Don’t ever apologise for crying at Ren’s music. You are the first reactor I’ve seen mention the “choose if you die, choose if you survive” section. If Ren sees this reaction he’s going to absolutely love it.

I've been watching reactions to this song for over a year now. This was one of the most insightful, intelligent and heartfelt reactions I have seen. Loved it.

I’m a 57 y.o. Navy veteran. I’ve seen many things around the world. I’ve been exposed to a great variety of people, cultures, and music. Ren truly floored me with this one. Like you, tears streamed down my face. I wish someone had the talent, insight, and courage to have made this song/video/ART PIECE thirty years ago, when this incredible wisdom would have benefited me most. As an old dog, I’m grateful I’m still open to learning new tricks. Ren gives us some amazing wisdom here, “It was never really a battle for me to win…” This is so very true. I was a victim of my inner critic for many years. Fortunately, I connected with others who taught me to dance with that critic, to soften his words using self-empathy, to build strategies to overcome his fears, and to keep moving forward toward becoming the man I wanted to be. And, to no longer punish myself for being human, but continue to learn and grow. Yes, this piece of musical art is amazing. Hope to see you dive deep into the Reniverse, as Ren is an amazingly talented instrumentalist, singer, rapper, lyricist, storyteller, and enlightened human being. Before going any further on the Ren journey, I’d suggest reading up on him and what he’s been through. His story is inspirational, yet far from over. Warm wishes sent your way, a new follower.🥰

I'm 62 and this young man is quickly becoming the artist of my lifetime 🇬🇧😊

Ren is a survivor. His story is a voice for millions of people who suffer from chronic, mental and physical illnesses. Ren sings about the dark side of humanity and he makes it beautiful. He is also a cheeky, funny and goofy character. We, “Renegades”, are so proud of him & love him. Thank you for your honesty.

Never apologize for crying to Hi Ren. I cried the first time I saw it more than a year ago and I cry again with every reactor... This video is supposed to make you cry. ;)

Do not apologize for crying; That just shows you understood what this was.

The "spiraling out of control" on guitar during the dark part, is actually really brilliant. Ren is playing tritones, also known as the "Devil's Interval". They're chords that were forbidden in writing music years ago, because most music was written for the Church and gods. They have an extremely chaotic, discordant sound, that almost makes them sound very uncomfortable and almost out of tune. The fact that Ren incorporates them into that dark part, is absolute genius.

This was a very intelligent and empathetic reaction. Ren does not shy away from deep and emotional topics in his work. Feel free to cry along with the rest of us Ren fans. Looking forward to more Ren reactions from you.

In case you didn't know. He developed Lyme disease as a kid and doctors misdiagnosed him for a decade and told him it was all just in his head. This is what led him to his mental illness that he talks about. If you're interested in his music, check out his song Sick Boi. It really shows off his musical style and shows a glimpse into his thought process

The fact that you heard him accepting both voices on your first listen is pretty impressive. Welcome to the world of Ren. It's deep and dark, but still feels very nice...

Countless reactions I've watched. Finally someone catches the end is him singing with reckless abandon with both sides of him in balance, the dark and the light in an eternal dance and him in the center singing victoriously. Thank you. And I cried with you after thinking I had no tears left for this piece, appreciate it.

Random internet guy here. Please, never apologize for being human with a heart and sharing your true feelings. It’s what connects us as people. You’re amazing. 😉

Yeah, Ren is utterly remarkable. His performances are always top notch. Video (and probably live) is his medium. "Some people know me as the voice you hear when you loosen the noose on the rope." is one of the best single lines I've ever heard. Such a tough song, dark, honest, but ultimately so beautiful and optimistic. Hopeful, indeed. It's hard to go wrong with this guy, but two that top the list for me (I love the dark stuff, so be forewarned) are "Chalk outlines" with Chinchila (she also has an amazing voice) and the full trilogy of "The Tale of Jenny and Screech."

