I’m only a minor. And this relates to my past, I was body shamed for being too skinny, and I ate so much to become fat, and now I get fat shamed, I starved myself, then I get body shamed for being skinny again. I was sexually assaulted too. And I did self harm, I used a blade to cut my wrists, but now I met true understanding people, and I’m in a better shape, mood and life now. :).

This is the most relatable song I have ever heard. Perfectly exemplifying everything that self harm feels like. It’s so beautiful yet so sad. I cannot begin to tell you how much I wish I could sing this song with all my heart. Just scared my parents will hear me. Basically, this song is amazing. I love it. Good luck to everyone struggling out there ♥️

I am indeed in love with her song, it relates to me so much. When I was 1-5 I was kept with my aunt, not knowing that she kidnapped me from my mum for money, when I was back with my mum told her my aunt m0l3sted me. I think that was my past for becoming such a troublesome kid, by age 9-16 (right now) I have been self harming, just for fun actually. Although it may hurt, I seem to love how it feels too. It makes me look better in my eyes, it's on my thighs and my stomach to be secretive. I left out a bit from when I was younger, like super young. I was bodyshamed for having 'chicken legs' and for being UNDERWEIGHT when I was 6-15. As a 6 year old getting bodyshamed by other little itty bitty tiny insolent brats made me think it was "Oh okay!" But now that I am currently 16, I realized how terrible those parents must have been to be having a tiny thing insult another tiny things body (also sorry if my explanation is just off track)

Tw When I was younger my mother had died from cancer, And what my brother told me was that she was meant to die first. It hurt. And it will always continue to burn but, the stars burn, and they are beautiful, each in there own way.

Hi hope you all are doing okay. Just know that you are loved. And though it may not get better, we might as well stay a little while longer. Who knows, maybe something miraculous will happen and save us all from our negative thoughts. Hang in there and don’t give up!

everyone in the comments. i just want to say that it does not get easier, but you do get used to it. And i care and love every single one of you. Keep going.

I used to listen to this 24/7 when I was 10 and it brings back so many memories❤

I relate to this song since i have seen alot in my life , i'm an minor myself i was called "Skinny stick" and "Slut" since i was raped and i starve myself aswell so i can get sick and i use scissors and knives to harm my wrist i still do the self harm to this day.

I finally found the song!!! That doesn't have suicide Hotline.

I LOVE THIS SONG SM I LOVE IT I LOVE

i always mess things up. i do something out of anger and feel horrible after knowing i ruined everything. knowing i’m not allowed to feel this way because it’s hurtful and bad. saying something out of sadness to my friend. i’m not the one supposed to be venting, i’m supposed to be strong. asking about something out of happiness because i like it and knowing i’m probably being so annoying for asking so much. being so different. feeling bad for something, like i’m lying, but i’m not. no one ever even said i did. it all hurts. i feel the need to punish myself over all these things. like i deserve it.

i need this song in my veins lol

It's always nice when I find a song that puts my mindset to words. I have this really bad issue where I can't express my feelings with words, like at all. I never find the right things to say in order to convey how I feel. So when I come across songs like this, I feel better knowing that I have some form of light to shine on dark thoughts.

I just listened to this instead since I can't commit a suicide:)

Ok I don’t relate but I still love this song bro it’s so good.✋✋✋✋

Help it's 3 am and i can't sing this too loud but i want to

This is beautiful. When I was 6 I was shamed for being skinny now I'm being shamed for being fat 🙂

For everyone reading this comment and has been feeling depressed and numb lately, I just want you to know that there will always be someone who will always love you in life and that this isn’t the full story of your life, it’s just a chapter in it and hopefully not the last one. So try to live life to its fullest and try to seek help for whatever you are dealing with right now. This may be a little corny, but even if you do kill yourself, the pain is still there, except it just goes to another person. Hope you have a great day or night or evening and just try to remember to stay positive in life even though it seems hard to do it. Trust me, I’ve been and went through it too and it will seem difficult at the time but it’ll get better, I pinky promise! ❤❤❤

i’m starving myself and my arm has lots of cuts and burns and this song goes SO HARD

listening 2 this one cuz it doesnt INTERRUPT it when i have it on repeat

I shouldnt relate to this song at the age of 13 but the amount of fresh and old cuts on my thighs and wrists dont help, my fathers mental abuse of "fat" and "why are you so fucking stupid"" and being called bitch at the age of eight dont help

