Very sorry for your loss. You only have one Mom. It's tough. (Mine has been gone since 2008.) Sending prayers your way.

Rest in peace to her. You gave us the chance to see her in your videos. She looked like a lovely person. My condolences John.

As someone who lives in Yorkshire hearing your mum talk made me smile .sending you all love Johnny

Bro, I'm so sorry about your mom. I've seen when she was in the show. She seemed like a wonderful person and I'm sure she was she raised such a cool dude. May she rest in power

Condolences brother 🙏 🤙💯,My Dad passed from Cancer at 54,then my brother passed away 6 months later at age 34 from personal issues...Time will heal everything brother, just remember the good times,those happy moments 🤙

I’m incredibly sorry for your loss. I’ve been subscribed to your channel for 14 years, and I know how important she was in your life and how important she was to this channel. She fanned the flames of your love for video games.

Dear! My mother’s passed away in 2018, my dad passed away in 2021. I know how it feels like. Soon I’ll be 35 and this pain is still here. I just hope that you’ll learn how to turn this pain into something positive, into an outpoure love. Your channel is one of the greatest ever imho. Yes, we are watching it here in Russia. Please, hold on. It’s unbearably hard. Hopes and prayers. You are the best ever. Everything will be alright. Cheers from Moscow (not the best place to live in right now unfortunately). Me and my younger brother (he is 25) - we love you and we believe in you. Stay strong. Love, Kita.

Sending my sincere condolences to you and your family during this difficult time. I lost my Mom in May 2022 and still working through it. Thanks for sharing and know it will get better. She will always be with you!

She brought you into our lives Johnny...she'll live on through you and your viewers for a long long time to come ❤❤❤❤

I'm terrified for the day my parents die, but somehow, hearing you discuss it makes me feel better, more secure that this is indeed something we all endure and that it can still be handled with a degree of grace and positivity. Thank you for sharing this with us. I loved the video in which your mum sat down and answered questions -- what a character! A personality not easily forgotten. Best wishes to you, Johnny. EDIT: I know we'd all be delighted if you and Kim would stream, too!

Sending you huge hugs and am so sorry to hear about you losing your mum. I lost my dad at the end of 2022, and it's definitely tough and takes a lot to process. Lean on your support system and the good memories, and take as much time as you need. x

I’m so sorry for your loss, I also lost my mum to cancer only last year and it was a very tough time. Your channel is my favourite for gaming on KZfaq and your enthusiasm is infectious and helped keep my spirits up so much. From Maidstone UK

My dad was diagnosed with a less aggressive form of Leukemia recently, and I've been trying to capture all the memories I can with him, like you suggested. You're a great son. Take all the time you need to heal and process - we'll be here!

Been watching your show for years and have never left a comment. Extremely sorry for your loss, and really enjoyed you sharing a couple beautiful moments with her on the show. As much as it hurts and I can't imagine, I'm glad to hear that you have a full 50 years of nothing but fond memories to reflect on with the best mom and dad. Take care of yourself and your family.

I'm so sorry for the loss of your Mum, I've been subbed to your channel for years & seeing her pop up now & again in your videos was something truly wonderful to see.

So glad that you gave us all the chance to get to know your Mom a little through that video. It has been one of my favorite videos of yours since the first time I saw it and I always remember it fondly.

I'm so sorry for your loss. Your fan from Grimsby.

My deepest condolences for your loss, My mother passed away 2 years ago and your channel has helped me a lot through those dark times.

Thank you for sharing ❤ condolences and now I have your intervirw with her to watch! I lost my dad suddenly when I was 16 and it was also so difficult. I was lucky to have some really old videos of him and it's surreal watching them. I don't as much for my mom now and thank you for that suggestion. I really hope to meet you someday. Your videos always bring me comfort :)

So sorry to hear about you losing your mum. Sending lots of love to you and the family. And thanks so much for sharing those beautiful memories and videos of her with us she seemed like such a beautiful sweet person.

Virtual hugs

I am so sorry for your loss Johnny. You sound like you were super close with your mom, and that is a relationship that is hard to lose. May she rest in peace and in comfort. Know you have super supportive friends, family, and fans.

Lost my mom last year so I feel for you sir. It does get better, but everything reminds me of her. My heart goes out to you and your family. Glad to hear you have a great support system. that is so important

Beautiful chat to share, I'm sorry for your loss. Glad you cherished the time you had with your parents and that your family/friends are there for you. Video idea is great, wish I could hear/see my Dad again.

My condolences. Your show has gotten me through some tough times and I'm glad you have great memories of your mom.

