Live in the moment and enjoy ,that,s what you,ve done with Sooz this weekend.Enjoy Cornwall ,Drive safe ,its one heck of a drive from where you live,its 5 hours from me in the Midland so just be safe. Lovely shots of the deer,s Barbara xxxx

Sweet Emma take as much time as you need to express your feelings. God is a merciful God and He will hold you and Sooz even tighter in His arms today and in the coming days. Feel yourself hugged. 💜

Great pics Emma of you and soozy glad you brought us along with you guys xx

What wonderful staff at the retreat! Glad you all had this special time together ❤

❤Ohhhh Emma, You have all made this trip so special for Sooz! Bless you and the wonderful people at the Cabins! I am so excited for you and Ash! Happy Anniversary almost! We are thinking of you all. Treasured times at the cabin. Keep them in you’re heart! What a beautiful place! Love to all!

Big hugs Emma it’s ok not to be ok have a fab time away with ash and enjoy your wedding anniversary xxxx

Hugs Emma, we are all sending you love.Try and have a lovely time away.xx

Hate seeing you cry sweetheart. You are an amazing sister to sooz. You are stronger than you realise. Massive hugs. Xx

You’ve got me in floods of tears , I am so glad they got it sorted for Sooz, have a fantastic time in Cornwall :)

Aww Emma wish i could give you a hug its good to let it out. I love your hair naturally curly. Love to you all and have a lovely time with Ash at Cornwall.❤❤🥰 xx

Oh Emma it was hard to see you so heartbroken, but it was even harder in a good way to see how kind that company was in fixing the hot tub straight away. It is truly OK to show your emotions. It wouldn't be typical to not feel upset. Hope Sooz takes comfort in how loved she is by her friends and family. Xx

My heart is aching for you. Know we are thinking of you'll and what a beautiful blessing Sooz gave to all of you.

Love you Sooz ❤ Love you Emma❤

Delighted everyone came to support and give Love to sooz. I lost my beautiful brave sister ( not my twin) to cancer, at times the reality of it all comes back like a bolt of lightning. It takes your breath. You are doing an amazing job Emma, try to relax with Ash for a few days sweetie. We are all here for you. Sending virtual hugs. Lynne. Xxx 🤗🤗🤗🙏🙏🙏💜💜💜

You are doing so much for Sooz, you and Sooz seem to have lots of lovely and supportive friends. Have a great time with your husband in Cornwall, knowing your sister is spending time with friends in beautiful surroundings.xx

Oh Emma, I want to reach through the screen and hug you sweet girl! xx

It breaks my heart to see you cry dearest Emma and I feel your pain that you and your family are enduring. So happy everyone had a wonderful time at the Retreat and hope the Jacuzzi got fixed. Safe travels to Cornwall. Love and BIG hugs ❤

I'm sending you a massive hug too..... 🫂❤ Your fast forward walkies made me laugh 😆

The bond you have with your sister is so heartfelt!! I never had that closeness with my sister but my two girls are best friends and I love it ❤

Oh poppet lovely Emma don’t apologise we’re all here for you all. Let it all out is the best way, it’s healthy for you. Sending gentle hugs and lots of love to you all ♥️♥️♥️♥️xxx

Sweet Emma, we always be here for you, I'm sobbing because of your pain and just want you to know we all love you so so much. Sooz you are an amazing lady and so brave, we send all of our love, hugs and prayers ❤️ Sending all of our support, love and hugs to your mummy, family and friends at this extremely difficult time ❤

Hugs Emma...❤❤❤ x

Sobbed with you today Emma 💛 I can not begin to find words that could ever ease your pain. Just know throughout your videos I laugh with you, cry with you and I pray for you and all those you love. Have the best Anniversary get away ❤️ x

Emma, you just relax and let us be strong for you. We love you to bits

Oh goodness sending a xtra big hug!!

Love you both!! God bless your sweet hearts

So glad you've got to see so much beautiful wildlife 😊 I remember being in the hot tub in January when it was snowing in the Forrest of Dean lodge ❄️ Everyone thought I was crazy 😂 Hot tubs are for any weather and so relaxing ! ❤ Talk to us anytime Emma, there will always be someone awake to talk to you or just listen to you. Whatever you need, having some who is outside of it all can be really helpful ❤xxx

Bless you sweetheart, glad you can release your emotions on here. We are here for you to do just that. Big hugs. 🤗🤗

I couldn't help crying with you, it's the most awful thing to know that time with your loved one is running out, makes the time more precious but also more painful. I hope you have a great time in Cornwall and Sooz settles into the hospice where she can find relief from the pain she's been suffering xxx

