More Beats: bsta.rs/pro/159042 ● Follow me on Instagram : BubbaGotBeatz / bubbagotbeatz This beat is a pain beat that reminds meof NBA YT
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@barhum576521 күн бұрын
I can't take this beat seriously 😭😭😭😭😭
@spooky_bob9 күн бұрын
i felt the part where he said "mhmmmehm" 😔😔😔😔
@gh0stfrm36double02 күн бұрын
😭😭🔥
@BubbaGotBeatz7 жыл бұрын
Now on iTunes and Spotify!
@chatosantana80827 жыл бұрын
BubbaGotBeatz cool and nice job
@IconicChris7 жыл бұрын
BubbaGotBeatz i don't see it on spotify
@lluviaerives20707 жыл бұрын
BubbaGotBeatz can't find it on Spotify
@BubbaGotBeatz7 жыл бұрын
Search Ten Toes BubbaGotBeatz
@chiefprime63907 жыл бұрын
BubbaGotBeatz what about google play 😭 #sharethelove
@jaidyn-71562 жыл бұрын
why is this so funny to me 😭
@jesuschrist34393 ай бұрын
this beat is hilarious
@tr4ps-swervo7 күн бұрын
😂
@MajorMosh710 Жыл бұрын
Oh man the amount of freestyles I heard at house parties with this beat back in the day 😅 good times man
@nadyaschannel4617 жыл бұрын
Best beat I have ever heard
@BubbaGotBeatz7 жыл бұрын
Thanks ❗
@BubbaGotBeatz7 жыл бұрын
Comments like these keep me going 💪
@jacobbull8417 жыл бұрын
sammeee,i dont even know why it is, but it just is
@camarioncarson85577 жыл бұрын
Nadyas Channel
@og_kingroy46247 жыл бұрын
jacob bull fnn
@tokouso85095 жыл бұрын
Who still listen to this beat in 2019 i still am
@lifeaskayla35675 жыл бұрын
Me
@andricopower42895 жыл бұрын
You're welcoming me to come in at the same time as the other than that it was not the case please let me know when I should get the group chat with me and
@thepeepmari34805 жыл бұрын
Me
@angelicstar96115 жыл бұрын
Me and I rap to it
@LUCKY-li9ws5 жыл бұрын
Im writing a song wit it
@BoatsneedwaterАй бұрын
Those freestyles made this beat funny to listen to now 😂
@codymorgan9512 Жыл бұрын
I am so thankful for this beat. I’ve done wrote two full songs with it. No other beat seems to hit like this one still to this day 💯
@famousfabo9 ай бұрын
No cap
@ssgtsorethumb2039 ай бұрын
Lame ahh songs too I bet
@darionblue55139 ай бұрын
@@ssgtsorethumb203 dream crusher 😂😂
@bobbysmurda2699 ай бұрын
@@ssgtsorethumb203LMAO
@doodle24729 ай бұрын
damn yo comment pregnant now
@y.n.c.x.g.b.s4 жыл бұрын
2020 anybody ? 😔
@juanw67334 жыл бұрын
B.T.R.N Chris Me
@lolascates57864 жыл бұрын
I'm in the studio rn with this beat
@d.flocka93634 жыл бұрын
Me
@kjustbert66314 жыл бұрын
Yuh
@Prod.Hydrx144 жыл бұрын
Me
@hartmans34007 жыл бұрын
am I the only one who just sits in the dark listens to this song and raps there heart out and ends up in tears...... no only me. ok
@KhxxxnYT7 жыл бұрын
100,000 Subs with out one Video nah its me too
@jessirene5937 жыл бұрын
100,000 Subs with out one Video that's me
@jamerathomas30517 жыл бұрын
100,000 Subs with out one Video me too
@justcaiden7 жыл бұрын
Nah, we here with you.
@juniortoca95007 жыл бұрын
No I'm with you my girl friend was cheating on me and I'm in the dark
@Thee0fficial.Elissaa3 жыл бұрын
Hearing this song reminds of my troubles I put up with and wishing I didn't do and my pain that won't go away,and just has me in tears
@teewhyhard70492 жыл бұрын
One of the most relatable instrumentals on here!!!!! So calming
@childishfiend59232 жыл бұрын
Wtf you talking about this beat shit af😭 go take another listen
@tomthecat47054 жыл бұрын
whenever i hear the beat i think of some guy sitting in his car at the night and rapping 😂😂
@alekvillarreal34704 жыл бұрын
yyoohowlongisthisusernameyiumaybeaskingmetoo life you mean this one? kzfaq.info/get/bejne/apyFe5CevrWmZ58.html
@KingloTRG4 жыл бұрын
That’s what I do
@ezmereldabacall91304 жыл бұрын
Alek Vi
@mariahjohnson40724 жыл бұрын
Me too I love that one
@shaggyonthefeet4 жыл бұрын
I feel u
@carsonpeters1504 жыл бұрын
I can’t be the only one who rapped with their own lyrics to this song+ these 3 am raps be hitting different
@Inkzii_4 жыл бұрын
Lay in bed at 5am just rapping bout my life
@carsonpeters1504 жыл бұрын
SkyZ VxgaZ same
@TheMzplayette4 жыл бұрын
nahh u not
@raffuku34654 жыл бұрын
SUPER _CAM I did to do u know how to get copyright for none profit
@Wayzmusic04 жыл бұрын
i did
@sankabandurk10 ай бұрын
Someone please like this so I can listen to this again
@nikolatesla53726 күн бұрын
come listen
@ohmygosh98252 жыл бұрын
Never ever ever get tired of listening to this beat 🙏🏼💖🙏🏼
@PresenceMusic7 жыл бұрын
I know I made some mistakes but that was all in my past/Now I'm out here tryna regain my ground real fast/And I don't understand the struggle, and I don't understand the pain/I don't understand why all of this is running through my brain/And it's running through my veins/And I feel I can't escape/And even when I try to overcome all of the hate/It feels like I just get locked tighter in this gate/And my heart begins to Shake/And my heart begins to frail/No matter what I do, I know I can't prevail/Before I even started, I already knew failed/And in case you couldn't tell/My life is on a Sail/And it just stared sinkin/Do I revert drinking/Or do I revert to prayer/Cuz even though I pray, my life's still in despair/Man this life really ain't fair/But you don't really care/Nah, You don't care that my life is in a drought/Where is all my life flowing, cuz I think I'm out/I don't feel nothing, we call that feeling lifeless/I don't feel nothing, when I used to feel righteous/I just keep feeling more empty at heart/My heart keeps on crumbling and falling apart/Yea, Do you know that feeling?/When you know you need some healing/But even though you know that, that pain still keeps on killin/And you know you can't escape it/And you know you can't erase it/So you hide from yo problems cuz it's just to hard to face it/You know you can't erase all of the things you've said/And just that in itself creates a whirlwind in your head/And you laying in yo bed/Create a list of your regrets/Make a list of all the thing and challenges you've met/And you feel like life is set/Yea, you can't get past the struggle/So you lock up In this bubble/Don't got nobody to cuddle/Cuz you can't even trust yo self to not get into trouble/So how she post to trust you, when love is on the line/When she don't even know if she's just wasting time/Ten toes...
@PresenceMusic7 жыл бұрын
Lol. Sorry, so long. Just was feeling this beat
@richardvelasquez36177 жыл бұрын
Jonathon Martinez that's deep much respect it hard out here💯
@gaynationwide65377 жыл бұрын
Fire
@gabriellegreen85547 жыл бұрын
Jonathon Martinez 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@andytaofinuu24947 жыл бұрын
Bro that was lit I rapped what u writ and man I like ur rapping u should make a video man ur good
@keemobeats89304 жыл бұрын
Who here 2020 🌊🌊🔥🔥🔥
@zzveli24424 жыл бұрын
Yessir
@amourrBri4 жыл бұрын
Mo Money me lol
@babyson11064 жыл бұрын
Me
@gabe64884 жыл бұрын
Present
@juliannavelazquez9204 жыл бұрын
Ragein Gagein tf?
