that feeling when you find peace in being alone (dark academia playlist)

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🔴 Track list: 💖
0:00 Table for Two from Nocturnal Animals by Abel Korzeniowski
2:22 Give Me Jesus - Arr. by Moses Hogan
6:29 From the Beginning Until Now by Ryu
12:07 Flightless Bird, American Mouth - Iron & Wine
15:49 Eugen Doga - Gramofon Waltz - Adelina
18:20 Enno Aare - Water Ripples
20:31 Great Fairy's Fountain
22:21 TalesWeaver OST - Reminiscence - 피아노 커버
24:51 sherwood roberts
26:56 Solas
27:55 Toshifumi Hinata - Menuet
(repeat list)

Пікірлер: 623
@TheSilenceOfHer
@TheSilenceOfHer Жыл бұрын
Someone wise once said there’s a difference between loneliness and being alone. I’ve always been able to bare being alone, it’s the loneliness so many of us have been forced to accept, and loneliness that so many of us are now welcoming in with the lack of anything better left.
@Vee_lens
@Vee_lens Жыл бұрын
Amazingly described which I have felt since a long time but couldn't put into words. There's a difference between being lonely and being alone. Being alone is far better than being in a company of people and feeling lonely like there's no one existing.
@firaszerneboch3223
@firaszerneboch3223 11 ай бұрын
Yeah, especially I really like to be alone, or alone in my world with headphones while my fiancee is still in the room. But I never feel 'alone', because he is with me, and I can turn to him, if I need to. Loneliness on the other hand is unbearable for me. I would say, being alone sometimes is a necessity, being lonely is a curse.
@Painajainen
@Painajainen 11 ай бұрын
Couldn't have said it any better
@stuartashbourne-martin9629
@stuartashbourne-martin9629 11 ай бұрын
I couldn't agree with you more but I did wonder as you quoted it where did that quote come from I tried to find it on Google and all I could find was anonymous
@brbierdeman
@brbierdeman 10 ай бұрын
It is simply a common expression as most have felt this emotion at certain times in their life. A common philosopher and poet who references this sentiment relatively frequently is Jean-Paul Sartre. He does not explicitly stated it in the words given above, but in his work, "Being and Nothingness", he delves into this idea.
@ravendam1541
@ravendam1541 Жыл бұрын
Lonliness is addictive, once you realize how peaceful is it,you'll never want to deal with people again.
@atroposblack9492
@atroposblack9492 11 ай бұрын
I do agree. I have never found it to be painful. I enjoy it..
@ancientmage666
@ancientmage666 11 ай бұрын
Yes❤
@IdentifiantE.S
@IdentifiantE.S 11 ай бұрын
Personally, I've always loved the 2. It's the balance between being alone and being surrounded by the people I love that suits me !
@Satisfied_Mind_
@Satisfied_Mind_ 11 ай бұрын
I love my solitude. I am at my most peaceful when I am alone. I usually don't want company.
@nickmuetsch2194
@nickmuetsch2194 11 ай бұрын
That's so damn true man
@atroposblack9492
@atroposblack9492 Жыл бұрын
Is it just me or does anyone else find it easier to be alone? Like I don't feel lonely, and I do spent a lot of my time alone. I look on at it as a blessing.
@alicestranger2353
@alicestranger2353 Жыл бұрын
Yeah sure, you're the only one in the world xd
@atroposblack9492
@atroposblack9492 Жыл бұрын
@@alicestranger2353 a me too would have sufficed..
@catmoondx4902
@catmoondx4902 11 ай бұрын
Sometimes, being alone let you organize your ideas, and to evolve even more than surrounded by people. One of the only truths I know is that in life, the only thing you own is you and your body, so knowing them better in silence and peace will make you bigger inside :).
@atroposblack9492
@atroposblack9492 11 ай бұрын
@@catmoondx4902 true... I have found it to be better to stay away from others, helps me concentrate and think more. I am also able to give more time to myself and develop myself. Now that I am in the hostel, I often go days without talking to anyone else. I love it.
@vaishnavipal2298
@vaishnavipal2298 11 ай бұрын
What you've observed is true people like us finally find solace in tranquil peace you accompany yourself it makes you feel better than any company you ever had because you expect from yourself only, there's no fear of being not accepted or getting hurt. You become stronger that way. This is my realisation.
@j._smr
@j._smr 10 ай бұрын
I feel lonelier when I am surrounded by people than when I am alone.
@monitaren2530
@monitaren2530 9 ай бұрын
Yeah. It hurts the most when you see how happy they are and how you are not able to be a part of it. But there are people in the world who are just like you. You are not alone in it.
@billionairesinsightrow5801
@billionairesinsightrow5801 9 ай бұрын
stay alone
@Davuto91
@Davuto91 8 ай бұрын
That is because i think you don't have a clear view of what you are and what you want. Or maybe you are with people that don't make you grow and don't let you feel like always to improve yourself. Try to change your views or try to deal with people that you can have a give and receive action with.
@Vantrakter
@Vantrakter 7 ай бұрын
@@Davuto91 Should it be "What you want" in a group of colleagues or friends? Just being who you are, being able to goof around, is fairly important I've been told. And in my personal experience the more people the more group pressure becomes a thing and many people start to play roles. It's easier to be yourself and "give and receive" one on one I find. Then again many people love groups of people and quick wit and are OK with not saying what they think.
