I literally cried when I watched this. I feel exactly the same way ...not good enough... everything I make is ugly...no one cares about my creations...and I have chaos in my mind ALL the time...to the point I'll just sit still and feel afraid to even move...it's paralyzing. So glad to know I'm not alone. Thank u so much for this Steve.

I didn’t realise how far down I was, until one day I had a visit to my copd nurse. She looked at me and said very gently are you okay, and for the first time I burst into tears, and boy did I cry. That few words opened the door towards my journey upwards. I still struggle every day, but I’m still here alive and kicking. I love watching your videos. I can no longer work with resin due to my breathing. So I love to watch you. I crochet baby blankets for our nicu unit. So I do so thing creative Beverly day.

As a burned out physician and fellow crafter who also suffers of depression and anxiety , it was so awesome to hear you share with honesty about your struggles. I enjoy your videos so much and appreciate your crafting. Keep up the good work! ❤👏🏼

You have no idea how much I needed this video. Thank you for being vulnerable and just so down to earth. You are a gem and I'm so honored to be a Steve Mcdonald member!

Thank you for sharing such an important message! YT just recommended this video to me today & I’m glad I chose to watch. I’m looking forward to checking out your craft videos as well.

Steve, thank you for getting out of bed today and everyday. I watch several KZfaq 'teachers' but you have touched my heart and are so special to me. I support you and cherish your gifts to us. Please keep up the positivity and sharing and your brilliant teaching. I also have depression and anxiety and you help me know I'm not alone. I love you bunches.

I'm so proud of you for acknowledging these issues. I suffer from depression myself. Not long ago my favorite you tuber for crochet was thinking of stopping because he was so harassed by ignorant people. He finally went to his doctor and is back stronger than ever. Im so grateful for you and others like you. You always make me smile

I suffer from anxiety and depression too and I’m totally comfortable having it now. I’m so glad you have shared your experiences ❤❤❤❤❤

Things like this video are why you are, by far, my favorite crafting youtuber. You are just so genuine. Heart on your sleeve. As a life long sufferer myself, I totally understand this. The members group is part of what keeps me going, knowing that I'm not alone, that we're all struggling together and that makes it just that much easier to push through the really low lows. We love you Steve. You are not an "imposter", you inspire people to expand and advance their crafts, you help us see not only the wins, but the fails as well. You are perfectly imperfect and we adore you for it.

Thank you so much for doing this! It takes a lot to open up! I think many crafters have ADHD/ADD. I was diagnosed last year and it has made all the difference, just understanding why I am the way I am! I now take meds during the day, and my mind is so much clearer! I would encourage anyone who thinks they may have ADHD/ADD to get diagnosed! Even if you don’t want to take medication, at least you know why! I have discovered I don’t have depression I have overwhelm! When it gets too much for my busy little brain, I just shut down. Good luck to all you crafters out there! Go see a doc if you’re not feeling right, you would if you broke your leg! Why not for your brain? Xxx

Thanks! My son passed away last March at the age of 24 in a single car accident. 2 months later, my husband was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer that he battled 10 years ago but found out at ER it’s back with stage 4. I’m a complete wreck and can’t move on. My therapist told me to get some sort of hobby and silly me picked resin. I love it but it’s hard to get out of bed still and these days, I watch videos of all you wonderful creators. So never give up. There are people like me out there that actually need you! And you inspire me to try! For this I say thank you! And especially thank you for speaking about the issue!!!

As always, your grace in sharing your vulnerability is to be commended. Glad to know the membership group gives you support when youre feeling down. Anyone reading comments who has not joined as member, I HIGHLY recommend as the community is super supportive and we do a lot of sharing our struggles in the group!

You share so freely and generously, not only your crafting expertise but now your personal struggles. It takes a great deal of courage to do that. Your warmth and your caring concern for others is what draws people to you and I feel privileged to be one of your VIPs!

I’m a Resin Artist and I could have said the exact same thing. Know that I recommend your channel to my audience because you are an excellent teacher, and I appreciate all you do. I speak openly about my mental health, and I’m very glad you did this!

