This is the silent cancer in the black church that must be exposed and uprooted. You are so courageous to tell your testimony! You are the seed that will set free a mighty harvest of all the rest this horrific manipulation happened to them. My molester was a family member and those three years of being taken advantage of, held me in psychological, emotional and spiritual bondage for 30 years of my life! It's the shame that keeps us from telling a story. I didn't get free from it until I started talking about it to get it out of my spirit. To this day, I won't have anything to do with that person I refuse to allow him to be around my daughter and my grandchildren because a pedophile is always a pedophile! And they are in every family! You have to protect your children from these people stop protecting them just because they are "family". Well done sir, I applaud you!
@supernovaquarius4 жыл бұрын
Chadwick, I learned of you through the Dawson and Denise channel. You're a beautiful spirit. 🤗
@deantwaynehall68314 жыл бұрын
Dirt McGirt - I did as well.... heart wrenching
@g4goddessshoes4 жыл бұрын
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@MimiB19744 жыл бұрын
Stay strong young man.... you’re helping many other people too scared to speak up
@marietaylor51744 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry that those who knew--in the church--did not step up to prevent this from happening. You are a SURVIVOR!
@Matira2694 жыл бұрын
The church never steps up, often they do not discern. Sometimes they see and never acknowlege, or they deny the evidence before them, or even when they have to admit the truth the focus then becomes a cover up. Hence, the epidemic of paedephilia accross the church landscape. This happens in all groups, black, white, brown. It is ironic that many in churches claim to have the gifts of prophecy, word of knowledge, discerning of spirits, yet all of this is unfolding around them and they are oblivious!
@amg101084 жыл бұрын
Chadwick, we have never met, but so many people in Sarasota have told me about you and your amazing talent. My heart goes out to you. My heart is broken concerning Bishop, but your bravery was the light that was needed for this darkness. May Jehovah's healing power continue to be with you.
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
amg10108 Jehovah’s healing power is so needed. Thank you for the kind words. 🙏🏾
@bh.rippleeffect4 жыл бұрын
Though I was not sexually abused myself growing up to the 60s and 70s, I do know people who have been and have seen some of the devastation it has caused for them emotionally and spiritually that you eloquently spoke about. Thank you for your bravery in candor and it is my hope that people like you will continue to speak up and not let this kind of unacceptable behavior continue to go unchallenged. Thank you Chadwick for continuing to raise awareness and may the Lord continue to help you to your own healing process.
@kay42134 жыл бұрын
@@chadwickwatkins6272 Chad I want you to know that you are a man and this crooked vile person tried to take that from you because he is less of a man. I am so proud of you. You did the right thing and that's all that matters. God bless you.
@evohumans4 жыл бұрын
I was raped at church as a kid, didnt know what was happening to me at the time, I feel you bruh.
@thinkb4uspeak2764 жыл бұрын
May your truth set you, and so many others, free from the chains of secrecy and shame. Blessings on you!
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
Whiskey River so true. Thank you!
@garyshover81774 жыл бұрын
I had a family member do the same things to me when I was 8. It was in the 1960's, remember you are not the first and you are NOT ALONE! Much love to you.
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
wow Gary, I'm sooo sorry you had to witness that type of evil as a kid. My heart hurts for the kid inside of you and my prayers will continue with you. You are right, we are not alone. Much love and respect brother.
@alexe.82244 жыл бұрын
You're such a strong person. You have faced the monstrous wolf and came out alive, better and stronger. Only way out of here is just up!
@FrostedImages4 жыл бұрын
Chad. My condolences to you. I hate that this happened to you.
@tlb7964 жыл бұрын
Take care. Many of us have been through similar experiences. Your courage is infectious.
@Sagg754 жыл бұрын
Chadwick, my heart goes out to you for surviving sexual abuse. I am a survivor of sexual molestation. I forgive myself first, because it wasn't my fault, second, I forgotten the person who did that to me and seek counseling so I can go on with my life. God bless you for telling your truth, so that you can heal your heart, soul, mind, and self. And, for others to heal from this type of abuse.
