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The amount of ppl I see on transition timelines who feel like they've plateaued - meanwhile, they're before and after pictures from even 1 year HRT VS 2 years are startlingly different. Dysphoria tricks the brain, as well as beauty standards. Its hard to see the forest from the trees. Please make sure you're enjoying the ride. You're gorgeous and everything else you'll get from your transition is just the cherry ontop.

Just remember no one has only one year of puberty. For me, I found injections gave me a major boost when I stopped taking E orally. You've definitely also have had nice weight distribution to your thighs like you mentioned so the E is definitely working. Light some candles and breathe. You're beautiful and only getting more femme each and every day. Enjoy the journey :)

You’re a doll baby girl! It’s a huge challenge to live our true life so i wish you much girlie girl success !!! Muah 💋

Looking pretty cute to me 😍 Looking forward to see the changes over the next 12mths❤

I’m in my 6th year. Boobs are tricky. Generally you get one size smaller than your material parent. I’m older in my 60s. Now I’m told I look cis and in my 40s. I did have surgeries but my dysphoria was very intense. Don’t worry you’ll be amazing.

You can plateau for a long while on HRT, I know I have, and I just started Prog last week. I knew my first year wasn't what I was hoping for, but year 2 could be my year. I plan on getting FFS eventually but I am still early, and so are you. Some people get really blessed in their first year or two but we will blossom. Give it time :)

Love your videos, and congrats on 14 months!!!

16 months and I definitely feel the same. It’s so hard to gauge and we often compare ourselves too much to others.

I enjoyed your video. You look amazing and nice to listen to. Hi and love from across the Atlantic in Ireland. Mark x

The 1st thing that I want to highlight is that your bedroom is neat and clean.....as girl bedroom must be!! congrats for that!!! you're one of the few!!! Besides of that you're blossiming into a pretty girl!! be patient with your transition!!!!

You are doing wonderful and are beautiful. Don’t let others discourage you. You’re doing great ❤

You're doing great so far it seems! I consider myself trans (I think) but I'm not out IRL. I've done like, body hair removal, makeup, clothes but that's about it mostly. I'm out online in places. I'm feeling it out. I definitely struggle with dysphoria. I kinda want to do HRT but I'm worried I might not see results where I'm happy (it's wild though because body wise, other than bulky shoulders I'm mostly okay with my body.) Keep in mind too that there's rectangle shaped cisgirls that don't really have curves. It does suck but I've learned just finding the right clothes makes ya feel a lot better. I tend to go larger on the shirts, and avoid bottoms that are skin tight. Flowy, layered skirts are nice. Anyways. I've seen a ton of timelines and you can very well glow up in the next year, just be patient. I've seen some remarkable waist changes in year 1-2 and 2-3 and overall. Especially face. Idk how much there is to it but you can maybe try weight distributing or whatever, I forget what it's called. You basically cut carbs down for a bit and lose fat then bulk back up and overtime I guess it's supposed to cut down on the fat in places that your previous T placed and moves it to E zones. Something like that. You look great, you slay with that makeup, you have a cute nose, you got this!

Analytics led me here and I liked your video. And you are GORGEOUS by the way!

Just started hrt, your 14 month progress made me feel optimistic:) best wishes!❤

Hello Polar. Beautiful informative video. You are always so brave to offer yourself as an example for others. Every time I think about the issue, as a man over 50, I can't help but feel amazed and admired by the level of courage and commitment of trans people, who keep going despite all the difficulties. Something you haven't talked about regarding your transition is your libido levels. Has your desire decreased, is it the same, or has it increased? Just that, and continue being as beautiful as ever.

