I go to the methadone clinic. I have been in recovery for almost 6 years and I absolutely love going there. I have so many friends there now the clinic I go to is a huge building and they have outpatient , inpatient ,groups for moms. They have residential upstairs. They have a whole bunch of stuff going on so I have literally made so many amazing friends going there. I look forward to going there. I do not feel like I’m being put on display at all. It’s just like going to any other doctors office And I love it I love it. I have made the bestest friends in my whole life going to this place and I have found my best self. I have seen girls that I was in residential with who are now working as peer support counselors and I see them there and it just makes me want to keep on staying sober.❤❤❤❤❤❤
@hardknoxtalkspodcast Жыл бұрын
Wow that sounds incredible!! What is the name of this organization I would love to learn more about it we certainly don't have anything like that where we are!
@charlotte311 ай бұрын
my clinic is exactly like this ! not in a big building, as i live in a small town, but amazing none the less. they have iop programs, groups you can go to, NA, every patient gets assigned to a counselor who i see once a week. every patient meets with the doctor once a month. they even have little snacks n drinks out on a table on fridays because it’s football season in the usa right now :) my clinics called genesis treatment services, it’s in maryland. i’ve been to 4 different clinics, n this is the only one that i don’t feel shady going to.
@echstacy165210 ай бұрын
Quit lying to yourself. If you are on methadone you’re still addicted and you should get off of it. A taper should not take more than 3-6 months otherwise you are just tricking yourself 😂
@JohnJones-dg6lb9 ай бұрын
When I went to my methadone program today I thought they were gonna do a urinalysis so I held my piss in because they were about to close so I used the restroom after I got dosed but long story short I left my six take homes sitting on the sink. Hopefully a Nurse or Counselor found them since they were closing in 5 minutes anyway but if not what will they do, will they give me another weeks worth of bottles or what will they do I never even left there with my 6 bottles and they have camera's all thru the clinic??
@GalacticCenterOG6 ай бұрын
That’s how they keep their “lifetime members” lol. 🤷🏻♂️☕️
@Darrengriffiths3197 Жыл бұрын
I think methadone should be delivered to your house if your country does medication delivered to your house it's safer I get 6 take aways a week I want 4 weeks worth in future like people get when they live 3 or 4 hours away, it's a medication and should be delivered once you prove your trustworthy with it
@charlotte311 ай бұрын
at my clinic every time you piss clean you get an additional take home per week. (they only piss test you once a month). once you get to a weeks worth at a time, the next time you piss clean you’ll get 2 weeks at a time. then 3 weeks. then a months worth. i think they can give you at most 3 months worth at a time. it’s a pretty small clinic, which is i think why they can do it like that. and they make you bring a lockbox in and they need to see you lock the bottles up before you leave, and you have to bring the empties back locked up as well.
@charlotte311 ай бұрын
and everybody loves it haha. it rewards us for pissing clean, which in turn helps their reputation as a clinic, and us as patients bc, well, we’re clean haha
@sophritoh10 ай бұрын
@@charlotte3damn, so it takes a month for you to get ONE DAY of take home?? So you have to go every day when you start out for like 7 months to even get ur schedule to one week…. That’s wild! I was going every 2 weeks but just switched to a new clinic and now at once a week, gonna try to go for monthly, it’s like every 4 clean tests ur schedule can be reduced by a few days/ week… the 3 months thing sounds awesome, I didn’t know u could go above once a month!
@charlotte310 ай бұрын
@@sophritoh i just hit 3 months w this clinic so i go monday wednesday friday rn and get take homes for tuesday thursday n the weekends. they’re closed saturday sunday so everyone gets take homes then, but yea :) it takes a while but 2 more months n ill b once a week n so ok from there
@JohnJones-dg6lb9 ай бұрын
I went to the program today and long story short I forgot my 6 take homes in the bathroom, if I go up there tomorrow morning will they give me another weeks worth of bottles or what will I do for the week. I never even left there with my bottles and there's cameras all thru the program?
@carolinaplinker Жыл бұрын
I'm titrating off of methadone right now just don't know how I'm going to live my life without it but I thought the same thing about Xanax but I quit those so fingers crossed
@crystalbrady9312 Жыл бұрын
You will be able to do it. You are going to thrive and when you do ... Your story is going to help someone besides yourself. You are amazing and I am praying for you.
@nathanbrowning6695 Жыл бұрын
How are things going
@YogsenForfoth11 ай бұрын
You can do it. I believe in you. ❤
@charlotte311 ай бұрын
it’s been 7 months, how’s it going ? you outta the liquid handcuffs yet ?
