Living with Schizoaffective Disorder (Experiencing Psychosis, Paranoid Delusions and Hallucinations)

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An Update with Daniel 13 Months Later: • Visiting My Schizoaffe...
Daniel is diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder and several other mental illnesses. He experiences paranoid delusions in which he believes other are constantly spying on him. Daniel does not know if he will ever be happy again, but for the first time he is reaching out and trying.
Daniel's diagnoses include: schizoaffective disorder, borderline personality disorder, CPTSD, depression, anxiety disorder and traumatic brain injury.
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@SpecialBooksbySpecialKids
@SpecialBooksbySpecialKids 2 жыл бұрын
Daniel and I filmed an update about a year after this original video: kzfaq.info/get/bejne/rslhp8V2ubDUiGg.html For some reason there's no comments allowed on the video and I can't change that on my end. I think it's a glitch in the algorithm.
@harrisonlopes7003
@harrisonlopes7003 2 жыл бұрын
It's sad, but I'm happy to comment here! Thank you Mr Chris :)
@brianblankenship8124
@brianblankenship8124 2 жыл бұрын
I have szizaphrinea and bipolar and I wrote two books if you want to hear my story let me know
@brianblankenship8124
@brianblankenship8124 2 жыл бұрын
I have szizaphrinea and bipolar I got a collage degree and I'm a published author I have been were this man was but with haldal I'm able to write and do stuff in the community
@PapunaOfficial
@PapunaOfficial 2 жыл бұрын
why other video does not have comments?
@silencemeviolateme6076
@silencemeviolateme6076 2 жыл бұрын
The musical into the woods has a great song. No one is alone. He is a glorious human being. I wish him happiness.
@claireclarance8256
@claireclarance8256 Жыл бұрын
The last thing he said has completely changed my perspective. ‘If I am willing to do something to harm myself, why shouldn’t I do something to help myself’. Thank you. Those words will stay with me forever
@patriciamharris5664
@patriciamharris5664 Жыл бұрын
🙏💜
@DonnaLeigh
@DonnaLeigh Жыл бұрын
💗💗💗💗🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
@cxmdjrxd2584
@cxmdjrxd2584 Жыл бұрын
He has a brilliant mind. Let's spread this message to other ppl who need it 💜🙏
@reii8929
@reii8929 Жыл бұрын
Wow that was a nice simple line but yet so true.
@nemapara01
@nemapara01 Жыл бұрын
Just to be sure. He meant that if we give so much importance to negative thoughts and emotions; why not do the same with the positive ones, am I right?
@VanessaNaomiR
@VanessaNaomiR 2 жыл бұрын
“You can logically know that you’re being irrational…but what does logic matter when i can feel it, i can see it, i can smell it, i can hear it…” Beautifully worded
@catlikemeew
@catlikemeew 2 жыл бұрын
I kinda feel that way…
@maxaroni49
@maxaroni49 2 жыл бұрын
I read your comment as this gentleman was saying it.
@jasocaf557
@jasocaf557 2 жыл бұрын
smart guy in there
@Jasmine-ez5td
@Jasmine-ez5td 2 жыл бұрын
Could not have made more sense
@jkd2817
@jkd2817 2 жыл бұрын
@@dmtdreamz7706 be careful what u wish for..smh..
@gobigrey9352
@gobigrey9352 Жыл бұрын
I worked in the mental illness field for 10 years and never saw someone with this much insight into their own mental illness.
@Cil-iz5jo
@Cil-iz5jo 10 ай бұрын
Unfortunately I believe the more aware you are of these things within the conscious logical mind the worse it makes the experience. We’re fully lucid we have a defect that didn’t come with a warranty from the manufacture and were pissed we “bought” into it. At least the ones truly not fully there have some peace and bliss more periodically than what we experience.
@abyrupus
@abyrupus 9 ай бұрын
I think it's a good thing to be self-aware, because it helps you both manage things to the best of your ability and also explain to others how they can support you. You have some amount of control back, and the strength to move on forward.
@ashleygray3744
@ashleygray3744 8 ай бұрын
I only had one patient after years of getting on/off meds that finally looked at me one day & “It’s not real is it?” It’s been 15 yrs & I will never forget her.
@alucardnolifeking789
@alucardnolifeking789 8 ай бұрын
@@abyrupus Thats very true and from personal experience i wouldnt wanna be that aware as iam, its a double edged sword, its good cause i can work on myself actively but it hurts tenfold.
@TeriLynn923
@TeriLynn923 8 ай бұрын
Same here. It’s impressive.
@DonnHowes
@DonnHowes 9 күн бұрын
I suffered severe anxiety and mental disorder 22 years ago as a teenage. Got diagnosed with cptsd. Spent my whole life fighting cptsd. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 6 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
@Ronkaja
@Ronkaja 9 күн бұрын
Congrats on your recovery. Most persons never realizes psilocybin can be used as a miracle medication to save lives. Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here.
@Bastianbishops
@Bastianbishops 9 күн бұрын
Can you help me with the reliable source 🙏. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Germany. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them
@SusanaGomez-mp8sk
@SusanaGomez-mp8sk 9 күн бұрын
Yes sure of Dr.benfungi
@Mcdogmom288
@Mcdogmom288 9 күн бұрын
100% agree I used to have Psychosis and paranoid thoughts like "people thinking about me talking about me etc. Very odd behavior after getting off Adderall from 7-16. Antidepressants at 18-29. 31 now. I took way to much, but took about 20g of Gold caps (Psilocybin containing mushroom) I analyzed my entire life. The emotions that came out helped me understand behavior etc more. Wont ever need to do it again because I'm happy and contempt forever, but I wish more people did this to alter their perception of reality. Would help with healing much trauma
@VanRyan-bv7du
@VanRyan-bv7du 9 күн бұрын
How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta
@Tomiokasan99
@Tomiokasan99 2 жыл бұрын
“I'm afraid of losing my remaining worth” those words are painful to hear.
@vronica84
@vronica84 2 жыл бұрын
Heartbreaking. God bless him.
@patriciamcbrayer204
@patriciamcbrayer204 2 жыл бұрын
He is worth sooo much more, I hope some day he can feel that.
@burnmydust
@burnmydust 2 жыл бұрын
That just hurt to hear.
@blazkovic17
@blazkovic17 2 жыл бұрын
Let's pray for him
@GailOwens
@GailOwens 2 жыл бұрын
@@blazkovic17 Amen
@chase_james
@chase_james 2 жыл бұрын
“I’ve been wondering where my Oscar award is, because this is pretty ridiculous” this guy has a great sense of humor also. His intellect is incredibly profound.
@schecter7elite801
@schecter7elite801 2 жыл бұрын
@@almondcaeser9587 watch the video. Good Lord lol
@schecter7elite801
@schecter7elite801 2 жыл бұрын
@@almondcaeser9587 hahaha. The patient used the humor. My god.
@MistaaPep
@MistaaPep 2 жыл бұрын
@@almondcaeser9587 omg ok emily
@chase_james
@chase_james 2 жыл бұрын
@@almondcaeser9587 sorry you are not understanding, so I’ll help you out. Watch the video in full. He says he deserves an Oscar award. He says it as a joke and my comment was stating that this man has a great sense of humor and is extremely intelligent and articulate. I get that you “Hello world” are trying to be positive and stick up for people, but in actuality you are being a troll that makes comments on videos that were not watched in full. So please, stop and just watch the video In its entirety before you post another retort.
@td9250
@td9250 2 жыл бұрын
@@almondcaeser9587 1. You are rude. 2. It's a quote.
@dallinjcmusic
@dallinjcmusic Жыл бұрын
He is super eloquent describing his experience, made me really think and have a different perspective
@gioconda4736
@gioconda4736 Жыл бұрын
I was in jami
@AnemicRoyaltyRX
@AnemicRoyaltyRX Жыл бұрын
Omg yes this man is not only intelligent. He is aware of his mental illness, has changed my perspective to try and reach out more for myself and for others and to just try to communicate the best and purist way I can and be kinder even to ppl I don't know. I hope they truly are helping him not just drugging him to the max and I really do hope you keep in touch with this guy as I wished I were able to be his friend aswell. I have borderline and it's rough aswell as the anxiety and the complex ptsd and depressive disorders. I get it and life is hard. Especially for people with issues life this man's and trying to fit in and act like what ppl perceive as normal...bravery and glad he shared this with us....he is worth more than he gives himself credit for. I want to hug him, if he was comfortable with a hug. I had a friend with this disorder that passed away. I never understood his mental illness and I understand it better now. So thank you. ❤
@ImaBeast2278
@ImaBeast2278 11 ай бұрын
I dont think us as humans we realize so many people struggle with mental illnesses & youd never know or have behavioral issues that have never been resolved. Bless both of them
@johnsanderson21
@johnsanderson21 Ай бұрын
I could listen to him talk all day
@NoriMori1992
@NoriMori1992 Жыл бұрын
I love that he has plushies with him and what seems like a fidget object. It's good when people surround themselves with what makes them comfortable or function better.
