Sexual trauma is the real soul killer 😭 no amount of therapy, love, or drugs will stop your mind from drifting back to that day. There should be harsher laws in place for the demons that touch a child. RIP 🥺

the pain in her voice 💔 i am so so sorry for your loss. rest well cesar, no more pain 🕊️ 👼

Cesar is proof that no one wakes up and wants to become addicted. I’m so, so sorry he had so much pain and hardship working against him. I’m glad he had the love of his sister while he was here. ❤️

Lost my stepson at age 19. This past July 22nd was 4 years since he passed. My bio son smokes weed and came across something laced with Fentanyl. He developed a problem and came to tell us. He is 22 and sober now but it is TERRIFYING!!! I ALREADY KNOW. ONE SLIP UP, it is probably safer to play Russian Roulette. I HATE FENTANYL and what its doing to our country. May God Bless you and I am so sorry.

There’s nothing more heartbreaking than hearing someone talk about their loved ones in the past tense. I’m so truly sorry. Her brother did not pass in vain. Continue to honor your loved ones and share their stories. We are a village and a community lifting up and honoring all victims of fentanyl poisoning. Anyone dealing this deadly and illicit drug should be prosecuted and punished dearly for their actions!

I never wanted to reach thru a screen to give someone a hug I am so sorry for your lost

💔😭 my sweet loving NUNO 🥺 I miss you so so much friend 😔 continue to get your rest my love 😇 I will forever keep your name & memory alive 🙏🏽

My brother was murdered August 8, 1997. I’m still devastated and traumatized by his murder. You never get over the loss, you just learn to live with it.

Your story is 💯% my story‼️ I pray to God each & every time I have a breakdown thinking about my brother‼️🥺😢😩

This one breaks my heart, I can feel her pain 😭💔

I've watched so many of these videos, but this one hit differently. I felt her pain😢!! I'm praying for her and her family 🙏🏾💜🙏🏾

Literally balling, you can feel the pain in her voice

This one literally broke my heart💔. Her voice, her tears and her face, such sorrow and sadness. I Pray one day she will overcome from this horrible tragedy. God Bless

I really wish these people can see how much pain and anguish their loved ones are left to deal with😢 😢

My best friend lost her brother to a fentanyl OD 2yrs ago. The pain I watched her and her mother go through that night and still today is unimaginable and breaks my heart. He had been clean for over 3 months because he was in jail and 5 days after he got released he was given something laced with fentanyl and was gone in an instant. No family should ever have to experience that pain

just the pain in her face made me cry this is a woman who loved her Brother with all that she had I am just so sorry for your loss I pray he is at Peace and that your Family can Heal God Bless

Get behind and in front of people/politicians that want to change this.

OMG!! I've seen SEVERAL of these videos, but THIS ONE!!! just broke me down to NIL!!!! 💔💔💔💔💔 I am SO VERY SORRY about the loss of your dear brother!! what a BEAUTIFUL SOUL!!! and the fact that you guys were exposed to SO MANY traumatic events in your earlier years is AWFUL!!!! and yes, Cesar was poisoned!!!! I am TRULY SORRY!!! for his loss! I will definitely keep you and the rest of your family in my deepest of 🙏🙏🙏 this is BEYOND TOUGH!!!!!!! I would love to support your NPO on his behalf!! Continue to celebrate HIS LIFE!!! because it meant EVERYTHING!!! God Bless You!!!!❣

„This is a public health crisis!“ She‘s right in every word of this sentence! And I thank his sister for telling us, telling everyone the story of her lovely and smart brother who passed away way too soon! Cesar could have been theoretically my own son, and that‘s one of the more scary things to see and read: The year they were born and the year they passed away 😧 I guess I would have liked him cause we do or sadly did have something in common: Reading books! How many people do know the author „Clive Cussler“? This is my most favorite writer/author and I‘ve read every book he wrote at least three to four times, and then at least a few hundred books more. But I did grow up in a time with no internet, no cell phones and barely any computers around. So what you gonna do? Exactly: Read books! Cesar‘s passing was, as any other video on this channel showed, another unnecessary death and I really hope that justice will be served, but I doubt it tbh 😳 Again, thanks to anybody involved and again especially @Texas Pictures Documentaries for making this video and publish it to raise awareness! With sad regards from Germany 🇩🇪, Philipp

When a person is addicted to opioids they have to have more opioids. They're not thinking they're gonna die with the next pill, they are thinking they are gonna die without the next pill.

