuts so deep, i pray and give you strength hun, i know its not much but thinking about you ❤️ ♥️

Stephanie God is there with you every day because you wake up the next day. Your strong Stephanie don’t forget that and talking to your subs is a good thing to get off your chest, it relieves stress. God decided to take my husband at 67 and my son at 35 that were in a car accident together 15 years ago and it seems like it was just yesterday. It hurts and I think of them every day and ask WHY? Someday I will find out WHY he needed two more angels at that time. I understand exactly what your going through, you will get through this. God doesn’t give us to much we can’t handle. God bless you Stephanie and your family.❤

God bless you ❤

Big caring hugs for you. 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

I just want you to know you are a beautiful person. Our loved ones go, but I feel sometimes when these moments happen I feel is when they come to visit, because we feel them we get sad. I lost mine in 2016 and I was very closed to her too. You are thankful and I will pray for you. Keep up your good works. Share your heart out is ok and it is your channel. ❤

Oh sis I know your pain. You helped me with my grief last year when my mama passed. Just the way you are sharing right now & your hauls helped me handle it better and distract me ❤

I know exactly your feelings Stephanie. I also lost my Mom when I was only 18 but was blessed with a great Dad. I lost my son 5 yrs ago come November from a drug overdose and the pain does come in waves as you say. I can be driving down the road or watching some silly show on TV when all of a sudden out of nowhere comes a memory of him and I lose all sense of normalcy. The tears that fall seem like it was just yesterday that it happened. It is with the grace of our Lord that after the memory and tears lessen that I can go on. I truly understand your feelings, do not feel shame or embarrassment it shows to me that you are a child of God and he loves you as he loves all of us who believe.

Hi Stephanie!! Hon you had me in tears right now! My parents are still alive and 14 years ago they choose to move 12 hours away from me and my 2 kids!! They have never been there for me or my kids we are here and we only have each other!! After my husband died 2.5 years ago life has been even more lonely so I totally understand how you feel!! We just have to try to live in the moment and when the hard times come we just need to pray to God and take it minute by minute!! I love how big your heart is and how beautiful your soul is and if you ever need to talk to someone I’m always here for you!! You and your kids are always in my prayers and I hope you can live your best blessed life!! Much love ❤️ 🙏🏻

My thoughts and prayers go out to you, Sweetheart. 1998 my 16 yr old was murdered over a pool game. Tomorrow is Joey's birthday ... he'd be 42. For 13 years I saw 2 mental therapist..I think it was once or twice a week. And honestly, it really helped me, to just talk about THINGS...and to get through the bad days😊

Psalm 51:17 The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise. Stephanie, we have to be broken to seek God, that's where we find His mercies. He hears the broken. Praying for you sweet girl.

Sending you lots of love,hugs and prayers. ❤🙏🙏❤️. It is very hard. I know how you feeling. I lost my dad when he was only 45 and I was only 12. I found it so hard why he was taken so young.🦋🦋🦋. I needed to hear this.❤🦋🙏❤️

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Sorry you are hurting. Praying for you continue to turn to.the lord he will never leave you. God bless you.😊❤

I listened to every word and I'll pray for you. I lost my parents in 1989, both Grandmothers in 1990, and I've been a single mother since 1987, I know how that loneliness feels but God has worked in ways I could never imagine through the years. Grief comes in waves and it does pass. Your mother is so proud of you and I know she watches over you.

Stephanie in the midst of your sadness you always try to help us too. You are in my prayers! Remember god loves you and you belong to him. Thank you for helping us with your testimony. . Love you sweet friend!

Stephanie you touch my heart every time with your testimony

God have friend He will carry you through what ever you sre going through. You have God and your children and you always praying

Good video. ❤❤❤

Hi girl...thank you so much for sharing your pain as well as your faith...God bless 🙏🙏💜💜

A big hug for you 🤗

It would be hard losing both parents at such a young age. It's awful that you can't change it. Are there things in your life that make this sadness worse? Maybe concentrate on things that make you happy and bring you joy when you start to feel like this. Watch a good movie, go for a nice walk. Everyone has down times, do things for yourself or that you like in these moments. You're a good person and I've been subscribed to your channel a long time. You're inspirational and I want you to be happy ❤

By the way I know you said you hate crying but it's good for you... it cleanses the soul...it can help to let things go that hurt...🙏🙏💜💜

😢I went through this today thinking of my Mom it hurts and we never get over it I so understand the pain you fill God bless you and your family

I needed this message today. Thank you.

Girlfriend i have been so down and crying at the drop of a hat. I have a lot of stuff going on and my heart is broken i just im stuck in a heard spot i don't like when i feel like i can't get it together. So, i do feel you on this. God bless you.

Sending hugs I know how you feel, I lost my mom & Dad, 1 brother & a Sister and my grandparents, sending prayers your way sweetie ❤

I'm praying for you, girl. I was exactly your age when l lost my adoptive mom who raised me from the time l was three weeks old 25 years ago. And l still miss her. When l got terribly ill with what was a mystery illness about two years later (turned out to be Lyme Disease) l missed her beyond description and l thought l could never get through it. It didn't help either that the little family l had remaining didn't support me much besides. And this was the time before people were reaching out to one another on social media. My point is: you are stronger than you realize, as l was when l was going through what seemed insurmountable. And when you come out on the other side of much of your grief and pain, you'll be unshakable in your resolve and confident in your continued journey. Much love and joy and peace to you, my dear.

You met your kid's dad at 17 and were married the same year? were you a teen mom and so you had to get married? Well, at least he married you and didn't leave you. Also in another video, you mentioned that you went to college. How did you do that and be married with 2 kids Katie and Gracie? I could never juggle that? Can you give us a little back story on that Maybe a storytime video? I am one of your new subs. I also just started a channel I have a few haul videos up. I am still learning how to do KZfaq videos.

Thank you for this vlog ❤ I have been riding some really big waves lately, but as you said we have to trust in the Lord and Always have Faith. Sometimes the daily heartaches and hard times in life make us feel like it’s the end but as long as we believe in The Lord and keep our Faith these hard times will get better. I’ll pray 🙏🏼 for you too. This world and everything that’s going wrong is definitely the devil trying to destroy us and keep us far from our Lord. Let’s all pray for each other ❤❤

So I’m not misunderstand, Counseling is a great thing, & can be a helpful thing ! I’m just speaking for myself, that I have been saved, God’s child for 48 yrs. now. And have went through a lot in my life. Buried my baby girl of 2 yrs. old, when I was 24 yrs. old, went through 2 divorces, so many other things. Too much to share on a you tube comment space, lol. But bottom line, I over came & learned so much, & grew spiritually, & love God more & more each day, & rely only upon him, his promises, I go to him for my therapy, late at nite when it’s quiet, & his presence so near, & I let him be my counselor. 😁. Not one storm I’ve ever faced was wasted, it didn’t last. Brighter days came! 😉☀️. I was taught lessons that helped me. I drew closer to God, not farther away. So, he was my everything!! 👍😁👏🙌. Like I share, Romans 8:28 keeps me looking ahead!

Good evening i am here with you all the way How is you son now

Hey couponinggirl 😊👋

Prayers 🙏