The Hardest Part Of Life.

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The Hardest Part Of Life.

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Күн бұрын

Sorry to get a little sentimental today. This is real life. Hope this can relieve others going through similar things. Love you. See you Tomorrow.

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@chloebeckner9593 3 ай бұрын

When Roman brought up Zeus, mawmaw, and his mom all being gone it really showed how long I’ve been watching him. Life is crazy

@luvdunce 3 ай бұрын

I was young when Zues passed, and remembered crying cause that dog was so loved, now I see what Roman has been through the past few years and I’m glad he’s in a better spot and can give us that nostalgia of his energetic and positive videos. We love you Roman no matter where you film, thanks for the memories ❤

@hypefinn 3 ай бұрын

I was 8 when I started watching, I’m 21 at the end of this year. Time flies man

@alysawilliams5492 3 ай бұрын

same 💔

@urgentsociety 3 ай бұрын

@@hypefinn 8 to 21 new years day 2025 lol same boat

@aaronsightler371 3 ай бұрын

Nah Frfr

@xennon2099 3 ай бұрын

Damn, I grew up watching this man, I’m 25 and I love waiting for this SAME GUY like I’m 15 again.

@bambideerranch8698 3 ай бұрын

Same!

@CamTheMiner 3 ай бұрын

Ouch, you had to call me out like that?

@moisesmagallon3797 3 ай бұрын

Same!! Bro

@politedemons 3 ай бұрын

98 gang

@MrKobona 3 ай бұрын

Same age bro , this man we grew up watching him and learned alot from him and his amazing family, today am expecting my baby next july , hopefully i would be as great father as roman is. Smile more . All the way from morocco❤️

@JohnKExp 3 ай бұрын

"The graveyard is a quiet place, with a loud message"

@redriver6541 Ай бұрын

Well said. Very well said.

@ElYovani__jy 3 ай бұрын

“Worked to keep the world tied together” would be a amazing quote on a smilemore shirt ❤️

@LardoFacchetti 3 ай бұрын

I was a momma's boy my entire child-hood, when I was 18, just a few months before graduating high-school, my mom suddenly died of a brain aneursym. They got her heart started in the ambulance, but it was too late, she was brain dead. I sat in the hospital for 5 days everyday waiting for her to wake up. She never did. This was back in 2021, right after Covid, we were already dealing with that. It absolutely rocked my world, destroyed my life. My friends didn't even talk to me, I felt so alone. I just now recently have started to get the ambition to carry on with my life, and I'm enlisting into the Army. I hope my mom will be proud of the man I become, I miss her everyday and it will never ever stop. If anyone reading this still has both of their parents, don't ever, EVER take ANYTHING for granted. Life can be LITERALLY gone in an instant, she was there and she was taken from me in a literal blink of an eye. It didnt feel real, still doesn't. Love, love, and never stop loving.

@nayandhir5910 3 ай бұрын

Thank you for sharing, brother 🙏🏼

@RealLifeRoman 3 ай бұрын

I wish I could show you how much I love and appreciate this comment. Thank you 🙏🏼❤️

@Zbox3000 3 ай бұрын

Thank you for sharing❤ may your mom rest in peace

@itsfrostediting 3 ай бұрын

I pray you find peace brother. Godspeed .

