"How can I trust people, when I can't trust myself" felt that too hard

I hope he's okay. Sending virtual hugs to everyone because I relate

The music that lets you vibe with your depression.

"Why can't I make myself" This hits hard because it's true. Even under perfect conditions, I just can't.

he’s a true genius

KZfaq: How depressing and creepy do you wanna be? Sub Urban: *Yes*

How tf on earth does he not have a *SINGLE BAD* song ?

Sub urban is one of the few people that every one of their songs I could listen on repeat

I'm not suicidal or severely depressed but I really vibe with this song. It's just got that weighty beat that I love. Just wanted to add a slightly more positive comment.

This song is raw. It's real life. It's how most of us are feeling but are afraid to say as such to anyone other than KZfaq comments. Pain. Anxiety. Low self worth. Depression. Trauma. Addiction. Abuse. Isolation. It's all so real and so painful. These comments make me wanna cry because I can see all of this pain and suffering. You aren't alone I promise. Your pain isn't any less painful just because you assume other people have it worse. Everyone processes pain and trauma in their own way. We're all unique. Don't try to compare yourself to others. I have felt so alone.. I still do.. but regardless of that I want to help others in my same boat.. if you are struggling or alone reach out to me. I will be there.

These song can make me cry because I feel it. From the opening line to the closing verse I feel this whole song.

damn this song hits really hard to me, it really got me in tears

Yes I love all the songs

Sub Urban: *these songs* Also Sub Urban: "We live in a society."

Over coming suicidal tendencies is really something. In fact I would say it was the best thing that I have done for myself. Life is different now that I am not obsessing over death. The last time I attempted a lot of my family found out. They thought I just started, but in reality. It was much longer that I had those thoughts. I had them since I was a kid. Listening to suicidal songs made me feel like someone else out there is going through what I was going through. Now listening to these kinds of songs. Is very bittersweet. I feel so happy that I am winning this battle now, but it sucks that others are still going through this. Hope everyone could get through this like I have been doing.

I wanna scream and shout, I wanna cry and pout But I can’t make myself, why can’t I make myself?

sub urban: h- me: *i'm in love*

*Reads title* *Me:* hmm I wonder what could KMS stand for.... *Song starts* *Me:* oh never mind

I replayed this at least 30 times just today, I just found this song and it’s so relatable 😔

Underrated.

Lyrics: [Pre-Chorus] I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It’s all I hear right now, it’s all I hear right now I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It’s all I hear right now, it’s all I hear right now [Chorus] I wanna break my vows, wanna neglect my health How can I trust people if I can’t trust myself? I wanna scream and shout, I wanna cry and pout But I can’t make myself, why can’t I make myself? [Verse] I always seem to make the same mistakes The kinds you can’t go back to fix, that start to weigh 'Til I’m dragging ‘round a body made of clay I’m just dead weight, I’m just dead weight I wanna feel it all again To have somebody, hold me in place Tell it to my bruised face, that I tried But it was juvenile to think that I ever had a good thing Going with a good being [Bridge] So, I’ll go fuck myself ‘til I’m too lonely to feel Dance like a court jester, just for a film with no reel And I’ll lose all of my friends when I’m no longer ideal And then get scolded again, just to come home to no meal I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It’s all I hear right now, it’s all I hear right now I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It’s all I hear right now, it’s all I hear right now [Pre-Chorus] I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It’s all I hear right now, it’s all I hear right now I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It’s all I hear right now, it’s all I hear right now [Chorus] I wanna break my vows, wanna neglect my health How can I trust people if I can’t trust myself? I wanna scream and shout, I wanna cry and pout But I can’t make myself, why can’t I make myself?

The start kind of sounds like the Minecraft music

" *I wanna pout and cry, but I can't make myself...why can't I make myself* " I felt that, like fr I felt that line.

I truly hope your ok man.. wishing you positive vibes and true happiness. Take everything a day at a time and know that you are loved.

Billie Eilish: I am depression Sub Urban: Hold my Tommygun

Billie Eilish: I am the most depressing singer Sin Urban: Hold my cradles

How I feel around holidays

You ain't alone

Relatable and I love it but... Damn everyone, you guys good?

"How can I trust people if I can't trust myself?"

I remember hearing this in public and I was so embarrassed! I felt like someone was outing me to everyone... One mental breakdown later I’m looking it up to have something that makes sense to follow and not some broken record in my head.

I just randomly remembered this, but I was obsessed with it a few years ago. man.

"Sick of you" and "Broken" video release when?

His music is so fucking amazing. I can't stop listening to it. I am 31 years old but I've never related to somebody's music more. This is the only song I ever want to listen to right now.

