"Everything sucks, i'm taking life day by day and reading traumatizing books" .... you are me and I am you

The intro about why people read extreme horror makes so much sense. Most people just want to be comfortable when it comes to art. But you can't grow as a person just being comfortable. So get uncomfortable and read some extreme horror ! Haha

Meg, thank you so very much for posting such an amazing process and review of Burner. I greatly appreciate it! I'm glad that you... hmm... "enjoyed" doesn't really sound right, does it? I'm glad the "experience" of reading Burner was what you were looking for. I'm so sorry you've been going through so many health issues, but glad it seems like you're on the other side and healing. Thanks so very much!

I have never heard an author’s note like the one you read in “Burner!” Those words!!! Exactly !!! Also why I read horror …. The reality of it all!!! I like any and all of your videos !!! I’ll watch anything you create! 😂

I live for these extreme horror vlogs ❤ update: I have about 20 pages left of Gone to See the River Man (finishing today! So excited) I loved the imagery described in Triana’s writing. Great book and really my first extreme horror book. Thanks for the recommendation! I genuinely wish you the best of luck with recovery and the job situation. Health comes first and a job can always be replaced. Every video you upload is a treat. Thank you for all that you do 🫶🏽😊

Happy Friday the 13th, love the extreme horror vlogs. yes, to the 24 hour reading vlog.

Reading things that scare you sh1tl3ss is actually kind of a coping mechanism. The psychological explanation is that by exposing yourself to what you fear, by choice and in a way you consider safe, you are kind of taking control over it. This is why people who suffered traumas often end up writing, drawing or reading about it (sometimes even reenacting it with people they trust), it's an effort to process it, a way to take control back so it's perfectly sane behaviour actually, even if regular people doesn't get it (or doesn't want to get it)

Okay, you got me. I went on Pango and bought a copy of Burner. I love real life, true crime horror. That's what gets me. My biggest fear is being "serial killed". I am just getting into Extreme Horror, but this sounds up my alley. It sounds like Pretty Girls by Karin Slaughter on a way, but obviously a different genre. Can't wait.

I love the vlogs honestly I could just sit and listen to you ramble about extreme horror for hours, the more tangents and rants the better! :D

I love to read, but I still have an issue where I can't seem to stay focused on a book for more than a couple of hours at a time (even if I am enjoying it). Burner made me so anxious that I seriously could not continuously read it for more than fifteen minutes or so at a time. Thanks for introducing me to this book! It was really brutal and just so emotionally powerful that I won't soon forget it.

yes plzzz, i love the 24hr reading vlogs! 🩷

Thanks so much for your videos even though your going through all that and you still have great energy! And take time to post! Your amazing! 🙌🏻Get well soon your a real trooper ❤🙏🏻🫶

Cool stuff loving the content so far! Gonna have to get a copy of Burner sounds so intriguing... Haven't read any Judith Sonnet yet, but own a couple (Magick and Something Akin To Revulsion). In any case, keep the videos coming, hope you are enjoying making them, and that you are getting well post-surgery! Cheers from OK. I'm going to meet Patrick Harrison III tomorrow at my local bookstore (he wrote 100% Match and Grandpappy among others). Have a great weekend!

Damn girl that is seriously so much for one person to handle.. then the job situation on top of that... well hopefully your channel really takes off so you can just do this if you want 😊 doggies are a bit of work BUT so rewarding - I think it will be good for you to have a happy li'l pup around! 🐶 also.... they can be the Security Guard!

Good lord all that endometriosis and chronic illness stuff sounds like a nightmare. I can't imagine what that must be like for you. Hopefully the surgery worked this time and things start getting better soon!

These are my favorite videos you do

Firstly, you do the know how happy I am to see you in my feed today! It's Friday, I ordered a pizza to my job for lunch as a treat, and I get to sit and watch you while I eat my yummy pizza! Secondly, you are adopting a dog!?!? Yay! I need details! What kind? When do we get to meet them? Lol. I am a former vet tech and 1000% a dog person. I have 3 special needs rescues myself, all over 50 pounds. lol.

I get so much crap for reading extreme horror. Idk why people are so against it. I feel like if you don’t like it, then don’t read it! I don’t need anybody’s approval to read it if that’s what I want lol. Also yes please do the 24 hour vlog. I love your reading recommendations. So I’ll watch any video you make. Hope you feel better soon!

That Blink 182 shirt suits you so well! Wanna get that one for myself lol

You always look beautiful hon. I have copd and a ton of other health issues. It's hard for me to do self care lots of times cause of the meds making me tired. It is what is, and i refuse to give up no matter what. I love your personality and it comes through to us in spite of your health challenges. You rock lady. I finished now you're of us last night, and honestly, especially the ending, wtf did I just read? Went on reddit and I still don't get it, cause there wasn't much information. And mental health here's me: adhd, ocd and cptsd. Recovered alkie and druggie with not one relapse, honest to god: 41 yrs and change, sobriety date 8/15/1982. We got this lady❤❤❤

Girlll, U always manage to look so comfy in all ur hoodies. Nothing better than a great hoodie and a book in hand. I really like the Iced Coffee color looking one u have. Where do u shop?😂

Holy crap. Life is kicking ur a**!!! U can do this! If ur work doesnt appreciate ur value well f*** them! When I get notification of a vlog from u my life suddenly gets better. I no life isnt what it should be for u but u make life better for us, love ur rants and recs and ur gift for words! 24 hr reading vlog im in! If u r up to it. We all appreciate what u do for us! Prefer vlogs! I dont do any other social media cuz ppl can suck! I sincerely wish i could take ur pain away!

