Fr as someone who also struggles with metal health Chester could no longer take the pain rip

He had 7 kids though.. I wouldn't say cowardly but selfish definitely.. I have a son who i named Chester and he is my reason for living, i could never bring so much pain to him knowing his dad would rather die than be there for him, i loved the guy but i just wish he had thought more of his children than letting the demons take over and win.

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@@MirageMusicUkChester had 4 legitimate children, 1 who had an inconclusive dna test but still accepted as a son, 1 adopted son, and a niece that he had guardianship over until she went to college. He gave these kids more love than anyone would know. And I hate how people single him out for that when other suicides involve people with children as well.

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He was murdered

@@bovinejoannie9429 take your tinfoil hat off

@@bovinejoannie9429That’s what I’ve been saying.

@@JediShoalinVigilante tf is that supposed to mean

@@notalastorr What I’m saying is Chester never killed himself no matter what the internet says.

Bro I read that, got chills, and started crying.. 💀

Read these lyrics at my mum's funeral. April 28th 2020💖

His daughter maybe cared and should have been enough

​@@712Karlitahe had more than a daughter, but you can't say that should be enough. You don't know what he went through and obviously he just couldn't deal with life anymore.

He was murdered by Clintons... wake tf up

He was murdered

@@bovinejoannie9429 IK what you are talking about. The 3 of them for what they were trying to shine light on #soundoffreedom

Definitely demons for sure....real ones.

​@bovinejoannie9429 what gave you that idea?

@@bovinejoannie9429 Physically he killed himself. But I do know what you mean by he was murdered. It's hard to explain it, but I do get where you are coming from.

Yea I don't know where he even got that from.

None of his real fans

A bigger reason he ended it was because the criticism of one more light. He put his soul into that album and people drug it into the dirt and spit on it. He loved that album.

⁠@@DOOMWRLD2007It’s entirely possible that did play a minor role in it but the saddest part is that we will never know what was going on in his head. They found alcohol in his system and he has been quoted in interviews that alcohol makes his condition so so so much worse like exponentially. He has also said he is at his worst when he is alone. He’s experienced hate for the music especially with albums like Minutes to Midnight and especially A Thousand Suns, one could argue that there was more volatility with ATS than OML. Logically, he arrived to his home with only the housekeeper there, went to his room, he was alone and still in the early stage of grief of the death of essentially his brother Chris Cornell, and the fact that it was Chris’ birthday and THEN add the alcohol to the mix and you have a quadruple wombo-combo of SEVERE instability and depression that is almost impossible to recover from. I mean the dude woke up, got on a plane to go do the photo shoot for the band, got home and killed himself. He couldn’t have been awake for even like 6 hours before everything got to him. Suicide is extremely regretted if you read any words of people who survived their attempts, the regret is almost instantaneous but Chester died quite literally instantly. No time to take it back or regret it.

​@@DOOMWRLD2007 I don't get how you can criticize OML. Normally, this isn't my type of music. But just the lyrics and the way Chester sings them make this album so special.

Nah truth hurts bro, They lost their trust on him. You need to understand. I have seen users escaped from worst conditions bro worst condition than what Chester was suffering.

Saying that Chester is a coward because he wanted to end his suffering is awful

​@@Sketcher86I have no words like really smh. "They lost trust on him" I bet that those people never experienced depression or just have no compassion

⁠@@Sketcher86You don’t get to decide the severity of what Chester went through. Claiming you’ve seen people go through worse and therefore people “lost trust” is fucked up. Did you know Chester personally? No. So you know fuck all. People’s problems are all relative and you can’t invalidate them for it.

@@riddles610 You are just defending for a man who took his own life and left the family like a coward.

But it wasn't a regular depression,if u know him u'll understand what happened to him at his childhood.

It’s a struggle just to exist.

Couple it with anxiety and that light is an oncoming train...

​@staceymalchow4528 the problem is there's no light. The train is barreling at you, but you have no idea when it'll hit, and you can't see, so you have no idea if there's any way to escape. Chronic anxiety isn't quite as bad as depression, at least in my experience, but it is nothing good

It feels like your existence is abnormal, constantly feeling the need to prove to everyone you exist, show everyone what are you, but never being able to show and prove it to yourself. Being depressed is being stranger to yourself more than anybody else

Cory is a back stabber

@@garydobbs5159 why?

​@@garydobbs5159why?

That is so true. You could be sitting directly next to everything you need to help you deal with it, but it could be a mile away when you're dragging through the episode.

A twig in a raging river.

Shit singer tho eh?

Having been in that dark place myself as a parent, I can confirm- You, at some point sometimes, feel like everyone else would be better off if you weren't around messing up everything for them. It sucks and it's hard to get yourself out of, especially in my case where I had a significant other at the time who definitely added fuel into that. In my eyes, I was ruining his life and the lives of the kids, so why did I need to be here anymore. I've come a long way from that point in my life, due to a lot of hard work and therapy. But I don't let myself forget that I've been in that spot before too and I understand that feeling.

@@Kiertiana Same, but also my family always called me useless and stupid, so I was totally shocked when they were upset after finding out I was trying to kill myself. People are so blind to the words they say and care more about their own emotional release than the impact it will have to the other person. I'm still depressed off and on, and it never really goes away. I'm not sure when this cloud began to hover over me, but I know I felt it's gentle rain when I was 8 years old.

@@mothdust1634 You are right on all accounts there. People don't think about the effects they have on others and Depression is lifelong. ❤️ Hugs to you. I know what it's like. you're not alone.

Chester was murdered, and anybody who did any deep digging nose, the truth.

Cox he probably got suicided coz of what he was fighting against.. same with chris