Amen!

I’m sorry…this is an insanely stupid comment. You think Kid’s are safe with a fentanyl addict? An addict who dates other addicts & brings them around their children, shitty mom and shitty mom’s multitude of men…oh & brings a deadly opioid into the same home as her kids. FYI, I don’t believe much of what she’s staying especially regarding her kids. Did you hear the part about her leaving her kids with a boyfriend for DAYS? This chick is popping out kids like a Pez dispenser and doing drugs. I only have 2 & can’t imagine how she finds the time.

You wanna give her props? She shoulda never got in that situation in the first place.

@@thelotus8285 She just told you her whole childhood trauma and said she had a child, woke up, and the child was gone but you didn't miss a beat to judge. You must be perfect and make all the perfect choices even when upset, angry, disappointed, or abandoned. How do you do it? Please tell the world how you figured out how not to neglect or abuse anyone including yourself in anyway? You must learn something called empathy because the false perfectionist you put forward is just a clear sign of a narc that has thier own stuff but feels they are above this woman. You are not better because you feel your poor choices are not as extreme. It also could be projection if you had a difficult relationship with your mother. You are triggered by her story for some reason which makes you attack her not care for her even though she gave you a gift. She gave you her life and the ability to hear why that life went the way it did so you can learn insight from it to help family, friends, strangers, your children, and yourself. You could be proactive to stop someone from going down this path once the early signs are there but instead you choose to judge them after. The type to manipulate someone to throw an egg at someones head then judge that person for doing it. Fix your stuff the lotus before you completely wilt away.

My friend: Silencie is Golden!🤫👉✨👌✌️😍👍

Perfectly said, Amber. Your description is just right.

I felt the same, I can feel her pain.

It is so easy to FOOL you guy's with a sob story . Use context clues and critical thinking she's a liar this is why she has lost All her family.... EVERYTHING 😢

@@rond5379 dishonest people see liars everywhere...if it was a man talking you would probably be sobbing

@@weedblossom77 there's a science to language and honesty. Your statement sounds like a 14y old.

my favorite so far this one felt real

Jessica you are inspiration of hope to the next person. Please believe in yourself, keep moving forward because that's you, deserve the best believe that. 🙏❤ 👍🙌💙

Agree!

Agreed, Jessica you are so much stronger than you know. My heart breaks for you, that you have had to endure so much in this life. Your story brought me to tears. You are not only strong, but beautiful and a good person. Sending you love, respect and strength.

I was also thinking this is the best ive seen of Marks works, and I have watched many. This woman is beautiful with a huge heart. Please get clean and treat your kids like you would want to be treated. Your strong and can do it. Just do it.

A warrior, liar and somebody who embellishes and stretches the truth.

@@jennross6466 Glad I wasn't the only one with that opinion.

@@jennross6466 why you say that ?

Literally felt like i was there with her through it all the entire time. Its amazing how people can do that with storytelling.

Exactly 👍

Why does society say we care about what other think, and it does say that! We can choose to not read comments. (More of a comment than a question)

@Dhardy YES. I understood what ya saying Dhardy. Sad how many people in society cares hw they "are portrayed in public ". SAD 😔 INDEED. Thnxs for pointing this out. 👍✌️😷🇨🇦

@@Dhardy316 It’s not just what society says. It’s an insecurity thing. People are always worried about what others think because most want to be liked. I agree that it’s a flaw but it’s the truth.

...and from kansas.

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Unconditional love and acceptance is the only cure for drug addiction

@@davidledford3522 Absolutely

I am sure there are many people in skid row that you refer to as shit people that are decent yet addicted to drugs because of similar trauma

​@melodylover2825 That is true, but there are also shit people as well. Some may have been decent at one time but are too far gone to return to decency and are permanent degenerates.

Yes! She will be unstoppable!

I agree 💜

/when/

She is a mountain

Right she's going to help so many women get through what she went through even just by watching this

I'm so sorry for your loss 💜. My husband lost his battle w/ addiction on October 30th. He was only 41 years old (would've been 42 12/17). I saw this quote yesterday and it reminded me so much of my husband's family and it's also true for so many others... "When you die, people cry and beg for you to come back, but when you're here, they don't even show they care about you." I dealt w/ my husband's addiction struggles for 12 years and it always broke my heart to see him reach out to his sister or other family members that never answered or returned his calls. I'm one of the first to understand just how difficult it is to deal w/ someone in active addiction, yet I also know what a difference one person can make for someone who's struggling. My husband loved and respected his sister more than anything in the world. Every single time his phone calls or texts were met w/ silence, I saw his heart break a little more. I don't blame anyone (he made his own choices), but I just wish they had cared a little more while he was still alive. Sadly, I was the one who stood by him through all of it, yet they somehow still blamed me in the end. Finding out how they felt completely blindsided me because I spent 12 years doing everything in my power to try and get him to see there was a better life meant for us. Those I'm closest to seem to think that they just needed someone to blame, which sounds about right 🤷🏻‍♀️. I hope you're doing okay ❤. The grieving process when losing a loved one is difficult to navigate no matter what, but it's an entirely different ballgame when the circumstances surrounding the death were preventable 💔.