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
My prayers are for you as well Randy. Peace and healing my brother.
@dhard024 жыл бұрын
Randy T Foster God bless you brother! You can get through this. Proud of you for not letting the devil steal your joy or your life
@aguaaqua63432 жыл бұрын
@@chadwickwatkins6272 peace man
@rhondabryant6674 жыл бұрын
Thank u for your bravery . I remember u as an adorable child . I was involved in the ministry in the 80's , but left after feeling uneasy in my spirit, humiliating tactics, and sensing that all was not golden. Never would I have imagined this!!! But God is everywhere not just at that church.
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
Your right Rhonda. Glad you got out when you did. 🙏🏾
@edithlovinglife94474 жыл бұрын
I heard about this from Dawson. Wanted to send some love!! Stay strong and we believe you!! These so called men of God need to be exposed!!! Church needs to clean house!!!
@cydneebrown82012 жыл бұрын
Because of you, Chadwick, & your voice, we triumph. So often, we hear others speak their truths after, sometimes long after, the perpetrator or assailant has gone on & are no longer alive to experience the exposure brought on by those truthsayers. However, in this case, Henry L. Porter is alive, and because of you & other brave souls like you, he is having to see the faces, and hear the voices of his accusers and hear the heralding tales of his unfathomable and egregious acts of terror. After a three-hour deliberation, a jury of his peers found him guilty of the very acts you accuse him of here. It is likely that he will never again see the light of day in freedom. And I, a former member of the Westcoast ministry under then Bishop Henry L. Porter, applaud you for being a catalyst for what we see happening today. And while many condemn the congregation for sitting idly by and allowing this pedophile robbed in priestly garments to run rampant throughout the congregation molesting our innocent children, I offer only one explanation and that is, I simply did not know it was happening. I met you, Chadwick, when you were about 9 or 10 years old, and I watched you "flourish" in the ministry...singing, musicianing, traveling around the world; I remember thinking how blessed you were. Other than this, I just did not know. But justice is prevailing today such that it can after decades of abuse, misuse, terror, tragedy and woe. At least we have this....you have this. HLP does not get the last word, Chadwick; we do. GUILTY!
@Adam966164 жыл бұрын
My brother in Christ, I heard your story and I just want you to know that God still has a plan for your life. This torment you have dealt with for so long can now be use to help other black men in the black community share their story on molestation and not be ostracized for it. I've been right where you were when it came to the issue of molestation. But, I too had to learn to forgive my abusers and give it up to God. You will be alright and justice will be served. This is God's will. You are brave and courageous and many other black men out there right now who sees this on KZfaq will say thank you, you making it so much easier to tell my story. Go and be blessed. 👍🏾👍🏾👍🏾✌🏾✌🏾✌🏾👏🏿🙌🏿🙌🏿👏🏿
@Recruiterrowe4 жыл бұрын
Beautifully said. Thank you for your boldness, braveness, and for being a savior for the rest of them who would have been affected.
@roseismyname17224 жыл бұрын
So proud of u speaking up😢 hopefully this message helps more who are taken advantage of Mentally Physically Emotionally Spiritually and Verbally. Thank u for your strength.
@wendybutler29014 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry that you went through this along with the others. Stay strong and know you are helping so many ppl May God continue to strengthen you every single day😘🙏
@healthyselfhealthyself63104 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing, young man. Many others will begin to heal as you continue to shed light on this horrific subject. May our Lord and savior bless you abundantly. Stay strong.
@golddust96024 жыл бұрын
I am greatful you opened up sharing your story. Justice be served. Divine Blessings unto you and all children now adults that were and are violated by manipulators.🖤
@MsJones-mc9gq4 жыл бұрын
Much love to you in your journey of bravery. Be well peace and blessings little brother.
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
Thank you Ms. Jones. It’s been a blessing to help others come out of the shadows. And redeem their wholeness.
