STUDIO VLOG ✿ dealing with depression, therapy, fall stickers, and staying creative

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hi friends ~ this vlog is probably the most honest i've ever been on camera. This is what I'm like when I'm struggling to run my shop while taking care of my health and trying my best to fight my depression. It's a very calming and introspective vlog, please enjoy :')
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00:00 short trip to nyc
04:19 therapy/reflections
07:51 fall update prep
12:22 my day off
16:23 product photos
20:00 therapy pt.2
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Пікірлер: 65

@kurehaashiya30 Жыл бұрын

Since covid hit and everything going on in the world, it is kinda scary to be around so many people. You are not alone.

@madebymalin Жыл бұрын

❤

@luciadiaz9357 Жыл бұрын

i know this wont change the way you perceive yourself, but i felt like letting you know you inspire other people not only with your art but also with being vulnerable and speak up about mental health. I put your videos very erly in the morning and it really changes my mood! the world is a better place with you in it!! ☺💖✨

@madebymalin Жыл бұрын

This means so much to me thank you❤❤❤

@madebymalin Жыл бұрын

hi friends ~ unfortunately, our mosa doll campaign has ended 😢 thank you for your support and love 💖

@madebykitty Жыл бұрын

is the campaign over? I don't see an add to cart button :(

@helenngo7762 Жыл бұрын

I also tried to adopt a mosa but it says it's sold out even though it says 43% funded :(

@cloudyvero Жыл бұрын

Finding the right therapist can be such a long journey. I hated how when I started with a new therapist and didn’t go super deep they just kind of looked at me like “why are you here?” It made me feel so invalidated and I’d just throw my masking personality back up in order to cope. I truly believe you’ll be able to find someone though!! It’s definitely worth the wait 🙏

@tarabooartarmy3654 Жыл бұрын

Therapy is just so expensive. I make six figures and every time I look into pricing I still cringe. It’s almost a mortgage payment to do therapy regularly. Do you feel it’s worth the expense? I’m struggling because I feel it would help me, but the thought of putting so much money toward it in this economy when we’re struggling to find affordable housing is… ouch.

@madebymalin Жыл бұрын

Same :( i always feel like I have to put on a happy face for them 😢

@cloudyvero Жыл бұрын

@@tarabooartarmy3654 When I was going consistently I was still under my parent's insurance, but I would say a really good, quality therapist is priceless, and I know some can work with you on pricing (like sliding scale or payments, etc)

@NalaS Жыл бұрын

New follower here! I’m so glad you’re doing you’re very best at getting therapy even when it’s hard. On top of that, you’re still working on your art and business. I commend you and I hope my words will give your heart a warm embrace ❤ have a blessed day!

@madebymalin Жыл бұрын

Thank you so much 🥹 you are so kind 💖

@LalaLila1997 Жыл бұрын

Sending healing and safe vibes for your mental health journey. Make sure not to push yourself too hard and thank-you for creating such amazing things! xoxo

@onlywithlovestudio Жыл бұрын

Love your art style! you’re so talented and such a sweet person 🥰💜

@madebymalin Жыл бұрын

Thank you so much 🥹

@kittenlyaesthetic Жыл бұрын

aaaa the lil cat at the beginning was so cute :)) also YESSS ANTIFRAGILE ❤❤

@madebymalin Жыл бұрын

Anti ti ti ti 💪🏻

@poocky100 Жыл бұрын

You’re gonna be ok. A lot of people go through it. You have to remind yourself that you’re strong. It’s when we feel vulnerable that we become depressed and that’s ok but you’re stronger than you think. And btw, I love your art and your videos

@happy_c_li Жыл бұрын

I HOPE EVERYTHING IS GOING ALRIGHT ❤❤❤

@CactusChick Жыл бұрын

You are not alone! Sending good vibes!😊

@daluu4585 Жыл бұрын

I didn’t know you did videoss and I love it thank youuu for this adorable video and for sharing 🪷🪷🫶🏽🫶🏽

@araceliluna7460 Жыл бұрын

I just wanted to give you a hug when you finished your second therapy session :( sending a virtual hug and good vibes! you're doing so great!

@madebymalin Жыл бұрын

🥹🥹

@claricetohjiaxuans2-054 Жыл бұрын

ahhh take care malin

@madebymalin Жыл бұрын

Thank you!!😊

@Papershire Жыл бұрын

Aww I could listen to you talk all day, I hope you're doing well with your therapy sessions, hun 😘 Throwing love your way!

@madebymalin Жыл бұрын

🥹🥹🥹

@raventhewitch Жыл бұрын

Hey! Just wanted to say, you are not alone! Sending healing and loving vibes your way!

