I was worthless for over half my life. I dropped out of college, I drifted aimlessly for years, I didn't want to be around people. I became obese, an alcoholic shut in. I was an insect. Then one day 5 years ago I got drunk and remembered something from philosophy class out of the blue. That arguments that don't make sense on the surface are still Valid. Something that looks and sounds worthless at first glance still has Validity in the end. And nothing could take that away from it. I began to see myself as valid again that night despite what I felt about myself. Slowly and with many mistakes, I climbed out from the bottom of the rut I was in. I'm still climbing. I have been finding pieces of myself I've lost along the way. Whoever's reading this, know that whatever dark place you are in. If an insect can find its way, then anyone can.

The thing they don't tell you about depression is how... Comfortable it can feel. Like a weighted blanket, it consumes you, holding you in place, but it can also be soft, gentle and warm. It tells you that it is the only true friend you'll ever need. Everyone else comes and goes, every pleasure and pain fleeting. Everything changes in a chaotic world. But *it* - it has always been there, unmoved and unaffected. The friend that always comes back, the friend that never left. It is the one constant point of refernece in life, the dark energy that expands between the dying stars. Their light will dim and fade. It will not. It loves and hates me in a way more meaningful than life itself. And that's what's so fucking terrifying about depression. Like some dark, Lovecraftian God, it penetrates and envelopes every iota of my perception. It rewrites my memories, colors my present, and denies me my faith, my reason and my agency. And all with such insidious, seductive grace I simply cannot ignore. I can handle the pain and suffering of life. I may even find wisdom in such experiences, a deeper call to meaning and fulfillment that makes it all worth something in the end. But depression denies me even that. It denies me my dignity, my right to grow and change, everything that I am and could be. It's not the anguish or misery of life that I fear. But the entropic comfort. The silent undeath. The eternal emptiness. The consumption of my very soul. To be clear, I have no intention of hurting myself or anyone else. I do have people in my life that keep me here, who keep me going, who keep my spirits from drying up completely. I only fear that one day even their love and company won't be enough, that the stars will fade before my time. I have to win every battle against depression. It only has to win once. That is what scares me. Take care of yourselves everyone. Maybe someday I will too.

When you feel sad, that's one thing. But feeling worthless? That fucking HURTS. It physically fucking hurts.

i just think our feelings, if they were to be recorded separately from everything else in our heads and bodies, would sound like music. i think we feel in music the way we think in words and that is why music as an art exists in humankind.

Let’s be worthless together

I think the feeling of being worthless comes from societal pressures. I don't think anybody is worthless

Crazy the amount of people going through pain. We got this guys, just don't lose your heart and soul, that's all you got. Don't let other people make you bitter ❤

Nobody, are you doing alright? These playlists lately have been very dark. I don't really want to go into details, but I was recently in a VERY dark place and I just want o make sure you're doing alright. That also applies to anyone in the comments. feel free to reach out, I know what serious depression (not saying that's what you're going through) feels like and I will be there for anyone who needs help or someone to talk to, even if your problems seem silly or unusual. Anyway, anyone who is still reading, I hope you are doing well; I am here if you are not, feel free to talk to me. Remember, you are loved, and if no one else will talk to you, we are here

Feeling worthless is like carrying a heavy weight around, suffocating my soul.

The first image of the burning man is such spot on.

I know I'm worthless, old, disable and poor, but I'm still there, walking slowly. Still alive. One day after an other. Waiting for nothing more than having a cup of coffee in the silent morning...

This kind of pain is one that can be outright incapacitating; We're social creatures, so we all crave purpose, no matter how small or grand.We all crave affection, no matter how little or great. So, when it feels like there is *no* purpose, *no one* to make us feel needed, it's always awful. But remember, purpose is a lot easier to find than you may think. It doesn't have to be big. It could be something as simple as maintaining a garden and making it beautiful, or repairing a car and making it strong again. And even if that purpose won't last forever, it will buy you time to find something bigger, longer lasting. Finding someone to make you feel less alone in the world is also not hard. Like I said, we are social creatures. Even if it's just someone you met at a cafe or a bar or on the bus, make someone smile, get to know them. If you are there for them, then in that moment, they are also there for you. And when the moment ends, do not fret; the moment will come again tomorrow. That's certainly whats going through the head of the person who had their day brightened by you, so don't leave them hanging. In summary, never forget that *you matter*

