He’s Catholic

​@@joshuaesquivel5721the Eastern Orthodox church might have a say on that

@@harrisonlang4815 No, he isn’t. He is Presbyterian. Whether he’s saved or not I have no idea.

​@@harrisonlang4815 He is not Catholic. He was raised Methodist and now attends a Presbyterian Church. He is up for re-election. Would you vote for him if you could?

@@jakebredthauer5100 yeah, I am incorrect. He went to a Catholic HS in KC (Rockhurst), I think I just assumed he was Catholic for that reason.

I'm not doing it. It's my insanity talking and eating and laughing, not me, not me choosing to do it. Craziness isn't pseudo-science, it's science, making a better world. Madness isn't imaginary, it's logical. It's putting the words in my mouth. Thus it can make words. Hence it is alive.

The living can make himself think. The dead can't think. They can't make themselves think. My insanity made me think that. It's living.

The living can make himself write on the wall of his padded cell with feces and his fingers that he is god. The dead can't do that. They can't make themselves do that. It's the living, the insanity, making him do it.

Limitations give you a choice, one or the other. Without limitations, boundaries, borders, one is the other, they have no divider between them, no barrier or fence or separator, resulting in you having no choice, no free will.

A person attached to their loved one won't die for their loved one. Because they will be afraid to be dead and not get to see what they're attached to any longer. If they're not attached to them, then them dying for them and losing the chance to see and be with them anymore won't be any problem.

Real life is sane. Suffering is real life, sane, reasonable, not faith, so it'll last forever.

There's a whole host of other things I'd rather be doing than typing all this stuff but I ain't got no doe to do them.

I didn't get to read the book Divine Madness by Josef Pieper yet but I already know what he means already.

God has madness, madness doesn't have him.

Is america a mixed race couple in a salesman's commercial he created from his imagination, or is america more diverse than that, and you are bored of freddy kruger and get tired of the things that are on tv for a single moment, and when you go back and watch a freddy kruger movie it looks cheap and corny and laughable and like a loser and pathetic and like it was made by a child and the mentally sick and desperate and you can't even understand why you thought it was so special and great then and were enamored by it and caught up in it?

A world of friends and family not sharing poetry and music and paintings and stories with one another but only sharing serious information, and having serious dealings with each other, in order to gain material goods, and obtain, or maintain, one's survival, is a small, narrow, dark, drab, cold, dead, cruel, obsessive, insane world, an absolute and complete insane asylum.

Are they treating life like it's a sinking ship they are on, and they grow panicked and frantic when the water is seen on deck, but once it is bucketed out and thrown overboard they go back to relaxing and ignoring the unseen hole on the bottom of the boat that keeps letting the fluid flow in and up until it's back on the top deck again?

They have to create an image of reality in their mind that is thought, not actually what is outside their mind, thoughtlessness, faith. That thought of mine is not actually what is outside their mind, it is faith, for thought is just in the mind, faith, not what is outside their mind, thoughtlessness, faith. Life is serious, not a thought, just in the mind, a joke. Thoughts are serious business, not what is outside of minds, the thoughtlessness, just a big joke.

I'm weak and paranoid, See, I got the strength to admit that and I'm not paranoid of everyone knowing the real me. A coward hides themselves. So hiding the truth, not opening up, is cowardice, not something to take pride in. Imagine how bad your company would run and how much money it would miss out on and lose if it kept itself hidden away from people and didn't advertise. People don't trust people who are sneaky. People won't do business with a person that seems shady to them and not open and honest. They call those people street hustlers and two bit gangsters, ghetto superstars, who make you poor if you vote for them, unless you rip people, or the system, off and live in fear and paranoia of getting caught and being found out for it. Vote for them, and they free and excuse criminal behavior, and then have you living in a world where everyone is scheming and ripping people off and your kid has to live in terror of germs and watch their back out there in the streets lest they come in contact with a wild person who lets themselves get pulled by the mainstream culture into feeding the beast system that makes the streets and world unsafe for their own kid.