@dr.dinescu2051 3 ай бұрын

Man this hits close to me. When i was 8 my mom got into a traumatic motorcycle accident, she was flown to harbor view medical center in a helicopter (she always bragged about how she got to ride in a helicopter, even when knocked out and almost dead ). She had to have her bone flaps in her skull to be removed to allow her brain to swell. I would visit her 2 times a week, seeing with her bone flaps out was a bit strange but she was still my mom ( that looked like squid ward. her words not mine). After she was a little better she was transfer to a retirement home to recover the rest of the way. She had to learn how to use her hands, walk and drive. She did all of this in under 2 years after her accident. She was living on her own had a job at a horse barn that she loved working at everyday. My Father got custody of me after her accident and when i was 13 my dad and i moved from WA to AL. I would travel back and fourth throughout the years via plane and always had a blast visiting my mom for the summer. Well the day i turned 16 my mom called me and told me that she was pregnant and i was going to have a baby brother. I was so f******* happy to be a big brother. She also told me that because of her carrying a baby she couldn't take her seizure medication anymore because it could affect the child. She was well aware of the risks going into this, but she just wanted to be a mother again because she felt like being a mother got taken away from her when she got into the accident. There was arrangements for me to visit before Christmas because my mom was about to have the baby. On December 17th my mom died along with my baby brother in her due to a seizure. My father came to my room to tell me and it felt like the lowest bass sound was ringing through my whole body i couldn't stop screaming and weeping out "no". I was forced to go to school the next day, it was excruciating trying to keep quiet when I'm usually the loud mouth/class clown. I barley made it to my 5th period class where i was looking forward to seeing my drafting teacher who i looked up to like a 2nd mom. Well guess what, we had a sub that day. I was pissed off and not 1 peep came out of me, this sub knew me and she kept pushing asking me what was wrong. She said QUOTE "what did someone in your family die" not expecting me to say "yeah my fucking mom". *SNAP*The whole room went silent, not a lil peep. I immediately walked out of the class and went to the principles office because him and i had a good relationship went to church together and i knew he'd let me chill out and calm down in his office. I went home and laid in bed for the rest of the day. Started going to church more and that helped but didnt cure my depression. My dad kicked me out the day i turned 18 because i smoke weed. Im 24 now live in an apartment with my girlfriend of 4 years with our 2 cats and life is amazing! I love anything with a motor and that goes fast, but right now in life im on my drift phase. i wrap cars for a living and I got a nissan 240sx s13 coupe that i drift at my local track almost every sunday and i daily drive a lexus ls400. Something beautiful that i know is that my mother would be there every sunday to watch/ride along with me in my drift car without a doubt. It feels good knowing that she is watching down protecting me too. i miss her so much, i would do anything just to rip her around in my car 1 time. Hope you accomplish great things brother, remember God gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers. Stay blessed, and smile more

@madisynpannier707 3 ай бұрын

her head stone is absolutely gorgeous and i’m sure she appreciates it so much. Thank you for sharing this moment with us roman.

@CT-8988 3 ай бұрын

Aww that so sweet of you ❤️

@Hunterslides 3 ай бұрын

Damn. I didn't expect to click on this video and have someone start cutting onions in the room. Thank you for being always real Roman.

@BOJACKH0RSEMAN420 3 ай бұрын

I’ve never seen your videos before, this popped up in my recommended and I’m glad it did. I lost my mom in 2020 when I was sixteen and sometimes it just helps knowing you’re not the only person struggling with a big loss. May your mother rest in peace. God bless. Her resting place is beautiful.

@JJ2wavy 3 ай бұрын

I remember when Roman’s mom passed away a lot of people were saying it was fake,staged, etc.. like who would ever fake someone’s death for content? It sucks such a tragic event took Roman’s mom she was so loved 😢

@wilezy1 3 ай бұрын

it is sad, but i wouldnt put it past this guy specifically to fake something for views considering thats his shtick

@FyReO 3 ай бұрын

@@Spotless.09 dawg stop.

@Spotless.09 3 ай бұрын

@@FyReO you think I'm lying ?🤣 He pranked Brit by having kane drive his quad around, they somehow swapped him with a fake dummy kane mannequin and sent the quad over a jump I think it then exploded or just a big crash, Brit tried running thinking that her child had died until of course kane comes running over and Roman showed her the cameras

@annajh4347 3 ай бұрын

@Spotless.09 that was completely different

@annajh4347 3 ай бұрын

@@wilezy1uh no.

@bnf1991 3 ай бұрын

I have a lump in my throat watching this but these real and raw videos are truly everything

@billnai7279 2 ай бұрын

AGREED makes me emotional ✊

@missattitude3009 22 күн бұрын

Your mom’s Head Stone is absolutely beautiful, I know how you’re feeling. I lose my Mother when I was 14 years old. 28 years is coming up soon and it never gets easier. I love watching your videos continue to spread love and enjoy, blessed and peaceful day.

@jhousevlogs 3 ай бұрын

Love all these inspiring videos. Honestly got emotional watching you clean up around your mom’s grave.

