Woaaaaah, thank you for 150 subs and 30k views thank you so much guys I don't have words right now. 13/07/21 : 4 years ago I made this video without thinking it would blow up. And since I really didnt know what to do with this channel i felt really bad some people are struggling to get few views and here i am doing nothing with the little push you guys gave me so I renamed the channel name and the purpose of it, im not interested about making nightcore anymore since this video it was just a creativity thing. I'm a music lover, like a lot, so i'm going to upload music playlists now. But honestly I don't know, i'm just doing everything on feeling. I hope I won't disappoint a lot of people with this weird decision making. I hope you and your family, friends are safe (pretty much ironic saying this on this video i would say).

* When your parents are perfectly safe, and this song makes you cry. *

my mom left She didn't die She just walked right out the door

I'm at school with headphones on and everyone's looking at me because I'm crying This actually happened with my aunt who raised me because my mom was chasing my dad who left us

One cut, nobody notices Five cuts, they ask if she's okay, she says she's fine. Ten cuts, they push her aside Fifteen cuts, her last friend asks her to stop, she says she will Twenty cuts, she lied Twenty-Five cuts, attention is rising Thirty cuts, the bullying gets worse Forty cuts, she was pushed over the edge A suicide, a life was lost.

i lost none of my parents..but i cry because i feel sad for the people in the comments :c

Me: oh cool. I love this song. *clicks* KZfaq: GATORADE

I F****** CRIED MY EYES OUT DURING THIS SONG

My mum, dad and brother and 3 sisters died in a house fire...i was stopping out at my friends....the next day i went home...it was all gone...this was a year ago...in 14 now Update: hey guys I'm doing fine I'm starting to find happiness in this world and I can go on knowing that there still in my memory and heart thank you all for the support it means a lot love you all ❤

By NF he is #1 of my favorite rappers

Why is there tears running down my face whenever i hear this song

I literally love this man. He put so many and deep emotions in his songs, that you're gonna crie.

I'm glad I have a good family Sorry for the others 😔😔😔

my mom died when I was 6 I cry everyday she was hooked with pills I miss her and I lost my dad too he killed himself my siblings I dont live with them any more im all alone sad I try to find light but I want to die rlly bad I lost my bff

This song made me cry because my mom died from drugs and drinking a lot, she died on 7-25-2019 it is still hard to deal with ☠️

This made me cry because my mom is doing the same thing she hasn't died because of it tho she just hasn't been her for me because of drugs

My dad left me when I was a baby right when I got out of the hospital he just saw me, he didn't even want to carry me not even touch me and when he left me I felt like I was never loved and I tried to kill myself but....I have my step dad .....my step dad is the best dad that I have ever had he wants the best for me and I love him so much *tearing up while listening the the music* one day my mom told me I have more siblings than I have right now and I tried not to cry cause I have been living a lie mostly my hole life and still this day and the days before that I cried myself to sleep cause I would always get into fights with my mom and dad and it would break my heart cause right after that I don't feel loved but I know they still love me I'm probably gonna cry myself again to sleep listening to this song and cry but i just wanted to tell the people who have lost a loved one or they feel depressed about something you got me I can help you and just remember that you are always loved and always love yourself and face yourself loves u *virtual hugs*.

Little Boy: "Are you an angel?" Girl: "What?" Little Boy: "My mum told me those who have marked wrists are angels." Girl: "I'm not an angel." Little Boy: "Of course you are. Mum said that only angels hurt themselves because they don't like the life on Earth. The world is destroying them so they try to return to Heaven again. They are too sensitive to the pain of others and their own." Girl: " You know, your Mum is very wise." Little Boy: "Thank you. She is also an angel, but she already returned home." Edit: Not mine just thought I would share it here.

- mind screams - IM HUMAN TOO!

*Here's my story* ... Of *Why I hate doctors* ... I lost my brother that didn't see the world because of a *"Mistake"* the doctor made he *"Accidentally"* Injected on his head instead of mama's belly Then he *DEAD* just like this he said sorry and everything was okay !!? After two years mom was pregnant with a girl , in her ... *7th* month or *9th* she couldn't live she just dead as a fetus , my mom and dad thought I didn't understand a thing I was about 7 YO but I cried myself without letting them know .... I then made a promise to myself that I need to become a doctor and I must so I wouldn't let any mom or family suffer from what my family did , now... I'm successfully a doctor My mom is proud of me everything is great *I want to say RIP my little sis and bro I'll never forget you* ❤️🙂 *And to those who lost their precious ones hold your grip and be the best of yourself* ❤️🌹