Hey Polar. I am a year on HRT. I am much older so my experience is going to be different than yours. I also feel like I have plateaued some, but I feel optimistic about more changes going into my second year on HRT. You should too. I have had laser epilation on my beard and it is much less dense, but I have a lot of grey and will need electrolysis. My hairline and density has changed, more because of treatments like derma rolling, Minoxidil, Viviscal, and message. My understanding is that HRT will not help with head hair, though it may be different the younger you are. Polar, I think you a very pretty and do not need to lower your hairline - it is just fine. Also, I think the length is nice, though I understand how you would like it longer. I have not seen a whole lot of change to my body shape. It is nice that my breasts have gotten to a B cup. My skin is softer and muscle tone diminished which I find very affirming. I too am hoping the changes in muscle tone and breast development will make my shoulders and upper body less masculine, though I realize that is something I may have to live with. I have begun feminizing my voice with help from someone on-line. This has been very affirming. I think you would benefit greatly from it and is worth the money. As far as FFS is concerned, I think about it, but given my age and lack of support, this may be difficult. I hope I feminize to a point where FFS is not necessary to pass. It is hard to say how much I pass. I have had mixed experiences with it. I would love to have bottom surgery without all the hassle, but know that is not possible. I do not think that is in the cards for me given my age, but who knows. The only other thing I would add is that lately my feminine identity has strengthened. It has always been there, but recently any doubts I had about transitioning have diminished. I used to feel like a woman most the time and other times not much like anything. I am finding harder to imagine what it was like to be a man. I am not sure if this is solely a result of the HRT. I think my voice feminization has a lot to do with it along the hair removal and fuller head hair. Certainly, the HRT is key, but other factors come into play as well. Transitioning takes time. It is hard. One year on HRT is not all that long. I have heard so many stories of accelerating changes in the second and third years of HRT. Building confidence also has been important for me through my transition. We have to be patient as difficult as that is. As someone has advised me, enjoy the ride through it all. Know you are much better off because you have made the decision to transition. Now, when I look back I realize there was no other alternative to live in a satisfying way.

I just wanted to tell you to not give up. You got this. Even though you don't see much progress, it's happening. It takes time. Good luck girl.

I just came accross ur channel, im 3 months on hrt and can i just say ur literally transistion goals. Maybe with a lot more tattoos and piercings for me but yea. The brain worms never rlly go away tho do they 😞

I’d recommend a corset if you wanna make yourself look less boxy

Ive seen on papers my Dr. gave me its says the hormonotherapy no longer change anything after 2 years on the body .

Lovely video ❤ Give time to time 😊 You are a Great Woman and femenine💕

Polar back! Omg u look marvelous! You're such goals! ❤

Looking great in another video Princess! :) If you don't mind I suggest you try to stay positive about the further changes you can expect. I know it sounds like mumbo jumbo magic but I feel like my body actually responds to a degree to my thinking about it, its shape, its appearance, etc. I think you are beautiful FWIW. Cheers from one beauty to another. (Smiling). :)

You are brave and stunning.

Wow I have been on HRT for a 3 months and I am almost a B cup already, they say it depends on your moms side

“Illusion”….correct!

All of this is like doing a major renovation on a house. Like turning a raised ranch into a center hall colonial.

Love the place. It seems cool

Mr. Miyuagi say, “Patience, young one”.

Don’t sweat the small stuff, you already look more feminine than most women I know. Besides you look beautiful just the way you are. Glad you’re happy with your journey so far and hope you get to where you want to go soon. P.S. Happy Thanksgiving Polar

been on HRT for 10 years now, took me 3 years to even get any development, totally get what you mean about flat lining i dont understand how some girls are changed so massively without surgery, kinda depressing tbh when you are a larger person (height and weight wise)

So happy i came across you, KZfaq algorithm FTW! Loving your video content and your style

I’ve had the same changes myself despite being an Intersex Trans-Fem with Hyperestrogenism. 4 years later without HRT, I have breasts, soft skin, wide curvy hips, small ankles, a round face, almost invisible Adam’s apple, thin body hair, amp day my sides are starting to curve inwards.