@Los2raw 3 ай бұрын

Why are you apologizing Rome ?! Loved this video ! Thank you so much for allowing us to see where she’s peacefully resting, a lot of us grew up not only watching you but her also! I have so much love for Momma Atwood 🙏🏼❤️ The Vlogs where y’all would go over to swim at your mom’s house were the best !!! Her loving energy would spill through the screen 😣❤️ RIP Momma Atwood. Happy Mothers Day. Thank you 💯

@scat_boy_e 3 ай бұрын

Dont worry about it being exciting. Mom is first always. She believed in you and look at where you are now. Happy heavenly mothers day Mrs.Atwood ❤️🙏🏽

@TheDeluxe74 3 ай бұрын

And we all loved her and miss her.

@BorislavZahariev 3 ай бұрын

I remember in 2019 being in a car, coming back from work, and reading the news and breaking down. We ALL grew up with the Atwoods and this was such a dark time back then. Thank you, Roman, for making that video! Almost 5 years have passed and videos like the 1st one you posted after it happened, and this one, definitely make you think. I loved hearing the birds while you were cleaning the grass around the amazing stone. Just a beautiful moment while honoring a beautiful life. I'm calling my mom and dad immediately after pressing "comment". Thank you!

@Mike.D.843 3 ай бұрын

I understand. My mom passed away unexpectedly two years ago on February 1st 2022. That was an experience like nothing else I have ever gone through. I've lost family members and close friends before, but none of those losses prepared me for the loss of my mother. It is still very difficult at times, but you are right Roman, time does help to dull the pain of the loss. I think the main thing that helped get me through this experience was my faith, and that I know that I will see her again. Losing someone so close to you definitely gives you a new appreciation for your loved ones, and also for the fragility of life. My mom was quite literally here one day and gone the next. I saw her the day before she died and none of us had any idea that our whole world would be flipped upside down by losing her the following day! Make sure you say I love you one more time. Hug a little longer. Make time to talk to them more, even if you;re busy. Forgive. LOVE your loved ones! You just never know when your time with them is up.

@2005thephatguy 3 ай бұрын

Good way to make a grown man cry. I lost my dad about 2 months before you lost your mom. I remember when your mom passed. And I cried then and still crying now. Thank you great video.

@Vivian_Ivy 3 ай бұрын

REAL over exciting any day dude! We need more realness in the world. Bless you and your family and thank you for sharing this message.

@DeuCeNTX 3 ай бұрын

man... this hits hard. my wife was born in March of 1960, same year as your mom... she has had 2 strokes now and lost a good 90% or so of her sight from it. Praise God only her sight and a little short term memory loss is all she's been affected. She has tons of other diabetes related diseases/syndromes/whatever and it's been rough this past year. I nearly lost her last month with the second stroke. You said you learn a lot when you lose someone... I feel I lost her that day. She's here, but yet she's not. We're learning how to live again, but it's not the same person. My mom lives with us too, and she had a stroke 12 or 13 years ago, lost a good bit of use of her right side and some cognitive and just the same, my sister and I have talked about the feeling of losing our mom that day. We have grieved both these women... and yet have not lost them yet. I can't imagine losing either. I lost my dad way back in 2003 but we were not all that close. My parents divorced in 1989 so I only got to see him a couple times a year (we lived about 6 hours away from him.) I still grieve his loss, but I know how much more the loss will be with my mom. Prayers for you today brother. God bless you

@alpha-ne4fq 22 күн бұрын

This was the most exciting video to watch as a 20 year old with a father that passed away when I was 8; seeing life, real life on KZfaq is the most exciting and refreshing thing to see these days.

@sallgood0117 3 ай бұрын

When I was 9 years old, my Dad went missing in a fishing accident and we never found his body. Now I'm 23. He was my best friend. Roman you inspire me to keep pushing and recognize the blessings in life. Love you dude.

@chadpugh7661 3 ай бұрын

damn im so sorry you went through that god bless

@jenfalconx 3 ай бұрын

Im really sorry

@marywilliams6107 2 ай бұрын

ADVVENTURES WITH PURPOSE, GET AHOLD OF THEM

@andrewcamper5224 3 ай бұрын

Thank you for sharing your moment. I don't want to think about the day I'll be doing what you're doing, but faith would also get me through it.

