Been clean from meth for almost a year and still going. I’m so proud of myself
@peachhead19285 жыл бұрын
One day at a time..and good luck
@memetic8054 жыл бұрын
Jeremy Godwin keep it up my friend 👍🙏✌️
@GSPDUKE4 жыл бұрын
And you should be.
@christioherstorer94804 жыл бұрын
I hate drugs so much I not even know what it look like
@GSPDUKE4 жыл бұрын
@@christioherstorer9480 Stay that way, as somewhere down the road you will be introduced to them. Stay away from bad company. I wish you nothing but the best in life.
@Encouragethyself5 жыл бұрын
My son is 19 years old and on meth. I pray he finds the strength to stop.
@JohnSmith-su3ze4 жыл бұрын
Grow a pair of balls and kick his fucking ass. Stop being a spineless enabling parent
@Joghurt24994 жыл бұрын
geez the comments. I wish you all the best. I've been struggling with mental health for years (luckily never with drugs) and it IS NOT my parents fault.
@Encouragethyself4 жыл бұрын
John Smith no thanks for you terrible meaningless 2 cents.
@Encouragethyself4 жыл бұрын
Keith Clark a whole lot of prayers went up and he’s doing fine now. That’s all that matters. Thanks for your concern, I guess...
@Encouragethyself4 жыл бұрын
Joghurt2499 I understand. Glad your doing better. Everyone is going through something. Pushing through and making any effort to be better is all that matters. Take care 🙏🏾
@stanleystone34485 жыл бұрын
Im almost 2years clean from meth this august thank God
@DarkDawn875 жыл бұрын
Good on you mate I wish you all the best ❤
@HouseofLilith3335 жыл бұрын
And every day you choose LIFE. bless you ❤
@franksturgis91185 жыл бұрын
Stanley Stone that's great brother , I count at least 7 people that I have known that are dead now because of the methademic
@marshakrull54085 жыл бұрын
Stanley Stone Good for you Stanley!! Keep your chin up and don’t look back🙏❤️
@shannoninalaska5 жыл бұрын
stay vigilance on your new life and protect it fiercely. I quit smoking cigarettes cold turkey 1 year and 9 months ago and that was hard. I know it is probably nowhere near as hard as meth, so that makes YOU A ROLE MODEL! Live the life you want to live and don't let a drug make your choices for you.
@jennalove65834 жыл бұрын
Meth destroyed my career my relationship my sanity I have never been the same! I got off of it by the grace of God! Thank you Jesus🙏🏾
@elvenleaf55893 жыл бұрын
Drugs are for retards
@ivornworrell3 жыл бұрын
Amen, in Jesus Name
@damianduarte59083 жыл бұрын
Thats right! Amen
@ElvisLivesUpstairs Жыл бұрын
Lol gods a cunt
@frederickhaaken45610 ай бұрын
Good luck to you. Hope you stay clean.
@xoomvids6 жыл бұрын
I learned as a teen what addiction felt like. Took one toke of a tiny rock called crack when it was just hitting the streets and I just started crying because I knew the future I had dreamed of was going to be replaced by a very different one, I needed more and I knew I would never stop. I asked my friend to pull over and I jumped out of the car and ran and ran until I collapsed. When I woke up I called my girlfriend. She talked to her dad and he arranged for both of us to stay stay in another state far away from the city. I returned home 2 months later and I never touched weed or beer or anything ever again. I married that girl and started a business. The best thing anyone can do is just stay away from drugs.
@alishadavis91156 жыл бұрын
xoomvids beautiful god bless u
@kellz82606 жыл бұрын
Wow. U layed it really good for people that need it.
@jasonsmith17275 жыл бұрын
Love the story, your wife sounds great, thank her for me for you won't you? good shit for being strong enough, but I was wondering if you guy's were hiring?
@ACms-zn9ni5 жыл бұрын
Damn you are really strong minded
@roberthelmick95745 жыл бұрын
@Christopher Cruz apparently you like drugs. It's ok. No one wants to save u anyways.
@jacobpayne78266 жыл бұрын
This is actually one of the most disturbing videos ive ever seen, the second woman was actually gorgeous before she made the wrong decision.
@aikido76 жыл бұрын
She made a decision to stop her inner pain. They choice she made to do this was unhealthy and dangerous.
@ColdEthyl926 жыл бұрын
@@CHIEFS_DYNASTY_ That's the worst site you can think of? Get out of the basement for a while- if you think it's a competition, the cops will be banging on your mommy's door pretty soon
@LS-sx4vc6 жыл бұрын
The first one looked better lol
@brandyyolidio42136 жыл бұрын
They all were pretty, I really think the last one was soo cute. I work in substance abuse and it still breaks my heart to see people hurting like this. Please please get help if you need it, nothing to be embarrassed about. I wish I could treat every person with an addiction at my center. But I plead with anyone who needs help, contact your local hospital and they will put you in touch with the right people. Take that first step to getting better. No judgements, we want you better just as bad as you want to get better and you do NOT have to do it alone, I promise ❤
@rondelllee89366 жыл бұрын
What's even more disturbing is if you put it on the fastest speed and listen to the music while you're watching this makes it even more creepier
@mirandam50745 жыл бұрын
Growing up my dad was an addict since teenage years and so was his mom. once I turned 16 i started using meth with him. Large amounts, days on end, losing 50 pouns in just a few months coming down to 90 pounds. Standing in the shower became to exhausting because of how much my body was in over drive. My mom did her best to help by sending me to different states in which I'd always end up back on meth. Turning 20 here soon and the outcome has been all but pretty. Finally a few months clean but the damage has already set in and now been diagnosed with schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, severe anxiety, depression, list goes on. Even with all that I'm the happiest I've ever been due to sobriety.... Of all of you out there struggling with addiction know that their are people who care about you and you are strong. You will get through this battle. Never be afraid to ask for help, it's never to late. ~ Much love to all, Miranda
@datdudecollins2 жыл бұрын
Miranda. How are you now?
@ItsJustAdrean10 ай бұрын
Miranda, I pray you find the strength to stay clean. I love you and hope you are well
@SandiByrd10 ай бұрын
I really hope that you are still doing well.
@jessicatrask56085 жыл бұрын
What it does to the face is horrifying. But the REAL horror is what it does to the personality. The change in visual appearance is an analogy for the change in their inner self and mind. Anyone who knows an ice addict will understand. They change into ugly, hateful, irrational and deceptive monsters. Its deeply disturbing to witness.
@BlanketyBlank90503 жыл бұрын
But the users never see their selves like that seems like.
@some.randomdudeonYT3 жыл бұрын
Yes, I absolutely agree with you. It really can turn one of the nicest people you could meet into one of the worst. They can turn from a nice, respectful, caring, honest person into a rude, lying, stealing, cheating, selfish person. I have battled alcohol addiction for many years, and I looked back in my life before alcohol and I was a very lively person, until I no longer was, so I know first-hand how addiction can changes you just not physically, but mentally and emotionally as well.
@aletaboyette70973 жыл бұрын
Especially for any children involved.
@youslut3 жыл бұрын
Meth is a Dorian Gray drug!
@Ezrock243 жыл бұрын
I almost got killed by one
@tom81815 жыл бұрын
32years clean sober have hope
@rockinrowdyjimmyd3 жыл бұрын
31 years clean here!
@waderivers33043 жыл бұрын
Sober 31 years. We are miracles each and every day clean.
@rowstone30193 жыл бұрын
Congratulations! Amazing accomplishment to all of you with 30 plus years.
@vulnikkura3 жыл бұрын
Proud of you!
@waderivers33043 жыл бұрын
@@vulnikkura Thanks. I’m sponsoring three guys right now and I hope they pass it on like someone did for me. Life is good. Btw, you’ve got a most unique name. Like it.
@therunningman49036 жыл бұрын
I was a meth addict for nearly 3 years... luckily I got arrested and went to prison for 2 years long enough to decide the type of life I wanted to live. I'm married, 3 kids, 11 years sober, and a good job. Prison was the best thing that ever happened to me this is a sad video that reminds me where I could have ended up...
@byronbenguche6 жыл бұрын
Congratulations on your sobriety my friend keep up the good work
@brumph72566 жыл бұрын
I’m really happy for you. Many never make off the drugs. Many don’t change in prison. You are exceptional my friend. Thank god daily and continue to love living!!
