This song will never not hurt.

I don’t wanna die I just don’t wanna be here

This song will never fail to not make tears fall down my face.

You ever feel sad , for no reason like sad asllll for no reason???

2017: Just a good song 2021: My life in a song

I feel complete when I listen to music

am i the only one who has to have this number memorized, but trust me I will never forget listening to this song on a rooftop and deciding to call the number, I talked to this amazing woman named amber who talked me out of jumping. I am now 2 years self-harm free and haven't attempted for 3 years. she will probably never get to read this but thank you for saving my life amber I called you someday in December and I said I don't think id make it to Christmas and here I am still alive in December 2020. (edit): im sorry to all of the people reading this but i broke my sh streak and this world is becoming too much and i might just end it now so i am so sorry to all the people who believed in me (happier edit) im still here and i got a therapist and am sh free and for once in my life truly wanting to live and actually wanting to be here so thank you to everyone and for the people reading this who truly do need to here it you are loved and here for a reason dont just end your life before you get to see how it goes i will be completely honest though i had tried killing myself a bit after the edit was made and right as i took what wad supposed to be my final breath my best friend had ran into the bathroom i was in. she called 9-1-1 for me and as weird and gross as it sounds shoved her fingers down my throat to try and get me to throw up the pills i had taken and right before i passed out all i heard was her repetitively saying "wake up its not funny morgan dont fu€king die on me right now we have so much to do still" and with her words in my mind i woke up at the hospital with her right beside me asleep in a chair and now knowing what i could have lost i am trying my best to get better thanks to all of you for the support :)

Khalid's ending verse hurt a lot more than I remembered

You know the song name is a suicide prevention hotline 🥺

this song is the reason I am here today.

I don't wanna be alive but I don't want to die either. I just wish I never existed.

Dear Everyone I apologise this video was originally taken down due to a copyright issue with the GIF i used in the video which is a bit silly. I can't really do anything about that so until then i've re-uploaded the same version with a different GIF. Sorry everyone for the delay but it's back :) Thanks

I survived my battle with depression. All I can hope is that you see this as a sign that you can make it through yours 💙💙

It hits different when you're here because of your parents Edit: damn I am so sorry to everyone else that relates :(

People only start to care when a person died, it’s kinda sad

Is it just me or does every song sound better when it’s slowed?🤔

this song hits a part of you that you can never describe. when I was 11 I listened to this and I'm 15 now and it hits differently than before..

Sleep isn't sleep anymore... it's an escape from reality, its an escape from everything wrong and right in the world, it's an escape from every emotion that you have stored within you whether it be happiness, sadness, anger, it's the removal of every negative emotion, every scar, everything you've held in for so long... only for it to come back after a few hours and you have to relive it all over again... go to sleep

I needed this idk why but it seems songs understand me more than humans...

I respect you for writing down every suicide prevention hotline of each country

When I was in 5th grade I thought this song was a like catchy song, it’s been 3 years and I think I finally understand this song. I’ve wanted to die so many times this year. I’ve been so close to doing it Slowly I’m healing. “I don’t wanna die today, I finally Wanna be alive” why does that hurt so much.

It’s the fact that I will never be loved for me...