@DemianMartinez-vx5do Ай бұрын

We love and miss her , and thank you for always being genuine I been watching since I was 9 and I’m 22 now and you and your family have thought me a lot and always brought me a big smile ❤❤❤❤❤

@luckeyddog8758 Ай бұрын

I lost my mom 3 years ago in august I’m 19 it does show you a lot and it hurts not being able to share my life experiences with her and not being able to call keep up stuff like this man it helps people for real I used to watch you a lot when I was younger thank you for everything you’ve said and done for your fans over the years

@tinarmoore 3 ай бұрын

Thank you for sharing. Your mom always seemed like a bright light no matter what she was doing in your videos. This one hit the heart today.

@johnnycal100 3 ай бұрын

Roman, don't ever apologize for being rea, soft, or human. Being true is the best thing anyone can do.

@christianperi 3 ай бұрын

Thank you for sharing this and being real, it’s unfortunately a part of life. I shed some tears for you and your family during this video. Ive been watching you for probably the last 10 years and I remember when your mom passed, it wad hard for all of us. Yes there is more to this life after we pass, Heaven, you’ll see her again someday. God Bless.

@dyoung161 3 ай бұрын

I recently lost my younger brother almost 1 year ago, he was 28 years old. Everyday he is in the front of my mind and the memories we shared are the things that keep me going.

@dsnorcalfan 3 ай бұрын

how did he pass away?

@Toughuser101 3 ай бұрын

@@dsnorcalfanthat’s not something you normally ask someone.

@TheOfficialRybot 3 ай бұрын

praying for you always brotha. He’s always looking down on you and is with you when you don’t think he is. It’s not a goodbye, it’s a see you later. Make him proud and live life everyday cause that’s what he would want. lots of love always ❤

@Babylandy1 3 ай бұрын

Sorry for your loss.

@siddharthnaidu254 3 ай бұрын

I'm happy and proud of you holding up this long I know it must be hard but your happiness is important for him too :)

@ashpat101 3 ай бұрын

This hit home hard. I lost my mom in February, I had to celebrate her birthday without her in March, and now my first mothers day without her. Ive lost people before, but a parent is a totally different level. I took advantage of life and the time I thought I still had with her, I regret it deeply. I don't wish it on anyone, but its comforting knowing I am not alone. Sending love to all those who have lost

@ravenszulewski9768 3 ай бұрын

I'm so sorry for your loss!!

@stephaniehines5865 3 ай бұрын

This is the most personal thing you have shared with us. Thank you.

@shhhhthekid 2 күн бұрын

I’ve been watching you my whole life and I’m 22, I think i hit a sonder moment everytime I realize everyone’s life is as rich as mine. The way I watched you pull those weeds and lay those flowers down made me feel the deepest pit of empathy, they day I see my moms name in a stone is the day my world will crumble. I keep my head up watching you though and it makes me happy see I’m not alone and neither is everyone else. Death is upon everyone

@charlestorres3965 3 ай бұрын

Thank you for this video. Roman meant a lot to me as I lost my grandmother this morning really hits home and makes me think about a lot of things.

@beccac6451 3 ай бұрын

I truly feel your pain Roman. May is a very hard month for me. I lost my mom 2 days after her 53rd birthday. May 18th was her bday and she passed on May 20th. I talked to her on Fri and when I called her on Sat she was on her way to the hospital but sadly they couldnt revive her. May 2, 2023 I lost my precious granddaughter. She was born to early and didn't survive, she only weighed 1 lb. I also lost 5 of my sisters and my oldest brother as well as my real dad, both sets of grand parents and 6 very close friends of mine. Death sucks. Every time you lose someone you also lose a part of yourself. Sending you a big hug.

@recollectionsofinvisiblechild 3 ай бұрын

I’m sorry

@beccac6451 3 ай бұрын

@@recollectionsofinvisiblechild Thank you

@OfficialLeakStarr 3 ай бұрын

@@beccac6451sending my condolences to you❤

@beccac6451 3 ай бұрын

@@OfficialLeakStarr Thank you

@NychCwOfficial Ай бұрын

Growing up watching you I just learned now your mom and I share the same birthday of October 13. Wishing your family all the best. Thinking of you during your hard times.

@heyitsmebri3499 3 ай бұрын

Thank you for sharing your mother’s grave with us. I wish I could visit mine but since she is buried in a different state it’s so hard to do that. I’m glad you spent some time with your mom on Mother’s Day and it was a special day. Just know our moms were watching us from heaven knowing we are doing what they taught best and that’s loving every day god provides. ❤ Happy Heavenly Mother’s Day to your mom and all the moms who couldn’t be here with us this Mother’s Day.

