Trust me, I've been there. The main thing right now is real prayer to G-d, and I mean real. Sometimes we have to left Hashem that we felt like he allowed us to be mislead, it hurts. But He loves us greatly and is ready to heal the pain long before we feel it, so trust and know that if you persist in prayer and your efforts of coming close to him, you'll feel a higher love than you ever knew.

Me too - hey kids let’s play hide and I do the dishes before I go seek. 😂