Something is Happening in Me

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Kyle’s Channel:
/ @kyleapple9702
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Jenny Appleford
7211 Haven Ave, Unit E-407
Rancho Cucamonga, CA 91701
INSTAGRAM: jenny_appleford
FACEBOOK: Our Brave Jenny
For business inquiries: veganapplefords@gmail.com
DIAGNOSIS:
March 19th, 2021 Stage IIIA Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (Non-Smoking)
February 2022 Stage IV Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (spreading to Brain, and other parts of lung and lymph nodes)
Gene Mutation EGFR with Exon 20 Insertion
TREATMENTS: Received or currently Receiving
2021: 8 Rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin and Paclitaxel) with 30 concurrent radiation treatments to chest and lung
Failed Immunotherapy directly after Chemo and Radiation (Durvalumab, 1 round)
2022: Chemotherapy
10 rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin, Alimta, and Avastin)
6 with Carboplatin, 4 without
Targeted Brain Radiation (Completed)
CURRENT TREATMENT:
I am on a clinical trial for my specific gene mutation
Our GoFundMe Link:
gofund.me/5edf81e5
The purpose of my channel is to document my cancer journey to look back on, and/or help anyone else going through anything similar. It is also to potentially help loved ones supporting those who are in this fight as well. This is also an easy way to update a lot of people at once. My main goal is to have footage of this journey for my husband and children to look back on. I originally created this channel as a sort of video diary for my
family.
Thank you so much for following along on this journey. Your love and support help me so much.

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@kategriffith4359 Жыл бұрын

Jenny, I do hospice for a living and have taken care of many cancer patients. What you need to do is get scheduled pain meds and take them even if you aren’t having pain because you don’t want to wait until it’s so bad it takes you out. You also need a PRN pain med for break through pain. I hate hearing your not taking meds cause you don’t have pain and then you have horrible pain. You need to try to keep it scheduled because then you will have less exacerbations of episodes. I think of you daily and pray you beat this. On a personal note I’ve been battling stage 2 breast cancer for 11 months….so I can somewhat relate. I’m so glad to see you have a awesome support team and an amazing husband, keep fighting my KZfaq friend. You got this!

@brendasnow8255 Жыл бұрын

The intensity of the pain from cancer, and the pain from a c-section does not compare, but a family member learned the hard way after giving birth to take the pain med regularly. I’m so glad that a nurse advised you to take your meds. There’s no good reason to put yourself through unnecessary pain. It’s not character building.

@meganmckissick2281 Жыл бұрын

Yes! Staying ahead of the pain is soooo important! You can't heal when you are in pain! You can't heal when you can't sleep because you are in pain! It is better to be over medicated than under...

@liseklerekoper2441 Жыл бұрын

Staying ahead of the pain is so important to having the quality of life that you value with your kids, husband, family, and friends. So many people associate taking the pain meds as such a negative and a sign of not doing well, but actually taking them on a schedule and having a PRN med for break thru can actually give you improved quality of life and more independence/ability to do some of the things you want to do. Pain is so incredibly debilitating & my heart and prayers go out to you and yours. 🙏🫶

@kat1984 Жыл бұрын

I agree with taking the pain medication on schedule. I've had severe chronic pain and neuropathy for around 15 years. The pain management team/clinic I switched to added an extended release and switched the breakthrough medication. They were focused on improving my quality of life and is has helped. I take everything on schedule so the pain doesn't build. I didn't do what I was supposed to last week as far as staying ahead of the pain. I was throwing up from the pain alone starting on Thursday and I haven't been able to stand up and walk around since then... it's now Monday. I do have flares that the breakthrough medication doesn't "cover". Don't be afraid of the pain medication. They are demonized in a way that makes chronic pain and cancer patients hesitant. What's the point of living if we don't have quality of life?

@truthprevails7085 Жыл бұрын

I am so glad you’ve brought this up. It is so very important. I can’t imagine the doctors not informing Jenny of this. Idk…

@jameshoopes6467 8 ай бұрын

The only solace I get is from knowing that she isn’t in pain anymore. I hope Kyle and the kids are doing ok. Jenny was a warrior and beat cancer.