@@findingmywaybacktome9312 thank you for sharing your story with me. I tried to take my brother to rehab, but he didn’t want to go. He used my parents for safety manipulated them into thinking that he would stop. I stopped talking to my brother as a way to see that i wanted the best for him, but i missed him i missed my parents so i began to talk to him in the summer. He looked healthier i asked him if he was using and he said he was only doing pills (prior he was doing heroin) . I told him i loved him and that he was an adult and wasn’t going to judge him or try to change him. Anytime i saw him he was so happy to see my kids and i. He would text me tiktok videos, all day and yeah sometimes i would be too busy at work to reply and i would forget, but i would always answer his calls. The last time i saw him was Christmas, my parents had spent the night at my house Christmas Eve, and my brother picked them up Christmas day. He said “Good bye brother, i love you. You take care of yourself”. I said the same and he pulled me in for a hug. December 27th my sister in law called me she said “I’m sorry to be the one to tell you, but brother is dead “ i screamed through the phone”i told fucking told you guys this would happen!” I blacked out the next thing i remember my boss was holding me because i throwing tables and chairs. My parents found him face down in his bed, my wife saw my brothers body and she didn’t let me go in his room his face was blue from being face down so long. The coroners covered his face and laid him on the floor i fell on my knees and i said I’m sorry brother I’m so sorry i kissed his forehead and they took him away. He had just turned 40 on November 14th. My brother suffered from anxiety and depression. He did a lot of self medicating due to him being shot in the head. That’s where the heroin addiction came about. He had a .38 slug in his brain. He was in constant pain.

:( this makes me sad.

@@noevazquez4184 😪💔🙏

Oh..... man I lost my sister in December too smh . Fake ass pills, god I miss her

Yea she touched me the most too. She speaks right from her heart hope she finds a better path in life.

Same out of all the ones I watched this one really hit me!

I have watched many of these videos and I feel the same way. She is crying for help. She is crying for love. She is trying so hard not to give up on herself... I pray that she can be blessed with love and help. I know what it's like to lose children from cps, or divorce. It's a feeling a mother has a hard time understanding. I have done some sketchy $hit in my time trying to cover the pain. I woke up one day and said no more. I have been repairing my relationship with my son since 2007. To me, it will never be perfect but if it gets close, that's OK with me. She will get there too. She just has to keep her faith and believe in herself. God bless her soul. 🙏

I so agree. I've never commented on interviews, but this one is special. It's so easy to judge addicts, especially addicts who are women with children. Trust me; she tears herself down enough; no one else needs to. Those who don't understand the disease are lucky to have never had to experience the cycle of trauma and addiction. Not sure if she will ever read this, but I wanted to say what a beautiful person is and not just looks. Your time is coming. I can feel it.

Thank 😊🙏you

I like her she kinda reminds me of myself 😍💯😘💫❤️‍🩹

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Me too, please.

I like this woman. She is a surviver and a bwautiful person inside !

Same

Is that you Rogan?? I know this is one of your burner accounts...

@@GrahamPablo no, it’s me the Juan and only!

@@juanzamarripa3133 its okay daddy Rogan. I won’t blow your cover

@@juanzamarripa3133 The Juan and only!!! Love it!!!🤣🤣🤣

love u joe

You may be an "Empath". Do You find that you absorb peoples feelings or Energy very easy? Or do "Emotional Vampires seem to gravitate towards You? I'm being Sincere. Not trying to be a troll. You might want to research the term.

@@danielmeuler2877 I’m very aware that I’m an empath and I absorb and project the feelings of those around me so I meditate and self prioritize constantly. Thank you so much for your advice! Sending love & light your way!✨🌻

@@Jojobeanz3 Meditation and Boundaries! Something I wish I would of learned a long time ago. And Rite back at Ya Sister💞💥. I just learned about what a Empath is and am pretty excited that I'm not Crazy. Take care Young Lady🙂

@@danielmeuler2877 I love it! It’s never to late to learn more of ourselves! Godspeed my dear and thank you. Take care as well!💕✨

This moved me to tears ....

