"Most of life is a struggle to make things better. Truly accepting the way things are in this moment is the foundation of psychological well being." --Sam Harris I enjoy Sam's meditation app.

I wish more parents would understand they’re not doing their kids any favors by spoiling them with everything and not teaching them coping skills. I hope you continue to build strength to deal with the tough stuff of life. You got this!

You have a lot of guts to be so honest wow ! Know thyself , and we only really gain through pain. you are no whimp it takes a lot of kahonas to be honest with self Reality And society thanks

Brave girl. Your raw authenticity has brought me comfort. Sending you love.

Hi there. Thank you for your open honesty. I understand. Thank you. I know there are so many that are going through it too but either don’t know or won’t talk about it. I’m sending you love and prayers.

You are still young. Keep striving. Also, pray to Jesus our savior ❤ He will get you through all of this. Your video is very intelligent. Don't give up

I'm there with you... just one day at a time and counting my blessings, this too shall pass indeed my friend 🙏❤️

There is a lot going on right now so it seem perfectly normal to feel like this. Stay well

I'm in the same boat as you at 61 ❤

As a parent of 3 v different personalities and a child of a narcissistic parent, we tend to spoil the "sensitive" ones. We recognise ourselves in them and try and protect them from the hurt. Also older parents (I'm 58) were not diagnosed with neurodiversity so have been struggling their whole lives too. I've done this to my youngest who really cannot cope with adulthood. Shes autistic and I'm ADHD - we are healing together. I hope you have a supportive parent or sibling or friend who "gets" you.