@601bigman2 жыл бұрын
This one of them fire ass beats that everybody sit back smoke a blunt and write the deepest realest lyrics your mind could think of any subject any of life obstacles. Keep doing what you doing lil bruh keep making these fire beats for the world to hear and learn from.
@EfremCCTV Жыл бұрын
why smoke. you could do it sober
@RealShaggy Жыл бұрын
@@EfremCCTV You ever smoked? It just helps people feel shit a lot more and get more in tune with their emotions. Not saying you have to smoke, but I am saying that you shouldn't judge if you haven't tried it because you really don't understand.
@EfremCCTV Жыл бұрын
@@RealShaggy nah i prefer liquor. it does for me what weed does for this guy
@RealShaggy Жыл бұрын
@@EfremCCTV why drink. you could do it sober
@EfremCCTV Жыл бұрын
@@RealShaggy cause im an addict
@CecilCarson2 жыл бұрын
This gives me a nostalgic feeling... love this song. Makes my mind to focus.... bless the owner *my mind right now 😂😭😢☺️*
@iamkingkaze91307 жыл бұрын
I could see J Cole pourin his heart out into this beat
@PresenceMusic7 жыл бұрын
I am KingKaze Same man.
@madisonaudree7 жыл бұрын
I am KingKaze yea me too
@GD-zw1hi7 жыл бұрын
I am KingKaze yeah I see j cole too
@Luisa-uh7ny7 жыл бұрын
yes dude 😩👌
@_JayyOfficial_7 жыл бұрын
I am KingKaze lmao idk why this made me laugh💀💀
@Officialsmilezp7 жыл бұрын
I was just a lil boy when I seen my mom cry, Tears fallen heart froze seen the pain in momma eyes, God called for his angel That's the day my sista died, I was 7 but it hurt me Hoping she come back alive, Fam told me keep ma head high it'll be ok, Even tho we want her back She living in a better place, So I pray for better days When I grew up I felt da same, I was smokin every night When I'm high I feela change Now it got me sitting here Rappn bout the past like, I remember growing up I Use to live a fast life, Little brother locked up Sisters running wild to, Mommy work her ass off I'm doing what I gotta do, Just to hear ma mamma say Damn son I'm proud of u, Growing up without a dad Made a man out of you, Fuck was I suppose to do Sit around & cry about it, Living with no happiness But I still smile without it,
@Officialsmilezp7 жыл бұрын
subscribe to my channel I got more bars
@randomdaniel91887 жыл бұрын
KidSmilezMusic yo god damn this shit STRAIGHT FYEE🔥🔥🔥🔥👌respect for what ever happend in ur life
@isaacvega23397 жыл бұрын
KidSmilezMusic 🤘🏼
@jesussosa15797 жыл бұрын
KidSmilezMusic Respect brotha FIRE!!!
@kinghades18927 жыл бұрын
I usually don't cry but I did after listening to some of people's raps 😭 respect to all of u
@akanjoe55592 ай бұрын
Whose here in 2024
@ypkzay9385Ай бұрын
Me
@BoxingwheelАй бұрын
I just farted
@TheBusinessMafia56Ай бұрын
Bout to make a song now for this shit😂📌
@luhicyyy308627 күн бұрын
Me
@nathanj153124 күн бұрын
@@luhicyyy3086 3 days is crazy, what's the chances, just stubbled across this beat now, shi crazy.
@mekmeksmith27212 жыл бұрын
I've been listening to ths beat that beat is to rl to heart felt not to catch emotions rather its good or bad place it takes u hands dwn...100% EPIC BEAT🔥🔥🔥🔥
@MrPlasmaNuke7 жыл бұрын
Ten toes, ten fingers, a silver spoon. I had everything I ever needed coming out the womb. But I couldn't be a man and took that shit for granted, now the ones that were there for me are disenchanted. Now I'm in my early twenties with a bad back, 'cause I started picking up boxes, dropped my backpack. But I'm try'na get my ass back on the fast track, before the final curtain falls on my last act. And my grandpa got diagnosed with leukemia, I was hoping maybe one day, he would see me up on stage behind a podium, in a cap and gown, but raging was my opium, I was acting a clown. I hope he leaves this earth being proud of me but I don't believe I'm worth sticking around to see.
@tommydwyer15027 жыл бұрын
MrPlasmaNuke
@d_woodsonly7 жыл бұрын
MrPlasmaNuke nice man 👌🏼✊🏼
@sirwilliceofranger8417 жыл бұрын
Yeah I diggin dat doe fr💪💯
@chayenneneyra32117 жыл бұрын
MrPlasmaNuke oh shii 👀💦
@randomlink10207 жыл бұрын
MrPlasmaNuke are these your lyrics? or the original?
@tremcfee61457 жыл бұрын
My mama really strong that's why I love her so much, she would always pull through when life had got tough,I saw people bring her down,but she always got up, she used to whoop me cuz I was bad,but she did it with love,that's my queen. My mama really love me she said I'm the golden child, I just say I love you,and I scream it loud, imma shine like a light,imma make my mama proud, Cuz I keep my head up and my TEN TOES DOWN.
@ultramp47 жыл бұрын
Treven Mcfee emotional 😔😵
@tremcfee61457 жыл бұрын
Ninja Gaming I appreciate you for looking at my lyrics💯💯
@ricarihawoodfork20457 жыл бұрын
Treven Mcfee
@ricarihawoodfork20457 жыл бұрын
Treven Mcfee
@ricarihawoodfork20457 жыл бұрын
Treven Mcfee
@nedvictor68543 жыл бұрын
First time listening to the beat and love. Reminds me of my cousin that just past away recently.
@tarchiemasmith90463 жыл бұрын
This beat makes me think about a lot of things I love this beat
@imadonut8totallydiva5756 жыл бұрын
Who else trying to rap this beat
@alyssahatcher50016 жыл бұрын
I’madonut8 Totally diva me lol
@mazewest6 жыл бұрын
I’madonut8 Totally diva right! Even me as a producer lol
@rogerrider2406 жыл бұрын
I’madonut8 Totally diva me
@amiapalmer19006 жыл бұрын
I’madonut8 Totally diva right here it was a fail😂😂
@nocap88816 жыл бұрын
Me lmfao
@jaiiixx7 жыл бұрын
Y'all don't know how long I've been looking for this BEAT THO!!
@itsewayman7 жыл бұрын
jailene corpes you bouta spit something on it?
@jaiiixx7 жыл бұрын
Eway Jay lmaooo maybe!
@nevets18717 жыл бұрын
jailene corpes Rip, I just heard about this and I found it in seconds
@jaiiixx7 жыл бұрын
QuickBarz lmao and...
@jaiiixx7 жыл бұрын
ChuxVersace wym?
@X3347- Жыл бұрын
Just the nostalgia coming up in the beat and lyrics in my head guess I’ll give it a try
@nfaggro252 жыл бұрын
i still listen to this beat crazy bruh alot of pain
@dyamondtrevino88415 жыл бұрын
I love how everyone in the comments is making up their own rap but I'm just here scrolling through the comments and I can't even say three words
@SubscribersWithNoVideos-in9jh5 жыл бұрын
Dyamond Trevino you said over 10 words
@ykregg32915 жыл бұрын
Just let come to
@ykregg32915 жыл бұрын
You
@erroljonesnl5 жыл бұрын
Hahhaha
@mollykasaemsuk65845 жыл бұрын
Dyamond Trevino lol me
@lilbudda3 жыл бұрын
These days, kids will never know how much pain was on this beat😔🧡 Miss the old days
@isisaustin52053 жыл бұрын
Im 13 basically a kid I understand I actually made my own song to this beat i cry real tears when i sing it tho cause it comes from the heart and i wish my life was different
@MindfulnessMeditateManifest3 жыл бұрын
Stfu pussy
@lilbudda3 жыл бұрын
@@MindfulnessMeditateManifest stfu your name is Connor💀😭😭😭
@zoeymatos35352 жыл бұрын
nah fr they will never understand the stories that came with this beat...