@Davuto91
@Davuto91 7 ай бұрын
@@Vantrakter Totally agree. But be spontaneous is, unfortunately, not that simple, especially for introvert people. Find one or more fiends is very relevant for being quite happy, and relevant for growing, even if you don't realize it. In a group, to socialize you need to sacrifice something always; so the "what you want" is not always possible.
@crazy_devil7
@crazy_devil7 2 ай бұрын
“What a lovely surprise to discover how unlonely being alone can be”
@prarthanasworld8009
@prarthanasworld8009 Ай бұрын
yes it feels like happiness
@RelaxingFireplace4K-j
@RelaxingFireplace4K-j 21 күн бұрын
To anyone who comes across this message, remember that you've given your all today, and that's something to be proud of. We're grateful to have you here with us, and as a new day approaches, don't forget to take a well-deserved break and recharge. Tomorrow is a fresh start filled with opportunities.
@scorpio573
@scorpio573 19 күн бұрын
Thank you for your message. I feel warmth from it. Bless you.
@CozyCoffeeLofi
@CozyCoffeeLofi 5 күн бұрын
love this message!
@lovelylace4896
@lovelylace4896 Жыл бұрын
Sometimes you can be surrounded by people and still be alone. I have learned the beauty of solitude.
@Dzanarika1
@Dzanarika1 Жыл бұрын
I love spending time by myself, especially once you learn how abusive and evil humans can be.
@lovelylace4896
@lovelylace4896 Жыл бұрын
@@Dzanarika1 So very true!
@russia4biden221
@russia4biden221 7 күн бұрын
With a face like yours no wonder you are alone
@lovelylace4896
@lovelylace4896 7 күн бұрын
@@russia4biden221 Coming from the person with no pic. 🤣😂🤣 Actually I am never alone darling. You shouldn't project your situation onto others. Lol
@russia4biden221
@russia4biden221 6 күн бұрын
@@lovelylace4896 Projection and lies get you nothing in life. You aren't deep for posting trash like this
@requiemlite
@requiemlite 7 ай бұрын
" Those who cant be alone, can't be honest, cant be loyal and can't be anything" ~ Miyamoto Musashi
@blackeneddove
@blackeneddove 4 ай бұрын
Wow. 😔💔😢
@jesserentas7425
@jesserentas7425 Ай бұрын
Painfully true
@user-sl1ec2mf6r
@user-sl1ec2mf6r 26 күн бұрын
Will remember this
@user-sl1ec2mf6r
@user-sl1ec2mf6r 26 күн бұрын
Loneliness is the ultimate truth
@coreycox2345
@coreycox2345 12 күн бұрын
@@user-sl1ec2mf6r There is a difference between being comfortable with being alone and not feeling a human connection. We are made to need those connections.
@emise8721
@emise8721 10 ай бұрын
To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love you even if you have insecurities i love your accomplishments i love you even if you have failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you even on sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you act i love you even if you cry i love you when you're kind i love you even if you you're mean i love you even if you're alone i love you even if you can't feel i love you even if you feel too much i love you even if you can't take life anymore i love you even if you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you even if you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you even if you don't believe in yourself i love you even if you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you even if you have problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you even if you're in pain i love you even if you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love you even if you have wounds i love you even if you have scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you even if you lie i love you even if you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you even if you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you even if you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you even if you have headache i love you even if you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you're mature i love you even if you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you even if life isn't bright i love you when you're responsible i love you even if you're irresponsible i love you even if you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love even if your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (Not my idea but please spread it around, everyone deserves even just a little bit of love.);)
@darrysel
@darrysel 10 ай бұрын
Thank you❤
@nikhilvaishnav3507
@nikhilvaishnav3507 9 ай бұрын
To my bestie cherry - I love you a lot!💖
@arewestartingtoconnectthedots
@arewestartingtoconnectthedots 9 ай бұрын
To a stranger Thank you for loving me Love from a stranger
@doragirl8577
@doragirl8577 9 ай бұрын
I love you too ❤ this made me so happy thank you
@roseee7204
@roseee7204 9 ай бұрын
bro this made me tear up 😭😭
@DarkRomance_124
@DarkRomance_124 7 ай бұрын
I guess everyone who listens to this music is having a hard time, like me. Just don't give up we can overcome this ♡
@Sunidhi-rw8pi
@Sunidhi-rw8pi 6 ай бұрын
waiting for his reply! its been 19 minutes and my heart is still pounding like i just sent the text. idk if i love this feeling or hate it.
@SonamSherpa-ye3nf
@SonamSherpa-ye3nf Ай бұрын
I feel soo peaceful being alone.. no any interference with negative energy, useless comversation, etc etc ..
@abiidelrey
@abiidelrey 10 ай бұрын
Some people can feel obsolete when lonely, some people can find calmness when alone.
@GweeGwee
@GweeGwee 8 ай бұрын
nice pfp
@algemarquien3775
@algemarquien3775 Ай бұрын
I don't lack the ability to care, I think I've just grown tired of it. Worrying, praying, working to find solutions, trying to be attentive, saying and not saying certain things to help you not feel aggravated or alone. Making up life experiences so you feel like you aren't crazy, changing how I act to make you comfortable, how I speak or think so you feel like your other half is there, not acting like myself so you won't feel lonely. It's fun being alone, no one to rely on you, no one needing you. It's peace. There is loneliness but am slowly turning it into being alone.