@zenferg4 жыл бұрын
I Read the story iin the news of that Demon you came across in Sarasota.I know it's easy for anyone to tell you How or not to feel..I wont.But I will say this.None if that is your fault and if you have grain if salt of shame you shouldnt.I admire and respect your courage for putting this up,And coming out and talking about this.Also in your part for bringing that Devil of a murderer to justice.Evil like that does take lives and hope and trust.God Bless you young man.Your eloquence and care for others who did or may go through that is beautiful and commendable.I hope he gets the justice he deserves.God Bless.
@daddysheart63594 жыл бұрын
hallo young men... after listening to your story, the words of Paul came to mind.. "let GOD be true but every man a liar", as a father and grandfather I felt pain for you & anger for what was done to you.... I pray 🙏 that the peace of GOD, which surpasses all understanding will be with you in abundance, that what our enemy mend for evil our heavenly FATHER will used in abundance for his glory... GOD BLESS YOU !!
@Lilithofeden14 жыл бұрын
I heard your story today from a wonderful woman I spoke to. It stayed with me till I got home and looked this up. God bless you for your bravery and I thank you for telling the truth. Love and prayers, Jesus be with you always.
@wb95064 жыл бұрын
Thanks brother for speaking up I went to a black church in the late 1980's being young back then so much was going on for least 10 years before someone spoke up I learn very few people in church life have Genuine human compassion
@humblymelanated28044 жыл бұрын
Chadwick I just want to say I appreciate your truth and the freedom it brings to you and many others.
@petrinebarnes33424 жыл бұрын
God bless you my brother.. You are COURAGEOUS!!
@mirandaalexander35674 жыл бұрын
I am compelled to comment. Very moving, touching and really self-reflective. Your approach to telling your truth begins and ends like a TED Talk. You will definitely be picked up to heal and release others with the same burden and loads you once carry. This is amazing to see a young black man articulate the art of grooming into sexual expolits by the hands of your suppressor, a man of God. This realization and awakening shows your power and strength to RISE and lead others. The house of God, oooh the house of God, religion, ooh that deadly sin of religion. Young man, take your pain and pursue God's purpose for the rest of your life. NEVER let anyone break your spirit and your spiritual connection with God.
@ceemac56564 жыл бұрын
Thank you for your truth and sharing your pain, I am so sorry this happened to you. There are people I know whom the same has happened. There is strength in numbers, and as one begins to gird up and be released from the mental torment and physical bondage, the entire world is awaiting your presence. The true God loves, and is also waiting for you because there will never be another you! I wish and pray for you to have and receive joy and peace beyond human understanding. Enjoy all the blessings that are and will continuously be coming your way, the Lord has your soul, you are in the best hands, and it is well. Live my Brother live!
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
Cee Mac bro, Thank you. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
@marsharee47984 жыл бұрын
Proud of you ❤️ for making this video..
@vanillapudding94714 жыл бұрын
You are strong and brave...This video a lone is helping so many people.♥️
@Basspundit4 жыл бұрын
I shared the video on my Facebook page. Thanks for speaking out. Godspeed brother.
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
Thanks basspundit. Let's shut these predators Down!
@MsJones-mc9gq4 жыл бұрын
Thank you for your responce CW.. I miss you, see you soon take care of you. I'm proud of you.
@tonysmith24264 жыл бұрын
You are a strong voice for survivors. Very smart. Very thoughtful. You are important.
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
Thanks Tony. Much appreciated.
@livingthehartslife65384 жыл бұрын
We applaud your bravery 👏through your pain and anguish, you have touched so many through this video.
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
Thankful Big Hart.
@latonyaeasterlin34324 жыл бұрын
God bless you, you are brave, God Bless You!! You are helping so many people, sending love and light to you!!
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
latonya easterlin 🙏🏾 Thank God strength and resilience.
@donnadepoalo93054 жыл бұрын
Sending you love and light.