Khalilah D i know i don't know you hope it OK to comment on yours. I love watching these interviews im literally the same i say ill have a quick watch just watch few mins in and go off the video to watch my programs i need to catch up on my telly programs but once i start watching these im glued to them like paper and glue is me with these interviews can't stop watching them. Not for the life of me do i ever stop it a few minutes in i watch the whole interview then go onto another one. If you have not already seen the interview with a Girl sari and her partner Dakota they where swingers then went onto do other random stuff kinky and that but watch what the girl says about their lifes and how they live it see what you think its a Good/Interesting/Weird/Little bit upsetting 😭😰 one to watch. You will know what i mean if you watch it but i just text to say this if you like his interviews watch that one. I was shocked but angry put it that way .. 😞😡😱👊 x

These interviews make me feel that way too. Make it comfortable to talk about past trauma. I’m grateful for that. And I think sharing our story can be a really good thing; not negative like I had always thought, so I kept it hidden. Best of luck to u

Wow! 10 years !! You can do it again!! For you and your kids!!!

Bless you!!🥺🙏🏼

❤

Congratulations on your sobriety and recovery 💜 you’re amazing. I pray she finds sobriety and happiness and absolute peace 😔

🌹🌻

yes

Spot on.

What’s astounding is how many people shower the woman with praise and grace that she absolutely does not deserve in any way shape or form. She is a homeless ,drug addicted ,violent , promiscuous drain on society. How many meals did buying those drugs set her kids back? How much rent could she have paid if she didn’t spend a fortune covering herself with disgusting low class tattoos. God bless the child she lost but that would have been four kids from four different “ baby daddies “. How much has she cost Mexico north ( California) in tax dollars for incarceration, drug rehabilitation, and the fortune her kids will cost in the future with no parents to take care of them. No offense but stop the bleeding heart bullshit.

@@michaelcavallacci2945 You can take your judgment elsewhere. This channel doesn’t want it and Mark has stated that many times. I hope people don’t hold all of your mistakes and wrong doings against you, especially strangers that can’t even fully comprehend.

@@michaelcavallacci2945 It’s also disgusting how you label someone less than because of their mental health issues, label them violent with no basis, and then talk about them so inhumanly like they aren’t even worth helping. You sound like a miserable and ignorant person who’s had an easy life.

I have always felt like I should be on this channel and tell my story because it is so similar to many. Also I sent 10 years homeless and might soon be again. I’m not even on drugs. I barely even drink. Substances are not always how people end up lost. If you don’t know someone personally you never know what is behind their bad lives. I listen to these stories and I cry sometimes at many. People react to the same terrible situation in vastly different ways in life. Sometimes a person needs a miracle or someone to come into their lives and change it fix it and help them and it happens so seldom that someone actually saves someone.

I don't see ugly. First thing I noticed about her is that she's really pretty.

@@AKayfabe kzfaq.info/get/bejne/f9SRpb13nJvUc5c.html

Wait. She’s beautiful???? She’s strong??? Wow.

@@michaelcavallacci2945 You need to stop continuously commenting negative things in response to others’ kind comments and go find something more productive to do.

Maybe you could be the person interviewed. Share your story. Hope you’re doing ok. Sending you love wherever you are. ❤

I'm on board

Perfectly said. I want to help too, where can we donate to get her out of that car ? I wonder if she would like to have a FB page for people who watched this who could stay im touch with her daily and remind her of her worth, and befriend her so she knows she is cared about and doesn't have to go thru thus alone. Loneliness is a killer, and I so desperately want to cheer her on!

@@joybarker7906 What a wonderful idea Joy! I even thought yesterday that she would be a friend of mine if she was my neighbor. I think Mark does have a GoFundMe where we can donate to individual people, I would just make sure to put that it's for her and the date of interview, just Incase there's another interview with someone who has the same name. 🙏💜

I will help too. Lost my ex, the father of my older children and I know the pain it carries as well as the pain the children carry with them.

I'd help if there is away to

That’s so scary! I’m so sorry to hear this. Is your son okay?

My cousin did and almost didn't make it. However this was 1986

@@SomethingFunny454 that can absolutely happen to anyone. My Aunt never even smoked a cigarette and she almost lost her baby. The baby simply poops early

@@SomethingFunny454 you’re definitely…something…”funny”. First do a Google search, armchair doctor!