@mightymouse1005
@mightymouse1005 12 сағат бұрын
I have a Pitt Bull emotional support dog and a cat for emotional support. If I have one of them with me, I'm OK....when I go places they cant...I have extreme anxiety
@orestislazanakis4960
@orestislazanakis4960 2 жыл бұрын
This man has still got more self-knowledge and wisdom than 99% of the whole damn population.
@TreeLynnT
@TreeLynnT 2 жыл бұрын
FACT! ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
@nolies9071
@nolies9071 2 жыл бұрын
Amen to that 💯❤️
@ThePathOfLeastResistanc
@ThePathOfLeastResistanc 2 жыл бұрын
IQ is directly related to high levels of depression and suicide
@gungnir3926
@gungnir3926 2 жыл бұрын
People who can name their quirks, weaknesses/sensitivities, and ailements are already better off then the ones that cannot do that, because i have no doubt that everyone have some. The main thing is to learn about them and manage them.
@TheIvyLens
@TheIvyLens 2 жыл бұрын
Dumb people don’t experience psychosis. You experience psychosis because you’ve, in a way, realized you’re in the matrix (role playing an existence). It comes from thinking critically on an existencial level. If there is trauma or some sort of emotional damage, then you become a prisoner of your own mind as it’s hard to make logic of feelings. Speaking from experience.
@aaronallen5936
@aaronallen5936 2 жыл бұрын
It’s so heartbreaking that society and government doesn’t put more effort into helping people who experience these symptoms.
@ryansacoco2060
@ryansacoco2060 2 жыл бұрын
What are you doing to help?
@CCubes88
@CCubes88 2 жыл бұрын
@@ryansacoco2060 one citizen = the government. Lmfao logical comparison
@popeyedoyle6360
@popeyedoyle6360 2 жыл бұрын
@@ryansacoco2060 I think his response is more help and thoughtful than that question.
@bobbysmurf9915
@bobbysmurf9915 2 жыл бұрын
schizoaffective is rare and the government is helping people, can you please explain what they should do?
@alexsandra6316
@alexsandra6316 2 жыл бұрын
I'm a convenient store worker, from my perspective, it's NOT the government or society's fault. It is FAMILY and Friends (if any). Because when it comes to wrongful death or injury to a mentally disabled person, families want justice. When the tables are reversed families they take no responsibility. It's always the the government and societies fault.
@Nainai24047
@Nainai24047 Жыл бұрын
My heart goes out to Daniel. I hope things get easier for him someday.
@placefeature5329
@placefeature5329 5 ай бұрын
Me too!
@Simon_the_penguin
@Simon_the_penguin 4 ай бұрын
Me as well he seems like such a nice and genuine guy and I just hope his life improves from where it is
@inoscopedjfk09
@inoscopedjfk09 7 ай бұрын
Oh my god. I'm 14 and I'm crying. I am schizoaffective. Was denied the treatment I needed due to not having a psychiatrist to prescribe meds. I am also autistic and have been diagnosed since 2012. He's just like me. He acts just like me and talks just like me too. And he's an adult. This gives me hope for the future. Thank you so much.
@zrakonthekrakon494
@zrakonthekrakon494 6 ай бұрын
Some advice, life won’t be easy for you, however treatments do exist. Stem Cell therapy for Austism and spiritual meditations, psychoanalysis for schizophrenia. The world is changing rapidly it’s becoming a place of great opportunity but dreadful totalitarianism, stay vigilant and fight for truth.
@randomnameforarandomnerd8400
@randomnameforarandomnerd8400 6 ай бұрын
reach out for help as soon as you can. my dad has this but he’s severely debilitated by it since he repeatedly chose to not seek treatment. this man gave me hope too. i know i’m just a stranger on the internet but i just wanna spread a little bit of hope to you. you are capable and DESERVING of having a beautiful life with the love and support you need.
@losethjasss
@losethjasss 6 ай бұрын
I hope you are doing alright. It's never easy carrying that stuff on your shoulder and may you find someone who can take care of you! I can't say I understand how hard it must be but I do know you have a bright future! Keep going, it'll be okay.
@bunk95
@bunk95 6 ай бұрын
Youre a fictional thing?
@kaychu5870
@kaychu5870 6 ай бұрын
I’m so happy to hear that seeing this gave your hope for the future. - keep believing in that hope because once you’re older; you’ll be happier than you can imagine 🤍
@Grazetech
@Grazetech 2 жыл бұрын
Don't underestimate the sheer strength, guts and stamina it takes to cope with these disorders on a day to day basis. Non sufferers do not really understand the relentnesses of it. It is indeed exhausting and depressing in itself.
@octaviasaturday2957
@octaviasaturday2957 Жыл бұрын
It absolutely is exhausting, thank you for recognizing that.
@mitchelluk1445
@mitchelluk1445 Жыл бұрын
So so true, everyday feels like an up hill battle and buy then end I'm physically and mentally drained
@ms.chubby_cheeks1465
@ms.chubby_cheeks1465 Жыл бұрын
True.
@monosodiumglutemate8216
@monosodiumglutemate8216 Жыл бұрын
Totally agree.
@scottcupp8129
@scottcupp8129 Жыл бұрын
You bet it is. I have major depressive disorder with the psychotic features, PTSD, ADHD, and a few others. No one understands me and no one wants to care enough about me to understand me or so it seems in my mind. The hallucinations and delusions are the worst things for me along with the depression
@divine2379
@divine2379 2 жыл бұрын
I just want to hug him. He doesn't deserve this.
@molly6398
@molly6398 2 жыл бұрын
same :( he’s so sweet
@valerijahomcenko
@valerijahomcenko 2 жыл бұрын
Yeah me to. He is struggling
@Nastya-nv4ol
@Nastya-nv4ol 2 жыл бұрын
no one deserves this. no one.
@Kilaya02
@Kilaya02 2 жыл бұрын
That's how I felt when I first saw this. Hugh him and tell him that he is loved.
@aanusQ
@aanusQ 2 жыл бұрын
Same. At the end I cried. He doesn't deserve this. 😢
@SithMami
@SithMami Жыл бұрын
He is so amazing. He's so well-spoken. I wish I could hug him and meet him where he is.. let him know how proud I am of him.
@grdn02100
@grdn02100 Жыл бұрын
I know; he's not bad looking either, built nice, speaks eloquently obviously intelligent and a veteran. He can jump out of an airplane - I couldn't so he's brave too. It's a damn shame he has all of this mishugena going on in his own mind which is exhausting. I wish I could hug him too, I wish 100 people could line up and hug him each week.
@vincentgallagher_
@vincentgallagher_ Жыл бұрын
Because of him so handsome😅
@EdilmarFigueiredo
@EdilmarFigueiredo Жыл бұрын
Caitlin, he won't be your boyfriend. He is more like a grown up son for any woman
@SithMami
@SithMami Жыл бұрын
@@EdilmarFigueiredo Wasn't going to ask him, buddy. Don't assume that when a lady pays a compliment in this comment section, that she is secretly hoping to win a KZfaq boyfriend. 🙄 I'll bet you've had TONS of success in your dating life, making inane assumptions about women, the way you do.
@SithMami
@SithMami Жыл бұрын
@@EdilmarFigueiredo Also: I won't be your girlfriend. Sorry, pal.
@shiu9ruru
@shiu9ruru Жыл бұрын
all the animal plushies hes hugging made me smile
@Brianna.007
@Brianna.007 Жыл бұрын
Me too he’s so sweet ❤
@katiej823
@katiej823 Жыл бұрын
This guy is a VETERAN. Served in the US Army. Consider that. That wasn’t described during this video but was in the check-up video posted the other day. It explains a LOT.
@nathaliaskinner718
@nathaliaskinner718 9 ай бұрын
As he was explaining the multiple tramautic brain injuries & the PTSD, I wondered if he was a veteran . Thank you for sharing
@abyrupus
@abyrupus 9 ай бұрын
It's more than that. If I remember correctly, he had his life-changing injury in an initial training / on-boarding session, and he couldn't go farther, and also he felt his issues are not a physical injury. This made him feel guilty about seeking help from military agencies, because he felt he didn't deserve it and that other veterans deserve it more. Then, the channel creator spoke to organizations which help veterans and they welcomed him and re-affirmed that he deserves help as much as anyone else.
