spinel deserved so so much better

Pink Diamond really took “Aight imma head out” to another level. 🕳🚶‍♀️

this song makes me hate pink so much and love spinel even more than i do now...i still love pink, but i cried so hard hearing spinels side of the story. i understand why she was so mad now, i just want to hug her...

Spinel was a toy. Pink grew up. We all eventually grow up.

this song makes me cry, i rewatch the movie on a daily basis and sob everytime ☠

we all thought rose quartz was good and I felt bad for Steven when he found out everything and his mom is a bad person

I can feel what Spinel felt. I was always there for my best friend. Always making her smile, talking to her, I even slept with her when she had nightmares. ... Yet she left all alone, to play with her new friends. It took me a while to realize that she didn't actually like me, she moved on... all it took for me to realize that was being left alone on her birthday party, she went to play with her friends and didn't even tried to introduce me to them, she always knew how I had difficulty to talk to people... Yet she left me all alone. And went away.

2:51 “to see that no one’s there,see that no one’s there, that no one’s there, everyone’s gone on without you..” :(

This one hit me in the feels with the feels...

This is how i feel when he left and told me he was going abroad to study but instead he was meeting his other girl, and now they r having a family , while i have been waiting for 5 years .

Here in the garden Let's play a game I'll show you how it's done Here in the garden Stand very still This'll be so much fun And then she smiled That's what I'm after A smile in her eyes The sound of her laughter Happy to listen Happy to play Happily watching her drift away Happily waiting All on my own Under the endless sky Counting the seconds Standing alone As thousands of years go by Happily wondering Night after night Is this how it works? Am I doing it right? Happy to listen Happy to stay Happily watching her drift away You keep on turning pages for people who don't care People who don't care about you And still, it takes you ages to see that no one's there See that no one's there See that no one's there Everyone's gone on without you Finally something Finally news About how the story ends She doesn't exist now Survived by her son And all of her brand new friends Isn't that lovely? Isn't that cool? And isn't that cruel? And aren't I a fool to have Happily listen Happy to stay Happily watching her drift Drift Drift away

For all of those who suffered with friends that left you, friends got wrongfully turned on you, friends who you think are gonna leave you at any moment/do not care for you secretly, im here for you, and we can be here for eachother, we will know what that feels like, we can connect with eachother with the relieving thought that none of us will truly leave, because we all know what kind of pain that feels like.

Rewatching steven universe hits different when you know everything about these characters, the things they did vs the things they'll do, all the the things they don't know and will soon learn. And also hits when you realize that throughout season 1 all the way till steven universe future, spinel was standing in that same spot the entire time.

Woah, thats cool. This song kinda creeps me out, but still like it

“Isn’t it lovely? and isn’t it cruel? and aren’t I a fool” 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩

For anyone who sees this in the future- You’ll never unhear the Mrs.Puff. :)

"You keep on turning pages... For people who don't care, for people who don't care.. About you. And still it takes you AGES! To see that no one's there, see that no one's there.. Everyone gone on, without you.."

What a coincidence I was just watching the movie lol

So, i'm writing a story based on this music..

spinel's story felt so sad to me because her very purpose was to be pinks best friend and playmate but pink... pink treated her like a toy that she grew out of when she was fully aware that shed not only betrayed spinel, but also made her feel like a failure.

Pink really took the “Son ima go get the milk for ur cereal be back in a min” to like a whole another universe literally

Where are my tissues-

0:51 THIS.

Seeing this on screen is the first time i felt truly horrible for a character. Sure, i had cried at movies before, but none as hard as i did here. Probably because i'm a very lonely person and tended to have abandonment issues as a young child, but when i tell you that i actually fucking screamed when i stopped being in denial about what i was witnessing, i am completely serious. At first when it dawned on me on the very first notes of the song and when the first verse came, i was just like "Hahaha no 🙂. No stop. No. NO." And then i started crying hard enough i was afraid my neighbors would hear. I had to take a half hour break from the movie to cry and kept crying after it was over. I only stopped because a delivery guy came and i had to gather myself up so i didn't look like a total mess. I had a headache for the rest of the day lol. I never really cried the same after that. Before it would be liberating and i would feel better afterwards but after i would just feel worse. It might still be like that but i haven't cried recently enough to know (yay!) Anyway that remains the hardest i've cried, ever. I couldn't even think of Pink Diamond for a long time or i would get such a deep pit in my stomach. I actually still like her as a character, but since then i don't think she can be completely forgiven. The most she can do is apologize and try to make things right, but i don't think Spinel would ever forgive her (and she shouldn't). Perhaps they could be on very tentatively decent terms, as in when they have to speak to each other they get it over with and make it quick after a LONG time but nothing more than that. Tldr: this song made me cry far too much for some reason and Pink Diamond shouldn't be forgiven for this. I felt the betrayal in my soul (probably because i was getting out of touch with my friends at the time and it hurt lol)

Needed this..😄 Just went through a breakup he cheated.🙁

This music reminds me of basically how insecure i am towards my Friends taking long breaks or something.. it makes me scared to know they are fake ones

*[Woah...]*

I never noticed how the whole song sounds like she’s about to cry until now

3:55 I felt this part..it rattled me

why do I relate to this a lot-

This hits different when you can't see your friends due to quarantine

Everywhere at the end of time Steven universe edition

What happens(sometimes) when you trust someone to much🖤

I’d hug spinel but she’d probably try to kill me- Yeah idgaf, I’ve got nothing to live for anyway might as well die hugging a mentally damaged adorable gem

This hit different....

this made me cry

So we all here with relatable tears?