@EvaRocks4 жыл бұрын
Thank you for your bravery! I hope this msg reaches ALL that MUST know!👏🏿👏🏿👏🏿...
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
RockStar * your mouth to God’s ears! ✊🏾
@andrear79454 жыл бұрын
My heart grieves for you, as this was not only your godfather but your pastor and mentor, and this was the ultimate betrayal! God will help you through! Whatever you do, Don't quit on God because of this man and his evil actions! You are extremely smart and well spoken, and I know that God is going to use you and your pain to help others who are suffering. God bless you young man!!
@ivyssaunders31434 жыл бұрын
Thank God your testimony and your strength as a strong black man. I believe God is using you and the pain you have endured. to uncover the wickedness of false prophets that come to deceive and destroy. I believe God a plan for you and your life. continue in your faith my brother hold tight his reward is going too be mighty in you and over your life. God speed. and Amen
@RunningDarkMare4 жыл бұрын
Blessings on you - your voice will make a difference
@rlegard3 жыл бұрын
Prayers of comfort to you. Thanks for sharing. I wish you strength, one day at a time.
@chadwickwatkins62723 жыл бұрын
Thank you Armstrong B. It’s a def one day at a time. Sometimes the memories even now can be jarring. God bless you.
@regularity25564 жыл бұрын
I was molested from 7 years old, it was very messed up, I too was groomed by a man of the church.
@patriciarogers28763 жыл бұрын
Thank you young man God is truly with you thank you for reaching out to help others by looking at your video you have shown me how to help others that have been in your situation thank you so much God bless
@chadwickwatkins62723 жыл бұрын
Thank you for stopping by Patricia. It’s my pleasure to help where I can. I’m thankful to the Creator for keeping me through all of it, and bringing me to the place to f helping others, by tell my truth. The truth. God Bless you.
@StrongandGrand4 жыл бұрын
I served 8 years in the Navy. I think what you just did is more brave than most of the people I've ever met that served. My condolences to you and I thank your father for serving. I'm so sorry he didn't make it back home. Dawson and Denise showed me this channel and from what I understand, this video opened back up the investigation that got that monster finally locked up for good. You are an amazing person! Thank you.
@anneagena82364 жыл бұрын
Stay strong young man speak out 🗣🗣 against evil. I am so sorry you had to experience this no child no one should experience this evil. God will surely heal you and give you peace.
@zakiyahjudah16884 жыл бұрын
🤗. So many people so many stories and there is a voice.
@beverlyedens82514 жыл бұрын
Sharing your truth is healing for your soul. He was not a Bishop he is a wolf in sheep’s clothing. God is using you to help so many, your future is bright. Bless you.
@RichwithPeace4 жыл бұрын
Beverly Eden he was a BISHOP! Therefore he should be held with a GREATER accountability, otherwise get rid of the titles and tear the damn church DOWN!! There are many more where his evil self came from. Pray with your eyes open and watch over the damn kids!
@prophetess_cb59414 жыл бұрын
SO SAD. AM SO SORRY SON FOR WHAT YOU'VE EXPERIENCED BY SOMEONE WHO WAS SUPPOSE TO PROTECT YOU😢😢. THANK GOD FOR YOUR BOLDNESS. IT TAKES ALOT OF COURAGE TO DO THIS. THANK YOU
@melissajmodeste30354 жыл бұрын
You are amazing and so brave thank you for sharing your story may God perfect your ministry.
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
Melissa J Modeste I just want to help. 🙏🏾
@lovenakesner2424 жыл бұрын
So proud of you Chadwick! , and I’m sorry this happened to you .
@HealthMate4444 жыл бұрын
Wow my heart breaks and rejoice! Breaks because this happened to you and rejoice because you gained power over it by sharing! I honor that! Im sure God got you!
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
Ladonna Salem you said that well. I still feel that heart break, but the rejoicing of the JUSTICE is humbling and so satisfying.
@DanielleGillespie3 жыл бұрын
Sending you all the 💕❤️💗 and good vibes!🦄🌈 You are so strong!
