the who even am i song

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4 жыл бұрын

i did my best and that's all that really matters to me
i'd rather make something i'll look back on and be embarrassed about than not make anything
~~~~~~~~
lying in my bed, for the 7th time today
nothing in my head, don't even know if i'm awake
wishing for a taste of motivation
drifting far away, to who the hell cares where
ignoring the today, pretending i'm not scared
pretending that i'm bored while i ignore my entire life
i'm wasting my time
but i don't know how to spend it
so i'm trying to rhyme
but i don't know how to trend it
just know that
something needs to change
but something won't
someone needs to change
but someone won't
i feel so damn drained
i'm on my own
something needs to change
but something won't
rhodes solo followed by non-musical rambling
i'm wasting my time
but i don't know how to spend it
i'm losing my mind
and i'm hoping this will mend it
something needs to change
but something won't
someone needs to change
but someone won't
i feel so damn drained
i'm on my own
something needs to change
but something won't
~~~~~~~~
~Find me elsewhere~
Twitter: / makorays
Tumblr: / makorays
Twitch: / makorays
Discord Server: / discord

Пікірлер: 145

@izzy_apex 4 жыл бұрын

There's a relatable melancholy to this

@dkelrk1 4 жыл бұрын

There was a time when I craved some kind of... productive vibe? Does that makes sense? I don't think things changed much since then, huh. My brother is in a similar state. I was too only 2 years ago. Times are hard all across the world. Keep your heads and be safe, everyone, ya?

@connororiley1116 4 жыл бұрын

Alternative title: Waking up at 2 am with a simultaneous feeling of calmness and fear

@meis18mofo77 4 жыл бұрын

You somehow managed to make your lack of singing skill part of this songs aestetic, I liked it. Keep doing stuff, I hope you end up feeling better then the emotions conveyed in this song but it was very relatable. have to find the motivation to do stuff as well

@junk2040 4 жыл бұрын

lack of singing skill ThAt'S a LoTtA dAmAgE

@meis18mofo77 4 жыл бұрын

@@junk2040 skill can be aquired, and I'd rather give someone honest constructive criticism then lie to them. I want him to improve and be encouraged, not just feel like it was so bad everyone had to lie to not hurt his feelings, because its not that bad. Untrained? Yes!

@riddlemethis13 3 жыл бұрын

you really had to do him like that

@meis18mofo77 3 жыл бұрын

@@riddlemethis13 I MADE THIS COMMENT HALF A YEAR AGO STOP BASHING ME FOR IT I ACTUALLY LIKED THE SONG OK? I do some muic production myself ok? I know it's hard. I'll be more direct with my compliments in thhe future but I ahve chiödhoodtrauma that makes me feel like an open compliment is just sarcastic mocking OK!!!??? you really got me in a moment there xD sorry

@meis18mofo77 3 жыл бұрын

@@riddlemethis13 i know ^^ np I just wanted to go off when I 'm alrready replying to a coment that was made when we still thought that murder hornets would be relevant this year :D

@九头金蛇 4 жыл бұрын

feels like a slower gorillaz song

@orionette6898 4 жыл бұрын

I was looking for the words and I have found them. Thank you.

@Ismokepencapz 4 жыл бұрын

wouldn’t exactly put it on Eminem’s level. But maybe with a little more practice he will do ok.

@sebastiansiffredi 3 жыл бұрын

@Wh1ms1cal 3 жыл бұрын

Gorillaz is epic so I agree

@sea0fgreen33 3 жыл бұрын

I keep coming back to this song. Love it.

@okathebakerpon5788 4 жыл бұрын

Really solid animation!

@matty1094 4 жыл бұрын

thank you so much for making and uploading this. ik i'm just a random anime pfp on youtube dot com and it may be hard to see me as a real person with feelings,,, bbut yeah, finding your channel and this video has really touched me somehow. it was really reassuring to find you and kno that i can be a dumb catboy who sing song on internet 2 someday if i actually,,, do it

@makorays 4 жыл бұрын

the internet needs more catboys

@Ismokepencapz 4 жыл бұрын

Mako Ray The Internet needs more quality not more anime. It had enough of that already in recent years. Think of what the Internet really needs soul,back-bone a sense of community! Think of the good in life the savory moments think of what really made the Internet the Internet go for shit went to hell.