@klutzykate123 Жыл бұрын

I worked in a pharmacy and it was heartbreaking to see people who’d been DIAGNOSED with severe painful illnesses that would have a hard time getting their pain medication. I remember specifically a husband that would come to pick up morphine for his very ill wife and had to wait each time for the medication to be approved. Something is definitely wrong with the system. It shouldn’t be so hard to differentiate between the people who truly need these meds from the people that are drug abusers. 😡

@standup2982 Жыл бұрын

I absolutely agree 👍

@crittermetimbers Жыл бұрын

I went thru that same thing! My children’s Dad had stage 4 neuroendocrine pancreatic cancer with innumerable liver mets, bone mets, (eventually brain mets) and even one time our pharmacist refused to fill the higher morphine dosage that the doctor prescribed! He had to WAIT til the doctor called and raised holy hell with the pharmacist.

@lindaraezer3013 Жыл бұрын

I agree! Pain meds are almost impossible to get here in Oklahoma. Even for stage 4 cancer! Our family doctor told me about a stage 4 cancer patient of hers who has NEVER had a prescription pain pill. Hie oncologist said they only prescribe pain pills when you enter hospice. What?!?! I had stage 3 cancer in 2005, and I can't imagine getting by with only tylenol and ibuprofen during treatment. Politicians cracked WAY down on prescribing pain meds from doctors. It started in earnest in 2018 in an effort to crack down on drug addiction. It's been proven not to work as Oklahoma has had a big increase in drug addiction deaths since 2018. Politicians have NO business making health decisions for us!

@Rita-yw2tn Жыл бұрын

I completely agree with you 👍

@rebeccabrown5014 Жыл бұрын

Thank you for bringing up these good points! I have severe, chronic pain and I have to jump through many hoops to continue my pain meds. My doctor is very compassionate but the clinic has overbearing rules in place. I have to sign a yearly contract that is several pages long, see my doctor every 1-2 months, and they call me in any time they want for me to drop everything and go in for a same day drug urine test. I have been on the same pain med at the same dose for 11 years. My conditions are progressive, I grow worse over time, and there is no cure. It isn’t right to be treated like a drug addict. The current state of our world is not going to fix this problem so it is us who have to suffer. 😢

@Sheyann_89 8 ай бұрын

Rest in peace beautiful Jenny. We all will miss you so so much! I'm so glad that kyle has this video to look back on of her saying "I love you kyle" and all the videos she made winnie and Elis will always be able to see their amazing momma anytime they want because jenny cared enough to allow us all to be with her during her cancer journey. I personally will never ever forget jenny. She helped me mentally more than she ever knew with losing my dad to cancer. 💕

@FaithyandOtis..Massachusetts Жыл бұрын

Kyle is so dedicated, leaving work to come home to take care of you and Winnie, what a wonderful man❤

@oneseeker2 Жыл бұрын

That has to be done.

@DanetteVega Жыл бұрын

I want a Kyle!!

@joevlogs1279 Жыл бұрын

Sorry gal's, this is Jenny's husband... Find your own man.

@kristimartinez7528 Жыл бұрын

@@joevlogs1279 I think everyone is saying that they want a devoted partner like him

@FaithyandOtis..Massachusetts Жыл бұрын

@@joevlogs1279 I had the best man in my life I met him in high school and he died in 2014 we were together until then. I am now 72 I don’t need someone else’s man..

@kristinafisher3801 Жыл бұрын

My marriage of 15 years just ended and my heart is full listening to Kyle talk about his wife and family. Blessing to you and your family

@josiedickson6959 Жыл бұрын

My heart goes out to you.. yes it is so hard for us when marriages are ended and it makes us notice the healthy strong ones and appreciate them.. I wish you well and remember to take care of you and hold yr head high ...dignity and grace show others we will make it and thrive and eventually we own that for ourselves. With love.