I am feeling exactly what you're saying. No matter what we must keep going. 🤙🏾

I guess making videos is part of the healing, appreciate your honest and courage

It is what it is….. The one mantra I say almost everyday. I hear you darling. Life is certainly a challenge. You are just doing life, you are a very insightful and intelligent woman, I hear a lot of insight into your current situation, I also see that you are taking a lot if responsibility for where you are at and there is no poor me or blame, you seem like a very likeable person and a beautiful soul. Listening to you, especially having said that you had a very smooth childhood and nothing prepared you for “adulting”I think that you are doing an incredible job in really challenging circumstances. You say your a wimp, yet I see before me someone very strong. Its crazy how we see ourselves isn't it. You say you are feeling really tired, in enthusiasm and stuck, down in the dumps, I really sorry you are going through this rough time, you are right, these events are like seasons and they come and go. May I just perhaps give you my opinion? Not that it means much, but Ive had a lot of experience with this stuff! Lol As a health professional (nurse) and also as someone who has had what I call “the works”as far as mental health episode, ptsd, childhood neglect, abuse and trauma, homelessness as a child for 4 years, poverty, generalised anxiety depression/postnatal Depression with psychosus and treated, suicidal idealisation and attempts I was also misdiagnosed (medicated up to the eye balls for 15 years) for bipolar type 2, which I denied the whole time and it was finally taken off my diagnoses list and changed to deoression/anxiety, which I agree with, unfortunately it was undiagnosed ADHD. I was 49 when I finally got my diagnoses. Not after being on around almost 20 different sleeping pills, anti psycholyics, anti anxiety, anti depressants, anti seizure meds.., anyway. When you tell of your symptoms, I would suggest to keep an eye on things, ensure that you are doing a little exercise, eating well, hydrating, take supplements such as vit d melatonin (at night) your omegas, B vitamins folate, magnesium, vitamin c, zinc if your not eating well. It is very easy to slip into a depression when you are in stressful and unpleasant situations. It sounds like things have gotten to a point where you can not continue your relationship and had big disappointments, remember we go through grief, when relationships break down, living situations change, dreams fall short of coming true. It sounds to me more like a deep sadness/grief and pure exhaustion. When you are in that constant fight, flight, freeze which can happen in Rocky relationships, especially if there is tension, your trying so hard to make things work and your worried and busy trying to figure stuff out in your mind, it’s exhausting! It’s very taxing on your body and when things tend to all fall apart if course we loose our motivation when all we seem to do is try but nothing seems to go your way it’s hard to have any hope or faith. You poor thing. Are you able to get some help from family or friends in order to get out of the situation? Sometimes it’s not worth staying in that environment, you may find yourself becoming more resentful and more down. Going to a better environment may also help. I really feel for you and I also thank you for sharing your experience, it all helps if we share what we learn of our experiences, we don’t feel quite so alone. I can say that today as I sit here, that I’ve been through some really horrible stuff, dealt with a lot, plus I still suffer from depression and it comes and it sort of goes, haven’t been myself for years to be honest, but anyway my point was, I’m still here and it was my children and the love I felt for them That kept me alive, I owe them so much. But I can honestly say that at 54, and even though I still suffer mental and physical health problems, that because of my experiences, I have so much gratitude, I feel so blessed and I would not change one single painful or difficult period in my life, they were all sent to me to learn something and because of that personal growth and the lessons I have learnt from it all feeling so bad and having to push through it al and get to the other side, builds resilience, it shows you that you are so much stronger than you know, it helps you to really get in tune with yourself and others, it makes you more compassionate and aware of what others maybe going through. It helps to ground you and build character. You are so right, giving it up is the key, the more we resist the more it persists! It takes time to work through things and if you try to set your goal as reaching a place of acceptance, it may take some time, but set that as your goal then your going to be ok. We can not change things or be in control of our lives, even though people try to be, it just doesn’t work like that. Life is unpredictable and it can go tits up in the blink of an eye, it can also change right when you think your down and out snd and a blessing comes your way changing everything, lol but that rare! Look after yourself, express your feelings, don’t fall into being a victim (that was a huge one for me I was having pity parties all the time! It just made me feel worse and no one wants to listen to a winger) do what is right first you, but don’t get down on yourself if you make a mistake or wrong decision, we are all human and humans are pretty stupid! Ignore all of these horrible nasty people, feel sorry for them and just know they are obviously going through there own stuff, because what we feel radiating from a person or what they deliver to us is the essence or the exact energy that is within them, you can not hide it, you can feel, see and hear it ooze from others. Be kind anyway. Ok I’ll shut up now. Don’t know why I came across your channel, but there is no such thing as coincidence! So thank you, it was insightful listening to you, thank you for uplifting me and reminding me to keep one foot in front of the other. You seem like a really lovely person and I hope to see more of you and I truly hope and I believe things will improve for you soon, you got your head screwed on girl! ❤ biggest hugs and you take care of you! Love from New Zealand 🇳🇿 x

If you have Hope, you have everything………….❤

Like, feeling like the only thing that is holding you up is your bones, yes, there are a lot of us, and at the same time trust is going out the window. Maybe a chat room for people struggling with similar problems, I know telegram is set up for that, you delivery your message then give the listeners a certain allotted time to ask questions or just tell a story...Be careful for what you wish for :) good luck, seems it's a roller coaster life now, so on the way up prepare for the ride down, just a little.

I hear you, heck I feel you! Nothing is fun or interesting. I don’t want to participate in anything and could be content doing nothing all day everyday. But I also think it will pass at some point but it’s sure taking a long time. Idk how but people just keep going and going. Giving up can bring you to flow state where things manifest which is what we all should do. I am 😂. Ps I subbed to your channel! ❤

Put your faith in the lord honey.He will help you.He has brought me through alot of heart ache and pain in my life.And never stay in a bad marriage, find a way out of that.Where there is a will there is a way.God Bless you and I wish you all the best in life.