My heart goes out to you take care love from Ireland 🇮🇪 ❤️

Emma, I am sending you the biggest hug. My heart breaks for you, Mum and Sooz. You can cry anytime you need to with us on here. Especially if it helps you to get it out. It's no good to keep it inside. Why in hell does it take your Drs so bloody long to get back to you? I realize they have other patients but it's inexcusable that they haven't got back to Sooz for her epidural or you to have your procedures done. I would be bugging them non stop. Glad you had a good weekend together and hope you and Ash have good weather for your trip. Sending loads of love, hugs and prayers for all. Safe travels!❤

What a beautiful place to stay, the little deers, ❤, Emma my heart breaks for you, always trying to be strong, once you allow yourself to feel happiness then all emotions come rushing in but you do need to feel these emotions to get you through it all, xxx , next step is going to be very hard but one day at a time, Emma and Sooz such strong ladies with beautiful hearts ❤❤

I’m so happy you all had a great weekend. What previous memories. Praying for Sooz and you as well. Enjoy your time with your husband. Be safe.🙏❤️

Emma... I wanted so badly to reach through the television to give you a massive hug. I was crying with you. Know that we are here for you and have you and Sooz in our prayers. I know from experience (with my mom) how hard it is... cancer is horrible. Anytime you need to talk please do so. Even though I'm not there in person, I am with you in spirit. ❤️🫂❤️ Happy Anniversary to you and Ash (what an amazing person)! Your whole family is beautiful. Have a wonderful trip to Cornwall. With love always from Alabama, USA

Bless you sweetheart. In my heart and prayers.

❤ what a beautiful place god bless 🙏. seeing everyone have a wonderful time with laughter was wonderful.

Darling Emma please don't cry, you are doing so well with beautiful sooz. Stay strong darlings. You are loved ❤ hugs xsuex

Enjoy Cornwall, you need time out too. Big big hugs ❤❤❤

I know I’ve never met you and your beautiful family in person but I mean it when I say I feel like you’re my Besty’s. You are my Bestie Emma and I thank you for that walking so tightly with us here on KZfaq. It seems so silly but it’s amazing how much we feel connected.

Sending hugs to Sooz,you, and your mum. 😢

Oh sweet Emma. I wish I could just reach through this video and give you a great big long hug. I'm so happy you were all able to get together and make these special memories and had such a wonderful time. Its ok hon to cry and breakdown. You are going through so much and its part of the process. We are all here for you and love you all so much. God bless you all and he has his loving arms around you. ❤🤗

Oh Emma you sweet sweet soul….i have tears streaming down my face seeing you go through such horrific heartache….i know none of these words will help in anyway at all, but just know you have a friend in me and you’re constantly in my thoughts…sending love and a huge hug ❤❤❤

Emma you are amazing ❤ Sending love.

I love the way you love your sister. Amazing bond. Such a fabulous weekend making memories. please relax on your holiday with your husband. You need to take care of you too!! XXX

Oh Emma this video made me 😭 what you're all going through is unimaginable, sooz you are one special lady, so lovely to see you you with all of your lovely friends, making memories ❤️❤️xxx

Oh Emma, this one really pulled at the heartstrings.💔 Stay strong and be kind to yourself. You are absolutely amazing and Sooz is one lucky lady. God bless you for everything you are doing. The world needs more people like yourself. Take care xxx 💖💖💖

Darling Emma. You talk to us lot any time you need. We will always be here for you. We love you all. We are not strangers. We are all brothers and sisters. We feel your deep pain. Hugs and love from around the world. You are not alone. xxx 💕

😢 when u started crying I just felt awful , think it was u having such a lovely time it was like hitting you I am so sorry for this xx

Love and hugs fr Nova Scotia,canada

Oh Emma bless your heart 😢😢 when you cry I cry with you . We are all here for you. You all look like you had fun and made beautiful memories. We are going to Cornwall in September cant wait but you have a massive journey ahead of you from Yorkshire,looking forward to seeing your video's. Lots of love to you all xx

Just stumbled across your videos. Thank you for all the lovely comments about the team here at Cropton. Suzie is definitely a part of team Cropton. Thanks again for the lovely vidoes.