@mebeingU26 жыл бұрын
I'm happy for you...stay strong!
@LarJgrip6 жыл бұрын
I’m glad to know you were able to find your way out. I’m curious if any spirituality played a part?
@Aliain126 жыл бұрын
THE RUNNING MAN do you credit any to god
@wendyboyd23555 жыл бұрын
So sad Thank God I'm Sober Now 25 years
@jvolgelstein62785 жыл бұрын
Wonderful
@lusandambuti18425 жыл бұрын
You did great!!
@MA-rn2xp5 жыл бұрын
AMAZING
@mommie15574 жыл бұрын
GREAT JOB!!!!!💗💙💗KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!!!🤩🤩🤩
@paulagwhyte17204 жыл бұрын
Don't thank a god, that's giving yourself away. YOU did it. Thank yourself.
@1pcmedic5 жыл бұрын
I locked up a young woman once, she gave me a drivers license from 2 years prior as here ID. I said to her who is this? She said it is me. The change was unbelievable! I said to her the girl on the license looks like a model, she broke down and cried......
@JohnSmith-su3ze4 жыл бұрын
I bet she was still hot. Women get vain about their looks
@elvenleaf55893 жыл бұрын
Lmao
@jaimedontdothis62422 жыл бұрын
Hate to say this.. but from being a user myself. I’m not a ugly guy, I’m decent looking, I would go as far to say as I’m better looking than average, but after using, I look in the mirror now, and all I see is a shell of myself. It honestly breaks my heart. Sorry I just seen ur comment, and I understood why the girl cried. Cause I’m disappointed in myself.
@lol-me4on2 жыл бұрын
@@jaimedontdothis6242 brother don’t beat yourself up over this please. you went down the wrong path and that’s fine, you still deserve to be happy safe and sober! you’re a good man regardless of your vices, remember that.
@jaimedontdothis62422 жыл бұрын
@@lol-me4on I appreciate that bro! I continued to use a month after this comment. It's not much at all, but I'm beginning my first day of sobriety today, I'm expecting my first born ( a baby boy!) should be here in 3-4 weeks! 🙏 Wish me luck guys! I definitely need it. Side Note: Kinda funny how god works, the first mssg that popped up on my screen was ur feedback! 😅 Gave me all the conference I need.. appreciate it! I really do. I'll keep y'all updated.
@Ladyalphawolf6 жыл бұрын
So sad... I used to use meth... When I met my husband we dated for about 4 months .. He found out I used meth.. He said it's me or the drug.. I chose him .. I Never used again .. We just celebrated our 16th wedding anniversary...
@5.0foxbody86 жыл бұрын
Wolf Lady do you ever get the urge to take a blast honestly?
@Ladyalphawolf6 жыл бұрын
@@5.0foxbody8 No .. I have no urges to do any drugs..
@5.0foxbody86 жыл бұрын
Wolf Lady that’s so awesome god bless you your a true inspiration
@Ladyalphawolf6 жыл бұрын
@@5.0foxbody8 Thank you.. Jesus loves you and is the only Savior and my Savior..
@sl9wdive6 жыл бұрын
You got lucky there lady, but congratulation
@carmenconstantinescu8146 жыл бұрын
The music makes this so eerily creepy and morbid. The satirical melancholy makes it almost unbearable to watch, great choice of song.
@awsomeness2162166 жыл бұрын
Carmen Constantinescu Agreed!!!! Have to go watch something fun so I don’t cry myself to sleep
@thisisvalkyrie6 жыл бұрын
Really excellent way to articulate this feeling dude
@awsomeness2162166 жыл бұрын
I’m literally still thinking about this stupid video all day
@thisisvalkyrie6 жыл бұрын
Celia Moreland I found it like, 2-3 weeks ago or something and I just realized I’ve watched it every couple days or so. What the hell is so compelling about it? Must be the music and the narrative it creates or something?? Or the discomfort and intrigue it creates?? Idfk but I’m so glad other people feel the same haha
@awsomeness2162166 жыл бұрын
guppypugs yeah for real I’m thinking it’s mainly the music mixed with the simplicity of the video because I’ll just be living my life and the train noise mixed with “doo doo doo” will randomly come up and freak me out glad u feel the same way too!!!! I showed my sister and she automatically was creeped as well
@Smoove_J5 жыл бұрын
The last one was horrible, like watching a corpse decompose. I haven’t seen someone emaciated like that outside of a concentration camp photo.
@tonymctony45513 жыл бұрын
Used to work with a older lady that looked like her, always smoking, looked like a thinner female version of legendary drummer tommy aldridge. She was tough though, some of those freaky looking people live a long time. Genetics? Look at ozzy and keef richards.
@markperry28273 жыл бұрын
then you haven't seen much. Typical white horse rider. Like the lead singer for AIC
@tonymctony45513 жыл бұрын
@@markperry2827 Dude, have some respect for the late Layne Staley.
@lightsacco9 ай бұрын
It sucks the life and soul from you quickly
@fordxbgtfalcon10 ай бұрын
My brother was on meth for 20 years and he lost literally everything. He’s now been clean for 3 years and now he’s getting married. I’m proud of him.
@manisyaya31996 жыл бұрын
The second lady especially was gorgeous before. Smh
@amandabrown42696 жыл бұрын
Manis Yaya I agree
@paigeb70026 жыл бұрын
i was so surprised with her. she looked gorgeous.
@audreysweezer2466 жыл бұрын
Manis Yaya she was Gorgeous.
@ERIC-656 жыл бұрын
Why is her neck always covered with that blue textile? Female prisoner?
@focusonu96686 жыл бұрын
Yes sad
@jadegeisbrecht22696 жыл бұрын
My mom was addicted to meth for a little over a year when I was 10 years old, she would be with her dealer or using when school let out so I would have to walk home from the bus stop (It was really far from our house and I had to walk up a hugeeee hill) she mentally lost her life, she wanted to get clean but we didn’t have money for rehab and my dad would also convince her so not get clean he was also extremely abusive, meth was the only thing she cared about but I am unbelievably proud to say without going to rehab she beat it, left my father and got clean my mother is by far the strongest person I know❤️ my mother is lucky to have fought thought this horrible thing and didn’t loose her life, although she got through this she still doesn’t look talk or act the same and she did before this powerful drug changed her life forever. for anyone else who unfortunately did not or knows anyone one who has Rest In Peace you are no longer in any pain, if someone you know is going through this please talk to them just like my mother they can get though this ❤️ I love you mommy stay strong❤️
@MrJosh51916 жыл бұрын
jade geisbrecht I am so sorry you had to go through that as a child. Please take care of yourself too. I am glad your mom is clean now.
@Whadduphomie6 жыл бұрын
jade geisbrecht Meth gives you 7.5x the rush of sexual activity, every time you use. Amphetamines are crazy
@xxpkinggodxx6 жыл бұрын
I lost my mother to a drug addiction at 6 years old. I am glad your mom was able to pull through, it is terrible for me going through 13 years so far without a mom.
@jadegeisbrecht22696 жыл бұрын
kay luh I’m so so so sorry for your loss❤️
@lanaburdette-towns45986 жыл бұрын
jade geisbrecht I am so sorry you had to deal with that at such a young age
@lorriesmith50865 жыл бұрын
Why do people poison themselves? I was a drug cop in Sacramento and saw some of the most heartbreaking people ever. I'll never understand why, but I treated most of them with a dignity they weren't used to. All part of my evil plan to make them feel like humans again.
@stobbinsboy3 жыл бұрын
Thank you. The world needs more people like you.
@botdfbvb2 жыл бұрын
People fall into these holes for many reasons. Every case will always be different. I myself am struggling with cigarettes, alcohol, and cocaine.. it's hard to quit it when you feel so empty and alone without it.