That episode in 2018 when you had your mom on the show was one of my favorites, and I never get tired of all the memories you share about your parents. I hope that continues and their memories will always stay with the show and all of us by extension. Take all the time you need to heal, Johnny, I admire your strength to be able to share so much already.

Thank you for the update, you have a ton of love and respect for your audience. I’m so sorry for your loss. Your mom was a lovely lady, she also loved sega and pso, that just topped the charts for me. You got 50 great years with her and it sounds like you made the most of them. Focus on all that is great in your life right now and you do have a lot to keep your chin up: your family, friends and, of course, great games. Much love and support from Portugal 🇵🇹 🤗

I’m so sorry for you loss. I love your vidoes. Thank you for being a lovely character. I’ve been watching for years.

Johnny I just heard about this, I'm deeply sorry about your loss, she was an awesome mother and you were an amazing son. I'm sending you a huge hug Johnny, stay strong 🫂

Dear John, sorry to hear about your loss. I feel so many similarities in our lives. I am fast heading towards 50 and have lost my mum to terminal cancer, we used to talk every day and she was also from Yorkshire just like you mum and looked and sounded so incredibly like your mum. I also lost my dad first like you so my bond to my mum grew much stronger. Games have often been my solice and often it’s games and games music that ties me to periods in my heart and memories. I guess this is why I adore your show so much and get so much from it . I only wish I had a Kim when I was going through my loss and subsequent grief as it’s really tough facing those things alone. Thanks for show and all the time you give to it John

So sorry to hear of your loss! Family is so important and it's great that your family has been there to support you and help you through this challenging time. I'm grateful for the Happy Console Gamer, I really appreciate your videos and your honesty. My thoughts and prayers are with you too.

Thanks for sharing, so sorry for your loss. Its so awesome the relationship you had with your mom, you were definitely blessed.

So sorry to hear about your moms passing man.

My condolences brother. My mom passed away on March 1st. Nothing like losing a mother man. May she rest in peace and May God comfort you during this time.

Sorry for your loss! Big hug from a random guy in Norway. I love watching your show. Soooo good!

I am so sorry for your loss. Your channel has helped me through many losses in my lifetime, watching your videos every Sunday brings a sense of normality and routine back to my life when changes happen, especially unpleasant ones. You are very lucky to have Kim and your friends! Thank you for all the happiness and stability your videos have brought to me and many other people here. Something that put my mind at ease when going through the initial shock of grief is that grief isn't the absence of love, grief is the proof that the love is still there.

this is the most real game youtube channel and it’s been that way for almost two decades. videos like this is what it’s all about. we are more than just views, sponsorships and scripts. long live johnny millennium.

Sorry to hear John, offering my sincere condolences. As a long time follower I remember watching videos with your mom. Thanks for sharing this with us and the wonderful memories.

I'm sorry to hear about your loss. At times like these can't help but hope that there is something after this life, so we can reunite with loved ones that we have lost.

Johnny, so sorry for your loss!. Sending thoughts and prayers over from the UK

Very sweet to stop down and talk about your sweet mum. Once again my deepest condolences to your and your family. Take all the time you need. I lost a lot of loves in 2020 and the bounce back was not quick. Good you have a great support team around you. You'll need it.

Sorry for your loss Johnny, it sounds like your mother lived a blessed life and it's great that you have so many years of wonderful memories to look back on. Thank you for your continued dedication to the channel and for keeping us in the loop about things happening in your personal life. Thoughts and prayers to you and your family during this difficult time.

So sorry for you’re loss brother. Sending you a big virtual hug. Thank you for all the great vids over the years and sharing you’re family and friends with the rest of us.

So sorry for your loss. Wishing you and yours love and healing 🌷

Much love man & sorry for your loss, I'm glad your mum was so supportive though, & it's awesome that you have roots in northern england

Soo sorry to hear about the loss of your mother buddy. Having gone thru it my heart goes out to you and your family. We all love u bud!

I'm so sorry for your loss!! I lost my mom a year ago and my dad 2 years before that and I'm still trying to wrap my head around that so I totally understand what you mean. Carry all the good memories with you and really remember, don't ever try to forget to get through it!

I'm so sorry for you losing your mother. Johnny, you are so right about having pictures and videos of our families. It helps us remember and cherish many memories that otherwise would unfortunately be very hard to remember or easily forgotten about.

I cried a lot going down to my mom's house and cried coming back (early in 09 when she passed). But she's in a better place. Same for you HCG! Cherish those videos and be the happy person we all know and love because we all support you!

Prayers man. I lost both mine in the last 18 months. Games sure help me get through it as well.

Really touched by this video. Thank you for sharing this with us. All the best to you and your family.