Steve, I can't tell you how much I needed this right now. I have been too stressed and down to even think about doing arts and crafts, or even watch videos about it, for months...but something made me click on your notification. One of the things I've always admired is how genuine and positive you are on your videos. You make wonderful videos and crafts, but you don't sweat the small stuff, and if something doesn't come out perfectly, you run with it with a chuckle instead of editing it out...and you show us that it's ok to enjoy the process as well as simple, satisfactory results. Not everything can be the next Sistine Chapel, and that's ok...and ok to be happy about it. I too share your struggles, and I really appreciate your candor. I have not watched all of your videos, and had not heard you mention it before, but I had a feeling you did. Not because you act mentally ill, but because the way in which you demonstrate good mental health seems mindful and earned. Thank you for being here, and being you. The rest of my day has taken a different turn thanks to you. 🤗

These days how can anyone with an once of intelligence or empathy NOT be depressed and anxious? I just keep on keeping on and rejoice in the good guys like you. It's hard, but it's possible most days.If you stay in bed for a day so what? You would do that for the flu. Depression hurts just as much. Please keep posting.

Proud of your Steve! Keyboard warriors and social media has had a huge impact on mental health issues and making people hide and think it's not ok to have a bad day! ❤ You know us guys in your group have got your back ❤

Well done Steve, a huge step, a brave step and I’m sure you have no idea how many people out here. Feel as you do, and I’m grateful to hear what you say.😊

Massive respect to you. I have agoraphobia but my meds have been great. Thinking of you.

You are soooo right. I have been crafting since I was little. My mom taught me how to crochet. I lost her in 2011, I crocheted her a blanket. It helped me work through so much I didn't even know I was holding onto. Lost my brother a few years ago, almost lost my will too. If I didn't craft I probably would have. Anyways, thank you for posting this. It takes courage to let people know you're in a bad spot. You are an awesome person ❤

I'm sure it took a great deal of courage to share this - GOOD FOR YOU!! I so enjoy your videos and your sense of humor. Thanks for keeping us in your world!

People think having depression is a sign of weakness, but it's actually a sign of how strong you are. If it is a struggle to get up each day, but you do, then that is a strength that anyone who doesn't suffer from depression will never understand. Thank you for sharing. Crafting is my happy place and it can really lift my mood.

This was awesome of you to share! Mental Health issues are sooooo misunderstood and yet very common. Its severity varies, and is never to be taken lightly. Having an outlet such as crafting, is a great way to help empower our brain to assist us in combating mental illness. I applaud you Steve! You are definitely not alone. ❤

Steve, you are a joy and a blessing. I love your very human approach to your crafting and your life. Sharing yourself with us on youtube is an act of courage. Thank-you deeply for this.

You’re so kind for sharing how people like me have issues with mental health and how we must find ways to cope. Hooray for you 😉

I'm so glad you didn't quit YT. I always see you as a happy person who makes me smile when I watch your videos. It shows how hard you work to present a happy outlook to your viewers when you yourself are struggling. Your strength to carry on, regardless of how you feel, is inspiring. Keep on being you. ❤

This brought tears to my eyes. Beautifully stated and I love that you are advocating for something that's still so misunderstood -- in general and in the medical world. You're doing everything you can, taking all the right steps. Thank you for sharing! Love, a fellow sufferer ❤❤❤ Fern

It means so much to me that you spoke up about this. The more we speak up about mental health and bring it into the light, the easier it is to get help and help each other. We love you and your members are like family. I had been feeling kind of alone in my own struggles and I can't tell you how much it helped to hear what you had to say today. Your members are truly a wonderful group of people and we are so grateful to know you! We all need to be here for each other. Thank you for your vulnerability and your honesty. ❤️ So much wisdom in this video ❤️

ohh my gosh.....tears streamed down my checks listening to you, sometimes its a daily struggle sometimes, and sometimes I feel like crawling into bed and staying there. Steve the group you have has helped me soooo much.... listening to your videos and you cracking yourself up..I find my self giggeling rt along with you. Please never stop being "you"! thanks sooo much for being"REAL"

It's so very important to shine a light on mental issues. I too have been struggling for years, and I do get help and I am on medication. But crafting, as well as music, gives me a sense of calmness, and even purpose in some way. And since I became a member of the channel and Steve's Facebook group I've been getting so much love and support, not only from the members, but from Steve as well. 💜

Thank you Steve for being REAL. You are very much appreciated! Enjoy your crafting 🫶

You are a great artist I am a retired mental health nurse and appreciate all your teaching watching your videos all the time

I think, like you, that the way to break down barriers and reduce stigma about mental health is to do just what you’re doing. Being open and honest. It takes courage, that’s for sure. Thank you for starting the conversation : )

Just watched the video. Everything you said totally resonated with me. I also have mental health issues - I have manic depression and anxiety. Sometimes it's really difficult to walk through the front door which is a pain when you own a gift shop! I have imposter syndrome and I'm my own worst critic, so when someone like yourself says you like my work, it means a lot! Thank you for doing the video. It must've been tough opening up like that. You've made me feel that it's 'normal' to feel this way and that I'm not alone. I love showing my work in the FB group and I love being a member of it as well. Thank you for being you!