I deserve to bleed lyrics I wanna rip out my intestines, throw them in the sea I wanna raise the money to invest in plastic surgery I wanna cover myself head to toe in super sexy scars 'Cause I mean, aren't you supposed to burn if you're a star? I want to be torn apart excruciatingly I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed I wanna take a knife and draw a line across my chest I wanna feel much better than I do when I am at my best I wanna fly away from my own skin and find a better place I wanna slash across what used to be my face I want to be torn apart excruciatingly I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed They say that it gets better but I guess that was a lie I guess we all just fake it 'til we die Sympathy and love we can extend to someone else But it's harder when you have to love yourself I want to be torn apart excruciatingly I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed

the song that played at the lowest point of my life (exactly one year ago) ❤❤❤❤

im only 9 and i relate to this song so much, its stuck in my mind 24/7

Imagine relating to a song.... *"Yeah..."*

I’m currently 12 but my stepdad abuses me and when I was 9 I started self harming and when I was 10 I attempted and failed and to this day I do sh and I just can’t stop he continues to abuse me

WE MAKIN' IT OUTTA THE WHITE PADDED CELL WITH THIS ONE!!!!🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

Why did my friend send this to me it's relatable tho

This song slays

Not this being my fav song✨✨✨

I had these thoughts sometimes and sometimes I even grab a knife but don’t do anything and put it back so your not alone people bully bc they want you body there jealous I thought but it just got worse love your songs by the way.All I’m saying is don’t listen to the haters there words shouldn’t be cared about if there wanting you to die it only matters what you say to yourself that matters most

I relate to this song so hard..

The urge to yell this song while bawling my eyes out but not being able to do that because I‘m at a family dinner is painful

"I wanna cover my self head to toe in super sexy scars". relatable

Real

this relates to one of my OC's and I don't know why😭

This song honestly relates to me even though I'm a minor.

Me after my bsf of years starts slowly leaving me bc they found another therian thats like the youtube ones.

im 10 and i relate to this

Why does some parts of this song remind me of a song from "the series of unfortunate events"?

real.

i dont relate to this but i wanna do it😁

ALR a little reminder to the lgbtqia+ people " You cant hate yourself thats homophobic" - I dont remember who no but i relate to this song to much it makes my want to cry at nights but i have no more fricks to give so i cant

Tw, this stuff contains stuff that I won’t go into detail for, but can still be sensitive to some. . . . . I just found this song about an hour ago. And I feel so connected to it. I’m a trans man , and feel very bad about my body , and the dysphoria is extremely overwhelming, luckily I got a haircut today. I’m closeted from most people i know in my life , as I feel they won’t accept me. I have been struggling with undiagnosed depression for about a few years now , as I have some trauma that is hard to even describe , but to put it simply , I was groomed and very harshly bullied as a child , along with constantly being afraid of my parents , and s/h isn’t out of the ordinary for me now I also have very probable anorexia , which has been affecting me severely , the constant starving and calorie counting , and I feel like I’m worthless if I eat anything , and I usually try to throw up any food I have eaten. Along with all of my friends seemingly hating me , and whenever I try to apologize for anything I did, they push me away , and I’m constantly in paranoia of who likes me and who doesn’t That isn’t all , but it is the most I feel with the song , and I just needed to let it out. Thank you for reading this if you have

why haven't I found this song sooner? fucking awesome relatable song. my pocket knife like, actually sucks, though. kinda a downgrade from the kitchen knife. small and pretty dull, so maybe I'll invest in a better knife 😁👍

Damn, guys- dont harm yourself fr. Its useless and stupid. I am skinny, and what?

Wow this hits hard...heh🐺🕸🕸🔪🔪🔪⛼⛼🌌🌌🌌🌉🌉🌉🌃🌃🌃🔗🔗🔗🔗🔗🛢🛢🛢🔮🔮🔮🔮☠☠☠☠☠

Why is everyone in the comments depressed?

My genderdisforya song

TW: Su!cidal thoughts, mentions of sh/attempt (PLEASE READ IF UR DEALING WITH DAT) (I havnt attempted! It mentions a way to go tho!) I was considering cvtting my wrists- but after research - it is extremely painful- so if I want it to end- I won’t choose thst way out! And please don’t go yet if u r su!c!dal! I am and I’m waiting until It is a good enough time. Please don’t end it yet At least someone- at least somewhat- enjoys your company and smiles seeing you everyday If u are mentally ill )depressed or just rlly sad( I understand- I might not understand exactly but honestly every day is the worst! I love you all! Please live for at least another day!