This is literally my life in a song, my mom was an alcoholic, she did drugs, I hate all the bad and good memories bc then I start thinking and I still cry no matter how long ago it was, she left me and my brother and hasn't talked to us or made contact with us in years Edit: ignore my name I'm a girl even then guys can still cry

My mom left me when I was like 5 months old home alone for 3 to 4 days straight. she never come home. but my "babysitter come and got me and my sister and my brother we ended up getting adopted out and my brother went to live with our dad so we all got separated but anyways my mom found me like 16 years later and I tried to have a relationship with her but all she did was let me down. now im almost 18 and I don't have my mom in my life and I have my dad but idk him at all really and e lives 31 hours away for me with my brother..i have grown up so much and I learned not to think about it too much cuz if I do I just break down and cry my eyes out...….. remember you are loved... so just keep your head up

Because of this I don’t want children😔 I don’t want to hurt anyone like that.

I cried. I'm not missing any parents, but i feel like they're not there most of the time. They see me act differently sometimes, and they just ask if I'm fine. They don't even get near to hug me. I've been having a hard time at school and at home. Music and Art are my only ways of escape. The person I liked (and she knew I did) used me. When i confronted her, she acted like she didn't do anything, But being alone for so long makes me notice things, like when someone is lying. It showed me that she doesn't care for me. She barely talks to me, and when things were getting good between us, she just TEXTED me to tell me that's she didn't like me anymore. Just like that. I asked what it was, if it was something I did. She said she didn't know. And once again, I could see she lied. At home my parents don't understand what I'm going through. I don't want it to happen to my friends, so every time i see something is wrong, I go over, and do what I can to help them, I give them advice, since they know I've probably gone through something similar. But there's the ones that don't know who to trust, and you've just got to give them space. Do the same, please. Don't push close friends away just because you think they don't understand. Let them help you. You never know what could happen to them, and they could just not be there anymore, literally and emotionally. Do what you can to help others, even if it hurts.

Mansion by nf is also a rlly deap song Then again all his songs are

This is the deepest music I've ever heard... I can feel myself crying...

the sad thing is, this song is actually about NFs dead mom. he had a really hard time making this song.

My mom also died of a drug overdose... Her life was a constant up and down... abusive guys, drug and alcohol abuse it finally caught up to her 2 years ago. This song tends to help me feel something I need to start writing I just don't know where to start. 9 very important people to me have passed over the last 5 years. Safe to say I'm a little fucked up. Cheers to anyone reading this comment, I love you all! Stay safe!

i havn't lost my mum but i was in foster care for 7 years cause of a car crash when i was 3 that my mum was realy badly hurt in Edit: my dad walked out when I was 2 and left me my sis and 2 brothers alone with my mum

This song has a very deep meaning to those who have lost someone, and delivers a powerful message to those who haven't.

Me as a baby: *having fun* My mom: leaves the family for another man Me now: wondering if I'm good enough wondering if she will ever be different wondering if it's my fault wondering if I'm the reason she left wondering if she would ever love me

This song is so special because it can be relatable and you can feel the artist’s pain and heartache. You can feel it so intensely that it goes from your ears to your brain, till it hits you right in your core. It’s strange how we can feel pain so strongly, but some of us can barely remember what it’s like to be happy. This is one of the most moving songs I’ve ever heard.

I lost my mom September 1st 2018 about 6 months ago I was 12 my 13th birthday was 4 months later I live with my grandma because my dad would beat my mom right in-front of me and my little brother and I hated myself and I still do Because I couldn’t do anything because I was scared I didn’t know my mom very well or my dad my dad is in prison now but my mom is still gone and I feel like it’s my fault like I wasn’t good enough of a reason for her to care and stop using drugs and I feel so selfish because I distanced myself from my family but my brother lost a mom to my grandma lost another daughter my uncles lost a sister my aunt lost a sister my oldest uncles girlfriend lost a best friend and I feel lost and I don’t know what to do

Hey if any one needs to talk you can talk to me and I will be there for you :) just reply and then we can talk k Love all of you

Ok started crying at the end of this

“ why do I feel like I lost something I’ve never had.” Hit me so so hard.

wow. it’s so powerful...

I love NF, and you did a great job. Thanks for the lyrics, and the little message at the start.

The pain in his voice awww😢

Everytime i hear this song i cannot express my feelings but my tears can

Nice nightcore! But I left/lost my mom when I was 3. So I feel and other people who have lost their mom 😔

Shit this is deep thank you for showing me the true path i was raised just like this but with OT

This makes me see how I'm so blessed that I have parents that love me. I'm so sorry for all who have lost someone important to them.

