Being stalked was the scariest period of my life and it changed me forever. It takes me forever to trust people now and I always have that fear in the back of my mind. He was arrested, hospitalized and diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia but I was also informed by the authority’s that there was a very high chance that he would’ve taken my life shortly. This is a very long story made short but this experience changed me forever. This lady is so strong and I love her resilience. Bless her.

To Kerry ~ Unbelievable. I’m 68yrs old and sadly, it’s almost rarer to have gone through life and NOT had a harrowing experience one felt they might not survive. I recognized your fear. I felt it. But I can’t imagine being on ‘high alert’ for all those years, then become a tower of power. Brilliant, brainy & beautiful 💫

Amazing story, Dr. Das. Sharing your spotlight & so well deserved

Terrifying.

Great video as always . When are you doing another one with DEADBUG SAYS? I love the two of you together😂. Cheeky talented intelligent men.

I have a problem. My anxiety disorder is out of control. I met a girl that ended up having a crush on me. She wanted to sleep with me and at first I said I couldn’t for legit reasons but not the actual reason. I gave excuses for why I couldn’t sleep with her but she wouldn’t except them. It seemed to really bother her that I wouldn’t sleep with her and we had become friends so about a year in I told her I can’t sleep with her cause I have an anxiety issue that I barley have under control. People use the silent treatment too much and that I can not handle the silent treatment at all. It’s too easy to use against me and I get panic attacks and lose control of myself. I can’t risk losing control of myself by getting too close I could be her friend but I can’t sleep with her or anyone els. I told her she could sleep with whoever she wanted to At one point she said that being my friend was not good for her. I told her I don’t take that kind of statement lightly. I don’t want her to put her life on hold for me and I would have to stop talking to her if she really though being my friend was bad for her. She kept saying I was bad for her. I kept telling her that I couldn’t be in her life if I was making it harder for her than if I wasn’t It wasn’t easy for me but she kept telling me I was not good for her. I stopped talking to her after she blew up on me telling me how her life was put on hold because of me. The entire time she sent me texts from different numbers say how I was cruel for not talking to her and how depressed she was that I wasn’t her friend anymore. After eight months I got in touch with her and explained that I just couldn’t be in her life if I thought I was making it harder for her than if I wasn’t She told me she would rather have me in her life and that it was better for her to have me in her life as a friend than not at all. She asked that if I started talking to another girl or slept with anyone that I promise to be honest with her about it. I said that’s fine but she would have to agree to the same thing. I said I don’t care if you sleep with someone but it works both ways She agreed She accused me of breaking the agreement all the time. She even put a tracker on my truck. I never broke the agreement Seven years into the friendship she started saying she was in love with me and had been for a long time. She swore to me she understood my problem and promised if I gave her a chance she would not use the silent treatment. That she would talk to me if she had an issue I gave in and after telling her that I would need to be able to talk to her. That the silent treatment wouldn’t help anything. That if she needed time to tell me that and I would respect it. But she can’t just leave me hanging She can’t just make me guess all the time She swore that she wouldn’t go silent on me That she would tell me if she had a problem. I said if you need space to just tell me when she could talk to me This is just making it worse. She broke every promise she made me. Used the silent treatment if I tried to hold her accountable as punishment. My mom died and she ghosted me four days later.

Me at the start of this video "not all men are like this" Me a third of the way through this video "my katana looks a little dull" Me half way **doom music with auditory hallucinations**