@chadwickwatkins62723 жыл бұрын
Danielle, Hey Thanks for stopping by and showing love. The Almighty's strength really has helped me no doubt about it!
@kathleenchoice2054 жыл бұрын
Wow, this is humbly and undoubtedly sad! 😞😞😞😞😞 Stay strong dude since you are a survivor 👍🏽👍🏽👍🏽👍🏽
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
KATHLEEN CHOICE Thank you. Staying strong is the only way. Justice is being served as we speak.
@timco484 жыл бұрын
Amen My Brother....may God be with you on your road to healing....love you to life Amen
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
Thank you brother. And hopefully we can have our other brothers to finally come out of the shadows.
@timco484 жыл бұрын
@@chadwickwatkins6272 yes I've been talking to some of them recently the ones back in my day that were affected that's strange that phrase It's a shame have to use it back in my day we were molested how awful oh my God anyway stay strong love you to life
@MrKTTheLegend4 жыл бұрын
Bro you are brave and loved
@debrawilliams8994 жыл бұрын
So proud of you for coming forward. Can't image what you went through and I'm so sorry for your pain. Please don't give up on God.
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
Debra Williams I won’t give up on God, He won’t give up on me. We locked for sho now.
@edenpagani12433 жыл бұрын
Thank you for being strong and telling the truth. Thank you for confirming that I did the right thing by my children and NEVER allowed them to spend the night or be out of my sight. These predators are ridiculous.....Stay blessed
@chadwickwatkins62723 жыл бұрын
Absolutely Eden. You did the right thing! Thankfully. Blessing to you and your kids.
@Pheeboy3 жыл бұрын
Proud of you man! Your healing has begun!
@chadwickwatkins62723 жыл бұрын
Absolutely Ralph! Thank you for stopping by and supporting.
@moniciajackson54584 жыл бұрын
I remember you Chad. Peace and healing to you. Such a beautiful soul ❤️❤️❤️
@beth19654 жыл бұрын
Happy Sabbath/Sunday Sir, thanks for sharing your testimony,,thanks for giving us a place to reach out to share, thanks for getting right to the point, thanks for sharing the details of the main topic and how important it is for everyone to understand,,they are not alone,,God bless you and your family,, please continue to reach out , proceed with caution,,,
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
Elizabeth Mills Thank you!
@Happiness18764 жыл бұрын
I saw it on the news, ur powerful, he took away your innocent, but now ur stronger
@areyouforreal33474 жыл бұрын
I am sorry to hear about what has happened to you, and I am so PROUD OF YOU TO COME FORWARD, with the Information. I Live in Florida, I noticed the story about the MONSTER ( Henry Porter) was in my Newsfeed, and I AUTOMATICALLY said, I have seen this dude, at a Tent Revival, or at a Church, I have looked at the video many times, to see if, I can be reminded. I remember that, when I saw him at the Church Service, He had a African inspired attire, and he had NO PANTS ON. (It waved a Red Flag)Also, he had a altar call, and I felt uneasy for him to PRAY FOR ME! All I can say is THANK YOU GOD FOR DISCERNMENT! Sidenote: I had mentioned the story to a Male Friend, and My Friend was SHOCKED, and my Friend, had told me that, The same dude came to Martin County Florida Correctional for a Prison Ministry, and now he is among the Jail Population, and, they don't like CHILD MOLESTERS, SO HE WILL GET WHAT HE DESERVES!!!!
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
Thanks for your support. And Thank God, justice is being served.
@gmariar.93204 жыл бұрын
I FEEL LIKE I JUST WATCHED AN INCREDIBLE, TRUTHFUL BROADWAY PRODUCTION! He is ABSOLUTELY AMAZING! Praying for him to let God continue to use him in such a POWERFUL WAY...SO NEEDED!!!!! 💜💚❤️💙
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
Gmaria R. Thank you!! 🙏🏾🙏🏾
@annfleming55373 жыл бұрын
Chadwick this is beautiful! Just like you.