Dam man seeing your own friend on this channel never in a million years would I tought this one hurt ty for sharing

It hurts me to see you in pain 😪🙏😪we lost our beloved son in 2017 do to a horrific accident 😪he was only 21 years old I send you a big hug from the bottom of my heart.Revelation 21:4 And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes,and death will be no more,neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore.The former things have passed away.’’

I'm so sorry for your loss Lisette. (sorry if I spelled your name wrong) I just want to give you a huge hug. I know this is so painful for you. My son is 24 and in recovery from opiate addiction. It's the scariest thing ever. Sending you so much love and light. Hugs 🫂 from Little Rock, Arkansas. ♥️🙏🏼🫶🏼💔🕯 Rest in peace and love Nunu. 🕊🕊🕊

I hear you girl like 1000%. I had a father who dealt with addiction, his whole life but as someone who has battled with addiction myself, we know when we buy pills that they may or may not be what people say they are.. I know when people die it somehow alleviate some of the pain to be able to point the finger at someone else but if I’m being 1000% real when you abuse substances past a certain point, it’s a slow death. And we know that.

He sounds like a wonderful guy I’m sorry for your loss. He suffered a lot but was still kind with a big heart. People like that are rare. I’m glad your family has a non profit now in his honor. May he rest in peace.

I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m from Mesquite Tx and this is so scary bc we don’t hear much about this around here and I have 2 teens that I’m constantly checking on. Thank you for sharing your brother with us! God bless you and your family ❤

I am so sorry for your loss I lost my 15 year old son due to acute fentanyl toxication ..prayers to u and your family comfort and sending my condolences

I can feel her pain through the camera. I’m so sorry that she is going through this pain, that her and her siblings had pain throughout their life. No child deserves that. All of this pain, and addiction brought more pain to the family. She loves her brother so much.

We don't want to be addicts. But it's so hard once you have become an addict to get away from drugs. Believe me, we love you all. We just try to feel "normal" we don't want to be sick. If it were not for buprenorphine my husband and I would have died. I 100%believe that with my whole soul. We would have died. And I thank God every day for the buprenorphine. I am not promoting it by any means but it truly saved us.

So sorry for your loss and pain. Truly heartbreaking. RIP Cesar. Take care of yourself, sister.

My heart aches for this family. This drug, this problem has become so big. Noone can experiment with anything these days without possibly dying. It is absolutely terrifying. Thank you for sharing your story. May God bless your family and may your brother rest in peace 🙏 ❤

You're very strong and thanks for sharing the story and you're exactly right This should have been investigated more thoroughly

@texaspicturesdocumentaries Of all the life changing stories y'all have shared with us. This one until now, has hurt me the most. I'm here crying so much, is as if I can feel her pain. I ask God for mercy with the family. To the sister; We might never have the answers, but believe me, God will never leave your side. May Nunu rest in peace.

I’m sorry. This is very sad. What did your brother OD on the other times? The people who are the kindest and purest are also the most sensitive. It’s hard to be a sensitive person in todays world. My son died at 22 and he was very smart and would help anyone. Beautiful person. This sounds bad to people but I’m glad my son is at peace and doesn’t have to deal with this very cruel world. I see people suffer everyday and I’m so happy he is safe.

I’m so very sorry for the loss of your beloved brother, Cesar. I hope he is resting in peace and that you find peace, also. Much love from the UK 🇬🇧 ❤

I'm sorry four loss. My eyes are watering. He was so blessed to have you as a sister.

I’m going through the same journey she went through with her brother. My little brother has severe PTSD from our childhood then from going to war. he is now in and out of rehab and i’m just trying to be here for him.😞 my brothers smile is literally my favorite and i desperately don’t want him to go through this either. all we can do is pray 😞🙏🏼

Thank you for having the courage to share your pain. Clearly, Nuno was a very special person who was robbed of his life due to fentanyl poisoning. I agree that past family trauma makes people especially vulnerable to drug use and increases the likelihood that they may cross paths with life altering and deadly drugs. May Nuno’s story raise awareness and save lives and may he rest in peace surrounded by pure love for eternity. 🌺

Family are in Prayers 🙏 Condolences ❤️❤️ to a Very Loving Family and Sister❤❤❤ of Very ❤️innocent and ❤️ precious Son and Brother and ❤️individual and person. Who Had his entire life ahead of him. ❤ Sorry for your loss.