@derrickshouse80122 жыл бұрын
I love this comment fr. Cuz they absolutley have no idea these days the raw emotion that was into this beat by so many ppl. #tentoeschallenge
@alissagarcia44922 жыл бұрын
i know right now times be getting hard for us, Bt all we gotta do is pray to the man above for this, Nd I know I ain't helping with this attitude or foolishness Bt I wantchu to know that i truly do appreciate all that you do Cause when I be feeling my lowest Nd the tears keep rolling You be right by my side helping me to keep going Nd when I fuck up you pick me back up On some real shit aint never had nobody keep real the way you do Taught me how to hustle for myself but most importantly, showed me how to never depend on any kinda man Nd you is right momma I seen it with my eyes The way you work hard for my siblings Nd I Now the love nd bond you share with us you can't find tht shit nowhere else I ain't tryna throw no shade on my father, Cause he was there at times Bt full credit to you cause you been ten toes down for us
@lebronisthegoat1360 Жыл бұрын
I’ve been looking for this song for YEARSSSSS I MEAN YEARS I FINALLY FOUND IT
@kwaans5 жыл бұрын
*_2019 anyone?? I love this beat it’s so chill_*
@dwightjames38795 жыл бұрын
2k19 still here
@WhosDonDon9 ай бұрын
I dont even be rapping to this...just love to think back to the time this came out and how much it meant and means to me now
@bramgierkink74852 жыл бұрын
Thankyou for this instrumental bubba :) ur my bubs now :)
@jaykasame7 жыл бұрын
I was talking to this girl and things just started changing Maybe it was my fault, sorry that I'm impatient But you're the girl of my dreams straight out my imagination Left me high and dry making it hard to be complacent So what we're not the same? There's beauty when things contrast I wanted to be more than friends and things were different when I asked About what me and you could be And how I was ready for something real And then you dropped me like it's nothing and sent me right into my feels You could've had the world and anything that you wanted You would've been my trophy that I couldn't help but flaunt it I would've given you my all and made sure to see it through But you threw it all away left me sicker than any flu Things might be different if you had my point of view You're just like any other girl, giving me deja vu You claim you want a good guy, you know, a true gentleman And I took the challenge, tried to give you something genuine Maybe a bit feminine, show off my sentiment Give you everything you want, blow a few benjamins But all that you could see was that you wasn't feelin it
@johan-bm2pb7 жыл бұрын
fireeeeeeeeeeeeeee
@_kiandriasworld_60427 жыл бұрын
Chandler Smith who
@jaykasame7 жыл бұрын
Aye thanks man, I might be posting a video soon, watch out for it.
@alexis__75177 жыл бұрын
Chandler Smith fire🖒🖒🔥🔥
@pastelbaby81287 жыл бұрын
wow
@ariihiggins7 жыл бұрын
Could listen to this beat ALL day
@BubbaGotBeatz7 жыл бұрын
💪
@adrim.84387 жыл бұрын
same
@rubyjuarez50247 жыл бұрын
Ari Aleigha same
@jpa48605 ай бұрын
Man as a OTR Trucker, this song made me find solitude instead of loneliness…Thanks my guy
@nvjq46632 жыл бұрын
I swear hear these rappers they rapping just like they know What it’s like to light a candle And spend the night in the cold
@Wyaldd7 жыл бұрын
Man I have listened to many types of beats for rap and hip hop... this one is just incredible. This producer needs to be famous asap because he really got the flow
@BubbaGotBeatz7 жыл бұрын
Thanks fam! I'll continue to put my passion in this. Hopefully that'll come true.
@kayynicole53727 жыл бұрын
is there an actual song to this beat
@charliemaneh7 жыл бұрын
+Kayla Johnson look up 'praying for help' b
@hamburgler44247 жыл бұрын
+Kayla Johnson Yes there is Trevion Alexender got a song on it
@ReneaP127 жыл бұрын
Breiner Zarate
@keyerasimon86747 жыл бұрын
🔥STRAIGHT BARS HUMMIES🔥 Yea i may be young but ik how love feels When he says ur his forever and u thought that it was real When u sat and cried at night and wiped away plenty of tears When having a broken heart was one of ur many fears With no one to talk to, wishin the pain would go away When u haven't left ur room in somewhere around 2 days I should've known that he was fake and she was faker And he wonder why all his exes call him a "heart breaker" I swear that bitch shady as fuck U aint my fkin friend Real friends wouldnt do that So its time for this to end U played me like a game, aint even gon say no names U know who tf u is Thats all i need to say Gotta stay away from fakes, gotta stay away from love Go to school, gotta learn and get my bread up Ima make it far in this world, u gon see And when i make it there, dont try to come talk to me Gotta keep my head up or my crown might fall Gotta stay strong and stand tall To the haters: fuck em all Head high, 2 feet on the ground, and my 10 toes down 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 IF U READ ALL THIS, GOD BLESS UR SOUL. im only 13 so yea...i tried
@tayannapatrick80247 жыл бұрын
Keke Simon oml killed that
@keyerasimon86747 жыл бұрын
Tayanna Patrick thanks 💙
@keyerasimon86747 жыл бұрын
hellory thanks💓
@mashijahan72067 жыл бұрын
yeah i might be 11 but ik how love feels He told me that i was his forever and thought that it was real i sat n cried at night wiping away plenty of tears When having a broken heart was one of many of my fears Damn B I see ur really fucking smart u told me dat u were worried i was gonna leave and break ur heart yeah u got me feelin bad n made me do things by hiting me with the lines "if u really cared" see u got me playin victim from the start I didnt know this was a game, if i did, i wouldnt have let my guard down U ruined my life for good I had no one to talk to wish the pain would go away Wish i got back the love,care, n trust that i once used to have Damn the agony it really hurt knowing that my bestfriend was one of his hoes i should've know that he was a fake n she was a faker And he wondered y all his ex's called him a "heart breaker" That bitch was shady asf U aint my friend Real friends wouldn't do that I hope u feel accomplished u made me cry n depressed Ive became a cutter lifes throwing bullets N ive got holes in my heart im trynna heal I hope u feel this pain one day i hope karma gets u bc that bitch really owes me one I tried tellin all the gurls ur a hit n run but these chicks r blind they call u cute n fly. well i aint lettin dis put me down ive set goals to achieve ima make it far n when i make it there dont try to come talk to me gotta keep my head up or my crown might fall gotta stay strong and stand tall to the haters: fuck em all head high, 2 feet down,and my ten toes on the ground ❤️️❤️️❤️️
@keyerasimon86747 жыл бұрын
Skylar Chimbay awesome😁👌
@joshuaparmley81632 жыл бұрын
I swear some people never want to see you succeed they would rather see you crumble and fall and when you do they keep bringing it up and tell you your never gonna make it so show them haters wrong and keep grinding and keep it pushing if you need to cut them out your life because they toxic go ahead and do that and don't care what a hater is gonna say because all they wanna do is drag you down so be a king and pick up your crown
@Kingtheg2 жыл бұрын
I haven’t heard this beat in a long time a now that I played it it made me feel a shorten type of way
@FootballH1ghlights7 жыл бұрын
*0:22* *Dad I'm sorry that I don't really remember you, When you overdosed I was like 9* Now look what you got into* *All I really need in life is a father figure* *And I need you dad I don't want another nigga* *Only if you can walk and remember so we can do things* *Imagine if you didn't overdose you could experience new things* *Without you in my life I'm out here having mood swings* *And me and my brothers are just experiencing pain* *We miss having you in our lives dad without you we been living plain* *Look what happened to the family now we falling apart* *Mom broke bad job we wish you could just be a part* *Help me in life show me how to be a* *man* *I have faith in you dad, even though u never can damn* *Broke most my life* *We starved and we struggled but we survived* *I'm sorry I sound bogus but I hate the way I'm livin life* *But if you just never overdosed we'd all livin right...*
@phoenixcathcart65447 жыл бұрын
This is deep sorry for your loss 😞
@jiegamingstudio74057 жыл бұрын
ME 2 IM SOSO SORRY U LOST UR DAD
@kennyremain19727 жыл бұрын
Highlight Kingdom to
@FootballH1ghlights7 жыл бұрын
Thanks y'all, that's wassup 🙏
@FootballH1ghlights7 жыл бұрын
I jus need to get a mic
@BubbaGotBeatz7 жыл бұрын
*Thumbs up* if you think Kodak Black would kill this challenge!?