@kristinafisher3801 Жыл бұрын

@@josiedickson6959 thank you for your kind words ❤️❤️. Means more than you know

@sharong8841 Жыл бұрын

Same here, my marriage of 27 years just ended legally but I have no complaint compared to what this beautiful family is facing. So much love sent your way🪽🪽

@cindyferrara6022 Жыл бұрын

Dramatic?? Are you kidding me? You are truly amazing the way you deal with all of this, pain included. WE LOVE YOU JENNY!!!❤

@deborahk4637 6 ай бұрын

Jenny was so fortunate to have Kyle. He took over all duties and responsibilities...kids, cooking, errands, kid's activities, etc. He deserves so much credit.

@kimkelly9046 Жыл бұрын

So many heartfelt prayers coming your way, Jenny. YOU GOT THIS. YOU ARE NOT ALONE

@annabizaro-doo-dah Жыл бұрын

I know you care and are doing what is in your power but I don't think Jenny has "got this" the pain is worsening Jenny is deteriorating and needs to move to home palliative care. She needs additional home help and home care nurses to manage her pain and help with meals/cleaning etc. I don't know how it works in the US in the UK we have NHS community cancer nurses who manage your care at home and we have "home helps" who come and clean the house/shop/iron etc for a very small fee if your doctors say you require help. I was a cancer nurse for many years and Jenny needs to be encouraged to reach out to her medics as no cancer patient should be left to endure pain like this! Having to ration pain meds is no acceptable!,😢😢😢

@pianolady726 Жыл бұрын

@@annabizaro-doo-dah it sounds like Jenny has wonderful Drs. And I am sure Jenny and Kyle communicate with her Drs. often. We can't say that Jenny is deteriorating, each patient has different pain thresholds. It is best to leave the decision making up to Jenny and Kyle and her medical team. It's best not to speculate, as no one else knows Jenny's health, better than Jenny and her healthcare team. Not to mention, it was rather insensitive and a bit out of line to be telling someone else what to do.

@jesseniavargas6969 8 ай бұрын

We're all missing you sweet Jenny i can't begin to imagine what Kyle & your family feels. You were so strong & that's why you WON beautiful angel.🕊️

@jesseniavargas6969 8 ай бұрын

🦋🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🦋

@tjastrow1976 8 ай бұрын

Rest peacefully beautiful girl! I sure miss you! I can only imagine the pain your family are in and i wish it wasn't this way! You are such a beautiful soul and will forever be missed!!! Love you and your family and everyone of you are in my prayers!

@deefitzgerald2906 8 ай бұрын

It’s so HARD to believe U are GONE Jenny in only 7 Months from this Video….You now are NO longer in Pain and We will ALWAYS MISS You….You fought this Cancer ♋️ and we’re a Warrior and went thru Hell….You now are at Peace…..

@chuckfriedlein2720 Жыл бұрын

My heart goes out to you my father had stage four rectal cancer that spread throughput his body I was his caretaker and it just broke my heart to see him sitting on the couch in excruciating pain even pain meds didn't help much I can't imagine what it's like to have little children and deal with your amount of pain you are in you are an amazing person and I am sending good vibes and prayers your way!

@Top2tow Жыл бұрын

It breaks my heart to see you in such pain and distress. Sending you love and hugs. It is beyond me how you manage to cope with everything. You are a 🌟 you are and will always stay in my prayers. God bless you sweetheart❤❤

@evajuarez1558 Жыл бұрын

❤I will be pray for dad I understand what you going through my mother have ovarian cancer stage 3 c is been hard but putting god first will heal you spiritually and give you strength and ur dad and god will lift you when you feel down and when need him

@donnabaardsen5372 Жыл бұрын

@@evajuarez1558 No, God does not heal everyone. However, we are to pray, trust and obey Him no matter what the outcome.

@shawngeoffrion4754 Жыл бұрын

Praying for you Jenny. Keep thinking good thoughts. 🙏

@chuckfriedlein2720 Жыл бұрын

@@evajuarez1558 Thank you so much it's greatly appreciated it's nice to know that there are people in the world who understand and care

@leighstevens4300 Жыл бұрын

Please advocate for yourself with the pain and discomfort you are experiencing. As a nurse I know you are the best source for determining your pain and anxiety needs. It’s so wonderful to see your videos and your positive approach through your journey is inspiring to any and all. Your comfort through this time is top priority! Sending you comfort and strength vibes! You’re a beautiful and deserving woman ❤❤❤

@lisaplayer1299 Жыл бұрын

Totally agree agree about speaking up about PINdvrls. Another nurse here! Nobody should be in terrible pain. It wears you down and can lead to poor dietary intake, poor sleep, changes in your mood and emotions. Keep sharing your pain with all of your providers. Prayers for full healing, no pain, and a future free from cancer!!!! With God ALL is possible!!! ❤

@lisaplayer1299 Жыл бұрын

Should have read pain levels.