Everyone: you’re depressed. Me: I’m just scared to be happy.

" i'm just dead wiegth" that hit hard

Song: *starts with "I wanna kill myself"* Me: I'm definitely downloading this

ngl if this becomes a music video im excited to see what he comes out with lol.

3 years and am still here

MY MIND 24/7🔥🔥🔥

When you're 10 seconds in and already like because you know it's gonna be a bop

me: hears I wanna kill myself My brain: you know you’re going to listen to this at 3:00 am

therapist: how depressed are you and your music him: ✨yes✨

Funny how a tune can lift you up when your down, and then you realize, this is how I feel. And it smashes you down again. This is me at the moment. But here comes the good vibes again.... man what a tune. Life is worth living, just because of music like this.

I'm so proud,, he is at his 1M :(((

My mom: *hears me play this* Me signing along: I wAnNa kIlL myself My mom: are u ok? Me: Heck no

It’s been 11 months and I’m still coming to this song

I don’t know why I love suburban kinda music so much

Does anybody else hear ''That's a lot of damage'' in the beggining?

it was and is art an incredible song just like freak goes on like this I know you'll get further soon thanks for the songs I love you

part hit me hard "i wanna cry and pout BUT I CANT MAKE MYSELF" damn to true guys will get it 🙏

No one: Absolutely no one: Me: *singing this at 4 : 26 am in the morning when no one is awake*

Woow...I will soon become addicted to your songs.

Me encantan tus canciones, son tétricas e impresionantes siempre me dejan una marca cada una de ellas

speaks from my soul

Sending my love to everyone listening to this.

Like bro :(

Sub urban, Your already giving me hopes for this spring break! Ducking love your music! Keep it up man!✊🏻

Miss u bro 😿

I have never related so deeply to a song in my life

Everybody: wow nice song!! me: How the fuc* is the horse moving?

Joder son las 3AM y yo aquí escuchando esto Damn it's 3 AM and I'm here listening to this

Sub Urban: " And i will lose all of my friends" Me: " But you have us":)

the beat to sub urban's songs just hit so differently

I’m no emo kid or edgy “this is deep” teen, and this most certainly isn’t my type of music, but the lyrics all together just relate to me in the way I have been feeling mentally, and that’s what I like about this, is that I can feel something out of it directly from my experience.

This is the theme song of my life.

Hey sub urban are you okay? Seems this song must hit hardest and I bet you would love something from anyone but I wish you’re okay and I hope you’re doing better now. Please be safe Edit: i really hope you stay okay! I find it stupid i cry over you, but i wish i could hug you and give you a big letter of how much you mean to me and many others but ily and stay safe.

I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH I CAN'T EVEN EXPLAIN HOW I FEEL

INGLISH: "THIS ALBUM IS GOING TO BE A SUCCESS"🔥💕🔥💕🔥💕 ESPAÑOL:"ESTE ALBUM VA A SER UN EXITO"🔥💕🔥💕🔥💕

I REALLLLY needed this right now.

this is lowkey my comfort song, all his songs

I wanna keep myself safe, I wanna keep myself safe 😍

3 songs in one day. It must be my lucky day.

this is art, rawest in its form

You've helped me identify with so many parts of myself; I know music is an expression of one's self... Be well....

We need an hour version of this song

Omg once my dad heard me listening to this

*this hit different*

the truth is that I love all his songs, that's a true singer! ❤️❤️

I love the music in the beginning.

I feel these lyrics beond my own explanation

his songs r exactly the same type i listen to😍😍

I don't know but it's my favorite song 😭✌️

Me and the boys:

The song is so beautifully sad and relatable. It's so sad that most of us can relate to this, stay safe y'all.

Ok.. My new favorite song by far! I love it so much! Damnnnnn kinda depressing tho..

No,I’m not listening to this bc it’s “relatable”, I’m listening to it’s bc it’s g o o d

When the song relatable but you can’t take yourself seriously so u laugh 😭

He just drops songs all of a sudden but I love this song one of my favorites he made

this slaps but damn it hits hard

This one my favorite 🖤🥀🕷

my friend: your depressed me: im not depressed my music taste:

This song hits too hard, I love it

Why is almost this whole song my whole life?

Yo fam, people love you! Just coz you can't see it now doesn't mean anything! Someone needs you!

"How can I trust people, if I can't trust myself?" Oof man

Es perfectaaaa💘

When your Minecraft world glitches:

Woah i only listened to Freak cradles and cirque but the most of this boys music is so sad and deep

thid song and isolate are so underrated