The reason why i like miss Nittpic is... She is SO empathic and you can see ALL emotions in her facial expressions.. She's not holding back and you can see her reactions are NOT fake just for the likes. She's sometimes a feisty happy Latina but she can feel the emotion in music for sure. She would be the kinda woman i would like to sit with on a remote mountain top at sunset while she plays the flute and i play the kazoo ( cause i cant play anything else) That will NEVER happen😀 but i enjoy her reactions. ANDALE señora.. Love from Amsterdam. ❤🤟

Thank you for sharing your first experience with Ren (Gill) ...I have watched dozens of reactions to this amazing video and you "got it" more deeply and accurately than most.... Love You gtirl.....there will no doubt be hundreds of "Ren-egades" soon posting behind me and they will direct you to the countless treasures to be found in Ren's catalog....do check out the "Tale of Jenny and Screech (full trilogy) for a true taste of his "Bard-core" genius.....his two collaborations with his fellow (and at the time also independent)artist/vocalist Chinchilla "Chalk Outlines" & "How to be Me"....(Chinchilla is a force ...a Must View is her "Fingers" live versioh...from there for Ren....just enjoy the brilliance ..... oh btw for a more joyful and soulful taste...check out his newest "Back on 74/Message In a Bottle" retake.... Ren will be releasing a new album on May 9.....these two have changed my perspective on music "today"....so happy you joined the new wave of hope and joy......Thank you again for your time and efforts....

Ren has a unique way of communicating and connecting with the audience. Seeing someone *not* cry is far more rare than seeing reactors cry when listening to his heavier subject songs.

If you don't cry during something Ren does, your probably a robot. The absolute humanity in much of what he does is undeniable.

This song has brought me to tears so many times. you need to look up his mental history as he has struggled so much in his short life. He is getting much better after some intensive therapy and medical backing in Canada and US. He is an amazing artist who puts his whole heart into is music and art.

Perfect timing in joining the Ren journey. Just now he announced the beginning of a new stage if his journey in sharing with brutal honesty his journey with ME/CFS, LYME DISEASE, MCAS, POTS and more. May is Millions Missing Month and he will be following through on his promise made in Hi Ren. Please subscribe to his channel and follow the daily posts starting tomorrow and culminating with the release of his next track "Troubles" on May 9th. Ren is a force of nature the world needs right now. Your reaction was the best one I have seen in the full time this track had been out there. Thank you so mych for your sensitivity and excellence. I will share this with other Renegades.

I’m in my 50’s now and this is one of the most important and impactive pieces of music I have seen in years, Ren is very special and one of the most important artist of the last decade

Ren reactions are a form of group therapy. His music is incredibly powerful. ❤

I have watched 100s if not 1000s of reactions to this (and others by Ren). You are quick to pick up stuff! Upper 10% at least. I've not seen anyone pick up on the "failing courage" of "good Ren" right before the "evil takeover."

♥️ Sincerely hope Ren sees your reaction. He most likely will...he likes to comment as well.

I absolutely LOVE this reaction, always such a gift to have a musician share their breakdown.