@Youngjayjr557 жыл бұрын
BubbaGotBeatz FR Bruh I was dead thinking the same while I read your comment #FreeKodak
@xorxpert7 жыл бұрын
BubbaGotBeatz too be honest, this beat will make a nigga realize the world, bring out emotions and make you look at all the shit that happened in the past. I don't know why, but this song is it. Tupac if u r out there, like this too let me let me know that this beat will be wrote in seconds.
@jaydencox207 жыл бұрын
BubbaGotBeatz yo this is sick
@Kartierdiary7 жыл бұрын
datwayyy!!
@xzavierpowell84637 жыл бұрын
jayden
@saltinius6 күн бұрын
good golly this brings back memories....
@dannypushpop81002 жыл бұрын
This for everyone in 2022 still keeping 10 toes down through this pandemic 💯👌
@katiekat30475 жыл бұрын
I don't know if this is still relevant at all but I wrote this, it's called Happy Father's Day. This has always been my least favorite day of the year, I can't deal with it now that you're not here. Whenever someone asks "Hey where is your Father?" My eyes immediately start to fill up with water. I try to choke out a single word to say, But I always end up crying and running away. I hide in the bathroom and I lock the door, Then I just start sobbing and I fall down to the floor. I look up to the sky and I start to pray, "Dear God, why'd you let them take him away?" I'm reminiscing and thinking about all the fun times that we had, Back to the days when I could say "I love you dad" I was so young and happy, running and playing at the park Now I'm sitting here alone, crying and falling apart. All these words are just an attempt to try to explain what I'm feeling inside, to release the pain. Everyday I wish that I could just give you a call, But they just erased you from my life, yeah they built up a wall I don't deserve this at all, no it's just not fair No one else understands or they don't even care But I'm promising you dad, even though you're far away, that someday I'll be there to say, Happy Father's Day. (Thanks for reading ❤️) Also, just in case anyone's wondering, My dad was involved in my life until I was about 10, and around then I wasn't allowed to see him anymore because my parents hate each other. After a few years I couldn't talk to him on the phone anymore. I think he's still alive but I'm not sure. Edit: If anyone wants to rap this, I'm actually really flattered and I'd love for it to be shared. It'd be appreciated if you could give me credit though ❤️
@marianaarteaga41765 жыл бұрын
💯🔥🔥
@katiekat30475 жыл бұрын
@XCubbyBeachX My dad's still alive, but my parents were never married so I don't get to see or talk to him anymore. I'm really sorry for your loss though
@katiekat30475 жыл бұрын
@XCubbyBeachX Thanks!
@z12weed5 жыл бұрын
Best lyrics so far
@katiekat30475 жыл бұрын
@@z12weed Aw thank you so much ❤️
@kokokassandra37527 жыл бұрын
0:22 -I wondered everyday why my smile went away, but then I remembered it was cuz you never stayed, I used to cry because to my face you always lied, saying you're with your friends when you're really with your side, but then it hit me you just played me, saying that you love me when it's not even a maybe, you think you broke me by hurting all my feelings, you think that I'm laying in bed staring at the ceiling, 0:46-but no you thought wrong, you thought you hurt me? by taking all my feelings and doing me dirty? that's actually pretty funny you thought you did the damage, but you actually did nothing you just created a bandage, to all my old scars you made them fresh, making me realize that you wasn't the best, so I knew this couldn't go on any longer, I knew what I had to do in order to feel stronger, cuz you only made me weak, making me fail, making me fall to my knees, making it feel like hell, so I put an end to it I told you I was done, but then you started laughing saying that it never begun..
@rachealbellard84977 жыл бұрын
koko kassandra u killed this
@jhonaeweaver65117 жыл бұрын
koko kassandra good rap
@kaz76996 жыл бұрын
Fire bro
@raynaraymond32026 жыл бұрын
koko kassandra oml that's good. Also so sorry
@rebekahsolomon64076 жыл бұрын
koko kassandra can I use the end for my song
@tykokidda24812 жыл бұрын
Legendary beat bro😭
@gabe24611 күн бұрын
say on skibidi
@soigne26194 жыл бұрын
Back in these days man, summer 2016❤️😭😭
@madisonh5644 жыл бұрын
mm ya
@ecomtony94703 жыл бұрын
Ong
@raulribot4173 жыл бұрын
2021
@dylusional419 Жыл бұрын
Mannnn fr tho
@rachel.p31085 жыл бұрын
ME AND MY FRIENDS REALLY THOUGHT WE COULD RAP WHEN THIS CHALLENGE CAME OUT😂😂😂😂😂 im so glad them days are overrrrrr
@phoenixmidheaven85905 ай бұрын
😢😢😢 Everytime i play this instrumental i cry my heart and soul out to god 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i love this beat is the greatest beat for eternity
@flowboy60983 жыл бұрын
When I listen I think of all the pain I went through and what I’m going through now
@hidinginmyroom26567 жыл бұрын
😳Hi this is my story time to attempt this challenge but it's not really. I have a lot to say a lot has happened listen to my words.And try to imagine 0:23 Sometimes I really hate myself Sometimes I wish I could change myself Life is a question and death is the answer It's mad how death always manifests in the weirdest ways behind my smile there's years of pain self hatred ingrained miseducating my brain. Behind my smile is a very flawed human being all the things I've seen mum I kept between you and me.mum what do you believe in truth or freedom because all the things you've done to me and I still don't know the reason . Please tell me.Theres different ways of worship but there's only 1god.And mum I might not be your birth kid but we all deserve love. Mum to this very day I am lost and I am so confused.Living with a decade of physical abuse from you and it's made me ill. We know they weren't all my problems we have them genetically too my birth parents and all my siblings have this complexity too but mum. Execcisive domestic violence techniqually been the reason I've lost my identity too and you know what you did And it hurts you could hurt a kid I shouldn't have lived like I did And now I'm living like this.Havent left my house for a whole month .Severe social anxiety and we know I've got autism too and so my vunrability is through the roof and you know I stay in my room and that I haven't been to school nearly 4years now because my anxiety is that high and we know I've been in care because of this 5times but I want live with you even though this abuse started when I was 2 and finished when I was 12 because that's me that's all I knew And I don't deal well with going to new places seeing new faces and looking at people in the eyes because inside I am damaged and it's not hard to hide I'm extremely sensitive too so I burst out crying And I have to take medication for my problems and my psychiatrist doesn't know my past she doesn't know when you beat me with a cricket bat and sticks and metal bars And I know it wasn't as a punishment I know you enjoyed it because when I cried you used to say I loved being beaten or I would shut the fuck up.True I must've loved it or I would've just stopped but you would've just beat me like you always did mum And now I know it's because me and my sister Frances who were adopted by you we weren't your son who died age one.We weren't him so you hated us of course you did you needed help and therapy because you weren't over your son you were still damaged when you adopted two girls
@hidinginmyroom26567 жыл бұрын
But I wanu live with you even though this abuse started when I was 2 and finished when I was 12 because this is me that's all I knew and I don't Deal well with going to new places seeing new faces and looking at people in the eyes Because inside I am damaged and it's not hard to hide I'm extremely sensitive to I Just burst out crying And I have to take medication for my problems and my psychiatrist doesn't know my past she doesn't know when you beat me with a cricket bat and sticks and metal bars And I know it wasn't as a punishment I no you enjoyed it Because when I cried You used to say I loved being beaten or I would Shut the fuck up Makes sense I must of loved it or I would've just stopped But you would've just beat me Like you always did mum And told me you'd splatter my brains and blood on the walls with a hammer and called me a whore at the age of 8 I remember it all and now I know it's because me and my sister Frances who were adopted by you we weren't your son who died aged 1 We weren't him so you hated us of course you did .You needed help and therapy because you weren't over your son you were still damaged when you adopted two girls.And my sisters in care because when she was 13 she finally faut back as a self defence mechanism to make sense of the past tense.she has her own problems now because of your offence acts of violence projected on little kids.So it's hard to know what love is because you did what you did.