@83slammed 3 ай бұрын

The timing of this video couldn't have been any more helpful. I lost my mom in October of 2021. Never dealt with the passing or the trauma. I recently quit my job with zero savings just to get away from a bad situation. You really do realize how much more precious life is and value it more after loss. Thanks for posting this Roman.

@tylermadl2088 3 ай бұрын

Was holding out on watching this video. Lost my mom at 12 I'm 25 now. Some years are still just as hard as the first with out her. I am bad at trying to not think about it and bottle it up. Thank you for sharing this roman. I love you mom

@darkhillseuropeanmountsLLC 3 ай бұрын

As a guy that installs headstones I have to say that's a beautiful headstone and very well done. Sorry for your loss Roman sending all the love your way

@kennam0416 3 ай бұрын

Honestly miss those three like they are my family too. Truly amazing though that such a special day landed on the 13th. She knew you needed her. Thank you for the vids Roman, we all need these. (I’ve seen people save things like flowers by encasing them in resin and making a cool piece out of the memories, may be an option for your mother’s rocks.)

@davienalt7755 3 ай бұрын

man u said what i couldn’t.

@Justinjust99 Ай бұрын

It was reliving having Roman talk about life! I just lost my grandpa and it’s been very rough! Love you Roman!

@Jayden_Egg 3 ай бұрын

This is REAL, and really needed too. Thankyou for being you and giving up true side to life. Especially someone whom myself and many others grew up watching and loving. God Bless you Roman.

@daltonsaunders8073 3 ай бұрын

I’m thankful for anything you post. I’m just glad you’re back.

@AntonioGarcia- 3 ай бұрын

LOVE THIS!!! Thank you for sharing, life’s too short when we think about it. We just have to put our trust and faith in our Lord and Savior,Jesus Christ, that we will all be together again after this life. 💙🙏🏽

@breannabeers 26 күн бұрын

Thank you for sharing such a raw moment of grief, it's so important to see emotion in grief, I'm so proud of you for being raw and real about it!!!

@sarahd1628 Ай бұрын

This is the kind of Mother’s Day I have too, unfortunately. I try to cherish being a momma but it’s so hard to be a momma without your momma on Mother’s Day. ❤ you’re so right. it makes you cherish life and your family so much more.

@nannaprimdal 3 ай бұрын

I lost my mom when i was 21 and my dad when i was 22, and I’m 27 now.. they both died from drug abuse, but that doesn’t make it less hard to lose a parent. I still loved them a lot🥺 im sending some thoughts and prayers to all of you, who has lost someone close to you😓

@g_men2121 3 ай бұрын

She definitely made an impact on all of us.

@littlebigkicker 3 ай бұрын

ik right rememeber when she made the home made fruit roll ups ? damn those looked good

@SheilaSkeleton Ай бұрын

Thank u u helped me to respect my mom and others around me instead of being so selfish God bless u and your whole family and don't forget smile more

@user-ed3su3ft2h 3 ай бұрын

My grandma recently passed away we had her funeral the day I think before Mother’s Day so I really felt this video spiritually and emotionally. She had a lot of grudges and was a angry person and to think all of it was for nothing really just sucks. Life is worth a lot and it makes me realize a lot of stuff. Thanks for making us feel like we aren’t alone. I’ve also been watching u ever since u guys had zues as a puppy !!

@missydeloz3331 3 ай бұрын

Thankyou for sharing. We loved watching your mom in your vlogs 🤗. Miss my mom & Best friend every day since 2013 , and having that HOPE truly does helps on these days.

@LoganTrueman 3 ай бұрын

You bring us along for the Ups and Downs. We are thankful for you. We all love you and couldn’t be more grateful to have you lead us through not only your ups and downs but also ours. Your mom would be so proud of you Roman.

@ross9804 3 ай бұрын

Seeing things like this make me realize how I truly take my grandmother and parents for advantage. I love them so much and always want to make sure I can show them the love and appreciation I have for them.