People say Ren's this generation's Prince, but I'm a formally trained classical pianist (amateur), have played for 44 years, and I think we're looking more on the order of the next Mozart. That possibly sounds like a strange statement to a flautist who "only" has Hi Ren under her belt, but this guy is beyond the real deal. As you watch other Ren tracks, the level of genius will overwhelm you (beyond however much it's already overwhelmed you). - "You wanna be a big deal, next Jimi Hendrix?" Dark Ren asks mid-song; Ren shows you that despite not having taken guitar lessons, he can play a flamenco guitar pretty beautifully (I saw you leaning into his phrasing of the intro guitar line; it brought tears to my eyes because you know what you're hearing & you know what you're feeling & we don't always get reactors who "see" it). You'll enjoy the musical interludes in The Trilogy (the 13+ min video of Jenny/Screech/Violet). Violet's theme is some of my favourite melody in the history of music. Then of course there's his voice - you heard his Sting/reggae belt today in Hi Ren; wait until you hear what he does with Chinchilla. Chalk Outlines is one of my very favourite Ren songs, and other than the heavy autobiographical lyrics, it's utterly unlike Hi Ren. The mashup/retake he put out recently "Back on 74/Message in a Bottle" is another gorgeous vocal track, easy to recommend. Vocal harmonies? Chalk Outlines and How to Be Me with Chinchilla, and you HAVE H A V E to see Swan Song by his old band The Big Push. It's Gorran's song (the bassist) but it's not to be missed. (The Big Push is amazing, 3 creative geniuses who were bottled lightning together... later, they found a drummer, Glenn, and things got even better, but I don't know enough about him to make any claims about his creative genius like I can about Gorran and Romain). And he raps so well it brings rap fans to the table, and convinces those who never really paid much attention to rap, to count some of his rap songs as among their favourite Ren songs. The Hunger bent my brain when I first encountered it. Genesis is another huge fan favourite. Power is my personal anthem, though I don't get the sense from the rap fans among us that it ranks super high on the "ong this guy's an amazing rapper" tracks compared to some of his others. But it's brilliantly written, hugely uplifting message, and the hook is a whole brain worm. And there's Sick Boi, which vies with Chalk Outlines for top spot on my list. Murderer is another incredible video, and the hook is another unescapable ear worm. Bare minimum, he's the 21st century Bob Dylan, lyrically. It's not all heavy stuff; he writes plenty of fun tracks, but it's all brilliant writing on any number of levels. Some of his recent "fun" rap songs aren't my favourites but I can still respect the wordplay. He's an unmatched storyteller. The Jenny/Screech/Violet trilogy is the clear piece to point to here, but it permeates pretty much everything he does to some extent. And he's pretty much a self-taught pianist. He had a couple of lessons as a kid, but literally only a couple. He's not full-on a *Mozart* on the piano, but he's ridiculously competent and fully capable of expressing his musical genius on the keyboard. Tracks that are set to piano instead of guitar include Money Game 3 and For Joe... but I'd caution against going into For Joe until you've caught your breath a bit with Ren's personal journey. It's intense. Also his recent instrumental track Mackay (I find it to be a lovely piece but it's not my favourite style of composition. I'm impressed at how layered a composition it is, for someone who never went through formal lessons/theory/music composition). He apparently also can fart around on a cello and trombone although I don't believe we've seen that. You'll see that he composed a string quartet part for one of his songs. Quite successfully. Brings tears to my eyes. He plays bass like a madman (mostly with The Big Push, where the bassist sometimes picks up an acoustic & Ren takes the bass... Wade in the Water/Nina Simone/Trouble So Hard is an ASTONISHING performance by the whole band), and also has some ability to play drums. Before The Big Push found their drummer, Ren played drums for the band "when it was necessary" lol. He beatboxes. You'll hear it on The Hunger, and also one of the more recent hip hop songs I don't enjoy as much, Loco, where every sound on that track is made with his voice. Again, it may not be something I love, but you can't ignore the talent. You'll be blown away by the videos he puts out - they're amazing, and most if not all of them come from his head. He's said in interviews that a lot of the time the video is born in his head at the same time the song is being written. He directs almost all of them (possibly all), and up until now he's largely been the one editing them too. Some, he filmed himself, lol (Losing It and at least parts of What You Want; probably others too). Speaking of proeess with tech-in-art, he's also recorded and produced the bulk of all his music, including samples and beats, or however rap folks talk about "all the stuff that isn't the rapper rapping." As if THAT isn't enough, he enjoys creating music and video so much he and his main videographer Samuel Perry-Falvey (who was behind the camera for Hi Ren) are hoping to make a multimedia TV series of short-format films for something like Netflix. Again, watch Jenny/Screech/Violet; but also Money Game 1 (another of my very very very favourite Ren tracks) and Money Game 3, to get a sense of the kinds of things that might come out of that. He said Black Mirror-like, but with musical storytelling. There's still more to list, but this is way too long so I'll leave it at this. Super glad you were willing to share your vulnerability with us here on KZfaq! I smashed the subscribe button at 5:00 because no matter how much more Ren you do, I'm quite certain I'll enjoy your content. ❤ (I mean, I hope you do All The Ren lol, but I'm interested to check out what else you get up to here).

4:40 I always appreciate good musical observations. Liked and subscribed. Ren's catalogue could probably be an entire course of music education. *Edit: I appreciate your empathy and respect your courage in showing it.