@JuicebyJay2 жыл бұрын
Personally, my mother and father were both addicted to meth they got married and decided to have a child... me. My mother still struggles with meth addiction to this day. My father was shot and killed by the police when I was 14. So, to me, trying meth was basically me trying to figure out what is so great about this drug to make my parents completely disregard me. I struggled with meth addiction from the very first time I tried it. Obviously, I was already predisposed to addiction due to the genetics from my parents. Luckily, I was able to break from the chains of it. I struggled off and on for about 5 or 6 years with IV methamphetamine use and one day I was just done. I am a mother to five children I have full custody of all of them and they are happy and healthy. But it's not like we go out to poison ourselves. All I can say is that I was neglected as a child and then I got into abusive relationships when I was young because I never had a father figure or didn't know what a relationship was supposed to be like. I always saw my mother get abused and I thought that that's what I deserved. I danced with the devil when I tried meth but luckily like I said I was able to get away. Most drug addicts but I won't say all usually had a very difficult childhood or went through something very traumatizing and therefore the drugs and the lifestyle bring some sort of comfort until they don't. So I hope that kind of gives you some insight. I will let you know that every drug addict does want to feel like a human so I hope that you did treat them with dignity because deep down we are all small children crying for help for someone to save us
@christinas.3461 Жыл бұрын
The details are always different for each individual but addiction is caused by pain and needing to escape said pain. People don’t choose addiction, it chooses us before we’re aware that it has.
@joeshmo25775 жыл бұрын
I mean they are also getting older, deeper into prostitution, homelessness, and more and more estranged from family and friends
@caroljahnke82635 жыл бұрын
Their eyes become empty.
@sarahsovine11405 жыл бұрын
bc THEY become empty
@norma37535 жыл бұрын
Carol Jahnke i saw the same thing on my moms eyes. the last days i went to go visit her i notice this same empty stare IT was a lost feeling. she passed away from heart infection.... drugs.... heroin. she said methadone clinics didn't want to support her anymore so she felt into the street drug. sad to say but when my mom was a heroin addict i felt like I was at a viewing everyday.
@lincolnicequeenangeleyes30135 жыл бұрын
Loss of spirit.. The eyes are the windows to your soul ❤
@Utnapiishtim4 жыл бұрын
@LilHo no, it's methamphetamine
@norma37534 жыл бұрын
@LilHo it's ok. But it was very depressing.
@ohohvalerie6 жыл бұрын
Happy to be coming up on three years sober! 🕯 Edit: I've been afraid to check my notifications on this because I know I'd inevitably be reading some hate and judgement but WOW- I am astonished and so blessed to have all of your well wishes. Thank you all so much for believing in me. 💞
@kimberlym19806 жыл бұрын
ohohvalerie congratulations! Stay strong! You will win ❤️
@heavyrain59496 жыл бұрын
Congrats!
@shadeauGU6 жыл бұрын
💉💊🚬
@noemistephanie936 жыл бұрын
Good for you! Stay strong!
@goldy68316 жыл бұрын
Well done Valerie.,I have a 29 year old son addicted.,it rains HELL here sometimes.,people like you give me hope for him..
@eamonnclabby70673 жыл бұрын
This should be shown in schools everywhere...E
@ATL.Resa955 жыл бұрын
The second woman was BEAUTIFUL the last one looked the worst omg
@_Yeeboi_3 жыл бұрын
Yeah the last one was like a decomposing corps
@HtttpsPaige6 жыл бұрын
Meth is terrable...im in a foster home because my mom was addicted...shes now clean and doing her best to stay clean
@mcaruso78975 жыл бұрын
Paige, I'm sorry you are going through this, and that your mom has been struggling. I am sending love to you both, and hope for happier times for you.
@galewatson21345 жыл бұрын
Paige M I wish her well. you hold on, and grab a better life.
@rebeccagreen72415 жыл бұрын
Good luck to you and your mom on Mothers Day ((hugs))
@norma37535 жыл бұрын
my mom passed away from using heroin. me nor u are going to end up in that cycle ok!🤓🤠🤑 iiiiiif you can help your mom, good. but first help yourself! look up stuff to help you become a better person financialy emotional become intelligent lern how to Invest dont let that sad feeling stop you On what you need to know, Lern and do in the future take smart actions. cry fo a lil bit and then eat them tears and swallow them and get to work soldier!
@rebeccagreen72415 жыл бұрын
@@norma3753 AMEN
@charleskuckel31736 жыл бұрын
That last woman had the scariest progression. The last photo of her looked like she was laying in her coffin.
@MegaYangman6 жыл бұрын
Well if she wasn't yet...she probably is by now considering this video is almost 10 years old!!
@hashtag4156 жыл бұрын
IMHO She didn't start well. Her first pic wasn't flattering.
@charleskuckel31736 жыл бұрын
@@hashtag415 I'll grant you that BUT the photos got significantly worse VERY quickly.
@DurabilityNB6 жыл бұрын
you call this a progression?
@patrickarmstrong49586 жыл бұрын
Charles Kuckel us the last lady looked dead all ready
@NelsonClick5 жыл бұрын
As a Dad with two grown daughters it breaks my heart to see these girls knowing at one time they were precious little flowers who played with dolls, colored with crayons, smiled and played and were cared for. I'm NOT sorry that when my girls started 8th grade I took an interest in what boys they were seeing. Warned them against bad ones. "Who are you with? I don't know them - I'm coming to get you". They sometimes protested but I don't care because it paid off. They both have good husbands now that I like. One of those makes more money than I do. They have houses and jobs and regular problems. I wish these girls had that. Just regular problems.
@johncorson659910 ай бұрын
Awesome … I had a step daughter who did not take drugs because her first and only boyfriend in high school started selling drugs after he graduated from high school .., I paid for her to go stay at her uncles (great guy) place in oregon to assist them as his wife was pregnant with twins … my stepdaughter loved it there and a good guy that was a relative of her uncle’s wife really liked her but lived in Washington state. when she returned to Arizona she took on 3 jobs to buy a car so she’d have one when she returned .. her boyfriend in Arizona murdered her before I could get her back to oregon .. she was 20 years old .. didn’t stand a chance but it came so close to her final escape from her abusive drug dealing boyfriend in Arizona … it was devastating .. and I had guilt for a long time that I even allowed her to come back .. it’s been 26 years since then, her mother was really the problem all along and I didn’t know it .. I finally got the truth from my surviving step daughter (never wanted kids myself ) and they were close to high school graduation .. my surviving step daughter told me both of them wanted out of the house so badly because of their mother .. I didn’t know anything which truly sucks but the divorce apparently freed my step daughter to tell me the truth as she hates her mother with passion .. communication makes HUGE benefits .. if I had known I could have figured something out and gotten out myself too .. f’g narcissists are Satan in human form
@xvita184 жыл бұрын
The first woman is alive and well! One journalist managed to find her in 2017 and is now preparing a documentary about her (called "My spirit mother")
@julien2168 Жыл бұрын
where can I find it?
@MA-rn2xp Жыл бұрын
I think they've pulled the plug on the documentary for now. There was a trailer for it and I saw it but it's been taken down. She does have a name though can't remember it.
@warrax11110 ай бұрын
the first girl looked stronger. even on last photo she looked kinda healthy. i was suprised she should be dead, but you never know in this world. i'm glad he got out of it
@lloydchristmas108610 ай бұрын
I would bet she wasnt on meth..i would say heroin or crack
@derekheuring46466 жыл бұрын
Any 'friend' who offers you drugs is not your friend.
@bjorksmom30286 жыл бұрын
lol nobody that uses meth is gonna offer some of their meth to someone else
@heywannaplay60946 жыл бұрын
What about if it's a Family member? Will he still be a Family?
@heywannaplay60946 жыл бұрын
idiot stupid Lmao 😂
@someidiot4206 жыл бұрын
except weed. friends who offer you weed are ride or die
@TheButtshd6 жыл бұрын
debatable
@wesgore80166 жыл бұрын
catastrophically perfect choice of music my dude
@MamiRicaaaa6 жыл бұрын
Wes Gore thoroughly agree!
@TonyBeBlessed6 жыл бұрын
Added a new word to my gocabulary 10 point dude!!
@Heartbeat2146 жыл бұрын
Hauntingly appropriate, indeed.
@gavin97326 жыл бұрын
What's the name of this song?