@anastasiahalkias6129
@anastasiahalkias6129 8 ай бұрын
Can you tell me how to contact him? Thank you
@tjeulink
@tjeulink 5 ай бұрын
Ugh the army destroys so much, its so sad.
@juanblanco7898
@juanblanco7898 5 ай бұрын
​@@anastasiahalkias6129 It's Daniel Nepveux. He has his own KZfaq channel of the same name and some other social media most likely.
@kelnuki
@kelnuki 2 жыл бұрын
“I fear losing what little worth I have. Because I don’t have much”. Dear Daniel, how wrong you are! I wish you could see yourself through my eyes. You are an extremely kind, loving and intelligent human being and you should be proud of who you are. I certainly am proud of you. Lots of love from Greece
@lizlazfigueroa8930
@lizlazfigueroa8930 2 жыл бұрын
That was heartbreaking. He said it in such a way, that it brought tears to my eyes.
@husg13
@husg13 2 жыл бұрын
hit me hard
@JinxMarie1985
@JinxMarie1985 2 жыл бұрын
So so sad. But he is brave and my hope is that for him to work through therapy and keep doing that. Don't hide yourself please. :(
@guitarandstuff1070
@guitarandstuff1070 2 жыл бұрын
Whoo γεια σου Ελληνα αδερφε
@genericname110
@genericname110 2 жыл бұрын
this comment made me cry. beautiful.
@Daniellaofsweden
@Daniellaofsweden 8 ай бұрын
His personality shines through all of his pain. I liked him within a few seconds and hope that he finds some happiness.
@SARRDAWN
@SARRDAWN Жыл бұрын
You have so much worth. It’s not your fault your brain is at war with yourself. :( you are a warrior 💜
@akirakurusu2273
@akirakurusu2273 Жыл бұрын
Seeing the gauze wrapped around his wrists you know that he's struggling deeply. I wish nothing but the best for this guy, everyone on this world deserves love and to be cared for.
@rf236
@rf236 Жыл бұрын
What does that mean with that on his wrists
@keelanmccarthy5291
@keelanmccarthy5291 Жыл бұрын
@@rf236 Possible self harm or a medical condition needing treatment. Either of which would most likely explain the gauze wrapped around his wrists.
@natalyrausch
@natalyrausch Жыл бұрын
@@icarusflies9670 come on man, read the room. It’s obvious what this person was trying to get across…
@saltygem3056
@saltygem3056 Жыл бұрын
@@rf236 oh come on.... 🙄
@rf236
@rf236 Жыл бұрын
@@saltygem3056 sorry, I have Autism
@nickbecerra9580
@nickbecerra9580 2 жыл бұрын
It's absolutely adorable how almost immediately calmer he became after being asked to talk about his toys. You can really tell how much they help him
@blazkovic17
@blazkovic17 2 жыл бұрын
Talking about problem is giving you the impulse that somebody have entered the issue in your head. And I see that the interview when he talked about his problems was better than medicine and psychiatrist. Nothing works better than when somebody who understands you.
@chocolatefudge5263
@chocolatefudge5263 2 жыл бұрын
Or maybe just talk about random stuff
@Mayrows
@Mayrows 2 жыл бұрын
X
@JB-pb9xv
@JB-pb9xv 2 жыл бұрын
It's really not though... Just as he feels he has "no self worth," an explains when he has bad days. Just waking up, not wanting to live. Cause it's just the same nothingness every day etc... He got excited when dude asked a his toys, cause it was dude abnormally something about him and if his. An just sitting ANY interest in him and/or something about him The problem is, he has no interests, no hobbies, nothing he looks forward to. Nothing to occupy himself, nothing that makes him interesting to others... So guess what, now people show an interest in his "schizophrenia." Now he's outwardly projecting that he needs help, an is happy to recieve the help and or attention. The thing is there are allot of young people who feel as though they have no purpose, an I'm not saying it's an "act" or the he's fully in control of being that way. Cause some schizophrenic people do definitely hallucinate and see things, or hear voices. I just believe that he's got more control over it all then he thinks or realizes.
@frogger6991
@frogger6991 2 жыл бұрын
Fragile masculinity has entered the chat lol come on anyone can be adorable
@newslandwa4828
@newslandwa4828 7 ай бұрын
The intelligence, eloquence and self awareness this man has, along with the ability to be comedic and relatable while dealing with these issues is mind blowing to me. Seems like an awesome guy. Wish him the best.
@EMT2-58
@EMT2-58 7 ай бұрын
As an EMT who has responded to 911 calls from people who are struggling with issues like this gentleman, thank you for allowing Chris to publish this. There are 3 residents within my hometown who I have transported, and it is good to know ways that I might be able to help improve their experience in the future. Thank you Daniel and best of luck.
@davidmaddon554
@davidmaddon554 Ай бұрын
May you have peace and the cause of peace, may your peace spread to all those you talk to and work with.
@kenscheper
@kenscheper Жыл бұрын
"When your senses tell you it's real, what does logic matter anymore?" That hit home for me. It completely sums up the human experience.
@Samuel-xs2yv
@Samuel-xs2yv 8 ай бұрын
The way he says, "yeah... but I'm working on it." is heartbreaking. You can tell the logical side of him is fighting so hard to win the mental battle.
@LoFi3
@LoFi3 5 ай бұрын
This is so true and it’s how I describe panic attacks to people, I even reason with myself that “I have never died from and nothing bad has happened from a panic attack” but it doesn’t help a bit when I have one
@maddiet4837
@maddiet4837 2 жыл бұрын
God he's smart. He understands what's happening, which is absolutely impressive when you are fighting against your own brain. I wish him the best, he deserves it.
@mikebranch7928
@mikebranch7928 2 жыл бұрын
I think when you are not adjusted to the rest of society it forces you to reflect. You become aware of the differences in your ways of relating to situations and the ability to compare and contrast and to articulate these contrasts appears as intelligence.
@alaskaone
@alaskaone 2 жыл бұрын
@@mikebranch7928 True, but reflecting doesn't magically give you the ability to understand the things that are happening to you when reality and fantasy are literally indistinguishable.
@mikebranch7928
@mikebranch7928 2 жыл бұрын
@@alaskaone Oh yes you are right.
@r3v0lv3rz
@r3v0lv3rz 2 жыл бұрын
It’s honestly worse understanding it than living in ignorance.
@jefferee2002
@jefferee2002 2 жыл бұрын
I was taken aback by how intelligent he is
@Nabes8
@Nabes8 Жыл бұрын
Recently diagnosed. The video gives me hope. Thanks for helping me feel not so alone.
@raajujitesh
@raajujitesh Жыл бұрын
With what?
@RowletGod69
@RowletGod69 8 ай бұрын
@@raajujiteshwtf
@thisisforvids
@thisisforvids 7 ай бұрын
Good luck to you. I have my own battles with mental illness and know how isolating and hard it can be. Regardless, it is also doable. I believe in you. Here's hoping you had a beautiful Wednesday
@Yana-br4ke
@Yana-br4ke 5 ай бұрын
You are not alone 😊
@Yana-br4ke
@Yana-br4ke 5 ай бұрын
How are you, by the way?
@mtnewt1
@mtnewt1 Жыл бұрын
"90% of the time I loathe who I am" completely broke my heart. Daniel I hope today you are able to feel so much joy and know without any doubt how fearfully and wonderfully made you are 💞 God lead, guide, and protect Daniel wherver he may be in life, amen!
@lovelyrainflowerfarm
@lovelyrainflowerfarm 2 жыл бұрын
“If, in those dark moments, I’m willing to do something to harm me, at the very least, I should be willing to do something to help me.” Powerful
@suewiler4096
@suewiler4096 2 жыл бұрын
Jesus is powerfull .call on him and I pray that He will answer and heal me
@plnkfloydian7814
@plnkfloydian7814 2 жыл бұрын
@@suewiler4096 no
@mariahyohannes
@mariahyohannes 2 жыл бұрын
@@suewiler4096 stop
@heyjphoto
@heyjphoto 2 жыл бұрын
@@mariahyohannes why would you actively tell someone not to say something that comforts them?
@heyjphoto
@heyjphoto 2 жыл бұрын
@@plnkfloydian7814 no need to be rude
@loganwasmydog
@loganwasmydog 2 жыл бұрын
I really hope one day he feels like he can experience joy, he deserves it
@the3jackrussells829
@the3jackrussells829 2 жыл бұрын
Yes I really hope he does
@blazkovic17
@blazkovic17 2 жыл бұрын
The best part is that he is 50% himself because he knows what's going on with him and in that case he can fight it and in the best case heal it if he finds the power wich most people need in their worst moments. But let's pray for him for better results. God is everywhere
@victoryguard
@victoryguard 2 жыл бұрын
That's... Not how it works...