Oh my goodness young lady, you totally belong in the Reniverse ❤, you understand him like we do, it frustrates me when others go 'meh' when they hear him, I truly believe that when you react to Ren with a 'meh', luckily for you, you haven't experienced any stress in your life, whether that be mental or physical , this young man is beyond his years, which besides his utterly raw talent is why we adore him ❤

Ren is a savant. He is an experience that flips a switch somewhere inside you, and you feel different somehow. It feels like he draws out every emotion I have ever tried to dismiss or push down, and asks them to dance. There is so much beauty in that breakdown.

No matter how many times I see this performance from Ren, it always hits me hard, the way it should. Thanks so much to you for giving us such an honest and unflinching response to it. We love you, too NittPicc. And thanks again to Ren for giving us all that shock of brutal honesty that we need to hear.

This is the guy you think you see way off in the distance between you and a million people jumping up and down waving his arms and yelling everything is going to be okay. And you say thank you, I needed that.

I’m 62 which almost sounds like an echo at this point. I have been watching Ren since late February last year. I was introduced to him by The Fairy Voice Mother and have watched almost every reaction on KZfaq and have never commented before. There was something special about the way you reacted that made me put down the TV remote find my phone and write to you. Thank you for the honest reaction and I will be watching for more. Most likely in silence but you never know 👍

Welcome to Ren,enjoy the ride,,,,,,,,,,,,,

I think almost everyone has cried watching this powerful performance

I'm 63 and have been very inspired by Ren's music, a true renaissance artist. And your honest and vulnerable response was one of the best out there. Very insightful.

I could see Ren doing a one man show off Broadway., much like Whoopie Goldberg did in her early career. His use of theatrical devices to enhance the stories he tells is becoming legendary. The videographers he chooses deserve a great deal of credit as well. Talent attracts talent.

Thank you for your beautiful reaction. I don't think you missed a thing! I believe you interpreted Ren's song perfectly. One of the best reactions I've seen. So heartfelt and on point. Many people miss the ending where the dark and light join and learn to live and dance together. New subscriber ❤❤

I’m a 48 year old man with a business and this song never fails to make me cry.

❤ renegades mount up ❤

I think everyone who seek for REN reactions definately expects you crying. Because we all cried

Welcome to the world of Ren. You're in for a wild ride. He has such a huge catalog and it's all great.

Never apologize for feeling. Express yourself how you need. ❤❤

Thank you for your emotional openness and vulnerability. I pray for a world in which nobody ever again has to say "I'm sorry" for crying, for showing their emotions. Thank you for being you 🙏🫂💚

I’ve watched hundreds of reactions to this song over the past year and this is one of the absolute best. I love seeing your emotions come out as well as the incredibly detailed breakdown of everything in the song (meaning, music, cameras, everything). I’m incredibly impressed. I’m a 41 year old man and I still cry every time I hear this song.

Magnificent reaction! I have watched scores of people react to Ren's masterpiece, and you managed to pick out a few nuances all the others missed. Great job, and congrats. You have just reacted to the greatest piece of performance art, so far, in this millennium. Please do more Ren and look for Ren/Chinchilla.

New sub here from Arizona, I'm here for any and all Ren reactions. As a 53 year old music lover my whole life, Ren has reconfigured my mind for the better and REN-EWED my heart & soul by making me really hear music for the 1st time in my life! Great reaction! 😊 what an amazing journey awaits you! And never say sorry for crying, Ren has made me cry more time than I can count and no artist has ever done that to me before!! (Ren video #4,258)

Nothing better than watching a new reactor get the deep message of this amazing performance, really enjoyed your heartfelt reaction and appreciation of this stunning artist. There are so many brilliant tracks by Ren, he is so diverse it is crazy. I would highly recommend Chalk Oulines ( the Live version ) and it is a great introduction to his beautiful vocals , that said his latest track " Back to 74 " is out of this world. Subbed as I am so looking forward to more Ren.