@Heartbeat2146 жыл бұрын
. Here you go: kzfaq.info/get/bejne/jdZ5p7mXmuC-k2g.html
@starrstatus93414 жыл бұрын
Short true story I'll share, I'll never forget the day I saw some sores on my girls back and butt. Some on her face and jaw line as well. I didn't even know it was from this meth shit. I was shock after seeing the sores and saying "Babe, oh my God, have you seen your back?" I grabbed my phone to take a picture of it to show her thinking she didnt know they were there on her. She got all crszy weird saying "Noooo, delete that picture!" She knew all along it was from smoking that stuff. She had been picking at herself making those sores on her own and I had no clue. So she had been living a crazy double life of sorts. I never knew why things were always so messed up in our relationship. I got blamed for the strangest things. Never could figure her out. But I cared for her so much. But all the lies, the sudden changing her mind about simple stuff that made no sense, the emotional detachment, the acting paranoid as well. But It all made sense onky after I read up on things about it that explained the behaviors and symptoms of the users. I even later tried it myself to understand why someone would go to the extreme just to do this stuff. Not eating, sleeping with other men and getting std's, being pushed around and physically abused and smacked around by other people and sleeping in trangers nasty houses with groups of like minded individuals all just to have others to talk to after smoking that shit. And for some ok people it's like a truth sirum. It will make you talk your head off about random shit non stop for hours on end. So a while back when we first began dating, she shared stories of having an addiction with it many years before. She said she had been clean for years and years. She said she'd never go back to doing it. I even joked around once with her saying "I want to see what it's like" because she said it made you feel this way and that way as if it was a great thing. And mind you I've never tried any hard substances of any kind all my life. So really just kidding around. But she would warn me to never even think about doing it and I was only kidding around. But in the end she ultimately she did go back to doing it after meeting a so called "friend" on her job of all places. So at some point she decided to share those same ol stories with him about her past with that stuff. Sooo later on, guess who showed up with the good stuff? Yep, that same so called friend. He brought some of it right to her just to manipulate her with it and telling her lies and saying "oh I got a problem with it too but I didn't want to tell you because you're just so nice and sweet and your a good friend and blah blah blah, but here's a little bag of it right here!" smh. Just some straight up fuckery bullshit! So I guess thats when they hung out in his work truck and at other different places and houses and started doing some together. Now she's got a cool new friend and that's what began all the crazy shit. But It was his plan to control her with the stuff becsuse he gave her some and she didn't have to buy any of the stuff herself because he's cool guy and they're friends. Riiiiight! I remembered telling her not to ever share those old drug problem stories with anybody at all because somebody would use it against her. But later on it dawned on me...she shared those old sad drug stories of hers with people just to see "who was who"... like who would produce the goods is what she really wanted to find out. She already knew that a guy would try that shit just so he could get her sex or anything possible from her. And all the while she was appearing to the guy as being vulnerable around meth if she was ever in contact with that stuff. Jokes was on the dude because in the end, that same guy who thought he was manipulating her with the drugs was actually the one being manipulated by the true master manipulator herself all along. Wow, what a clever girl! Well it still turned into a bad for her. One filled with physical abuse, nasty cooties and having a gun pulled out on her and her life threatened. She's lucky he didn't pull that trigger and allowed her to just leave. She came right to me the very next day and began to manipulated me too because she knew I loved her. The one guy she knew would take care of her. And I did. I begged her to come to my place to do it if she just had to because I feared her going back and getting hurt or killed. And I even gave her a key to my place so she could let herself in and out, just in case I happened to be somewhere else. And since her dope connect was gone, I even set out to find some for her. Anytjing was better than her going back to the same abusive guy just to get that stupid shit. I guess she wanted it so bad that she let the same dude visit her again after the first time he put his hands on her wrong. Just stupid as fuck! So anyway, there was lots of time wasted on a chick that really only cared about that crazy meth stuff way more than me or anything else. I felt so stupid. So I've sinced moved on but it was very was difficult. All I do these days is worry and wonder who she's with or getting that stuff from, and if she's actually doing ok, and I fear not all of the time. I even sometimes check the obituary column online to see if she's in there. So now I can only pray for her. It ruined a lot of plans I had made for us tigether. What a powerful thing that meth is. So If you're reading this, and you've never tried it, do yourself a favor and just don't even think about trying it at all. It could be the one thing to end your life. It can and will cause you some problems you never want to have. Stuff like family issues, loss of job, death and a lot more bad stuff. It's what you can see for yourself right here in these videos. It's bad bad stuff! If you are seeing any of that weird type of behavior going on with a loved one, then find out what's truly happening and get them some help if possible. But it may be too late. They won't reason with you at all if they're on that meth. You'll then have to make some different super hard choices instead. Good luck.
@uskuugeneration90232 жыл бұрын
Thank you. Truly a horrible horrible thing for sure. Thanks for sharing your story and hope you are doing well now.
@junanamrouti21902 жыл бұрын
bruh that's crazy
@MrLeonightis9 ай бұрын
Thanks for the share but please break your thoughts into paragraphs , impossible to read a wall of text .
@asassynation99559 ай бұрын
Don’t feel bad or “stupid” it’s sadly an inevitable side effect of dr*g use (or ANY kind of addiction, for that matter) that whilst they’re on the stuff, they only ever think about their next h!t. Be reassured that it’s nothing to do with you personally, it’s just the way that addictions are, you become a slave to them. It’s not about love - or even money - it’s just about that h!t. That escape. That warmth/sense of well-being. It’s an emotional journey as well as physical when you’re addicted to ANYTHING - most addictions work on the same chemical in the brain to give you that sense of warmth and well-being. Sometimes it can be just as difficult giving up your “safe spaces” (even if they’re far from safe - but there’s a saying that goes: “Better the devil you know, than the devil you don’t” - which basically means it’s better to stick with what you know - for better or worse. ) and that means the people you surround yourself with too. I hope you’re doing ok - my advice would be to either support her as she is until she’s ready if you love her that much, or to walk away (at least until she’s dealt with her problems, because sadly, you can’t help someone who doesn’t want it/isn’t ready for it) Sometimes just being there for somebody is all they need to find the strength to get better one day. It sounds to me like you are her “safe space” so that’s something at least. Please don’t allow yourself to be manipulated though! (Because she WILL!)
@philambrez9 ай бұрын
Wow! I get it. I went to a rave once with some friends, but after about a half hour, I said "I'm leaving, I've had enough being around these druggies." My friends said, "What druggies?!" People who don't do it often give the benefit of the doubt to people who do, thinking their actions are just some personal quirk, unless they read up on stuff or educate themselves on the topic. And, most people who don't do drugs never try to enlighten themselves on something that doesn't affect them. The only way I knew about all this crap was through personal experiences with relatives who did it and explained their situation to me, otherwise I too would have been as ignorant as my friends.
@georgemallory7973 жыл бұрын
This disturbed me. The music was perfect and sad and terrifying. Gut wrenching.
@sm52886 жыл бұрын
Harrowing and disturbing. They should show this in schools.
@onthedry83866 жыл бұрын
All dead I would say
@nanashaw68826 жыл бұрын
SM some of the girls could have been forced into taking meth
@alexiarowan77816 жыл бұрын
@@onthedry8386 1st is still alive and quit. 2nd is still alive too, but went to jail in 2005. Third one died in late 80's.
@onthedry83866 жыл бұрын
thanks ..
@Misanthropic_hellhound5 жыл бұрын
@@alexiarowan7781 i heard the 1st is dead though. Do you know the name of who the last one is?
@Sylvael20029 жыл бұрын
Seeing their eyes lose hope, the suffering in each of these women makes me feel very sad for them.
@epriedane6 жыл бұрын
Sylvael2002 my heart goes for them, want to cry.
@mikenuzzo33236 жыл бұрын
Sylvael2002 are they still alive
@RetroHalon6 жыл бұрын
This.
@ratricebowden16996 жыл бұрын
Sylvael2002 I know right
@ashleyvalley39466 жыл бұрын
why was this recommended to me...I was watching Oprah videos...
@5-minute-witness3565 жыл бұрын
Thank you for putting them back to their original appearance at the end.
@divineoshun50992 жыл бұрын
I did meth at age 17 for two weeks when I ran away from my parents California home I overdosed the first week and still did it a week later , after that I became extremely weak and skinny I eventually decided to come back home and my parents couldn’t even look at what I become recovery was hard it felt like my only fix was meth but I never went back and never will I’m now 23 with a little girl and have bought a home in Texas I now live a glorious life thanks to the lord I praise each and every day . God bless anyone feel the pain of recovery and you will live a long happy life I promise
@judithmertens6675 жыл бұрын
This is really sad to look at. I've never done nor seen meth and don't want to. Ever.
@karinmorris32945 жыл бұрын
Meth is literally poison. Not like Cocaine which is made from a plant. Meth is created with toxic man made chemicals and it destroys everything.