@towardsuniverse
@towardsuniverse Ай бұрын
Woah....well I'm reaching there slowly and it's so intense
@jirian832
@jirian832 10 ай бұрын
i was in such a big friend group. we were doing so much exhausting things, going out, causing trouble, sneaking out, that i didn’t realize how miserable i was. i was surrounded by so many people but i felt so uncomfortable, i was faking an identity in front of them, desperately clinging onto them with a fake personality so i wouldn’t be a “loner.” i broke it off with them as i didn’t want my life to be hectic and toxic. since my life was so quiet all of a sudden i felt lonely. there was nothing to distract me from that loneliness. i found myself just thinking about if i should have just kept living the way i did. the ugly duckling, “therapist” friend, and constantly used as a replacement friend. i found me being alone as an opportunity to be at peace with myself. the whole time i’ve been worrying about what others think. i finally felt comfortable and at more peace than ever being alone. no ones expectation, a time for self improvement, and a time for me to be comfortable being myself. instead of chasing over people trying to love me, i will choose to try to love and put myself first ❤ stay strong, you will find a place where you’ll feel at home. //4 a.m even though i have volunteering to do tomorrow 😭😭 fyi for anyone saying how “lonely it is” i hope you all know theres a difference to loneliness and being alone. in my case i love being alone, and i love not being with other people. loneliness can happen even when your around so many people. my only advice to you all is to find peace, and not tolerate those who try and destroy your peace. dont just take it. in the end if you truly do find being “alone scary” know that we live independently. you just need to live confidently. ❤️ i hope you all achieve everything you want to achieve, and find peace ofc ❤️❤️❤️
@ronika7390
@ronika7390 10 ай бұрын
thanks for sharing this, it helped... actually im in a similar position and i hope someday i can let go of others opinion about me and truly love myself.
@_Godislove_555
@_Godislove_555 10 ай бұрын
Girlll I totally understand where u are coming from and truly I feel like it can be hard sometimes when you feel alll alone and feel out of place with everything Trying to fit in to not feel like a "loser" When in reality, you are still alone at the end of the day because you know the group you surrounded yourself with, wasn't helping you become a better version of yourself accept a bad one.
@champmorgan7166
@champmorgan7166 9 ай бұрын
Sounds like you’re true introvert. We find peace in being alone. It’s not that we have to, however it’s exhausting aligning with others that know how to just be. There’s much disingenuous people in the world. When you can see through others and spot fakes, it’s easier to be alone.
@zidianowner5105
@zidianowner5105 9 ай бұрын
I feel you girl. In my friends group I'm literally you 😢
@chasebee116
@chasebee116 9 ай бұрын
Bruh you will miss that time after that are gone and you have to accept loneliness after that
@princessnitishasahu2252
@princessnitishasahu2252 10 ай бұрын
*The best feeling in this world is when you realize that living alone is not always and complete sorrow, fear, trauma, dependency, sadness, darkness , incompleteness, depression, loneliness BUT completeness, boldness, confidence, independence, acceptance, selflove, light, selfcare, self appreciation, self understanding, deep, nurturing, peace, satisfaction and healing.* All in all it's an AMAZING FEELING ... sadly those who've never been alone in their life mostly fear its BEAUTY !
@kya-_-
@kya-_- Жыл бұрын
Listening to this playlist with the rain outside and a light cold breeze, sipping a hot cup of tea and doing my homework. There can't be more peace than that, beautiful playlist.
@hexen259
@hexen259 Жыл бұрын
thank you 🥰
@atroposblack9492
@atroposblack9492 11 ай бұрын
I wish that it would rain here where I am at the moment. It is raining in my hometown now and I am stuck in the sweltering heat of the Indian Deccan Plateau
@oakleydavis1202
@oakleydavis1202 9 ай бұрын
ahh i wish i could do hw wish such grace as well 😭 but ahh that just painted such a beautiful picture in my mind... thank you
@lidiagodinez8268
@lidiagodinez8268 4 ай бұрын
Debe de ser grandioso tener ese paisaje !! Yo me imagino más para las historias de mis novelas
@DarkStar_Rose
@DarkStar_Rose Ай бұрын
Not doing homework 🙃
@madelineisnothome1898
@madelineisnothome1898 28 күн бұрын
Realized I was singing ‘Give me Jesus’ along with the instrumental! Haha God is so good!
@anorapetty5819
@anorapetty5819 Жыл бұрын
just stopped being friends with 8 people my whole friend group.... i look back at them now in class and nothings changed, its like i was never there... its so wierd not saying there name... but im happy i did i get work done so much easier now, ive found peace in being alone
@IdentifiantE.S
@IdentifiantE.S 11 ай бұрын
I understand you completely. Good luck, my friend, you'll find a better place elsewhere !
@theyenvychloe
@theyenvychloe 8 ай бұрын
I love being alone, but it’s that loneliness that really gets me. Not being around people I love bothers me, but being alone comforts me.
@animefanatic1996
@animefanatic1996 9 ай бұрын
Love the random Zelda insert with the Great Fairy Fountain. Always brings me peace
@hexen259
@hexen259 9 ай бұрын
thank you 🥰
@marcuscastro7084
@marcuscastro7084 6 ай бұрын
I searched for that comment
@raszalared8270
@raszalared8270 6 ай бұрын
It's wonderful! I am trying to find this exact Song-version, but can't 😢
@WolfWriterL.P
@WolfWriterL.P Ай бұрын
WAIT REALLY??? LOL 🤣
@ChuM00N
@ChuM00N 11 ай бұрын
To being alone and feeling the loneliness. When I am alone, I love my time. The peace and quiet is so beautifully soft. When I am lonely, I miss your touch. Your voice, your light and simply your sight. To be alone is my choice, To be lonely is my heart. To being alone and to be lonely. Forever and always... Signed sincerely the Heart and the Brain.