I am so happy that KZfaq recommended your video to me. As someone who suffers from severe depression and anxiety, this song really says all the things I can´t. I see it as an anthem to us who are misdiagnosed, misunderstood and, in general, not taken seriously. And thank you, from the bottom of my heart, thank you for your genuine, honest and uncensored reaction to this. This might sound strange but your tears make me feel seen. Thank you.

You are not the first person to cry whilst listening to this performance, and you won't be the last. Never apologise for showing your feelings. This was actually a great and insightful reaction, and you will have many new followers. Take care, and enjoy your Ren journey. I've liked and subscribed.

Also, this was filmed and recorded as a live one-take. Several cameras, but all one performance. Some of his videos have a cut/edit in them, but many don't.

NO SHAME in crying at this. It's a cathartic journey.

This is why we come to watch reactions for his music. We have all gone through that first initial reaction. We can never get that back. Your reaction was exactly how I reacted to it first. I cried for like an hour after watching it. It's raw, it's relatable, and it's a truth we all know inside of us.

Hi , am a big ren admirer and have whatch a lot of ren reaction but yours is the best one I have ever seen, to say that was your first ren introduction, that was amazing,. You nailed every point he was conveying so perfectly, his struggles, his strength and pointed the differences in his guitar playing for the two different personas and showed me things I had missed, you are brilliant, keep up the good work, I will be watching ❤

Beautiful reaction to this important masterpiece! I hope you continue to explore Ren and his music. He's a revelation! ❣️🦇❣️🦇❣️🦇❣️

Enjoyed the reaction. Ren is a rabbit-hole worth exploring. Probably the most unique new independent artist on YT. Very few artists nowadays peak my interest in music, but Ren has got my attention. new sub!

Congrats. You survived the biggest Truth Bomb via music in the past 20 or 30 years.

Welcome to the Renegade family. You are loved and supported here. This is gonna be a wild ride going down this rabbit hole. He takes you through every emotion through basically every genre. He is a modern day Bard, and I look forward to you continuing your journey! Definitely recommend doing Chalk Outlines, and How to be Me, next. You will subsequently discover ANOTHER amazing artist named Chinchilla.

Welcome to the Ren roller-coaster. He is genuinely beautiful inside and out. All his songs are worth reacting to. He also doesn't copy stirke his songs, so reactors don't have to pause. Keep up the good work.

Never apologise for showing true emotion , we are human .. I'm 52 year old man I cried like a baby .... REN = GENIUS :)

What an awesome reaction! I’ve seen most of them and yours was so insightful, beautiful & genuine! Thank You! Ren helps me evolve as a human being and his artistry gives us so many blessings!

Never apologize for crying. As a slightly emotionally damaged being, I truly, honestly appreciate the raw emotion you are sharing with us.

I have seen a ton of these reactions and nothing compares to yours, such a poignant and honest discovery.

I’ve watched hundreds of reactions to Hi Ren and didn’t stop crying until after at least 50 of them

Makes me cry too. Beautiful soul, so proud of him from the UK, Respect.

I've seen so many reactions of "Hi Ren". You by far picked up more details than anyone!

