What do you mean, going on for longer?

@@avigoldstein7849unlike this movie , my son is on year two and three months . He too has this “ brain on fire “ autoimmune encephalitis. It’s a bitch disease

Sorry to hear this , I hope that you got treatment, my son has this and I know what you are going through

Ty!

nycgirlxx lol thanks I was going to upload this on the 28th of June but I didn't like the end results I had so I changed things. Still think parts could be better but oh well.

@@xdefil3d I have listened to this tonnes of times I think it’s good. I have chronic fatigue and it’s been so bad. And most days I don’t wanna deal with it anymore or be in my body also chronic pain from fibromyalgia. This honestly as bad as it sounds, not just the song. But the video honesty encapsulates how I have been feeling. Not the voices or manic episodes. But on the verge of a breakdown everyday.

Thanks!

Agreed

From Room 6.

I want to induce a psychotic episode. I never had one before but have severe anxiety and mood disorder. I need a break from this reality, even if it’s not real. Especially if it’s not real.

​@@kathrynrhodes7785 no you dont

@@baguettebtch I know I don’t. I’m in a better headspace. Have you ever felt that way though when you just are not doing well at all.

@@baguettebtch I’ve also never had one so I don’t know what it’s like. I was just in such a bad space that I didn’t want to deal with reality is where that thinking was coming from.

@@baguettebtch ​ I’m bipolar but I have type 2 so I’ve only ever experienced hypomanic episodes. But severe depression is more often. I’ve never had a full manic episode. I also do know you can get a psychotic break from severe depression in addition to mania. And someone with type two if Iwere to experience a psychotic break it would be much more likely from severe levels of depression. I know that may not be true to everyone. But I fit type two to a T and yes I am diagnosed by a psychiatrist and on meds. If I were ever to get a psychotic break it would definitely more likely to happen from severe depression. I can’t predict the future and who knows I could get a full manic episode. But I’m on the right meds which helps the lows not be as bad. But sometimes they still get bad. But if I wasn’t on mood stabilizers omg they would be so much worse. So it definitely reduces the risk for sure. But anything can happen. I’ve been under a lot of financial stress and having a hard time and have some really bad days. I happen to be ok right now. Which is good. Anyway long story short I agree with you. When I’m in a bad enough space I just want to not be in reality and have a hard time coping. And when I’m really low that’s when I get the desire to just do anything to not deal with reality even if it means psychosis. When I do feel and am thinking clearly I agree with you I definitely don’t want that. You know how it is, severe mood episodes can affect one ability to think clearly. Anyway sorry for my rant lol.