I cried before I typed in the song

[Pre-Chorus: Logic] I've been on the low, I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine (Who can relate? Woo) I've been on the low, I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine [Chorus: Logic] I don't wanna be alive, I don't wanna be alive I just wanna die today, I just wanna die I don't wanna be alive, I don't wanna be alive I just wanna die And let me tell you why [Verse 1: Logic] All this other shit I'm talkin' 'bout, they think they know it I've been praying for somebody to save me, no one's heroic And my life don't even matter, I know it, I know it I know I'm hurting deep down, but can't show it I never had a place to call my own I never had a home, ain't nobody callin' my phone Where you been? Where you at? What's on your mind? They say every life precious but nobody care about mine [Pre-Chorus: Logic] I've been on the low, I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine (Who can relate? Woo) I've been on the low, I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine [Chorus: Logic] I want you to be alive, I want you to be alive You don't gotta die today, you don't gotta die I want you to be alive, I want you to be alive You don't gotta die, now let me tell you why [Verse 2: Alessia Cara] It's the very first breath when your head's been drowning underwater And it's the lightness in the air when you're there chest-to-chest with a lover It's holding on, though the road's long, seeing light in the darkest things And when you stare at your reflection, finally knowing who it is I know that you'll thank God you did [Verse 3: Logic] I know where you been, where you are, where you goin' I know you're the reason I believe in life What's the day without a little night? I'm just tryna shed a little light It can be hard It can be so hard But you gotta live right now You got everything to give right now [Pre-Chorus: Logic] I've been on the low, I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine (Who can relate? Woo) I've been on the low, I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine [Chorus: Logic] I finally wanna be alive, I finally wanna be alive I don't wanna die today, I don't wanna die I finally wanna be alive, I finally wanna be alive I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die [Outro: Khalid] Pain don't hurt the same, I know The lane I travel feels alone But I'm moving 'til my legs give out And I see my tears melt in the snow But I don't wanna cry, I don't wanna cry anymore I wanna feel alive, I don't even wanna die anymore Oh, I don't wanna I don't wanna I don't even wanna die anymore

Logic saved me bro. Logic actually saved me. This song saved me.

I’m not sure for how long i can hold on anymore. But i’m trying my absolute best. I hope you are too

this Song makes me cry every time I listen to it.Thank you.

im hurting so much.

I was an 18 year old woman. In England I was considered an adult. I didn't feel like own because I was stuck in a supported living accommodation. A care leaver from the moment the clock strikes midnight on my birthday. I would listen to this song on repeat. I was looking for an escape. I'm 21 years old and I feel like I am peering into the past because I want to hug that girl. I want her to know to keep fighting just like I am now. The pain that I was feeling. I let it go. I do want to be alive now even though it's hard but I want to be here. I want to live through the highs and the lows.

when I saw the suicide hotlines in the description I cried. I was barely holding it together but that broke me. Thank you, I really needed that good cry, and the hotlines are good to know.

Thank you for reuploading

If you’re seeing this I love you. Take care of yourself and have lots of water. Luv u bub😘

hey guys guess what. every time i try to cry i don’t cry anymore. i’ve cried so much at night knowing that nobody cares about me. if i died nobody would even be at my funeral. i’m sad to the point i can’t cry. they are gone i’ve lost so much. i’m sorry for posting this.

it hurts so much, knowing you’ll never be enough for anyone. he left, she left, they all leave. I’m trying so hard to hold on but I don’t know how much longer I can do this :(

The fact im 13, i know the suicide hotline for my state by heart, and can rap this whole song hits different. My parents thing im fine, and that its just a phase :)).

To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)

Incase you need this: You are more fun than anyone or anything I know, including bubble wrap. You are the most perfect you there is. You are enough. You are one of the strongest people I know. You look great today. You have the best smile. Your outlook on life is amazing. You just light up the room. You make a bigger impact than you realize. You are always so helpful. You have the best laugh. I appreciate our friendship. Your inside is even more beautiful than your outside. You just glow. I love the way you bring out the best in people. Our family/school/community/church is better because you are part of it. You bring out the best in the rest of us. You inspire me. Nothing can stop you. You just made my day. You make me float up like I’m on millions of bubbles (We got this one from one of our kids after he got a new coat.) You are an excellent friend. When it comes to cooking, no one’s meals are quite as delicious. I am a better person because of you. You have taught me so much. I like the way you are. You are a great parent. You can tell just by looking at how thoughtful your kids are (A two-for-one compliment) You have the best sense of style. You make me want to be a better person. You look so young! I hope you are proud of yourself, because I am! You are one of the bravest people I know. That color looks perfect on you. You are so trustworthy; I always believe what you say. Everything seems brighter when you are around. Even the things you don’t like about yourself make you interesting. I know that you will always have my back, because that is the kind of person you are. You have the best ideas. You are a great example to others. I know that if you ever make a mistake, you fix it. You’ve got great leadership skills. You have amazing creative potential. You are stunning. You really seem to know who you are. I admire that. You are the reason I am smiling today. You’re a gift to everyone you meet. You have a gift for making people comfortable. I enjoy spending time with you. I am really glad we met. I tell everyone how amazing you are. Don’t change because you’re absolutely perfect just the way you are.

my friends / family “it’s just a phase my problems are worse. “ me: “oh, i’m sorry”

“i feel like my life ain’t mine” just. yes. that is exactly how i feel.