When I started my work as a therapist (30 years ago) I was taken in by the idea that we had to be positive at all times; and, in the circles I moved in, people would even pick me up on the word 'but'. 'You should say, "and" instead, Alan.' It seemed ridiculous that if I said , 'I want to go for a walk, but it's raining' someone would say it should be, 'I want to go for a walk, and it's raining.' It didn't make sense, and it didn't convey the message. It really is okay to say 'but'! And it's more than okay to have 'negative' thoughts. In fact, they're vital to your quality of life. Let me explain. The whole dogma of having to be 'positive' at all times makes no sense. Ask a business person to look only at the benefits of an investment, for instance, and ignore costs, risks, etc and they'll think you're crazy.They'll rightly say, 'I need to look at both sides - not just one!' Indeed. We do need to consider the upside AND the downside. When you buy something you want to know what you will get from it, AND what it will cost. I helped my clients best by saying they needed to look at the 'costs' as well as the benefits of anything. For instance, it's true that the benefits of gambling can be huge, but usually gambling causes financial loss, and can lead to a life-destroying addiction. Ignoring these possible costs is incredibly unwise. In time, the term, 'Toxic Positivity' emerged in Psychology. I embraced it whole-heartedly. It pointed out that just as 'negative' thoughts can be toxic, so too can 'positive' ones. Positive thoughts can be so extreme that, for instance, they may induce you to act incautiously in the belief that you're 'bound' to succeed. Toxic Positivity may tell us something can be done easily when in reality it requires masses of hard work. Another example is that we can over-estimate the likely rewards. These 'positive' delusions can badly affect our quality of life. When you change your perception, just as Ren has done, and learn that these two 'voices' are 'two sides of the same coin' then your battle starts to subside. You realise that some downside thoughts are unhelpful - they can tell us we aren't able to do things that objectively we know we can, for instance; or claim our chances of success are far less than they truly are. But downside thoughts can be helpful. They may make us take necessary precautions, look at things in a balanced way, and decide to do something that involves less risk. So, instead of battling your thoughts - 'positive' or 'negative' - you can welcome them all. You can explore each one - not to see whether it's encouraging you to do something or discouraging you - but to discover whether it's true and accurate. When you change your perceptions like this, you want to know both the costs and possible benefits of any action. You don't want false information. As you explore your thoughts in this way, you realise that many of your thoughts are helpful, but others are unhelpful. As Ren says, this is not about David versus Goliath, but simply truth-seeking so you can decide how to live in a realistic and honest way with yourself. In practise, you can welcome any thought - whether it's a 'take action' thought or an 'avoid doing it' thought. You can then question it: 'Is this true?' 'Is this accurate?' 'Is this helpful?'. So all thoughts give us an opportunity to see life and ourselves in a more realistic way. Every unhelpful thought is no longer an 'enemy' to be destroyed, but an opportunity to learn more about how you think and to improve the accuracy of your thoughts. You can start to dance with your thoughts, unafraid of that destructive voice, willing to discuss its claims with it, and to undermine the false info your thoughts can give you. As Ren says, we aren't gods, angels or demons. They don't debate with themselves, they have no counter voice - with them it's all clear and simple. We're human; we have conflicting thoughts all the time. But this gives us the opportunity to improve our lives if we cease the battle and embrace all of them, exploring them to see whether they are unhelpful or helpful. Changing unhelpful thoughts can take a long time, but every time you explore them you get nearer to developing more helpful ones. Good luck everyone.

“Chalk outlines” and “I forgot how to be me” hit me like a ton of bricks. Please listen. They are duets with Wren and Chinchilla. I was in, now recovering from a toxic, narcissistic relationship. I was the one being played. I was in so much pain and anxiety that i felt i couldn’t breath sometimes. When it was over i could not remember how to be me without her. These songs saved me in that i felt i was not alone in this. Though different situations entirely. These words connected me to this artist. Wren is awesome. He is in a band “The Big Push.” His rendition of “ I shot the sheriff is crazy good. Look it up you will love it. Go down the Wren rabbit hole. He is so fkn good. 🤗

You got it exactly. I feel your own pain and I've felt it too. This song has been so helpful to me, especially the idea of it not being a battle, but a dance. That you can't fight or get rid of those parts of yourself, but you can learn to accept and live with them and dance with them so you can move on and find joy.

We are Renegades and this is our favorite kind of reaction - because it is 100% heartfelt and honest while also being educational and informative. You get it. Not all reactors truly do. Thank you.

Please don't ever stifle the emotions that Ren draws out. We are all crying with you. Great reaction video! New sub.