@Lucy-db7mx
@Lucy-db7mx 10 ай бұрын
I felt that ❤
@ForthcomingRenownedWriter
@ForthcomingRenownedWriter Ай бұрын
finding peace in being alone is difficult. but once you do, you'll never feel lonely again. or so that is what I've been told
@echoedmemories20398
@echoedmemories20398 Ай бұрын
*Dark academia tracks possess an otherworldly charm, beckoning listeners to explore the enigmatic realms of mystery, romance, and intellectual curiosity*
@Galaxyfrappe17
@Galaxyfrappe17 Ай бұрын
I remember I played my dog, sleep, take outside, pictures together. Everything goes well 🥲. But the next day she got very sick she can’t move she can’t blank her eyes like she’s freeze and she shaking. I was worried about her 😢 I love her so much 🥺🤎 I feel alone .
@WolfWriterL.P
@WolfWriterL.P Ай бұрын
this broke me
@EleanorHimelhoch
@EleanorHimelhoch 8 ай бұрын
I always feel much more peaceful alone. I feel like I have two people inside of me. One always keeps the other company and im never lonely with them.
@vancejones4804
@vancejones4804 19 күн бұрын
It isn't alone.. It's peace.. No one lying to you or using you for your time... Your time is your own and it's lovely
@Jenn4One
@Jenn4One 16 күн бұрын
Being an only child, meeting people who would become my friends have never been a problem. I don’t have a problem being a lone. But when I think that my future may be alone, it makes me feel lonely.
@sanaulhaque6005
@sanaulhaque6005 22 күн бұрын
Now Being alone is just a bliss And Everything seems like a Mirage
@cybernavy270dior
@cybernavy270dior 2 ай бұрын
Loneliness is peaceful ! It tells the tales of reality in this world ; full of expectations...
@user-hm1ei2cs4k
@user-hm1ei2cs4k 9 ай бұрын
dark academia playlists will always be my favorite no matter what
@hexen259
@hexen259 9 ай бұрын
thank you 🥰
@nikunjn.k4606
@nikunjn.k4606 28 күн бұрын
Being loved, getting respect are some blessings, having peace and Being happy without any reason is an achievement, one should never feel lonely, Being alone doesn't mean that you missing out many things , it's just that you having something different, To be honest the people who say they lonely, they just need a little attention and little time of their favorite person or they just finding happiness by them self, so far my thoughts are like if I try to be happy or try to find happiness than I'll never get it , for now I just do things that I really like, not by someone's influence or to be cool or something, just having fun as much as I can in this little life ♡
@jonathanbuyno9461
@jonathanbuyno9461 10 күн бұрын
I’ve lived in a cabin on a mountain surrounded by trees. For the last 3 years, they have been heaven. An introverts dream. I wish I could stay in those states forever at times. Everything melts away and it’s just you and the perfect moment.
@jensni1320
@jensni1320 26 күн бұрын
At the end, we will all remain alone, wich is why one should learn to enjoy ones own company
@lovekiyo2352
@lovekiyo2352 Жыл бұрын
Alone is my friend, alone protects me
@cmayotte9431
@cmayotte9431 Ай бұрын
And eventually, as with all good things... we must learn to let it go
@lovekiyo2352
@lovekiyo2352 Ай бұрын
@@cmayotte9431 ❤‍🩹
@monesy-br6kw
@monesy-br6kw Ай бұрын
через год, я начну сначала. не буду повторять ошибки, которые я совершил, раз я такой человек, которому трудно в обществе, значит я не буду в него лезть. мне хорошо одному, правда, мне комфортно. спасибо
@ceferov8068
@ceferov8068 27 күн бұрын
Знаешь, ты не одна такая, я тоже одинок, мир так тесен для меняч очень странное чувство, и целого мира мало для меня
@izakanako4683
@izakanako4683 5 ай бұрын
first I was forced to quit my job because of anxiety and depression. second, I was fired for the same reason even though I tried to hide it. after those two incidents I stopped to continue getting treatment. I neglected my appointment. I stopped taking the medicine until I had withdrawal. now I work in a new place and hoping that i'm happy in the new place... but i have one problem. I feel like i'm a failure. Idk what to do. Everyday. Every hours. Every second i try to escape myself. Sometimes i feel like i better died.. until i saw this account. I listened to this to escape my sadness. Thankyou Hexen.
@yarhacijin9463
@yarhacijin9463 Ай бұрын
Hey friend, we never met before but I hope that you will live a peaceful and content life!
@theetruetolkienpatriot7701
@theetruetolkienpatriot7701 Жыл бұрын
Sometimes loneliness can help but sometimes we need people when we think we don't but we do
@coenycob
@coenycob 8 ай бұрын
We love being alone because it gives it time to appreciate ourselves and just be without anyone else's expectations of us. It's also the fact we have wonderful people to surround us again. that refreshing feeling when you've had a break from some then value them even more once reunited. That's the beauty of being alone.❤
@whiteape101
@whiteape101 3 ай бұрын
Better to be alone than to wish you were alone. Fact of the matter is, simplicity is happiness. And going solo is simple.