@renitawashington4087 жыл бұрын
star toad XD potato-girl9. This is good!!
@riyababiee23327 жыл бұрын
So sad
@kimmiekim62747 жыл бұрын
ReNita Washington
@hidinginmyroom26567 жыл бұрын
That's okay :) You can use it
@latayshajohnson93577 жыл бұрын
Don't want no pity nor no sorrow been through a lot of shit but was always looking forward to tomorrow when my grandma passed away I knew that was the day it was it it was over cuz I knew my whole world was Underground always said Taysha walk with your head held high but the day she died I give up on life every time I felt alone I wish I had you with me daily you taught me how to be a lady since you've been gone I've been going crazy but you know when is bad I know it's going to get better cuz I'll always have you in my heart forever and ever .....I love you nana ❤🙏
@ItzBlonBlizzy Жыл бұрын
Damn I finally found this legendary ass beat
@Timeswithmari Жыл бұрын
Rapping back to back is really what made me driving thru the city in my mercaedies
@Ivyiana4 жыл бұрын
2k20 still here 🤘🏽😭 this is fr a vibe 🥺
@cashinwithty16634 жыл бұрын
Im here. I love this beat bcs i have lots of things to rap abt from my past and im only 14. And my mama say kids dont stress. Tuh back in yall days kids didnt stress
@cashinwithty16634 жыл бұрын
@Janiyah Sanders-Jones yess i swearrr
@landonaaron78734 жыл бұрын
Fuck 2k
@smalls22353 жыл бұрын
Ye
@monili60287 жыл бұрын
I had to hustle get on out that struggle and I still remained humble cause them streets was like a jungle growing up in my neighborhood I had to stay off the streets cause I remember times I barely had anything to eat yeah i remember times I ain't had nowhere to sleep it was time to start grinding cause I had goals I wanted to reach yeah . I couldn't depend on nobody , I had to hold it down cause when I needed a favor , there was no one around except for my brother , my cousin, my aunt , and my mother we was all struggling we had to help each other . dinner on a plate , we ain't see that everyday those nights I had to pray pray for better days . better days , better days , in a better place those days were soon to come in just had to wait . ( never did this before 😂 tried it just for fun 😌)
@lisheaheavylee25147 жыл бұрын
monilove 1 this is just like life when I was 5
@Shaaadap7 жыл бұрын
monilove
@mattmannthegod54537 жыл бұрын
monilove 1 dope
@rondasiachambers97967 жыл бұрын
monilove 1 UI
@otf_dray_wst49357 жыл бұрын
that's dope bro
@hoshi.41995 ай бұрын
damn good days man.. listening to this today january 8 2024 doesnt feel the same fr
@terrycowan6752 жыл бұрын
Bro that shit is deep keep doing ya the thing alot of love for this one
@CristianRodriguez-eh9rr7 жыл бұрын
this song just says pain. like somehow the beat is a sound of pain and it's beautiful.
@BubbaGotBeatz7 жыл бұрын
Thanks!
@megatrinyti7 жыл бұрын
Cristian Rod You described it perfectly
@CristianRodriguez-eh9rr7 жыл бұрын
Gaara Kazekage :)
@CristianRodriguez-eh9rr7 жыл бұрын
BubbaGotBeatz thank you for the amazing beat :)
@MultiMusicInfection5 жыл бұрын
You see everybody got a story to tell Well here's mine My pain's deep, I have been through hell I managed to survive so I got a story to tell Listen, I stand victorious Make the sign of the cross Look I'm here to be the voice for every friend I ever lost Let me pray as I put together my hands I've never been ashamed to tell you the person I am When it comes to doing drugs, I have never been a rookie But hold up, let me tell you about the places that they took me I haven't showered, it's been possibly a week And I'm so deep in a psychosis, impossible to speak The coke is in my arm, now it's impossible sleep My throat's numb, closed shut, so it's impossible to eat Losing weight's a part of my daily routine I always use against my will, just praying I was clean So nod your head if you understand what I mean When I was growing up I never thought that I would be a fiend, ever My life's tumultuous, it's never getting better Another abscess from my arm is getting severed My exquisite vision, depiction of dereliction Livid living conditions, malicious on a mission All these Green-tree cops, look they all know me by my first name Paramedics had to revive me this ain't a game I worn the same clothes for like the last ten days And look I want to do better but I don't know a different way Completely all alone, I'm sitting in this room I empty out the bags, brown liquid in the spoon I have to do a lot, can no longer do a little The water's been added, I place the cotton in the middle I'm sucking every drop up into this plastic device As I'm tying off, I'm trying to find a decent vein to strike I shove it ever so gently up underneath my skin As I'm pulling back the plunger till there's blood in the syringe I push it in and try to drift away to heaven But criminals like me that's never the place that we're headed The guilt, shame, remorse and regret I never address And I'm a mess from all this pain and this anguish I'm filled with stress, overdoses, I'm emotionally broken, this ain't a joke I'm smoking on a Newport, I never have any hope This is me, I'm feeling like I don't deserve more I feel disgusted as I'm pushing on this burnt chore Someone stole the vinegar in the midst of a black out Another shooting gallery, another crack house On the porch "Welcome To Hell" is on the floor mat I'm glancing at my arms and all I ever see is sore tracks I'm feeling filthy dirty needles with the orange cap Peaking out the window, someone whispers "Lock the door latch" We're blasting off, departing from this mothership I look around as others search the carpet for another hit Crest whitening strips and Mach 3's I'm on a suicidal mission till these cops try to stop me We boosted everyday selling steaks for half price Any dream I ever had was shattered by glass pipes Glass rose, devil got my in his lasso Entered the gates of hell and I didn't even have a pass-code I'm hard headed, I will never learn my lesson You know the drill, commit a crime, and get arrested The misery never ends, I spend another week in jail I don't have friends, family never paid my bail So I would withdrawal and kick on that concrete floor I feel like I've had enough but my body is screaming "MORE" The food is horrible, but I haven't eaten in days No reason to call home cause I got nothing left to say I'm tired of this jail, I don't ever want to see prison Look I'm tired and exhausted from this life that I'm living I would get a couple days clean, and say that I was done But every time I got released I was back on the run It's back to thieving, lying, robbing, and ripping, and running These problems I don't solve them, I'm crippled and sick to my stomach I hang with prostitutes and these deadly degenerates I'm homeless for the moment, but that's really quite irrelevant The only thing that matters in life is my next high I got to be willing to change and give it my best try I'm a servant and this heroin's my king I'm feeling like a slave, as I dangle from these puppet strings I'm just a marionette, I'm staring at death As I am carrying regrets that are just tearing through my flesh We're dealing with a topic we're so careless to neglect We're dealing with a dilemma leaving every parent stressed I'm so sick and tired though of being sick and tired But then it finally happened, motivated by desire I hit this point, I wanted to change, enough is enough My efforts been exhausted and I'm tired of being stuck My faith is never blind and my future I barely see But overnight, was open minded I had this moment of clarity So it begins and it's essential I believe Cause if it worked for you, then it just has to work for me Through all this pain, there's got to be a positive message I talked about the past, now let's talk about the present I'm no longer living that way, for me it's a blessing But with one bad decision I am back in that obsession In 03 was diagnosed with hepatitis C I utilize the bad, it's always been the fuel for driving me And then u ask me "Why do I give this my all?" I'm not trying to see "Rest In peace" on my Facebook wall I got clean in 05 and started rapping I started touching lives, I never thought that this would happen This shit today, trust me it isn't heroin It's killing everybody and the comments are disparaging No one cares or gives a fuck that I'm clean For them another deadly overdose is just something to see Look, I pay attention to every post that I read As you are sitting there judging in front of your iPhone screen Talking about these dying addicts and how they are worthless And if they put a needle in their arm then they deserve it But that's someone's Mother, someone's Uncle, someone's Daughter And that's someone's Aunt, someone's Son and someone's Father As I rap, this shit is giving me chills And I am speaking off experience, that's how I know it's real These ignorant motherfuckers will say it's not a disease And look I really don't care, you can believe what you believe I don't care to argue, I don't got to give you proof Listen, I was taught you don't got to defend the truth Incurable, progressive and fatal unless arrested I'm expressing aggression with every sentiment confession Once a junkie always a junkie, you're boring me The last time I checked, there's one ultimate authority I'm sick of these remarks and opinions from all these critics Cause if you never lived it, then trust me you'll never get it Be quite, you're not allowed to speak about it If you've never lived it, then you're not allowed to speak about it How often you forget, the only time that you should ever open your mouth is to eat a dick Everybody is dying it makes me sick This isn't a epidemic, this is more like an apocalypse So when I struggle, it's only right that I fight And my experience recites on how that diamond saved my life Look, you don't got a clue what I've been through When I was at my worst you couldn't walk a mile in my shoes I survived a lot, so it's only right that I smile And I'm aware of my surroundings, I'm no longer in denial I'm blown away by every message that I get It gives me motivation, it's the only reason I never quit We got to do this together, we must trust There's no you, there's no me, there's just us I'm doing this with courage, I'm doing this with pride I'm doing this for every single friend that's ever died I dedicate this song to anyone that's lost a loved one So live your life cause tomorrow may never come Be grateful for your past, embrace it, don't get embarrassed Everyday there is more children growing up without their parents I felt pain, look I'm not afraid to cry My life changed once I was willing to try I've been giving many chances now it's truly do or die I'm doing what it takes so my daughter will never see me high
@jamayn27playz365 жыл бұрын
this is mad love it and is this a true story?