As lonely and worthless as I am, I still find solace in knowing that there is shelter in Nobody's playlist, a place I can finally refer to as "my home"

Omg I needed something like this thank you (suffering from severe depression)

I remember having a false interpretation of reality as a kid. I thought I was going to go to school, make it big as an animator and comic artist, get to do the art I love and make it big with my boyfriend. Instead, my family fell apart due to my mentally ill mom's irrational spending and my severely autistic brother's worsening and more demanding condition. A bright future that could've potentially been handed to me or at the very least, I could've easily worked for was taken away slowly and I didn't even pay attention due to indulging in my own hedonistic desires (shopping). I recently had a nervous breakdown the other night over how angry my boyfriend's mom was at more over a misunderstanding and realizing I'm financially trapped by her since I've moved in here. My boyfriend was hurt and told me to get a grip on life, as he can't help me anymore when I get like this. I can do one of two things about this: either hopefully land one of many entry-level jobs I'm still struggling to get after a year due to the shit job market or my own incompetence, or give up on everyone, everything and myself in CTB by train. I used to work a lot, but over time hours were cut and no longer sustainable the longer I worked at that job.

The worst part about it is, I know I'm not worthless. I'm actually pretty damn alright. I am loved by many. But I still feel tremendously alone. That's the worst part: I don't really think anyone sees me, behind all these masks.

As overwhelming as it is, a feeling is just a feeling. Nobody, not a single person here, is worthless. Labelling yourself as such will drag you into a spiral and the feeling will get worse and worse. Don't give up on your worth: the universe is full of wonder and beauty, and that lives in every one of us.

It's exactly how I feel right now, and it pops up on my notifications. Maybe it's about time.

It's funny, I think ? This weekend, I really had the impression that my life made no sense, that I was sailing in a dark and gloomy ocean, not knowing where to go, searching for myself while trying to find my way in an indescribable abyss. Is this what it means to feel worthless? Is it something else? Am I useful? Am I ? It's funny, it's sad, it's so many feelings at once... That's what I'm feeling tonight. Thank you very much for this video. Greeting from Belgium.

Ive always felt worthless from childhood and nothings changed, i dont know why i get worse with hateing myself some days and then other days im just numb, its hard to realise these feeling without feeling insane, nobody gives a fuck.

Pain is but a part of life just like anything else. It all depends on what is easyer to hold on too. Joy etc is so easy to let go of and forget while anger etc is easy to hold on to and remember for the rest of your life. Worthlessness has so many feelings underneath it. If you can look at yourself as someone that loves you even an animal or a random person you talked to on the street would you feel worthless. Have you yourself even made a person feel worthless. This music makes me sad for the ones that feel or have ever felt worthless because no human on this plant is ever born with out worth. I love everyone one here and wish to tell you worth is not something we can measure. Understand your own unique qualities, talents and accomplishments but not by human standards. Don't let selfworth depend on external situations because we will fall the the whims of the world.

I'm so relieved nobody feels as worthless as I do.

Never forget your worth or your scale on this world, because it’s not as small as you think! The first thing driven home in psychology was that the world as we live in it is incomprehensible, and our mind uses senses as an illusion to piece it together. Everything learned beyond that point was to somewhat make sense of all the funny things the brain does. Don’t forget where you came from. Don’t forget your cosmic scale. What an insane occurrence, for fractions of the universe to have the slightest chance of peering through a window of perception and understanding of itself. You’re insanely rare to be able to exist in this day and age as the being you are, right here, right now. Take some time to appreciate yourself for how far you’ve come, even if you can’t always see the good. You’re so special and so very important, and many reading may be lacking a voice to let them know just the truth behind that. These are not fleeting words, but thoughts scratching at my and many others’ heads for more to hear. That means personally, to whoever reading, you truly matter. I care about you, and there are much more out there who do as well. Whether unable to see it, find it, or even cope with it, I promise you have time to breathe. There is hope for purpose (or absurdism), hope for mutual love, and not on any destructive conditions, if you’re battling something like that. You deserve to be mentally free from societal chains. Peace of mind means for many, dropping the expectations of the outside world for everyone, including and especially yourself. Our society makes it easy to only see the mechanical birth we’ve been melancholically blessed and cursed with. So take it for what it is. You don’t need exceeding and outstanding achievement, talents, looks, or abilities to prove anything. If you're feeling guilty of taking time and energy from others, I promise you're not a burden, and I know just how crushing that feeling can be. You're not bad or entitled for wanting love and connection. There is plenty of good around left, and you’re more than deserving of it. Your passions don’t require perfection, and I know that’s vague, but it’s stopping many in their own way. You’re good enough as you are now, and there’s not a lot of room for healthy growth in isolation, obsession, or despair. Do not forget the power in healthy relationships, so don’t fear finding or sustaining them. Also loss, in whatever form it may take, does not devalue anyone. Don’t let grief consume you. To everyone reading, time is not yet lost for you, for anyone you know, or for anyone you have yet to meet. To many who see this, the next time we meet will be at the very end. I can’t wait to see you there, and I hope you travel with peace along the way..