Hey, if all are rich, then everyone can pay the judge off and do anything they want and get away with it and you'll have a safe, peace filled, life and world. So make sure everyone gets rich, not moral. Everyone should do wrong, so the world becomes more dangerous and you can get a thrill and adrenaline rush from the life they turn into a deadly sport and scary carnival ride, and from the chance of them getting caught doing it and from rebelling against the rules and from getting away with it, and from the big gamble you're taking. Being negative hurts you. So save yourself, not the world for christ, for doing the latter will get you hurt, that's being negative. Don't expose the evil and bring it out into the light. If you do they'll say you're being negative and hateful and not give you jobs, and by proxy, not give you food. Be about yourself, not others. Once everybody is about themselves it'll be a unified world full of love, the dangerous exciting adventure, not that boring dull hate and drama and cut throat competition. I'm positive about people being negative. I accept it. I'm not down about it, negative.

Helping me is killing you by taking you off your plans. Being upset that life, with or without me, pulls you off your plans as if it's forcing you to do what my plan is for you, which is your destruction, is not what is zapping your motivation to live and draining your energy from you, and by proxy, stealing and sucking away your health. Life is energy. It gives you energy. Take away life so your plan remains and energy is gone and not there to give itself to you. I'm life, what's hurting you, not death, your helper.

Having to lie, hide in plain day basically, takes some effort, it's not easy, it takes your energy to get done, it's dodging the enemy, living in a war zone with no peace.

The top debater's philosophy is more serious than real life is. The point of the greatest debater ever isn't as silly and simple and funny and crude and unintelligent as the truth is.

The earth kills more than hitler, it's ultra nazi, opposed to you. The universe makes more people work than a slavemaster did. Abolish it. Life injures more women than a 1950's american husband did. It's mean. Vote it out of existence. Reality beats down into the dirt way more gays than a proselytizing evangelizing street preacher does. Ban speech. Reality is a fundamentalist hunting them and a tv pastor forcing them to give their good things to him.

Life is funny and dangerous, a christian, a harsh joke.

Death is not movement, or matter, it is mind.

If you want a dramatic comedic dull horror movie, get in a relationship with me. You'll hear me cry and laugh and rage all in a 12 minute span. A lot of dirt too. I'm very dirty.

I have gone on a spiritual journey that led to me being mistaken for a homeless guy when I'm out on the street. And climbing back out of the black pit I travelled into has proven more difficult than I thought it would be. I fell on my head when I was younger during a fight and pinched a nerve in my neck. As I've grown older the left side of my body, and sometimes now my right, have been acting up. It's connected to the mind and the beast inside though too.

And one time I was standing up on a wooden hand railing out in the rain in an excited state and slipped off and nailed my head on the thick solid wood.

Is mean beautiful and pleasing, or is mean ugly and sad? Can one be mean without being spiteful? You get bored of things you do, so why would you think that what you like doing now also won't grow old and become boring to you, and think that all things in this world will not eventually do the same? It's easy to be mean. So the weak can do that. It takes strength to be kind to the mean and not mean back to them. It's not for the weak minded and fainthearted and soft nerved. They'll eventually see that the one's they thought weren't in the know and thought were behind the times were actually the one's they hadn't caught up to yet who had passed them, and where they're stuck at, by a long time ago and had already been there and done that and moved on to better, or at least more realistic, things. Late to the game but thinking they're in first place.

My god leads my enemies into traps. He makes the road that leads into the traps look like the right road to take.

The civilized are the walking dead.

You're part of the tree of life like I'm part of the mystical body of christ. Did you evolve from a tree, or are you still part of a tree of life and haven't evolved past being an unreasoning tree yet? A tree limb is physically connected to the rest of the tree. You are not stitched to the side of a monkey or screwed to a missing link. So you are on no tree of life, except in your mental, mystically.

A reasonable thing made the universe. So it uses its reason, and reasons. Evolution is reasonable. The universe is creation; it can't be reasoned with.