@loganwasmydog
@loganwasmydog 2 жыл бұрын
@@victoryguard i just want him to feel like he is happy sometimes cause i think he stated that he hasent been happy for a while (also hello another hilda fan!)
@victoryguard
@victoryguard 2 жыл бұрын
@@loganwasmydog He is physically incapable of feeling happy.
@poisonouslittlebeing9937
@poisonouslittlebeing9937 Жыл бұрын
This man should be a writer. The way he expresses his emotions is immaculate. All love to him ❤️
@francisdrake3730
@francisdrake3730 11 ай бұрын
He actually writes poems, as far as I know.😊
@axonSynapse
@axonSynapse Жыл бұрын
Not for nothing, but this man is a fantastic communicator. Better than most people I interact with on a daily basis.
@GolfCharlieBOT
@GolfCharlieBOT Жыл бұрын
18:56 "Does it make a difference just knowing somebody cares?" "It makes a world difference" Be kind. Care for others around you. That makes a big difference.
@IrisCrain
@IrisCrain Жыл бұрын
I'd even emphasize "it makes a WORLD of difference." Be the change you wish to see in the world. Be love...
@wr5023
@wr5023 Жыл бұрын
Not big, "A WORLD" of a difference 💕
@user-gs1et6sx4k
@user-gs1et6sx4k Жыл бұрын
Yes, beautiful quote ❤️
@freddy4672
@freddy4672 Жыл бұрын
I care about you Daniel.❤️
@theparadigm8149
@theparadigm8149 Жыл бұрын
Yes! ❤️ We must all be Christians, which means “Christ like”. Show love and humility at all times, and you shall reap what you sow!
@ChAnElLe1290
@ChAnElLe1290 2 жыл бұрын
Daniel is one of my favourite guests on SBSK. His intelligence and talent, especially in the poetry he shares online, just astounds me. I truly think he's like modern-day Van Gogh. I hope he is able to find successful and unproblematic help. I know it's a constant struggle for him. He deserves the absolute best in life.
@ElizabethPelenko
@ElizabethPelenko 2 жыл бұрын
I 100% agree with you! Daniel is a rare gem that is not that easy to find in this world. Daniel, if you’re reading this, just know that we love you and wish you to regain your self-worth, because you are worthy of everything good that this world has to offer! I truly hope that one day you’ll feel very happy again ❤️❤️❤️
@benglendenning5723
@benglendenning5723 2 жыл бұрын
Same dude. I follow his You Tube channel and everything. He is such a cool dude
@reggiereggan8302
@reggiereggan8302 2 жыл бұрын
@@Abraham_11 lol? Bruh get out edit: oh haha it worked. The comment is deleted
@anavalencia7787
@anavalencia7787 2 жыл бұрын
Where do you follow him?
@melaninandaura9713
@melaninandaura9713 2 жыл бұрын
Omg! Where can I find his poetry? Please and thank you sm!
@user-uz3oi4vq7d
@user-uz3oi4vq7d 3 ай бұрын
“ I fear losing what little worth I have, because I don’t have much”. Damn. Keep your head up brother. You a king.
@kygal
@kygal Жыл бұрын
This guy is awesome. You can tell he's a sweet, selfless person who deserves all the love and happiness in the world.
@Syrupsssss
@Syrupsssss 5 ай бұрын
Sending him love and happiness! ❤❤❤
@PeaceMastah
@PeaceMastah Жыл бұрын
He is so well spoken and open. I feel a deep respect for him.
@hazzaplayz808
@hazzaplayz808 Жыл бұрын
He is very articulate isnt he,i respect his honesty
@zion367
@zion367 Жыл бұрын
Came here to say the same.
@billyw.garrison8911
@billyw.garrison8911 Жыл бұрын
He's far more braver than I am talking publicly. My first reaction is to run away as fast as possible!
@AzazelGrimshadow
@AzazelGrimshadow 2 жыл бұрын
I want to cry with how much I relate to this. It's so exhausting to just exist. It's exhausting to do the things I used to love, like art. It's exhausting hearing people tell you it's all in your head or you're lazy or you're overreacting and that I can't keep a job for very long. It doesn't help. In fact, it just makes it worse. I battle every day of my life. I feel a sense of accomplishment when I just do a load of laundry. Everyday tasks are difficult. I rewrote this comment like 5 times because I kept telling myself that it doesn't matter. I just hope it matters to someone out there. I want that someone to know they aren't alone. Most of my frustration comes from the fact that no one understands what I go through and I am never able to put my feelings into verbal words, but seeing this video made me feel better. I hope to one day become an author and a comic artist. I hope for that future.
@fatedmicrocosm5837
@fatedmicrocosm5837 2 жыл бұрын
Your comment mattered. You matter. Stay strong.
@11tjonathsanti35
@11tjonathsanti35 2 жыл бұрын
What matter u don't matter ❔
@litty4553
@litty4553 2 жыл бұрын
I care and I’m praying now before going to bed that all your dreams realize soon. 🙏🏼❤️
@heidilinn8
@heidilinn8 2 жыл бұрын
You matter!!
@realMaverickBuckley
@realMaverickBuckley 2 жыл бұрын
You know what helped me was helping other people. I sounded identical to you a time ago. But I managed to find enough.. enough energy and worth in loving other people and serving others to keep on keepin' on. You matter. I wish you the very best.
@haas0072
@haas0072 6 ай бұрын
He should never feel like he is “crazy” and repeat those words to himself. He is one of the most intelligent and articulate people I’ve seen
@eventuelleva
@eventuelleva Жыл бұрын
i've never seen anyone being so vulnerable on the internet and he's helping others so, so much with that. i work with teens with his issues and he worded this SO, SO well.
@lamar-kabari8925
@lamar-kabari8925 2 жыл бұрын
It’s mind blowing how aware he is of his situation. It’s like he mastered two worlds at once. This dude is genus to me.
@valerieickstadt4044
@valerieickstadt4044 2 жыл бұрын
I think that's the saddest part about it. He knows but he's stuck. I really hope he gets better and finds a way out
@TheIvyLens
@TheIvyLens 2 жыл бұрын
When I describe psychosis it’s exactly that. You are conscious and aware per usual, but your subconscious is fighting to be noticed (while you are awake), so you “feel” or “sense” things differently and become hyper aware of everything, and you have a third conscious trying to parse out what is the normal conscious and what is the subconscious. In other words, our brains become over stimulated. We shut down and retreat because that’s the surest way to survive. This guy unfortunately keeps retreating and being talked to this way and likely given pills. This is where western ideologies and medicine fail us as a society.
@thefrustratedneetaspirant7777
@thefrustratedneetaspirant7777 2 жыл бұрын
Your a species to me.
@lamar-kabari8925
@lamar-kabari8925 2 жыл бұрын
@@thefrustratedneetaspirant7777 o ok. Interesting
@mariannereynolds492
@mariannereynolds492 Жыл бұрын
Lovely human being...my heart goes out to him...
@ld3354
@ld3354 Жыл бұрын
This made me cry. It hurts to see someone so clearly in anguish in their own body and mind. No one deserves this. I hope he finds glimmers of light in the midst of all this darkness.
@justicewokeisutterbs8641
@justicewokeisutterbs8641 Жыл бұрын
Agreed. Schizophrenia apparently comes out of nowhere. No one deserves this.
@Tinyman.
@Tinyman. Жыл бұрын
You should check out his youtube channel. he writes some lovely, deep, sometimes dark but very enlightening poems. He has such strength that i only wish i had.
@kernspalte
@kernspalte Жыл бұрын
@@Tinyman. could you tell me what the name of his channel is please?
@Tinyman.
@Tinyman. Жыл бұрын
@@kernspalte Hi Smoke, his youtube channel name is "Daniel Nepveux" Hope this helps. If you find it please be so kind and leave him a comment on 1 of his videos. im sure he would very much appreciate it.
@kernspalte
@kernspalte Жыл бұрын
@@Tinyman. Thank you, I‘m gonna try and do that.
@racheleva6
@racheleva6 Жыл бұрын
He’s very great at communicating his feelings to you. But wow, it broke my heart watching this 🥺♥️
@catherinebeatific535
@catherinebeatific535 Жыл бұрын
Don't be embarrassed. We can be so hard on ourselves. This isn't your fault. Something you need to remember.