Welcome to the Rennaissance @ NittPicc and 🙏 thank you ❤ for your empathetic and insightful Ren reaction! I liked 👍 it and subscribed 🔔. Ren has got an awesome back catalogue, and I am looking forward to you discovering it. So what do you want to see and hear next? A ballady thing w/guitar? 🎸🧑‍🎤🧑‍🎤💊⚪ Ren X Chinchilla - Chalk Outlines (live). Rap? 🐟&🍟🌈🚢🌊 Genesis. Rappetyrap? 🐷 The Hunger. Boom Bap? Halftime (Nas Retake). Fun stuff? 👯👯👯👯❤🎶 Love Music. Raggae? 🎸🎸🎸🥁 The Big Push - I Shot The Sheriff/Road To Zion/Hip Hop (red suspenders). Hard beats? 💉🐷💊 Sick Boi or 🦁🐷🦍 Animal Flow. Goofy madness? 🚲🐺🦍 Losing It! (FISHER Rap). More EDM & Rap? 🥁 Down On The Beat. Masterly storytelling horrendously sad stories? ❎❎🎸🎺🏥🔪 The Tale of Jenny and Screech (full 13 min version). Another great one-take storytelling short movie? 🚗🔫 Murderer or 🎸💰🐚 Money Game! Deep thoughts? ☁ Dear God, Meaning or Dominoes. Trippy electronica? 🎹💊 Diazepam. Souly-folksy Rap? "Do you Believe?". Bluesy? "Hold On!" or 🚗 Everybody Drops. More singing? 🧑‍🎤 Humble. Acapella singing? 💰🐚 Money Game Part 2 (Live) or Loco. Acapella freestyle battle-Rap? 👑 Dumb King Come. Harmonies? 🦢 The Big Push - Swan Song. Crazy Punk? 🐰 The Big Push - XBox Marijoana. A song in French language? 🥖 French Song. Radio-hits? 🔥 Fire or 🍟 Uninvited. Have great fun! Renegades do not like when reactors do Violet's Tale before Jenny and Screech. Best to use this (13 min-long) version that has them in order: kzfaq.info/get/bejne/ir9xodSCkpOviGQ.html

I’ve watched @ least 50 full reactions 2 Hi Ren. None have been as thoughtful and heartfelt as this! I stopped what I was doing 2 cry wit u! Thank u!

April showers bring May flowers. The Reniverse is blooming. And every flower is perfect they just bloom on different days.

A very powerful reaction to REN. You are right on point with this response. Hope REN leaves you a message. He often thanks his reviewers. Serenity!

You sharing your true reaction and emotions with the world is beautiful. Never apologize for that.

Well done.....

Don't apologize... I'm pretty sure Ren has made us ALL cry at one time or another ❤

This is definitely the most respectful, in depth reaction that I’ve seen. I love how we listen and you stop, explain some techniques and then lead us in watching it again. This song speaks my internal dialogue. But, knowing how he musically creates the spiraling, the 2 different voices helped me to better connect w the song. I get so excited for lessons like this. And NEVER apologize for your tears. Never apologize for connecting so deeply to a song that it takes you into the emotions. (The song could be a book, could be a piece of art, it could be the forest, the water, a friend.)

One of the most perceptive reactions to this ever. I look forward to more from you. I believe This video represents 4 stages of Ren's life journey. 1/ during the intro instrumental part with his unique vocalizations, prior to lyrics, while the lights are not flickering.....is "artist Ren" struggling to create a new beautiful song. 2/ flickering lights.... His creativity is interrupted by "negative Ren" telling him his music is bad and give up. 3/ solid lights....is Ren trying to take back control from the negative Ren. 4/ flickering lights after lyrics and the more powerful instrumental....is "artist Ren" with a healthier mind and he is back to creating his beautiful song with more power and confidence because he has "learned to relax, learned to soften and that dance got easier."

Empaths and just empathetic people .... I watch Ren reactions because it's good to see that the world isn't as cold and calloused as it usually feels. To me it makes me feel validated that... Idk... that I feel too much sometimes. Idk... Thank you for your honest and raw reaction

Thank you for reacting to this song. I had the same reaction as you when i first saw this video. Ren is phenomenal.

From one musician to another, this was a great reaction!

I’ve been watching reaction videos to this song for months and you are the first person that I’ve seen that mentioned the “beat” of the “bad Ren”. I picked up on that too and I think that it sounds like a clock, the ticking poking at him as he is riddled with these thoughts. He is sitting in silence and stuck in his head. In fact, I think that the whole room is his head, and these thoughts keep him feeling like he is in that chair. I also noticed that the beginning of the song is like a gong or bell which lends an eerie buildup. It sounds like an undertaker is coming for him. Finally, I’ve never seen anybody mention that the whole song symbolizes what he describes at the end as a battle between the light and darkness. The harder he fights these thoughts, the stronger that they come back and the song ends the same way that it began because he keeps going in these circles and so he must “soften and relax” and accept this part of himself (ourselves).