Every time he cried my heart broke!😭😭😭💔💔💔

nfs songs always hit deep even if u cant relate to them bcs they are so real and hes the only one to talk about real things we need more of his songs in nightcore version and to the channel owner well done for responding to as many people as u can bcs we all need support and this is a community that is strong together :)

I am so pathetic, all these people that lost their loved ones have lost so much in live, and what am i doing? I cry in my room because people make fun of me because i am fat, i try to make everyone laugh so they don't have to go through what i am going through mentally, the people probably don't even know that i have a disease that makes me the way i am, but oh well, as long as i can make others happy i guess i still have a purpose here.

One of the saddest songs I've ever heard... it's so painful :,(

Thank you for the little message at the start 💛

my dad left us but its okay, because i have my amazing mom and amazing friends who are always there for me :)

omg this hit me so hard in the heart

Waaah, this is the first song that actually makes me cry. I think that the crying in the background just made it worse, and gosh, that hurt my little heart 😢

There was this pain in his voice...idk, i just felt it. My mom is still here, but this song made me cry

This hit me like a train I’m adopted and my birth mom gave me and my brothers up For drugs I haven’t seen her since I was 5 but now my older brother is addicted and he’s scary

was explaing something to someone while this song was and I couldnt even focus on what I was talking about because I had tyo pause my conversation to listen To NFs song in this version. This is some powerful stuff! Fricking love this dude!!!

I hope everyone in these comments know NF by now, hes just amazing.

My mums really sick and this song just made me lose it , I’m crying , curled up In a ball

Well I never knew my mom but this song brought tears to my eyes cuz I think this happened to her and when my bf told me her mom died it broke my heart

i haven't lost my mom she just walked out my life in october 2019 i looked up too her i loved her she said i was makjng her like hard she took my siblings with her but all i have are broken photos from a fake family that u thought would stay perfect . why did you disown me mum because im gay not straight im sorry im not perfect but no one is perfect .....

thank you for the beginning message

I love thus this is absolutely amazing. And NF!!! Like yessss 😍

I never cry at music but I started crying and now I’m depressed and happy at the same time... becuse I feel lucky becuse my dad died if desise and I was young so I got used to it and he had been sick my hole life so I was kinda prepered and it would just be to good to be true if he survived. I some times get bullied but it’s fine becuse I have great friends and I can just push it away and forget it, till the evening and deal with it then... I’m just realy greatfull for my friends since they are the only reason I’m alive...It hurts lossing your dad at six but I got thru it, and music, art, anime and friends have been a big getaway for me... Don’t know if I will survive till 18...(sorry bad englis and great video)🖤🖤

“Welcome to the bottom of hell they say pain is a prison let me out of my cell” I can understand this.Ive been to the bottom and it gets worse before it gets better.Don’t take your life before you finish it.Yes things will get worse before they get better.But when you think things are the worst and won’t get better,they will.Trust me from a person who almost took their life.Live on.Don’t die off.

This song reminds me of all of my past scars, it reminds me how little I remember. It reminds me of how bad my life could have been.

I LOVE NF! ❤️

The perfect song to block out the noises...

I’m sitting here doing my homework and I saw this song so I wanted to take a listen, 2 minutes later I’m about to ball my eyes out in front of my foster father... this shit hit me hard... this explains everything that has happened to me in my life... I want everyone else who is going through something like this to know your not the only one...

Man I love NF

This just liked, broke my heart even the fact that this mite happened too someone

Sometimes i think about myself and how stupid i am for my mom.. i'm worthless.. i hurt her.. so i runned to my mom..and give her a long hug she asked me why i do this? and i screamed: *i love you so much mom i'm sorry for everything..* and then..then i woke up.. from the best dream off my life, and i was mad at myself so i woke up crying cause it was all just a dream..i wish you we're here mom..i love you..

This song made me cry because My father left me and my siblings when I Wes 7 without saying bye or I love you. after 2 years had passed I found out he died and I never got to go to his funeral because my siblings didn’t what to go to someone’s funeral after they left them behind like it was nothing :( some times I wish I got to know him more to understand why he left us behind but I never got the chance

I just love this song I have chills right now

Please continue to upload Nightcore your Nightcore is so emotional I'm almost crying

my mom died when i was 3 murdered in front of me when i was hiding in a closet

I lost my dad cuz he was being a ass and not even care about me but my mom does so idk what I would do if I lost her

wow... that hit hard

"I know you gone but I can still feel you" damn that's hits hard

My mother hasnt been around for the past 10 years since shes out running doing drugs we dont know where she is or how she is doing all we know is that shes out there still doing drugs and getting into more trouble, my older sister by 2 years had to take care of us when we were younger me and her grew up faster than the others we had to so my other siblings could be children. weve tried helping her but she choose them over us, now me and my older sister we work and do things we are suppose to my younger sister by a year is out running and quit school and our other younger one is going well so far its rough with what these drugs do to people.