I’ve struggled with depression since 1989. I’m on and off meds all the time thinking ‘I’ll be ok’ and I never am. Thanks for being so honest and real. That is what’s important. And have fun with crafting!!

How did you know that I was going through this at this very moment? I know it's not all about me, but very uncanny that I saw this during my own self-deprecating moment...❤

I can only imagine how hard that was to do but it’s a wonderful to all who suffer . unfortunately we are many battling mental health but I agree crafting is a great way to help control the black dog overwhelming us . keep up your great work x

Thank you for sharing. I keep my feelings so pent up and act so cheerful, but deep down I am not. I always wondered if I would ever be able to stop the meds, but just missing them a few days is horrible. Thanks for sharing Steve!

Your authenticity shows through the videos! Thank you Steve!

Thank you Steve. I am bipolar and took early retirement 2 years ago for similar reasons, plus I am a caregiver to my elderly father. Your videos have given me ideas to help me cope. I look forward to your videos everyday.

I want to thank you for being here on YT. Your channels are the first ones I watch in the morning. You inspire me, you are funny and your voice is familiar/soothing at the start of my day. Thank you for sharing.🤟

We all love you, Steve! 🥰I struggle daily as well and when it comes to my crafting I feel like I am nowhere near as talented to others. Mostly because I compare myself to people who are using machines I cannot afford (i.e. 3D printers). I never feel good enough but, I keep going and the encouragement of you and the members group has everything to do with my being able to move forward and take some chances.

You have been my favorite crafter for a very long time and if it is possible, I love you even more now!!!! You are an absolute joy and I appreciate your willingness to willingness to share and be vulnerable with us!

Thank you for sharing. Mental illness is hard to deal with by itself without what others perceive about those with mental illness.

Thank you so much for saying this! It means so much to hear that someone else is going through the same battles! I know I'm not alone and I appreciate it more than I can put into words!

Kudos to you for telling your story! It took me a long time (years) to finally seek help for depression and anxiety, and it was the best decision I have ever made! Keep those videos coming! ❤❤❤

LOVE YOU STEVE ❤❤❤❤ AND THANK YOU FOR PUTTING THIS VIDEO TOGETHER TO HELP US ALL. BLESS YOU DEAR

Thank you Steve ❤ this video came at a very pivotal moment in my life. I have been suffering from a depression for a long time now and am not able to mask it well anymore. Just hearing your story helped me feel better and I got up and got some things done. I also haven't been able to find a job since April and it is making things quite difficult as I hope my resin art starts to sell soon. God bless you!

You’re one in a million 💕 thank you for sharing your struggles and keeping things real.

Very courageous of you to open up about your mental illness struggles ❤ . Like you, I find that getting busy creating something helps me turn off my negative thoughts. Watching your videos you present a confident, happy person, which gives my day a lift. Keep fighting the good fight. As many have stated I am so very thankful for this group and their encouragement and having your compassion driving it. Hugs ❤

Social media is like a garden. There are some beautiful plants and some hidden thorns. You are a stunning rose in that garden. Thank you for always giving us such beauty in this world.

Aww Steve, you are so amazing, I just want to throw my arms around you and give you a big hug! There are far too many people dealing with mental health issues that deny there is anything wrong. I hope your speaking so openly helps others to realise they’re not alone. You are one of my favourite you tube hoomans! God bless you darling, keep up the good work and squidgy widgies!❤️

I’m so glad you shared your struggles. Your openness and the way you carry your heart is what makes this group so special. I too have suffered from depression and anxiety that started when I was in my 20s. I got excellent therapy and medications of which I am still on. I am 64! Crafting has always been comforting for me as well. I don’t just love your videos but have come to appreciate you as a person do much that I can’t wait to watch. ❤

Thank you for sharing Steve! I've had to make decisions in my life to manage my anxiety and depression, such as deleting Facebook, limiting my time on social media and taking time out of the day to just read. I've also recently had my meds adjusted and I'm finally feeling better, more "alive", if you will. I, too, will be on meds for the rest of my life, but that's ok. I no longer look at it as a sign of weakness or a failing, it's just who I am, and I like me.

I understand completely. I have suffered from severe anxiety for years. The struggle is real. Thank you for sharing because not feeling alone is so important to us all. ❤❤

Steve, thank you for this video so much. I have had issues most of my life. You inspire me and watching you crafting and the members on fb have been a huge help when I am having a rough time ❤❤❤

Thank you so much for this. I struggle too and am in a current anxiety bout, but yes fine art and crafting are my saviors too. In fact I'm trying to figure out how to make therapy and art my mission to those who need it. So far not successful but trying to reevaluate.