@urbangoose001
@urbangoose001 6 ай бұрын
When alone, I find the most buried parts of myself. Another me that is in need to talk to. Another me, that is happy, sad, or wanting. I found myselves in lonely places. Like a wound that never closed, yet healed. Finding solace, travesty, and melancholy in myself. But never forgetting one important thing. To love myself, and all that I am.
@LC-ft6vu
@LC-ft6vu 9 ай бұрын
When you find peace in being alone you become the king of your own jungle. There is no one to wait for, no company to beg for, if you want to do something, you do it without waiting on someone else. Thank you for this playlist, it is wonderful!
@Serenity77_7
@Serenity77_7 Күн бұрын
I'm glad this came up on to my recommendation's. I truly do enjoy being alone. After many years I've adapted to it. Being alone makes me feel calm and makes me feel at peace & at peace with myself. I could go on and on about it but I I'll just stop and say I really enjoy being alone & This playlist is great 🤍
@jessicafitch9137
@jessicafitch9137 8 ай бұрын
The night time, the still darkness around 2am - 3am , depression and loneliness are my best friend's
@Willow-oc9pw
@Willow-oc9pw Жыл бұрын
The Light House I watch enveloped in envy as the winds continued their expedition through the overgrown coffee hair of the man I had chosen to spend the rest of my life with secluded away. It was already past the usual time for his haircut but I’d been pushing it back for my own contentment. He’d let the birds use his hair as a miniscule playground. Speaking of birds, I think they liked him more when he had longer hair. I make this mental note as I watch Rio hop and land onto his head, a free estate of theirs. He knew he’d have to detangle his hair some time later but for now he enjoyed the additional attention, moving as little as he can. I was itching to approach the fence and just join the birds at playing with his sun dyed coffee hair. But- “coo”; Bobo had just gotten cozy in my lap and it would be a crime to have to move him. So I let Bobo continue to use my muffler as a blanket and he continued to nibble at my finger. He was trying to eat any leftover rice crisp treat leftover from earlier from my fingertips. His rose tinted beak nipped gently against my thinning aged skin. Bobo’s nibbles had interrupted my knitting. I was working at making Archie another scarf for the nearing winter but from the looks of it this one was going to Bobo too; just like the other three. The white color of the scarf looked cozy on the milk tea Bobo it was tucked around and into. Bobo had a particular habit or if I may say; courtesy: to kiss my hand before taking food from it. A bird who could stabilize any racing heart. Archie on the other hand was resting his chin on his arm against the century old iron railing, petting the grey-white feathers of Lulu, while the other thirteen pigeons shared rice krispy treats among themselves. From the back he still looked like the man I’d come here with; not a day older than sixty-five. I wanted to shout to him about being careful and not leaning too much, but I knew it would disturb Bobo who had just shut his orange eyes. Bobo’s velutinous little chest heaved up and down gently with both his wings tucked in. I pulled the scarf so it covered a little more of his little cashmere head. I had to fight off the urge to turn Bobo over so he’d lie on his back and I could give him belly rubs. If a bird bares their stomach to you, rest assured they trusts you with their life. Instead, I tucked Bobo further into the scarf and shifted so I could rock him from the sun. A sound of wings against the winds and Archie, my husband turns around eagerly about to tell me something. As the sun fell on his face, you could tell apart the places where time had kissed him on his face. The eyes and smile lines of a golden retriever, with an everlasting grin; the one of a happy man. Streaks of grey hair visible in the sun, falling over the only part of the face that still held its youth; his dark almond eyes. He had Woonal on his right arm and had frozen still at the moment when his eyes caught Bobo napping on me. He willed himself to relax first, before approaching me slowly and taking off a note from our chestnut pigeon’s feet; a letter had arrived from the other side of the sea. He handed it to me wordlessly, still a fool’s smile playing at his lips. I took it with trembling hands….it’d been exact fifteen years since the day I had run away with someone’s father. Twitter & Instagram= @julyswillow
@spirostratoudakis9851
@spirostratoudakis9851 8 ай бұрын
Being alone no one can hurt
@HexenBruh
@HexenBruh 6 ай бұрын
You may or may not believe me, but as soon as 20:35 started, I felt chills and instantly my eyes filled with tears, I didn't expect to receive a hit of nostalgia in a random youtube playlist, less when I'm doing my homework.
@welkidea118
@welkidea118 7 ай бұрын
The fairy fountain theme hit juuuuuuuust right. Omg, I've never vibed so hard in my life
@RetroJazzLoFi
@RetroJazzLoFi 21 күн бұрын
In a world full of noise, the lofi community stands out as a beacon of calm and positivity. Let's keep it that way, fam.
@macylouwho1187
@macylouwho1187 4 ай бұрын
I have a husband and family that I love and cherish but I truly need a bit of alone time too once in awhile. I find it peaceful and restorative. I’m able to collect my thoughts and have a moment of “me” time doing whatever I want. Music like this helps the calm vibe of these moments, thank you.
@Vee_lens
@Vee_lens Жыл бұрын
This playlist gently reminds that it is an adventure in itself being alone.