@alexanderdebien6259 3 ай бұрын

Moms like your’s, Roman, are amazing. Not all of us have had that same relationship. I love watching your videos for this reason. You’re so genuine

@zaidawilliams2675 2 ай бұрын

It’s so crazy coming back to your videos after years of really not watching any of the people I love watching and seeing how much has changed good and not so good. I haven’t realized just how long I’ve been away from KZfaq until now. My mom died the same year on February 1st, your truly never alone🫶

@debbiehamiton9305 3 ай бұрын

Thanks for sharing……..always a good reminder to stay close to the ones we love……no promise for tomorrow.

@Livinginfearaintlivin 3 ай бұрын

Man these videos are what everyone needs. Love it

@rjsaab02 3 ай бұрын

I still remember the anticipation of coming home from middle school as a 6th grader to watch the daily vlog. I definitely miss those days and the countless number of times the Atwoods have brought us, not only as viewers but as a family together to share a positive message. I will always love and support you guys and thank you for lightening up my childhood! I still have my very first piece of smile more merch somewhere that I ordered in 2016 LOL

@TheSandman16 3 ай бұрын

Roman, thank you so much for making and sharing this video. My mom passed away on 5/12/2023 and the 1 year anniversary of her passing landed on Mother’s Day this year…It was a super tough day to get through but what also helps me is having that same hope that we will be together again after this life. Thank you again for this video. 🖤

@cephasmakuzva 3 ай бұрын

I loved seeing your mum in the old videos. She was a great soul and so loving. May she rest in peace. ❤🤝 Shout-out all the mums wishing you a very happy mother's day. None of us would be here without them. I admit i need to appreciate and spend more time with my mum. This video has inspired that in me today Roman. You learn alot when you loose a loved one. I lost my cousin early. He was only 28. Lifes short. Teaches me appreciate the time we get and take nothing for granted. You never know when its time and you don't want to live with the regret of not being with them especially when you know you could've. THANK YOU today Roman. SMILE MORE 😃

@innerpeace1725 3 ай бұрын

Oh God that broke my heart. Thank you for taking us with you. I know thats a very personal moment. You’re def in my heart on mothers day and im so glad you were able to share her with the world and one day have memories to look back on.❤That alone is a blessing many will never know.

@mattd1142 3 ай бұрын

We needed this Video… thank you for sharing this Roman. It really spoke to me. Thank you 🙏

@hannahpatawaran8054 3 ай бұрын

I love this video. Your mom was very special and I remember your announcement of her passing. I’ve had a lot of loss in my life in the recent weeks (no deaths luckily) and been down in the dumps emotionally. I appreciate you trying to life people up

@zachripp8163 3 ай бұрын

Love these new videos! Really brings me back to when I was younger. Your mom was great to watch in the old vlogs. May her Rest In Peace

@jalcomlinux2983 3 ай бұрын

I lost my dad to covid, the only thing he was worried about was her well-being... he said me once that if he left this realm before mom he only concern was my mother... I told him that he should not worry about her... I am his son I will take care of her until they reunite in heaven. God bless you man!! Enjoy family and lots of love!!

@rodneygonzalez2426 3 ай бұрын

Ok men

@V1PERB3ATZ 3 ай бұрын

💚🙏🙏🙏🙏💚

@JenniferNicoleEller 3 ай бұрын

It feels so crazy that I’m almost 23 and I’ve been watching you and your family since I was 12. Glad to see you back ❤️

@JohnHagertyVlogs 3 ай бұрын

You are a great son and father. Thank you for bringing us along on this with you I know it’s tough but we appreciate you

@InvestmentJoy 3 ай бұрын

I lost my dad 7 years ago this March, the feelings of loss never go away. But on the positive side life is temporary, but the afterlife is not. I'm sure I'll see my dad again, but the reality is I'm using the loss of him to share his story and it's changing people's lives on a regular basis. So even though I've lost him, it wasn't in vain.

@coleboyd9483 3 ай бұрын

Hey Roman, I lost my mother when I was 18 and been on my own since, but oh man she’d sure be proud. Thanks for sharing your experiences and know you’re not alone brother. Much love ❤

@TheRealVonMaur 3 ай бұрын

May she rest peacefully she will always be missed and remembered and loved and respected 🙏🕊️💪🏼😇🥲🙌❤️💪🏽✝️🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️🙌✝️

@tammyhoffman12 3 ай бұрын

This was amazing ! Such a beautiful grave stone! Perfect 😍 ❤ I was so heartbroken for you all losing your beautiful Mom! I sent flowers to the funeral. Lost my Mom 2 wks after I had just had her first Grandbaby. She’s proud of you for sure! All of you! Thanks for all you do! 🥰🙏🏼👏👏👏💕💕💕

@ZacharyRB2 3 ай бұрын

I get this bro, I had to do the same thing yesterday. I lost my mom when I was 6 and i'm 16 now.