I haven't lost my mom but I lost a uncle who has been in my life when I was little he was like a dad I didn't know how to react to it I still cry till this day

LOVE this song 🖤🖤🖤🖤

Close to tears.

My mother was lost this year.. (2019) She smoked, of course.. we have no idea what happened what happened to her, or why she died..

This is a replica of my life I Hade to go though this my mom did evey drug and I got tier of it so I called the cops and I got taken away

I didn’t lose my mum..I still love her....but my aunt died a few years back she was like a second mother to me.....I miss you aunt Dawn

i love the message at the start...

Hi,my mum left me when im 5 years old Now days,my friend always ask "Why can 't you smile?" And "Why can't you talk to your friends?" Well....if you want to know why Its because since my mum left me,all my happiness Feels like it all turn to ashes Well......I love this song, It touch my heart so fast And make me cry for my past I really want to see my real mum (If my real mum sees this) I love you with my body,heart and soul💔 Take care😉

It's remembering me of Sirius Black 😢 maybe everything could be okay if he'd stay with brother... 😢 I'm so sorry that I'm such a potterhead. In memory of Alan Rickman, every day ❤️ I miss that awesome person.

I always loved NF. You can connect to his lyrics in so many ways. He also doesn't cuss and he isn't a mumble rapper!

Thank you

i was a drug baby...my mom had me on drugs....she threatened to kill me when i was one years old.....my dad left her with me....and i still visited her every weekend...about 3 years ago....she left me completely...she had abused me for the last time it was just emotional at first but she finally she hit me on my back really hard....i had a bruised scar on my back and cut marks from the belt....she has my little sis who doesnt even know me....she wont answer the phone...once she answerd that was around last halloween she promised she would come see me....nope....ive been suicidal for almost 7 years.....but....my step mom and step brother helps me because they had a sim past to me.....my dad doent understand me but....hes there even if he doesnt understand HES THERE! the only thing i wanted my mom to do that....but no....she left me....abandoned me right after my best friend killed herself....and my boyfriend had just gotsent to a mental hospital he killed himself after two months of being there......i had been bullied ever since i could remember....now i just want her back! but no.....the only person i fucking ran too! just left! poof! gone! as if i meant nothing to her!.....heh....she...she...wont be there if i die!........no.....so maybe i will......just maybe i will......

I remember the day I first heard this song.2 years ago.7-9-2017 I remember exactly wat I did when i heard this.my mum was going through this and u know wt I did.i called social services. It was hard and I was in tears about it.shes now doing so much better.me and my other sibling and mum can all sit down and have a nice dinner peacefully now because of this video so I thank u for showing me this and I thank everyone who helped me stay together aswell as the song writer,NF.and rn I'm listening to this song crying happy tears being thankful and writing a project about all of this for my class about my life so thank u so much!I would probably be on the verge of killing myself if it wasbt for this sobg and this video.. so thank u

This actually made me cry

This song so good

I haven't lost my mom yet but she left me when I was about 7 years old saying she couldn't take care of us because she didn't have the money to. So she left us and our dad in a house that had barely anything in it and moved somewhere else. About a year later she started to pick us up every once in a while but i hated it because i know she knew nothing about taking care of me and my siblings and all she asked us is what we wanted. I hated it but i decided to be nice so i told her something i didn't really care about getting. She eventually moved to North Dakota and she's been there for a year and a half now. She has made life hard for us here in Arizona because she wants us to live there in North Dakota with her and i know it's all for the money because it is all she wants and apparently " needs " in her life. I know we don't matter to her and that she only wants the money. I can't say i hate her but i don't love her either. I wish i could've had a different mother that actually cares and would take care of us no matter the risk. I wish i had a different mother. My dad was the one who took me and my siblings in and cared for us. He risked his life for us and i hope i am not the only one out there with this kind of problem. Mom... How Could You Leave Us?

"before it start i am sorry for any people who have lost their mom" me: my mom's fine, don't worry... *my dad on the other hand*-

That moment when you have finally gotten over a lot of deaths and this songs comes on and it reminds you of all the deaths. I miss my Mother, Father, brother, sisters and friends.

Keep up the good work 😭😭

I almost lost my mom when I was seven due to cancer, shes fine now though

oh my dad died 7 years ago when i was 5 my mom replaced him it hurts knowing my dad was my bestfriend and my mom just replaces him about doesnt miss him and she doesnt care about me because i still cry about him dying she only loves my sister

well this song hits me soo hard. i really like it uff

this song hit's way to close to heart man