@zephyr1089
@zephyr1089 Жыл бұрын
i love how the interviewer is emotionally genuine. u can tell that he cares for the people he talks to.
@jermasbiggestfan7796
@jermasbiggestfan7796 Жыл бұрын
What emotion? He just stares at the interviewees with a blank face.
@zephyr1089
@zephyr1089 Жыл бұрын
@@jermasbiggestfan7796 he isnt treating them like basket cases or people who need to be babied through their existence. he treats them with the respect and love of a friend rather than an interviewer
@jermasbiggestfan7796
@jermasbiggestfan7796 Жыл бұрын
@@zephyr1089 I dont see much respect or "love" when its an unmoving soulless stare, and sitting shoulders rubbing (thats intimate space).
@zephyr1089
@zephyr1089 Жыл бұрын
@@jermasbiggestfan7796 then u clearly dont understand the body language that is sometimes used in a conversation about someones mental health. the physical presentation of the interviewer is very reminiscent of what i have seen over the years of my own mental health struggles. the people i have talked to that have actually cared about my wellbeing look exactly like this.
@davidchez513
@davidchez513 Жыл бұрын
@@jermasbiggestfan7796 You most likely haven't seen Daniel's update video. Which is okay! but you should watch it before making hurtful assumptions about their interaction and interview, the update video will hopefully clarify the wrong perspective you seem to have about both of these gentlemen.
@fukutaichou1903
@fukutaichou1903 2 жыл бұрын
18:56 I've never wanted to hug another person so much. The moment he closed his eyes and said that it made a world of difference to know that somebody cares, you can almost feel his pain and make you want to take it away.
@klospike
@klospike 2 жыл бұрын
Absolutely, I felt the same...
@shroudsshadow9998
@shroudsshadow9998 2 жыл бұрын
Ppl nowadays will never understand that
@Dandeb19
@Dandeb19 Жыл бұрын
Daniel I don't know what you were like before this in high school, but I would be proud to call you my friend today. Because you are so brave, honesty and kind. Even with your daily struggles you are willing to help others. That's the epitome of a beautiful human being. Many prayers for your continued healing.
@thisiswill
@thisiswill Жыл бұрын
This man is an angel. He's faced so much conflict, and he's a hero for standing on his own two feet every day and keepin' on.
@jamieyoung784
@jamieyoung784 Жыл бұрын
I cried while watching this. My brother has schizoeffective disorder but he never articulated what he was going through in detail. I have so much gratitude to Daniel for sharing his experience and helping those of us who desperately want to understand and support people we love. I hope he knows that he has made a big, positive difference in the world by doing this interview.
@esthellakomerl8084
@esthellakomerl8084 Жыл бұрын
My brother is unwell as well.. But I don't know what it is.. Cos the Dr simply gave him antibiotics.. But he is in a terrible state right now
@sjycheryl
@sjycheryl Жыл бұрын
Sometimes the meds we take make us less expressive. I could never have articulated what I was going through when I was in the hospital receiving treatment. Even now when I’m not psychotic I can’t remember everything and articulate them well either. Like he says. Those are flashes not memories. I just prayed for your brother for him to be cured and healed. ❤
@jamieyoung784
@jamieyoung784 Жыл бұрын
@@sjycheryl Thank you so much for your response! My brother did seem less expressive when he was on his meds. Almost like his essence was muted. It broke my heart because he was the sweetest, smartest, most creative kid before all this happened. It sounds as though you made it through and are on the other side. Thank goodness! And bless you for praying for my family. I’m grateful. 💗
@sjycheryl
@sjycheryl Жыл бұрын
@@jamieyoung784 it could seem that way and to be honest it felt that way too. For a long time I couldn’t feel emotions because of the meds. the fear of not being able to feel joy or anything really was constant. I couldn’t even have a regular conversation to find a joke funny or to have interest in anything I used to enjoy. I wasn’t sure if it was going to be over ever but I knew I couldn’t give up hope. So it was really like believing something you can’t see can’t feel can’t know for sure with no evidence but so just keep saying to myself “god will save me”. I wasn’t a Christian back then but what really had me going was faith. Right before I was forced to the mental hospital I talked to a priest because like Daniel said, all voices are dark and they just put a lot of dark thoughts in me. The priest and other Christians made sure to me that god will saved me (and then soon I was forced to be in the hospital XD) The other thing that got me going back then was my family’s support and love. Not even for one day they ever lose faith that I will recover. They had such strong faith ( not sure why) that this was just an illness and with treatment I would definitely be recovered and live the life I used to live - never once they showed their worry or doubt in me getting better in front of me, which gave me strength to combat the voices, the fear, the delusion. So your brother is very very lucky to have you as a loving family member around. I’m sure maybe he doesn’t know how to say now but when he can he will. And he will!!!! I can relate to 90% what Daniel said. More or less the same thing had happened to me. I still have leftover syndromes but I can now work and live like everyone else. If I don’t tell no one knows I have schizophrenia. So I guess what my best suggestion is Get treatment, always talk and work closely with your doctor on any side effect that is going on and TRUST your psychiatrist. Family and friend support means the world. Have faith. Dont lose hope. I’m sure god will save your brother too. ❤️
@bubsenseijebe2993
@bubsenseijebe2993 Жыл бұрын
My younger cousin is going through some struggles with psychosis right now as well. I am very worried about him. He’s been in the hospital for 10 days now and they taken his phone away so he’s unable to speak to us. It’s tough. I’m worried he will go through stuff like this and it hurts. He’s a great kid, super outgoing, hardworking and he’s just always want to hangout. I hope your brother will stay safe. It’s good you feel for him and are looking to understand further what he may be going through.
@nicolecodbrajoe5229
@nicolecodbrajoe5229 2 жыл бұрын
As a mother of an adult diagnosed with schizophrenia, this was incredibly enlightening. My son struggles with talking about his delusions and hallucinations. Thank you so much for doing this. ❤️
@Sasha-bd2yz
@Sasha-bd2yz 2 жыл бұрын
Hopefully you are well ❤️
@nicolecodbrajoe5229
@nicolecodbrajoe5229 2 жыл бұрын
@@Sasha-bd2yz I am. Thank you. 😊 You're very kind.
@jamiemayday9615
@jamiemayday9615 2 жыл бұрын
God bless you both 🥰🥰🥰🥰
@almondcaeser9587
@almondcaeser9587 2 жыл бұрын
I've schizophrenia too. every sound in the surrounding sounds like someone is talking about me. Even if it's silent i hear someone talking. At first i would react to those comments and had lots of arguments with my friends and now strangers. To divert my attention and ignore those voices in my head i would put on earphones to listen to videos and music all the time from the moment of waking up. though my hearing ability got reduced slightly but now i hear voices in my head very randomly. Once a day or twice. Most of the credit goes to medication. as everyone knows medication is to be taken. sometimes i would have headaches at start but now i don't have any. Though i lost confidence in my life but i think now i can take some personality development classes to improve that.
@almondcaeser9587
@almondcaeser9587 2 жыл бұрын
if you want to hear my experience with the disease then just reply.
@Zamiiz
@Zamiiz Жыл бұрын
god this hits hard... I'm over here sobbing my eyes out I don't have schizophrenia, but I do have everything else he mentioned, and have gone through the same exact things.
@babyinvasion
@babyinvasion Жыл бұрын
Im sorry, darling 🖤
@sarahcook908
@sarahcook908 Жыл бұрын
❤️
@averyy3143
@averyy3143 Жыл бұрын
This man is so smart with his words. You can tell her thinks deeply about what he says before he says it. I hope he finds happiness, he deserves it
@reisilva2940
@reisilva2940 2 жыл бұрын
Such a poetic guy, he has a lot to teach us
@AlexFromnic
@AlexFromnic 2 жыл бұрын
I wouldn't pick that guy as a life coach if I were you.
@reisilva2940
@reisilva2940 2 жыл бұрын
@@AlexFromnic never said life coach. Diverse experience is a powerful tool for wisdom.
@0fi3trixz88
@0fi3trixz88 2 жыл бұрын
@@reisilva2940 what you said made sense
@edwelndiobel1567
@edwelndiobel1567 2 жыл бұрын
I dont think Ive ever had so much empathy for another living thing. You clearly can see his anguish. Poor fellow. I wish something could be done for him.
@SuperDynaZty
@SuperDynaZty 2 жыл бұрын
@@edwelndiobel1567 I got overwhelmed with sympathy for him and I really wish I could just take his pain away. Seems like such a kind soul who deserves so much better than this.