If being passive is senseless, then the being passive that is sensible is the senseless one of the two, since it doesn't exist. I read a line from josef pieper's leisure and I got to thinking 20 different things having to do with passiveness and sense. I do that with gk too sometimes. I read something they write and what they said is so interesting to me I can mull over it in my brain in a number of ways, picking it apart and reforming it.

You take a rest to get your bearings about you, to gather your thoughts, to regain your senses. So work makes you lose your senses, therefore it is senseless, and it does the job of making you senseless, so it works, thus it's makes sense and is sensible. passive passion Sense isn't a living being. Hence it's passive. The words "being passive is senseless," are not alive or physical, and are not doing the job on me, so they're passive, senseless Man is not an action. He's passivity. So the passive, passivity makes a job and does the work. Look, he won't partake or engage in being passive. See, he's passive. You work for sense (not for nonsense), you don't sense for sense, so work is senseless, passive. Get active or you'll make sense. Senseless is not natural, it's a need. It's not science. It's the goal science is going to make you reach. You work to get paid. Getting paid is not work for you, it's a reward, not the job, the sensible, the activity, but the nonsense, the passivity. Sense is the job. It doesn't do the job. The world is sensible. It wore you down and out. So the sensible makes you passive. You use your sense. You don't make it. It's not labor. Sense doesn't give birth or build objects. It makes no sense. You use your sense. It doesn't use you. So its not working. It's passive. You do the task of thinking. Thinking doesn't do the work of thinking or lifting furniture. Thinking doesn't work. Work is the job, it doesn't do the job. You are not sense. You, nonsense, have a job for you to do.

I'm dead serious when I tell you not to be living serious.

Then, as Jehu entered at the gate, she said, "Is it peace, Zimri, murderer of your master?"

Are you impractical when you think you have to do things to be practical, or are you practical before you do anything, and doing is not going to make you practical? Is doing the dying thing being practical? Jumping off a cliff is taking action. It's you doing something. So it must be practical. Health isn't an action. So it's impractical. If thinking isn't a job, then it's impractical. And if it is impractical, then thinking working is practical, is impractical. Being alive is a state of being, not an activity, so it's impractical. Playing artistic games and putting on an act like you're a fairy godmother are activities, so they're practical. Restricting oneself to only thinking of, or talking about, and doing what's practical isn't practical, it's administering restrictions to meat when even a machine like a clock can't keep up or in sync with things and must be turned forward or set back to stick with the falling behind and picked up pace of time during the changes which occur called seasons. Practice is practical. But actually playing in the game is serious business, go time, playful, taking place on your day off, no big deal, not a job, no work. If you're in the habit of going slow you'll spend slow and not make rash rushed financial decisions. If you're practiced in going fast you'll be in the habit of spending your health, wealth, intelligence and love fast in a mad dash. In a race there's a finish line. Is death the finish line you're trying to beat everyone to? There's a finish line in a race. Is racing the reward you're trying to get in first place for and first in line for? Money comes and goes. So how can it be the end goal? I got money. I got a penny. Is the race over for me now, or is money a finish line and trophy and victory story that can be lost and taken from you and spent up and wasted away and not a practical thing to make the finish line you're trying to get to first and is what you can take your time getting and go to slow and spend wisely, knowing what quality is as well as quantity and understanding what is just garbage and practical and going to chase you around and hunt you down to get you to pay and beg. If it's draped and covered in bright colors that doesn't mean it's not junk, and if it's plain, not a party and dying down, then it's like peace, sustaining, what you're looking for, not fast furious noisy fiery life taking complex war.

George Bernard Shaw said, "Jesus Christ is a first-rate political economist.”

The dust doesn't work. the sky isn't carrying out a duty, the puddle isn't doing a good job. So nature is not practical, a practitioner of religious rituals is. The dead aren't laboring. The night isn't at work. The moment doesn't have a job to get done before it's too late. Performance is for actors, tasks are set by spirits. Miracles, not miles and oval and green, operate and are functioning. Pebbles aren't building and planning and civilizing and inventing and selling and figuring and directing, delivering, activated, engaged, toiling, striving and hustling or in training and practicing.