The special memories you managed to create with Sooz are so amazing but the reality of the situation is so overwhelming. I think of you all so often. I hope you both find peace and comfort. As always so much love to you all.. xoxoxox ❤

Oh god Emma, seeing you so upset is hard to watch, I’m sos sorry Sooz, you and your lovely family are y going through this. Your virtual friends are here for you, please know it’s ok to let it all out ❤

I wish I could give you a huge hug lovely. So glad the man cane to fix the hot tub straight away for sooz and her friends xx

Much Love ❤ & Prayers 🙏 from Canada 🇨🇦

So many priceless memories made 💖

Emma, that was a great video. I know it’s hard for you but it is also okay to cry and let it out. I am sure Sooz enjoyed herself. I am looking forward to seeing you and Ash in Cornwall. Lots of love and prayers. ❤❤❤

Oh Emma I just love you and Sooz and I don’t even know you. I feel your sadness over your precious sister. You have had so much fun and your enjoyment has taken your mind off the reality of Sooz’s situation and I think your tears was because it was a “come down”. There are so many of us that support you both and look forward to your next vlog. Lovely to see your brother. Love and a big warm hug❤😃 xxx

Emma, you cry it out darling. That's what we're here for sweetheart. Here to listen and hold your hand, and give you virtual hugs, I wish they could be real ones. Maybe one day. I'm so glad that they were able to get the hot tub fixed so quickly and that you got that hug, just when you needed it. It looks incredible there, I'd love to go somewhere like that, I would find it really helpful. The deer, oh so majestic and graceful. Enjoy Cornwall, the sea air will do you good, it always does me. My heart belongs to South Devon and Cornwall. You say we help you, but it's a two way street my lovely. I can't tell you how much I look forward to your videos. You are a comfort to me so thank you, you have a special place in my heart, Mrs Speedy Feet ☺💜💗💜💗 P.S. Have you considered monetising your channel? It might help with fuel costs from going backwards and forwards to see Sooz. Just a thought 💜

Oh my dear sweet girl, there are no words, only prayers and a shoulder to listen to your painful, yet sometimes joyus journey.Hold tight to the love,in the end it is all we really haveHugs and love to all...

Emma, we are here for you. Please let your feelings out to us if it makes you feel better. You are the best sister any girl could ask for. Sending hugs and love. 🌹🙏💕

Hi Girls... So glad to see that you were enjoying yourselves with your friends... You both look exhausted but I can see this is going to leave great memories for everyone that loves Sooz so much..Bless you both.. Ash and Emma you have a great anniversary get away.. Mom I hope you are doing even better.. ❤U all...

Ohh Emma I feel so bad for you babe I wish I cud give you a big hug xxxx love to you n your beautiful twin sooz xxxx hoping things were different for you all Hun xxx

It breaks my heart seeing you cry, but you need to know you’re not alone and tears are healing. I’m so glad you got the hot tub sorted and had a lovely weekend making special memories. I hope you have a lovely time in Cornwall. Big hugs to you all Xx

😢❤ you make me smile and cry in equal measures xx

Giving you a virtual hug. You worried me for a sec as thought they couldn't accommodate you! How lovely seeing the deers greeting you in the morning. So pleased your're all having a super time. 🦌🤗🥰

You got all of us Emma 😢❤ its one of the hardest things to create memories when you know your losing the person you want a lifetime of memories with but trust me there will come a time you will be so glad you did sending you sooz and your family ❤

Emma Love you so much! I wish I can hug you right now❤❤ I don’t know you but I feel I do. You help me. I always look for your videos. Keep up the great job 👏

Have such an amazing time Emma and ash in Cornwall for your 1st wedding 💒 anniversary ❤ xx

Hi Emma im so glad u all had a lovely time with your lovely sister Sooz...Breaks my heart to see you so upset..It must be so hard for u ...You just go and rest yourself with your loving hubby now..Sending you loads of cuddles snuggles and huggles to u and Sooz..🥰🥰🥰💞💞💞🙏🙏🙏

Breaks my heart to see you so upset. Maybe cos I have been through something similar with my darling sister-in-law who was like another sister to me. Seeing Sooz in pain on the settee brings back a memory of my lovely Mary. The week before she went into the hospice she was exactly the same on her settee at her home. You feel so helpless. Sending the biggest hug to you. Hope you manage to get some peace whilst away in Cornwall xxxx

Oh Emma I just wanted to give you a hug. I’m crying with you, for you for Sooz and your lovely mum and Ash and all who love you and Sooz. What lovely folk at the log cabin ,so kind and caring to fix the hot tub. Thank goodness they could do it. What lovely memories you all made. Enjoy your wed anniv break in Cornwall. 😘

Emma we are all here for you and Sooz on here much love to you both and family and friends ❤❤

Sweet Emma. It’s okay to break down. It’s not an easy time. Xo

I hope you are taking care of yourself.....let those tears flow...they release all the negative emotions. You are so strong and so loving...God Bless you and sooz❤

You’re doing amazing!! You have to let it out and then your strong again, sending you the biggest hug x ❤️

I don't usually cry watching youtube even if it's sad but this video I burst out in tears, that this might be the last time Sooz does something like this, it must be so hard on you who know and love her.

i hate to see you upset emma ,but it's best to let it out,you are such a gr8 sis to sooz,glad you enjoyed it and hope you enjoy and relax with hubby xx