@BaileytheIllustrator Жыл бұрын

My duuuddeee you are SUCH a vibe ❤❤❤ Just here binging all your videos x

@madebymalin Жыл бұрын

Omg thank you so much you’re the best 🥹🥹🥹

@cove.studios_ Жыл бұрын

hi!! it's so comforting to see your face and videos again ^^ i hope you're doing okay! i totally relate to what you said about when therapists just leave you hanging in the middle of a topic once the session's over loll it frustrates me so much 😅 I really hope the therapist you found works out for you! i lovedd your halloween shop update and would've splurged on it but alas I'm trying to save money ;-; next time tho! :,)

@TheYoshi3579 Жыл бұрын

The song that plays when you’re packing the Penny coin purses sounds like a Zico song, I love it 😭 also I feel about therapy/psychiatry. It’s so weird and impersonal when they’re very clinical about it and it seems like they’re not as invested in you as a person.

@helenaderosier Жыл бұрын

Sending all my love Malin ❤😊 🥰😛you got this 🙌🏾

@adrijabandyopadhyay2418 Жыл бұрын

I love your videos! ❤

@madebymalin Жыл бұрын

I'm so glad! Tysm ❤

@anisdzakirah Жыл бұрын

wow!! your business is growing up!

@madebymalin Жыл бұрын

🥹

@sarahsworld-2240 Жыл бұрын

I missed you so much sorry u going thru rough time u actually help others like me to feel inspired by your art your such a beautiful soul don’t give up love love your channel so much I get excited when I see a new video what’s your shop called love love to see it plz 💖💖💖💖💖💖 love you lots xx 😘🥰

@madebymalin Жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for your kind words! My website is madebymalin.com

@pimnipayoosamran5940 Жыл бұрын

Send hug and Love from Thailand naka. You are not alone in this world naaa❤

@mystikmisfit Жыл бұрын

"TA-DA! ITS A MESS!" lmao, omg u precious bean.

@madebymalin Жыл бұрын

Thank you for not minding the real me 🥹🎃

@mrs.quills7061 Жыл бұрын

That’s so sad that your therapist ends it on that note… mine at least tries to bring the conversation to a close and end on a positive note. We start and end positive and reflect on what I took from the session and how it helped. In the middle I trauma dump and access. I’m so sorry you’ve had so many issues, my previous therapist laughed at me when I disclosed something and it just triggered me so bad I didn’t go for years. The one I found now over the summer has been helping a lot. I still have my off days, but I think a lot clearer and more positive. Even before covid I would get overwhelmed by crowds and now it’s not just germs but I have a fear of some nut with a gun or weapon because it’s become way too normal in America for that to happen. I had a depression spell bad in November the holidays and winter get me down bad because I’m busy on all fronts and just exhausted.

@andreacardoso344 Жыл бұрын

Hi, I'm a new subscriber! Hope you fell better soon. Loved your content

@chuchu7688 Жыл бұрын

งานออกแบบ น่ารักมากๆ เลยค่ะ 😍

@jujamuzic7520 Жыл бұрын

mosa is like naaaahhh hoooman!Wear it yourself heheh love you gurl !

@madebymalin Жыл бұрын

She was so angy hehehe

@jujamuzic7520 Жыл бұрын

@@madebymalin only made it cuter 😍😍😍😂

@treeclimberart Жыл бұрын

Psychiatrists are really bad about validating the experiences of their patients (at least from my experience). I've learned to accept it because they're mostly there to provide medication and adjust it as needed. It really sucks, but I hope at least your therapist heard you about needing time warnings. Hope things get better!

@bigben1986 Жыл бұрын

You in Astoria. I was raised ther in the late 70's 80's and left there in 1991.

@samthenotetaker1 Жыл бұрын

I had to change therapist because I felt a lack of empathy and like she was just ticking things of her checklist too, I’d cry at the end and feel so much worse, luckily I found a new therapist who was a lot nicer and really helped me, I hope the same for you hun ❤

@madebymalin Жыл бұрын

I feel you :( i always feel so disconnected and sad afterwards. Hope we can find a better therapist for us 💖

@samthenotetaker1 Жыл бұрын

@@madebymalin ❤️❤️❤️

@Elysian330 Жыл бұрын

I found this also a few years ago after grief and loss, I didn’t feel like I got much support from it. I don’t like to vent to friends of course but I’ve had more healing conversations with close friends who I consider soul family and without them I would have found it such a struggle. My children pulled me through the most. I hope that you find someone much more suited to help you feel comfortable soon ❤

@kary47619 Жыл бұрын

So I hope you don’t mind I am adding to the therapist or psychiatrist conversation, but I totally get it. They are emotionless and patients are like a list to them. When I went to the one my healthcare covered, she was invalidating all the recommendations my psychologist added into my notes and was saying depression was part of life and that I should deal with it. it was hard not to cry and be frustrated, and I stopped taking my medication because of her since it was so draining going to the Monthly appointments

@madebymalin Жыл бұрын

Im so sorry you had such a bad experience :(

@ravenoctober9936 Жыл бұрын

Those are the worst providers. Anytime you feel its constantly draining you and you're not getting anything back (even if its just them beibg receptive) thata not the person for you. It took me 9 therapists and many years to find one. I hope you're able to find an actual therapist (preferably not a psychiatrist if you're just doing therapy)