@nylaallen57085 жыл бұрын
I luv and i respect yu much respect💕😔👌
@mirendahunter925 жыл бұрын
Pray real hard and ask god to help you.god can turn life around.
@julioramirez53035 жыл бұрын
You should rap it and upload it
@williamcarlsson16985 жыл бұрын
This is insanely good!! Never stop fighting for the love of your family! Your daughter is lucky to have you as her father because you can always relate to her and understand when she comes in trouble. With your background you can guide her to success and it really needs a do or die hard work mentality to get clean from heroin. Live in peace my friend. God bless you
@donivan28093 жыл бұрын
This beat reminds me off when I was in Juvenile Detention for 2 years for Running to see my mom, my Math teacher used to play this...helped me with everything helped me graduate with a Diploma and knowing how to do a lot of stuff. he’s dead R.I.P Mr.Roberts best math teacher ever 💪😌 Love y’all please don’t take time for granted, you never know
@quintessencemercuriousmidh43 Жыл бұрын
This beat makes me 😭 I get in my feelings
@thisisntjosiah34733 жыл бұрын
“Uhh listen” “Ayy look”
@HopeFpsYT3 жыл бұрын
Yea, aye, ok, bitch
@kreak67673 жыл бұрын
@@HopeFpsYT ight, yuh
@Bruh-iz7cg3 жыл бұрын
Uh, yeah. What. Let's go
@jangy11063 жыл бұрын
Yea.. lets go.. lets get it.. ima show you right here.. aye listen..
@redserpent82013 жыл бұрын
Uh, yuh.. skrrt prrt yuh ayy
@antoniotaylor87557 жыл бұрын
start @0:24 i'm sorry Gmama for everything I put you threw now u gone and I'm sitting up here missing you out of no where u disappeared out the blue I aint say my goodbyes or give my last kiss to you 2x I'm sitting in my room, yea I'm all alone/Thinking about you gmama and listening to sad songs/Why you have to leave Why did god call you home/I try calling him but he don't never pick up the phone/Now that you gone I gotta step up my grind/Focus up in school, books on my mind/Fuck these lul girls cause I ain't really got time/When I found out u was gone I couldn't do nun but start crying/GMama please, Why u have to leave/Finding out god called u home stung me like a bee/ u left me with two lul brothers that I gotta feed/ gmama I'm not ready for that I'm only 17/ Still up in school and I'm working to/ Man this shit hard coming home not seeing u/ With having dinner ready, a table full of food/ I appreciate that gmama and the things u used to do Now I gotta grow up/Grow up real fast/Cause I'm finna put my childish days in the past/ Now I'm a successful man because you stayed on my ass/ Told me to stop playing and pay attention up in class/ And that's wat I did, Yea mama I graduated / But it's sad because you not here to congratulate me/ I'm going to the national guards/ Yea I'm living my dream/ You was my #1 supporter, You was the realest on my team/ Now that u gone/ Ion know wat to do/ I'll sell my soul to the devil to bring u back if I had to/ It could of been anybody Why he had to choose u/ jaylon and tay yea they doing good up in school/ mama come back, please we miss you/ we been crying all day so we ran out of tissue/ We use to walk to the store/ You had yo gun in yo purse/ I feel like I'm in hell now/ that he took you off this earth/I was acting a fool up in school/ yea a fucking clown/ u was my mama and my daddy/ u deserve a crown/ Now I'm walking round mad/ At the whole fucking town/ But ima keep u in my heart/ Standing ten toes down.
@teairacox43057 жыл бұрын
🔥💯
@javaugnleslie31417 жыл бұрын
this hit my heart i fuck with this 💯👌
@antoniotaylor87557 жыл бұрын
Javaugn Leslie thx
@antoniotaylor87557 жыл бұрын
TeAira Allen thx
@juniorgarcia70847 жыл бұрын
reading this made me cry ): keep your head high
@Anonymousgirlyy Жыл бұрын
This beat go hard ❤
@kzoneclips3 жыл бұрын
I recently heard this beat and like it.
@luhkennvlogs40277 жыл бұрын
this beat makes u wanna cry if u get into it real deep
@vfroze2x8287 жыл бұрын
kenneth sanders it really does
@BermyboylifeАй бұрын
Dis my first ever beat i put in my playlist
@BubbaGotBeatzАй бұрын
My Guy!
@MaryJane-xr6rk2 жыл бұрын
💪👍👌 can't get much better.. love it 💯
@ethanperrin64597 жыл бұрын
yo who else freestyles, writes raps or songs, and attempts to freestyle to this amazing beat...I listen to it every morning on the way to school thinking I will be something.
@justincasto27317 жыл бұрын
Ethan Perrin same man. keep ya head up and keep trying. you'll make it big one day
@ethanperrin64597 жыл бұрын
Thanks yo.
@keontegaming74797 жыл бұрын
please bring tegdvdvdvwfwfg
@keontegaming74797 жыл бұрын
we will keep your eyes and me mouth see meoy keonte
@masonstroner1879Ай бұрын
Ò😅😅😊o😅po😅ollo😅
@Jayfazo4k7 жыл бұрын
This is something I wanna be I really really hope that my Grandfather is proud of me. He died from before I could even tell him I love him. Shxt was sad so I kept grinding over the summer. It was rough only got two of em left. Imma be the one who help if nobody was there. Grand dad I love you I hope you looking at this. Imma be up in Heaven with you and family and shxt. I'm ten toes for my family gotta stay strong. Cuzz if AIN'T nobody with ME shxt imma stand ALONE. Seen my friend get jumped by homies and shxt. I found out he was battling and took his last breathe and shxt. This worlds tough. More than tough shxt it's rough. It's not a movie this is a real life matter. You better listen while you climbing up the ladder.