Making money is turning lead into gold, changing a little into a lot.

Which is more mathematically sound, having zero dollars and owing zero, or owing 100,000 dollars and having just spent your last little bit of money?

Shouldn't the monkey have long hair on the top of his head down to his waist and man only have short hair grow on his skull?

If life was run by science, it'd be heaven on earth, a garden of eden here, but life is hard, it's controlled by satan.

The love story you want your life to be is filled with suspense just like your real life is.

Problems are serious. Are your pleasures a serious thing to you or just of a throw away and leave behind sort of quality, no big deal, not that serious of a thing to you?

You love good times. not problems. You take problems seriously. You're not happy with them. Do you take yourself and your people and your gold and politics and your political party and nurse and little pleasures and your joy seriously and aren't happy with them?

Does the crazy man say the people are after him jokingly, or is he a serious man, and seriousness is insanity and sincerity makes you insane? Is the lunatic lying when he says people are out to get him and does not really believe anyone is plotting against him, or is he honest and earnest and sincere and modest and serious and truthful, and honesty is a loss of mind and is you losing your cunning and your plotting skills, and honesty is cunning?

Is rationale calculating, and faith easy going, and rationale is constantly controlling you and calculating and cunning and leading you into bad predicaments and laughing at you afterwards? Is your addiction to rationale, to the calculating, making it harder and harder for you to manage life? Is rationalizing honesty, and faith is very cunning, slick, sneaky and deceptive, a master of war, able to see 1000's of steps ahead and get the drop on you and checkmate your honesty?

Rationalizing isn't a choice. It's man's default. He keeps falling back into it. Faith is a choice. If it is given to you, then you have it and have a choice.

If I was under no man's law, free, all on my own, I'd have less stuff, no help. The baby is controlled by the parents. So it is not free and has stuff without having to work for it. The adult is free from the parent's control. So it has stuff but by doing hard work. So the free have it harder.

You can't help the body without first helping the soul. Isn't a computer with no software useless? If you don't get the bullet, or shard of glass out from inside the body, the wound will heal over but you'll have problems. You don't make a person work and then train them for the job, you train and teach their brain how to do the job first. You don't play the game and then practice for it, you first go over the plays at practice and get them in your mind and then you are ready to play the game.

The flower needs water. It doesn't make itself grow. It doesn't do a rain dance and make the water come to it. Others problems don't bother you as much as your own. So if you focus on others problems it won't bother you as much as when you focus on your own. Different body parts do different things than one another. If they all tried to be the ear and just listen the body would die, taking down all the other parts with it. Trying to make the whole car just a steering wheel is insane and obsessing over with one part. Is the team going to win if every player on it is the quarterback and all calling their own personal plays? Is an army going to be victorious if the lines of communications between it's soldiers on the field and it's generals up on high are cut off? Do you want the surgeon to be obsessive, or messy, when he's operating on you?

Forrest Gump: Lieutenant Dan was always getting these funny feelings about a rock or a trail or the road, so he'd tell us to get down, shut up. Lieutenant Daniel Taylor: Get down! Shut up! Forrest Gump: So we did.

Isolating and not socializing was taking my health. But then a real bad time came and put me in a position where I had to be humble and reach out to people or starve. And that communication with others is giving me back a balanced mind and routine, which in turn is benefitting my physical health.

"Our constitution was written for a moral and religious people; it is wholly inadequate for the government of any other". - John Adams

Look at Hollywood,advertising,’take your daughter to work, the ridiculous stupidity that “all white men are terrorist”,affirmative action “ does more harm than good. I am in a power wheelchair due to polio and lymphoma. I am proud Christian , taught in public schools for 16yrs. Coached wrestling and am in The wrestling HOF in 2021 . How many books in the Bible were written by men compared to women? I could go on and on .We have left men out of are society. How many men have died in our wars compared to women? I don’t think women are happier than they were 50 yrs. ago . If women followed God’s way spelled out in the Bible they would be able to handle the pressures of today.

Joshua is a charlatan and a money changer.

Exactly. He sure likes manly men.