@saywhatchelsea12244 жыл бұрын
How brave you are😘 good for you. Remember you are speaking for many
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
Thanks Chelsea.
@Brazilxraina4 жыл бұрын
Thank you 🙏 I love you for speaking on this I was sexually abused for 16 years and I’m still here. Receiving help was the best thing for my self esteem and my life I stand with you my friend ❤️
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
Brazilxraina amy heart hurts for the evil you have encountered. And I too stand with you. It is an awesome thing when you confront those things and really deal with it. Ok, it’s never awesome as it is happening.. But we are better because of the things we overcome. Send you good vibes my sister. 💙🙏🏾
@Brazilxraina4 жыл бұрын
Chadwick Watkins 🙏 thank you!
@msdepree7950 Жыл бұрын
You bowed to NO ONE but GOD Mighty Warrior, liberating yourself and others long denied and disbelieved. Well done!! 👏🏽👏🏽🙏🏾🙏🏾👑👑
@chadwickwatkins6272 Жыл бұрын
Absolutely! Thank you for the well wishes and good vibes. ❤️🩹🙌🏾🙌🏾
@itsover1234 жыл бұрын
Just heard about your story, so sorry!...God will avenge you!
@ezzmac76614 жыл бұрын
Love you Chad. You still have that awesome voice.
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
Sending the love back to you Ezz. :) Music and performing, connecting with people is still my thing. I'm glad my voice is still holding up. Thank you my dude.
@usjena4 жыл бұрын
God bless you baby! You are finally getting your justice
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
#justice. So Thankful Jena
@jermainelong18434 жыл бұрын
Respect your courage man. Expose the darkness just like the Word says. #millstone
@majackslelo8274 жыл бұрын
Stay strong bro🤗. Shalawam
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
will do
@margekomon45214 жыл бұрын
I understand exactly where you came from, Iam very sorry this happened to you. I myself went to a similar situation when I was a teenager, I was raped and I could not tell my family. Thank you for having the courage to spit the truth and give other's hope 😢😢😢😢
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
Thanks for the msg Marge. We have to help each other and bear each other's burdens. We are in this together! The quicker we realize that, the better off we become as a community. All love to you.
@MeTraD_Blk_Swn4 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry this happened son. I know where ur coming from my mom manipulated me to be under her control and damn near got me full blown MOLESTED by my STEP dad. She had him put locks on my doors to SUPPOSEDLY keep me safe. And I had to put towels under all my doors. I was a fighter where I was strong about people trying to control me, as a kid. Thankful for the lion in me and the prayers of my actual father. It took me turning 40 to realize I had been abused and my mother was grooming me but it made my defense weak to people outside my family and to me that was dangerous and I wasnt getting trapped with some NARCISSISTIC guy CUZ that's what I kept attracting in different forms. So I dont trust men on the emotional intimate side. Been sexually harassed had to file a report twice. That's why I do what I can to advocate for children. Stay strong baby.
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
What a life you have lived BlkSwn. My heart and prayers go out to you!!
@CowanAmayeObu4 жыл бұрын
Chadwick Watkins Hey Brother, I grew up in Little West Coast Gainesville, and you were always like a big Brother, we idolized, especially in that world, you know, High Holy and The Love Campaign. In, 1999, this happened to a Big Brother Friend of mine in the church, and when we told us the story, all of us questioned everything. Chad, Man, it changed my whole life. Being a child, asking and coming to the conclusion that we were going to church to be in a safe place, but we weren't safe at all. And our parents, were willing to be complicit. So, as children, 13, 14, 15, and my Big Bro Friend like 17, we all made the adult decision that we weren't going back to West Coast. That was in 1998-1999. I remember watching you sing a beautiful song with the Bishop, one Love Campaign Saturday Night, and thinking, "Chadwick must know, He must know!" I never had a chance to talk with you and it's funny how life comes full circle. We all lift the church as children and went looking for "The Truth," looking for the "Real God," found ourselves looking in Calvinism, and the Southern Baptist Movement, a Christian sect, Holy grounded in the word, but deeply opposite of My world. And it took Me time to find my way out of their dogma/doctrine. It left Me, finding myself going back to what we learned at West Coast, as a child, because it was all We knew, scripture and Holy Songs, able to heal your spirit. But I always stopped short because from afar, I knew... I am proud to see your growth in the aftermath. Out of the ashes, we arise as diamonds, to tell the truth about the issues and secrets of the day. Hey Brother, you take care of yourself. Glad, to see, you have finally, Awaken. Peace and War
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
Awakened is very appropriate analogy Cowan. Wow, what a rollercoaster ride we were all on. Thankfully, we are healing now. I am so sorry this happened to your friend as well. To know is to do. And we are doing! Thankfully. My best to you brother.