I’m so sorry for your loss, and yes it makes no difference who you are, you can be exposed to Fentanyl without knowing it. RIP young man. You were loved❤

I'm so sorry for your terrible loss. It's clear that you are still in incredible pain. I hope what you are doing to help others will help with you with your healing. Rest in Peace Nunu🙏

I'm so sorry for your loss. 💔 My boyfriend died six years ago from fentanyl poisoning. Just know that he is still with you. Talk to him. He can hear you. Keep an open mind and an open heart. ❤

May Cesar rest well now with the Angels and please KNOW so very many prayers offered up for you and your Family 💕🙏💕 I thank you for telling us and sharing 💕

✝️I'M SO SO SORRY LISETTE I CAN FEEL YOUR PAIN MAMITA & TEARED UP. REST IN HEAVEN CESAR🕊 NUNO.🕊

I'm so sorry, sister. You are in my heart.

I’m so sorry for your loss 💔🙏🏽

God bless us all and be with us all with His Holy Spirit in all our days from now till the end of time!! I couldn’t finish hearing her story, so heart- breaking, I’m am deeply sorry for your great loss, May Caesar be a peace now and with The Lord.

Condolences to you and your family

Praying for your family grateful heart giver peace ✌🏾

So sorry for your loss prayers fo GOD to wrap his arms around you and carry you through your grief 😢

So sorry for what u & Cesar had to go through, No one should see there loved ones go through this 🕊️💔.

Lord Please Have Mercy on This Whole Family! 🙏🙏

Thank you for this story. I’m so sorry for your loss.

May GOD SHOWER NOTHING BUT LOVE OVER HIS FAMILY ❤️❤️❤️

Heartbreaking tragedy. It’s difficult to understand God’s greater plan. This tragedy has propelled you to take that trauma by the horns and turn it into a force that will help/save so many people dealing with the same circumstance. Your brother didn’t die without a life purpose or mission . You are simply helping him bringing it to fruition and solidifying a legacy of hope and healing. Without you knowing it you were chosen to do Gods work and are part of his plan. May God accompany you in this selfless journey and through it all May you continue heal and experience peace and joy. Many blessing to you and your family. Prayers

Hi sister, I lost my brother too, it’s an unbreakable bond, our brother, our best friend, our everything, and to answer your question how will you and your family overcome this, you won’t, we are broken and there is absolutely zero fixing it, but you will however learn to live with it, august makes 10 years that my sweet brother left us, and I’m still saying it’s not fair, and why MY brother, he had the hugest heart, I had him for 34 years and that’s it, he’s gone and he’s never coming back and it sucks everyday, our whole lives have changed , but from one sister to another, I feel your pain, I cried with you this entire video and my heart goes out to you sending you my love, hugs, and prayers ❤

My condolences and strength for you and your family God bless💚

May God give you strength to endure, may his memory be eternal.

Watching your testimony is like watching my reflection in a mirror … we share the same pain . That pain that goes deep in your bones and destroys your world, your soul and your faith. And the only thing to say is Why. I lost my beloved brother on Feb 4th …….

So sorry for ur loss to u and ur family.. I'm glad and happy that you all are reachi g out to families and educating your community on the Drugs crisis. Thank you for sharing

Sorry 4 your loss.

I'm sorry for your loss! I feel your pain. My daughter was fatally run over before Thanksgiving. It hurts. God bless your journey ❤

So sad

What a beautiful relationship these two siblings have...had. I'm so sorry you and your siblings suffered generational neglect, I have first hand knowledge of it, it's really tough. Prayers to you and your brother and love from Ireland XOX

My deepest condolences to you and family 😪🙏RIP sweetheart 🙏😪

I have talked to my son and daughter about if anyone of your friends offer you to try drugs that person is not a friend you keep away, I tell them what happen to me, never would I hang out with those people.

This story hit home for me. Thank you so much for sharing this testimony and long live Cesar. 🙏🏼🙏🏼 prayers to the family and friends. Amen. And yes we do need more resources in our communities to help the kids and families for support in crisis and addiction. I agree and thank you for starting a nonprofit organization in Cesar’s honor. That’s awesome.