I just want to jump off a tall building and feel like i’m flying.

dad was the first man to break my heart...

I feel proud of myself for staying alive after the toughest time of my life. I’m happy of myself. I’m a warrior with battle scars.

I'm not crying because of the song, the comments. Those are the reasons why I'm crying.

i love this song!

Glad the vid is back up again :0 love this ♥︎

Feeling depressed and never thought I would feel like this but I hope things get better for me and you yes you looking at my comment you will get better every story has a conflict and will have a good part ❤️ I love you - Melly

Damn... hearing this again years later really ripped the band aid off of the wounds and scars. This song has seen me through some pretty dark times

I’ll never give up on you kaylee.

i feel like life isn't anything anymore. i had goals and still want to achieve them. i dream about it, but at the same time i think if i end it all, i know i will not have to go through the pain of people degrading me and putting me down you know. idk if anyone will even see this but if you do and you feel in a similar way, i feel you :(( i wish the best for everyone even those who hurt me the most. and if you have positive goals, do whatever you can to work towards it. it will get better as you go on hopefully

'i finally wanna be a alive i don't wanna die anymore' just hits different.

I’m here laying in my bed at 1am listening to this crying of how relatable....

When this song first came out I was turning 14 and I never listened to the words like you do every other song. Now it makes sense.

When we alive.. They dont care at all and they think we are fine... But when we gone.. They start to care... ;-;

I don’t want my life to end, I just want the pain to end

The song that’s been helping me since 2019

im not depressed but this kinda deep😀

this is the ONE song that will ALWAYS make me cry

I will never forget this song.

“I wanna be alive” hurt so bad..when everyone is ahead of u and ur being attacked with pain..I’m 19 and went threw a 6 year break up..I loved her..back as a child one of my friends actually killed them selves..I was so hurt by that because I felt so weak not being able to save him..rest easy Ethan..I’ll keep trying but idk how long I can last...

I don’t want to die. I just want to find a way out of my current situation...

If you’re reading this, I believe in u

been crying for a whole day yuh

Hits different when you rlly don't wanna be alive

I hope y’all are fighting as hard as I am right now. Everyone who reads this just know there’s people out there fighting just like you are and we’re here for you. Don’t ever give up🖤🖤

"your so tired at this point your crawling to find relief" your gonna find it, you gotta keep moving. because i want you to live, I want you to experience everything. I want you to be happy. because i love you so much get up and find your happiness, i know your tired but let me help you, lets find your happiness together. im not giving up until your.... happy and alive

Since quarantine I was in a very dark place, I lost a lot family members and all of my friends went to different schools when we were doing school online. Junior year was my lowest, for a full year I was in a depression, I couldn’t go a day without crying, I wrote notes to my family, debating whether or not to go through with it. I hurt myself and I almost ended my life twice. I was alone and scared. When summer hit, I wanted to heal. I started to appreciate life. It was the most beautiful feeling in the world. Now I’m taking it step by step, I’m starting to be more confident in myself, I love my friends and I’ve been self harm free for 4 months now. Now I’m looking forward to graduation and starting a new chapter in my life.

"I want you to be alive" hits different when you know multiple people who have committed suicide and even more who are dealing with suicidal thoughts.

Suicide doesn’t make the pain go away it just passes it to the next person

I love how I have so many people who are here for me and make me feel so happy! And I couldn’t be more grateful but then I’m here again everyday....for absolutely Nu reason...” Hits different when your happy around other people but sometimes you aren’t around...your own self...”😞😞😭😭

this song really hits your heart and your emotions in a beautiful way

Beautiful 😍 and if you're reading this, I hope you are blessed abundantly with self love , clarity and with alot of money 💰

This song hurt so much more when your depressed

This song always hits the spot 🤧

pain ty for the likes i’ve read all of you guys replies it will get better i promise 💞

this songs hurts so much more when its like this

Y’all are such strong People. Y’all are still here hanging on,I’m so proud of all of y’all your amazing perfect and you’ve been so good! I’m so happy y’all are still here. If things are hard for you remember I love you and Ik I don’t know y’all but I’m serious I’m so fucking proud!