@CowanAmayeObu4 жыл бұрын
@@chadwickwatkins6272 "We gonna meet new friends, at the Little West Coast...... At 5:00... At 5:00... At 5:00..." Keep going Chad, the journey is real and it is long... Stay alert and heal. I'm sure my friend would love to converse. Let Me know I'd Drop you his number!
@cherilynnsorensen6684 жыл бұрын
Im so sorry you had to go through that it seems we cant really trust no one my sons are 12 and 15 and i wont let them go around practically no one im so glad he's in jail he is going to answer to god thank you so much for sharing your an amazing young man
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
Keep your kids close.. They'll thank you later. Thanks for the kind words.
@cherilynnsorensen6684 жыл бұрын
@@chadwickwatkins6272 awwww thank you Chadwick your a sweetheart and a amazing young man
@cherilynnsorensen6684 жыл бұрын
And your very welcome
@cherilynnsorensen6684 жыл бұрын
@@chadwickwatkins6272 and your right Chadwick i keep them close my 12 year old lost his father from a car accident so im both mom and dad
@joshmica784 жыл бұрын
This is EXACTLY why I have always been skeptical about the "bishop " "preacher " or what have you wanting to get they're hands on my boys. If you want my boy to go with you WE'RE going because I'm not for the nonsense....I will hurt you seriously if you mess with my child. They're 17 and 16 and I'm still the same way. My heart is broken for you and I'm so sorry this has happened to you. May peace with you and may you get the justice you so deserve.
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
I understand why you would be that way! Blessing to you and your family. Thank You.
@ashleywills87614 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this
@vonniepothos59774 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing your TRUTH ❤😪❤ we are a backwards nation and I don't know what or how we can reset, restart or move forward on how to live the life we were designed, created, expected to live. God has given us so many chances to get it right and all we do is fail him. What was done to you is beyond despicable beyond disbelief beyond human interaction. But we push it under the rug and expect little children to grow up and behave like normal people, when they have lost or never knew what being normal is. What and how do we continue to move forward in a backwards world is an impossible task an unrealistic challenge but we better find a way because even though it seems like we've seen and been through the worst of the worst.... we haven't seen how bad it really can get. 😪😪😪
@Queesho4 жыл бұрын
Courageous and Brave... WELL DONE
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
Thanks Jorge
@Annjenkins8064 жыл бұрын
I pray for his healing and God to bless him Big. I only see him going up from Here.
@loveyu27784 жыл бұрын
I'm so proud of you...
@ms.trinablessed6174 жыл бұрын
God got you dear I pray for total healing for you. Thank you for your strength in telling your story. God bless you.
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
Thank you Ms. Trina.
@lesliemarshall59804 жыл бұрын
Life is crazy. I know young men that were jealous of Chad back in the days. Not having a clue to what was going on behind closed doors. We as young girls all had a teenage crush on Chad an awesome soul. When we went to Sarasota he was one of my favorite people there. No one ever deserves to be molested, raped or manipulated. It's even harder when you love the manipulator. I am so glad for this freedom that so many get to breathe, so many that have been holding this in. I love you Chad and so does so many people. You had a fan club many decades ago lol. l may be in another state but my love and prayers don't stop. Blessings to your beautiful wife. Your kind soul was not destroyed and God is still in control. Love you bro! Always
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
Leslie, Thank you for those kind words. What a freakin journey this has been. Justice took awhile, but we are here. And we shall continue it for others suffering. I want all of us out of the shadows. And into the LIGHT. 💙
@lammy97334 жыл бұрын
Your voice is needed... It's time for this evil to stop
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
Lamar Myart thank you brother!