@trillak27217 жыл бұрын
Clamp God Jay Real Shit
@Jayfazo4k7 жыл бұрын
+trilla k Thanks Bro
@cyclopsgenitals71887 жыл бұрын
Clamp God Jay 💯
@miriamlibokmeto10217 жыл бұрын
Banana Clips love it
@Jayfazo4k7 жыл бұрын
+Miriam Libokmeto Thanks
@eduardomiranda62442 жыл бұрын
I’m here in 2021 still with this beat smh
@sxifty16512 жыл бұрын
Same
@justdreaming34762 жыл бұрын
Ong when we gonna get a good song produced on this beat
@Etherealbeing.47 Жыл бұрын
Pretty cool beat, never heard a fire verse from this during 2016/2017 when this took off lmfaoo
@leahariel8287 жыл бұрын
TEN TOES RAP CHALLENGE:: this is the life of a brave girl like me who now she's damn tough but used to feel so fuckin weak was born adopted, so different, but prompted by the birth mom & dad who told me im not wanted the second im born i see just the face of my new mom who offered to give me a place a kind hearted soul who made me feel glad another story for the man who im supposed to call my dad no vision in my right eye, disease and im half blind i wish i could move on but can't stop the rewinds the memories of mom and dad screaming at eachother remembering my dad hitting my poor fucking mother they split when i was 3, mom got near-full custody but i still had to visit him regardless of my plea wednesday's and weekends were the worst hell days when i spent time with daddy i was never fuckin' praised just raped, beaten, punched, kicked, thrown down the stairs getting called names, touched, slapped, pullin on my hair you're supposed to be my role model, what is your excuse for 8 years of physical verbal and sexual abuse i blamed it on me- it was my fault i was raped had nobody to talk to-my sister moved and escaped leaving me all alone, fending for my fuckin self hiding under the bed and climbing under the shelves to get away from this monster who i had to call a dad made me cry and scream and raised me to be dishonest and mad after 8 years of his abuse i told mom all the shit i finally reached my breaking point and snitched the man to bits. got him sent to jail and had to move across the coast yet you still give me a reason to hate myself the most you hurt me, and threw me and tortured me before but all i ever did was try to fuckin run out your door. mommy was heartbroken that her precious little baby got sucked up in abuse and felt like the world hates me mom got remarried, were happier now but im still scarred today- wanna know how? all i do is let the past get to me i can never move on, can't fuckin accept a me where everything is ok and nothing ever came and i could be that little girl wanting for wealth and hannah montana fame i have a new dad, same mom now i'm perfectly fine but something in my mind just keeps me always cryin knowing i'm a victim and im truly went through strife but sometimes you gotta dust it off and say "hey, that's life" twelve years old diagnosed with some shit called anxiety and depression because i got hit scars on my wrist, blood flowing down the drain crying, trying to distract from all this pain i can't talk to nobody, i ain't going to school i stayed in bed all day, but i was such a fool grades got lower and so did my esteem but i faked a happy smile just so i could seem fighting through this bullshit getting through the day i wanted to end my life but all i did was pray wishing for that happiness that i never fuckin got constantly bullied, but i'm not even a thot why can't my life be filled with joy instead i cry over my ex dad and a cute boy never feeling loved but i had so many friends who wanted me to get better and stick through till the end i tried my best and i'm still tryin it's hard breathing, i'm not lyin but after all my hard work i'm high and im just flyin at the end of the tunnel there's always a bit of light ask me if i'm a victim and ill say yeah that's fuckin right but im proud of it, bitch do you see how i'm doing now getting straight a's, partyin till the moon goes down letting loose and goin crazy, doin what i want i wished for happiness and that's exactly what i got
@remybabyy40917 жыл бұрын
Leah Laufe I'm fucken sorry! bruh this had me crying. stay strong babygirl. i cant believe u went through all that! 😪 my lord. Jesus is w u. 💙 my prayers out to u and ur family ma! 😫 omg I just can't believe this. this broke my heart in so many bits and pieces 😭💔
@itsyourboidesmond69377 жыл бұрын
Leah Laufe that's fire
@jessethecuhhh47947 жыл бұрын
Leah Laufe I went through the same thing but only that it was my mom that abused me instead of my dad but hope you feel safe and if you want to check my channel
@sorayaanne64807 жыл бұрын
I know how you feel 😞
@kaymay13957 жыл бұрын
Leah L
@theeprincess_6 жыл бұрын
Just casually scrolling through comments, rapping other people’s songs 🙃
@PaolaGarcia-gy1yt6 жыл бұрын
yoooooo same
@kashaerouse39436 жыл бұрын
Evie :p same
@kaleighochoa33406 жыл бұрын
Evie :p SAME!!!
@MariaVazquez-np6tj6 жыл бұрын
SAME 😭
@kellywheeler73216 жыл бұрын
Evie :p me
@michellemoore72085 ай бұрын
You can feel the pain in this beat. No other has come close since.
@geerodriguez27693 жыл бұрын
Beat crazy addicting
@RemiDoozy6 жыл бұрын
(Lyrics) You supposed to be my father but you were never there for me , you swore up and down you love me but you never cared for me . you were never there not a day in my life now you got another girl you're trying to call your wife as I can do up I always wondered where you were my mom had to cover up just to hide the hurt I can't believe you did that just left me in the dirt and know that you're my father but I hope for you the worse as I grew up everybody asked "where's your father" as I told them my story my eyes filled up with water You effed up my life so freaking bad I really wish you weren't even my dad (Verse 2) Don't even try to call me I won't call you you wonder why I don't like you it's a stupid things you do I know this sounds harsh but I don't care if it sounds rude I'm thinking about you it just messes up my mood why you using all these drugs like Dad you really tripping' I bet you don't realize our relationship is slippin' I'm staring at my ceiling I don't know what I am feeling is anger is sadness or is it just love you get no motivation to love me not even with a shove you need a third party and that really hurts me badly but you can't see all I ever really want it from you... Was a family (Verse 3) Look I'm 12 years old now Bet you didn't know this you had a chance to come back nah it's just a mess letting you back in my life is a big risk you left my heart broken like an old CD discs now as I wrote the song I really started crying I'm tired of your BS and I'm tired of your lying I'll just place you at the bottom of my heart cuz it's really too late to start off on a fresh start you know what I don't care you have these issues and you know what eff this big box of tissues I'm tired of crying and I'm tired of the pain because me being born isnt unerasable pain I cry alone in my room so just so I can maintain don't even talk about you saying my name in vain (Verse 4) For 4 years I thought it was my fault you left me and my mom but now I realized man I was wrong you never cared about anybody but yourself you don't care about your kids you don't care about their health if I could keep Track you really stabbed me in the back and you try to get away from it with talking all this smack well guess what I don't miss or need you I can make it by myself and succeed without you and when I be famous you'll be there like a statue when I grow up I really hope I don't match you now i think about it and I'm really dissin' you any other kid would be really missin' you but I'm Different I learned from my mistakes a lot of people in this world are just fakes (Final Verse ) what really angers me is when I see your face it makes me want to cry and that's a big disgrace I feel stupid thinking that you're going to come home but now I know you're not and I feel so alone I'm done with it all I'm just going to end it god paid me with life and I'm here to spend it drop off my problems that are involving you if only you could see life from my point of view I'll for real cut you off real fast like that but when I shut you out don't ever come back it's coming to an end I'm all done you can live your life always next to a gun yeah I'm done you don't deserve me or my love I hate you
@RemiDoozy6 жыл бұрын
Asshole By Nature yes it’s about my dad
@RemiDoozy6 жыл бұрын
Asshole By Nature the video of me singing it is on my channel
@RemiDoozy6 жыл бұрын
Asshole By Nature thank youuu🙏🏽
@ahoeforstraykidsliterally62686 жыл бұрын
My dad left me and my little sisters and my brother with my mom and my grandmother has been the one helping us out and I'm also 12 and he never calls me to wish me a happy birthday and that's what hurts me inside,my siblings don't get it cause they are young and I'm older but I just wish my dad can be here for me and I hope your dad can just be there for you. By the way love your rap 💖💖
@RemiDoozy6 жыл бұрын
edye smith thank you and I'm sorry 😭💔💔
@lorenarodiguez90777 жыл бұрын
this song is sad 😔 and something that's get in your heart ♥
@lorenarodiguez90777 жыл бұрын
yes
@kaylahutchinson1947 жыл бұрын
What song is this
@kalyiahogden90897 жыл бұрын
Ik it make me think of my grandma
@quitamichele17 жыл бұрын
lorena rodiguez k
@nylabarksdale36667 жыл бұрын
Frfr
@Xxplicit86 Жыл бұрын
Good lookin on the beat Bubba...appreciate that 4R🙏💯
@MuShROOM19112 жыл бұрын
I still sit and cry to this beat rapping about this I go through ! Z . . . Z . Z.