🤮

Tara, I pray that whatever you’re going through gets better sweetheart. 🙏🏼♥️

Tara stay strong baby!! You got this!

Yes. I think that is the hard truth. No men diluting the picture, watering down the focus. Just her doing what needs to be done to heal. Searching for validation, but she needs to find herself.

In no rude way, but like mark has said many times, there’s a Jessica in our city close to us that needs help/ a hug ect 💕

Been saying this my self , literally he probably only spoken 6 times....

This!

You people do not function in the real world. In today's society men and women are seen as equals. It can start out with a woman hitting a man, then it escalates and he hits her back. Its a terrible cycle. Society should have zero tolerance for any kind of physical violence. Our laws are equal now, no matter who is hitting their must be consequences. Children seeing their father getting hit feel as helpless as those who see their mother getting hit. In Islam men are required to first talk to their wives, and if it continues then a man is obligated to hit his wife. It is clear in the Quran that it is a mans duty to apply force to his wife is she disobeys. "Men are in charge of women by [right of] what Allah has given one over the other and what they spend [for maintenance] from their wealth. So righteous women are devoutly obedient, guarding in [the husband's] absence what Allah would have them guard. But those [wives] from whom you fear arrogance - [first] advise them; [then if they persist], forsake them in bed; and [finally], strike them. "

@@canaryinacoalmine7267 bro, shut up.

Don't worry, she'll pop out another one.

@@stanislouse4168 wow, aren’t you just the positive type. Just another dick most likely.

I've known several mothers who have lost babies in this way.Its like a freak accident.No particular reason. She's had a hard life and not a good start. A better beginning, oh shit, let's just say a better mother, the things to follow might not have been so bad. Gotta learn from your mistakes and make better decisions sooner or later.If you want your kids keep off of the drugs.

@@debbiemohekey1509 this almost happened to 2 of my pregnancies, it's scary and it's not like the doctors know .... and it has zero to with drugs...

@@trinahughes1230 I know

Well said 🌼

Excellent, I hope she makes it. There’s a lot of pain here.

Broke you! Eye roll.

Hey don't make this about you. We are learning about this girl and her troubles. She is the one in the video being interviewed, Not you.

@@user-pq6mr6op3p The person who commented was relating her own experiences to the woman in the video and then saying positive things about her. Clearly you misinterpreted, because she wasn’t making it about her. If you wanted to listen to this woman’s story as that’s what it was about, watch it and leave without putting others down.

she's wearing a giant black baby diaper

@@user-pq6mr6op3p alot of people relate to these stories.. thats what the comments are for , so people can express their feelings about said clip, whatever that may be

@@izzydeadyet7336 Wrong.....She was trying to get attention. I Watched Batman this weekend during the movie I didn't tell people that I am a black belt in Karate and myself have a Butler.

Wonderful comment 👍

@@MEL2theJ I agree too

same. I feel like it's actually helped me see a lot of things differently in my own life. Especially my upbringing!

Well said. I'm in that "noticing" stage but still spiraling downwards not fully realizing the negative impact its affecting in my life. Sad tbh

I'm at that stage currently. I was just thinking about this before I decided to watch SWU. I went out last night and once again, it wasn't fun and nothing I did relieved me of emotional pain. I was left asking myself what's the point, and how am I going to feel the high/escape/happiness/etc that I used to. I can relate so much to your comment.

@@centeguahan3760 I get it...I really do. We're all just grasping at straws... desperate too feel better. In my personal opinion, this is where true recovery can actually, happen...and maybe, take a foothold. Because when your young it's still way too much fun and your youth & beauty is still way, way to much of commodity for any kind of long term recovery to happen. Cuz as long as Peep's can run back to the blade for quick $$$ that's where they'll run into the drugs..

Thank you for writing this! I feel the same way at 43yrs old. No high or fun anymore.

I understand! Alcohol wasn’t problem it was my Solution. I had to AA and work steps. I had to fill the hole Soul.💙🙏.

Longterm rehab, maybe living at a long care healing center will give you hope, a new start. Healing yourself will take time, but , it ll be worth it! THEN, after you've healed, Lord willing, I think your relationship with your children will heal!

She truly seems like a beautiful soul! Those of us w/ the biggest hearts are most often the ones that end up broken and used. I've been there and I am there myself. Different circumstances, but I can feel her pain at my core. She's been put through the wringer and just needs a hand up in life. My ❤️ truly hurts for her. I actually really hope she sees everyone's positive comments on here and it helps give her the push that she needs to get help! 💕

Nice to read your beautiful thoughts.