Cesar would be so proud of you, as a sister. You loved him so much, take care of yourself, and god bless you. This was heartbreaking, FENTANYL POISONING is the worst thing out there now, beware !! and take care..

God bless him !

Im so sorry for you're loss. You can see how close you were, and how much you love him😢. Love and prayers 🙏💗

My condolences your family and his friends 😢 I'm so sorry sweetheart ❤

Your brother was blessed to have a special and strong sister like you. He literally had an angel for a sister. My sincerest condolences to you and your family.🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

Rest In Peace Cesar 🙏🏼🙏🏼 Prayers For His Sister and Family. Father, please help his siblings get through this storm. 🙏🏼🙏🏼

I am so sorry for your loss of your brother. You mentioned many things & you seemed to understand that he was trying to kill the emotional & mental pain inside. I am so happy that you are focusing on solutions like counseling for generational abuse & trauma. Also, education of what the one pill can & will do. I wish you all the best. I'm happy to hear that you are not giving up & are working to help others. May God bless you & your family. ❤️ 🙏❤️

I’m so sorry for your loss… I don’t know what your feelings are but to lose someone who means alot to you is devastating enough 😢😢😢😢❤❤❤❤

"Heart" issues. 😢😢😢..A 💔 heart. Oh my...this one..just😢.

My condolences🙏🙏🙏

I’m so sorry for your loss, the loss of your brother,the loss of your innocence, the loss of your childhood, you have had a lot of trauma, abandonment, grief and tragedy and you and your siblings deserved more. I understand you, I have experienced all of that and my childhood was so much like yours and my siblings are in active addiction, I was once there myself. You are right, it is genetic disposition and your brother didn’t ask for it, none of you asked for the parents you got, me either. Both of my parents have since been murdered, more trauma. Keep remembering and sharing about your childhood and your brother, it will help, pain shared is pain lessened. 💕

Oh Lisette - my heart hurts anew! Thank you for all you do to bring awareness!

Oh sweet lady. I'm so sorry. No child should experience what you all did. There's no doubt you leaned on one another. Sometimes, the demons are just too great. God's peace be with you.

❤❤❤❤ i’m so sorry for your incredible loss. There are No words, but please know we are praying for you in Florida.

Your organization is a beautiful way to honor your brother and many, many others! Thank you 🙏🏼 so encouraging ❤

Oh man... This was one of the hardest ones to watch. I'm so so sorry for your loss and all of the family and friends who have lost loved ones to addiction. It's heartbreaking 😭💔

My sincere and heartfelt condolences on your loss. RIP Cesar🙏

It’s the good memories that hurt the most when we lose our loved ones. 😢So sorry.

I pray that your broken heart will heal over time 💔🙏

I'm so sorry this happened to your family. May our heavenly Father send you healing and peace. I pray He takes this pain away from you.

Thank you! Honest and soo touching. I wish you wellbeing and the positive future outlook while carrying his being special and friendly with you!❤

RIP Cesar & prayers to his family.

I am so sorry for your loss..This is so sad.😢He seems like a really good and sweet guy. The feeling of missing him must be terrible. I will pray for the family. It breaks my heart see his sister cry😢rip Cesar❤

I am so sorry for your loss. I can feel the pain, my deepest condolences.

I feel your pain . I'm so sorry. Nuno🌹

I’m so very sorry for your loss…. 🕊🤍😞

Sorry for your loss stay strong

❤❤❤ praying 🙏🙏🙏

I.m so sorry for your loss❤❤❤

Dlaczego tyle dzieci i młodzieży w Ameryce sięga po narkotyki, czy nie są uczone od małego, że to jest złe, że to uzależnia i zabija??? Dlaczego nie mają zdrowych zainteresowań jak dzieci w innych krajach? chyba mają się za dobrze i nie wiedzą co ze sobą robić.

So sorry for your loss. Thanks for sharing your story😑💔

I hope you find peace. Please keep The Good Lord Jesus close. God bless you and your family.

Vessel death is a guarantee, your brother didn’t die…his vessel expired ❤️ took me 25+ years to understand this important truth…I asked so many questions about my dads death when I was 12 years old…if only I knew then it was his vessel that expired and we are only here for a short time on the earth. There is much more to it all and we get deceived into thinking this human experience is all we have ❤️ lean on God 🙂❤️