@biged8726 жыл бұрын
Its sad really really sad Im done meth and all kinds of other crap it destroyed My life sooo bad And people die every day from it i finally got off everything after i lost everything that is im working on over 4 years clean n sober only Through my Lord Jesus Christ and will power God please help those That r struggling with The demons we call drugs
@thunderplunder10136 жыл бұрын
Hope all is well God bless, keep being strong!
@presence91396 жыл бұрын
BIG ED i was involved in alot of drugs over the years but liquor brought me to my knees. It's been over a year now and with the strength of the Lord i never want 2 go back.
@RAM-ft3gk6 жыл бұрын
Jesus never existed idiot.
@Zarasha16 жыл бұрын
Your story really touched me. God bless you. God can truly do anything. That gives me hope to hear your story. Thank you and God bless you. You are an inspiration.
@SariennMusic736 жыл бұрын
Tony Martinez : As a fellow atheist, no. No. You do not get to say things like this. NOT to fellow human beings who got past any thing destructive. If the trust and belief in ANYTHING got them to find the inner strength to both battle and defeat and stay away from the demons of drugs etc, then NO one can belittle that or take it from them. I positively detest the religious fanatics/hate filled religious. I detest just as much the hate-filled atheists also. I'm glad there are selfless, loving, kind and caring religious folk and I'm glad there are selfless, loving, kind and caring atheists. You, fellow human being, just attempted to dismiss and mock the op's becoming and staying clean because he utilized his belief and faith in someone /something you and I choose to not believe in. No one gets to do that. No one. It's rude, selfish and plain out disgusting and evil. To the OP: I'm sorry, I don't have your username visible to me as I write.. I'm on mobile and if I back out of here to find your name, I'll lose what I wrote so far. I wanted to say I'm beyond proud of you and so so happy that you kicked the bad addictions. So many have lost everything as you said you had - and many just remain in the "given up" aspects of it. You, however, got the strength and determination, courage and drive to get back up after you'd fall and keep moving forward. You can tackle and achieve ANYTHING you put your mind to. You beat out one of the hardest devils to beat AND stay clean from: meth. Look at your bad ass self kick ass and keep going. Heck yeah. You got this. Keep strong, one day, one hour, one minute at a time. You got this. It doesn't "got" you any more. Ugh I'm so proud of you. Way to go, fellow Human Being. Xoxox
@mescko3 жыл бұрын
The British Rail system was losing tremendous amounts of money by the mid fifties, and branch lines were shut down over the next 15 or so years. The Slow Train written by Flanders and Swann, among the other songs they penned about British life, includes names of the many stations that were closed. The version of the song sung by the King's Singers has been edited from the original recording. The 'shushes' are meant to simulate the chuffing of a locomotive. Heard in its entirety, it's a melancholy if lovely tune. And this video is infinitely sadder.
@elsea89015 жыл бұрын
I’ve seen a grown man crying to me about what it’s done to him...telling me “that sht is the devil!! Stay away from it” I believed him then and I believe him now. It’s the fkn soul stealin devil.
@atlsweet6 жыл бұрын
This shit took their souls right out of their bodies. Awful thing meth is. From the first pic to the last faces are changed dramatically and drastically. This is so dam sad.
@frankenz666 жыл бұрын
It really is sad. My ex-sister in law went from a fairly nice looking person in the late 1980's to way worse looking than displayed here by the early 2000's. They really get bad when they start doing that imagining they need to pick at their skin and their teeth go.
@fanaticat16 жыл бұрын
I agree with you...I've been offered drugs a number of times and turned them down, but it's still sad, these women weren't strong enough to say no
@amypolzella83496 жыл бұрын
Made me cry. I can't imagine my sweet daughter out there alone, losing her life like this. It's terribly heartbreaking.
@claudiomonreal24666 жыл бұрын
Amy Polzella yeah meth has ruined many people's lives my ex who I was with for 5 years started doing meth we still talk but she sounds so crazy now she wouldn't even admit to me she is on it but I could tell it's so sad to see some one you love go crazy because of drugs
@lisalux67726 жыл бұрын
The first 2 where so beautiful 🙁 poor babys
@sheshe12606 жыл бұрын
This was sad and disturbing..That music made it creepy 😢
@slydoll78776 жыл бұрын
That's a song from 1963 about the death of the railways in England.
@wastedtalent21175 жыл бұрын
Sheshe ....but u brighten my day... esp w that Santa hat on
@matrimcauthon79375 жыл бұрын
It was meant to be.
@johndoe10015 жыл бұрын
Sheshe but your beauty made my day 😊
@streetracer1o1245 жыл бұрын
mr mechanic I wonder the same thing 🤔why does it affect the looks so badly Cuz other drugs don’t
@bobcat242 жыл бұрын
Saddest part is, most ppl who get addicted usually have something much deeper they’re dealing with. The addiction is simply a symptom of the real issue.
@lightsacco9 ай бұрын
It takes the deeper pain away for a while then it KILLS you ,all powders are garbage,a one way ticket to the grave yard.
@korinanarvaez97673 жыл бұрын
17 years clean thx u God for helping me and others...
@francisw69936 жыл бұрын
*That's methed up.*
@lynnlynn91246 жыл бұрын
Stho sthilly
@g1n0256 жыл бұрын
Francis W oml
@snidelywhiplash83996 жыл бұрын
damn drug even makes you lisp.
@sandrinafralencio97696 жыл бұрын
Note: (I know drugs are a serious issue but,)I am laughing at these comments 😂🤙🏼
@MrJuhs916 жыл бұрын
Mike Tyson is that you?
@bw55256 жыл бұрын
I'm so glad I got off that train.
@bdreamwolfc6 жыл бұрын
Brandy W you go girl 💕 it's so not worth it Spent First Years Snortin then over 15 years slamming it not a good life
@thunderplunder10136 жыл бұрын
Congrats keep going strong!
@bw55256 жыл бұрын
+ThunderPlunder101 Thank you.
@bw55256 жыл бұрын
+B Flamingfeather C Thank you. Wtg to you also :)
@bdreamwolfc6 жыл бұрын
you bet :) & thank you :)
@tejakcarter2 жыл бұрын
the second woman was so beautiful
@thatVintageGirl1940s5 жыл бұрын
The beginning of the music is very scary,disturbed and depressing,,,,my message to beautiful people out there please say no to drugs as life doesnot rewind😥
@Diet_Bleach6 жыл бұрын
Okay. The third one has already been doing it
@themoonlitquill6 жыл бұрын
Diet Bleach Agreed! Or had already been addicted to something equally as destructive but perhaps too expensive to support her habit. May have turned to meth as a cheap alternative.
@paigeb70026 жыл бұрын
yeah but she still looked,,, savable😂 the last pic of her was screaming point of no return.
@SevenFootPelican6 жыл бұрын
yup her first pic she looked like she was already on drugs
@traceyholmes65416 жыл бұрын
In the last picture she's dead.
@richbrake99106 жыл бұрын
She was already unattractive though. the others were good looking at the beginning.
@Melissa-hm9hd6 жыл бұрын
what a waste.. all 3 of them were gorgeous.
@mrsteve266 жыл бұрын
LonelyVibes really! Last one looked like a bag of shit
@Melissa-hm9hd6 жыл бұрын
@@mrsteve26 she looked decent but ok lmfao
@1subwithoutvideosf826 жыл бұрын
mrsteve26 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 U fucker almost pissed myself
@Melissa-hm9hd6 жыл бұрын
@anderson no, stop twisting my comment and turning it into a bad one. people can have beautiful souls within and look "unattractive". But it would still be a waste because it's a human we're talking about a living breathing person that ruined their life by taking drugs. And I personally would never label someone "ugly".
@Melissa-hm9hd6 жыл бұрын
@anderson it's all good^
@scottsmith74195 жыл бұрын
God it hurts to watch this. They were all so pretty at first. And they end up looking out of hope. I can't help hoping they are still alive and doing better.
@captaintrips29804 жыл бұрын
They have all quit meth permanently. I can guarantee it.