@acid9294
@acid9294 Жыл бұрын
A former friend of mine was struggling with this and he hid it well from his family and us. He committed suicide completely unexpectedly and it was a huge shock to everyone. Seeing this helps me understand the struggle he was fighting every day
@zach1252
@zach1252 Жыл бұрын
i am so sorry for your loss
@Sarcasmtomasksadness
@Sarcasmtomasksadness Жыл бұрын
That’s gotta be really hard sorry for your loss
@seekinggodfirst754
@seekinggodfirst754 Жыл бұрын
I am so sorry.
@insidebillyshead
@insidebillyshead Жыл бұрын
My friend did the same thing. He was diagnosed with schizophrenia. I wish he would have told more people, but even then, you can't always help.
@mollyc4549
@mollyc4549 Жыл бұрын
I am very sorry for your loss, from the bottom of my heart. I lost my mom to this horrible disease, she had schizophrenia and fought so hard, but it took her. May your friend rest in paradise.
@blahhdittyblahh
@blahhdittyblahh Жыл бұрын
I’ve seen this when it first came out and never forgot him. And the part at 0:57 the way he smiles when he’s looking at his toy shows how much they help. ❤
@yvonnemar5366
@yvonnemar5366 Жыл бұрын
Ty for letting them show your interview. I was diagnosed with that today and it's my birthday. They added it on to my diagnosis of BPD and CPTSD so I can relate to everything he has said and more. The end made me cry. That's all we want. Someone to say they love us and mean it and show they care about us getting better when we reach that point of self awareness which I have. I am on medications to help manage my symptoms. I got my 2023 treatment plan today and DBT is something we will be working on. I've been with my therapist since 2021. Please be kind to us. We aren't bad people. I swear we aren't.
@ricpowers1475
@ricpowers1475 2 жыл бұрын
Imagine being very intelligent and held hostage by a non-compliant brain.
@eccho1
@eccho1 Жыл бұрын
Right
@usaskjock
@usaskjock Жыл бұрын
I know what that's like
@alanbarradas432
@alanbarradas432 Жыл бұрын
Dying about it
@esthellakomerl8084
@esthellakomerl8084 Жыл бұрын
My bro is like this. 😢
@robiny.4395
@robiny.4395 2 жыл бұрын
This poor guy, he's so intelligent, and explains things so well. I hope he gets better, he deserves it.
@TreeLynnT
@TreeLynnT 2 жыл бұрын
Unfortunately that's not a reality. 🥺
@TheDJOblivion
@TheDJOblivion 2 жыл бұрын
@@TreeLynnT not yet, but we'll get there eventually.
@Miss_Distress
@Miss_Distress 2 жыл бұрын
@@TreeLynnT he can improve. He may not be completely better but he can always just get a little better at a time. After all, everyone has a journey and it’s seldom linear. It’s very clear that he’s aware of and hopefully getting help for his illness.
@mistaD72
@mistaD72 Жыл бұрын
What a brave, articulate, thoughtful young man. It was selfless of him to be able to share what he’s experiencing in his life. I hope that he receives the help he needs. And kudos to his friend for letting him know that he’s not alone.
@muzicsplash
@muzicsplash Жыл бұрын
not a lot of people actively try to do better. sometimes the hardest part is when U want to help someone but they don't want to help themselves so the fact that he has awareness and actively reaching out for help is a huge deal he is very inspiring. I hope that his self worth would match reality one-day cause this level of awareness and the will to learn and improve shows how intelligent and amazing he is!
@annbann6
@annbann6 2 жыл бұрын
This is probably my fave interview to date. For the amount of diagnoses he has, his intelligence and introspection is incredible. If every person had this much self awareness we'd be living in a better world. This was absolutely incredible. Complete understanding of what is wrong, how he deals, and even the damage this can cause (ex. borderline and relationships). Great job on this.
@carlcoats3997
@carlcoats3997 2 жыл бұрын
Doesn’t seem real to me……It feel like Daniel is acting
@mattlang7162
@mattlang7162 2 жыл бұрын
Of course it seems like he's acting because he is. He's acting normal when he really would like to be bouncing off the walls
@carlcoats3997
@carlcoats3997 2 жыл бұрын
@@mattlang7162 thanks great way to put it
@prophetyoshii
@prophetyoshii 2 жыл бұрын
@@carlcoats3997 what exactly do you mean by acting? How do you think someone with his condition should act?
@dewilew2137
@dewilew2137 2 жыл бұрын
I mean...he's not intellectually disabled. None of his diagnoses would in any way interfere with his intelligence or introspection.
@geebee8313
@geebee8313 2 жыл бұрын
The unconscious poetry at 11:30. He doesn’t even realise how beautifully raw his words are. Stunning and honest articulation that hits you right in the gut. This is one of my favourite videos in the world.
@sonymicronin
@sonymicronin 2 жыл бұрын
That part shook me, so deep
@fabjustfab3264
@fabjustfab3264 2 жыл бұрын
Enlightened
@HAL-dm1eh
@HAL-dm1eh 2 жыл бұрын
What hit me with a ton of bricks was what he said right before that, the future doesn't exist. That was truth. And as someone also with anxiety disorder I had to stop the video and think on that for a while.
@galamander_1327
@galamander_1327 2 жыл бұрын
His words have a stark depth, like the poetry of Robert Frost, Seamus Heaney, or Loren Eisley. Around minute 8:25 "I'm back hear saying, that's just 'cause he doesn't know. He hasn't seen the letters, and he hasn't gone through the phone. He hasn't heard that beeping. He hasn't felt the second ring, that jumps on top of the first ring, that shouldn't be there when the phone rings."
@brisakruspe
@brisakruspe 2 жыл бұрын
That’s so depressing
@voyance4elle
@voyance4elle Жыл бұрын
He is so good with his words an dexplaining everything so well and vividly. Thank you so much for this interview and this video.
@thekarret2066
@thekarret2066 Жыл бұрын
I don't get teary eyed too often, but this video and the follow up one got me. Daniel is such a nice dude, and I really wish him the best. He deserves help and recovery.
@dylanturner9924
@dylanturner9924 Жыл бұрын
Earlier this year I was in the mental hospital with this man. He was my roommate and he isn a very good man. He has good values and cares about those he holds close. It’s was great to get to know him and I’m happy to be able to say I got the chance to do so. I haven’t been able to keep in contact since then but I hope I get the chance to meet him again
@unapochi
@unapochi Жыл бұрын
I hope you are doing well too :))
@Sentarry
@Sentarry Жыл бұрын
isn't? is?
@TSquare7741
@TSquare7741 Жыл бұрын
@@Sentarry This they meant ‘is’ by the rest of their statement… but, yes, confusing.
@aislingsibeallyons3416
@aislingsibeallyons3416 Жыл бұрын
@@TSquare7741 it's not confusing. It's obviously "is"
@momentosconmigo
@momentosconmigo Жыл бұрын
he actually has a youtube channel, it's Daniel Nepveux
@Dontstopbelievingman
@Dontstopbelievingman Жыл бұрын
I feel so much for this man. Every one of those diagnosis can be a life sentence and he's working 10x as hard as the people around him just to exist in a given moment in time. I wish him love and support.
@Simon-pk1wm
@Simon-pk1wm Жыл бұрын
man I feel him too. Wishing him tons of love and happiness...
@helenjobe5919
@helenjobe5919 Жыл бұрын
Our love and prayers are with Daniel!
@bunk95
@bunk95 6 ай бұрын
Diagnosis’ are fictional. Do you think and act as if thats untrue often?
@MercuricChloride
@MercuricChloride 16 күн бұрын
​@@bunk95In my opinion diagnosis' are a label of what someone's dealing with. I'm schizoaffective like the guy in the video and I agree that it can be a life sentence. It's hard and especially with medications being difficult
@JeMy569
@JeMy569 Жыл бұрын
We care…. Many people don’t really understand( like me) but we want to & want to help & do care…. It must be so hard to live with this…. But you’re getting by, step by step… keep living your life the best that you can… you matter.. you’re helping so many people going thru this(& their friends & families)… you are strong & courageous
@sergey8495
@sergey8495 Жыл бұрын
Daniel is a really good and interesting person! Hope he feels (or will feel) better
@Urinbigtroublemister
@Urinbigtroublemister 2 жыл бұрын
Daniel has that rare energy that when he talks the power, introspection, and intelligence just comes out and you can’t help but to listen and feel in awe. If he ever reads these comments I hope he knows that he has a beautiful gift for oration. He has so much worth in this world. I hope you find joy in this world because you’re a beautiful human.
@KrackleeLoL
@KrackleeLoL 2 жыл бұрын
You have it too :)
@Urinbigtroublemister
@Urinbigtroublemister 2 жыл бұрын
@Death Frost what was funny?