Not asking for answers Not asking for love Just asking for something to live for There is so much pain A lover, gone, a friend newly met Her shimmer, glow, a light remembered Drawn fly-like, web, gossamer and bright Not with fangs, sharp, but warm soft embrace A bridge between, distant lover and friend In dreams by day, absent lustful nights One line lengthens, other retracts Far sudden grief, expected end close Comfort her, in my grief on lines short, maybe long Smoky nights, shadowed smiles Newfound hope, newfound tears Her smile, sun bright Love soars, heart breaks sudden, surprise Her smile, her eyes Foolish Turns to Hopeless And gone Dark, Like Death, End , , , ;

I remember the friends I spent time with when I was little. We used to run together. We would play games. We were innocent and clean. The smell of trees gave us peace. That smell of soil after it rained gave us hope. Now everything is black and white. Nothing has color. And lonely. All those beautiful memories remained in a dusty and old painting. I wish I had never grown up. I wish I had always stayed in that painting. 1:32

The first image reminds me of the last scene of Electroma by Daft Punk, and the song that plays in that scene is the perfect description of worthlessness. Things are never the same, Nobody, they change, for better or worse... if this is your lowest point, know that, from now on, sooner or later, you'll go your way up. Sending you hugs and the best wishes. ♡

Im 24 and haven't discovered myself yet. Don't know what I want to do in the future. Haven't fallen in love. I like being alone but I think it's not good for me. I am alive. Am I really alive brother?

Glad you have your account back

Just being extremely depressed recently. Literally crying over small things and negative comments about my work. I get that the teachers are just doing their job ,pointing out what i did wrong but I just felt so embarrassed and useless and worthless. Since when am i so fragile and sensitive? Why am i like this? What is wrong with me? Can’t even take a small comment. I think i need some rest, maybe i do. I need a shoulder to cry on, someone to talk to, a safe place to hide, a place to escape the world for a little while, but that seemed to be a wish too big to be fulfilled. I have friends, but i just dont feel like talking to them, i don’t feel like talking to anyone because I’m just being too ridiculous, emotional, pathetic and sensitive. I don’t want to be like that, but I can’t control what i feel. I wish I could. I really needed to take a break but i can’t. I have nowhere to escape and no time to rest. And the fact that I’m now preparing my chinese gcse speaking tomorrow makes the whole situation worse. I’m not suicidal, and I’m not intending to self harm or anything, but I just wish I were dead. I wish I could vanish,disappear. I wish that someday I go to bed and I’ll never wake up anymore

I understood one very important thing. Feelings are like clouds , they come, sometires they rain on our soul and heart and brainn,sometime they just fly away the thing we need to do is to not to try to control them and rather enjoy and them instead of bearing the weight of their pourdown. Rest is just gods plan, we dont have to take the burden of having feelings and feel shame or regret about it. Feeling have to be our part we have to feel them and experience them instead of harvesting pain out of them. Love yourself people 'cause nobody else is going to.

I feel like, the worst part is, all of us feel so lonely and awful around all these people living good lives around us while we struggle on. But, look how many views this video and how many of us feel the same way. We are not alone. You are not alone. Remember that. Im very stoned while i write this and keep falling asleep lol

Yea, this is every freaking day! But I have to put my mask on and move forward.

I see alot of people in the comments being extremely helpful and respectful. I'd like to hand a thank you to each of you. I wish it were this easy to have someone say it to my face. I just cant find anyone who wants to stick around, and those who do, arent there for me. So thank you for the kind words you give to those who need it.

Just think of the thousands of people who can connect and cry to process their emotions. To go through the veil of deflection and arise with the virtue of reflection. Thankyou nobody!