@jades6508Goofs2 жыл бұрын
@@captaintrips2980 The first one quit meth and is clean, im not sure about the other two, especially the last one, she looked so close to death
@Misanthropic_hellhound Жыл бұрын
@Captain Trips the last one Rosanne holland,died in the 80s
@nancysalinas91135 жыл бұрын
So heartbreaking. Becoming addicted is one of the worst things ever. Takes everything in your life
@cassyboo6049 жыл бұрын
the second girl used to be so pretty
@axe8639 жыл бұрын
cassy boo Not as pretty as you. Can I get random series of permutations of your telephone number... lol
@itsnicksharpbro9 жыл бұрын
axe863 Most beta reply of 2015.
@axe8639 жыл бұрын
itsnicksharpbro Cool comment, bro.... Now go home and get your fucking shine box.
@atedinahalf62889 жыл бұрын
+axe863 says the guy hitting on a KZfaq account based off one girls single picture
@axe8639 жыл бұрын
Ryan Gionfriddo Ryan. Im sorry to inform you but one does not hit on women by calling them, bro. Maybe that strategy works on men but it most certainty does not work on women.
@MJ-es9qh5 жыл бұрын
Meth a one way ticket to hell
@tomlaskowski61915 жыл бұрын
I did it for 18 months it was a wild fun time ,but yeah the novelty wears off and the ugly side shown through and I quit later on.
@northstar52405 жыл бұрын
M J a one way ticket to death then hell if a person on meth doesn’t stop using
@briannotafan33685 жыл бұрын
in H/S i said no thanks to pot my friends respected me for standing up and saying no id tell em im stupid enough
@briannotafan33685 жыл бұрын
that was in 1977 my fried quit pot & is a lawyer now
@joeldecoster88164 жыл бұрын
AND DRAHS THE WHOLE FAMILY down with it
@reelmermaid884410 ай бұрын
My nephew is lost to meth. His brain has been turned to mush. He lives on the streets, in and out of psychosis and then he disappeared. We filed a missing persons report, but I fear the worst. It's a devastating drug. There need to be more treatment centres for this and mental health, not just throwing them in jail.
@robbieglass49052 жыл бұрын
The true terror of approaching death. Those haunted eyes.. The life slowly draining. This video sticks with me.
@gordonjackson5136 жыл бұрын
The second one was gorgeous before she started that shit
@jesuschrist65796 жыл бұрын
Gordon Jackson The first one too But I️ don’t think the first one looked THAT bad after
@claydogmadman78436 жыл бұрын
Gordon Jackson That's what I thought as well...
@TheHipHopCulture.5 жыл бұрын
anyone know the first ones name ?
@noemistephanie936 жыл бұрын
Man the second woman was gorgeous before she got on Meth! It's sad what Meth can do not only to your health but your looks as well! I know a girl who's only 28 yet she looks freaking 50! So sad cause she was pretty as well smh
@Smittysmith3005 жыл бұрын
I was thinking the same thing
@spaulding3045 жыл бұрын
I live around people like this. Not limited to only meth but a broad spectrum of addicts in all shapes and sizes. Seen a guy a few days ago on Flakka going ham at the bus stop. Waving his blanket around. Taking his pants on and off, bobbing his head up and down and making these noises a prehistoric bird would make. It was 530 am. Weird shit man.
@willbradley80385 жыл бұрын
Zhu Zhu Pets TV the 3rd woman was 29 in the first pic. Only 29, she looked 50!!!
@mikehertz65073 жыл бұрын
I'm 50 and look better than these folks
@ChonkyCat90004 жыл бұрын
1. Maria Ramos 2. Christina George 3. Roseanne Holland
@scottylewis81243 жыл бұрын
Maria Ramos.
@ChonkyCat90003 жыл бұрын
@@scottylewis8124 thanks! Just edited it
@j393896 жыл бұрын
I lost my mom to meth use, her heart finally gave out while she was driving home. 10 years ago tomorrow. She could be one of these women. From Head Cheerleader, to used up addict. It's so heartbreaking for the users and their loved ones. I hope for everyone to get clean before it's too late.
@keywestjourno6 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry that you lost your mom. May God keep you in his care.
@laurafeher96946 жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss
@j393896 жыл бұрын
Large Coke It all started to slide downhill when her husband died. It grew continually worse after that until she was virtually unrecognizable.
@milzijex73406 жыл бұрын
Large Coke , people love, suffer and lose deeply, beyond imagination - yet do not even think of going down the road of substance abuse. Possibly to do with resilience and character.
@williamhenry19346 жыл бұрын
This breaks my heart beyond anyone’s belief . I grew up with a heroine addict for a father and a drug addicted sister ! My mother battled alcohol and split personality’s here whole life!My life as a child was so unhealthy and unstable! It was emotionally unbearable! Not knowing if I had somewhere to sleep or food! Some times I would I hide food in the woods or canned goods in the garage. I would walk the streets and see if cars were open so I could sleep in them out of the rain! Most people who would grow up in the environment as I did would be dead, mentally destroyed, in jail, or on drugs themselves! I persevered and learned how bad drugs were by living with these people who are on them! As much as there harming themselves is as much as there harming others! It’s so selfish to do drugs not only are you hurting yourself but your destroying the lives of the people who love you! Who ever reads this please don’t do drugs plz
@tigerlilly7216 жыл бұрын
No child should experience something like this. I hope your life is better now.
@blackkittens.6 жыл бұрын
William Henry You're a very strong person. Well done for getting through what most people would not. Wishing you every good thing in life. Bless.
@rebeccamoore69656 жыл бұрын
Where was social services to help u William. No child should be living in that environment. U are amazing u servived. I hope u managed to make a nice home of your own and are surrounded with good friends and a family who loves u.
@reinacisne4606 жыл бұрын
William Henry I feel so bad for all the children that have to live with these kind parents, my grandchildren sofer all this with there parents but I was there for them, protecting my babies. My son passad four years ago from a overdose my only child I miss him so much
@keywestjourno6 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry. That must be so painful to lose your son. May God be with you.
@xvita184 жыл бұрын
The 2nd woman looked stunning before meth. Like a Hollywood movie star...Hope she managed to beat the addiction.
@raystxxr3 жыл бұрын
Incase you wanna switch back and fourth to before and after: Girl #1 Before 0:24 After 1:21 Girl #2 Before 1:29 After 2:04 Girl #3 Before 2:15 Middle 2:46 After 3:02
@MamiRicaaaa6 жыл бұрын
You can see in some of the pics times of relapse...so sad. They get a tad bit better and then go off the deep end.
@kellihunt68196 жыл бұрын
MamiRicaaaa and what's up with the cheek bones so pronounced? Malnourished im sure but notice how ut affects the collagen fast.
@MamiRicaaaa6 жыл бұрын
Kelli Hunt yes that deterioration appears to happen so fast, there's no way they can't tell...which shows how powerful the drug is....to make them go against better judgement to stop what is clearly killing them so obviously. Heartbreaking...
@jayruiz87796 жыл бұрын
You are gorgeous how can we get in contact?lol
@AraCod6 жыл бұрын
Kelli Hunt The teeth and jaw bones are destroyed. Then it sinks in. The sinuses are ate up and like you said no collagen because as their internal organs are dying so is the skin, the biggest organ in the human body. Horrid stuff that shit. They have stopped most of the little bathtub operations to be replaced by huge professional labs run by mostly Chinese chemists in Mexico. They also produce heroin and other narcotics. They are usually catapulted over the Rio Grande which is basically dried up. Then Mexican gangs pick up the drugs and distribution begins.
@patienceRachel6 жыл бұрын
I was literally about to comment something similar.
@olivechristinwyatt764310 жыл бұрын
For 15 years my first husband took methamphetamine and before he died, he couldn't walk anymore. It's a long story, but he was a very handsome man and before he died he didn't look anything like the man I had married. I still miss him. He never got to see any of his grandchildren. He never got to see any of his children get married. It left me with a broken heart.
@juliagulia58237 жыл бұрын
Olive Christin Wyatt I'm so sorry Olive. Bless you sweetheart. I pray you have started to have some peace.
@miapdx5036 жыл бұрын
Olive Christin Wyatt Bless your heart. I pray you have peace.
@mariahjenet12046 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry may God be with you.
@jgando1112786 жыл бұрын
What an idiot! I mean really! What kind of degenerate piece of shit do you have to be to start doing meth?? Dumb fuck. Sorry for your loss.
@marisanavarro35983 жыл бұрын
Im 4 years clean from this drug and so glad never going back to that life fr.