@monumentalhitz4862
@monumentalhitz4862 2 жыл бұрын
@Death Frost I think you may be the sick one.
@n1kobefan
@n1kobefan 2 жыл бұрын
@Death Frost jelouse of all the love he’s getting huh that’s sad dude you must have live a pathetic life.
@thelordoftime803
@thelordoftime803 2 жыл бұрын
@Death Frost I bet your mommy didn't love you
@cypidez
@cypidez 2 жыл бұрын
no person should ever have to go through something as traumatic and horrible as this, Daniel's a brave man for being able to talk about his disorder, I just hope he's okay today!
@Mozart4000
@Mozart4000 2 жыл бұрын
You can stay in contact If you like, he runs his own channel on YT
@cypidez
@cypidez 2 жыл бұрын
@@Mozart4000 ty :)
@MorellaReborned
@MorellaReborned 2 жыл бұрын
@@Mozart4000 hei! sorry but i don't know where to find it... can you please help me? :) I would LOVE to see how he is doing
@deborahfreeze672
@deborahfreeze672 2 жыл бұрын
There are no words to describe this young man's courage. He put his inner most self out there for the world to see in order to promote understanding and hopefully decrease the stigma that continues to shroud mental illness. If just one person relates to and garners hope from this interview it will have been worth Daniel's sacrifice of anonymity. This interview is priceless and should be included in the training of anyone who profess works or lives with
@deborahfreeze672
@deborahfreeze672 2 жыл бұрын
To finish my sentence: professionally working with or living with someone who has mental health challenges. Law enforcement academies would benefit their students and the public from officers being aware of how to understand and interact with people who may exhibit such symptoms and may be in crisis.
@pitanoen
@pitanoen 9 ай бұрын
I am blown away at this man's wisdom. He definitely has a purpose and has already made such a difference in the world just by doing this interview. The way he speaks is so captivating and his way of explaining such complex thoughts is just brilliant.
@cookiesmith8545
@cookiesmith8545 Жыл бұрын
God bless you, Daniel. It took great strength of character to open up to us and share your story. You are a wonderful human being and I pray you will know that in your heart. Thank you, Daniel, and blessings to you and your family.
@wasdfgh9261
@wasdfgh9261 Жыл бұрын
*I fear losing what little worth I have, because I don't have much." It really hit me when he said that and how he said that. I think it's very brave to talk about such difficult things. I wish him the very best.
@leilanamiq07
@leilanamiq07 9 ай бұрын
But he doesn’t have little worth
@lancemckellar
@lancemckellar 5 ай бұрын
I lost everything 💔
@BonazaiGirl
@BonazaiGirl 2 жыл бұрын
I literally can’t imagine what this guy goes through and having the strength to get through the day. My heart goes out to him and I truly hope and pray for the best for him. I genuinely want to be his friend.
@gxlorp
@gxlorp 2 жыл бұрын
I bey you could imagine it. You're not giving yourself credit. Or maybe unaware of your own potential to go insane. Because you can. In fact thinking you can't go insane increases insanity and risk of psychotic break. Enjoy the show
@kevine9474
@kevine9474 2 жыл бұрын
@@gxlorp aren't you smart.
@booksmeller
@booksmeller 2 жыл бұрын
@@gxlorp salt of the earth.
@brittb8513
@brittb8513 Жыл бұрын
He's got a KZfaq channel. I've been pretty worried about him.
@BonazaiGirl
@BonazaiGirl Жыл бұрын
@@brittb8513 if you don’t mind me asking, what’s his channel?
@TheJohmac
@TheJohmac 7 ай бұрын
I have worked in mental health for a long while and it's rare to meet someone with such diagnosis and have that kind of self awareness and insight. I would correct the description of schizoaffective disorder as being schizophrenia with a personality disorder. Schizoaffective is actually schizophrenia(generally characterized by audio and/or visual hallucinations and/or delusional beliefs) in conjunction with a mood disorder, which seems to be consistent with what he is describing. And that's not to be critical, its can be very confusing. I am just pointing out so people don't get confused about it. I would like to encourage anyone experiencing this that there is hope. I have seen people experience joy who have had extremely severe mental illnesses and live very full and meaningful lifestyles.
@MercuricChloride
@MercuricChloride 16 күн бұрын
Yes I agree, it is usually with a mood disorder. I'm schizoaffective myself and I'm wondering if he got it all mixed up because he did mention he has manic depression too
@Think_4_Yourself
@Think_4_Yourself 3 күн бұрын
After seeing multiple videos, I'm convinced that depression is one of the worst illnesses a human can have. I hope you get the help you deserve Daniel; my heart goes out to you!
@trapsfortroubadours
@trapsfortroubadours 2 жыл бұрын
When I heard comments were back, I made sure to go back to this interview. I just wanted to thank you, Daniel, for sharing your story and providing a sense of hope and belonging for so many people, including me. I wish you the best. 💜
@anaalina5964
@anaalina5964 2 жыл бұрын
I wish the other video with him had comments on.
@TwoWholeWorms
@TwoWholeWorms 2 жыл бұрын
Same here too.
@andrezavianna5897
@andrezavianna5897 2 жыл бұрын
I do have borderline personality disorder, and when he started describing it, I started crying, cause it is exactly how I feel, and nobody seems to understand it...
@gabbyfrisby9235
@gabbyfrisby9235 2 жыл бұрын
I feel you! No one can really understand it unless they have it themselves. Borderline is so hard for me
@Skankhunt-hl9zj
@Skankhunt-hl9zj 2 жыл бұрын
I just realized I have had it for years it makes me almost sick. I have been feeling a lot better lately since I started getting more sober. I feel like self awareness and wanting to be better and understanding helped me a lot.
@omgheather1
@omgheather1 2 жыл бұрын
@Death Frost and you need to leave 🙄
@CloudBlorb
@CloudBlorb 2 жыл бұрын
@Death Frost you are sad
@GailOwens
@GailOwens 2 жыл бұрын
Being the victim of a bpd mother is worse.
@monicaferrer3367
@monicaferrer3367 4 ай бұрын
This man speaks so articulately and seems to be more aware of himself than most of us. Sending uou light and love
@christalyu635
@christalyu635 Жыл бұрын
I’m so glad you shared your story, this absolutely will help people. This helps me understand how to support my father better, I hope you’re well. Sending all the love from me and my family to you. We’re rooting for you!
@tommystolt6078
@tommystolt6078 Жыл бұрын
Daniel has such a beautifully honest and introspective thought process that makes his descriptions of his experiences with this disorder much easier to understand and relate to
@naturalbynature8690
@naturalbynature8690 Жыл бұрын
Yes!!! His honest, despite his pain, is admirable.
@meganoneill8835
@meganoneill8835 Жыл бұрын
So well put. Thank you. Daniel's lovely nature shines through his terrible troubles. I hope, so much, that he feels happiness and joy every single day. His health troubles are not all of him. A wonderfully eloquent, likeable, insightful man is very evident.
@xxsmokerxx6477
@xxsmokerxx6477 2 жыл бұрын
He is such a good person.. I want to be his friend
@a.sandco7939
@a.sandco7939 2 жыл бұрын
same!
@rafyprz
@rafyprz 2 жыл бұрын
Same 🥺
@a.sandco7939
@a.sandco7939 2 жыл бұрын
@@pet.me102 maybe that's just one of the big reasons why he need real friends, who care about him. Also he sees Chris as one of his friends, I'm pretty sure...
@juniperwildflowers
@juniperwildflowers 2 жыл бұрын
I want to be friends with everyone on this channel
@edensgm
@edensgm 2 жыл бұрын
Me too!
@cryptodownunder5855
@cryptodownunder5855 5 ай бұрын
So much love for this man. You are special friend
@pinkgummybearparty2366
@pinkgummybearparty2366 3 ай бұрын
amazing interview. respect and love to this man. so many strangers genuinely deeply care.
@fabio21199
@fabio21199 2 жыл бұрын
I feel I love this man. Moreover, his intelligence and self-awareness are astonishing. I admire him with all my heart.
@Valve-Rayane
@Valve-Rayane 2 жыл бұрын
i literally said that from the first time he spoke, i was like wow this guy is insanely mature, and how he speaks, my goodness.
@oanaalexia
@oanaalexia 2 жыл бұрын
I feel the same kind of love.
@MorellaReborned
@MorellaReborned 2 жыл бұрын
I feel exactly the same. I don't even know how many times I've watched his interviews... I wish with all my being I could somehow make his life a little bit brighter. His words and actions always confort me in a very strange but warm way. Hope you're doing good, Daniel.