@vanessaburckhard3081 11 ай бұрын

I'm so sorry you're in so much pain. I wish I could do something to help you. I keep praying for you and your family every night 🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤.

@ellyne3863 Жыл бұрын

Seeing the absolute joy on Winnie’s face - that is a testament to how awesome you and Kyle are. Not to say you guys ignore what’s going on or never talk about the challenges in front of the kids - but you do it in the right way. You both should be so proud of how you’re raising your children ❤

@lr2714 8 ай бұрын

Rip Jenny😢

@hopehall-sanchez1913 Жыл бұрын

From a fellow cancer fighter/thriver, sending so much love 💗 you got this.. we can do hard things ❤

@charlotteroblin5374 Жыл бұрын

Hello I'm so sorry 😢 I pray you will be healed 💓 Please look up on KZfaq... Mike winger- prophises that Jesus fulfilled: evidence for the Bible pt10 It's a major reason for my faith in God. Theres a chance I'm right so please give it a go. The video is long but even if you only watch a little I believe it is still worth it. We have the choice to continue unrepentanly in sin and unbelief or to repent and believe and turn to Jesus (God). Jesus died for our sins on the cross then rose so that those who believe will be forgiven and saved. God loves you ❤

@karime6704 Жыл бұрын

Hugs Hope, wish You are fine, Best wishes for You and your health

@mandyauger1035 Жыл бұрын

All the best !! Xx

@Truth1561 Жыл бұрын

I think you are getting breakthrough pain. I'm a retired nurse and I've seen this so often. You feel better for a while ( or have too few meds left as with you ) reduce pain medication then it comes back with a vengeance. I hope now your prescription is sorted you can get on top of it- and stay on top of it. As always sweet Jenny prayers are coming your way from UK x🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

@annabizaro-doo-dah Жыл бұрын

I fully agree. I too am a UK nurse with many years of experience nursing cancer patients (mainly liver and leukemia). I've been very concerned for Jenny over the last week and feel as if she has deteriorated. Rationing her meds has triggered episodes of breathlessness with the breakthrough pain, too. In the UK Jenny would have community nurses visiting to help manage pain and washing/dressing as needed and a home help for housework etc but I don't know how the complex US system works😬

@RockGirlMedia Жыл бұрын

Been a quiet observer for awhile. Your family is precious! 🙏 & well wishes.

@Nan-59 Жыл бұрын

Jenny, I’m SO RELIEVED your people got your pain medicine figured out. Please try taking it before you actually need it. It’s harder to control pain after it already has a hold on you. I have not had cancer but I have had chronic pain for about 25 years. I’m glad you’re letting yourself rest. That’s so good for you. My nieces husband just got diagnosed with lung cancer in the beginning of December. It had already gone to his brain. They were able to remove one brain tumor, but not the other one. He is staying positive, even with a stage four diagnosis. Praying for both of you!❤❤❤✌🏻

@maureenharzinski504 Жыл бұрын

My heart breaks for you with all the physical pain and mental suffering you endure. You show Herculean strength in all that you do with and for your family. Still playing with your kids and being present. It’s truly awe inspiring. If I were in your shoes I know I would be in bed alone. I don’t think I could do all that you do. You are an amazing Mom and Wife! Praying for you!!!

@sherylvalentiner6115 Жыл бұрын

I’ve been a chronic pain patient for over 15 years. It can be SO VERY confusing, frustrating and sometimes frightening. Keeping you and your sweet family in prayer. 🙏🏻💜🇺🇸

@oneseeker2 Жыл бұрын

Pain and Cancer is alarming.

@donnabaardsen5372 Жыл бұрын

@@oneseeker2 Yes, it's way beyond chronic pain, a totally different monster. We can only hope Jenny's isn't spreading.