So pretty you are , your outfit is cute

God said we are not to conform to this world! God knew us before we were born to this earth and has a purpose for are life. ❤

You look so good comparing to me, like normal woman. My hair worsened on hrt and noone knows why and dont want to help me. I also have problems with my huge belly and my hips or legs not getting bigger which os frustrating. I am 15 months on hrt.

You are a wonderful woman, in my country there is a saying, there is no path, the path is made by walking,,,, and you have already started, step by step, you will take it to the end, the most important thing is not to have even I don't want to hurry or stay, greetings

I'm undergoing HRT. I think you look adorable! Continued success on your journey.

Your hair looks great now.

Good luck. I'm at about month 5 on HRT. But, I've been looking forward to this voyage for a lifetime. The culture is finally where it needs to me as well as the healthcare system here in the US. I've craved femininity since I was a child and started cross dressing by age 11. I'm a gynesexual. I'm only attracted to femininity regardless of the architecture inside a pair of panties. Masculinity abrades my soul. I've always been comfortable with 'the girls'. I've loved looking at their style and asking them questions about this hair, makeup, thoughts on clothing choices, etc. Now I ache to be 'one of the tribe'!

I hope you get good rest and sleep soundly at night. That's a gift. An easy conscience is a great thing. You look lovely and feminine by the way. I am trans too and contemplating HRT soon. Love from Marisa. God bless you.

I have heard many people say that they didn’t get big changes from Progesterone until they started taking it rectally.

Hrt medicine starting se pahle me khon se test karva lo jese se pata chalega ke body change ho rahe hai

Keep going darling!!

Hope you had a great Thanksgiving Polar!! You are amazing!!

You look very very very good! wow. And your outfit is to die for.

well in my personal opinion you get to know a person by simply asking questions instead of throwing statements or making assumptions,so here it goes: after you became/started identify as a trans person/women what things specificly you started to do differently in yours everyday life and in what way?(outside of changing yours visuals)

I have been on hormones for 20 years my breast have gotten to a 38 D without surgery. Be patient and you'll notice over years you change.

Ever checked into Damiana it’s a phytoestrogen?. I was on Trt bc my test was lowering at 38 so dropped the Damiana tea had no idea of it’s compounds. I mentioned this to my ex gf who is trans woman and she started to drink Damiana tea and she said it was a great experience and she felt a mood lift and overall that her body was becoming more in balance.

i have been on HRT 24 years 3 years ago put on pregestone 200mg at night now my breast are finally growing and had GRS in 2009 and now i am 65 years old enjoy the ride its wonderful your very beautiful

This is the first post by you that i have seen in 7 months. Girl, there has been such a tremendous change! You totally pass now. You are there. Go back and look at your posts from 7-10 months ago and see how much you have changed. You are fully femme now!

I'm curious how progesterone is working for you. I also feel like I plateaued and was able to get my estradiol raised to 6mg, but really want to start progesterone soon too.

you are so good looking !

Gorgeous

❤

Girl, im almost a year on my ride with HRT. I think you are looking good with your progress. Facial and body hair is what i struggled with. Laser has gone so far okay, but some just want to be pita.

Cheer up. The changes will come. Be glad your not in my shoes. One of my breast forms fell out of the bra cup lol. This is what I get for agreeing to a push up bra. I'll have to replace them with something else and use no push up bras until I have real boobs myself. You look great. Enjoy your journey girlfriend!

Waist training is really not a big deal. You just wear a corset and they are super comfy. There are a few things to look out for, when purchasing however. Cautious tipp: Gaining weight while on hrt will give you curves. This is however a risky method.

My experience first 6 months are WTF? then there is the next 3 years, then the next 3 years, but after 10 years you no longer notice anything. So you have a while before this ends dear :)

Pretty girl. X

your really pretty already,

Looking cute.

