He is looking down on you, vary proud of everything you have become!❤
@alejandragonzalez148 Жыл бұрын
I understand you, I have the same guilt 😔 it has been 2 yrs my dad passed away, and I wished he heard "I LOVE YOU DAD" more often...... God Bless
@maddieborschmann30433 жыл бұрын
He is always looking down on you. I lost my best friend 6 months ago from suicide as he found out he had cancer. Keep strong Taylor x
@Morgan_Samuel3 жыл бұрын
Sending all my love❤
@madisonpaige2463 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing his story
@Pietrobonibian3 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry, you're so strong 💖
@paigeseecharan63863 жыл бұрын
You're so strong💙thank you for sharing his story ❤
@cassiedarnley84253 жыл бұрын
stay strong girl! sending all my love to you & your family❤️
@suhanisingh95633 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry that this happened to you, you are so strong and god is looking down on you ❤❤
@TheBrownTown3 жыл бұрын
My heart goes out to you girl. You are so strong. This should have never happened to you. You are amazing & independent. This will always affect you. So don’t ever feel bad for being sad about it. No one tells you when to stop grieving.
@gerrianneayala72783 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry about your dad and I think it is so important that you shared this story for others to learn from. God bless you and your family always❤❤
@juliaharris79853 жыл бұрын
You are so strong and I know he is so proud of you for all of your accomplishments and being such an amazing mommy to Blake
@madison19523 жыл бұрын
Love you so much!!!!!!!! You are so very strong!
@jasminebailey47253 жыл бұрын
Love you Taylor 💜 thank you for sharing
@Taylor-qq4ig9 ай бұрын
I lost my stepdad this week from cancer. Stay strong Taylor.
@Carr0814113 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry Taylor you have had to experience this loss. Your story will help others. Blake sure is a miracle to your family
@mariacanchola22123 жыл бұрын
Omg girl am so sorry 💜💕💜❤️❤️❤️stay strong
@whitleymcqueen3 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss, just know he’s looking down on you and Blake! This is why I never did this
@paigemadison85573 жыл бұрын
Praying for you and your family also about the ashes when my grandmothers brother died a bunch of my family went to a bunch of his favorite paces and spread the. ❤️
@lyndinordstedt15213 жыл бұрын
Your are strong and amazing thank you for sharing this full story it could truly help someone and if anyone ever feels so down please get help!!!
@harleejohnson58593 жыл бұрын
Oct 21 of 2019 was when i lost my mom at the age of 14. I think it is so weird it is the same day just 2 years apart
@MikaylaYoung3 жыл бұрын
Taylor you are the strongest person I know. You are such a beautiful person and your dad lives on through Blake. You are so loved girl❤️
@morganallen06153 жыл бұрын
my sister committed suicide when I was 6 years old in 2006, I'm so sorry. I understand to a certain extent what your going through and will continue to go though. its rough but we are so strong and we want to make them proud. I tell my sisters story so much still to this day over a decade later because she matters so much. I want to show people how this affects loved ones as well. I have ptsd, severe social anxiety, depression, and severe panic disorder. some days are better then others that's for sure. your such a strong young woman. he's watching over you forever and always guiding you in the right direction. love ya girl
@madisonpaige2463 жыл бұрын
I am sorry for your loss thanks for sharing her story
@morganallen06153 жыл бұрын
@@madisonpaige246 thank you i greatly appreciate it ❤️
@madisonpaige2463 жыл бұрын
@@morganallen0615 your welcome
@morganallen06153 жыл бұрын
@madison K i agree 100%. it has totally changed my life in so many ways. she was raped by her best friends family members so badly she wouldn’t be able to have children. they let them out on bond and after that she committed suicide because she was scared they were gonna come back for her. they never got charged bc “no victim no trial” is the law in Florida.
@madisonpaige2463 жыл бұрын
@@morganallen0615 I am sorry this world has horrible people in it
@angelicaortega5803 жыл бұрын
I’m sorry for your lost 😔I love you !
@karleeclarke58063 жыл бұрын
Poor girl. I am here for you 🤍🤍
@kimbolieu91773 жыл бұрын
Sometimes it is the ones who seem happy who are not deep down. He was a very fun and hilarious man. That is why I fell in love with him. Taylor, I am so proud of the strong, intelligent woman you have become. I love you my baby girl.
@bellarangel8268 Жыл бұрын
I’m extremely sorry for everything. While I was hearing your story my eyes were tearing up. Don’t blame yourself or question if you did something wrong because you didn’t. He’s now looking down to you and feeling proud of everything you’ve become 💕
@Carr0814113 жыл бұрын
Bless your heart 💔
@madisonpaige2463 жыл бұрын
If you feel depressed or anything plZ get help even though it hard
@monicarosas94963 жыл бұрын
he is looking out for you and Blake I love you I’m always here for you and Blake
@Jaysvideodiary3 жыл бұрын
i hope you feel better bb🥺.