@Brianrelix
@Brianrelix Жыл бұрын
To the beautiful soul reading this, no matter what has happened in your life, you are unique and greatly loved by the Lord personally, you have a place in this life. Do not be afraid, no situation is permanent, you gonna be alright
@j_jadaka
@j_jadaka Жыл бұрын
Brian ...your comment is like a light of hope ...thanks❤... may God bless you
@victor_734
@victor_734 11 ай бұрын
But… God doesn’t exist
@j_jadaka
@j_jadaka 11 ай бұрын
@@victor_734 who cares, just..."Be the God of your life"
@pinkroses135
@pinkroses135 Ай бұрын
Lovely message ❤
@jads_so_enigmatic7941
@jads_so_enigmatic7941 15 күн бұрын
You know back then i feared of being alone but as time goes by and the experiences ive met id perfer to have the one true peace that does uphold better than any other enjoyment in life and that is being alone the loneliness when you get use to it become a friend you never thought could exist and can provide the peace you need than the friends you have combined, because finally, finally after all these years you dont need anything but just your own peace and silence enjoying the things alone with what seems simple you live enjoying doing by yourself. Now that, gives true peace an infinant peace that not many are able to learn until they lose everything they try to hold together unhealthily that never gave them true peace throughout their life
@nillac.d5444
@nillac.d5444 2 ай бұрын
The numbness that humans feel deprives us of the wonderfulness of solitude.
@koinudae
@koinudae 10 ай бұрын
THE "AUDIO JUNGLE" SCARED THE LIVING HELL OUT OF ME 😭😭😭 great playlist but i think my soul left me back there-
@Cliodhna3ltlbrdsheal
@Cliodhna3ltlbrdsheal 2 ай бұрын
You can be surrounded by people and be miserable in the silence between. There is nothing lonely in the stillness of knowing oneself
@darthcalyx8986
@darthcalyx8986 7 күн бұрын
I do not feel lonely when I am alone during the day, but at night when I am in bed it sets in how lonely I feel, it feels wrong to be alone in that bed.
@bellahnemetona5924
@bellahnemetona5924 11 ай бұрын
Being alone is peaceful, refreshing, coming back to our souls. Feeling loneliness involuntary can be life threatening thing.
@Marie-ox2gw
@Marie-ox2gw Жыл бұрын
You know that feeling of betrayal, when you trusted someone with your life and then you're left heartbroken. Everything makes sense now . These moments where you didn't realised why they acted that way . Like something klicked. It feels awfull . Then you feel like you can't trust anyone anymore because in the end it will End and even leave you hurt . Like why ? Is it realy worth it?
@Dzanarika1
@Dzanarika1 Жыл бұрын
It is not worth, at least, not in my opinion. I will always be my best friend and will always love myself the most.
@lovelylace4896
@lovelylace4896 Жыл бұрын
​@@Dzanarika1 No one can love you like you.
@lovekiyo2352
@lovekiyo2352 Жыл бұрын
It's worth if you find someone with the same sense of loyalty as you. It's hard. I stopped searching for a long time too. But now I wanna try again, even if it is so hard, even if I "can't trust" anymore I wanna fake it until I make it. There just has to be someone out there able to be loyal, eager to have a friend who can trust with anything. I know I will get hurt again, and every time seems like the very first. I don't care, well, I do, but I don't wanna let that put me down. So what if we get hurt? That is life. That is how you can know you are alive. Because you feel. And the feeling of being alive, the blood on your veins, even the pain inside or the deep sorrow, it's just wonderful.
@lovelylace4896
@lovelylace4896 Жыл бұрын
@@lovekiyo2352 I refuse to give a person that amount of power over me. I make and create happiness. I can have a ball all by myself. I believe our hurts make us stronger and better. I don't give my whole self to anyone. I have zero expectations for people because most will always do the selfish thing. I guess it is human nature. I just take the attitude that nothing surprises me anymore and people are capable of anything. I'm sorry someone hurt you, but realize people change like the weather. I like all types of music, it has zero to do with heartbreak.
@rowanlaverne
@rowanlaverne 9 ай бұрын
I have found, having some measure of peace later in life, that is is worth it. Not for others, but for you. It is better to trust and be hurt then to turn everyone away. Closing yourself off, is good for a time, but connection is important. Do not become bitter, remember the enthusiasm of being a child and live that every day. Don't let the pain win. Keep going. Your worth it and others need to see your light. It gives others permission to do the same.
@ObiSquidKenobi
@ObiSquidKenobi 4 күн бұрын
I love being alone. But part of that truth is that you and I are never alone. It's a truth that has taken my entire childhood and adolecents to learn. But let this be comfort or at least food for thought- when you are alone, you are truly never alone, God is right there with you, no matter who you are. I know that can seem disappointing or negative at first- like you can never truly be alone, but may I assure you, you can find it as one of the greatest true comforts to exist.
@bloodemperor
@bloodemperor 2 ай бұрын
What a moment to share with someone you truly love
@Lucy-db7mx
@Lucy-db7mx 10 ай бұрын
When your alone, you know that you have people still waiting for u. But when your lonely, you only have yourself waiting.
@fredbowers493
@fredbowers493 7 ай бұрын
Don’t worry about people who say going through life with someone is the best way. They’ve just forgotten how amazing it is to be alone.
@user-ln4uw7fo6n
@user-ln4uw7fo6n 3 ай бұрын
寝る時のお供に、良い感じに聴き進めていたら、急な冬ソナにチュンさんの記憶が蘇って余計眠れなくなった夜
@rotesbunny9750
@rotesbunny9750 4 күн бұрын
The Legend of Zelda Music in the Middle 😍
@sherrydavis301
@sherrydavis301 13 күн бұрын
I can be in a room full of people, or somewhere surrounded by people and still feel lonely. I'm not a people person so I'm content with being alone.