@SmichG6 ай бұрын
Same. I just can’t afford to keep going. So I’m on a financial taper. I’ve got one week left and I’m already failing.
@CjhaunZelleisk6 күн бұрын
I've had an issue with staff using my full name out loud for all of the other clients/patients to know, i even had guy say to me that he was related to me so I should give him money for his dose, and there's been all kinds of other things occur in these facilities that make them a hard way to get sober in my view, not saying im not glad they exist but they could sure use some reform where privacy is high and interactions with other patients is minimal unless that's what the patient wants, anyway the D.E.A sucks the end
@trippplecup15634 ай бұрын
That’s nuts they make you stand outside Jesus
@hardknoxtalkspodcast4 ай бұрын
Yeah it wasn't super comfortable lol
@trippplecup15634 ай бұрын
@@hardknoxtalkspodcast where you from
@BabyCovid11 ай бұрын
Bruhhh who here ever been to 125th street in NYC
@hardknoxtalkspodcast11 ай бұрын
Tell us about it.
@joshmartin755811 ай бұрын
Can you not be prescribed methadone by a doctor in pill form and skip the clinic??? I dont understand that part. Alot of people are busy and dont have time to go to a clinic
@hardknoxtalkspodcast11 ай бұрын
Typically no, you cant be prescribed it in pill form. Methadone can be abused and that is why they do a daily witness. Whether that is the best way to handle it is what is up to debate. I hope that answers your question!
@joshmartin755811 ай бұрын
@hardknoxtalks that's crazy to me honestly. You could still do drug testing and all that but making people go to the clinic seems wild. Alot of people on drugs don't have money for a sandwich, much less back and forth to the clinic. They should prescribe it in like week intervals. Then again, you're probably right. They would take it all 🤷
@hardknoxtalkspodcast11 ай бұрын
@@joshmartin7558 I agree with you, it is crazy, sadly there is no really simple answer but the full episode that this clip comes from talks all about the effacacy of take home pills compared to daily witness methadone. I could sharea link if you're interested.
@charlotte311 ай бұрын
methadone is a lot more controlled than other opiates that can be prescribed. it’s mostly due to the old stigma “drug addicts can’t b trusted.” you know us addicts, we’re not gonna take our medicine we’re gonna sell it. 😂😂 that’s sarcasm haha. regardless, a doctor needs a special license from the government to be able to give methadone or suboxone. that’s why a lot of the times someone who’s withdrawing will go to a hospital for suboxone or methadone, n be shit outta luck. you just have to hope there’s a doctor working that night with the right license, bc it’s not required for the doctors to get. they don’t get a higher pay or anything bc of it. and even then, the doctors with the correct license can only give 1 “emergency dose,” n they’ll just say you need to go to a clinic starting tmr. i was lucky, well kinda, when i was detoxing from fentanyl it really fucked up my heart, so i was actually admitted into the hospital. when you’re admitted into the hospital, you can’t leave until they decide you can. it’s only in cases like mine that they can give you multiple doses of suboxone/methadone. and still it’s VERY regulated. i think the rules were you could only get 7mg of methadone a day, and for 7 days maximum. after that if you’re still withdrawing, they’ll either send you to another hospital to start the count over, or they’ll send you to a rehab to continue the meds. the rehab is the same, there’s a limit on how many mgs you can be given, n if u need more oh well. once you’re out there is no way to get methadone unless it’s from a clinic. the hospitals can give you the 1 emergency dose if you miss a day. most ppl r blacklisted from hospitals by the time they’re thru the detox process tho, my doctor legit told me “this is the LAST opiate you’ll ever get from a hospital, so enjoy it.” i was pushed between 6 different hospitals before they got me stable, and that looks like drug seeking, and yea. the clinics are open really early (4/5am) so you can go before work, bc it is very inconvenient. some clinics have a sort of program where after you piss clean and stay in good standing with them for a certain amount of time, you can get additional take home doses a week so you have to go in less. i hope all that makes sense, i barley understand it myself 😅
@echstacy165210 ай бұрын
It’s sad that people can’t control themselves
@vaneshiadixon6 ай бұрын
I’m live in the perfect town with perfect clinic. Not waiting no looking at you in the am. You move and go.
@hardknoxtalkspodcast6 ай бұрын
That's excellent!
@CjhaunZelleisk6 күн бұрын
What state is this in sounds like a great deal.
@chrisfalx32517 ай бұрын
I feel like I have a yellow star sewn to my outfit
@hardknoxtalkspodcast7 ай бұрын
Sorry you're going through that? We've been there. You're in good company here.
@chrisfalx32517 ай бұрын
Nothing like goin to the hood to cop ur meds before work so ur not dope sick , almost like the exact thin same hood usually same people