@teressabutler51752 жыл бұрын
I am so shocked & sorry to learn of this and pray for your healing and for the other young men at the church. I was a member of Tallahassee Westcoast w/ Rev. Flannigan. So Glad Porter is in jail.
@rhondabrown194 жыл бұрын
POWERFUL....I understand your pain. I grew up in Sarasota!!!!!!
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
Those were different times Rhonda.. I'm thankful to have made it thru. 2020 we here, and free!
@diamond-2074 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry that that happened to you. I hope that this doesn't stop you from loving God because this has nothing to do with God. God is a a God of love. When you love someone you don't treat them like that.That was pure evil. May God give you the strength and grace to forgive and move on. May God use you imightily to help others. The peace of God be with you always.God loves you. Don't turn a way from him. Bl6
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
diamond I won’t. God is God, even when I don’t understand. It has all been a huge coping/learning experience.
@diamond-2074 жыл бұрын
I am so happy to hear that. God bless you my friend. My prayers are with you.
@marvindavis6844 жыл бұрын
Bitter and sad .so sorry. Friend
@beckygoldblack20493 жыл бұрын
My heart aches for you Chadwick, I’ll pray your strength in the Lord. My hope is that Aunt Joyce B, and Troy simply did not know that all of this was happening, God bless.
@chadwickwatkins62723 жыл бұрын
Thank you Becky. I appreciate your support and prayers. 💙
@825studios4 жыл бұрын
Proud of you Chadwick. Met you years ago when I flew from LA to FL to meet with you and your manager.
@chadwickwatkins62724 жыл бұрын
825 Studios Thank you! Wow that’s crazy, what’s your name?
@825studios4 жыл бұрын
@@chadwickwatkins6272 Hulon from Premier Musique Group (Universal Music Group/Bungalo) and Premier Booking & Management Co.
@michelleholliday50713 жыл бұрын
God bless you kind Sir
@chadwickwatkins62723 жыл бұрын
😊 God bless you as well!
@EmmaLove-so3ve Жыл бұрын
U are a survivor ❤️ AND BISHOP PORTER IS Serving 2 LIFE SENTENCE
@chadwickwatkins6272 Жыл бұрын
💙💯 Blessings Emma!
@bleu999 Жыл бұрын
Thank you thank you thank you for me it was my older sister … I was 15 her boyfriend was much older and I was given drugs and molested by him and her….he was a drug dealer then but deceased now and she is a minister who used religion as a scapegoat …it sickens me to have to be in her presence every holiday cause I could not tell no one thinking I would embarrass her ….what about me… both parents are gone and I wish I had the heart to tell them when they were alive ….I am the youngest of five , again thank you for sharing …god be with you 🙏🏿
@tammy73726Ай бұрын
Chadwick I came to your church at 15 years old from Gastonia NC for a church revival with Pastor Matthew's 😢 all my prayers
@yaelzemirahyisrael98064 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing let's continue to break the curses in the name of the Most High and his son Messiah halleluyah
@denisedennis89704 жыл бұрын
God Bless You 🙏❣️
@janetlang16944 жыл бұрын
God bless you 🙏🏼💜❤️😊😘🌹thank you for sharing 🙏🏼 continue on your path 💜 to healing ❤️ helping others 🌹 I will apologize 😘 for the injustices to "too" many 🙏🏼please remember to always "put God first" 🙏🏼 it was not God that failed you 💜 it is God that saved you 🙏🏼 in turn ❤️ you're helping others 😊😘🌹