@Anastashya Жыл бұрын

@@oneseeker2 Pain and any illness is alarming. Some illnesses cause pain so bad it creates delirium.

@fairlyvague82 Жыл бұрын

Please don’t invalidate chronic pain. I don’t have cancer but I’ve had chronic pain for 22 years now, since I was 27. I have attempted to unalive myself twice because of it. It will never go away until there are cures for my illnesses. Cancer and the pain it can cause must be absolutely horrendous and I hope to God I never have to face that. Sheryl I know exactly what you mean. Sending you gentle hugs ❤

@sherylvalentiner6115 Жыл бұрын

@@fairlyvague82 Well, thank you so much. A gentle hug right back. 💜

@carolwentworth3709 Жыл бұрын

I love how Ellis pulled flower in for a group hug. Super sweet

@Kristen10-22 7 ай бұрын

I literally found a penny vacuuming in between the dishwasher and sink today. Something plugged up the end of the vacuum wand. I looked and found a penny. I took a glance, another one then I said outloud “Find a penny pick it up all day long you’ll have good luck.” Thanks Jenny I’m always praying girl! ❤

@jjcgrass Жыл бұрын

Hospice has programs to help so kyle can work, and programs for Winny preschool or daycare. There are options. My twin sister died of bladder cancer 5 years ago it takes a village to help and care for a ill family when they have children. You need to take the pills on a schedule so you are not in so much pain and you can participate in household and family life.

@Lisaburner67 Жыл бұрын

From fellow cancer fighter you got this ❤ sending prayers 🙏🙏🙏

@donnacollins4511 Жыл бұрын

Praying for you Jenny! Lord please give Jenny relief from pain and answers to what is going on in her body. Most of all please heal her from any cancer and give her the chance to live a normal life for her and her sweet family 🙏❤️✝️

@lisasargent2841 Жыл бұрын

Amen.

@cindyjones8284 Жыл бұрын

Your team needs to give you the right med and amounts so you can take them regularly. If you don’t take a dose you just get too far behind and it takes longer to get your pain back in control. Hope u feel better soon. 💕

@cindyjones8284 Жыл бұрын

They can move up your scans too since you are feeling like this. It’s so stressful to wait.

@bohochic2459 Жыл бұрын

Amen. 🦋👼🕯✨️🙏💙

@afterthought72 Жыл бұрын

I've been in chronic pain since 1997/98.. Pain is no joke when it's constant even on pain meds ... Prayers for you and your lil family 😊

@wandacasey7467 Жыл бұрын

'Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with Thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God, and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus". Phillipines 4:6-7. Prayers and hugs from Mississippi! Love you and your family so much!

@michellecollins290 Жыл бұрын

Perhaps it’s anxiety that’s triggering nerves? Not sure how it works but you look well Jenny even though you’re in pain. Praying for you ❤

@patsmith8035 Жыл бұрын

Her illness is physical, I would be very upset if I had stage four cancer and someone suggested anxiety could cause my pain.I know there is no malice in your statement but it might upset Jenny.

@verily360 Жыл бұрын

Unbelievable you would try to say the pain was caused by anxiety.

@bohochic2459 Жыл бұрын

Dearest Jenny, I am so sorry that your pain has been excruciating. It's hard enough living with daily chronic pain, but for it to be even worse, and/or different types of pain -- is cruel and certainly takes a toll. I hope that you are proud of yourself for calling Kyle and asking for his help. You deserve all the support possible. Kyle is an incredible man who you are so worthy of having. The love between the two of you shines through in your videos. I have had a very similar day with my pain levels being worse than normal and excruciating. I just haven't been able to get ahead of the pain. I relate and understand what you mean about the feeling of being stabbed by a knife. I have been bedbound all day and night. It is important to pay heed to our body's wisdom. It is also understandable that you are feeling anxious about tomorrow's MRI. Be gentle with yourself, and do your very best to take one small step, one minute, one hour, one day, one breath, and one moment, at a time. We are all here holding that space for you. I am sending out extra special prayers tonight and tomorrow. I am holding you in my thoughts and heart. Sending heartfelt healing hugs your way. (Hugs to Kyle, Ellis, and Winnie too). Many blessings to you. You amaze me with how you handle things with such grace. You are such a beautiful soul. Hugs and love from Canada. P.s. The flowers that Kyle planted look stunning. 🦋👼🕯✨️🙏💙

@missdaisy5736 Жыл бұрын

It is sad hearing how severe your pain became. I am praying for you.🙏🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻😊

@debbielandis4811 Жыл бұрын

You're a good man Kyle!!