@haileybudach94057 жыл бұрын
Sooo this is mine. Its really long but oh well. Lied to, let down, got fucked up Told I wasn't worth it that I should just give up Flipped my hair turned like “if that's how you feel” Walked away chin up keepin it real Said my confidence was goals and i'm stronger than the rest But inside my hearts broken and my mind is a mess Tell me to wait for tomorrow cuz it'll be better But the only thing that’ll change will end up being the weather. Look people act like they’re always gonna care But then they up and leave and you got nobody there Act like you're not phased, broken, and bruised But that's fine i guess it's something i'm used to Walk the halls in tears cover it up with a smile Cuz once depression takes its toll you're stuck for a while Parents still married and yea that's fine But it’s hard to stay happy with no one by your side Friends talked shit so I left them in the past Its as if life is a race and I'm always coming in last Ya I get it, some people got it worse But you cant say its not bad that I tried to put myself in a hearse 20 cuts up and down my right wrist “Whats with all them sad songs playing up on your playlist?” I denied all the scars “No i don't know what happened to my arm” I told you i was fine it's was just a false alarm And they believed me. Left alone again. Yea I guess it's my fault. Shoulda let them in. But it was too late. Already looking up if suicide was a sin Yea I did it. Attempted it a few times Hard to admit but I overdosed 5 times Lied on the floor crying out the lord's name Take me back lord jesus lives playing me like a game Ended up in the hospital 3 weeks i layed Wondering why they wouldn't let me go. Let me fade away. Wanted to die someone pull my plug Tears rolled down my face when my my cried as she gave me a hug. I breathed. Thought for a bit. Maybe i'll do better if i act like i don't give a shit Decided to try again. Give life another shot Holding onto my hope cuz it's all that I got Smiled more gained friends found a small purpose in life But in all honesty man suicide started to cross my mind Up at 3am eyes red as hell Told myself itd get better But if i think i should let go fuck i probably will Yea I gave up. Quite a lot let's be true But I eventually got better and happier too. Got my baby with me now and i'm wrapped up in his arms Haven't moved a lot yet but Im gonna go pretty far Bae got my back and he keeps me in line Momma raised a queen. My crown and I gonna shine Definition of life is still yet to be known But i promise whoever listens to this you're never alone let's go Aye keep on praying, smiling, dont quit. Cuz one day i swear to god life will get lit You're worth more than you think now just hear me out Keep your head up baby and your ten toes down Wassup
@arandomgirl20307 жыл бұрын
Hailey Budach, I really enjoy your Ten Toes it's really good. thank you
@cristinagonzaba8877 жыл бұрын
Hailey Budach good job
@leslieanger11927 жыл бұрын
lol
@thetopgamer3187 жыл бұрын
loved it, really deep but amazing
@channels67817 жыл бұрын
Hailey Budach love it
@luhwest44637 жыл бұрын
i rap off this beat for thanksgiving but forgot to put it on KZfaq,my family was like i need an contract.ten toe the best
@luhwest44637 жыл бұрын
i need an like'
@tjwaltz84072 жыл бұрын
Love this beat hard story teller !!
@flyyboikyle432 ай бұрын
Back in 2016 when 🥷s was heartbroken & shxttt😹😹
@aaliyahgonzales48185 жыл бұрын
tell me what u think I would appreciate it..subscribe if u think I should make a video of me rapping it (that’s for 1K posting a video soon❤️) 00:21 Look me in my eyes and say u can’t see the pain Tell me u don’t think I cry everyday Remind me that it’s “gonna be okay” That this is just a phase You tell me that I’m strong to keep my chin up and pray You don’t know the thoughts running threw my brain At the end of the day I feel alone in every way All the scars reminding me of when I couldn’t see the light in the dark days I don’t let people see the tears running down my face I let my pride get in the way Put a fake smile on my face And wipe my tears away and act like everything okay When in reality I’m drained I don’t put my trust into people cus one day they’ll walk away I reminisce about the days I had my brother here to say “baby girl wipe ur tears off ur face and be stronger then the demons in ur brain “ I would cut to heal the pain The feeling of the blade running down my skin taking all my thoughts away I’m misunderstood because the way I heal my pain So I hide the way I feel with a smile on my face I want to stop my ways But some days it’s hard to stay away from the feeling of the blade I’m sorry I am weaker then u say I’m sorry I don’t see beauty in me everyday I’m sorry that I’m not okay I’m confused most days I’m happy one second then tears are running down my faces
@justlivingtbh2565 жыл бұрын
Aaliyah Gonzales this was great😊😊 u got ur first like from me. Keep making raps
@aaliyahgonzales48185 жыл бұрын
Arriana Bray thank you I really appreciate it 😊❣️
@babygurla67515 жыл бұрын
I'm listening to the instrument and rapping at the same time to your rap and sounds so good but I can relate I love it keep up the good work
@aaliyahgonzales48185 жыл бұрын
Arlyn Caro thank you I appreciate it a lot
@zqovi92875 жыл бұрын
Thatwas trash
@jasonvera30435 жыл бұрын
0:22 (kinda a fast rap) suffer from depression viewer discretion lost in my collection of imperfection i need a blessing tired of aggression tired of this lesson look at my reflection obsession, deflection, abjection, infection 0:35 i need a resurrection i’m trapped at an intersection with hundreds of different directions causes self-inspection really makes you question is my own projection a true confession? or am i messin with my facial expressions are my emotions under suppression? feel like i’m under possession get me out and then take me to the heavens 0:51
@crustylips75735 жыл бұрын
That's absolutely amazing
@daily.reminders23615 жыл бұрын
@@crustylips7573 agreed the hardest part is the intersection part just rap this sound freaking amazing bro 💯💯💯❤
@crustylips75735 жыл бұрын
@@daily.reminders2361 exactly, couldn't explain it better
@FelipeAtFord5 жыл бұрын
this flows so hard , you can make it faster than the times you put
@queengrant82055 жыл бұрын
Jason Vera lit
@TheRealLegendUniverse Жыл бұрын
Who still remembers this since around 2017 😩😩😩😩
@gavinbonner20002 жыл бұрын
2021 still rapping to this bad ass beat!
@Isabella-re9qc7 жыл бұрын
was getting made fun of since day one had suicidal thoughts just wanted to be done had to move schools, changed her whole life for once didn't think about pickin up that knife things were great and then she fell in love he made her feel good, made her rise above took away her sorrows and took away her pain until she found out his love was just a game from there it all started to go back south lost all confidence, no words came from her mouth thinkin she was hideous, dumb and stupid too life in pieces, apology overdo slowly she reverted back to her old ways locked in her bedroom crying for days slept for way too long, wouldn't eat a thing wanted someone to give her neck a wring panic attacks started to become tradition no one understood, weren't in her position the weight of everything kept on piling higher couldn't stop any of them terrible desires but that girls changed, changed for the better and she loves herself now, more than ever people are gonna keep pushin her to the ground but shes gonna rise, chin up and ten toes down
@djflowers42927 жыл бұрын
dope asf
@jojoabbott57777 жыл бұрын
Isabella .... this best one of all
@fulocje7 жыл бұрын
Usually lyrics in the comment section suck ass but this was legit.
@nyaliyahjames-johnson29727 жыл бұрын
Isabella you have a good rap good job keep the god work up