Sending a big bear hug yre way dear, dont ever give up will get thru this❤

The Law of Gender requires time to come to fruition...I am 63...I have been where you are...multiple times. Please know that it's ok to give yourself space to figure everything out...THERE IS ALWAYS A WAY. You are obviously willing to confront and work through your truths. You are already successful, Dear One. ❤❤❤

That was a nice talk.😊

Peachy, if you appreciate the birds, the outdoors and the simple things in life, you’ve passed a lot of people up. Keep your chin up, keep pushing and go after what you want, it’s coming sooner than you think. Peace unto you….

i just think the dark night of the soul is waking up to relaity and having to stay awake. so it doesnt end :) babylon is so pure evil. regardless, nothing need be this way, and I have done, I God have done all I can to help all I can. And nobody listens. Matthew 6:24 Ephesians 6:12

Don't give up

Please know you are not alone! i have been down for a long time too. I agree that the bad is just a season and it will pass and things will get better

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There's a verse that came into my life when I was in this exact place you're in. Relationship strife, constantly (and not just marital, either). Emotonal heaviness, 24/7. Soul exhaustion. Heart frustrtaion. Feeling like everything is impossible and difficult and nothing goes right no matter how hard you try. This verse changed my life, from Psalm 46: "Cease your striving and know that I AM God." That phrase -- "cease striving". The original Hebrew translates literally as "relax the grip". As in, drop it like it's hot. Quit trying to be the God of your own life and KNOW that I AM God. He was showing me that until I surrendered all, all of these heartaches and all of the frustration and all of my hopes and desires and longings and brokenness, until I gave him everything, nothing was going to change. That's the word picture, anyway. Relax the grip. Open the hands. Stop clinging to your life, He was saying to me. And I realized in that moment something so profound. When we cling to these things and we pray for breakthrough we do not have open hands to praise Him. Nor do we have open hands to receive Him. He wants to give us Himself!! HE IS the breakthrough. "Seek first the kingdom of God and His righeousness and ALL THESE THINGS shall be given to you." Glory to the Most High YHWH 💙 And in the meantime, just remember. The wound is where the light gets in. Selah.

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Give it to Jesus. Pray and let Him guide your steps. Tomorrow is a new day.

I just happened upon your video. Don't give up.! Thats when you press in. I mean, what you going to do? Give up? NO! Don't roll over! We are all dealing with something...even if you have money, feel like you have made it....we all deal with something. People can be ugly. If they are you don't need them in your life. Like you said...It's a season. And always remember Feelings come and they gooooo. I promise! Feelings get us in trouble . Your not the names your calling yourself. 🐞You should speak things like, I'm smart. I'm Kind. I'm beautiful! 🌻 Don't know if you believe in God but He is real. 🌲Pray. 🦁God will meet you where you are at! Promise! 🤗He was there when I called out. Ha, He still is now and always. We as Christians are always calling out...in prayer.❤ I'm going to be praying for you! I look forward to hearing GREAT THINGS!!🗯💯

That you, brave , courageous, and real - you capture the feelings perfectly - ever thought of writing ? there's a book in you that the world needs to read

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I’m sure I’ve messed up beyond recovery

Thank you for sharing! 🙏❤

My dark night fully ended about 1 week ago. It was a wild ride

I validate your feeling of powerlessness right now. It sucks.

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Your audio is too low. Use a microphone. God bless.

Turn to Jesus He loves you, He is the healer of the body And savior of the soul, There is True Hope in Jesus, God protects Psalms 91, He is the God of miracles Acts 2:21 And everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved Jesus alone saves Trust Him with your salvation John 3:16 1 Corinthians 15 1-4 Moreover Brethren, i declare unto you the gospel which i preached unto you, which also ye have received, and with wherein ye stand By which also ye are saved, if you keep in memory what i preached unto you, unless ye have believed in vain, For i delivered unto you first of all that which i also received, how that Christ died for our sins according to the scriptures And that He was buried, and that He rose again the third day according to the scriptures, Take care

Seriously dedicate your life to learning an instrument. Piano is best start with a cheap electric type. It re-wires your brain to be able to imagine.

KZfaq etc... channels are fading out. Try a career.

Radical acceptance, love that, thank you. All the light and love your way.

Seasons come and go. Leading to the next. All is striving for growth 🪴 🪷 perspective effects our reality. Understand self and never give up hope. Life 🧬 inspires Every Possibility for those that try to see 🍑✌🏾