@katecrossan5141 Жыл бұрын

1.30 in afternoon from Scotland praying for you Jenny and your lovely family xxx

@BabyDee72 Жыл бұрын

I am so sorry your going thru all these agonizing symptoms. Kyle you are the true example of what every man should be. Prayers, hugs, love to you all. I hope your pain management team can figure something out

@ctgctg1 Жыл бұрын

I admire how you and your husband stay so positive. Lots of positive thoughts for your scan results.❤️

@amyspeers8012 Жыл бұрын

Oh the memory you just put into my head! My mom had breast cancer when I was 12. She was in hospital on picture day and my arm was in a sling from an injury. My dad had to help me to get ready. I wore his favorite dress and a necklace he had gotten me for Valentines Day. My hair looked amazing-side part, with a bow, very late 1970’s. It is one of my favorite pictures even though I am at that awkward preteen phase and hideous.

@yellowmoon9308 Жыл бұрын

Praying for you and your family

@carmelaburrone5029 Жыл бұрын

Dear Sweet Jenny... I'm praying for you as I make this post. May God surround you with legions of Angels every moment and deliver a full healing and recovery. You have a beautiful family and the most loving husband. Hang in there my dear & keep the Faith. Sending love and blessings from Connecticut.

@archanavedavyas9808 Жыл бұрын

Hi Jenny . I am a practicing Hindu and just wanted to tell you that I am constantly praying for you and your family and I am sure there will come a day where you would have left all this behind and be proud of what you have overcome. I am arranging for a group prayer session with some friends so we can chant and think about you and keep you in our prayers. I have unwavering faith in my God that he will heal you.

@denisesmith9240 Жыл бұрын

What a beautiful person you are.

@suzannastevens4059 Жыл бұрын

I M SO THANKFUL FOR YOUR PRAYERS!!!! Prayers really work! My daughter just had a double mastectomy and our prayer team we had was a blessing. Keep the prayers for JENNY and her family. They are warriors. My daughter is coveted in prayer.

@TheMarilup Жыл бұрын

What a wonderful way to show first of all, how precious Jenny is, but also what a wonderful person you are. The world is better because of you both.

@lmc2375 8 ай бұрын

This so moved me. God Bless you. Please keep them going for Kyle and their kids so, they don't suffer so much. 🙏💫💖🌱🌎

@lmc2375 8 ай бұрын

And God did get her beyond this, just not in the way we had all wanted it to be. 🙏💫💖😪

@bobbie9984 Жыл бұрын

Sending you white light of healing.

@libranpoet Жыл бұрын

I live on my heating pad with my colitis pain. I can only imagine what you're going through. I'm really praying for your comfort.

@Lesleymehnert Жыл бұрын

You and Kyle have beautiful, well behaved kids, Winnie looks just like you and Ellis looks like his dad, you have an amazing husband and dad and you are still a fantastic mum and wife. You’re so thoughtful and kind, I love watching you all. Xxx

@inukshuk7220 Жыл бұрын

Aw Jenny, I wish I could give you a gentle comforting hug....prayer for total health sent upstairs!!! xo from Alberta

@sharonteetzel1968 Жыл бұрын

Praying for you guys.