@ZacharyRB2 3 ай бұрын

She passed away on May 29th 2014, 10 years this month. All I pray for is that one day we'll all get to see our loved ones again.

@TheDuo 3 ай бұрын

Sending ya some love man

@ZacharyRB2 3 ай бұрын

@@TheDuo Appreciate it brother!

@TheDuo 3 ай бұрын

@@ZacharyRB2 🙏🏻💯 all love

@brendaanne0810 3 ай бұрын

I too, lost my mom when I was 1 year old, know how you feel. It gets easier as you get older...🫂🪻💗💫

@MatiasMiami 3 ай бұрын

The words you’ve spoken in this video made me realize as a 19 year old I should be appreciating every moment in life and stop letting small things make me feel like big problems. Thank you for keeping it real Roman. Used to watch you back in 2014, seeing you return is unreal

@Logan0210 29 күн бұрын

A bit late to this video but Roman thanks for sharing these raw emotion with us. I heard about a quote the other day and I wanted to share with you and hopefully it helps. Someone once said that grief is like a stone. You carry it in your pocket. You’re always gonna notice it and feel it. You know it’s there. But as time goes on, you get stronger. So as you get stronger, it’s not that the stone goes away, it just that it gets lighter. It’s lighter to carry but it doesn’t mean it’s going away, you didn’t move on. You didn’t have to get over it. It doesn’t get smaller, you just get stronger so the stone gets lighter.❤

@jackbutler-vd2sz 3 ай бұрын

Just keep bringing her new rocks from new trips. I'm sure she'd love that, and would be just as meaningful whilst not risking what means a lot to you. I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my grandad in 2020, then my grandma, great uncle and cousin all in 2022. No words can compare. Stay strong. Always keep fighting!

@BeardedRoooster 3 ай бұрын

I understand brother I lost my mom last year before Mother’s Day so this is my second without her. There are still days that I pick up my phone to call her even now. That smack in the face everytime i realize I can’t just call her is almost unbearable. I do just keep in my heart and mind that I will see her again one day and she is no longer in pain here. Roman I know you tell us all the time “You are beautiful you are one of a kind smile more” and to you I say it in return you are a beautiful soul and inspiration to many and I am sure without a doubt your momma is watching down on you with pride every second of every day. Thank you for being you.

@SkylarMckay-fy6wo 3 ай бұрын

My brother and I lost our mom January 9th of this year. She had been fighting cancer for 10 months prior. This was our first Mother’s Day without our mom. I can’t explain the feeling. This video hit my heart differently. Thank you for your inspiring words.

@joannepiatte4026 3 ай бұрын

Sorry for your loss

@josehernandezplaytime4594 2 ай бұрын

I been watching you since I was 18 and my son was recently born I used to watch your videos with my son every night during bed time and I learned so much from you like being a father and how important family isbecause I didn't really have family but thank God I made my own and because of you I understand these things more like family .. I'm sorry for your losses your an inspiration and Ima meet you one day I know it and Ima thank you because you had a bigger impact on my life than my own father has its sad to say but it's the truth.. been watching since 2014 and I've learned so much only KZfaqr I watched faithfully for that long I love you roman your the best keep being the man you are I know your mom is so proud of you. SMILE MORE 😊

@rlcarver 3 ай бұрын

Wow, 5 years already 😢. We loved her too. You are a wonderful family that always makes sure to announce everyone's importance in your life. 💐

@ethantaylor48 3 ай бұрын

Nice truck. Also happy mother's day to the mothers in your life

@mattwalker154 3 ай бұрын

I lost my mother less then a month ago and although she had a good long life it’s never easy. So thank you for this video and thank you for this new channel. As a single dad who’s almost done raising his last child and struggle to figure out what’s next and how to get there I’ve found this channel to be a some light and a guide. Thank you.