As someone with PTSD, Chronic clinical depression, ADD .. you know besides the physical issues... Getting out of bed is some days more than I can do. But getting out of bed is a victory for sure! Asking for help is an act of courage. People seem to think that mental health problems are somehow the fault of the person with them. Certainly, you can choose to learn positive coping mechanisms or you can choose to be a victim or even victimize others, but nobody *chooses* to be mentally ill. It's not a choice. It's a valid health concern, and should be treated as such.

Thank you for sharing, and I for one love learning from you. Yes we all have issues in some way. I also have mental issues but doing what I do helps me as well. Thank you for everything you do! ❤

Thank you SO much for being courageous enough to share that. I really needed those reminders, especially today. I have bipolar and ocd and crafting is such an incredible outlet for me, too. I'm really proud of you for being so vulnerable and thankful for it, too. I already loved your channels but I do even more so now 💙 wishing you all the best

Thank you for allowing yourself to be vulnerable and share some of your struggles. I struggle with mental health as well.....daily. I appreciate you. Sending you love and encouragement and continued strength. 💜

I can’t thank you enough for finding the courage to share how your feeling. I have no doubt that you have reached and helped a lot of people with your story. I know you have touched me and given me much to think about. I thank you for ALL you do! I do so much look forward to your videos I can’t tell you. I feel like your one of my best friends someone i can call on whenever I need help with a project or what I think is a silly question. Even though we are miles away your a friend and like my next door neighbor. Thank you for doing this video! Which is just as powerful as any crafting video. All the best to you daily! Love you!!😊

I look forward toward your videos daily Steve. Thanks for sharing your story as many struggle with mental health issues. Your channels have reached so many and we all appreciate you bringing us together! The support in your groups is the best! Keep doing what you are doing! We are here for each other!!

Thank you for sharing this with us, it takes a lot of courage to show your vulnerability. I’v never felt like I was good enough from an early age, always trying to be and do better than anyone else, stressing about everything being perfect for my family, stressing that I haven’t done enough for my family. I nearly ended it all 4 years ago because my husband of, then, 29yrs had an affair, which made me feel even more worthless than I already did. It was only when I opened up to one of my friends and she helped me get the help I needed that things started to get a bit better. There are still days we’re I don’t want to do anything and feel down but I have my animals to keep me going, knowing that I have to look after them gives me purpose. X

Thank you for sharing. It takes a lot of strength to share when you’re struggling especially on such a public forum. You have a good community on here who will support you whenever and wherever we can. ❤ You have been an inspiration for me and I love your videos. xx

Thank you for hanging in there. I love your videos and have learnt so much. Sharing your wonderful talent is so special. ❤

You are so wonderful! Thank you for this video, I suffer from depression and anxiety. My art helps me too. Your sites help make me happy. Keep up the great work!❤❤❤

You are amazing. Unless a person suffers this illness. This art has given me a secret friend. Thank you for sharing.

I am so proud of you for sharing this part of your life with us, complete strangers, yet friends.

I see you as a well-loved person. I know that when i watch your videos, i come away with a smile, a giggle, and warmth in my heart because of your lovely community.

Steve, new subscriber here. Please do not stop KZfaq or any socialmedia. I'm so glad I found your videos!!! You make such a huge wonderful difference every day in so many lives!! You're not simply "enough" you are so much more than that. You are an incredible blessing!! Every day you you leave the world much better than when you found it!! God bless you!! 🥰🥰🥰

Oh my goodness Steve well done for speaking out. You are not alone and I’m sure you help so many people on your journey. Thank you so much for your honesty and inspiration. Bless you xx

Your videos are important to me, too. We all have our issues, and the important thing to know is that you aren't alone; there are many people who are willing to help when you need it.

I'm telling you right now that hearing you speak that truth of yours has helped me more than you know. And for that along with all of the wonderful creations I've watched you do since I've found your channel and never would have realized that you have the same issues that I do.... For that, I thank you so very, very much!! You are my new favorite you tuber!!

We are walking on the same path. I am not strong enough to do a video but my craft is my strength. Thanks Steve. ❤❤

Thank you so much for your courage, openness & wonderful sense of humour

Thank you for sharing. I have a sweatshirt I wear a lot that says on the front "Be Kind," and on the back it says "Everybody is fighting a battle you know nothing about." It's nice to hear your story, and I have to say that you come across as cheerful and inventive in your videos, and as a fellow resin crafter, you've helped my with your attitude as well as your ideas. Hang in there, Steve...