One of the best and most open reactions I've seen to this. Ren is a huge talent and recently had the #1 spot on the UK hit list, despite being independent. He continues to struggle with his health but has gotten alot of help and support. I think he, as well as Dimash Kudaibergen, Faouzia, Diana Ankudinova, and Hua Chenyu are the premier artists of our generation.

We all cried hearing this the first time. Don’t apologize for that reaction

this song makes me cry almost every single time i listen to it. never feel like you have to apologize for feeling

It also needs to be said that the wooing in the beginning can be interpreted as a bit of happiness before the attack unfolds. It is also done again at the end as winning his happiness back permanently from this struggle.

Welcome to the rabbit hole. Ren combines an incredible multi-genre talent with amazing and authentic courage. He confronts the true experiences that go unmentioned in society. And he performs open heard surgery on himself with his music and lets us sit on his shoulder. I, too, have watched hundreds of reactions to his songs in search of getting to experience that first listen again while sitting on your shoulder. Thank you for having the courage to post your vulnerability and tears. I'm 53 and crying right now with you. God, I love it! You have to be strong to show your vulnerability. Subbed and belled. You spotted the classical vs acoustic guitar. You got the camera changes. You let me experience the exquisite FEELING of being moved with you. Not all his work is so face leaky but it is all done with amazing skill and creativity. Buy tissues in bulk, though.

People lament that they cannot recreate the feeling of seeing this masterpiece for the first time. That's why we watch reactions. But honestly, I'm sad that I will never get to experience your reaction for the first time again. Brilliant and knowledgeable analysis and breakdown of the music, of course, but seeing how you "get it" and how it affects you, had me tearing up right along with you. I've watched probably 200 people react to this song and that is very, very rare. Thank you for this and best wishes for you as you continue to grow your channel.

Young lady, I have listened to this masterpiece EASILY 100 times. Reactors, Official, back and forth. Yours was one of the most profound, sincere, and touching reactions I have seen in the year since I first became aware of this video. In addition to your strong musical knowledge and experience, you showed a deep and meaningful connection to your (and our) humanity. As many times as I've heard it, I was crying right along with you! Warm tears, flowing freely. You're great! I am SO glad I found and subscribed to you months ago. Quite the artistic distance between Dirty Loops (my introduction to you 3 months ago when I first subscribed) and today with Ren, huh?? They may be similar in their mastery and their artistry... but they're styles are so vastly divergent!! You rock!!

There are three voices and at the end you hear the voice of hope.

You carry a lot of hurt within yourself, I can tell because I had the same reaction watching this performance for the first time. It helped me a lot because I felt less alone with my struggles realizing so many are going through theirs. There's a community here, reach out whenever you feel the need to, it really does help. Beautiful and honest reaction. Thank you.

I am a recovering addict and am very Greatful to have heard this song as it is a mirror of the path I have been on for 23 years.

Wow. I watch a Hi Ren reaction about once or twice a week. This was the best. Making sure this is shared to the reactor page. Someone in the loop please show this to Ren.

He's a composite. Not just talented. He is extremely talented!

I have a stand alone private playlist just for my favourite ren hi ren reaction videos, had it for over a year. But i just made a new one, for only your reaction, titled "hi ren reactor that truly gets it like i do". Thank you for your vulnerable and authentic reaction, it is beautiful. Xx

You are amazing and it was a beautiful reaction allowing yourself to be vulnerable. Be blessed.

Didn't write a comment earlier, but decided I needed to. I have watched a lot of reactions to this song (your reaction like 10 times already) and yours is my favorite. Don't ever feel the need to apologize for reacting to a song emotionally, it happens to all of us. I cried like 6-7 times watching this song when I found it. But I also love it. It is so raw (as is your reaction). I know as little about Ren as you do, but damn, this song man. So clever and so honest. Wow!

Ren's performance cuts very close to the bone for many people. You are not anywhere close to being the only person to be affected listening to this to the point where they have to cry.

Ren changes music, and awareness.