A couple of thoughts for you. When you are in the middle of transition you often can't really see the changes, you look in the mirror and say 'I see me'. Btw that is even true of ppl around you when you transition, it is like the frog in the pot noticing the water slowly getting warmer. Yet someone who hasnt seen you will say 'wow, you look so different' . Another thing is that everyone is different with transition, the timing and effects wildly differ. When cis women go through puberty, they develop very differently from each other. Some girls go from training bras to Ds by 8th grade, other girls are flat then yrs in,boom...same w trans girls. All develop differently. In my case , for whatever reaaons, my body us sensitive to hormones, reactive. I was on the standard dose of 5mg of hormone, i think 175 of spiro. My blood estrogen levels were sky high, endo dropped it to 2.5, it still was at the high end, at times considered dropping it to 1.75. other girls took the same dose, and their blood levels were low. Idk if that sensitivity to HRT was the cause,but given my age ( late 30s), it surprised the endo. Within 9 months I was a solid B and the next year was a C, on the tanner scale I was pretty much done. another girl i knew, who was like 10 yrs older, developed Ds.. other girls saw slower changes, everyone is different. 14 months isnt that long. Are you using a doctor or self doing it? If a doctor, are they a gp, or an endo? Reason I ask is there could be a reason you are not experiencing change if you feel it is too slow. It isnt just blood levels of estrogen/ t, it could be other metabolic factors. I am not an MD, but I worked with an endo who literally wrote books on sex hormones, papers, worked with trans ppl starting in the early 70s. I learned from him how complicated the endocrine system is, and how many cofactors are involved. 14 mths is still early in the process, adolescance takes years, so this really is saying talk to your md, if you are using one. Progresterone is important, especially with breast development. There also an optimal ratio between progesterone and estrogen as well that could effect development. The type of estrogen may be involved, i was on premarin, in had qualms about using ut, switched to estrace, and it was aweful, like the worst menopause you could imagine ( i couldnt stand it, switched back). So it could be what you are taking isnt optimal for your particular body. Again, pure speculation based on what I have seen and read. With body development it is also sadly genetic. My mom and sister were well developed body wise so that prob set the target. If your mom and other women genetically related are smaller,/ less curvy, you likely will be. I think you look a lot better than you think you do. With the hair you have grown in you already look great and the hrt already has you looking pretty darn cute, you come together very well. One hint about women in general, when women look wt themselves they tend to be very critical, they see the wrinkles snd lumps and whetever, where someone else looks at them and says ',you look great!'. With hair removal, laser is still not as effective as electro. It is quicker and cheaper, but it leaves a lot of follicles alive ( on hrt, new follicles dont form ir very few do). You may need electro to get rid if what laser doesnt. On a closing note, do you remember what it was like growing up, how especially as a teen we just wanted to grow up and be able to do things? Transition is like that and it just seems to drag, and take forever bc in a sense no matter their age, pll in transtion are like a teen, want to grow up so they can be themselves, and like a teen can feel like it is happening at a snails pace😊. Was like that myself

I ordered breast enhancement cream. Can i grow breasts? I haven't started any medication.

Gotta realize doctors will hon dose you on hrt, i always took more than recommended until i had srs, but ive been on hrt since i was 15

Are considering facial feminization? Im curious if that should be done after HRT has pretty much all it will do or if it should be done before, at any point.

Research dr will powers! You wont regret it! The powers method can explain this! I had the same problem and it caused me to fail the first time at transitioning, I went two years then de transitioned for eight now im giving it a second go, you more than likely have an esterone mutation that dr powers can correct and you will start progressing again!

Good morning 😊

Nice video ❤

You get like 80% of the body changes on HRT in the first two years. Then that last 20% can take 5 or 6 years more. Give yourself at least another year before you decided to get surgery.