You are not alone, take care and never stop crafting...videos or not! Virtual hugs

Im so glad u downloaded this video. u have no idea how this helps . Also, I suffer from anxiety and the times I feel low I watch ur videos over and over, make me feel better, and also learn so much. Thecraft is so relaxing, and I love it. Thank you so much for ur time ,hugs from Australia 🇦🇺

my daughter and I just started doing resin together ❤️ Thank you for you videos. I'm learning so much. I think resin crafting is a great outlet and so much fun. You are an inspiration and a great teacher.

Thank you Steve for sharing this video. I’ve dealt with mental health for a very long time & it took this long for me to seek assistance through compassionate therapy & it does help a bunch. Art therapy has been a lifesaver for me & now I feel I’m not alone anymore. Just taking it one day at a time. I’m very happy to be part of this channel & love watching your videos. 🩵🩵🩵🩵

As long as you are happy , that's all that matters. If you are miserable, then everyone around you will be. Glad you chose to be happy. Your personality thru the videos is phenomenal and so addicting. You bring me outta my funk when I watch you make sooo many fun things. Thank you for being you. Big hugz to you n your family from across the pond❤😊 and keep on crafting 😎

I have mental health problems and physical health problems after a bad accident, sometimes I cant get out and about so I started crafting (primarily painting odd things) as a way to calm myself.I also find youtube a useful tool and a good coping mechanism to help. I find videos like yours to be very good for the mind so thank you for making them, you are helping without even realising

Thank You, for your honesty and encouragement.

Thank you. You are not alone. You have helped a lot by sharing. ❤

Your perseverance is truly inspiring, and I want you to know that your dedication doesn’t go unnoticed. There’s a whole community here that deeply appreciates and values the work you do. We’re all grateful for your commitment. Thank you for continuing to be amazing!

Adore you, adore your channel. It's a bright spot in a sometimes dark world. As somebody who has struggled for MANY years with mental health, sometimes its hard to ask for help. But do it! Thank you for sharing and doing what you do. ❤

I'm right there with you. It can be just awful! I've always wanted to be able to get off meds SAFELY but for me, just ain't possible! Thank you Steve!!!

Oh dear, you are not alone! Three steps forward four steps back! Stay strong!

I have 2 job's 1 being a Home Healthcare and 2 I clean motel rooms for family motel. Both jobs can be stressful and rewarding at the same time. When I went into one of the rooms to clean I found affirmation notes stuck all over the room. Before i realized what i was doing I found myself reading them all that was visible. Things like "you got this", "you are amazing" "you are great" "you can do anything" and many others. By the time I was done in that room I walked out feeling like a whole new person. One day I saw the man who rented the room. I gave him a smile and told him ty for his personal affirmation notes and that they help me get thru the rest of my day. He then told me his story of his battle with depression. He says those lil sticky notes are what helps him to get thru his hard days and that they really work. I believe they do. Anyway love your videos, love that you keep it real. And I'm thankful for all your videos even the ones u think are not your best or not good. Keep up the good work and remember you're awesome you're amazing and you can do anything 😊

Steve what a wonderful video. So needed. So many suffer with mental issues. Myself have been diagnosed with clinical depression. But like you I was lucky enough to have a wonderful support group. Now my moods are more stable and my best friend is always there for me and has my back. Thank you from my heart for sharing with all of us.

You have no idea how much that helped me! Even started crying a bit because I understand. I said for a long time that I wanted to do crafting for a living but dues to medical problems I couldn't get myself up to work and now that I do have that strength I had to get a job, so work full time, take care of my two young kids, and the house and I am finally doing my first craft booth next month and of course feels like something keeps telling me it won't work and I'll probably just embarrass myself. So you really helped me strengthen up with that. 😊

Thank you. You wouldn't believe the coincidence of your words falling on my ears on this exact day. I've never done a super thanks before. 😊

God Bless you, Steve. You know you have lots of friends. You are not alone. We are here!

You are NOT alone...I ENJOY your videos so much! I have always said crafting is my psychologist 😊

TFS. Crafting keeps me sane. I am not kidding when I say that.

Thank you so much for sharing Steve. I also suffer with anxiety and use my crafting to bring joy into my day. ❤❤❤

Crafting is my therapy too!!! Thank you Steve as there are so many of us out there!!!

Well stated Steve. Despite everything, there still remains a stigma to having mental health problems. Bless you.

You go Steve! That's the way to go! We can't control those trolls out there, ignoring them is the best!👍🥰🤗💜