Always an honor to see your videos and hear your honest opinion. Sorry to hear about your mom. It’s awesome how involved your mom was for your show. Continue the great work!

Your mum reminds me of my dear old grandmum who was also from yorkshire. Hope you're taking all the time you need to process what's happened. I don't comment very often but I'm a longtime supporter of yours wishing you the very best johnny!

Sorry for your loss. My own mother has had two heart attacks and the thought that she's probably not going to be around for many more years is a sad thought. Enjoy the time you got while you can because life is always just too short.

So very sorry for your loss. I unfortunately have experienced the same. It’s never goes but it does get lighter to carry. Stay strong.

Sorry for you loss dude. No harm un taking a break. I love your channel and how positive you are. Thanks for the advice as well. As for streaming, it would be great to interact and talk about game's.

Take all the time you need and I'm sorry for what you're going through. Been watching the show for 10 years now, and when my father suddenly passed away a couple years ago, I remember watching all of your videos as an escape. It helped so much.

God bless your heart! I lost my mum as well recently, right at the end of last year. I agree the support your remaining family gives to you is crucial, and I had problems with them, but her death forged us stronger and stronger together, we came out better.

So sorry for your loss, glad to hear you have no regrets and such great support, you're one of the most wholesome people on KZfaq... Love video games but I keep coming here for more than that. Condolences from a fan of you as a person.

Extremely sorry to hear about your loss Johnny, you have the support of everyone & your friends. I was living in York 5 yrs ago (ironically now in Vancouver) & suddenly remembered your British roots & mom were from there while watching an episode of yours there. Lovely place, historical!! ”Diagon alley” was wonderful!

Praying for you buddy. I'm so glad I got to see your mom in your video. Sweet lady. A mother is so special to her son

Johnny, I've been subbed to your channel since 2010 or 2009. And your channel is one i looked forward too and once i start watching your videos, I binge watch them for hours. I haven't been watching your channel lately. However when I do, you always bring a smile to my face and just how positive you are. You are a great man and someone to look up too. sorry for your loss. All I can say is continue being you.

My condolences to you and your family over the loss of a wonderful lady. I'm glad you have your family during this trying time. My parents are the world to me and I'm thankful for them and I will use your advice in recording memories. We're all here for you.

The best tshirt for an episode like this. I’ve been following you (and your friends and loved ones) for almost a decade and your videos always make me very happy. Thank you for being there John. Love from Barcelona!

I am so sorry for your loss. Stay strong John, we love and respect you so much. May your mother rest in peace.

Aww Johnny. So sorry to hear about your loss. Losing a mother is something that is hard to explain, and you are right, it’s something you will deal with for the rest of your life. Sending you much strength and love through this tough time. Love will get you through!

Sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing the wonderful stories. Hope you play a game that your mom and you played to remind you of all the good times. Stay Awesome

I’m so sorry to hear that mate, my thoughts are with you and your family. I’ve always enjoyed, laughed , so many happy hours watching your show for years from Australia.

Thanks for sharing your relationship with your mother. And thanks for being so transparent and vulnerable during a tough time. Keep your Head up man

I loved meeting you those many years ago at TooManyGames in Philadelphia. It was a big moment for me and I cherish the memory to this day. I hope things get better for you soon Johnny, and I know you can get through it. Keep your head up and remember the good times.

Sorry John for your loss. I appreciate your videos. Thanks for sharing your family memories in this video. Keep making the great content. Thank you.

Sorry for your loss. It was great to hear you talk about making so many great memories with your Mom thou. She and your dad both sound like wonderful parents.

I'm so very sorry for your loss. I empathize deeply. My best to you and your family. I love your channel. You have such a warm, engaging, inviting, passionate energy ... really elevates the content.

My condolences, Johnny. I can't image. Both of my parents are in their early 70s now and I worry about them every day. Creating videos talking with our parents is a fantastic suggestion.

So very sorry for your loss. It was so moving to see her in your videos, and to see how much she supported you. One of my most favorite episodes of yours on the channel was when you had her on! My mother is my own personal super hero, so hearing your news hits me pretty hard. I wish you and your family the best. Gone, but never forgotten!

Just discovered your channel a few weeks ago John! Went through a lot of videos, and I feel like I know you now. I love your content, and I just wanted to tell you my mom died a couple years ago and I know how difficult it can be. My dad died when I was a young man. With no parents or siblings your channel helped me channel into my childhood memories during this confusing time. Thank you for that!!!

My condolences. I lost my dad to a 5.5. year cancer battle. Very hard, but had some of my best memories of him during that time. My wife and oldest got me thru that time. Always appreciate your Sun videos. Best wishes to you and your fam.