Girl, you are so beautiful 😍 Just remember, women come in all shapes and sizes. Just take it one day at a time and try to love yourself for who you are. I know dysphoria can be hard sometimes when you dont get the body you expect, but just know you are still changing. Even 5 years in your body will still be changing and becoming more feminized. Its a marathon, not a sprint. Keep your head up queen. ❤

the castro in san Francisco has great hair removal places very reputable

Your so cute 😍☺️

Dear you look fantastic I have been on HRT for 9yrs and I still have people say I look like a guy in drag😢 I have gone through upper and lower surgery. All in all I'm very happy I became a woman.

u r gorgeous darling!

I have seen so many beautiful cis girls who look just like you. I think you're being tough on yourself, and need to remember to be patient with your progress!

I wish the very best in this. The music is too loud. I want to hear the nuances of your speech, where you really share your story. You are very beautiful.

When you obsess about your appearance on the daily, you don't see the changes that gradually happen. Be up to date with doctor/lab results and taking herbal medicine will only discourage you from the promises they claim the actually do. Stay sweet and get it girl!

Sure wish I could be on proper HRT

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU

Look beautiful ❤❤

🎉

It's important to keep a few things in mind: 1) Realistic body standards- not everyone is going to look like a supermodel right away, even the supermodels themselves (some people spend obscene amounts of money on plasitc surgeries, fitness coaches, etc. to look like they do). 2) Dysphoria is a BITCH- body dysphoria causes people to think they aren't getting any results, that they are plateauing, etc. when in reality they are making SHOCKING progress when you look at it from an outside perspective, especially comparing before and after photos. 3) Communication is important- if you really feel like there might be some issues, like you stopped making progress and so on talk about it with your doctor and see if it is real or your mind playing games with you. It is completely fine to adjust if you need it. Everyone has different needs. As far as my wholly unprofessional opinion goes you are beautiful and I get gender envy looking at them thighs! You're doing great girl.

PS my name is Pamela.

Im one year and 2 days into hrt and nothing happened no breast growth nothing I look exactly the same except for smooth skin angry 😤

Hey baby girl! You have not been on for a while. PLEASE just let all those like me know you’re ok and well! If life is kicking your ass like does to all of us from time to time and you need someone who understands and definitely cares, you can contact your Auntie Jamie Renee! Much love 💕!!!!! Muah 💋

Breast wise changes happen for years and years. But if your not having much change and your levels are OK and progesterone isn't doing anything that's a bit odd. Are you doing injections? those tend to be more effective. I can relate a lot to the hairline thing...i have a male hairline as well which I don't think has changed in the 5 months of hrt I've done. Hair transplsns are probably something I'll need eventually. I think your hair looks great though! But if it makes you feel better I think you're totally gorgeous and like goals. I hope I like as good as you in 9 months!

Welcome to womanhood enjoy the rollercoaster

You are cute beyond belief. Very pretty.

You are phantasmagorically beautiful. ❤❤

Hi, you are still in transition, and you're right, other changes are likely to come. This is to let you know that you're looking great right now. And you have a beautiful smile. 😋

If I saw you on the street, I would say to myself. “I wonder which way he/she is going.” Since you are displaying your journey to the world, I thought you might like honest feedback back.

Is it possible for someone that transitioned to get off hormones? Just curious...

Im 2 years on HRT, started on oral then went to injections after 8 months. Way faster results, but the boobs are a gray area of expectations. Lots of trans girls have to spend $$$ on surgerys to get the look they want.

As I'm watching your video on "I'm a Man," I can't understand why you feel so unhappy with your appearance. Your hair is quite lovely and I love ❤️ your dress. Being M2F transgender transgender myself, I completely understand your point about feeling wonderful when you dress pretty 😍. My question is do you prefer the company of other girls and are you attracted to them or to men? I'm the former. I like girls and I want to be one.

The pantyhose that you're using..are thermals ones?

Protip: boof the progesterone. You will immediately notice a difference and your boobs will develop faster.

Your legs are amazing!

if you want to pass i would say face needs to be softened and the voice. ...ps background music is sooo distracting.