We're here for you whatever you need please ask were your number 1 fans

Oh Emma I cried with you. My husband went into a hospice and my heart is hurting with you ❤ x

Emma darling I wish I could reach out and just hug you and let you know how much we care. It’s hard to keep smiling when it hits home but you are making precious memories and you will treasure those forever. I pray for strength and peace for you all and hope you enjoy Cornwall. God bless you all xxxxx🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️

In tears here Emma, gosh I wish I could give you a big hug, I feel your pain, been through it myself, #F@*K CANCER

Love to you all so sorry for what I are all going through .making lovely memories though xx

Oh Emma💔please don't cry....on second thought Cry Emma! Scream and wail at the unfairness of it! It's okay. We will always be here for you. This weekend was the greatest gift from your precious sister to you and her friends. You have memories that will last a lifetime. And pictures. The one of you and Susie in your black sweaters is stunning❤ And you know what.... whatever happens going forward she gave everyone the greatest gift this weekend. She gave them her love and her goodbye. I know you don't think so Emma but you are one of the strongest people I've seen. And you probably don't think so but know this. Whatever the future hold you will survive because. Emma you are kind❤ and people will be there for you. I know I will. Happy anniversary🎉 have a wonderful time.

Oh Emma😢 im hugging you tightly🫂 your amasing you really are❤ Enjoy Cornwall i know its not easy you need to take time for yourself my lovely. Dont worry about videos we will Always be here ok The Lodges look amasing & how kind too😊

Cry all you want we are here the family you dont know get some rest enjoy Cornwall

You have so many of us sending you and Sooz loads of love,i know you are hurting so much with the pain of seeing Sooz suffering,but be strong for her,she needs her beloved sister like never before. Sending you both love and hugs.

Oh love I’m so sorry things have been tough at moments….:((( please, keep talking to us. Your KZfaq family love and care for you and Sooz so much 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷 oh man, I’m crying with you now 😢😢 you’ve made some beautiful memories, all of you. Hope you’re all set for a lovely time away, lovely to see Ash too 🩷🩷🩷🩷💐💐💐🎈 xxxxx

Hi Emma Oh my you take the weight of the whole world on your shoulders don’t you. No need luvvie just talk to us we are great listeners. No need to go through this on your own. You don’t realise that you are also helping some of us get through dark times. I haven’t told you this before but my eldest daughter (her name is also Emma) Has terminal breast cancer so I know what your family are going through and you are helping me cope also. So thankyou ❤ Hope Soozi enjoys the rest of her time away and that you and Ash have an amazing time In Cornwall Love to you all Love Kim ❤❤

Much ❤ to you both ❤

The deer's are beautiful but i bet they would be angry knowing that you are perving at there little white bums lol xx

So sad to see you upset in tears 😢. Hope you both have a lovely time take care ❤❤

I'm so glad you all had an amazing time, making precious memories❤❤ x

Big hugs xxx

Awww what a lovely weekend for all the friends…….Sooz really looked like she was enjoying it…..and being able to wallow in the hot tub. The picture of you two is perfect xx

I loved the dog parking area😂. I’m so happy everyone had a good time. I’m praying for Suzie and praying that all goes well at Cornwall. ❤

Emma, PLEASE start therapy. Not only will it help you in the here and now, but it will help you cope in the long run. Even if you have to go private, it’s going to be so worth it. You need more support than just KZfaq, somewhere you don’t have to censor what you say because you know Sooz will see it. This is such a painful time in your life and seeing a therapist will be hugely beneficial, I’m sure of it. ❤

Big hug ❤

Oh Emma wish I could give you a big hug Can I just say how impressed I have been with your lovely hubby such a gentleman with a pure soul, none of this can be easy for the spouses Sooz as always xx

I’m so glad that you were able to share such an amazing time away from the rat race in the peace and quiet . Seeing the deer like that was so lovely they are such serene animals aren’t they ? Sweet Emma don’t you ever apologise for sharing your emotions with us it’s our privilege that you feel you can and we are all family now so you have us now to listen and hug and comfort you through this awfully tough journey you are travelling with Sooz , you are both such beautiful people inside and out , I wish that we could all hav met you both before , I feel sad that we can’t see Sooz at her best I’m sure our sides would be aching with all the laughter ! The photos and film and memories are so very precious so tuck each one safely away ready to be pulled out when you need them , you know being a twin that every time you look in the mirror you aren’t just seeing yourself but each other so you can’t ever lose Sooz completely she’s there in the mirror just waiting for you to see her beautiful smile and those eyes filled with love and yes just a little sadness but with her head held up high because she is you and you are her inseparable and unique all in one ! Much love and gentle hugs being sent to you both , such special people who I feel I know so well but have only been chatting for a few weeks in reality , well what’s so special about reality anyway ? Lol love you both ❤❤❤