@cfothough 4 жыл бұрын

@@Ismokepencapz Literallly nobody cares what you think I don't even know you yet I see you everywhere please shut up

@legatelanius3343 3 жыл бұрын

@@makorays true, I know what I must do

@nathandioza7821 3 жыл бұрын

@@makorays Meow :3

@zzzevey 4 жыл бұрын

sometimes the soul needs to create, I'm glad you didn't hold back

@NightmareKeys 3 жыл бұрын

Niko

@NightmareKeys 3 жыл бұрын

Niko

@zzzevey 3 жыл бұрын

@@NightmareKeys Niko

@justrashaad3963 4 жыл бұрын

Relatable as hell! You got more courage than me!

@Ismokepencapz 4 жыл бұрын

Just Rashaad you clearly haven’t seen my male domestic abuse victim rap.

@ih8google 4 жыл бұрын

I know it was inspired by depression but that thumbnail is still hyper adorable. And it captures my mood much of the time.

@VixenLovelove 4 жыл бұрын

damn. This is a mood. Hope you feel better. You are good.

@estherperez806 4 жыл бұрын

I love the lyrics, feel so identified

@maplemouse4674 4 жыл бұрын

This song speaks to my evening soul, when things get quiet and reality creeps back in. It's a bit pitchy in places but it works and like you said yourself, the important part is you're making something :) A+, as a fellow maker of things I hope you keep making things

@hakonaae9636 3 жыл бұрын

I fucking love these aesthetics dude, this is great&relatable

@bowtieteddy 4 жыл бұрын

What level of lucid is this

@juniper_pines 3 жыл бұрын

Gosh this hits really hard. This describes a good 15 years of my life I think pretty well. Something did eventually change tho, thank goodness

@spiranomad 4 жыл бұрын

Got Dan, that beat.

@badcafe 4 жыл бұрын

I forget that you're secretly a great musician/producer! Also I'm definitely judging the amount of windows you have open at once.

@makorays 4 жыл бұрын

you should see my tabs

@Ismokepencapz 4 жыл бұрын

Mako Ray you might want to close a couple to avoid demonetization.

@emmacarvajal6319 4 жыл бұрын

This was great! I hope to hear more :)

@FratFerno 4 жыл бұрын

music is rad

@just_an_outcast174 3 жыл бұрын

Sometimes, you just have to let your soul express itself

@九头金蛇 4 жыл бұрын

nyquil chugged vocals going hard

@huntercraft1817 3 жыл бұрын

An AMAZING atmosphere is created by the song.

@pipflakebricks8711 3 жыл бұрын

I was expecting this to be... Meh I got a pure, unrivaled masterpiece The message, the struggle, the hardships of life, with even a bit of existentialism mixed in. Wow

@Joe-gd2xv 3 жыл бұрын

I love this so damn much

@call_me_aguas 4 жыл бұрын

Fam love your bravery

@bluebelly9932 4 жыл бұрын

same :/

@cosmosman6188 4 жыл бұрын

I love this music!!!

@MikesBigWorkshop 4 жыл бұрын

*Commenting for the algorithm* I'm doing my part!

@jdmnissan 4 жыл бұрын

Same here

@smuglife64gaming21 3 жыл бұрын

Same here

@Ua_Conchubair Жыл бұрын

Alternative title Insane rocket 80s action song

@catoticneutral 4 жыл бұрын

this gives me life

@oval8881 3 жыл бұрын

I’m actually vibing

@raisingirl9323 3 жыл бұрын

I am sleep deprived and this is beautiful

@huntertice3883 4 жыл бұрын

Mako, I love this. And your voice. And everything about you. catbois unite

@shoooja 3 жыл бұрын

Like Walmart brand gorillaz but sumthins charming bout it

@gamesndebunker 2 жыл бұрын

You have made a song that encapsulates how I feel when doing homework at 2:AM

@SpiralPoliFemboy 3 жыл бұрын

Wonderful! You da best Mako!

@redactedoktor 2 жыл бұрын

Damn... this slaps. 👍

@cyravenx 4 жыл бұрын

Aww adorable :3

@candiedapple1860 3 жыл бұрын

Love you Mako.