@margiemurphy3336
@margiemurphy3336 2 жыл бұрын
I enjoyed your video. TY for posting It. You are incredibly brave!
@CavalcanteLucas19
@CavalcanteLucas19 Жыл бұрын
I don't have a schizophrenia diagnosis, but I have borderline personality and depression, and I can relate in some of his feelings, like when he said that the future looks like a road of nothing. I really fell apart at that moment. Thank you for sharing this Daniel, I'm feeling less lonely now and I wish the best for you. You're a great guy ❤️
@valeriehartman3705
@valeriehartman3705 Жыл бұрын
I hope you are okay, Lucas. I wish you well.
@azombieee
@azombieee Жыл бұрын
You're a strong person, and I'm proud of you!
@saltygem3056
@saltygem3056 Жыл бұрын
I have BPD and depression too. Hugs
@darrenmcintosh8471
@darrenmcintosh8471 Жыл бұрын
go and see someone about entity removal and your Symptoms will go away none of these disorders are disorders its not mental ilness its entity attachment their feeding off your negative emotional energy
@ysabelleleao6368
@ysabelleleao6368 Жыл бұрын
Você é brasileiro? Eu tb tenho transtorno borderline e inclusive esquizoafetivo igual ao rapaz do vídeo.
@sandrabollen-hughes1631
@sandrabollen-hughes1631 Жыл бұрын
Daniel, I was moved so much by your talk. Thank you for this.
@idontwanttosaymynameonyout1486
@idontwanttosaymynameonyout1486 3 ай бұрын
This is the most relatable person I’ve ever seen. It makes me feel less alone in my struggles. This interview definitely helped me!
@yanaris
@yanaris Жыл бұрын
i’m sobbing.. my heart aches at the fact that he thinks he has little worth, he doesn’t realize how beautiful and bright his soul is. i just want to hug him. he deserves to be told and shown that he’s cared and loved for everyday
@Marina81505
@Marina81505 Жыл бұрын
Yes, I want to hug him too.
@noneisallminussome371
@noneisallminussome371 11 ай бұрын
Absolutely riveting interview. I remained glued the entire time. His way of explaining his experiences are phenomenal.
@b.henselae7276
@b.henselae7276 Жыл бұрын
I’ve always had difficulty matching what I feel with the right emotion’s tag. I feel nothing but beautiful things at the moment. I’m so grateful for having the opportunity to watch this video. Looking at you and listening every word you told makes me want to hug you and tell you how brave you are. I don’t know you and I don’t know where you live, but wherever it is, I want to let you know, that I’ll keep this very moment in my ❤. You’re incredible!
@kevinwoolcock6881
@kevinwoolcock6881 2 жыл бұрын
Having Schizoaffective disorder myself I can identify with a lot of what is being said here. Currently in my life I am going through a depressive phase and I can relate to the down, down, down feeling of just nothing making you happy. I just told my wife and mother that I am having a difficult time holding and maintaining things together. Sometimes I feel like I use all of my energy to just be a normal productive member of society.
@phamhuubaochung
@phamhuubaochung 2 жыл бұрын
Sir, you’re trying your best. I’m very proud of you. I hope wonderful things will happen to you and your family. Much love.
@user-it9tx2vq3n
@user-it9tx2vq3n 2 жыл бұрын
My best wishes to You! With great respect and much love!
@monikatimmons7338
@monikatimmons7338 2 жыл бұрын
You are fine just the way you are nothing is wrong with you. This is you and people need to make time to understand you just like anyone else.
@izzyfleming3228
@izzyfleming3228 2 жыл бұрын
big hugs what you said was so deeply true and i hear you
@emmapeel8163
@emmapeel8163 2 жыл бұрын
sitting in nature for hours just listening & watching helps me. something about a tree, birds, smells & rhythm of little creatures really soothes & lifts. God Bless you! 🙏🏼
@julesj5853
@julesj5853 Жыл бұрын
My husband has schizoaffective disorder and he was forced to spend 2 weeks in a mental hospital where he actually realized the medication was working for him and he decided he needed to take it to live a normal life. Please, please take medication because if you met my husband today, you would never know he has schizoaffective disorder, he is a successful member of society a great husband and a great dad, and holds down jobs. Please do not fear taking meds, your life could be so much better! We've been married for 16 years and have never seen him in an episode. I've seen him have semi ups and downs but no full blown episodes.
@audreyherrera6083
@audreyherrera6083 Жыл бұрын
May I please ask what medication worked for him?
@julesj5853
@julesj5853 Жыл бұрын
@@audreyherrera6083 when I first met him he was taking Risperdal, but he has been taking seroquel for the last 13 years or so.
@Thiiink
@Thiiink Жыл бұрын
What are the long consequences of those medications?
@maplebacon1
@maplebacon1 Жыл бұрын
​@@Thiiink why do you hear about someone doing great with medication, completely ignore that, and just focus on possible negatives? you sound pretty miserable.
@secondhandwildflowers2315
@secondhandwildflowers2315 10 ай бұрын
@@Thiiink someone stays alive.
@veueta8004
@veueta8004 3 ай бұрын
What a wonderful person ❤ Thank you for sharing your experience mate😊 Big hugs from Ireland
@gretchenbaker251
@gretchenbaker251 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing, I have been battling this for 10 yrs. No one has shared something like this before, I really appreciate it. Best of luck to you.
@Ur-_-Killa-TV
@Ur-_-Killa-TV Жыл бұрын
This interview hit hard. He seems like such a nice, polite, and well-spoken individual who is struggling with this horrible mind-crippling disease. Everything he said about romantic relationships seemed 100% spot on to my own experiences. I get so paranoid and depressed that I’ve basically almost emotionally shut down if I do not get a reciprocation of love. I am struggling every day with my own mental health problems and videos like this really helps to know that I am not alone and that people do care. Never underestimate the power of just being somebody’s friend. Just listening to somebody. Not to get anything from them, but to genuinely hear what they have to say, and care about how it affects them.
@IrisCrain
@IrisCrain Жыл бұрын
You are not by any means alone. Studies show that because of stigma, the Mental Health community is likely THE most underserved medical issue.
@sushs7991
@sushs7991 Жыл бұрын
May I know what issue are you facing if you are comfortable telling?
@vanessarivas5681
@vanessarivas5681 Жыл бұрын
Jesus has helped me. Please seek Him and He will help you. Doctors and medications help too but learning more about Jesus will change your life. You are very precious too Him. I’ll pray for you. ✝️💗🙏🏽🥰
@Jaizizzizi
@Jaizizzizi 10 ай бұрын
@@vanessarivas5681I know that your trying to help but not everyone believes in the same thing
@vanessarivas5681
@vanessarivas5681 10 ай бұрын
@@Jaizizzizi Jesus is very real and true. He lives in all of us and died for all of us. Jesus is love itself. He’s the one that pulls on our heart strings and teaches us right from wrong. He does so much more than that too. He is true peace and healing. I can only share my heart with you. God bless you. 💗🙏🏽🌻✝️🥰🌈❤️
@klarissalarson1819
@klarissalarson1819 2 жыл бұрын
When he talks about logically knowing it's not real but still believing it, that made perfect sense to me because I experience the same thing.
@monikatimmons7338
@monikatimmons7338 2 жыл бұрын
You are fine just the way you are nothing is wrong with you. This is you and people need to make time to understand you just like anyone else.
@cinderheart2720
@cinderheart2720 2 жыл бұрын
I think we all do, a little bit. Like when you hear a strange sound late at night. Logically you know it's just the cat moving, or the house creaking. But you can't logic away your fear.
@Cookie0927
@Cookie0927 2 жыл бұрын
Thats the thing about fear. Sadly, sometimes fear can be irrational. But sometimes you cant control fear. In my experience, i have anxiety. And something as simple as answering the phone just makes me pace and flutter with bad thoughts. I wish I wouldnt worry so much about small things.
@themeowthtuber2221
@themeowthtuber2221 2 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry you're going through that. I somewhat kinda relate to you. I care about you and I hope you have an amazing day 💕
@musicNmyhead2day
@musicNmyhead2day Жыл бұрын
I really really appreciate that you did this video. My daughter struggles with the same issues and your honest reveal has helped she and I tremendously. Prayers for your continued triumphs over your illnesses.
@JoseGamboa
@JoseGamboa 3 ай бұрын
This was difficult to watch, but beautiful at the same time. Daniel, thank you for taking the courage to take steps for your well being. SBSK thank you for giving him and others with mental health issues a voice to be heard in a way that takes away some of the stigma.
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