Sorry for your loss my friend. I am too very close with my Mother. I have hopes to make it as well to Portland this year. I am going to take your advice and take a video of my Mom and myself talking.

My condolences. I appreciate these personal updates and wish you and your family all the best during these tough times.

im sorry for your loss brother ! we all will or have gone through this ... im sure your mother wouldnt want you to get too depressed about her loss. we all need to appreciate the HERE AND NOW and share good times with our loved ones as long as we can ! i hope you will comeback stronger from this ! just be sure that youre loved not only by your family but also from your community who loves you and your work that you put in your videos ! greetings and love from dortmund germany borsigplatz !

I'm so sorry about your loss, but I'm happy that you had such amazing parents. And it shows. You all have made the world a better place.

Condolences to you for your mom. I too have been out of it, lately. Having had to resign my job because of severe obsessive compulsive disorder. Thanks for your videos. I too wax nostalgic for the late 90s era of gaming. BTW the Social Security system in America needs major reform, from my experience with a disability Bes wishes

I’m so sorry to hear about your loss John, huge fan of the channel since the beginning pretty much and I know what it’s like to lose a loved one and it’s brutal much like you said and it’s important to know, that no matter what you think, she will always be with you in spirit, and that’s always been a comfort for me when I miss a loved one who’s passed and I hope it will be for you.

I'm so sorry to hear about your Mom. I lost my mother in 2016 and you are correct that it really is difficult to process. Take all the time you need for yourself.

Sorry for your loss man. Losing your mom is one of the hardest losses you could ever have. Mine passed away in 2019 and it's extremely hard. Feels like a piece of you dies when you lose the one woman who unconditionally loves you and brought you into the world. Keep your head up. Make your mom proud and be strong man.

So sorry for your loss, Johnny. I lost my Mom a year ago Friday. Prayers for you and your family 🙏🏻❤

It’s always a joy to watch your channel Johnny, going thru a rough time and this one made my night… thank you 🙏🏽.

very sorry for your loss, I love the channel and your enthusiasm you have for games.

Hey John, I'm really sorry to hear about your mom's passing. She was clearly such a huge part of your life, especially with your KZfaq channel. I can't imagine how much you must miss her daily advice and support. Just want you to know, she'd be incredibly proud of what you've built with your channel. It's been a source of comfort for so many, just like she was for you. Even though she's not physically here, her influence lives on through your work. Sending lots of love and strength from Scotland your way during this tough time.

So sorry for your loss, John. You speak beautifully and warmly of your mom and family. Best wishes.

So sorry to hear about you're moms passing john. Take time man. Love you and the channel. Thank you for the advice, parents are getting up there myself and I am 35. I always think ab your story of your dad too.

I am so sorry about your Mom. I know exactly how you feeling my mother passed away a few weeks ago also and my Mom was also always very supportive gaming wise and always say have fun playing your video game. It is a terribly hard loss to experience loosing a parent I was very lucky for 40yrs. Everyone spend time with your parents and tell them you love them.

I’m new to this channel and want you to know that your mom was proud of you immensely. There’s no doubt about it. We are all proud of you. Thanks for the content.

Condolences and hugs to you Johnny ❤ Your superpower is your closest people and especially your absolute strong positive mind. Stay strong buddy!

I'm so sad to hear of your loss. I'm glad to know you are being strong and you are focusing on the good memories and the happy times. I know your mum is still watching your shows and i'm sure she is enjoying them. All the best my friend.

Sorry for your loss. Praying for you and the family. I'm glad you go to spend some quality time with her. ❤

I’m so sorry man. I also talk to my mom every day and an thankful for our relationship. It was beautiful hearing you share those memories. We love you man. I got tears bc cant even imagine but something everyone has to face. My dad passed when i was in college but wasnt that close unfortunately

I get that it's rough. My mom passed from cancer in 2021. I ended up diving into work to distract myself. Though I do regret not spending more time with her. But I will say that your probably dealing with it better then I did. I shut myself out. And it's easy to get sucked into that trap. And I'm just started to maybe want to hang out with people again. Which you know I should have done it sooner. But it hits people differently. But yeah take your time to grief if need be just don't let it consume you. Stay strong man

Thank you John, for the joy you bring to myself and others. I am so sorry about your mum😢. Love ya brother

Best wishes & prayers for your family John. I lost my mom in Dec 2022 so I have an idea of the difficulty processing all this. I'm still going through the grieving & healing process but all the great memories of her & personal growth I know I'm going through in myself & my relationships have helped the healing process. Your channel is definitely one I turn to for great joy. ❤