@SomebodyStoopid 4 жыл бұрын

Very epic

@kismaamin8100 4 жыл бұрын

You're a wizard Harry

@Kreed360 4 жыл бұрын

Hey u sing gud i like u dance send meow pic? ( In all seriousness this is a great video and a great foray into doing singing and a very nice job with the accompanying music video. Always talented as ever! ) (( Out of seriousness wheres the gosh dang rap breakdown. ))

@Ismokepencapz 4 жыл бұрын

Kreed360 i’m a pretty good songwriter not here to brag though. I’m here to tell you that he doesn’t really sing as good as you think I think you’re kind of biased his voice cracks a lot he uses autotune out of place and above all he just doesn’t seem like he has that mojo but I got to say I appreciate the effort considering animation does take a long time. I know because I had a couple on an old channel of mine. I give him promps for the animation editing and effort however the singing just didn’t sell it for me.

@cfothough 4 жыл бұрын

@@Ismokepencapz Nobody asked go back to reddit

@Ismokepencapz 4 жыл бұрын

Carson Folio first off not all of Reddit is shit. Second off it’s the internet people have the right to there opinion and freedom of speech. Third off you as an American citizen you can not take the right given to me form the constitution. So I will speak as I wish. Sorry if you got offended that I criticized you’re buddy mako.

@cfothough 4 жыл бұрын

@@Ismokepencapz I don't even know this person you're just extremely annoying and I don't think anybody cares about what you have to say, seems like you bend over backwards to try and make this person look bad when I see no evidence about anything they've done wrong

@maskbehindtheman986 4 жыл бұрын

@@Ismokepencapz De gustibus non est disputandum :)

@moonlitmoss_ 4 жыл бұрын

Mood

@meliodasza3025 2 жыл бұрын

I don't comment often but this is beautiful Mako believe it or not i feel a lot of emotion hearing the instrument mix with your voice it really something special lot of song doesn't have a souls (any real sense of emotion) this one does. it remind me of something from the 80haah XD. because most people sing but they don't mean what they say i feel like you really mean what you say i could feel it lol if that make sense XD and the instrument you play dame it just sound so pretty it flow and fit together so well with your voice like it become one. Anyway i really hope you make more like this it really something special! :D

@makorays 2 жыл бұрын

oh thank you, i've wanted to do more stuff like this for a while but i tend to struggle with writing lyrics

@meliodasza3025 2 жыл бұрын

it ok to struggle later you will struggle less you will only get better :D in some area you will be gifted in some not so much but just remember that hard work beats talent when talent doesn't work hard so keep at it and work hard. This words was hand down to me by my coach and it always stay with me in my life now take this words and keep it in your life

@meliodasza3025 2 жыл бұрын

oh and sorry if i spell something wrong XD

@makorays 2 жыл бұрын

@@meliodasza3025 thank you :n

@meliodasza3025 2 жыл бұрын

no joke i was sleeping and just wake up and start walking around singing this hahah XD

@whattheshit4936 3 жыл бұрын

You have the cutest voice bro

@killatheron4675 3 жыл бұрын

Damn

@Octelly 4 жыл бұрын

Interesting... Very interesting

@stupialtdeadname9234 3 жыл бұрын

dumb note to self because you guys seem chill and the comments have died down i want to make things but i always end up having choice paralysis. my situation is... worse than most other points of my life so i'm overwhelmed. despite all that, i want to set a goal for myself while i'm motivated. i will make things. i will not make good things but it's important that i still make things at all. i'll make at least something even if that's partial by my next therapy appointment, and if not then i'll center that appointment around this goal and try again. if i do a thing i'm proud of i may or may not remember to edit my comment, reminders are just more effective for me when they're "out there"

@edgaremo13 2 жыл бұрын

My Loife right now

@lejohn.4685 4 жыл бұрын

I really don't know what I like about it, but it's the perfect song for quarantine xd

@b00t6 3 жыл бұрын

Wayweweweweweweeee

@thuslyandfurthermore 4 жыл бұрын

💙💙💙💙💙

@robertcoylestein1292 4 жыл бұрын

You did a good job, mako.