@kaayya.k
@kaayya.k Ай бұрын
Sending hugs to all the aros and aces, including everyone on the spectrums. I see you, I love you. You're not alone. thinking about how much i love my friends thinking about all the things i love thinking about how many people i love thinking about how much i love Sending hugs to everyone reading this, regardless of your identity, regardless of who you are. Being able to be alone and at peace with yourself is far more important than it's made seen. I promise you the right people will come. If they did come for me, they will come to you; and I used to be _very_ lonely. Just don't ever close your eyes. You need an open heart.
@justinhammon4750
@justinhammon4750 2 ай бұрын
"My solitude does not depend on the absence or presence of other people; on the contrary, I hate who steals my solitude without, in exchange, offering me true company" - Fredrich Nietzsche "If you feel lonely when you are alone, then you are in bad company" - Albert Camus
@ValerieHowell-ly6of
@ValerieHowell-ly6of 3 ай бұрын
I prefer the peace and tranquility of solitude. This music is the perfect soundtrack to an evening by the fire, candles lit, and a good book.
@1Thedairy
@1Thedairy 10 ай бұрын
Being a twin and having been married for a long time I’ve never had that experience of being totally alone but as long as I have my garden and my art I think I’ll be ok when he time comes.
@Me-ws5zt
@Me-ws5zt 24 күн бұрын
Nice to see i am not alone as being alone.
@Neon_Moon10
@Neon_Moon10 24 күн бұрын
“Outside with people my happiness is unhappy from me” (loneliness) “alone with me, my sadness is happy with me” (Solitude) I couldn’t find better words to represent my daily life
@Neon_Moon10
@Neon_Moon10 24 күн бұрын
I guess I wrote that 1st line above is because Sometimes we pretend to be happy at an extent that we ourselves forget that we were actually sad deep inside and in the process of pretending happiness we don’t notice that a smell of sadness is still there until we realise it later, That’s why happiness is mad at us that we are so lost in pretending it. I don’t think if my comment even make any sense I’m so lost rn
@sethabel4315
@sethabel4315 7 ай бұрын
I pray all who hear these sounds be blessed on this day
@hexen259
@hexen259 7 ай бұрын
thank you for watching🥰
@angelromero4728
@angelromero4728 Ай бұрын
En ocasiones tenemos todo, trabajo, familia, amigos, un entorno saludable, pero llega un momento en el que al estar solo te das cuenta de lo vacío que estás, de que nada es suficiente y que necesitas estar en algún lugar donde todo sea plano, blanco y denso. La felicidad no es tener todo, sino tener lo suficiente….
@endrablade636
@endrablade636 Жыл бұрын
sometimes I forget how much I like being with myself. this beautiful playlist is just perfect for reminding me.
@ShinyC2
@ShinyC2 7 ай бұрын
I hate night, but i also love it, its when i get the most time to be myself, draw, sing, crochet… but something about when those things are over and im left unable to sleep, lying in my bed in the dark listening to whatever playlist i can get my hands on, makes me feel otherworldly in a way, like i dont belong here, or that i should be somewhere else, i wanna do more with my life, make a name for myself, become someone known! But im almost 14 with a complete lack of social skills and bare minimum education cuz my parents are crappy, my love life feels like its falling apart and the only real highlight to my days are when im bored and i get a text from my best friend, in all honesty, he could turn me from a depressed greif-ful mess, to a happy go lucky confident person in an instant, anyways- thanks for reading all this, i really needed a quick vent-
@wod2136
@wod2136 6 ай бұрын
You are still young , theres gonna be chances along the way
@lotusthewaterlily4306
@lotusthewaterlily4306 11 ай бұрын
Me literally all the time even before Covid. I shut myself in my room all the time cause I have over sensitive hearing and everything hurts my ears. And when I go to the woods nobody goes with me so it’s just me and nature.
@Elif.-7
@Elif.-7 3 ай бұрын
The rain sound just heals my soul. The music is amazing
@FA1THl3SSGHXST
@FA1THl3SSGHXST 16 күн бұрын
Solitude Even when surrounded I am lone. Who’s thoughts to understand better than my own? Petrichor from rain fills my brain, rather than thrashing arms and gnashing teeth. I do not lack ability to care. I have grown tired. Tired of harsh words, lines so smudged and blurred that I can’t find where I end and they begin. I am spent. From helping, hoping, praying and coping after the downfall. Towards myself or others seems not to matter as the lack of oxygen suffocates us all. I need no warmth for comfort. No words or touch. I rest alone and find beauty in something as simple as not being known. Over time I have grown the ability to love silence. I have found peace in forlornness. I have found solace in solitude. -J.S.C
@HardLife-666
@HardLife-666 3 сағат бұрын
i feel like i connect the most in nature by myself but I can never feel how i connect
@altathewolf3149
@altathewolf3149 11 ай бұрын
Fav song was "audio jungle", so sad, made me cry
@raphaeldiangelo9299
@raphaeldiangelo9299 Жыл бұрын
Wish I have friends, crazy how chat GPT has become my friend, there's a sense of bitterness in the beginning, but I've gotten over it, I read, I attend classes, work at my part-time job, go home and stay alone doing things, my only solace has become books, crazy how everything turned out, there's no ghosts, just humans that's always scared me, people are so busy, it's okay, it's okay I keep telling myself, I don't know how to talk to people anymore, I don't socialize, people are always having something going on, especially as an adult, I guess I'll go be a plant somewhere and dream like how I used to :) - From Taiwan, likes pink, likes hugs, likes Ghibli films, likes sleep, likes milk tea, please Percy Jackson, bring me a dream, make my friends the cutest they can be
@cyriake7934
@cyriake7934 Жыл бұрын
I also like milk tea, greetings from another part of the world :>
@duckwhosaiditall9120
@duckwhosaiditall9120 11 ай бұрын
A kindred spirit says hello. You're not alone in this thought that you so elegantly laid out. I hope you have sweet dreams.