@haybaee52183 жыл бұрын
I’m crying😭 this is so sad!!! And yes suicide isn’t the answer! #suicideawarness #youareloved
@ashleymendez27763 жыл бұрын
We love you Taylor
@brittanychristopher46613 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry about your dad Taylor, I lost my dad 4 months ago from cancer , i know how you feel and how hard it can be stay strong your dad would be so proud of you ❤️❤️❤️
@madisonpaige2463 жыл бұрын
I am sorry for your loss
@kimbolieu91773 жыл бұрын
God Bless You
@madisonpaige2463 жыл бұрын
U are so strong
@theshawfamily65263 жыл бұрын
You are so strong!! You know hes still here with you and your daughter! He loves you so much!! Keep your head up beautiful💖💖 hes with you no matter what
@amandawhite-swenson37983 жыл бұрын
Im incredibly sorry for your loss. I can relate a lot with you. I was a teen mom when I was 15. When I was 12 I lost my oldest brother, when I was 22 I lost my mom, and at 32 I lost my father. My mom's anniversary of death was Oct 20, 2003. The pain is so hard to out into words. I'm 39 today and a mom of 8 and actually became a grandmother last year. You and your family are in my prayers
@kassidypaige86383 жыл бұрын
Stay strong beautiful ❤❤❤
@LONDONMACKENZIE3 жыл бұрын
He’s watching over you❤️
@laceyfontenot1863 жыл бұрын
I'm balling my eyes out watching your pain. I'm so sorry. I cannot imagine your pain. My grandfather committed suicide way before I was bore and my Mom carried that guilt for almost 20 years before she got help. She often threatened to commit suicide. At 14, I had to have my Mom arrested so she could be put in a hospital for help. At first she cussed me out, told me she hated me and her doctors were there to tell me it's not her really saying that. Turns out she was bipolar and her dad was most likely bipolar. It is hereditary but it was the 60s and 70s when my grandfather fought his battle and mental health was weakness and not talked about. It took a long time to get my moms medicine straight and with most mental health issues, you take the medicine, you feel better, you stop taking the medication. For the last 25 years my mom has been my best friend. She hasn't talked about suicide in over 25 years. Suicide is a instant pain reliever for that person but a lifetime of pain for everyone else. Things do get better. Life does get better. I love you Taylor and I'm praying for you xoxo
@kimbolieu91773 жыл бұрын
Love your story! Thanks for sharing!
@rhiansmith54503 жыл бұрын
Loosing a parent is the most hardest thing anyone can go through ever. I lost my dad unexpectedly and I still can’t get over it ten years later. He will always be watching over you, stay strong ❤️❤️
@mansoorstemmet86793 жыл бұрын
I lost my brother of nine years old 3 years ago aswell.We were like twins we did everything together.Shared food,showered together,went everywhere together.I know what ur going through its not an easy process
@irene40773 жыл бұрын
courage
@ashleykinney65383 жыл бұрын
I love you Taylor
@jinte12323 жыл бұрын
❤
@philippeterson4711 Жыл бұрын
Really sorry to hear your dad died, I lost mine in 2015, he was 56, how old was your dad?
@user-vc6uf4oo1q6 ай бұрын
Taylor.please.honey.dont.cry
@hollyhutton53753 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️❤️
@amysteffen44483 жыл бұрын
💜💜🙏
@natalielucille68003 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry Taylor I also lost my dad to suicide ❤️❤️❤️ he struggled with depression and alcoholism it will be a year on 11/15💔
@kimbolieu91773 жыл бұрын
God Bless you.
@aleyaharmstrong34483 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for you
@sorchamcgowan983 жыл бұрын
❤❤
@user-vc6uf4oo1q6 ай бұрын
Taylor.dont.cry
@chanejones55413 жыл бұрын
I love you so much💜❤
@chanejones55413 жыл бұрын
my mum passed away colon cancer I miss my mum everyday
@madisonpaige2463 жыл бұрын
@@chanejones5541 I am sorry for your loss
@rawang39983 жыл бұрын
I wish if my English was so good so i can tell you how thankful I am for you this video shows up and my father just passed away less than two months ago thank you so much for show how strong you are it gives me hope I will to
@Milenap4663 жыл бұрын
My dad passed away on October 15th..
@EliMayyt3 жыл бұрын
Taylor, I'm so sorry. Nov 30th 2019, my dad's best friend committed suicide. He was more of an uncle to me than my real brother, and at the funeral we sat where the closest family sits. My brother and I were cooking dinner and our dad came running in the apartment, saying that he had crashed a plane in his yard. Both he and my dad loved flying private planes and I was practically raised on the airfield sometimes. I just remember falling to the floor screaming. We went to my grandparents house just to not be alone. an hour later or so, my dad showed me a news article on his phone. The headline said "one dead in plane crash". My life has never been the same. I have nightmares weekly, even after almost a year. I can't sleep with the lights off. I don't ever want to be alone. I'm terrified that someone close to me is hiding something like this, or that something will happen. Every morning when my partner leaves for work, I'm anxious that he'll get in a car crash or something else will happen to him. My dad always says it was a stupid thing to do, and it was. He was so loved, and he is so missed. You are not alone. Ever.
@laceykey21683 жыл бұрын
My grandma died 24 of oct after you dad died of that that same year to
@morningstar89193 жыл бұрын
My Best friend lost his little brother to suicide he's always saying he should of got to him sooner he's blaming himself 😢