@V1PERB3ATZ 3 ай бұрын

💚🙏🙏🙏🙏💚

@BassManBobBassCovers 3 ай бұрын

Such incredibly important points on how fragile and short life can be. I know you haven't really spoke much on this subject publicly. It's refreshing to hear your thoughts. Losing her must have been beyond excruciatingly painful. But I know Sue would not want us to be continuously filled with sadness, but to continue living our lives the best we can. Big happy mothers day to her and the fam 🙌

@AshleyMurphyArt 3 ай бұрын

Thank you for this Roman. Your mom meant a lot to all of us. So to be able to do this with you was very meaningful. My father passed when I was 20. I know mothers and fathers are different but it’s the absolute closest thing relatable. Time does get better for sure. The 5 year mark was the turning stone for me. Which I believe is what you are at. Dad’s been gone 27 years. I think of him all the time. The anniversary day of your mom, my dad’s is the day after, the 30th. Here’s to momma Atwood. Happy Mother’s Day. You are loved and missed.

@achrefwazzen8926 3 ай бұрын

Love your parents. ❤ We are so busy growing up, We often forget they are also growing old.

@V1PERB3ATZ 3 ай бұрын

Facts 💚🙏🙏🙏🙏💚

@franciscozenay5375 3 ай бұрын

I love you Roman. Thank you for being here still for all of us. Your Mother raised a wonderful and amazin son!

@kilIstation 3 ай бұрын

Terribly sad that those losses happened so close together as well. You held it together so well on the outside.

@evilskull093 3 ай бұрын

That’s very nice stone I think she would have loved it. you were a great son to her and a great dad and uncle to her grandkids and all the grandkids to come. I hope you’re right about seeing your love ones in the afterlife. Keep up the great work Roman.

@melk333 3 ай бұрын

Currently losing my mom to cancer and knowing I have a little less than a year with her makes this video hit pretty hard. I dread the day she passes on but this video brings somewhat of a peace to the reality of it. I've lived my whole life a mommas boy and have held her hand through everything so definitely forcing myself to grow up a little more lol.

@Compitaoscar 3 ай бұрын

Hello Roman, been watching you for the longest time. You’re so inspiring. I’ll be starting my Channel here soon and posting on TikTok cause of you.

@R7w7c 3 ай бұрын

We love you roman❤ Happy Mother’s Day to all of the awesome moms!

@tvommy 3 ай бұрын

hugs thank you for being our parents through youtube all these years as we grew up, thank you so much and I'm so fucking sorry you had to experience the sadness because you make us so happy, and its okay to cry dont feel afraid to if your thinking that man, and your parents are gonna be so grateful your still looking after their gravesite for sure, and your showing us 20 year olds how to deal with this when its time or anytime, so thankful for you Roman, stay strong man

@hannahbruinsma4654 3 ай бұрын

Gosh this is so heart wrenching. I have watched your channel since I was 12 and I’m 22 now. My number is also 13… very significant in my life too.

@oliviabullington6383 3 ай бұрын

Your such a great person! My family and I love watching you! Thank you for all of your positivity

@christianshadrick1150 3 ай бұрын

I'm glad you're uploading every day Roman

@ethand.7801 3 ай бұрын

I’m not one to like videos often but there’s videos like this that deserve them. It takes one second, show your love. Lot of us grew up with this family. Take the 2 seconds

@JeffT77 3 ай бұрын

This was a deep video. I’m sure your mom is very proud of you Roman. 🙏🏻and it’s true with how precious life is and we cannot take it for granted.

@tyler 3 ай бұрын

Your mama was a legend. She definitely left her mark on some of your fans. Much love Roman.

@PPMAK777 3 ай бұрын

I Thank God for what Your Mother & Father instilled within You. THANK YOU, ROMAN, FOR BEING YOU🫶🏽🙏🏽✝️

@keenanlarsen 3 ай бұрын

ive been watching since i was Cora's age and im 15 now. i was legitimately crying while watching this entire video but i wanted to say im very sorry for all of your losses Roman and thank you for all you have inspired me and everyone who has watched.

@alagator809 3 ай бұрын

grief and death isn’t easy both my parents and aunt passed 2018 my father 2021 aunt and mom sisters who died two weeks apart! Thank you for sharing everyone your real life! I loved seeing your mom in vlog she was such a light in the world!