Ive never seen steven universe in my life but this sounds hella sad

Steven had all of the good things of her mother and didn’t have the bad. He wasn’t selfish or didn’t think about how others could feel about his actions

this is so good omg 🥺

The only song that makes me feel great and that I can relate to.

hello yall haha. as a pink diamond/rose kinnie, this also brings me pain😀

Pink Diamond rlly said: *"SEE YA!"*

This still makes me cry

Her story was so sad, but I'm glad she had happy ending though

Tbh this makes me want to cry

The movie hits different after watching 35 times

wow this is so underated jeez

*The bass goes incredibly hard*

haha hits hard due to mom leaving and coming back multiple times and a toxic individual doing this to me. I got issues but I got myself a found family and have been coping well with it. To anyone else abandoned (even if the person came back), know that it isn't your fault and the person doesn't dictate your life. It'll be hard but you can heal and float above this.

pink diamond: alright spinel imma go get sum milk spinel: okay! *thousands of years later*

sooo slow, it was great ❤

Maturing is realizing rose was a terrible gem playing hero

last year this ws my favourite song i remember listening to it on my freinds birthday and... well she left me for someone else and it hursts so bad and i wouldent want anyone to go through that and hearing this now is just making it all come back and ive known her since kinder garden and well yea... :,)

I like this because I know how it feels...

Thank you for making the song it reminds me of my big time crash

This made me cry and she didn’t Deserve this

I bet pink actually said "I'll be back, i gotta go get some milk" instead of the lyrics in the song

This song still hit idk why people sleeping on it 🙌😌💯🗣

To be fair, we did see Pink diamonds development backwards. It was introduced to us as nice and sweet rose Quartz to a tyrannical and childish Diamond. When in reality, the exact opposite occured. She was a childish Diamond that became a sweet rose Quartz. She has done a lot of horrid actions, but at the same time. Can you blame her?

My old fixations once i get a new one:

Why do I cry to this song when it’s from a cartoon 😔

This its a bop

This song remind me how my friend left me behind

my official BPD soundtrack part 1

0:24

i mean i can relate to spinel

crying.

I WAS GONNA VENT IN THE COMMENTS BUT NOW ALL THE ROSE QUARTZ COMMENTS ARE MAKING ME THINK TWICE

3:09 😭

hug me spinel D:

Pink diamond never came back with the milk 😔

what am i doing? why do i wanna hurt you so bad? im suppose to be a friend... i just wanna be your friend....

Anyone else relate to this?

I waited for 3 months. Every day I waited and she never spoke to me

Is it sad that I relate to spinel so much

Whenever your online friend says "ill be back on tomorrow!" And they never get back online-

Spinel survived the gem war

3:34 the part that hits me the harder💔

"Happily wondering,night after night,Is this how it works?,Am i doing it right?" & "You keep on turning pages,for people who don't care,people who don't care about you,And still,It takes you ages to see that no one's there,See that no one's there,See that no one's there,everyone's gone on..without you.." are the only 2 i deeply relate to in the song,You can read on why. Why:When i was younger,I always wanted to joke around and make people smile,which i did,But people would start bullying me,So i would wonder night after night if i was doing everything right,but as i got older,the bullying started to effect me worse to the point i stopped being happy,joking around,Because what i felt like was a target,a piece of entertainment for people's pleasure,So when i did stop being the class clown they only hated me more for it,And all the verbal abuse and bullying continued for 6 years now,The school never really could do much about it,and i ended up being suicidal enough to where i would hide 2 huge kitchen knives under my pillow for whenever i felt empty inside,Just know im 13,And i've been bullied since i was 8,I never deserved any of what happened to me back then,All i wanted was for people to be happier than what i ever was,and all that did was made me depressed and suicidal and a target for people's entertainment and pleasure. But yeah,That's why i deeply relate to those 2 lyrics specifically.

Nah pink diamond left like my dad They say they'll be back and never come back💀

Erukinside san

all of my friends fucking leave me eventually

mmm ouch

0;53

:')

This song goes out to my birth mom and my my 1st love

It reminds of me 6 years old stay all alone because my mom has left me.

huiqbfhrofhb Spinel didn't deserve what happened to her. Pink Diamond was lucky to have her and she didn't treat her with the kindness she deserved. I feel so bad for Spinel

it reminds me of how my dad left the family... he just replaced me..

Wow everyone here is venting. I should too bc i can do it Dezznut

sad spinel

Why did she up and leave like that 😣

I made a parodie

Not my turning the speed up to 1.75 to listen to a messed up version

I mean crush

pink diamond left for the milk

Ну нахер я свалию

okay, know imagine this song with xiao and venti. feel sadder?

:'(