I think we have to realize that human life is innately valuable. If we cannot agree on that nothing is. Every human is desserving of dignitiy and respect, especially those sensitive enough to question their own. So for all those sensitive souls feeling crushed under the weight of the world, be strong. You are worth something, even this pain is evidence of that.

I don't know man, I have no aim in my life, Just trying to fit in, It feels like my efforts ain't getting me shit, I'm just tired of life, family, friends and all around me.

I was talking with my parents abt the fact that I feel completely useless and worthless when I get notification about this new playlist. I don't know whether I should cry or laugh

This music may be to calm you down, but it's originally for your old feelings that you thought you got rid of, but you remember them when you listen to these quiet melodies. 🕳️

Thank u for it, nobody! I'm a chemistry student from Russia, Moscow. And I listen u playlists, when I study math, chemistry, physics.. and I wood like to say that it's too beautiful and charming. I really like it. U playlists help me to concentrate on my studies: soft, quiet, consistent and profound music..

You really picked just the right word to match the feeling- endless. Why is it always endless? Why can I hear from someone that I matter to them but doesn’t go away? Why can I rationalize that my worth is different but but it never translates to feeling any different? How does it follow me from job to job, from home to work to back again, from relationship to relationship, and no matter where I love or who I talk to? It is endless. It is boundless and changeless. Because deep down, I know I am, probably, worthless.

First one to cry

Nobody! they banned you for a little while but I am so so glad you're back! I love your content

Almost midnight and another day just passed by. All I got is headaches and a endless sense of worthlessness and despair. I hope you've had a good day, cause I haven't had one for a long time

It's just a feeling. We are not worthless. We don't know the whole God's plan.

happy to see that you're back

Man i love melancholic playlists, but sometimes i just want a fun playlist. Killing your love, careless whispers, out of touch, ymca, party rock anthem. Just a playlist for a good time 😅

Thank you for doing all of this work for free ❤️ However, I think you should start monetizing your videos once you reach 1M… you deserve it! Protect yourself from the Dystopia.

literally the soundtrack of my life

Known the feeling. Depression, anxiety and low self esteem have haunted my for many years.

Thank you for reading my mind.

I am worthless, and that’s beautiful. It hurts so warmly and gently. Maybe one day I’ll be more than nobody, I’ll be nothing. Hope this week.

Glad you're back!

I never saw anything about myself likeable, I’ve always been stone cold when it comes to accepting any compliments or any love towards me, God knows why, I have a loving family and a good set of friends but why..? Just why? I feel worthless and a disappointment, one day someone special comes into my life, or atleast I perceived them as special.. it was as if in an instant my heart felt warmer, cosier.. months go by we laugh, love, and be joyful, and one day I’m just.. stabbed in the back as If I am nothing.. She made me believe I was something for those periods of months she was there with me, but little did I know I was only a game to be played. I was right, I think to myself everyday since then, that I was right, I’m worthless, mean nothing, I am a disappointment in the lives of those around me, loving caring family is burdened by my presence, I can sense and feel it but they do their utmost to hide it, friends.. are there but so distant at the same time.. I’ve sped, tried to end myself on only God knows how many occasions but alas I either chicken out like the weakling I am or just.. am unlucky enough to somehow make it out. Maybe one day soon, I can join the comfort of death.. one less burden on everybody.. Love these playlists, remind me of my time where for once in my life I felt something, it may have been fake on her end but it truly felt real to me, it truly felt.. amazing and comforting.. Thank you, for these videos.

You Sir feel and know art.

Seems like there are a lot of us. I know none of us are worthless, but it can hurt so much sometimes-life. Especially when things don’t go the way you think they should. Here’s to moving forward and one day feeling the worth you’ve always had.

Oof, that title got me. But thank you for sharing such emotional music.

I find this playlist calm and relaxing…

Been a while since I stopped by for one of these playlists. I see your channel has grown exponentially. Congratulations on that, and thanks for the cool mixes. This one is great.

I'm so glad you're back, this playlist is incredible. Thank you

This opens the wound of my depressive desires on a scope of external grief, the deception of daily want. May there be a light when the darkness fails. - Lynyrd Skynyrd

Nobody likes the kind of music I enjoy.