@shirleyhurtt2986 Жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry that you have had such a bad pain day. Specific prayers are being sent for your pain. I’m believing that this all means that the cancer IS dying. Oh, and Kyle, I love your flowers! They are beautiful! 🙂❤️

@wanya_telborn Жыл бұрын

Yes mam I’ll pray as well

@CER954 Жыл бұрын

Praying for you, Jenny. I too have extreme anxiety when having an MRI and because of an aneurysm clip, I have them 2x a year. It’s been 5 years and I was finally told about MRI with sedation for my last MRI. Alleluia, it worked. Big hugs and prayers to you, you got this 🙏❤️🙏

@prosaically Жыл бұрын

My sister (she has terminal gallbladder cancer and is in palliative care) was having trouble getting her meds right so I made her a spreadsheet with them divided by type and how often, and she's made it into a little sort of journal. It's one page per day on a clipboard and it's working great for us ❤ I hope very much your team is able to make you comfortable. ❤❤

@vdeniceeckert3494 Жыл бұрын

Palliative care is not hospice. They take care of meds and help with that. Hospice is getting u comfortable before death.

@abigailh7715 Жыл бұрын

@@tinafaye2985 How do you know? Speak for yourself busy body

@EmyUrban Жыл бұрын

@@tinafaye2985 palliative care is very different from hospice ! You can stay on palliative for many many years, some are palliative care patients for more than 10 years and they are helping others / working with other new palliative care patients …

@user-nf7on6ef9d 8 ай бұрын

@@tinafaye2985I never cease to be amazed at the unbelievable rudeness of some people like you.

@joanhall4707 Жыл бұрын

I’m sorry 😢prayers go out your sweet family Please God Make Jenny Fell better her Husband Children Family And pets need her

@traceystehbens1267 Жыл бұрын

You should have someone caring for you. Fulltime.

@cynthiaholland13 4 ай бұрын

I wish she had palliative care back then

@joanbeach644 Жыл бұрын

I hope this new pain goes away. And I will be praying that your scan goes well. You have a great guy in Kyle. Love you, Joan ❤️🙏🏻

@rnbham39 Жыл бұрын

Lifting you up in prayer for your MRI today (Wed) and continuing for pain to be completely abated!!! Y'all are so lucky to have each other. Kyle is amazing and such a sweet kind spirit but you are an amazing Mom and wife too!!! I know Jesus will be right there with you and He will make it bearable. I know the sedation will be a total game changer (try not to be too mad at them for not offering it to you sooner, LOL). Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers!! 🙏🙏🙏

@pavlaspalova Жыл бұрын

I rarely comment on videos of people I don't know but I am thinking of your family and I hope you can feel better soon. You guys are awesome together, great team work! Be kind to yourself Jenny, you deserve it. There is absolutely no need to feel guilty for asking for help when you need it. You got this!

@julieharden2433 Жыл бұрын

Those morning Star corn dogs are delicious. I love them as a snack every now and then.

@kimpayne3598 Жыл бұрын

Praying for you , Jenny. Praying for less pain, good results, healing and peace. ♥️🙏🏻♥️

@Jacqueline888 3 ай бұрын

she was so brave and strong. gosh. i miss her. ❤

@tftlred5454 Жыл бұрын

Always praying for u Jenny u are a darling girl x my journey hasn't long started and I take inspiration from u hun xxx all my luv T ❤ xxx

@nancisailormoy9135 Жыл бұрын

I'll be praying for you this morning for your MRI and know that the sedation will make is so much easier on you. I wish I lived near you and could come and help out when you have these hard days. Does meditation help at all with your pain. I have used it in the past but had better luck using my headphones and a guided meditation that would basically side track my brain where it couldn't focus on the pain. I realize you couldn't do this while you have Winnie but it might help you sleep better. I pray that your cancer is just angry at blu since it's losing the fight and soon you will be cancer free. ♥from PA.

@evelynlivingston6761 Жыл бұрын

Prayers ❤

@marielagalok Жыл бұрын

Sending you the best energy !!!

@shirleyhurtt2986 Жыл бұрын

Your kiddos are so cute! 🙂❤️❤️

@yolandagallegos2265 Жыл бұрын

Prayers for you ❤

@lizhughes6729 Жыл бұрын

How awful that you are suffering. I’m so sorry. You are such a good momma. ❤

@janettecooper3631 Жыл бұрын

Hi Jenny, be strong for tomorrow ! We are all bringing healing & good news for your scan around the world 🌎 prayers really do work, love from Balgal beach Queensland Australia 🙏🙏🙏❤️‍🩹

@sandraf8265 Жыл бұрын

Dear jenny....so happy to see you....wish you all the best...love from austria🌞🌈❤

@sarita3337 Жыл бұрын

Praying for you!