4:02

I would put this song on because my mom left me for 4 years because she was on drugs but now she is clean and better and now am so happy 🙃😇

Sometimes life is hard. And you know you'll win or die trying. But sometimes you don't wanna win and when you wanna lose you don't wanna lose in pain. 💔 And the fear of not knowing if you go up or stay down..💔

you know it’s bad when you only relate to the first verse and chorus

This was my favorite song in 5th grade and 6th grade. At the time I had no idea what suicidal thoughts were I just thought I was being dramatic. Little did I know it came with years and years of suffering without getting any help and getting so close to just leaving earth, still till this day having no help.

The most underrated logic album. Everybody was a masterpiece.

TW (suicidal thoughts/discussion of suicide) I wanna live. I hate sitting against a wall alone and watching everyone in groups. I hate the mistakes and decisions i've made. I hate how I feel l can't be something great one day. Every day I seem to be making a mistake. Im annoying the people I love, when I just want them to love me back. I just wish I meant more to those I love, I don't need to be loved, I just wish I was considered so of been cared about. All my life ive been complemented on how kind I am. All my life friends have come and go, and none of them stay. Ive gotten used to being lonely. I just want to be able to be lonely in a place more peaceful. I want to be able to walk outside without overthinking whether I fit into society today or not. I hate how I could be there for everyone but no one even wants to be my friend. I know the world is a selfish place. I feel misunderstood by everyone, and no one seems to care. I don't have a stable support system, and I know I need help, but every time i talk about getting help, they take it as a joke. I just wish, I just hope no one will ever have to feel the way I do. Every time I say im struggling my parents say, "try a day in my shoes". My problems may not be big to you, but they are my whole world. Mom, dad, or my brother, if you ever see this. I am not shy, I have anxiety. I am not unmotivated or lazy, I have all the symptoms of udiagnozed bpd. I am not scared of death, Im scared of rejection and failure. I am not scared, but i am unsuccessful. Just why me? after everything ive done for everyone ive ever met. Why me? Maybe I deserve this, I just dont know how. I just cant wait for the day when ill be able to say, "im happy to be alive". (stay strong babes, if you related to what I wrote, I promise there will always be hope, even if you cant see it yet. I love you so so so much, and im so proud of you for how hard you are trying.

I'm going to tell my story x( Two years ago my mom was the one who found me on my first suicide attempt. She called 911 while I was unconscious on the ground. I keep cutting myself but I never tell her, she doesn't deserve to have a daughter like that, she deserved something much better than me. My father left home when I was 5 years old, It's amazing the fact that you never make a full recovery :(

I don't wanna die I just want the pain to go away

alessia’s part 🙌🏽🙌🏽!!!

I hate being an afterthought. Depression is eating me up and I'm too scared to tell anyone

“I don’t wanna die” can’t relate

You ever wish to fulfill your dream so bad, but you don't know if that's what your future holds. Then you see people doing your dream, and wish that was you. But in the process, it hurts to think of a future of not doing it.

And I’m glad at the end of the song Logic says he finally wants to be alive. Good for you bud. Wishing you only the best in life.

🙂.just wished I related to the whole song 🙃

This song never fails to make me cry ND think about why I'm so sad inside.

I feel ok again when i listen to this

This song is depressing but not enough to be considered edgy. Spreads awareness for depression and it’s victims. All while not sacrificing musical quality this song is still a banger. 💯

I didnt even realise that the name of the song was the suicide prevention hotline because im from the uk

Every time I get depressed I play this brings back so many terrible things I did to myself and pulled through to still be here today 💜🙏🏼

The feels in this song man my depression is so bad and I hear this song every day

“The lane I travel feels alone but I’m moving til my legs give out.” Keep fighting everyone ❤️

Am I the only one who just listens to slowed sad music because it's a vibe 😅😅

I pray for my depression to stop..insecurities to go away. To feel like someone..to be a positive human being..to just be happy and smile and laugh and..just..THRIVE!!!!