@deborahhernandez15055 жыл бұрын
They are the walking dead. Low recovery rate. Those who make it out. Will never forget. They think WE dont see it...can't tell. Losing love...family..respect. it's a sad story. The children who endure such trajedy. The parent so lost ..yet thinking they are not. This drug just plain ruins souls!
@1ButtonDash8 жыл бұрын
1st one went from a woman to a man 2nd one is sad, she coulda been a model 3rd one well, she just looks like a skeleton from the start and then turns into the living dead
@lindastonebraker25128 жыл бұрын
Second one was a model, I forget her name.
@jessicalisa64227 жыл бұрын
She wasn't a model. Her name is Christina George and she's been in prison since 2002 for attempted murder.
@letsogichmaric51077 жыл бұрын
ye thats fucking creepy af i mean when you start looking like that i would never go on
@delbertgrady54926 жыл бұрын
2nd one turned her into a man.
@zariahscott82126 жыл бұрын
OneButton Dash oh shit
@ugly43706 жыл бұрын
The first one went from being a woman to transitioning into a man, dam meth you scary!
@alishadavis91156 жыл бұрын
Ug Ly o my funny shit
@maribelburgos69325 жыл бұрын
Actually, the first one was a crackhead, not methhead. Whoever made this video wasnt very accurate.
@shantie665 жыл бұрын
Right she turned into some Mexican dude
@mastertrey46835 жыл бұрын
Im pretty sure the last one is crack . Thats what it says online atleast (roseanne holland)
@lolitahaze025 жыл бұрын
Careful.. You'll offend the snowflakes.. 😂
@carolharris10413 жыл бұрын
One can see the ravages of their outward appearance. Imagine what this drug was doing to their insides.
@elvenleaf55893 жыл бұрын
It's nasty
@nightwasp08785 жыл бұрын
The First Lady is alive and is working with a journalist on trying to find people to make a documentary called “My Spirit Mother” about her story. I believe there are pictures of her on their blog. There’s also a KZfaq video on it.
@princessofnada87j255 жыл бұрын
Yes, I m so excited to know about her life.
@milojanis49014 жыл бұрын
Is she clean, or still using?
@tomc.39878 жыл бұрын
Poor ladies who had demons they could not fight off. Started off so pretty too.
@ritawashere57876 жыл бұрын
Ruckus Tom such a shame they were given the gift of decent good looks and it wasn't enough. We humans throw away so many gifts were given. There are so many people that wish they could be half as attractive as these ladies once had been. I've been victimized by too many drug addicts in my family and my ex-husband to have sympathy. It's just a shame I feel bad for their loved ones.
@hanyuguo6 жыл бұрын
There are no demons, you brainwashed twit.
@TherealgoddessK6 жыл бұрын
Agree, they made the choice at least initially and these photos are mug shots because they supported their drug habit by being criminals. They arent the victims-whoever they robbed, to support their drug habits were the victims. The only victims.
@Epicure186 жыл бұрын
who do you think talks to you inside your head
@mariahjenet12046 жыл бұрын
rita pita WELL SAID.
@soloone81586 жыл бұрын
Was a heroin addict for over 30 some yrs. It's so sad to see what drugs do not only the user but the people around them also. The stealing,lying,hiding,cheating, it's terribly horrendous. Because when you're on the inside you are unable to,or don't wanna see what others see. In our insanity everything is just fine. It's the others who have the problem. There was even a time that I believed that everybody had to be getting high in order to be able to deal with life. Yes I know. That's why the insanity is part/most of it. But now by the grace of GOD I have my life back on track. And for me that was and is the key to success.GOD,GOD,AND MORE GOD...
@basti51806 жыл бұрын
Solo One nice to hear that you’re clean now :)
6 жыл бұрын
Solo One took you 30 years to realize that?
@_Boreii6 жыл бұрын
i mean, whatever floats your boat works.
@co2addicted7886 жыл бұрын
Solo you deserve a giant pat on the back well done buddy im struggling with alcahol somewhat terrible its time i gave god a little ask
@kaianderson40746 жыл бұрын
Tony Martinez no shit yeah
@lincolnicequeenangeleyes30135 жыл бұрын
Wow.. That 2nd woman was once beautiful, she could have been a model.. Very sad.
@waynethomas17265 жыл бұрын
I'm a recovering addict. I've seen what meth does to a person. These women looked pretty bad in the last photos but I've seen people look far worse. I'm a bit of an extreme case, I didn't just "do" drugs, I tried to break records at it. I don't know exactly how I managed to avoid meth but I mostly did. I had so many Heroin overdoses I was informed I wasn't welcome at a shooting gallery! Hard core Heroin addicts would let me hang with them because I insisted on doing too much. Crack was even harder on me. I've somehow survived but there was a cost. I don't sleep much, suffer from awful anxiety and look much older than I am. Everyone that's messed themselves up and realizes it wishes they could go back and warn their younger selves. I do too. I didn't know about Hep C, they didn't have a name for it then. But, like it or not I got it later. I'd been clean for about 10 years when I found out. Best of luck to everyone who struggles with addiction. The only thing that ever worked for me was the 12 step programs. Of course I tried to do it on my own first, which failed miserably every time but I did it over and over again anyway. I started going to rehab units at 18. In total I have been in rehab 22 or 23 times. Somehow I never went to prison, though I deserved to. I came very close one for possession. I had so much on me they were going to charge me for distributing. The truth is, while using, I wouldn't sell you a single speck of drugs. I needed it for myself. I hope people can find a way to not try it in the first place but if they do and get into trouble with, they find the way out. It's hell on earth.
@ludwingrivera18282 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing ❤
@leep12856 жыл бұрын
I'm not a person who cries, I usually just can't find the tears for some reason. But this made me cry because Jesus saved me from Meth and yet so many are still lost. 😢
@efrainruiz82656 жыл бұрын
I understand how you feel. It's not until Jesus saves you from something like this that a person is able to have such love and grief for the ones that are not saved. What a privilege to know Jesus Christ . God bless you.
@daniellelala50456 жыл бұрын
Doesn’t meth bring people closer to Jesus though!? Isn’t that why they are always looking for a spiritual connection!??
@jesuschrist29806 жыл бұрын
Lee P ayyyy
@jesuschrist29806 жыл бұрын
T C thanks for the 8 page essay
@Thorum136 жыл бұрын
So Jesus created Meth, knew you were going to use, did not stop you, and watched while you suffered...praise Him!
@CarMaBear6 жыл бұрын
Even from the very first picture, Lady #3 had a "Maybe she's born with it... maybe it's Methamphetamine!" -look....
@sbstnpofadder6 жыл бұрын
Shouldn't be laughing , but that was pretty funny..
@MrGnastygnate6 жыл бұрын
Caryl-Anne Enna-Lyrac Look don’t downplay someone’s tragedy because they don’t hold up to the scrutiny of Tinder you idiot.
@maxinef66546 жыл бұрын
😂😂 LMAO.
@CarMaBear6 жыл бұрын
RichardHead I was wondering when Captain Literal would show up.
@kiraakapixxxi226 жыл бұрын
Caryl-Anne Enna-Lyrac laughed way too hard at that
@ritawashere57875 жыл бұрын
My heart breaks for everybody struggling with addiction right now. I don't know if my youngest daughter is an addict or if she's mentally ill or if it's both. Something's going on with her. And I've confronted her told her that she needs to get help if it's drugs or if it's mental illness, and that I would help her. She just keeps deflecting. I just don't know what to do. I'm not being an overly worrisome mother, she is essentially walked away from her baby. He just turned 3 and for the past 9 months she's essentially been out of his life. This is a woman that breastfed her baby and barely ever put him down and certainly was so picky about who she even let her hold him and there were certain family members she didn't allow the whole time. And now this is where we are. Anyway if anyone has any advice I would love to hear it. Dr. Phil Show hasn't contacted me. I'm nobody special. I'm only one of so many people out there that don't know what to do with their loved ones.
@JohnSmith-su3ze4 жыл бұрын
You need to put your foot down and stop enabling her!
@americanmade-1 Жыл бұрын
This is also the effects of men. I guarantee you every one of those women has been sa as a child, teen and adult multiple times. On top of that they've likely suffered every form of abuse from a man. When will men stop harming women and children in epidemic numbers? Women don't need men to protect them, they just need you to stop hurting them.