How I'm feeling. All of these playlists that you've made is so relatable to my life. 🌧 🌫

I graduate high school in a few weeks. I have no idea what I'm going to do. my parents moved out to a very small town before I was born, and my family has homeschooled and isolated me from almost every contact with anyone outside a very select community for all my life. I remember going weeks when I was a kid never even seeing the sun, just stuck inside, waiting for something to happen and save me. I would have panic attacks every time I realized that this was actually my life and not a dream. now its almost over and I have no memories to look back on. no childhood friends, no going out and getting in trouble, no self expression. All the highs and lows and anger and joy and pain and friendship were all taken away from me before I was even old enough to know what was happening. I've thought of running away, but there's no where to go, and it wouldn't make a difference anyway. ill never have back my childhood. this part of my life will always be missing. every day filled with smothering heat and smothering family and smothering emptiness. Instead of a life to look back on with pain or happiness or fucking anything, all I just a blur of boredom and scars I gave myself. I don't know how to move on or if I ever will.

I dont even know who I am. Im supposed to pick 3 subjects that I want to study more deeply in school next year, but I have no idea. What do I know about life? How am I supposed to know what do I want to study in college? Why do I have to decide now, when Im just 17 years old? I feel just so lost in the world.

Thanks for another wonderful collection, nobody! 🥰🎼👏

thank you for another beautiful playlist, nobody. i feel you.

perfect timing - we are definitely moving into a new vibration

Glad ur back

Looks who's back, i already took the fate that you won't be on youtube anymore, but still been listening on spotify. keep it up dude

This music seems to transport you to those moments of life, which after a while you remember with pleasant nostalgia. These memories flash before my eyes in a bright kaleidoscope of images, echoing in my chest with a plume of heaviness and sadness

9:01 the best

Muchas gracias nobody por esta buena lista , saludos desde Perú 🇵🇪

I could move some emotions through, you bet, thank you

Oh, i was thinking about the song playing in 11:20 lately!! I heard it in 2021 and found it so sad, so scary, yet somehow exciting and beautiful. But i forgot the name of it and couldnt find it. Great. It still frightens and delights me.

I wanna talk to someone 😞

Really checking off the list of playlists for all sorts of pain

That's what I need, thank you

Absolutely wonderful playlist!!!!!

Thank you ❤️

Yep, this is pretty much what it sounds like.

sad life

oh thank God you're back, Nobody, I thought we lost you

I've been alone for so long. I try to get closer to people, I really try, but they always leave. I just wanted people to be interested in getting to know me, in talking to me.

Life would be worthless without our pain. It brings perspective. That doesn't make it easy. For what it's worth I'm truly sorry you feel worthless!! You are far from it. You just haven't found your purpose or tribe. There are people like you. People with hearts. People that feel for more then just themselves. Stay strong and try to focus on the beauty of it all. This is far from the end. Love can be a good thing.

Magnífico sempre

I used to think this feeling of worthlessness would go away eventually. It's been years and it's still present, as strong as at the first day. Oh well...

I Just looked at the calender today next moth it's been a year since i Last worked i Just feel so useless and my Depression got worse again while my Brother has a Job make Money and has an own Apartment i still live with my parents with No Job and No real Plans for the Future i Just feel Like i failed at live

Nobody, how did you know I was feeling this way today? ❤

the timing of this video compared to my reality is mind blowing 😮‍💨

Thank you.

Pain

cello is the saddest instrument in the world change my mind.

I've never been this close before and im scared yall. Im all out of hope and i dont see the potential for change anymore

nobody, i want you to know that your not worthless, and that your somebody

Gotta say This is the perfect time for this video to show up My gf broke up with me and this makes me feel better Thank you

Thank God I don't know this feeling

When I was a younger man... one time, while I was "experiencing" the oneness of me, myself, and I, I looked up at the cosmos and thought "that really isn't that impressive"... that was the moment I know that my innocence had been lost... from there on out; the luster of my life has been an almost muted suffering.

I walk around during the day feeling full of life and eagerness for the work day to be over with. I get home and I eat my dinner. Than I try to fill up my nights with something useful. But to be honest, I am a walking shell of my past self. I can't ever seem to be happy with what I do. Doesn't everyone have this same feeling as a man in there young 20s. I am just like everyone else, which makes me even less useful

If only I had the power to change things

I wonder how life matters when you see the universe's vastness. We can't comprehend how massive everything is compared to earth but we make small problems bigger than what it really is