Id love to check out burner. Im taking a short break from extreme horror and checking out bizarro something i didnt think i be into but im obsessed with carlton mellick now. Ive read 4 books by him in a row now.

Wow, this is from seven months ago. I keep forgetting to look at when these when these are made

16:35 hold on I wasn't ready for that 😂😂🤣

All I can say is that ROBERT FORD is in my head and he is writing ✍️ my extreme horror that I love to read every day of the week and you are looking really amazing hopefully your operation has gone smoothly prayers and blessings for you and your family love your number one Aussie family friend John 🖤🖤🖤and I am going to read the ROBERT FORD book 📖 over the next few days to

The Last Thing to Burn by Will Dean is an amazing book as well. Great to listen to on Audible

Hope you're feeling better!

I have interstitial cystitis that i got diagnosed with this year. I take prelief its otc and allows you to eat and drink things you cant with this great disease.

Your surgery list was the scariest thing about this whole video 😭

Do you have any other Triana recs besides Gone To See The River Man?? I read that one in one day and was OBSESSED then was super disappointed by the sequel (talk about having a bunch of characters I didn't like/care about). I have Full Brutal downloaded and a sample of Prettiest Girl In the Grave so far but feeling so let down by Along The River of Flesh I'm scared. lol

Anyone got any more recs for realistic extreme horror? I only know of burner and Jack ketchums stuff. Hungering for more! TIA

I haven't read that much extreme horror yet (some Richard Laymon when I was an edgy teen, some Jack Ketchum, Exquisite Corpse and Woom), but I have read lots and lots of true crime. You might be interested in American Predator by Maureen Callahan. Definitely the most disturbing book I have ever read. P.S. I ordered Full Brutal because of your videos. Exited to check it out :D

I Just finished Burner. It is very well written and the Story is clever constructed. But I would Not say this is extreme horror. It's more like a harder psychological thriller. Event thought there is physical torture, the psychological consequences are far more severe and shown in the outcome of the Story. The subject matter is a tough one though. But it did Not shocked me nearly as much as expected. I gave it 4 Stars. (I'm sorry for my Englisch, it is Not my native language)

Glad you are feeling ok

I THINK she really behind on her tbr guys ❤😂😅

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Good luck managing your life and your stress! Just remember to prioritize your priorities! Good luck,! You can do it. We believe in you! 🎉

I just got burned from Kindle unlimited not sure I can read it, but I’m going to give it a go

Is it weird that I don't think of extreme horror as necessarily scary. Like, it makes me cringe, sure... but it's psychological horror that really gets under my skin and keeps me up at night. Usually. But once in a while, there's something that has both the extreme elements AND messes with my head--and that's the good stuff.

Gotta get burner (I think.)❤

Blessings from Chicago dearheart❤❤❤❤❤

Meg, have you seen "sound of freedom"? I think you'd like it

How long does it take you to read a book you seem to have so many to read. I have a lot to read, but it’ll take me forever.

Health comes first! It seems a little early to start staying up for 24 hours. (Yes, I am a mom-how’d you guess?)

Meg, I'd like you to consider taking a woman's self defense course to give yourself confidence in walking in public. I took self defense when i was young, and it helped immensely. Also, buy a stun gun! You can buy a flashlight / stun gun combo that looks more discreet.

thank fucking god for bobby bottle service aka bobby bottle service

But did u read the groomer? I actually threw it in the trash it was so vile. Ive been reading for 40 years. First book to go in trash

Burner really got me interested. Is there anything comparable in terms of extreme and disturbing? I'm currently reading You're Going to Die In Here and I don't like it that much so far. I'm about 70% in. Stay out of the Tub was way better, the gore is creative and really fun, if you can say that gore could be fun.

Lol I hated reading the long shadows of October especially because it’s my name😂 I’m like are you really this dumb? So happy you were able to get your surgery, hopefully they got all of it! Also hoping you get a better job soon cooperate america literally don’t give two shits about your health and it’s just ridiculous.

Boei's

Okay but WHEN IS YOUR BIRTHDAY

....but it was a torture p kink.

Some people watch only vlogs? I watch every video and I'm not even an extreme horror reader .. I'm too much of a baby lol. But I'm still curious so I like to get the filtered version. I've followed True Crime since a very young age though, so I'm familiar with what goes on... there are certain cases I will never be able to listen to again (Junko Furuta is one). Wanna be traumatised for life? Learn her story. 💔 It's really heavy so fair warning...

Read to me mommy