@anti-degenerateshitposter4839 3 жыл бұрын

Relatable for some of us

@cyravenx 3 жыл бұрын

This is depressing but also cute lol

@jdmnissan 4 жыл бұрын

Long time no seen

@bluequartzdragon 4 жыл бұрын

Is it wrong I want an instrumental version?

@ocsanik502 2 жыл бұрын

This song has serious Devi Mccallion vibes.

@derpedfox 3 жыл бұрын

sadly relateable

@GustavoRodriguez-qr5po 4 жыл бұрын

I hope you happy You seem like a good person so i think you deserve happiness. If you ever need to talk let me know?

@Ismokepencapz 4 жыл бұрын

Gustavo Rodriguez trust me anybody who calls out of 14-year-old for being mentally ill and says mental illness practically doesn’t exist is not a good person.

@GustavoRodriguez-qr5po 4 жыл бұрын

The real Pen caps huh?

@Ismokepencapz 4 жыл бұрын

Gustavo Rodriguez wart has his response to his “favorite commenter”.

@santhebanned211 3 жыл бұрын

Look it's me when I'm sleeping at 3pm

@gamergod98l86 4 жыл бұрын

Hi I’m just here to help boost your vids in the algorithm lol

@gorb9988 4 жыл бұрын

Fuckin' jam.

@solarmarks3093 3 жыл бұрын

I am batman

@xXXBongToker420xXx 2 жыл бұрын

poor Mako

@AndreDrake14 3 жыл бұрын

Gives me mac Miller vibes the beat

@therealpencaps274 2 жыл бұрын

I’m gonna do a hot take here, but this low key gives off modern Jimi Hendrix vibes. Hendrix was known for his abstract way of thinking and unorthodox style. I see a lot of that here I do believe you found your style good on you man

@Tauntboot 3 жыл бұрын

@jimblinovods5006 4 жыл бұрын

Fuck I can believe I slept on this

@Kullen64 4 жыл бұрын

Mako got bars. More bars than Verizon.

@rayneforrest7582 4 жыл бұрын

IDK Verizon's got some mad bars

@Kullen64 4 жыл бұрын

James Fatula They do but Mako is giving them some competition.

@yoongkimin1717 4 жыл бұрын

💜

@Jimmyboygohome 4 жыл бұрын

Can u upload an instrumental version? 👀😬

@GraighSoul 4 жыл бұрын

More of these, maybe~?

@Rex-hc1ec 3 жыл бұрын

Sounds like help- pink guy

@shoooja 3 жыл бұрын

That’s cool and all, But wut about a freestyle perhaps call it femboy freestyle vol 1

@user-gh8fe7lo6o 4 жыл бұрын

@Kevinvule 15 күн бұрын

please release an instrumental

@makorays 15 күн бұрын

was actually thinking of doing this soon...yeah i'll put it on my todo list

@opposite-sn9ju 4 жыл бұрын

(Me thinking)how the fuck did I get here!

@larrylarsgodhand 4 жыл бұрын

the lowest effort music 👌

@thebloopnet9723 4 жыл бұрын

Is this on iTunes?

@makorays 4 жыл бұрын

@sirchris6047 4 жыл бұрын

@@makorays Spotify?

@thebloopnet9723 4 жыл бұрын

Mako Ray can that happen?

@makorays 4 жыл бұрын

@@thebloopnet9723 ive never even used itunes or spotify i dont really wanna

@thebloopnet9723 4 жыл бұрын

Mako Ray bruh I just wanna vibe to this without needing youtube

@santhebanned211 3 жыл бұрын

The tune is off in the background it's weird

@talkaboutlowbudgetflights6332 2 жыл бұрын

I get entertainment from taking serious songs and imagining the filthy tag at the beginning and playboi carti adlibing over it

@yoongkimin1717 4 жыл бұрын

Hey mako

@samuelforesta 3 жыл бұрын

Um... What genre is this exactly?

@skurge_collector 2 жыл бұрын

you drunk

@skagsdapymp3608 3 жыл бұрын

Well ill give you an answer A dissapointment. Im a dissapointment

@shoooja 3 жыл бұрын

Wanna hop on warzone?

@nashwaan2956 4 жыл бұрын

Honestly i'm probably worst than you cuz i have so many personalities but the one that makes people facepalm (like me being a massochist) but hey at least i'm happy doing it