@marcyfalconer1275 Жыл бұрын

Jenny please get with your pain MGMT team. I'm a chronic pain patient for 20+years, it took many different meds before I got some relief. Maybe they need to try something different. I am praying for you. I know it's not your personality but you need to be more demanding. ox

@elizabethgibbens Жыл бұрын

Hello Jenny, Sending love and prayers for healing and to get rid of the pain. Winnie looks adorable, Flower too.🦋🦋🦋🦋

@jillcoe4695 Жыл бұрын

Prayers for you.

@blurryfacemyheavydirtysoul5720 Жыл бұрын

I like your channel but sometimes it's hard to watch because I worry about you so much and I'm afraid for bad news. Prayers for God's will in your life! Love from Kentucky 💜

@aliceschmid9697 Жыл бұрын

When I was little, I went to Catholic schools. We had nuns. We learned a prayer called "The Memorare". You are only supposed to say that prayer in fire situations. To pray for big important things. I say the Memorare every day for you Jenny.

@lisalee8383 Жыл бұрын

Prayers sent 🙏 ❤️

@annkarpinskireddog Жыл бұрын

Awwe full of healing fr Jenny🌻🌻🌻

@susandavis1205 Жыл бұрын

So sorry for your pain

@alwaysmarcy9428 Жыл бұрын

I am so sorry you're in so much pain today. Prayers have been said, and I just love watching this beautiful beautiful family. And just remember God can do anything. Stay strong hugs

@shariroark7588 Жыл бұрын

Prayers for you, Jenny!

@wandadavis2468 Жыл бұрын

Sending pain free prayers!!!

@JBCricket617 Жыл бұрын

I’m praying for you, Jenny🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️

@tftlred5454 Жыл бұрын

Jenny u have such a lovely nature gentle and kind I always think of the actress Janet Leigh when she was in her role in gone with the wind hope u don't mind me saying this lol but she always makes me think of u a beautiful soul xx 💕🍃🦋🍃

@junemaybe Жыл бұрын

Prayers & love & respect

@janetshaffer687 Жыл бұрын

Prayers for you Jenny ❤

@denisedouglas7498 Жыл бұрын

Sending my prayers for healing and May the Spirit of the Lord bring you peace. My Lord I lift this family up to you . ❤

@pam164 Жыл бұрын

She seems to have good and bad days. Praying for you all.

@lizmoeller615 Жыл бұрын

Praying now!❤️

@kathleenmiller852 Жыл бұрын

Prayers with you Jenny as always ❤

@sdd123 Жыл бұрын

I pray that you can get pain relief as soon as possible. I know your team will figure it out.❤

@wendysummers6728 Жыл бұрын

Hello. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers daily.

@joane5777 Жыл бұрын

Praying for you sweet Jenny!! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

@kellygraff4120 Жыл бұрын

Praying for you and your family. Sending love your way!

@aliceschmid9697 Жыл бұрын

So sorry about your pain, Jenny!

@unicornsarereal4254 Жыл бұрын

Oh my goodness that little Winnie is just adorable! Blowing kisses and making faces, what a lil cutie 💜 Best of luck with the MRI, will be praying for you

@michellecameron4795 Жыл бұрын

Prayers for good results and for God to be with you during the scan to keep you calm!!

@Malik924_ Жыл бұрын

Praying for you 💙

@donnamanzares8440 Жыл бұрын

Praying for you Jenny💕

@janetpirate2110 Жыл бұрын

I am so sorry this is happening to you. Sending healing vibes.

@nonnadeb1982 Жыл бұрын

Prayers for comfort and healing 💜

@susangriffiths3986 Жыл бұрын

You got this Jenny keep strong x

@oldcollegecoed Жыл бұрын

Prayers are going up for you! We got this!💓🙏💕

@Andearea Жыл бұрын

I’m praying for you Jenny. NO MORE BRAIN LESION. Cancer is melting away and will one day be gone. Stay positive and strong (as you are). You’re an amazing mom. Lots of love from Canada ❤