@TwiggyGirl3598 жыл бұрын
The first two girls were so pretty.
@joejohnson67336 жыл бұрын
The first girl, in her second picture is really hot, I think.
@joejohnson67336 жыл бұрын
cindy sounds like she's jealous.....
@joejohnson67336 жыл бұрын
Well, my mother died in 1969, long before crystal meth was being produced, so.. probably not.
@isabellenedakh77906 жыл бұрын
Cindy Who what is wrong whit just disagreeing with some one? Why do you immidiatly go to insult. That's whats wrong with the world. People don't know anymore how to have a decent conversation without going bat shit creazy. Just wanted to say that. You are problebly gonna insult me , now....... But i am just gonna leave it at that. Can't believe people like you actualy excist.
@zacmumblethunder74666 жыл бұрын
+saskia stolk You haven't used You Tube much, have you? I couldn't believe people like Cindy existed before I browsed. Some people get sweary and abusive on even the most banal videos. A video about cheese making will unleash comments full of racism, anti-veganism, anti-carnivorism, religious hate, homophobia, xenophobia, accusations of paedophillia (always misspelled), amateur diagnoses of mental illness in others and flat Earth believers saying that cheese is a lie from the patriarchy. Isn't the internet a boon to communication?
@Soluchi-InfiniteCoCreatorGod6 жыл бұрын
Creepy song.
@harrycraft51006 жыл бұрын
I think it is beautiful as a matter of fact I would love to know who sings it
@jaminbawden37766 жыл бұрын
The group is called 'The Kings Singers'. Incredible vocal group with a huge library of music.
@chewster33_196 жыл бұрын
Jamin Bawden do u know name of the tune
@jaminbawden37766 жыл бұрын
CHEWSTER 33_1 "The Slow Train"
@chewster33_196 жыл бұрын
Jamin Bawden thank you sir,beautiful music sad video
@carlossalinasdegortari15 Жыл бұрын
Been clean from meth for 30 years!
@princessofnada87j25 Жыл бұрын
Fake ‼️
@TrainedSniper129 ай бұрын
I had a friend that did cocaine meth heroin and I saw her at her mom‘s funeral and she looked like she was 80 years old, but she was only 47
@Misanthropic_hellhound5 жыл бұрын
If anyone wants to know their names, the 1st is Maria Ramos, 2nd is Christina George, and 3rd is Roseanne Holland.
@princessofnada87j255 жыл бұрын
1st woman is not Maria Ramos. They are working on a documentary on her call My Spirit Mother
@triciamartin87364 жыл бұрын
@@princessofnada87j25 Id like to know where they are now. Honestly.
@kaiotikworld89454 жыл бұрын
@@triciamartin8736 I was thinking the same thing. Sadly I wouldn't be surprised if two out of three were dead.
@StevieMichelle4 жыл бұрын
@@princessofnada87j25 i need to know the youtube channel, i forgot and i want to watch it
@MA-rn2xp4 жыл бұрын
The second woman is incarcerated and has been for years the mugshots you saw were photos of her going in and out of the police department the third woman unfortunately is dead and has been for years the first is still alive
@jailbird615 жыл бұрын
The 2nd female featured was so pretty in the first photo. A whole life ahead of her.
@markperry28273 жыл бұрын
Personal choice. She had her at bat and played the game. Most people do not have a choice. I am happy they did it their way.
@goahexe66473 жыл бұрын
This drug is evil!! Please God protect everyone from this hell 😭😭
@KahM-pt6hf9 ай бұрын
The 2nd one is Christina George who is a pen pal and a friend of mine, she gets released in 5 days and is excited, she has been working on a cancer walk for her yard for a friend of hers who has cancer these past few weeks Last week I asked her about her mugshots, mainly the one from October 2001 (the one where her face has red patches) she said she never picked at her skin, it was from fighting
@Greatest197910 жыл бұрын
That second woman probably had the biggest downfall cuz she looked like she could have been a model or something. Good-looking, well-dressed, nice make-up and then to end up the way she did, man that's to say that shit could happen to all of us if we should choose to get involved with that garbage!
@kamikami14776 жыл бұрын
Honestly this was creepiest video I've ever seen
@northstar52405 жыл бұрын
kami kami it was kinda creepy
@joeshmo25775 жыл бұрын
Then you never saw Mexican cartel one about bus of kids they killed.. and they video of the one victim specifically. It's like the goriest movie come to life. It's also so sad bc they were innocent. I know old comment
@stormwatcher12993 жыл бұрын
I don’t know why I watch these. Heartbreakingly sad. I’m glad my school gave us enough horror stories about drugs to make me never want to do them. These poor people, they have such pain that they’ll sacrifice everything for that high to escape. Awful awful awful stuff
@kellyorourke14719 ай бұрын
Wow so heartbreaking but the harsh reality , im a recovering addict but not to meth but crack, im in uk meth isnt avaliable over here thankfully . But after 18 yrs active addictuon loosing my home , my kids , my soul i decided i couldnt live that misery desperate existence any longer and claimed my life back. Im almost 3 yrs clean and have slowly rebuilt my life back , mended broken relationshios with family , kids etc . Im finally free ❤❤
@curtisharder71129 жыл бұрын
Such a shame all 3 were good looking. No meth please.
@SParKLES58108 жыл бұрын
that's just sad!
@beauty845356 жыл бұрын
Them being good looking is not a reason for it to be a shame.
@Jbone2066 жыл бұрын
Curtis Harder It's not meth the first mug shot was 1983 there was no meth in 1983. The second one is 1997 that might be meth and the third one is from the 70,s
@mattmurdoch63626 жыл бұрын
Curtis Harder why is it so much more sad if there pretty. Its sad people think like that.
@hollysorensen72126 жыл бұрын
+Matt Murdoch I know, right!? It's like, umm...so if they're not very attractive or seen as ugly to a large amount of people, then it's not sad?? If they aren't seen as conventionally pretty or handsome, then it's like "Oh well, fuck 'em! Let their ugly ass wither & waste away, and even die! I don't care!" ?? But if they're good-looking, then it's like "Oh man! That's SO sad! They were really pretty & had a lot to live for!" like they knew them personally lol. Being pretty doesn't automatically = being successful, or even smart (obviously). It is sad. Soo many people have that mentality, too. I've even caught myself saying stuff like "He was so gorgeous! It's such a shame he's dead!" before, about the actors James Dean & River Phoenix. I've worked on that way of thinking & still am, though! Anyway, I *completely* understand what you're saying & very much agree!!! :-)
@tylerjohnson69926 жыл бұрын
It's truly amazing what the human body can endure before succumbing to death.
@Lucas0200011 ай бұрын
Yeah we really evolved to survive above all else.
@jarveysorensen55025 жыл бұрын
From Gorgeous to corpsey looking
@reginabrock21099 ай бұрын
This drug is evil. The people who produce it are evil. I don't understand why they can't look at these poor women and stay away from it. I hope these people can recover and have a good life.
@yeahreally91857 жыл бұрын
This is me from start-end of a work week
@polarbear57406 жыл бұрын
The first girl was beautiful...
@noemistephanie936 жыл бұрын
Yeah they were all beautiful but sadly they destroyed their looks
@elkjigglesworth35636 жыл бұрын
lol she became a man
@ezlypist6 жыл бұрын
Jack Benton yeah...nothing like makeup to make someone beautiful. [sarcastic face]
@1MACVSOG16 жыл бұрын
The 1st was a guy
@rachelh48603 жыл бұрын
I was a meth addict for 23 years. now I am in recovery. with God, anything is possible...
@cherokeedonna839 ай бұрын
This is so heart breaking. I have a niece that we have watched "change" from a loving, chubby, happy , beautiful young girl into a skinny ,sore covered , toothless monster that we no longer recognize.
@mikesgirl19886 жыл бұрын
Its really sad, I am drug addict, clean for 31 years.but your hooked the first time you use because you are so sick when you come down you do it again so you can just feel better, but the more you do, the more you need to just feel OK.very sad
@bdreamwolfc6 жыл бұрын
yvette Kidd congrats that is hugh acoplishment💕 I call it the devils drug going on 21 years clean myself I get heart dropping flashbacks to this day out of nowheare OMG did i do that ? stuff i would not do otherwise very scary! It is a good reminder though of how sober life is just as awesome than chasing a bag of dope everyday. Keep strong my friend⚘