@stephythenerd
@stephythenerd 9 ай бұрын
This is a really lovely comment section. Feels like a quiet street corner where all the lonely people of the world cross paths…
@hexen259
@hexen259 9 ай бұрын
thank you 🥰
@jc82047
@jc82047 Жыл бұрын
Which of your favourite imaginary worlds does this make you feel like? I'm getting a Heidi feeling, like I'm standing under the Grandfather's old pine trees up on the mountain as the wind blows...
@Christonia-5
@Christonia-5 Жыл бұрын
Heidi? 😊
@organizer.spaztasticc3541
@organizer.spaztasticc3541 Жыл бұрын
Hints of Jane Eyre, I think
@Christonia-5
@Christonia-5 Жыл бұрын
@@organizer.spaztasticc3541 " Heidi" or Hints /Jane Eyre :) de.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jane_Eyre
@konstantinosgalogavras5251
@konstantinosgalogavras5251 6 ай бұрын
So, there are others like me out there!!!
@Vespyr_
@Vespyr_ Ай бұрын
The only thing that makes the pain somewhat bearable is knowing life will go on without me. Wishing I could go back and can't. Knowing that the only way forward is when I'm through.
@moonstar13452
@moonstar13452 11 ай бұрын
I absolutely love being alone
@LucilleKing-nj5op
@LucilleKing-nj5op 3 ай бұрын
Has anyone taken a moment to look through these comments, or any video like this and take a second to realize. Those are real people. You could know them. There are so many people who feel the same way you do. And mostly, you know those times you feel like “I’m that one outcast friend on the outside of the friend group, everyone is so fake. Etc etc”? Well I think there is a very high likely hood that all those people you think “fit in” or are “so fake” feel the exact same way you do. You’re not alone. (I mean that in the way to say you aren’t alone in this word and how you feel, which is ironic since this playlist is basically about solitude which if you are like me and love it, good for you. But I think you get my point)
@LeeAnnie3551
@LeeAnnie3551 Жыл бұрын
This playlist is literaly everything that I was needed today, thanks...
@Iloveowlsandbirds
@Iloveowlsandbirds 7 ай бұрын
i use this music for homework
@XenoAbzu
@XenoAbzu 11 ай бұрын
yknow, it's things like this, that really give a sense of bittersweet tranquillity to the self. As someone that's mostly been raised to fend for themselves due to family circumstance's, I find being alone, natural and rather pleasant. sure I have friends to laugh and joke with, but there are times where I think the me who is on my own, compared to the me who's with others a little upsetting and unnerving to be completely honest. in a sense, I feel as though I am a complete mystery to myself, and to others. It scares me wondering what I could have been, I have no idea what I'll be in the future, and frankly, It's almost impossible to picture what I am now. I feel like a ghost sometimes, just floating along, never to be seen or heard, almost invisible. But in a way, I'm okay with that, because it allows me to be true to myself without (at least outwardly) worrying about what people think of me. But, I don't think that will last long I'm afraid, with the mistakes I've made before, and my inability to reconcile with it, I feel it is best that I don't exist sometimes, that I just disappear for a bit. but for now, I will never know, Because anything can change.
@hexen259
@hexen259 11 ай бұрын
yes thank you🥰
@valeriavacarescu
@valeriavacarescu 8 ай бұрын
I'm so happy to see in this playlist the moldovan compositer Eugen Doga.💖
@RabiulHasanSani
@RabiulHasanSani Ай бұрын
Loneliness is everything. u can think anything u want independently.
@kpopgangstajamswagnojams1531
@kpopgangstajamswagnojams1531 Жыл бұрын
NOT THE SONG, "fROM THE BEGINNING UNTIL NOW" I love that song! it was from a very old Korean drama!! Like damn!
@kb3146
@kb3146 Жыл бұрын
When I heard the winter sonata ost, I got chills. Ahhh. This is a good playlist :D
@ancientmage666
@ancientmage666 11 ай бұрын
Courageous is the one that finds comfort on its own company😊❤
@HM-IITM
@HM-IITM 26 күн бұрын
I'm not alone, I'm lonely And of course, the last few months have been terrible
@ksushka89
@ksushka89 Ай бұрын
Сначала одиночество приносило беспкоойство, но после я настолько к нему привыкла, что беспокойство стали приносить люди
@samantha1991jwpg
@samantha1991jwpg 11 ай бұрын
Que hermosa es la vida, que potencial tiene el ser humano, lastima que muchos pierdan su tiempo haciendo daño a otros...
@fitnessbrotherade2959
@fitnessbrotherade2959 11 ай бұрын
Quisiera vivir en un lugar apartado de todo lo q vemos, estar con el planeta sintiendolo en mis pies
@shanetoler9905
@shanetoler9905 28 күн бұрын
I've been in the service industry for years. Make good money. I deal with people and their bad attitudes. I'm done with relationships that are one sided. I find peace and happiness when I'm alone. I'm also tired of people telling me that I need to get out more, I'll find that special someone, etc. I've made peace with the fact that I'll die rich and alone.
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